Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction based on the Harry Potter universe. All recognisable characters, plots, and settings are the exclusive property of Joanne K. Rowling. I make no claim to ownership.

Acknowledgements: This chapter was edited by Void Uzumaki and Ashestodust. Cheers to nicknm, my beta-reader, who was the one who tossed this idea to me, and after quite a lot of reworking on my part, here we are.

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24th of July, 1991

He had no idea how long he was staring at the address. Was his memory faulty? Or was this just another change? He remembered the Dursleys lived in Number Four Privet Drive, not Number Six.

He sighed and rummaged through a small drawer in the corner to find a pen and a piece of paper. What would he even write? He knew Vernon would not spare even a penny for him to visit London. He felt utterly helpless without a wand. During the last year on the run, he was used to regularly using and practising magic almost to the limit every day. Without a wand, he could not call the Knight Bus. And even if he did, he had nothing to pay for the ride. He could maybe try apparition without a wand, but he had never tried it before— not consciously, at least. It would be disastrous if he splinched himself, and even if he succeeded, he did not have his Gringotts key either.

Dear Ms McGonagall,

Magic is real? I guess that explains all the crazy things that have happened around me. Like that one time, I grew my hair overnight or teleported onto a roof. I'd love to attend Hogwarts! Though, I have no money to pay for the tuition or the supplies. For that matter, I have no idea where to get any of the books or items listed in the letter.

Yours Sincerely,

Harry Potter

He carefully folded the letter, placed it in his pocket, and went out into the garden. Thankfully his uncle's car was gone, meaning he had already left for work, and his aunt was busy cleaning the house for probably the fifth time this week. After looking around, he saw a brown barn owl perched on a nearby tree, looking at him expectantly. After waving the owl over, it flew up and landed on the fence in front of him.

"Bring it to Professor McGonagall for me, please," he murmured as he handed the letter. The owl carefully grabbed it with her talons and threw him an expectant look.

"Sorry, but I don't have any treats for you," Harry shrugged apologetically. The owl gave him the sharpest glare possible and flew away.

He sighed and started weeding the garden under the rays of the summer sun. It was not as if he had anything better to do while waiting for a professor to come, and he did not want to have any confrontation with his relatives.

In truth, almost nobody cared for Harry Potter, but The Boy Who Lived was another story. Hopefully, the letter should raise enough alarm bells for someone to quickly show up because he had no desire to stay on Privet Drive any longer than necessary.

After about two hours of toiling, he was finally finished.

He quickly showered to wash off the sweat and dirt and returned to his room. Harry lay on the bed and stared at the bland ceiling, lost in thought.

He wanted to begin planning, but...would there be any point if things were different? And it was not like any of his plans so far were very successful. The one for planning had always been Hermione. Was she the same? Did she even exist anymore? A sinking realisation slowly appeared in his gut. His Ron and Hermione were gone. Even if there were a Ron and a Hermione here, they would never be his friends, but eleven years old children. Young, childish, and without the experience of all the adventures and difficulties they had faced together.

He then remembered all the problems and near-death experiences they had been dragged into because of their friendship with him. Was he selfish enough to put them through all of that again? They often survived or got out of trouble only because of pure luck. What if they were not lucky this time? Could he even be friends with children and their childish dreams and worries after all the death and horror he went through?

The bitter taste grew in his mouth as he realised they would probably be better off without him. He was strong and more experienced now and would deal with whatever may come on his own without dragging others into mortal peril.

Feeling the drag on his consciousness, he simply closed his eyes and drifted into the darkness.

Crack!

The familiar sound of apparition woke him up. A loud knock on the front door was heard. Harry quickly got dressed in his cousin's oversized cast-offs and rushed downstairs.

"No, no! I won't have it. I won't have you and your… kind impose yourself on MY home again! You've done enough!" Petunia's shrill voice could be heard from the second floor. Thankfully, Vernon was at work, and Dudley was out with his friends.

At the front door, he saw his aunt facing the stern visage of Professor McGonagall. His transfiguration Professor was dressed in the usual emerald robes and a pointy hat.

"You've done enough… you've done enough…" Petunia was visibly upset now and fled towards the kitchen, weeping.

Harry was left at the front door alone with an exasperated Deputy Headmistress. He opened his mouth to greet her but quickly stopped himself. At this point in time, Harry was not supposed to even know what Minerva McGonagall even looked like. He was also supposed to behave like an eleven-year-old. How the bloody hell did an eleven-year-old act like, anyway?

