The topic of this chapter is Beauty standards. The fan art for this chapter is:
yande dot re/post/show/651148
I could not find the original artist and it was the only link I found. I'm sure this would fit well since the image fits well for this chapter.
Once again, I found myself dressed up just like last time, but this time, the girls wanted me to wear a teacher outfit. As I looked in the mirror, I was wearing a white dress shirt, a black miniskirt with a white belt, and black stockings. However, that wasn't the only change; beneath the outfit, I had on a black lace bra and panties, along with a sexy black lace garter belt. Additionally, I had brought along some frameless glasses and a Wedo 2368 Telescope Pointer.
Hikigaya-kun, known for his introspective and often cynical outlook, made me anticipate that he might react to a "sexy teacher" cosplay with a blend of skepticism and analysis. His response could mirror his inclination to scrutinize the situation through a critical and analytical lens, taking into account the context and societal implications.
"Ah, the 'sexy teacher' trope. It's an intriguing portrayal, I suppose a blend of authority and allure, appealing to specific fantasies and perceptions. However, it's quite a cliché, isn't it? A deliberate manipulation of societal norms and expectations, taking a professional figure and presenting it in an unconventional, entertaining manner. There's a certain irony in the contrast between the esteemed role of a teacher and the focus on seduction," remarked Hikigaya-kun.
He delved deeper into the underlying messages and societal constructs reflected in this cosplay, questioning its motivations and implications within Japanese culture. In a hushed tone, Hikigaya-kun murmured, "Yukinoshita in a 'sexy teacher' cosplay... that's unexpected. It's a departure from her usual demeanor, deliberately subverting her refined and composed image. Considering Yukinoshita, there's likely a calculated reason behind this choice—a statement challenging conventions and expectations. it's not just about the outfit, but the context and the message she intends to convey. Then again, they might have forced her to wear it."
To prevent him from overthinking, I asked directly, "How does it look?"
"Hot! I mean, it looks great on you," he replied.
"I see," I remarked.
Hikigaya-kun's reaction was priceless, and it made me fall even more in love with him. However, I couldn't help but worry that I might have triggered a teacher fetish in him. Concerns arose about his relationship with our former teacher, Hiratsuka-sensei. I hoped this outfit wouldn't inadvertently spark something between them.
We were in Hikigaya's room, and this time, I found myself lying on his bed, pondering my life choices. Similar to the previous day, our group sat in a semi-circle, but today's setup was more scandalous. Tsuruga-san behaved, sitting next to Hikigaya-kun with their shoulder touching. However, Gon-san crossed a line by sitting on his lap. As I contemplated my choices, pros and cons emerged. If I continued lying on Hikigaya's bed, it would carry my perfume's scent, almost like I was lying beside him. The downside, though, was that the other would encroach on his personal space.
Ah, I forgot about that—Japanese beauty standards. They're complex.
Sasaki-san spoke up, "Yukinoshita-san, you're like the perfect Yamato Nadeshiko[1]—slender body and long legs."
"Is that so?" I replied.
"I'm jealous," said Sasaki-san.
I find that hard to believe with your body type—curvy and soft-looking. I'm sure many guys would want to be in a relationship with you.
"I'm considered overweight here," Sasaki-san said.
Ah, I forgot about that—Japanese beauty standards. They're complex.
As you know beauty standards are societal or cultural ideals that define what is considered attractive or aesthetically pleasing. These standards vary across different cultures and regions and can encompass various aspects such as physical appearance, behavior, fashion, and more.
In Western cultures, beauty standards have often emphasized features like a slim or toned body, clear skin, certain facial proportions, and symmetry. There has been a historical emphasis on individuality and diversity in recent years, promoting inclusivity in terms of body size, skin color, and other physical characteristics.
Japanese beauty standards, on the other hand, have traditionally valued qualities such as fair skin, small and slim facial features, as well as an overall cute and youthful appearance. However, like in Western societies, there's also a growing acceptance and celebration of diverse beauty in Japan, partly influenced by global trends and movements.
It's important to note that these standards can significantly impact individuals' self-esteem and societal perceptions. However, why these standards shouldn't matter is because:
Subjectivity: Beauty is highly subjective and varies greatly among individuals and cultures. What one culture or person considers beautiful might differ from another's perspective. Embracing this subjectivity allows for a broader acceptance of different forms of beauty.
When Hikiagaya-kun is with the boys, I overhear them talking about resting their heads on a girl's lap. Even though the legs they are describing are not Japanese. We have long, slender legs. The boys fantasize about girls with plump soft legs.
Diversity: Every individual is unique, and beauty comes in various forms. The celebration of diversity acknowledges that there's no single definition of beauty that fits everyone.
I'm attracted to Hikigaya-kun. His eyes are dead fish eyes but it keep other girls away.
