After the night me and Chris made love! I stopped having the erotic dreams of Trudy but that did not mean that she wasn't around! But soon I was forgetting all album her. I wanted to belove with Chris! He had just as gentle a touch as she did….was this blond curly haired fem boy going to the love of my life! Also my my saviour. I wass thinking this as I was just stirring into consciousness! As I woke up I saw my lover open his eyes! And started giggling! I smiled and he kissed me deeply and started to feel me up! It felt good……I can not remember the last time that I felt so good! I did not want him to see where I came from or who i was before this shit show started. I was smiling to the point I was crying. He kissed my tears away and I was able to be in love again!
"I just have to go to work!Then we can talk about you not knowing anything about Trudy's death!" He said putting on some lip stick and the blow me a kiss! "I want to be your love slave!" He winked and then left!
When I was alone I was trying to get much of my work done for my defence! From bother til now! I wrote practically my biography and that I did not believe in the wendigo which was a pile of crap…..but it would help me. As I was starting to think about random things my mind started to wander to the first love of my life, Trudy!
But in a flash she was gone as quickly as my thoughts wandered! I was able to get my bearings quickly! Was the loving touch of someone that had help me. Or that I was free! I don't know! But something was doing well mentally! When I was waiting the rest of the day out I decided to visit him at work…. I thought it would be romantic to see him and to love him in his office!
He had to be not far as he walked to work! So I walk around and found the law firm that he worked at! I walked in and asked to see Chris Mendeleev!
"Sure" said the secretary! And I then I was directed to his office thank god he was free!
"Hey" he said. "Just working on your case!"
"Thats ok," I said.
"You didn't not tell me that you were a criminal lawyer as well!" He said.
" yes" I wanted to tell him my brilliant career! And as I was telling him that I was highly successful that was when he started to feel hot and bother! He looked like he was going to pounce on me.
"Oh Alfredo Jean I want to kiss you," he said. "Can I kiss you!"
I pulled him closer to me and started kissing him deeply wanting to make love but I did not know who I was going to be quiet about it! I was kissing him all over the face and neck as we necked I wanted to couple with him!
"Make love to me Alfredo, please!" He said. I was was going to start the love making i wanted to kiss him everywhere I wanted. But what if someone was going to walk in.
I wanted to make tender love with him. He was so beautiful that I wanted to gingerly make love to him! Then he told me that he was that I was his first love. I was passionately and gently make love to him….. I never knew my self as a gay man! But I was in love for the second time in my life….
After that I was going back our home! I was coming close to the restaurant that he wanted to take me! So I waited ….and waited until he was off work.
I forgot my timeline at that point but i memorized it! Thank god!
"Sweetie," he said. " you were wonderful back there…..now let's get to work!"
"Wait!" I said. "Can we make out sometime before going back home!"
"Yes"
When we were in the restaurant that had a romantic atmosphere we're holding hands as we talked business and had dinner. He asked me that if I could talk him to my village! I said no. But he said if he survived that he would be proof that I did not do it!
I did not dare because my mother was a devout Christian! But I said yes.
I was afraid ofthe same thing to happen to him…..god help me!