"How can I help you, Ms…?" he trailed slowly, settling on acting polite. Yes, eleven years olds were polite!

"Minerva McGonagall. I'm here for Harry Potter," she said.

"Err…that's me." His former… no, his future transfiguration teacher's gaze slid towards his face where the barely visible lightning bolt scar was. "I'm Harry Potter. Are you really from… Hogwarts?" he finished lamely.

"Yes. I am the current Deputy Headmistress of Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry." McGonagall said while looking intently at Harry. "I'm here to help you acquire your supplies."

"I don't have any money to pay the tuition, let alone the supplies, though," he replied mechanically.

"Students don't need to pay tuition to attend Hogwarts, Mr Potter. And your parents left you more than enough to pay for simple school supplies," she explained patiently.

"You knew my parents?" he asked curiously. Were James and Lily Potter the same here?

A small smile proudly appeared on Professor McGonagall's face. "Why yes! I taught them myself during their youth. Both of them were some of the most brilliant students ever to walk the halls of Hogwarts." Just as he was about to ask for more details or just stories about his parents, she took out a small ornate bronze watch from her robes. "Time's ticking, and I'm afraid we have to get going, Mr Potter. Grab my hand."

He gripped her outstretched arm and quickly braced himself. The world suddenly twisted. The feeling of being squeezed through a small tube was unpleasant, but less so than his first time, as he was not unprepared.

He still landed, slamming his legs on the ground unevenly, barely avoiding falling face-first on the pavement. As usual, the methods of wizarding transportation other than brooms did not agree with him. As Harry steadied himself, he saw that they had landed in an empty alleyway.

"Quite good for the first-time apparition, most children tend to… lose their lunch," McGonagall finished with a brisk nod. It was not his first time, yet he still felt quite nauseous. "Follow me, Mr. Potter."

Professor McGonagall was already moving onwards. They quickly walked down the crowded Charing Cross Street and stopped at the tiny, grubby-looking pub that none of the people around could see. Harry remained silent, feeling that he might simply throw up if he opened his mouth. And maybe it was better to stay silent. He wasn't sure that he could act like a proper eleven-year-old.

"This is the Leaky Cauldron, entrance to Diagon Alley, the wizarding shopping district," she explained shortly before entering.

The inside was just as Harry remembered-dark and shabby and filled with quite a lot of wizards and witches.

"Professor McGonagall, leading the muggle-born around again?" The barkeeper greeted them jovially.

"You can say so, Tom. We'll be going quickly," the transfiguration mistress nodded and dragged Harry to the courtyard in the back.

For a short moment, his heart leapt in trepidation. But the expected attention never came. It took him a few moments, but he finally realised what was happening. Nobody seemed to easily recognise Harry without his scar and glasses. To people, he was just another young boy. He revelled that people's eyes passed over him; the feeling of being unnoticed felt thrilling. There were a few curious glances, but none lasted more than a second or two.

The Professor stopped straight in front of the trashcan and turned to him.

"Mr Potter, you will come here without me in the future, so you should memorise the combination necessary to open the entrance. Three bricks up from the bin and two across to your left. Observe," her wand appeared in her hand, slowly tracing along the wall with the tip and tapping on the final brick.

The brick in question shifted, and soon the whole wall had turned into a wide archway. He looked in wonder as the rustic cobbled street was bustling and full of people again. The last time he visited in the summer before his sixth year, only a few hurried souls could be seen across the Alley then, and half the shops had been closed.

"And this is your vault key, don't lose it. If you do, Gringotts will charge you a small fortune to make another one," McGonagall carefully handed him the familiar small golden key before heading to the silver doors of Gringotts.

Harry's nausea finally receded just as they entered and made their way to an empty counter.

"I'd like to withdraw some gold," he said quietly and gave the key to the goblin, who carefully looked it over.

"I will get someone to get you to the vault. Rognot!"

"Mr Potter, I'll wait for you outside at the entrance. Make sure you get at least fifteen Galleons to cover for your supplies," McGonagall quickly turned around and quickly headed for the exit, leaving a stunned Harry behind.

A goblin then ushered the flabbergasted Harry towards one of the many doors leading off the hall. They entered a familiar narrow stone passageway. Rognot whistled, and a cart quickly zoomed up the rails before suddenly stopping in front of them.

