Forbidden Love

A/N: Hey there! So this story is going to be based on Cas/OC. To start off I'm gonna do flashbacks from season 1 to introduce her but then I'm gonna skip right to season 4 so I hope you like it and please leave positive and/or negative reviews.

Lawrence, Kansas
26 years ago...

"Come on you two, let's say good night to your brother." Mary says to her two children Dean and Alexis. Mary turns on the lights to the nursery of a Sam's room, who is lying in his crib and looking over at Mary and his siblings. Mary sets Dean down who leans over the side of the crib and kisses Sam on the forehead, then Mary helped Alexis up and she did the same thing

"'Night, Sam." Dean and Alexis say at the same time then Mary leans over Sam as well.

"Good night, love." She says and brushes Sam's hair back then kisses his forehead.

"Hey, Dean. Hi Lexi" The two kids hear and turn to see their dad standing in the doorway, the two rush over to him.

"Daddy!" They both cheered jumping into their dads arms

"Hey, buddy." He says and kissed Dean's head, "Hi princess." He tells Alexis and she smiles, "So what do you think you two? You think Sammy's ready to toss around a football yet?" He asked them and they shake their head laughing

"No, Daddy." Dean told him and John laughs. Mary passes John, Dean and Alexis on the way out of the room.

"You got them?" She asked John

"I got 'em." He answered and hugged the two kids again, "Sweet dreams, Sam." John tells the baby then left the room with the two kids bringing them to their room and tucked them in.


Dean and Alexis wake up hearing their dad yell, they get out of bed and walk into the hallway seeing their dad rush out of their brother's room, "Daddy!" Dean yelled and John put Sam into his arms

"Take your brother and sister outside as fast as you can and don't look back! Now, Dean, go!" John ordered and the two kids ran out of the house with Dean holding Sam then stood in the front yard watching.

"It's okay, Sammy." Dean says to the baby then suddenly their dad came running out and scooped all three of them up running away to the street where they stood by John's car after the fire department got there and put the fire out.


Present Day, 4 months after Dean's death,
Alexi POV...

"Come on Lex you can do this." I said to myself as I laid underneath the Impala trying to put the oil filter back in. Once I got it secured I got out from underneath it and grab the jug for the oil then started to pour it in when my phone rang, "What's up Sam? Booty call finally left?" I asked him and I heard a light chuckle.

"Uh yeah but I need you to come back upstairs." He told me

"Well I'm still putting the oil in the car can it wait?" I asked him

"You're gonna wanna see this."

"Um okay give me like 5 minutes it's almost done." I told him then hung up the phone. After the jug was empty I put the oil cap back on, shut the hood and wiped my hands while walking into the Motel and up the stairs then opened the door, "Ok what is..." I started to ask but then stopped in my tracks seeing Sam standing there with Bobby and...Dean. I looked at Sam confused then back at Dean before pulling my gun out of my pants and aimed it at my older brother.

"No Lexi! Wait, it's him." Sam told me and I looked between the two of them

"Hi Lexi." Dean says and I lowered my gun putting the safety on then dropped it onto the bed before running over to him and we hugged each other.

"But, wait a minute, how are you.." I started to ask pulling away and looked at him

"We don't know, but we sure as hell are gonna find out." Bobby tells me and I looked at Dean then Sam.


Sam walks past me handing me a beer which I took then he handed one to Sam and Bobby then sits across from Dean next to me

"So what were you two doing around here if you weren't digging me out of my grave?" Dean asked us

"Well, once we figured out that we couldn't save you, we started hunting down Lilith, trying to get some payback." I told him

"By yourselves?" Bobby asked and I looked down, "Who do you think you are, your old man?"

"Uh, yeah, I'm sorry, Bobby. We should have called. I was pretty messed up, Lexi as well." Sam says and I nodded in agreement then see Dean pick up a pink flowered bra and holds it up.

"I'm gonna assume this isn't yours." He tells me and I shook my head trying not to smile then he looked at Sam, "I really feel your pain." He told him and I snorted

"Anyways, uh, we were checking these demons out of Tennessee, and out of nowhere they took a hard left, booked up here." I explained

"When?" Dean asked me

"Yesterday morning."