Self-Acceptance: Focusing solely on conforming to beauty standards can negatively impact self-esteem and mental health. Encouraging self-acceptance and self-love regardless of societal standards is crucial for mental well-being.
I have always been considered cute. Hikigaya-kun on the other hand, his self-esteem was rocky at best. He finds himself good looking which I agree with. But there were times when he questioned Yuigahama and my feelings for him.
Empowerment: Breaking away from rigid beauty standards allows individuals to express themselves freely and feel empowered. Embracing one's uniqueness fosters confidence and authenticity.
Our confidence in ourselves is impressive.
Social Progress: Promoting a diverse and inclusive view of beauty contributes to a more accepting and tolerant society. It encourages people to value each other beyond physical appearances.
While beauty standards exist and can influence societal norms, recognizing their subjective nature and promoting inclusivity and self-acceptance is crucial in fostering a more positive and diverse perception of beauty.
I'm certain that both Sasaki-san and even Yuigahama-san are true beauties. I bring up Yuigahama-san because she mentioned the difficulty of finding cute underwear. Sasaki-san, Teshigawara-san, Akutsu-san, and Tsuruga-san have all mentioned struggles with ill-fitting outfits due to having larger breasts.
They continue discussing their bodies, diet plans to lose weight. I don't think they should worry about that. I want to share something with them.
That is why I believe it's crucial to handle discussions about beauty standards carefully, as they can reinforce damaging stereotypes and unrealistic ideals. In Japan, as in many cultures, beauty standards have evolved and can greatly differ among individuals.
I still disagree with Sasaki-san's belief that she is overweight. We women do face challenges, but I'm certain guys face difficulties too.
Just as I was about to contemplate this further, Hikigaya-kun did it again.
He highlighted Tsuruga's outer beauty while also acknowledging the depth of her personality. It seemed he would appreciate her poised demeanor, recognizing layers beyond her physical attractiveness. His words reflected his perception of her self-assuredness and the way she carried herself, possibly admiring her ability to command attention without relying solely on her appearance. Hikigaya-kun began to praise us.
Hikigaya-kun praised Tsuruga-san, saying, "Hmm, Tsuruga-san, your presence carries an undeniable grace, almost ethereal. Your beauty is captivating, but there's more depth to it. Beyond appearances, there's a confidence and strength that commands attention. It's not just about how you look; it's the aura you exude, your unwavering confidence in the way you carry yourself."
Hikigaya-kun sure knows how to charm.
Hikigaya-kun praised Akutsu-san, saying, "Akutsu-san, hmm, your beauty is... striking, to say the least. Yet, what truly captivates is your duality. Behind that captivating charm lies a depth of character that's both enigmatic and alluring. Your grace and elegance, alongside your strength and resilience, create an intriguing contrast that's hard to ignore."
I have mixed feelings about how effortlessly smooth he can be.
Hikigaya-kun complimented Gon-san, saying, "Gon-san, your unwavering commitment to your responsibilities is truly commendable. Your dedication to tasks, along with your unyielding spirit and beauty, is admirable. Your strength, both in mind and action, showcases your resilience and determination."
I should intervene before things go too far.
Hikigaya-kun praised Teshigawara-san, saying, "Teshigawara-san, your strength and resilience are matched only by your captivating presence. Your composed demeanor amidst chaos speaks volumes about your inner fortitude, a quality that commands respect. And your beauty—it's not just external; it's an extension of your confidence and grace."
I was mistaken. I should have intervened before he began speaking.
Hikigaya-kun said to Sasaki-san, "Your presence carries a certain allure, a captivating charm that's hard to ignore. Your beauty is evident, but there's more to you than meets the eye. Behind that external appeal, there's a tenacity, a determination that speaks volumes about your character. Your confidence and assertiveness, while striking, also hint at a depth of strength and resilience."
I've unleashed a monster upon the world.
"While I'm at it, Yukinoshita, your unwavering dedication and strength have always drawn me in. But it's not just your determination that captivates me; it's your unspoken empathy and the way you understand the unspoken words. Your intelligence, coupled with your genuine kindness, creates an aura of grace that's both inspiring and comforting. You've taught me to see the world from a different perspective, and for that, I'm endlessly grateful," Hikigaya-kun concluded his speech.
I'm not sure how the other girls are reacting, but I can feel the heat on my cheeks. I don't want him to see me blushing. I love him.
Yes, I'm ending it here. It was a heavy topic. The link for the fan art of Yukino's teacher outfit is down below
yande dot re/post/show/651148
I left many things out of this chapter. Writing about beauty standards is tough. As a guy, writing about women's perspectives is hard. I wanted so much to include a guy's point of view. I'm sure you, guys saw social media videos about it. We get judged by our height. I'm Mexican American so genetically, I'm shorter than six feet. That is why we need to change the idea of beauty standards.