When they got on the cart and flew wildly through the dimly lit tunnels, Harry realised that Professor McGonagall most probably was not a fan of the speedy cart ride. He tried imagining his transfiguration professor on the crazy cart, but his mind simply refused to conjure the image.

Looking at the dark depths, he idly wondered how many dragons the goblins had imprisoned down there, never to see the light of the sun ever again. But he quickly banished that thought from his head. What was Harry going to do? The world was not fair, and if he tried to make it so, he'd never get a moment of rest.

The cart stopped, breaking him out of his dark thoughts. The goblin quickly unlocked the vault; it was just as full as he remembered it. Harry looked around in fascination before grabbing a handful of galleons. He stopped, realising he had nowhere else to put the gold coins but in his pockets. Something that he would not want to do, as the galleons would weigh his pants down big time, and he could not go around like that.

"Mr Rognot, do you provide any bags?" he turned to the goblin hopefully.

"Five galleons for a normal bag and seventy-five for a mokeskin pouch," Rognot had a greedy gleam in his eyes and showed a toothy smile.

"I'll take the pouch," The pouch that Hagrid had gifted him for his seventeenth birthday was dead useful. Looking at the goblin's greedy smile, Harry realised he was probably being ripped off one way or another, but he had no desire to carry a lot of coins in his pocket nor return to the bank multiple times.

After handing two handfuls of galleons, he got his mokeskin bag and started filling it up with Galleons. A few minutes later, he had made a visible dent in one of the mounds of gold coins. He had poured what felt like a thousand coins before deciding it was enough. The memory of Griphook's betrayal was still fresh in his mind. He would avoid dealing with the treacherous little buggers as much as possible, thank you very much.

One wild cart ride later, he was back outside the bank, where McGonagall was waiting in the sun. She quickly led him to a familiar narrow and shabby shopfront. Harry looked nostalgically at the peeling gold letters on top of the door that read 'Ollivanders: Maker of Fine Wands since 382 B. C.'

"Mr Potter, you go get your wand, and I'll get your books and other supplies."

"Are you not going to come in with me, professor?"

"No, Mr Potter, picking a wand is something very personal to every wizard. Besides, it can take a lot of time. If you're done early, wait for me outside," the Professor hurriedly strode towards Flourish and Blotts.

Harry shrugged and entered the wand shop. Just as he passed through the doorway, he felt his skin tingle and the hairs on his neck stand up.

The store was seemingly empty, but Harry knew better. After a few seconds, he quickly spun around and stood face-to-face with Mr Ollivander. His unusually pale, unblinking eyes stared at him with surprise.

"Good afternoon," Harry greeted evenly.

"Good afternoon indeed, Mr… Potter?" He confirmed with a nod as wandmaker quickly regained his bearings. "Ah, you have your mother's eyes. It seemed only yesterday when she was here for her first wand. Ten and a quarter inches long, swishy, made of willow. A great wand for charm work."

Mr Ollivander moved closer to him, and Harry finally took a good look at him. The last memory he had of the wandmaker was when he was just rescued from Malfoy Manor and looked gaunt and tired. Now though, despite his old age, he seemed full of energy. It felt odd, though,

"Your father, on the other hand, favoured a mahogany wand. Eleven inches. Pliable. A little more power and excellent for Transfiguration. Well, I say your father favoured it – it's really the wand that chooses the wizard, of course."

Harry wondered what had happened to his parents' wands. Were they destroyed during that night? Did the ministry have them? Or did they stay on display in Godric's Hollow? He realised he had zoned out and shook his head, focusing on Ollivander's quiet voice.

"...Yew. Powerful wand, very powerful wand and in the wrong hands...well, if I'd known what that wand was going out in the world to do..."

The wandmaker pulled a familiar long-measure tape with silver markings out of his pocket.

"Which is your wand arm, Mr Potter?"

"My right hand."

Ollivander quickly started measuring him with the tape. "Every wand I make has a core of a powerful magical substance, Mr Potter. I use unicorn hairs, phoenix tail feathers, and the heartstrings of dragons. No two Ollivander wands are the same, just as no two dragons, unicorns, or phoenixes are quite the same. And, of course, you will never get such a good result with another wizard's wand."

Soon, the wandmaker went around the shelves while the tape was still measuring on its own.

