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the next day was Sunday, and Charlie was out fishing, which I was happy about. I was glad he was getting better. I just feel lonely, I have never felt lonely before. I have always not minded being alone. I Used to enjoy it. I looked to my left hand and frowned at my empty ring finger. It just made me think about things that I didn't want to think too much about. when Edward and I got together. I was never really alone. I always had Edward or Alice. Someone was always there when they left. I felt my eyes water. I blinked it away. I was alone until Jacobe, then I had him and the pack, then I was never alone yet again. I missed my family. After showing, I did some laundry, then put on my sneakers and walked outside. I took a deep breath. I didn't know if Edward was here watching. I don't think so since I didn't feel him, yet I walked into the woods following the path.
I walked a little bit into the woods till I found a log. I thought coming in here would bring me closer to him it didn't.
I felt my chest constrict as memories flashed in my head.
It was as if he was right there telling me goodbye again.
I started to shake and my breathing picked up.
The rustling of the trees caused me to freeze i looked around.
With the memory broken, I closed my eyes shook my head, and hurried back to the house.
I through myself Into Trig to keep my mind off of the week to come.
It helped a bit but I kept thinking about Port Angeles.
I finally gave up ignoring it and focused on it.
I needed to make a decision
I didn't want to do it.
I knew Edward would save me. I knew I would be okay in the end.
Yet anything could happen.
My worry was also about if I didn't do it.
If it wasn't me those guys would find someone else it would be my fault.
I knew it wasn't but it kind of was,
I knew I could stop them. Well, Edward could.
He stopped them last time.
He had told me that One was a wanted man in other states he had done this before.
The others were just along for the ride.
Edward had said he had been watching me since we were at the store in Port Angeles he was watching me through Jessica and Angela.
That's it he was there the whole time.
If I see his car then I know he's their then I know it will be okay.
If I didn't see it then well I will think of something else.
I didn't want to involve cops my dad would just be overprotective and worried for me every time I left the house if he knew I was almost attacked.
If I told Edward he wouldn't let me go along with it.
I sighed.
Jasper and Rosalie.
Jasper thinks strategy he would use me as bait no problem and Rosalie wouldn't care as long as she got those men off the street.
How could I get them though?
I can't just go to their home.
Jaspers guests.
Peter and Charlett are great and wouldn't mean to hurt me but it would be hard for them not to.
I didn't know what I could do.
I wouldn't see them before I went to Port Angeles and had no way to get in touch with them and even If I did what would I say?
I sighed plan A would have to work.
By Monday I still hadn't figured it out another way.
I drove to school and sat outside enjoying the sun.
It was nice though I wish Edward were here.
I looked to the sky upset.
Not one cloud.
"Bella!"
I looked at Mike
"You kidding right?" I muttered under my breath.
He couldn't possibly be going to do this.
"Hi, Mike," I said in a bored tone when He walked up to me.
"Hey, I didn't notice before you have red in your hair." He commented and I pulled away when His hand reached up to touch it.
"Only in the sun," I said irritated.
He just makes things uncomfortable.
"So what did you do yesterday?"
"Oh Um, nothing really school work Trig and the English Essay."
"Oh Yeah, that's due Thursday right?"
"No Wednesday," I said I had finished the night it was assigned but I remembered this is how I got out of this before.
"Wednesday?" He frowned.
He asked what I was doing mine on and I told him of course he looked at me strangely.
"Dang I was going to ask if you wanted to go out tonight."
"Mike really," I asked with a raised eyebrow.
"I mean we still can I can do my essay later." He said in a rush taking my words the wrong way.
"No thank you, Mike."I sighed "I'm not interested."
"Come on maybe Friday night then? You can't honestly be going out with that kid from La Push." He emphasized kid.
"Jake is a great guy and you're right we are not together and I don't see him that way, he's a family friend That's all." I said as I looked to Mike, hoping Edward was here listening, "I also have said I wasn't interested in you that way, and Mike you are so blind what about Jessica?"
"Jessica?"
"Mike honestly, you're here trying to get a girl that doesn't want you when there is a girl who's pretty, smart, and has so much to offer over there and the way she looks at you," I said exasperated as I did a small jester toward Jess.
Mike looked over to Jessica she was talking to Angela and Connor.
