Chapter 19 - Jared

A/N: Okay. This is the chapter that you guys have been waiting on. Jared/Bella action. It's got smut! Hope you guys like it. If you don't wanna read the "lemon/smut" wait for the next one.

After Paul left, Bella and I cleaned up before we headed upstairs. When we climbed into bed, Bella snuggled into my side and I wrapped my arm around her like I always did. "Can I ask you something?" I said. She nodded against my chest. "Since you told me that you love me, does that mean that I can call you my girlfriend now?" I asked with a smile.

I felt a spike in her emotions. She lifted her head to look up at me. "Is that what you want?" She asked me looking through her lashes.

I could feel love and lust pouring off of her. I growled low. "I want more than for you to be my girlfriend." I said. She sat up and climbed to straddle me. She leaned down and kissed me.

"Tell me." She said seductively. "Tell me what you want."

I could feel my wolf trying to surface. I grabbed her hips and gently held her in place. "I want you be my girlfriend. I want to love you. I want to be buried in you. I want to mark you so that everyone knows that your mine. I want you to live with me. I want to marry you someday. I want you to carry my pups." I said. I could see her blush with each statement.

"Wow." She whispered.

I sat up so that I was holding her as close to me as I could get her. "Does that answer your question?" I asked.

"More than covers it." She said before she crashed her lips to mine.

I could feel myself getting hard as she slightly wiggled her hips against me. I growled again. I needed her. More than I had ever needed anything before. When I pulled back from the kiss, I looked into her eyes. I saw love, lust, adoration, and desire. She wanted this just as much as I did. "I need you Bella. Please baby." I begged. I never begged.

She nodded. "I need you too. I've been fighting it since the night that you imprinted on me." She said.

She had wanted me since then. I was shocked.

I reached for the bottom of her tank top and she raised her arms so that I could pull it over her head. I tossed it onto the floor. I took a moment to admire her. She was gorgeous. "You're so beautiful baby." I said.

She blushed again. "Jared…" She trailed off.

I reached up and cupped her face. "What is it, baby? Tell me." I said.

"I've…I'm a virgin." She whispered, but I heard her clearly. Super hearing and all.

I couldn't believe it. Maybe it was a blessing in disguise that Cullen hadn't slept with her. "But you've done other things? Right?" I asked and she shook her head.

"No. Edward was too afraid that he would hurt me or worse." She said. Thank the spirits. I'd be able to give her, her first everything.

"We can go slow baby. Whatever you want." I reassured her.

"I want you. And I'm glad it's you. It's nice, thinking about the fact that you'll be the only guy that I've ever slept with." She told me.

That turned me on even more. I grabbed the back of her head and pulled in for another kiss. This one was far from gentle. This one was hot and demanding. I started trailing kisses from her lips to her jaw and down her neck. I kissed the tops of her breasts before moving to take one of her nipples into my mouth. I heard her moan. "Jared…that feels so good." She said. This stirred me on even more, that I could make her feel good but I knew that I could make her feel even better.

I quickly flipped us so that she was laying on the bed and I was hovering above her. I kept trailing kisses. I moved to the other nipple for a minute before I continued down to her stomach. When I got to the top of her sleep pants, I looked up at her and she nodded. I slowly pulled her sleep pants and her panties down her legs before tossing them on the floor to join her shirt. I trailed kisses up her legs before finally getting to where I wanted to be. I reached up and gently started rubbing her clit. "Oh Jared…" She moaned. That caused me to smirk. I continued rubbing her clit while I took my free hand and gently ran a finger through her folds and felt how wet she was.

"Did I do this to you baby? Did I make you this wet?" I asked her, and she nodded. I watched as her eyes fluttered closed.

"God, Jared. That feels amazing." She muttered. Thank the spirits for supernatural hearing cause it was almost incoherent.

I took the finger that I had ran through her wet fold and slipped it inside her. She immediately arched her back, allowing my finger to slip deeper and at a new angle. I increased the pressure on her clit a little causing her to moan again. "How does that feel baby?" I asked her.

"Great. It feels great." She panted. I knew that it probably wasn't going to take her much longer being that it was her first orgasm but I wanted her first one to be intense. I slipped a second finger inside her. I swap the hand on her clit for my mouth. I feel her arch even further. This caused me to smirk against her clit. I started pumping my fingers in and out at an increased rhythm. It really wouldn't be long. I feel her tighten slightly. "Jared…I need more." She begged me. I loved the sound of her begging me. I hoped that there would be more of that. I added a third finger and started licking circles around her clit. That did it. Her walls clamped down on my fingers. "Oh Jared!" She yelled. I removed my mouth from her clit and lifted my head to watch as she rode out her orgasm. I continued pumping hoping to intensify her orgasm.