"That will do," Ollivander said, and the tape crumpled into a heap on the floor. "Right then, Mr. Potter. Try this one. Maple and dragon heartstring, nine inches. Supple. "

Harry picked up the wand and waved, making a vase on the side burst into pieces.

"No, not this one," the wandmaker quickly snatched the wand from his hand. "Beechwood and unicorn hair. Seven inches and three quarters, swishy."

Just as he picked up the wand and was about to wave it, it was snatched out of his hand. "Not this one either."

"Aspen and phoenix feather. Ten inches, fairly bendy..."

"Blackthorn and dragon heartstring. Eleven inches, whippy..."

"Cedar and unicorn hair. Nine inches and a quarter, slightly yielding..."

"Elm and unicorn hair. Ten inches and a half, brittle..."

Harry's annoyance grew alongside the stack of wands and boxes on the counter, yet Ollivander seemed positively thrilled at the challenge. With that said, he still had not brought out his trusty holly wand for testing.

At least two dozen wands later, it was finally here.

"Holly and phoenix feather. Eleven inches. Nice and supple," as soon as the wandmaker placed the elongated box on the counter, Harry grabbed the wand and gave it a wave expectantly. To his dread, his trusty companion felt dead and cold in his hand, and nothing happened. Harry gaped at his holly wand, but Ollivander quickly snatched it from his hand.

"Not this one either, eh?" The wandmaker looked excited, yet Harry could not muster anything else than a feeling of devastation and defeat. "Try this. Cherry and dragon heartstring. Thirteen inches, unyielding..."

"...No? How about ash and unicorn hair...?"

Harry dully tried every wand placed in his hand, but almost all felt cold and unresponsive. The pile of tried wands on the counter grew and grew until it became a small hill. Ollivander's excitement slowly disappeared, and he turned pensive.

"Curious, how very curious. This is a first," the wandmaker looked at all the discarded wands on the counter. He quickly disappeared in the back of the shop before bringing a big, heavy-looking blue case.

"Ever since I started using unicorn hair, dragon heartstring, and phoenix tail feathers, I have been able to match a wand to every wizard that walked into my shop. But it seems that those cores are fit for you, Mr Potter. Hmm, this will require a different core and a more personal touch," he opened the case, revealing an array of feathers, small bones, scales, and hairs of different colours and sizes. "Personalised wands have been proven fickle or ineffective before, but it might just be what you need."

"I thought the wand chose the wizard?" Harry found himself asking with trepidation.

"That is most certainly true, Mr Potter. During my father's time, however, almost every wand was custom-made. The wizard or witch in question would quite often bring their own magical core, or their parents would for the young Hogwarts students. Usually, a token they had a close connection to, like whiskers from their favourite kneazle or a mane of a kelpie that a witch had met on a holiday. Needless to say, such wands did work, but not as well. The connection was also not as strong as the one where the wand chooses the wizard. They were not as balanced or easy to use as my current wands. Or so I thought until now," Ollivander muttered thoughtfully and scratched his stubby chin before motioning towards the open case. "Here is my personal collection of interesting cores from when I travelled in my youth. Hold your hand above each one, and tell me where you feel the strongest connection."

As soon as his arm was over the case, he felt a strong pull almost immediately. His hand was drawn to a pitch-black silky hair.

"This one."

"Goodness gracious! I'm surprised that you can even see it. Though, considering your...experience, you should indeed be capable of seeing and maybe even wielding it," Ollivander rubbed his chin again and glanced at his faded scar.

"What exactly is it...?" Harry asked carefully, trying his very best to suppress the rising feeling of dread. He had no strength left for any more surprises and just wanted this to be over with.

"This, Mr Potter, is thestral hair," Harry groaned with a heavy sigh. He felt how his dreams of laying low and living in comfortable normality were slowly slipping away. "The core of the legendary Elder Wand is said to be thestral hair plucked by Death itself! Every wandmaker, even I, have attempted to make a wand with it but with no success. Thestral hair is fickle and volatile, making any wands made with it unwieldy. The story goes that only those who have truly accepted death can master it!."

"Mr Ollivander, if thestral hair is so… troublesome, will I even get a working wand...?" Harry asked, imagining constantly wrangling with a wand that simply refused to work properly for him, similar to Ron back in the second year.

