When I was f8nally able to practice criminal law again I was was happy! Then she came into to my life! How could I resist such a beautiful young lady who was my intern! Her name was Gwendolyn! She looked like a more beautiful and younger version of judge Judy! She caught my heart strings and I was in conflict with my self for the first time! I was to be married to Chris….but she was so sensual and intelligent I wanted to be with her! I found the same urges with her as I found with Trudy!

"You're Mr. Jean, my new boss!" She said smiling. And those eyes were some beautiful! "I did not know you were so handsome!" She had a slight Russian accent so I was going to learn Gwen's language so we could have a love code that we could use! I just saw that!

"Yes I am, and thank you!" I said. "Your Gwen mmmmm…… Mendeleev!" How could this be! He said he had a sister but I thought he was making this all up! I thought to my self!

"My brother is fidelity Mendeleev! That was the name he used for him self! Wierd! Were my thoughts!

"I don't know who that is!" I lied! And I was alarmed at that! She was starting to make passes and I to be starting to enjoy that! As I was starting to work with her we started making out in the law library and the things started to be more public! There was something about her that was family! Soon I was calling her my darling!

She just said that she wanted to be cherished and loved by someone else! Who would be in love with her! I can't tell but I was the one that was going to fall in love with her and hard! She was a gentle soul more like Trudy in every way! How could this be?!

When I was making love to her in the law library, that since of foreboding was coming back but it was just the idea of getting caught that scared me! I thought I was committed to Chris! What was I doing making love to her instead of Chris!

Also I feared that the wendigo was going to get her! And kill her like Trudy! I had to protect her……. But when she was late in her monthly she told me that! Shit I got her pregnant. I had to stop but there was something about her that was so loving!

That was when I decided to I was going to tell Chris a general chain of events…..

When I got back to Chris's I ended mentioning his sister!

"Yes I have a sister!" He said. "But we don't get along very well!"

"Why" I asked!

And just like a brother she said that she was dumb! I did not bother telling him about the loving that I was giving her! In fact how could I …… but I was going to be found out sooner or later! This love affair was going to be the death of me but I did not have the heart to give it up, the info that was!

That was when I decided that I was going to keep everything at the office a secret as fair as Gwendolyn was concerned. But there was something about the way she kissed me and touch me I wanted to be all in love with her!

She had her ways of making me feel good both emotionally and physically as well as sexually! I wanted to commit to her! Though I felt like a Tom cat, sneaking off all the time!

Then guilt was eat away at me like the wendigo! I had to tell Chris about his sister! So I wrote him a letter and left on the bed were he would see it and I'd be living with Gwendolyn! But as I was sneaking out, "what the fuck are you doing with my sister"

Soon the thing turned into An arguement and a heated one at that! I was not able to back my shit as he called it and leave!

"Have a happy life with her!" He said slamming the door in my face! I never got my stuff back.