With many thoughts running through her head, Clair/Leanne decided to make a trip to Bakersfield to see her grandma V. Pulling into TM she got out of the car, and saw that Tara was there to bring her car in. Walking over to Gemma she said, "Hey I'm going to see my grandma today. I'm not sure when I'll be back, though I thought I would check in." said Clair.
"Is everything okay baby?" asked Gemma.
"I'm figuring out things, and well Grandma is always the one who gives out the best advice. Plus I would love to get some of her organic vedgtables that she grows herself. I also want to go see how Aunt Tessa is doing. She is tecnically not my aunt, but my dad's best friend's mom, and Grandma's best friend. She has been fighting cancer lately. The C word is such a curse. First my aunt, and the mother of my boyfriend's children." said Clair.
"Hey I was wondering if I could get a ride? Jax said that one of you would." said Tara.
"Yea I can. I'm on my way out of town anyway to visit family in Bakersfield, but I'll give you a ride home." said Clair.
"What's Opie doing tonight?" asked Gemma.
"Spending time with Donna, and the kids after work at Oswald's. Then he is going to be doing a protection run for Unser." said Clair.
"You actually trust him with his ex wife?" Tara asked.
"Whoa back off alright! It's the mother of his children, and he is comepletly faithful. I trust him comepletley. Cancer fucking sucks! A woman who I consider my aunt is going through it." said Clair.
"Hey ladies lets all just calm it down." said Jax as he and Clay walked over walked over.
"I cannot believe that you are going to Nevada. You better call me Clay or I will drive out there. How embarrassing would that be?" Gemma put in.
"I promise I will call you babe." said Clay kissing Gemma.
"Okay who should I call if something happened with Abel?" asked Tara.
"My mom, and my best friend's girl." said Jax.
"Man Tig Gemma gives me a serious MILF chubby, and Clair just is fucking hot." Halfsack didn't see Clay standing there until he looked over. "Oh I moved the car in the garage, and is there anything else I need to do?" Half Sack asked.
"Clean the shitter." said Clay before walking off. Tig punched him in the jaw then. It wasn't the MILF chubby that set him off it was that he figured a few things out. He knew that Clair was really Leanne.
"MILF Chubby?" Tig asked.
"Well she is hot, and so is Opie's Ol' Lady." said Sack.
Just shut your mouth for once." said Tig. Meanwhile Clair was oblivious to the prospect and the SA and was just getting ready to head to Bakersfield.
"Well I'm on my way to Bakersfield, and Opie is at work, and he is going to help out Unser later." said Clair.
"Call both Clair,and my mom if anything happenes to Abel" said Jax as Tara had to go sign something before putting her purse in the passenger seat of Clair's car.
"Jax you better be faithful if you want to get back together with Tara. You cheat I will punch you in the fucking face!" said Clair.
"Clair I would never mess this up again." said Jax as he hugged her before getting on his bike with Bobby beside him.
"Gemma I'm gone, and I'll give Tara a ride home." said Clair.
"Find out why she a carrying. I know you saw what I saw in her purse." said Gemma.
"You ask her alright. She probably has a good reason. I'm carrying myself for safety after that fucking clown at Funtown." Clair let loose. It was Opie who insisted that she carry to protect herself, and his kids after what happened at Funtown.
"Hey, I'll drive the good doctor home Clair. Have fun in Bakersfield. So when will you be back?" Gemma asked.
"Late tonight, but if you want I can put some homemade cookies on for Taste of Charming before I go to bed." said Clair.
"Okay sounds good. Thanks sweetheart." said Gemma hugging her. Clair felt like she was at home. She loved Gemma as a mom, loved Jax as a brother, and was falling so hard for Harry Opie Winston as a lover, and a life partner, that it wasn't even funny. She felt the urge just to tell her egg doner fuck you, and that she was done with her shit.
Clair gave Tara a ride home, and then happened to ask about the gun. Gemma had an unruly customer, so Clair volunteered. "So why are you carrying? No judgment, I'm carrying myself after I got attacked by some sick ass clown at Funtown. He's in jail now." said Clair/Leanne honestly.
"I got with the wrong guy. He got violent, and I tried to end it, and he ended up stalking me. A fucking ATF agent. I went through several prescient's in Chicago before I could get a restraining order." said Tara.
"Tell Gemma, and Jax. They will respect you so much more if you are honest and straight with them. Did he rape you?" said Clair as she hugged Tara before leaving.
"Yes, he did after beating the shit out of me after I aborted our unborn baby." Tara confessed to the younger woman.