"Fret not, Mr. Potter. It is a worthy challenge, one that I would be glad to undertake. The strong connection to the core would undoubtedly help you," he closed the heavy case and carried it to one of the back rooms. Soon, he returned and arrayed a couple of dozen elongated and slender wooden blocks on the remaining space on the counter. "These are different types of woods. Tell me if one of them draws you in."

Harry ran his hand through the blocks. There was no pull this time, but a particularly pale piece felt warm compared to the others.

"This one," he carefully tapped the nearly white block.

Ollivander was silent for a moment. "...Yew. Wands made of yew are said to have the power of life and death. I harvested this particular piece from the ancient Fortingall Yew."

Harry gulped. Voldemort's wand was made of the same type of wood.

"But this could be said for all wands. Yew wands do retain a fearsome reputation in the spheres of duelling and curses, for a good reason. However, that does not mean that you're destined to walk a dark road in the future. I personally have found that users of yew wands could also prove to be fierce protectors of others."

Ollivander quickly collected all the wooden blocks and rushed into the back room.

"Oh, yes. This will take me quite some time. Come back in an hour to collect your wand," the wandmaker's muffled voice was barely heard from the opened door. Tired, Harry turned around and left the store.

"What took you so long, Mr Potter? You've been inside for more than an hour! And where is your wand?" An exasperated Professor McGonagall asked as soon as he stepped outside.

"Err, none of Mr Ollivander's wands chose me, Professor. He is making me one right now. It will be ready in two hours," Harry mumbled, feeling a touch of guilt for making her wait outside for so long.

"Come, let's get you your robes," his transfiguration teacher sighed, leading him towards Madam Malkin's Robes for All Occasions. The insides of the store were just as he remembered.

"Minerva, another first year?" a familiar squat witch asked merrily. "Yes. However, this one seems to be quite picky. He was stuck in Ollivander's for an hour," McGonagall answered.

"No doubt making him ecstatic. The old wandmaker loves a challenge," Madam Malkin snorted and turned towards Harry. "Come, dear. A young lady is getting fitted for Hogwarts in the back."

She quickly led him to the back of the shop, where a girl his age was standing on a stool, getting her robes measured by a second witch. There was something familiar about the girl, and Harry tried to jog his memory but did not recognise her face. The girl had frosty blue eyes, long and curly raven locks, aristocratic cheekbones and was rather tall. Or taller than him, which did not mean much, considering he was pretty short for his age right now. Maybe she was one of the upper years? But he could still not recall seeing her in Hogwarts ever before.

He obediently stepped on a second footstool, and Madam Malkin slipped a long robe over his head and began to pin it to the correct length. Harry only grew more curious about the girl and wanted to say something. However, the cold and haughty look she threw at him before looking away quickly made him reconsider, and he kept silent. She was probably another one of those pureblood snobs.

After a few moments, he realised he was still wearing Dudley's old and oversized cast-offs and looked ridiculous. This time, he would get his own clothing, everything else be damned.

"You're done, dear," After a few minutes of silence, Madam Malkin finally finished her work and sent him back to the shopfront, where McGonagall was waiting.

"Come, Mr Potter," she said. Thankfully, the proprietress had not returned to the counter, and nobody heard his name. He had no desire to be crowded and followed by an overenthusiastic mob for something he did not do. It was laughable to think that a fifteen months old toddler could vanquish a notorious Dark Lord.

"Where are we going, professor?" he asked tiredly.

"We have some forty minutes before your wand gets ready. I know just the place where we can spend them. There's an ice cream shop right across the street," McGonagall said with a hungry gleam in her eye. Harry scarcely believed his eyes, as he never took his stern transfiguration professor as a fan of iced desserts.

The prospect of indulging in Fortescue filled him with energy and chased the drowsiness away.

Things would definitely not be the same this time around, but Harry had no idea how different everything would end up being.

Author's endnote: Things start diverging even more. Harry gets a chilling surprise at Ollivander's and meets a new face in Madam Malkin's.

JKR mentioned in an interview that custom-crafted wands had been commonplace before. Olivander supposedly standardised wand-making in Britain with the power trio of phoenix feathers, unicorn tail hair, and dragon heartstrings. Fleur's wand is technically one of the custom wands, using Veela's hair from her grandmother as a core.

This FF will update once a month on a Thursday (once every 4 Thursdays, to be precise) until I get ccomfortable with writing more and in a different universe. A chapter will be up two weeks early on discord(dgj93pNeAD) as usual.