Well, let's change the atmosphere. The next topic was something else but Pokemon tributes hit hard. I was watching Tributes of Ash's journey ending. I know it has been months now but it is still a bittersweet ending. I have been watching since day one since it aired in the USA. The next art will be based on fan art but I'm using the white kimono that was officially release figure.
Don't forget to read the omake down below.
[1]Yamato Nadeshiko- a proper woman with grace and gentleness. The perfect Japanese woman.
Omake 2: Yuigahama's POV
Hikki always heads to his favorite spot outside the classroom for lunch. Lately, he's been gaining popularity with girls. I thought it was tough competition between Yukinon, Iroha-chan, and me. But now, Tsuruga, Riko-chan, Marie-san, Teshigawara-san, and Yukina-chan all seem to like him too.
But I'm not keen on sharing Hikki. I want a genuine connection with him, not to be part of a group chasing after the same guy.
I dislike feeling threatened by someone I'm not even close to. I want Iroha-chan and Yukinon to remain my best friends even if we have feelings for the same boy.
I see Hikki as someone who challenges societal norms and has a unique perspective on the world. I appreciate his honesty, his readiness to speak his mind, and his ability to confront tough situations head-on.
Hikki is sincere and he is unafraid to be true to himself, even if it means going against the conventional norms of social interaction. I admire his ability to analyze situations critically, even though I sometimes wish he would approach relationships and emotions with a bit more openness.
I was watching Hikki when the door slid open. Yukina-chan popped in.
"Is Hikigaya-kun. Oh! Hikigaya-kun lets eat together. I made you a bento." Said Yukina-chan.
The classroom went quiet. I looked around. I tried to think what kind of reaction could happen. I'm also surprised about how bold Yukina-chan can be.
I see some of our classmates express surprise looks. I think they know Hikki's tendency to keep a low profile and avoid social events. I see others react with curiosity and interest.
I see others showing support and encouragement, recognizing this as a potential opportunity for Hikki. I don't like that. If anything it should be aimed at Hikki and me.
I have a bad feeling. I don't want them to be alone.
I got up and blurted out, "I plan to eat with Hikki today!"
Hikki whips around.
"Oi"
"Why don't we eat all together?" I asked.
Yukina-chan agreed.
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We ended up in Hikki's favorite lunch spot, with him seated between us. Yukina-chan attempted to feed Hikki, so I asked her a question to divert her attention.
"Hey, Yukina-chan! Have you tried this amazing dessert place that just opened up? Their cakes are out of this world!" I asked.
"Yui! I haven't been there yet, but I'm always up for good food. What's their specialty?" Yukina-chan responded.
"They have this divine chocolate mousse cake that melts in your mouth! And the presentation? Stunning. It's like a work of art." I enthused.
"Wow, that sounds incredible! I'm a sucker for chocolate. Anything else on their menu worth trying?" Yukina-chan inquired.
"Definitely! Their fruit tarts are refreshing, especially during this season. Oh, and they have these delicate pastries with various fillings; they're so addictive!" I shared.
"Sounds like a place I need to visit ASAP! I'm always on the lookout for new sweet spots. Thanks for the recommendation, Yui!" said Yukina-chan.
"Anytime! Food adventures are always better with friends. Maybe we can plan a dessert date sometime?" I suggested.
"Absolutely! It'll be a blast. Hey, speaking of food, have you tried this ramen joint downtown? Their spicy ramen is to die for!" Asked Yukina-chan.
Ramen, I am not a huge fan of it.
"Not yet! But I'm up for a spicy challenge. Let's make it a foodie day soon!" I lied.
We share our excitement for discovering new food spots, exchanging recommendations, and planning future culinary adventures together.
As we chatted, we noticed arms wrapping around Hikki. Riko-chan hugged him from behind. I invited her into our conversation, hoping she would release Hikki.
"Hey, have you guys tried that new recipe I shared last time? It's a game-changer, I tell you!" asked Yukina-chan
"Oh! I gave it a shot, and it turned out pretty good. Not as fantastic as yours, of course, but edible." replied Riko-chan.
"Yeah, well, I stayed out of the kitchen, per Mama's unspoken agreement." I chuckle as I answer.
I couldn't mention that I wasn't allowed in the kitchen.
"You just need a little more practice, that's all! But seriously, cooking can be so much fun. It's like creating art with flavors." laughed Yukina-chan.
"Totally agree! I never thought I'd enjoy experimenting with spices and ingredients so much until I started cooking regularly." Said Riko-chan.
"I envy you guys! I mean, I'll stick to being the official taste tester. Somebody's gotta do that job, right?" I said.
"Hey, that's an important role too! Someone has to give honest feedback. Speaking of which, I've been perfecting this new pasta dish. You guys should swing by this weekend and give it a try." Yukina-chan suggested.
"Count me in! Your pasta creations are legendary." Riko-chan replied.
We continue chatting while having lunch together. Hikki seemed bored but what could he do when surrounded by three girls wanting to spend time with him?