"When I busted out." He pointed out

"You think these demons are here 'cause of you?" Bobby asked Dean

"But why?" Sam asked as well

"Well, I don't know some badass demon drags me out and now this? It's gotta be connected somehow."

"How you feelin', anyway?" Bobby asked him

"I'm a little hungry."

"No, I mean, do you feel like yourself? Anything strange, or different?" He asks

"Or demonic? Bobby, how many times do I have to prove I'm me?"

"Yeah. Well, listen. No demon's letting you loose out of the goodness of their hearts. They've gotta have something nasty planned." Bobby pointed out

"Well, I feel fine."

"Okay, look, we don't know what they're planning. We got a pile of questions and no shovel. We need help." I told them

"I know a psychic. A few hours from here. Something this big, maybe she's heard the other side talking." Bobby says

"Hell yeah, it's worth a shot." Dean said

"I'll be right back." Bobby tells us and left then Dean stands as if to leave.

"Hey, wait." Sam says and stood up too, "You probably want this back." Sam reaches into his collar and pulls out a cord that has Dean's amulet on it. He places it in Dean's hand and Dean looks at it.

"Thanks."

"Yeah, don't mention it." Sam told him and Dean put it on

"Hey Dean, what was it like?" I asked him standing up next to Sam

"What, Hell? I don't know, I, I must have blacked it out. I don't remember a damn thing."

"Well, thank God for that." I said

"Yeah."


"She's about four hours down the Interstate. Try to keep up." Bobby tells us and gets in his car

"I assume you'll want to drive." I tell Dean and tossed him the keys

"Oh, I almost forgot! Hey, sweetheart, did you miss me?" He asked the car and I just shook my head. Dean gets in the driver's side, settles in then me and Sam get in with Sam up front and me in the back, "What the hell is that?" Dean asked and I looked at the iPod jack Sam put in and I chuckled

"Told you." I mumbled and Sam looked back at me then at Dean

"That's an iPod jack."

"You were supposed to take care of her, not douche her up." Dean tells him

"Dean, I thought it was my car."

"Well technically it's mine first baby brother." I said ruffling his hair and he swatted my hand away. Dean sighs, and turns the key in the ignition. "Vision" by Jason Manns begins to play.

"Really?" He asked Sam who shrugs innocently then Dean rips the iPod out of the jack and tosses it in the back seat next to me


"There's still one thing that's bothering me." Dean says as he followed Bobby's car

"Yeah?" Sam asked

"Yeah, the night that I bit it. Or... got bit. How'd you two make it out? I thought Lilith was going to kill you."

"Well, she tried. She couldn't." Sam told him

"What do you mean, she couldn't?"

"She fired this, like, burning light at Lexi but I stood in the way, and...it didn't leave a scratch. Like I was immune or something." Sam explained

"Immune?"

"Yeah. I don't know who was more surprised, her or us. She left pretty fast after that." I point out

"Huh. What about Ruby, where is she?"

"Dead. For now." Sam answered

"So you've been using your, uh, freaky ESP stuff?" Dean asked Sam and I looked at him

"No."

"You sure about that? Well, I mean, now that you've got...immunity, whatever the hell that is...just wondering what other kind of weirdo crap you've got going on." Dean said

"Nothing, Dean. Look, you didn't want me to go down that road, so I didn't go down that road, Lexi made sure of that. It was practically your dying wish."

"Yeah, well, let's keep it that way." Dean tells him and I sighed then looked back out the window


We get to the house and Bobby knocks on the door then it opened, "Bobby!" the lady says and pulled him into a hug, lifting him briefly off the ground while me, Sam and Dean share a look.

"You're a sight for sore eyes." Bobby told her and the lady looks at us

"So, these the kids?" She asked him

"Sam, Alexis, Dean. This is Pamela Barnes, best damn psychic in the state."

"Hey." Dean said a little flirt-like and I rolled my eyes

"Mmm-mmm-mmm. Dean Winchester. Out of the fire and back in the frying pan, huh? Makes you a rare individual." Pamela tells him

"If you say so."

