Chapter Warnings:
mentions of abduction
Aleyna
15 Juni 2009
Aleyna: once I'm done with my shit I'll sue her for you 07:12
Sascha: and that's why I love you lol 07:13
Sascha: okay.. let me throw myself into this day - I will text you later 07:13
Aleyna: hang in there 07:13
Aleyna: I will now eat my weight in pasta 07:14
Sascha: oooh I'm jealous 12:31
Sascha: okay, I think I'm as done with this day as you might have been 19:57
Sascha: but I managed to finish a nice piece today - I'll show you tomorrow 19:57
Sascha: text me in the morningg 19:58
Aleyna: I'm looking forward to seeing it! 22:03
Aleyna: it's been a while... please tell me you're not still in the gym 22:48
Sascha: hahah just got out of a MUCH needed shower 23:06
Aleyna: stinky 23:07
Sascha: not anymore 23:07
Aleyna: do you at least feel better? 23:07
Sascha: MUCH 23:09
Aleyna: nice 23:09
Sascha: and a benefit of going to the gym in the evening - the showers are empty 23:09
Aleyna: as you keep saying 23:10
Sascha: now home, sofa, not moving, sleep 23:18
Aleyna: sounds like a plan 23:18
Aleyna: maybe don't forget to move to the bed before the sleep part 23:19
Sascha: do you want to have a quick phone call in the afternoon? I could call you as I get ready for work 23:19
Aleyna: yeah that would work, I can try to get done with my stuff quickly and finish early tomorrow 23:20
Aleyna: nice, we haven't had time to TALK talk in a while 23:20
Sascha: I knooooow, adulting 23:21
Sascha: alright, I'm gonna run home now 23:21
Aleyna: don't make your shower be for nothing hahah 23:21
Aleyna: and try to let me know once you get home for once 23:21
Sascha: I'll tryyyyy 23:22
Aleyna: yeah yeah - be safe 23:22
Sascha: 💕 23:22
16 Juni 2009
Aleyna: did you get home? 00:04
Aleyna: … 00:31
Aleyna: lol you're unbelievable hahah 00:56
Aleyna: goodnight at least 00:56
Aleyna: don't overwork yourself in the gym all the time lol you pass out every time 00:56
Aleyna: good morninggg 06:12
Aleyna: I just got done with work! 06:12
Aleyna: phone call tiiiiimee? 06:47
Aleyna: are you still sleeping? 07:36
Aleyna: Saschaaaaaa 07:42
Aleyna: ? 08:15
Aleyna: I mean I know your working hours are flexible but I hope you're not still sleeping in 08:15
Aleyna: and 08:34
Aleyna: sind when are you sleeping in anyway? 08:34
Aleyna: okay I'm getting a bit worried now 09:02
Aleyna: Sascha? 09:31
missed call 09:35
Aleyna: should I contact your dad or something? 10:33
Aleyna: I only have his email though 10:34
missed call 10:45
Aleyna: Sascha where are you? 14:12
Aleyna: your dad just called me… and you haven't been to the workshop today? you're not in your apartment?14:13
Aleyna: where are you? 14:13
Aleyna: we're all getting worried here 14:13
Aleyna: please just contact any of us as soon as you can 14:14
Aleyna: I seriously don't know what to do 14:29
Aleyna: shit and now my messages are only getting one check 14:29
Aleyna: they're not going through anymore? 14:30
Aleyna: Sascha please what's going on 14:30
Aleyna: I cannot go to sleep like this 14:30
failed call 14:31
failed call 15:46
failed call 16:30
failed call 18:28
Aleyna: your dad and I had a phone call again. The police are refusing to start looking for you... they have to wait until 24 hours have passed 21:08
Aleyna: Schwachsinn 21:08
Aleyna: I should've lied to your dad and told them I hadn't heard from you since before you went to the gym21:08
Aleyna: I swear... 21:08
Aleyna: I don't even know what I'm doing 21:09
Aleyna: my parents say they believe you're fine 21:09
Aleyna: please Sascha 21:09
Aleyna: please be fine... 21:09
Aleyna: just text me 21:09
Aleyna: I won't go to class today 21:31
Aleyna: I will wait until I get some news 21:31
failed call 22:13
failed call 22:26
Aleyna: your dad went back to the police station 22:27