She saw us and gave a big smile to the mike and a small wave.
"See she likes you but the thing is girls don't wait forever and Connor, Connor has been staring at her since the beach outing. If someone else comes along that shows interest why would she stay with the one that ignores her." I said trying to get him to see.
"Oh." He said as he kept looking at Jessica.
Connor was looking at her he even put his arm around her and she laughed.
With that, Mike stood and walked over there.
I shook my head. "If there is a god please please let this sink into him if he asks me out one more time I will not be responsible for my actions," I said to myself softly as I looked to the sky.
I headed to class. I tried to focus in each class but failed.
In Trig and Spanish Jessica talked to me nonstop excited to go dress shopping she invited me and I, of course, said I would go.
Angela talked to me during lunch about going as well.
I told her I would help with constructive criticism.
Lauren wasn't happy to hear I was going of course.
I knew Edward and his family wouldn't be here yet I still looked to their table.
"So no Cullens today. Your so-called friends seem never to be around." Lauren commented.
Everyone at the table froze to look at me I noticed some other tables became quiet too.
I shrugged. "It's a beautiful day for hiking and fishing. They should be back On Wednesday. If It bothers you Lauren I'll go sit with them. I didn't want to crowd them as I'm friends with Alice and Edward I haven't talked to the others."
I stood up and headed to biology.
it was a long day after that it seemed biology and Gym just dragged.
I got home and waited for Jessica's call.
She called happy about her date with Mike. I acted surprised and happy for her.
I told her that was great and that it was cause she looked so good on Saturday that he wanted to go out before the dance.
Jessica was excited and quickly got off the phone with me After I gave her the advice to wear tight jeans and a blue or pink top.
She called happy about her date with Mike. I acted surprised and happy for her.
She thanked me told me we would go dress shopping the following day and then hung up.
I knew that she had worn a skirt and a thin tank top the last time they went out and when night came she was cold and Mike didn't know to give her a jacket and even though she gushed he stared at her legs and chest all night It's not a good thing he needs to see her as more than just a body.
I got an old quilt and headed outside with my book.
I laid out soaking up the vitamin D.
I read for a bit then soon dozed off.
I had a dream of Edward and me running in the forest just having fun.
I did miss the speed.
I woke feeling like I was being watched.
I looked around looking at the trees.
"Bella!" My head shot up to the house.
"out here! Sorry, I fell asleep outside." I called as I gathered my things.
I looked outside again.
I smiled.
Walking inside Dad was hanging his belt up.
"Dinner will be a little late."
"That's fine I wanted to catch the score on the game."
After dinner, I took my book into the living room and sat on the couch pretending to read.
I knew Dad would change the channel from the game if I didn't seem into the book and I didn't want him to change it since we wouldn't like the same thing.
"Um right. what for again?"
"Dad. Remember Jessica, Angela and I are going to Port Angeles after school tomorrow."
"Um right. what for again?"
"Well, the girls wanted to look at dresses and shoes for the dance they wanted me to go for my opinion and of course, girl bonding it's what friends do." I shrugged
"Um right. what for again?"
"Nope. Alice and I will be spending the day together."
"Okay, but it is a school night tomorrow."
"We will leave right after school and be back as early as we can, they have curfews as well," I said.
He nodded.
"I will leave cold cuts and everything you will need on the top shelf and leave bread out.
"Bells I took care of myself for 17 years before you got here." He laughed.
"I'm wondering how you're alive," I muttered.
He went back to the game and I pretended to read for a little longer just enjoying being with Dad.
The next day I got ready for school I put on my jeans and the blue V-neck blouse.
The school was dismal.
of course, Jessica and Angela were excited for tonight.
I was nervous.
As I knew Lauren couldn't come. More like she had chosen not to.
when school ended I headed home got my purse and jumped in Jessica's car heading over to Angelas.
Jessica of course talked to boys and about her date with Mike.
I helped Angela when Jess wouldn't stop bothering her trying to find out who she liked.
"So Bella are you excited for your trip to Seattle with Edward?" Jessica asked
"Oh yeah, my plans changed the vendors I wanted to see canceled." I frowned.
"Oh, Bella get a dress come with us to the dance," Angela said.
