THIS CHAPTER IS AN A/N! NOT A PROPER CHAPTER! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!
To the few people who were actual willing to read my, admittedly, cringe, edgy, and poorly written story: Thank you very much. And even greater thanks to the few that favorited and followed the story. It really mean a lot. Now I know i've been gone for a very very long time, about a year and a half now, but I'm back. Hopefully for good. So to put it quite simply I've had a lot on my plate. When I stopped writing it was not initially by choice. In fact I already had my next chapter all but ready to be submitted and uploaded. I got very sick for about a month, went to the hospital, was told if I had been as little as 6 hours later I would most likely be dead, was told I should've been in a coma, before the docs finally actually told me what happened. I'm a brand new Type 1 diabetic. To make it clear, Type 1 is when it is the autoimmune disease. A.K.A my body hates me and decided I didn't need my pancreas anymore. So that sucked. After that I was really sick with one thing or another for essentially 6 weeks. So that wasn't fun. But it has gotten better, kinda. I am now pretty much able to manage my sugar levels with little to no effort. Just a few extra steps to everything now. Then right after I started to get things figured out, my Great-grandfather passed away. So that also sucked. Fortunately and unfortunately for me, I guess, I wasn't super close to him so it didn't hit me as hard as it did for the rest of my family. So less sadness but I also feel bad because I feel like I've missed out on so many great stories he could've told me. And to be very clear to everyone reading this, I am not looking for pitty. This isn't some sob story. I'm just explaining why i've been gone for so long. Anyway, while I was gone and sick I was fired from my more-than-part-time-but-not-full-time-job and lost all the credit for the classes I was taking at uni. Fortunately the school was kind enough to allow me to test out for most of the classes and after a rigorous cramming session of 1 whole week I was forced to take the tests. And I failed half of them. Which was admittedly better than what I had expected but still not good. So for the past few months I've been cramming as much as possible so I could get back on course with the rest of the classes I was lined up to take while also trying to get credit for the other classes that I had failed out of. And after all of that nonsense, here I am. And I've never felt more dead from exhaustion than now. But that's all over and I am now back to my original schedule. So I will continue writing.
And on that note: I have news! I am going to be rewriting this story. From the beginning. So it will hopefully be a bit better this time. Much much better. Going back and rereading what I wrote is so painful. It's so cringe and there are so many inconsistencies and repeated nonsense that doesn't need to be there. So I'm going to rewrite it and take my time with it. Hopefully it will be a much better product by the time that's done. I also have other news. So when I write I tend to think of lot's of ideas for other potential stories or plot points that are sometimes incorporated into the final product, most of the time they just get sidelined and eventually forgotten about. But several of these ideas I have written down in their own separate writing folders bc I had so many ideas on how to work them. A few of them even got merged. The point is I have many ideas for many stories and as a way to hopefully stop me from getting massive writers block or getting bored or something like that I was planning on writing those stories alongside this one. I was wondering if you lovely readers think it would be a good idea to write two or more stories completely separate of each other at the same time or if I should just write down ideas and flesh them out a bit but focus mostly on this one. I'm leaning more towards the previous option but feel free to let me know in a review or dm me. Actually now that I think about it I don't know if there's a way to do that on here so just leave a review. Either way, the plan moving forward is to release about one chapter every two to three weeks. There may be delays bc the new semester is starting and I have three different foreign language classes that I'm taking (I don't remember why I did this, I'm not even studying languages) so we'll see how that goes. But at the very least there will be one chapter every month.
So thank you all for reading this and sticking with me. And I'm sorry for how long I was gone, hopefully it doesn't happen again.
P.S. So I was just checking before I fully post this and holy shit we have over 580 views! I am genuinely surprised considering it got 6 chapters in just 10 days and then nothing! I thought it would've only gotten about 1 maybe 200 views. Thanks so much for reading my horrendous and cringey garbage pile. I'll see you all again in about two weeks hopefully. Also hope everyone had a wonderful holiday season.
P.P.S If you're reading this and there are no chapters before this then don't worry. It just means that i've already started posting again. And if you're reading this in the distant future and the story is already completed I hope you enjoy my wonderful, probably very cringey, dumpster fire. Oh and the original chapters I might end up posting as an after thing once this has been completed in it's rewrite. So if you ever want to read those They might be there. Or they might be gone, never to be seen from again. Either way I wish you all a cozy and creepy night.