Aleyna: he has been practically camping there today 22:27
Aleyna: he will keep me updated 22:27
Aleyna: I'm keeping the others in the loop 22:28
failed call 22:51
Aleyna: your dad finally got the police to move 23:10
Aleyna: fucking ridiculous 23:11
Aleyna: your dad just told me about the other cases of people going missing in Seattle 23:11
Aleyna: they should've moved their fucking asses the moment another person is even at the RISK of being kidnapped 23:11
Aleyna: god 23:11
Aleyna: please don't be one of those cases... 23:12
failed call 23:47
17 Juni 2009
Aleyna: they found your backpack... 06:38
Aleyna: in a small side street on the way somewhere between your apartment and the gym 06:38
Aleyna: oh my god blue ticks? 06:39
Aleyna: my messages are going through? 06:39
missed call 06:39
missed call 06:39
Aleyna: Sascha? 06:40
Aleyna: I called your dad... his messages have gone through as well 06:54
Aleyna: it seems the police turned on your phone again while looking for any leads 06:54
Aleyna: apparently they didn't find anything 06:54
Aleyna: there was nothing else - only your bag 06:55
Aleyna: where the hell are you? 06:55
Aleyna: I'm literally praying to... all the gods right now 11:32
Aleyna: I still haven't been to class 11:32
Aleyna: I cannot concentrate on anything anyway11:32
Aleyna: my parents understand luckily 11:32
Aleyna: I just got off the phone with your dad again 13:03
Aleyna: he asked me to keep your grandparents updated too and we agreed to have regular phone calls from now on 13:03
Aleyna: he sounds rough 13:03
Aleyna: lol who am I to talk 13:04
Aleyna: I'm avoiding mirrors 13:04
Aleyna: Sascha please... 13:04
Aleyna: where are you? 13:04
19 Juni 2009
failed call 07:01
Aleyna: I asked Niko if I could come to his place today 07:07
Aleyna: he said he didn't have time 07:07
Aleyna: and then I called you to tell you about his shit again... 07:07
Aleyna: and now I'm crying 07:09
Aleyna: at this point I don't even have energy to be angry 07:09
Aleyna: I just want to talk to you 07:09
Aleyna: and hear you complain about him 07:09
Aleyna: I miss hearing your voice 07:09
Aleyna: so I just made everything worse and listend to some of your voice messages 07:13
Aleyna: Isabel and Florian are coming here this evening 08:56
Aleyna: my mother insisted to cook for all of us 08:56
Aleyna: she and I were both crying this morning 08:56
21 Juni 2009
Aleyna: I'm a mess 04:21
Aleyna: my dad talked to the imam about your situation 04:21
Aleyna: you were mentioned during their prayer and I just 04:21
Aleyna: broke down in tears immediately 04:21
Aleyna: there's still no new information about your case 04:22
Aleyna: I'm driving to Niko's later 04:22
Aleyna: let's see how that will turn out 04:23
Aleyna: I can practically hear the eye roll you'd make in this moment 04:23
Aleyna: well that was horrible 14:34
Aleyna: we had a fight again 14:34
Aleyna: well 14:35
Aleyna: he did most of the fighting really 14:35
Aleyna: I don't think I've ever been this quiet in a fight before 14:35
Aleyna: it didn't even really feel like a fight tbh 14:35
Aleyna: he just kept repeating that everything would be fine, and that I should try to keep myself together 14:36
Aleyna: and when I told him that it wasn't helping and that I just need someone to be there for me 14:36
Aleyna: he just... blamed me for giving him a bad feeling and that he was trying and all that 14:37
Aleyna: every time I brought you up he wouldn't even really talk with me about it 14:37
Aleyna: almost like he was waving it off? 14:37
Aleyna: maybe he's also struggling with all this and can't express it 14:37
Aleyna: for fucks sake what am I doing 14:38
Aleyna: we still don't know where you are and here I am complaining about... a silly boy 14:38
