It´s so quiet, to quiet. No! No! This can´t be happening. What just happened? No!

"Mother!" I hear myself say in a broken voice. I shake her but nothing happens. What.. why.. this cant be… not now… what I am focusing on the lifeless body in my arms and can feel my strength slowly slipping away. That's why I am not surprised by the footsteps approaching me. Another set of footsteps and suddenly someone is hugging me. I struggle against them. I want to scream at them to let me go but nothing comes out. I start to fight with my hands and arms against the person that's hugging me. Let go! This can´t be… What have I done? Another set of arms is trying to hug me and I want to push them away but this time it´s a smaller set of hands. Henry.

"I… This… How?" I hear myself say and feel myself giving in. I feel fingers underneath my chin and my head is being turned to the side. I look at a pair of sad looking eyes and it takes me a little bit to make out Tink´s face.

"I… I killed.."

"Ssssshhh" I hear her say.

"I am so sorry Regina. I am so sorry." She pulls me in another hug and whispers soothing words to me.

I can feel the hugs getting tighter. I lean into Tink and close my eyes hoping that it was just a dream and I didn't kill my own mother. As I open them again and I see mothers lifeless body in my arms I want to cry again. Suddenly I can see a familiar smoke appear and a familiar pair of shoes. No! Not you!