"Oh no, I'm fine really. and don't say anything the last thing I need is for anyone without a date to ask me." I said knowing if I hinted that someone would ask Jess wouldn't say anything.
"We won't tell will we Angela?" Jessica said looking at and like she would blab.
"SO Edward canceled then," Jess stated and eyed me in the rear mirror.
I rolled my eyes.
"No, we are still hanging out so I'll be fine, then Alice said we would hang out on Sunday."
"Alice? Alice Cullen?" Jessica asked "Yes. I told you we are friends." I said.
"What will you do?"
"Girl stuff, facials, nails she wants to play with my hair."
"Wait wait are you staying over there?"
"No, I wish my dad would never. well maybe if the boys went camping."
"I can't believe you are friends with a Cullen, How did that happen?"
"What? I don't know." I laughed. "I ran into her at school and after saying sorry we talked, She's nice she's bubbly, and 's very hard not to like."
We got to the store and Jessica and Angela started looking.
I went to the dresses I could remember they had picked last time and some that weren't too bad.
I walked over to Jessica and showed her the ones I picked and told her to try them on and I showed Angela hers and said the same.
They loved the dresses I picked of course and I complimented them and then told them what I liked.
"Bella I'm glad we brought you," Jessica said as she looked her herself in the mirror in the blue dress.
"Yes, thanks Bella they were good choices."
"Girls you wear the dresses they don't wear you. You look good in them 'cause you look good." I smiled
Girls are so insecure and I used to be that way too.
I had a little girl and I wanted her to know she was beautiful that she was great and that she didn't need a man, or clothes, or anything to make her beautiful she just was.
Oh gods I was acting like a mom with my friends.
I helped Angela pick out shoes and then asked the girls after if I could go to the bookstore.
I left the dress store making sure to say things that would have Angela and Jessica thinking that I left hopefully.
I walked out of the store and I did see the silver Volvo.
I smiled okay he is here.
"Okay, so they said it this way," I spoke in a normal voice to myself, hoping he would hear me.
I walked into the bookstore since I hadn't gone in before.
I had taken time before finding the guys so I had time.
Mostly I just needed something to take my mind off it.
I was scared I knew that. It was one thing to walk into something unknown but when you know.
I walked around the store.
The old woman at the front desk was kind and was talking to me while I looked around.
She suggested crystals to help get a man and ones that could help me pass the test.
I bit the inside of my check to not laugh out loud.
I nodded to her smiling kindly and I walked out.
Yeah, do you have a stone to help me fight?
I flinched.
I wasn't going to fight them I couldn't.
I spotted the Volvo.
I smiled.
Okay, I will be fine.
I looked to the sky clouds weren't here yet but the sun would fall soon.
"I have time I'll just walk around," I spoke again.
I wasn't going to fight them I couldn't.
I walked and as I walked I got flashes of the dream.
My heart was beating so loud that I knew Edward just had to hear it no matter how far he was cause I felt it was pounding like a drum.
Finally, I wasn't seeing any more people.
I turned the corner and froze.
There they were four men.
"Please help me," I said not too loud I didn't want the guys to hear.
I scooted to the side of the building and walked.
"Hey, There!" one called out.
I knew not to answer this time I bit my lip keeping quiet.
I quickly walked away from them laughing.
"Hey Wait!"
I kept walking
I kept my ears open I knew two were following me, I faintly heard their quiet footsteps, I could hear them, staying as far back as they'd been before. A blue car turned onto the street from the south and drove quickly past me.
before I reached the corner, I reached discreetly into my purse I knew I couldn't outrun them but this time I brought my pepper spray.
I will get him this time.
before I reached the corner, I reached discreetly into my purse I knew I couldn't outrun them but this time I brought my pepper spray.
It seemed to take forever for me to get to the corner. I kept my pace steady,
And skidded to a stop.
This was it there he was lounging against the building, where the other two men both watching with excited smiles as I froze dead on the sidewalk.
They spoke to the ones behind me I stood just waiting.
I clutched the spray like it was my lifeline.
The dark-haired man pushed away from the wall and walked close to me.
"You better stay away." I breathed and my voice shook so didn't come out very well.
"Don't be like that Sugar," he said.
"My friend won't like it if you touch me," I said more
"Your friend." He laughed.
"You alone sugar."