Aleyna: is it really selfish of me? 14:38
Aleyna: this is really turning into a special kind of fucked up diary at this point 14:51
Aleyna: maybe it is silly 14:51
Aleyna: I don't even know 14:52
Aleyna: your dad and I talked and I told him about my messages to you 21:33
Aleyna: we agreed it's not silly 21:33
Aleyna: and I will not stop texting you until you're found 21:33
Aleyna: fuck it all 21:33
Aleyna: even if your phone isn't with you 21:34
Aleyna: I want to trust that it will still reach you... one way or another 21:34
Aleyna: I will embrace the delulu... 21:34
Aleyna: yes I am hiding behind silly language 21:34
Aleyna: it's turning evening for you now 21:51
Aleyna: I hope it is anyway 21:51
Aleyna: I hope you didn't get taken to some far away place or something 21:51
Aleyna: that some trace of you will come up soon 21:52
failed video call 22:14
Aleyna: that was an accident 22:14
Aleyna: I hope wherever you are you can have a safe night... 22:14
Aleyna: please be okay... 22:15
Aleyna:? 22:16
22 Juni 2009
Aleyna: voicemessage (10min03) 06:02
Aleyna: voicemessage (14min38) 16:44
25 Juni 2009
Aleyna: voicemessage (21min03) 02:26
29 Juni 2009
Aleyna: voicemessage (14min49) 00:18
Aleyna: voicemessage (28min14) 13:01
3 Juli 2009
Aleyna: voicemessage (12min56) 23:12
Aleyna: voicemessage (05min45) 23:35
Aleyna: voicemessage (02min34) 23:45
6 Juli 2009
Aleyna: voicemessage (10min23) 14:24
10 Juli 2009
Aleyna: voicemessage (15min08) 13:59
16 Juli 2009
Aleyna: voicemessage (25min14) 12:45
25 Juli 2009
Aleyna: voicemessage (19min38) 14:25
31 Juli 2009
Aleyna: voicemessage (10min56) 11:59
Aleyna: voicemessage (03min12) 12:11
12 August 2009
Aleyna: voicemessage (15min36) 13:37
1 September 2009
Aleyna: voicemessage (17min26) 13:48
1 Oktober 2009
Aleyna: voicemessage (26min31) 12:46
11 Oktober 2009
Aleyna: Happy birthday to youuuuu 00:00
Aleyna: Happy birthday to youuuuuuuuuu 00:00
Aleyna: Happy birthday, dear Saschaaaaaa 00:00
Aleyna: Happy birthday to youuuu 00:00
Aleyna:💐💕🎊 00:00
Aleyna: we're all meeting together later to celebrate you 00:01
Aleyna: we miss you all so much 00:01
Aleyna: you're loved so much Sascha, please know it, wherever you are 00:01
Aleyna: we're not giving up on you 00:02
Aleyna: voicemessage (00min48) 11:35
Aleyna: have fun with our horrible, snot blocked, cry-singing 11:36
1 November 2009
Aleyna: voicemessage (19min38) 14:25
1 Dezember 2009
Aleyna: voicemessage (20min14) 15:01
1 Januar 2010
Aleyna: voicemessage (17min46) 12:48
1 Februar 2010
Aleyna: voicemessage (21min48) 14:47
1 März 2010
Aleyna: voicemessage (16min49) 11:36
1 April 2010
Aleyna: voicemessage (19min25) 12:59
1 Mai 2010
Aleyna: voicemessage (35min15) 13:48
1 Juni 2010
Aleyna: voicemessage (19min18) 13:08
1 Juli 2010
Aleyna: voicemessage (18min28) 13:37
13 Juli 2010
Aleyna: oh my god 18:46
Aleyna: your dad just rang me 18:46
Aleyna: oh my god they found you? 18:46
failed call 18:46
Aleyna: Sascha? 18:46
Aleyna: oh my god I'm shaking 18:46
Aleyna: I just talked to your dad again 19:05
Aleyna: oh my gosh 19:05
Aleyna: I'm crying so much oh my god 19:05
Aleyna: please please PLEASE call me as soon as you can 19:05
Aleyna: I'll wake up everyone now 19:06
Aleyna: I don't give a shit that it's in the middle of the night 19:06
Aleyna: I can't believe this day finally came 19:07
Aleyna: oh my... 19:07
Aleyna: Sascha I love you so much I can't WAIT to hear your voice again 19:07
End Notes:
It was downright heart breaking in parts to write this dialogue tbh
Which made it so difficult (biggest reason why I haven't finished this and the previous chapter earlier). I wanted to post them together though~
So here were are
I hope you like it!
Feel free to leave thoughts, ideas, questions in the comments 💕
Take care~
Posted: 21.01.24
Last edit: 21.01.24