BPOV
THREE YEARS AGO
"Lay back," Jasper whispers huskily in my ear, placing wet kisses everywhere he can reach. I do as instructed, laying down against the foam mat on the floor of the makeshift gym we have. Once I am laid comfortably before him, Jasper nudges my legs gently apart, keeping his eyes on me all the while. "We're going to take our time tonight."
Jaspers eyes are fire burning into me as I suck in my bottom lip to trap it between my teeth while processing what we are about to do. My body has reacted in more ways than I can comprehend at the moment, all in good ways- ways I thought I hadn't thought to be possible after Edward. My eyes trail along Jaspers body to find he had come downstairs in nothing but his pajama bottoms. I suddenly forget why we need take our time as I reach out to him and try to pull him to me.
"Darlin," he says with a smirk, "in order for us to do this, you need to let me do all the work." He does, however, grant me his body covering mine. I make an unsatisfactory noise in the back of my throat just before he dips down with a chuckle. "You won't be making that sound when I'm done with you if I can help it," his mouth covers mine, not allowing room for anything else.
The world is lost once again as we work with the other, my hands reach up around his shoulder blades for my nails to gently claw at his skin. A slight jerk in his hips causes me to let out a small unidentifiable noise as only a small amount of friction got applied to where I'd really, really like for him to be. My hands are then trapped inside one of his large hands, not in a way to really restrain per say, just to remind me to allow him the lead. I'm still able to move if I feel the need to but unlike with the unsavory memory of why I would ever feel the need to- I don't feel the need or want to move from the spot he has me in.
Jasper's tongue explores my mouth as his free hand explores the curves of my body underneath him. The tease that I have now deemed him to be, slides his hand from my shoulder to the curve of my breast, down to my stomach, shifts to my hip bone, before gently rubbing my thigh all the way until he can't reach anymore and comes back up. I love it. My heart is pounding in my ears as he breaks away from my mouth to look me in my lust-filled eyes. Slowly- almost too slowly for my liking- Jasper leans up onto his knees and carefully pushes up my top, never looking away from me.
I realize then, he is looking for any signs of discomfort or panic. He finds none as my top is fully discarded, only one hell of a flushed, sexually frustrated woman under him. Breaking eye contact he allows himself to drink me in finally, licking his lips before leaning back over me to kiss me once more before working his way down my cheek then my neck where he sucks at my pulse point which causes a soft moan to escape from me. From there he travels to the center of my chest where he then looks up at me to find me looking intently at him with hooded eyes.
The sports bra I put on is one that zips up in the front, he takes that to his full advantage as once his mouth gets to the top of said bra, he takes the zipper between his teeth and very slowly moves it down. I'm going to have permanent teeth indents on my bottom lip at this point, I swear. Jasper has me completely topless seconds later as my bra meets the same fate as my top. Unfortunately, it is now that my self-conscious side decides to appear as I turn beet red under his intense inspection of my scarred body.
My arms barely make it all the way down from their previous position when Jasper has suddenly snapped out of his trance and has me once again pinned down with his body lightly, my hands secured in one of his. "Don't you dare try to hide your beautiful body from me." His voice is stern yet soft but what's not soft is his erection that he grinds into me as if to emphasize his point of my attraction. I think the soft gasp that I let out along with the fact that I hook my leg around his hip, makes him do it again and again for good measure.
Jesus! He hasn't even really touched me and my body is wanting to come undone from simple dry humping! "I'm going to touch you now, Isabella," he voice informs me making a whole new line of pleasure take place in my belly. Nobody has ever told me what they were going to do before doing it, not even Edward.
Nobody has ever had to, you idiot! I pause. So does Jasper. No! Keep going! I'll shut up, promise!
"I'm okay," I whisper shakily, my eyes darting hurriedly to his piercing blue ones.
Jasper waits a few heartbeats, assessing me before leaning down to my face where he kisses me again. I kiss him back greedily. More! His hand comes up to caress my face gently, letting me know automatically where he is before daring to go to more intimate places. As his mouth makes its way down my neck and to my chest, so does his hand, never straying too far from where he's already been. The valley of my breasts has me breathing heavily as he begins to separate his mouth and his hand, still gaging me carefully as they go their separate ways. Jaspers mouth suddenly sucks in my left nipple as his hand massages my right breast.
Oh, does that feel so damn good! My back arches off the mat, encouraging him to continue as the heated pool between my legs become even more unbearable as I try to rub against him. Just as the pleasure began, it stops when his mouth disappears only for a few seconds as he blows out a breath onto my pink pebble- making it pointy and harder if that were possible, also making me moan softly. He switches his attention to my right breast as his hand takes over my left and mimics what he just did.
Jasper releases my nipple with a pop before smirking at me and kissing his way down my navel where he brings his hands to my hips to toy with the waist band of my yoga shorts. I arch my eyebrow at him.
"Just remember this for when you deem me not fragile any longer," I say with a smirk of my own.
He stills. He also seems to think my threat through before smiling. "I might like it. I'll take my chances." His mouth then begins to place wet open-mouthed kisses along my exposed skin as he slowly peels off my shorts.
I bend my knees so my feet are flat on the floor, I bring my arms down to my sides and wait for his next move.
"So fucking wet already," Jasper murmurs seemingly to himself licking his lips and reaching his hand out to touch just my hip bone which makes me jerk slightly in anticipation. Glancing up at me, he trails his hand over to my fupa, massaging softly before dragging his hand carefully over my cotton covered mound. "I bet you taste better than you smell, don't you, darlin?" he says huskily, taking his free hand and stroking himself.