"Oh, you think so." I took the spray out smirked and sprayed him right in the eyes and I heard the screeching of the tires.
I looked up to see Edward.
"Oh thank god you did come," I said as I stumbled over to his car.
"Get in."
I got in his car put on my seatbelt and he sped out of there.
I laughed.
I was in shock yet was happy and relieved and I just laughed.
"I can't believe I got him I did it I got him" I was also proud of myself.
"Bella what the hell were you thinking." He said.
"Don't be mad I did what I had to that that monster is sick. It was meant to happen."
"Ment to happen?"
"It's fine Edward I'm okay."
"I have to get to Jessica and Angela."
He turns the car around and we head to the restaurant.
"Stop your friends."
I got out of the car.
"Jess Ang!"
"Where have you been?"
"Sorry, I got completely lost I was walking around and just didn't know where I was then this guy." I pointed my thumb at Edward.
"Pulled up scared me and asked what I was doing." I smiled
"He brought me here."
"Oh, Bella I'm so sorry we should have gone with you." Angela said, "Thank you for finding her Edward."
I smiled at Angela.
"Could I join you ladies for dinner?"
"Sure," Jessica said smiling.
"Sorry, Bella we got so hungry waiting on you."
"I understand."
"You should eat something. I can drive Bella home so you two don't have to wait."
"O I guess..." I smiled at Jess and winked at Angela.
"Bye see you tomorrow Bella." Angela waved and pulled Jessica away.
I looked at Edward.
"They have a good mushroom ravioli, Oh order coke please the shock might kick in."
I smiled and then headed up the stairs.
"OH" I whirled around and saw that Jess and Angela had left.
"What is something wrong?"
"My jacket is in Jessica's car." I sighed.
"Are you cold?"
"I will be," I said. "It's okay."
I walked in.
The host of course zeroed in on Edward.
I smiled at her.
I couldn't be mad I know what he looks like.
Edward had to ask for a private table which we got.
The host left and I smirked.
"Is she okay?"
"Who?"
"The Host after you used your dazzling charm on her." I giggled.
"Dazzling charm?"
"Don't play you know you dazzle people."
"DO I dazzle you?"
"Of course, it's why I don't look you in the eyes." I smiled "I can't think if I look into your eyes.
I looked up and saw his eyes were nice and light.
Good, he had a good hunting trip.
The waitress came over and ignored me but Edward ordered for me.
It was good I had told him what I wanted as I think the waitress spit in my food last time.
"How are you feeling?"
"I'm fine."
"No shock yet?"
"Not yet, I think I won't feel it till I get home."
"Why?"
"I feel I feel very safe with you."
"This is more complicated than I planned."
"Best not to plan unless you use Alice nothing goes the way we plan it's best to just go with it," I said
I finished my coke and he pushed me his.
Of course, I shivered.
He smirked then took his jacket off offering it for me.
"Thanks."
"You seemed to have known what was going to happen"
"You seem to know what people are thinking."
The waitress came with the food.
firted with Edward again.
I laughed.
"Sorry dear but come on look at him he's gorgeous He's gay of course," I said The waitress looked at me then at him and his mouth dropped in o
"Sorry, you should have said." Then she walked off.
I giggled.
"I'm not gay." He said with narrowed eyes.
"I know that but if you would tell annoying women that they will leave you alone."
"You didn't answer my question?
"Oh, there was a question?'
"Thank you for saving me. That's twice now."
"Let's not make it a third time."
I smirked I couldn't promise I wish I could.
"So you followed me here why don't we start with why and go from there."
"You think I followed..." He stopped when he saw my face.
"Let's lay it on the table okay no more lies."
"You followed me, you can read minds, and you can't read minds so now why did you follow me?"
"If you know all that then you know why?"
"I don't know everything." I took a sip of my drink to hide my smile.
I wanted him to tell me.
"Okay yes, I followed you." He admitted "I've never tried to keep a specific person alive before, and it's much more troublesome than I would have believed. But that's probably just because it's you.
"I'm a danger magnet." I tried to joke
"Yes that I see." He said and smirked a bit.
I took another bit of my food. This was good.
"It's harder than it should be — keeping track of you. Usually, I can find someone very easily, once
I've heard their mind before. I was keeping tabs on Jessica, not carefully I was giving you space in a way.