"Come on in." She says to us

"So, you hear anything?" Bobby asked her

"Well, I Ouija'd my way through a dozen spirits. No one seems to know who broke your boy out, or why."

"So what's next?" He asked

"A séance, I think. See if we can see who did the deed."

'You're not gonna...summon the damn thing here." Bobby pointed out to her

"No. I just want to get a sneak peek at it. Like a crystal ball without the crystal."

"I'm game." Dean says and I nod my head


Pamela spreads a black tablecloth covered in symbols over a small table. Me, Sam and Dean look at it warily, "Who's Jesse?" Dean asked her and I looked over at her squatted in front of a cabinet then saw the tattoo on her lower back and she laughed

"Well, it wasn't forever."

"His loss." Dean tells her and she stands up with several pillar candles in her hands, stops in front of Dean with a smirk.

"Might be your gain." She told him and I threw up a little in my mouth. As she passes by, Dean turns to Sam and I.

"Dude, I am so in."

"Yeah, she's gonna eat you alive." Sam told him

"Hey, I just got out of jail. Bring it."

"You're invited too, grumpy." Pamela tells Sam with a wink

"You are NOT invited." Dean warned him


Pamela, Bobby, me, Sam, and Dean are seated around the small table, which now has six lighted candles in the center, "Right. Take each other's hands." Pamela tells us and I grabbed Sam's then Dean's, "And I need to touch something our mystery monster touched." She says then I felt Dean jump

"Whoa. Well, he didn't touch me there." He told her and I shook my head

"My mistake." She said then Dean looks around, nervous, then takes off his outer shirt, pulls up his left t-shirt sleeve to reveal the hand mark on his arm that both me and Sam stare at shocked. Pamela lays her hand on the it, "Okay." She whispers then we all close our eyes, "I invoke, conjure, and command you, appear unto me before this circle. I invoke, conjure, and command you, appear unto me before this circle. I invoke, conjure, and command you, appear unto me before this circle." She chants and a television flicks on to static as she continues, "I invoke, conjure, and command...Castiel?" She asked as the table began to shake, "No. Sorry, Castiel, I don't scare easy."

"Castiel?" Dean asked her

"Its name. It's whispering to me, warning me to turn back." She says the white noise and static continues, "I conjure and command you, show me your face. I conjure and command you, show me your face. I conjure and command you, show me your face. I conjure and command you, show me your face."

"Maybe we should stop." Bobby tells her

"I almost got it. I command you, show me your face! Show me your face now!" She yells and suddenly the candles flare up several feet in the air and Pamela begins to scream. Her eyes fly open and are filled with a white-hot flame. As she collapses the rattling, white noise, and flames die out.

"Call 9-1-1!" Bobby yells and Sam scrambles out of his chair and into the next room. Dean and I crouch over Pamela and Bobby. She is conscious, but bleeding and burned. Her eyelids open to reveal black, empty sockets and she sobs.

"I can't see! I can't see! Oh god!"


Dean and I are sitting at a table giving our orders to a Waitress, "Be up in a jiff." She told us, as she leaves, Sam walked over to us talking on his cell phone.

"What'd Bobby say?" Dean asked him as he sat down

"Pam's stable. And out of I.C.U."

"And blind, because of us." I point out

"And we still have no clue who we're dealing with." Sam added

"That's not entirely true." Dean says

"No?"

"We got a name. Castiel, or whatever. With the right mumbo-jumbo we could summon him, bring him right to us." Dean mentioned and I looked at sam

"You're crazy. Absolutely not." Sam told him

"We'll work him over. I mean, after what he did?"

"Pam took a peek at him and her eyes burned out of her skull, and you want to have a face to face?" I asked him

"You got a better idea?"

"Yeah, as a matter of fact I do. Mand Lexi followed some demons to town, right?" Sam asked

"Okay."

"So, we go find them. Someone's gotta know something about something." He says and the waitress reappeared with three plates of pie and sets them on the table.