No fair! That's my job! "Why don't you find out for yourself?" I tempt him panting as if I just ran a marathon.
Faster than I thought possible, his body is laying between my legs with his mouth covering my cotton covered core. My hands leave my sides to fly automatically to his blonde hair, moaning his name at an embarrassing volume. A soft groan vibrates from Jasper's mouth just before I hear fabric ripping off my body.
"I hope you didn't like that pair too much," he murmurs before closing his mouth on me once more.
Who needs underwear anyways? Oh, dear lord sweet mother of all that's holy! Jasper chuckles as he pulls his mouth away from my dripping core. "Not you anymore I surely hope?" he smirks as I realize I had said it out loud. "I'm going to use my hands now," he continues seriously.
Enough talking, just keep up the great work! "Okay," I say instead.
Jasper dips his head down, taking one long lick of me and groaning in response as his eyes roll slightly to the back of his head before his tongue comes up to circle around my clit and his finger makes itself known. Up and down. Up and around my slick folds gently. My breathing hitches slightly- not in a bad way- his examinations make sure of it as he continues his sensual movements on my lower half. A slow warm build coming- pun intended- to form in the pit of my stomach just as his mouth suctions around my clit, his eyes glance up and his finger slides slowly into me.
My hips lift slightly off the floor as I gasp making Jasper let out a disapproving noise as he moves with me to keep going. My eyes have closed shut tightly as I moan and tug at Jaspers hair. I can feel his smile against me as he increases his efforts all the while keeping me gently in place. Him adding a second finger and curling them upwards does me in as he licks up my release, groaning at the taste. When the stars have faded from my sight and I remember I have other limbs, I try to tug Jasper up to me again.
"Oh, no you don't, darlin," he says huskily. "Let me take care of you for this."
"Jasper," I drag his name out moaning as my stomach coils up once more all the while trying to get closer, yet further away from him as well. The nip to my clit pushes me over the edge again making me shout out his name.
"That's it, darlin," Jasper says while kissing up my stomach, playfully biting at my breasts while keeping his fingers pumping in and out, never stopping and seeming to not let me come down from my high. I'm a panting mess by time Jasper has made it to my neck, to the spot from earlier and bites gently when I feel the building of another orgasm. Oh, dear Jesus I don't think my heart or body can take any more of this delicious abuse! Please don't ever stop. "Mm, so hot," he whispers in my ear, nibbling my earlobe as I adjust my legs so he can be more comfortable. I feel his smile. "So wet," he continues as I claw at his shoulders now trying to pull him closer to me. "You feel so good wrapped around my fingers, darlin."
"Fuck!" I shout moaning, jerking my hips into him.
Suddenly his mouth covers my own, drowning out my sounds with wet kisses and teeth clashing just before I feel his fingers retract and my core is then stretched quickly making me gasp. The orgasm he had forced upon me intensifies deliciously as his cock fills me to the brim his thumb taking over on my clit momentarily as tears well up in my eyes at the intrusion it has long since forgotten all about this type of physical activity. Jasper stills himself once he's completely inside, letting me come down slowly from my high and deepens our kiss for a minute before pulling away from my mouth to look at me and kissing away the stray tears.
"I'm sorry, darlin," he murmurs as he continues to pepper me with kisses. "I thought this would be better than going slow and you panicking on me. Oh, fuck you're so tight…" His forehead rests on my own as he seems to have a battle with himself.
My harsh breathing slows after a few minutes, so I take a couple of calming breaths before reaching my hand up to touch Jasper's cheek to catch his attention. His intense gaze penetrates my eyes as he mutters incoherently under his breath. I lick my lips then nod my head once for him to move. He releases a heavy breath before shifting slightly and pulling his hips away from mine to slide right back in. His arms flex with his movement as he seems to struggle to keep control of himself. The pain after the first two thrusts begins to diminish and is slowly building and getting replaced with pleasure.
"More," I beg him softly.
My leg gets lifted up over his hip as his thrusts become deeper and quicker as my mouth kisses every inch I can reach of his skin. Jasper gives me more indeed as another build up threatens my stomach as I dig my nails in his side.
"Fuck," he hisses, his thrusts faltering slightly as his hand shoots down between us making me bite down on his collar bone to stifle a moan. "Cum with me, darlin, let me feel you," he grunts picking up pace and efforts.
It works and we both ride out our highs together, the others name spilling from our mouths as we do. Jasper collapses gently on top of me, his head laying on my chest as we catch our breaths. I'm running my hands through his hair, gently untangling any knots I created before his head pops up and kisses my chest, up to my neck, and then my mouth.
"Let's get you to bed, darlin," he murmurs, placing another kiss on my lips before slowly standing up.
When I go to sit up, Jasper wraps one arm around my lower back and uses his other arm to lift under my legs to carry me bridal style making me gasp in surprise and wrap my own arms around his neck. He chuckles as he walks slowly upstairs, kissing my temple. By the time he makes it up to the second set of stairs to get to his bedroom my eyes have drooped closed on their own accord. The next thing I feel are the cool sheets under my naked body shocking me awake momentarily.
"Shh, darlin, I'm right here," he whispers in my ear while pulling me against his naked body and covering us up.
I relax against him and am asleep within minutes with a smile on my face.
A/N: *Smiles evilly* See you soon!
-bellacullen166