When her walls relaxed, I removed my fingers and she opened her eyes. Her beautiful eyes. She watched me as I brought my fingers up to my mouth and I licked her juices off of them. I crawled up to her face and kissed her so that she could taste herself on me. She tasted incredible. When I pulled back, I tucked a piece of hair behind her ear. "How do you feel?" I asked, knowing it had been her first one.

"That was incredible." She whispered. She leaned up and kissed me as I felt her hand reach for the waistband of my shorts. She gently started pushing them down. She pulled back from the kiss. "Your turn." She said.

I stood up and finished pushing my shorts down. I felt my erection free as soon as my shorts fell to the floor. She crawled over to the edge of the bed. She gently grabbed my hardened cock with one hand and I twitched slightly. I could see her smirk at the fact that she affected me. I lifted her chin so that I could look into her eyes. "Do you see what you do to me? You do this to me." I told her, knowing that she tended to doubt herself. She wrapped her hand around my shaft and started pumping me in her hand. As hard as I was it wouldn't take me long, that much I knew. And honestly, I really just wanted to be buried inside of her at the moment.

After a couple of minutes, She surprised me by licking the head. This elicited a moan from me and I could feel that she was proud of herself. I grabbed the back of her head as she wrapped her lips around me. I gently and slowly pushed her head forward to make her go deeper. I was pretty sure that this was another first for her. It didn't take long after that, that I felt myself about to cum, and I gently pushed her off. I knew that she wouldn't be ready for that. When I was finished, I grabbed my shorts to clean myself off. I looked at Bella. She stood up on her knees and leaned forward to kiss me. When she pulled back, I could tell there was something on her mind. I cocked my head to the side, "What is it?" I asked her, cupping the side of her face.

"How…how did I do?" She asked me. Yep. I was right. That had been another first for her.

I kissed her forehead. "You did great." I said and she smiled at me. "Do you want to stop there and go to bed?" I asked. I really hoped that she didn't because I really wanted to be buried inside her. After touching and tasting her…it was the only thing that I could think about.

She shook her head. "No. I want you. All of you." She said, confidently.

I nodded. "Okay. Lay on your back against the pillows." I told her softly. She did as I said. I climbed on the bed and crawled up to her. I tucked a piece of hair behind her ear, "You know that it's gonna hurt at first, right?" I asked her.

She nodded. "Try to get the initial pain over quickly, will you?" She asked me.

I nodded. "I'll do my best." I told her honestly.

I reached over to the nightstand, opening the drawer and grabbing a condom. I wasn't sure about whether she was on birth control or not and it was something that we'd have to talk about. The condom wouldn't last long with my body heat, but it should be okay for tonight. I ripped the package open and pulled the condom out and rolling it on.

I settled myself between her legs, teasing her with the head at her entrance. I eased myself in and I heard her gasp. I glanced up at her face while I continued to ease in. When I felt her barrier, I lifted my head up. "This is where it's gonna hurt. You sure?" I asked for a final confirmation.

She nodded. "I'm ready." She said. I gripped her hips and pushed through her barrier. She gasped loudly. I hated that this hurt but it wouldn't last long. When I felt her emotions calm down, she nodded. "You can move now." She told me.

I pulled back and eased back in. I continued until I had a good steady rhythm going. "Babe, you're so tight and wet." I told her. She reached up and grabbed onto my shoulders while also tilting her hips so that I could hit deeper and at a different angle. She started moaning and before long I felt her walls tighten and clamp down on me. The final nail in the coffin was when she started screaming my name. That spurred my wolf on. When her breathing came down, I pulled out and flipped her over and pulled her hips up to me before slipping back into her. The wolf was close to surfacing. I could feel it.

I reached down and started rubbing her clit. This time when she got close, I grabbed her hair and pulled her back so that she was flush against me. At that, the wolf surfaced. With her neck bared to me, I found the spot just above her collarbone and as her orgasm hit…I bit down and I slipped over the edge.

When we both had collapsed on the bed, I looked at the mark on her neck, and noticed that it was already healing. It was something that I'd have to ask Sam about. I wrapped my arm around Bella and pulled her into my chest. "Are you okay? I didn't hurt you did I? The wolf came out at the last second." I told her.

She turned in my arm so that I could see her face. "I'm perfect. What was the bite?" She asked me.

"I believe that it was instinctual. My wolf's way of marking you so that other's would know that your mine. It's already almost healed." I told her.

She smiled. "So, basically your wolf got a little possessive?"

I laughed. "I guess so. But you're okay? I didn't hurt you." I was worried that I'd been too rough with her.

She reached up and cupped the side of my face with her hand and I leaned into it. "No, Jared. You didn't hurt me. Everything was perfect." She said.

I could see her eyes getting heavy. I kissed her forehead. "Sleep babe. Your exhausted." I said and her eyes drifted closed.

It had been a perfect night with my girl. My Bella.