"Thanks." I tell her and then plops down in a chair at the end of the table. Dean looks at her, smirking.

"You angling for a tip?" Dean asked

"I'm sorry. Thought you were looking for us." She says and her eyes go black for a moment; then I see a uniformed man by the counter and a cook behind the counter also show the black eyes; the uniformed man goes to the door, locks it, and stands in front of it.

"Dean. To hell and back. Aren't you a lucky duck." The waitress tells him

"That's me."

"So you get to just stroll out of the pit, huh? Tell me. What makes you so special?" She asked

"I like to think it's because of my perky nipples." He told her and I smacked his arm, "I don't know. Wasn't my doing, I don't know who pulled me out."

"Right. You don't."

"No. I don't." He said

"Lying's a sin, you know."

"I'm not lying. But I'd like to find out, so if you wouldn't mind enlightening me, Flo..." Dean started to say

"Mind your tone with me, boy. I'll drag you back to hell myself." She told him and I grip the demon knife getting ready and shift in my seat but Dean holds a hand up stopping me and I relax

"No, you won't."

"No?" The demon asked

"No. Because if you were you would have done it already. Fact is, you don't know who cut me loose. And you're just as spooked as we are. And you're looking for answers. Well, maybe it was some turbo-charged spirit. Or, uh, Godzilla. Or some big bad boss demon. I'm guessing at your pay grade that they don't tell you squat. Because whoever it was, they want me out. And they're a lot stronger than you. So go ahead. Send me back. But don't come crawling to me when they show up on your front doorstep with some Vaseline and a fire hose."

"I'm going to reach down your throat and rip out your lungs." She threatened and Dean leans forward then throws a right hook at her, which she takes. He throws another. She still does nothing but glare at us, looking more and more nervous.

"That's what I thought. Let's go, you two." Dean told us and we stand up the demon sits there, fuming. Dean pulls a roll of cash out of his pocket and carefully peels off a ten dollar bill. He holds it up and drops it on the table like an insult, "For the pie." HE tells her and we walk out, "Holy crap, that was close."

"We're not just going to leave them in there, are we, Dean?" I asked him

"Well yeah, there's three of them, probably more, and we've only got one knife between us."

"Lexi and I have been killing a lot more demons than that lately." Sam pointed out

"Not anymore the smarter brother's back in town."

"Dean, we've got to take 'em. They are dangerous." Sam tells him

"They're scared. Okay? Scared of whatever had the juice to yank me out. We're dealing with a bad mofo here. One job at a time."


I was woken up later that night by the radio as it made a whining sound and I sit up seeing Dean grab a shotgun that was lying by the bed. He looks around cautiously, then looked at me as I grabbed my gun then he glances at Sam's bed then looked at me again but I shrugged. Suddenly we hear a painful high-pitched noise and I put my hands over my ears while still holding my gun when the ceiling mirror shatters and rains broken glass down on us. We fall to the ground, clutching our ears as all the glass in the room shatters explosively and I screamed.

"Dean! Alexis!" I faintly heard Bobby yell as he comes bursting through the door


Bobby drives his car as Dean, who's in the passenger's seat while I sit in the back as we wipe blood from our faces, "How are you both doin'?" Bobby asked us

"Aside from the church bells ringing in my head, peachy." Dean said and pulls out his cell phone, "What are you doing?" Dean asked I'm assuming to Sam, "In my car?" He asked and paused, "Well, uh, Bobby's back. We're going to grab a beer." He tells him and I looked at the back of his head confused, "Done. Catch you later." He said and hung up

"Why the hell didn't you tell him?" I asked him

"Because he just tried to stop us."

"From what?" Bobby asked

"Summoning this thing." Dean says, me and Bobby shared a look, "It's time we faced it head-on."

"You can't be serious!" Bobby tells him

"As a heart attack. It's high noon, baby."

"Well, we don't know what it is. It could be a demon, it could be anything." I point out

"That's why we've got to be ready for anything." He says and pulled out Ruby's demon knife and I patted my coat, "Snagged it while you were in the bathroom."

"Jerk."