"Well, he has whatever it is coming, the fucking bastard. I will support you whole heartedly, but please be honest with Jax on this." said Clair.
"I will I promise." said Tara.
~Bakersfield California~
Pulling her car into her grandmother's driveway Leanne was feeling free, and like herself. Getting out she saw her grandmother working on her organic gardens. "Hey Grandma V." she said.
"Oh child enough of that. Just sit down and tell me what's going on. Boys get her a drink." said Vivica."
"I have to drive back to where I'm staying so nothing to hard." said Leanne.
"Oh honey you can just crash here for the night. Don't worry about how strong a drink is. Now tell me what is going on with you." she said.
"I have an addiction, and a weakness, but I have fallen in love." said Leanne.
"Oh do tell. Who caught the eye of my beloved niece." said Luther handing her a strong Jack Daniels, and Lemonade.
"All I want is a parent to love me, and my mom asked me to go undercover to get info on SAMCRO. She doesn't give a shit about my safety at all." said Leanne taking a long drink from hr glass.
"Just walk out, and tell your mom fuck you. I never knew that her past was this bad that she had to just go this much over the top. Her parents were druggies, and then when your father got addicted it threw her over the line. Another thing is I believed her father raped her before she came into my care." said Vivica.
"Motherfucker should get fucked up." said Vandross.
"Calm it down now. Your sister is away from us now, and has gone off the rocker." said Vivica. "I took care of it long ago when her father was sent to prison. I let it slip to one of my snitches, and prison justice came through. Now why is she using you?" aske Vivicica.
"Walk away, and be totally honest about your mom, and if they don't accept you just come here to Bakersfield. Oh could you take some vegetables to Tessa for me? She wants to see her niece." said Luther. He was the one trying to be the clear-headed uncle unlike his brother who was ready to just fire the missile.
While Clair was visiting her family in Bakersfield Bobby, and Jax stopped at a QuikStop after a confrontation with the Mayans. Calling Clay and giving him the rundown on everything he walked out to his bike, and he saw some guy on it.
"Go ahead bitch, and just take the picture."
"Can't find the button." The woman said.
"Hey I got this." said Jax.
"Sorry I told him not to sit on your bike." the girl said.
"That's alright. So you like Harleys?" Jax asked the guy.
"Yeah they are cool in all, but I'm more into the slant bikes for their speed." said the guy.
"Yea okay I get it. Did you do that to her lip?" asked Jax. He hated men who abused their women so he had to step in.
"Yea the bitch never knows when to shut up." said the Punk.
"Yea I get it. Okay say cheese." said Jax.
"Cheese."
"Nice, that's before." said Jax.
"Before what?" asked the Punk before he got hit in the face by Jax's helment.
"Never sit on another man's bike asshole!" said Jax.
"Holy shit." said Suzy.
"Shut up bitch!" Bobby kicked him, and took a picture. "That's after. Be nicer to the faier sex. I am claiming her as mine." he added. "Wanna come with us?" he asked.
"Yes you saved me." said Suzy.
Pulling into the Stockton apartment complex Leanne was feeling good about her decision. Walking up the stars the let herself in and saw her mom with her lover Tayler.
"Leanne?" she asked.
"Well looks like I busted in on something. I don't give a shit. I am just here to say that I'm done it's fucking over." said Leanne.
"What do you mean?" asked June.
"I'm done. I am not about tell you about SAMCRO. I found a family with them. You never gave me that and it was all about you." said Leanne.
June Stahl embraced her only child. "Listen this a big for my career, and if I nail this I will be on top. Please help me." she begged.
"No mother I met someone and fell in love with him." said Leanne.
"You fucking loved a biker. You stupid shit!" June slapped her daughter across the face. "You answer to me, and not to them!"
"Whoa hold the damn phone! No matter how high dad was he never raised a hand to me, and you slapped me in the fucking face because I told you that I'm in love with a great guy.
"June why did you hit your daughter?" asked her lover.
"Because she is betraying me." said June.
"Grandma told me to walk the fuck away, and that's what I'm doing. I don't even know who you are anymore." said Leanne walking out of the apartment. "I'm fucking done. I might be ending my relationship, and moving in with your mom because she gives a shit about me unlike you!" Leanne fired at her mom.
She knew she had to come clean, but how? Gemma would hate her, and well what about Clay, and what if Opie hated her. Leanne decided that she would just cut her losses, and just go to Bakersfield.
A/N: Enjoy