When you left the shop I did notice as you had spoken your thou..." He stopped.
I smiled.
"You did it on purpose."
I shrugged trying not to give it away.
"Even when you left the bookstore and when... You knew you knew it would happen" He looked at me with oh he was mad.
"No listen things have to happen sometimes I can't stop everything. This was meant to happen there was no changing it. You would save me.
There was none to save someone else. You will also get Carlisle and put those jerks where they belong before someone else gets hurt."
"Do you have any idea how close you came I couldn't get to you what if I couldn't find you in time?"
"I was willing to take the risk I had pepper spray I could put up a fight till you got there."
"Fight a fight what about running?"
"Edward have you not seen me in the gym or walking at school If I can't walk how could I run?"
He growled lowly and pinched the bridge of his nose.
I took a few more bits of food then took a drink.
The waitress came back to ask how we were I said we were ready for the check.
"The van?" He looked up at me his eyes held a pleasing look.
I sighed I knew what he meant and I should lie but I knew that I couldn't and it wouldn't be right.
"I wasn't sure if that would happen, I didn't know where to park, I did know that you would save me," I said.
the pain on his face.
"I worried all weekend drove Emmett crazy all I could think of was how you could have been hurt, that what if I couldn't be there and something happened and you put yourself in those positions each time.
"Edward I'm sorry I don't intentionally put myself in danger but some things need to happen a certain way."
The waitress came with the bill edward slipped a bill in the folder and told her no change and we left.
He opened every door for me and I smiled.
When I got in the car I took a deep breath through my nose to inhale his scent.
I had wanted to smell this jacket since I put it on but I was trying not to be too much and also I needed my head clear.
"It's your turn."
"Me?"
"Yes I answered you gave some in sight and it seems you know more than I do?"
I bit my lip. Okay, this is it I don't have to tell him everything just what I know about him.
"I know what you are."
His face was on readable but I knew that he was listening and worried.
"You're a vampire."
His hands tightened on the wheel.
"And?"
"Well you hunt animals and you don't sleep also I don't mind," I said I knew last time my I don't care comment upset him mostly cause he thought I wasn't thinking about my safety.
"You don't mind?"
"Well, I mean that..." I paused and took a deep breath. "I know you wouldn't hurt me on purpose."
We made it to my house in record time.
I frowned. "Next time go slower one so we can talk more and two if an accident did happen only you can walk away," I said.
He looked worried."I know it's no fun driving slow but you get used to it." I smiled.
"You'll be at school tomorrow?"
"Yes, I have a paper due." He smirked.
"Oh, so you were listening at school Monday?"
"You knew I was there?" He looked shocked.
I shrugged.
"I'll see you tomorrow," I said then took off his jacket reluctantly.
"Keep it you don't have a jacket for tomorrow."
"I don't want to explain to Charlie he knows we are friends but I told him I was going on a girl's outing and didn't mention you or your sister."
"Bella?"
"Yes?"
"Can I ask something of you?"
"Yes."
"Don't go into the woods alone."
"Alright," I said and nodded to him.
"Sleep well Bella," I smirked as I left the car.
I'm sure you'll know.
I watched till his car disappeared
I walked into the house dad commented that I was early I explained that it was easy girls found dresses quickly we ate and then headed right home.
I explained we had homework.
"Bella to get behind on your school work."
"Oh I'm fine Dad I did mine at lunch I don't have anything."
"Good stick in."
I will.
I went up to my room grabbed my clothes and was going to get in the shower when the phone rang oh.
I rushed down and tripped on the last step.
I caught myself.
"I got it, dad." I huffed out as I got the phone.
"Hello, Bella!"
"Hey Jess you made it home thanks for calling."
"Your home that's good."
I smiled.
"Yes."
I was going to mention the jacket but Jess started to ask questions and I thought of what it would be like to wear his jacket all day.
I smiled at the idea it would be like he was with me all day.
"I'll see you in class tomorrow."
"Oh is your dad right there."
"Yes thank you."
"Okay bye see you in Trig."
"Bye." I hung up.
"Who was it?"
"Jessica I asked if she would call when she got home so I know she made it."
"That's good Bella."
"I'm going to take a shower and go to bed."
"Night Bells."