"Bitch," He said and I flicked the back of his head, "We've got the big-time magic knife, you've got an arsenal in the trunk..."

"This is a bad idea." Bobby pointed out

"Yeah, I couldn't agree more, but what other choice do we have?" Dean asked him

"We could choose life."

"Bobby, whatever this is, whatever it wants, it's after me. That much we know, right? I've got no place to hide. I can either get caught with my pants down again, or we can make our stand." Dean says and I sighed

"Dean, we could use Sam on this." I tell him

"Nah, he's better off where he is."


Bobby draws a symbol with white spray paint on the cement floor, "That's a hell of an art project you've got going there." Dean tells him as we set up the table

"Traps and talismans from every faith on the globe. How you doin?"

"Stakes, iron, silver, salt, knife. I mean, we're pretty much set to catch and kill anything I've ever heard of."

"This is still a bad idea." Bobby pointed out

"Yeah, Bobby, I heard you the first ten times. What do you say we ring the dinner bell?" Dean asked and Bobby nods reluctantly then I sighed and threw up my hands in agreement. I go over to another desk and take a pinch of some powder from a bowl, and sprinkle it into a larger bowl, which begins to smoke then I began to chant in Latin.


Dean and Bobby sit on the tables, swinging their legs while I paced back and forth between them bored out our minds, "You sure you did the ritual right?" Dean asked me and I gave him a look, "Sorry. Touchy, touchy, huh?" He asked then suddenly a loud rattling shakes the roof. We arm ourselves with shotguns and take positions at the far end of the warehouse, "Wishful thinking, but maybe it's just the wind." Dean says and the door bursts open, a man in a business suit and trench-coat stalks in. The light bulbs above his head shatter in a shower of sparks as he passes them. As he approaches us we open fire, but the shots do not even slow him down. Dean takes the knife as the man gets close, "Who are you?" Dean asked him

"I'm the one who gripped you tight and raised you from perdition."

"Yeah. Thanks for that." Dean says and rears back then plunges the knife into the mans chest. He looks down, unconcerned, and pulls it out then drops it to the floor. Behind him, Bobby attacks but without looking the guy grabs Bobby's weapon and uses it to swing him around. He then touches Bobby on the forehead with fingertips and Bobby crumples to the ground. I swung my fist up to punch him but he blocked it then did the same thing to me and I blacked out

Dean POV...

I watched Bobby and my sister fall to the ground after this guy touched them and I looked at him, "We need to talk, Dean. Alone."


I crouch over Bobby and Lexi, checking their pulses then glared at the asshole in front of me, "Your friends are alive."

"Who are you?" I asked him

"Castiel."

"Yeah, I figured that much, I mean what are you?" I asked

"I'm an Angel of the Lord."

"Get the hell out of here. There's no such thing." I told him

"This is your problem, Dean. You have no faith." He said and lightning flashes, on his back I see great shadowy wings appear, stretching off into the distance. The light goes out and they disappear.

"Some angel you are. You burned out that poor woman's eyes."

"I warned her not to spy on my true form. It can be...overwhelming to humans, and so can my real voice. But you already knew that." He says to me

"You mean the gas station and the motel. That was you talking?" I asked him and he nodded, "Buddy, next time, lower the volume."

"That was my mistake. Certain people, special people, can perceive my true visage. I thought you would be one of them. I was wrong."

"And what visage are you in now, huh? What, holy tax accountant?" I asked him

"This? This is...a vessel."

"You're possessing some poor bastard?" I asked

"He's a devout man, he actually prayed for this."

"Well, I'm not buying what you're selling, so who are you really?" I asked again

"I told you."

"Right. And why would an angel rescue me from Hell?" I ask

"Good things do happen, Dean."

"Not in my experience." I mentioned

"What's the matter? You don't think you deserve to be saved?"

"Why'd you do it?" I asked

"Because God commanded it. Because we have work for you."

A/N: I hope no one minds the jump. Also I forgot to mention that this is going to be a sloooow burn but I might throw a few things in here every now and then. So please let me know what you think, I will try to keep updating as much as I can.