Again once more I'm here, this time a special occasion and a special request
Happy birthday Vikas sir
This drabble obviously AU to a great extent is based on Rajat's character and may be this time u will not b able to think of any other characters fit for this.
Losely based on GUNEGARH CID OFFICER RAJAT and also contains Purvi..not actual rajvi but still
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He knew he was doing wrong, but still can't stop himself. After all till now that was his only family he was helping, but how did he didn't believe his so family
While his family not related to blood believed him
He kidnapped her, but when given chance she believed him
They were all angry on him, but his boss after snubbing a bit again welcomed him in the extended family
But he? He didn't believe in his own father thought him capable of a crime
Actually for so long he was so lonely..
He didn't even have a complete family, no friends even this extended family was only a job place for him
But no more
From this moment not any more
Actually he never dreamt of coming in this profession - like a kite with broken string was this life of his. It took him to this way..
Actually his whole life he kept living without any expectations from anything
From early age he heard, his father didn't remarry losing his wife so early just so that he can dote on his son
He heard he should be dedicated to his father as he nearly fulfilled both parents duty single handed
And he somehow on the way resolved to fulfill all his father's dream forgetting his own
Acing the exams, and winning every competition, coming first
No time for being lively, others were chasing girls and adventures
He forgot he even lives
But today suddenly he felt he is not bound to be alone
He has a whole family,he didn't need to carry any burden anymore alone
He understands Still, somewhere inside him, there is a little life remaining..
A new heartbeat came up, he got to know that he is still alive..
Some such tenacity is there in this moment, it's in front of him that he wants to smile again..he had forgotten how to smile.
A smiley face with open hair came up in front of his eyes looking at him with a pair of intelligent eyes filled with questions curiosity and knowledge
A blush came on his face automatically
Is he starting to feel something? He never allowed himself to feel like this
He had thought those things as distraction.. But now..a strange feeling..As ifa body burning down in the sun suddenly got the shade of a tree, or one can say its like the smile of an angry kid which came back on a little cajoling..
something like that is what his heart is feeling now
He remembers her words "aise kya baat hey sir, aap aisa kyun ker rahe hey..ager kisi aur ko aap nahi keh sakte to mujhe to bataiye..please sir"
She tried as "sir aap ekbar humpey biswas to ker sakte they na?"
her words have a effect on him as if on the years old wounds, there is some balm applied; some such mercy was there in that moment
He had never planned for the next day, specially after coming to this profession he felt there's no guarantee of the next day. He lives as if it is asked from him performs his duty as its told. But those moments are not lived..
today he is there, whether tomorrow takes place for him or not is not known, this was his story everyday.. he was unsure of how long he'd live... How he will live
But now as if a new bond calls him from behind,may b he wants to respond... why does a worry for tomorrow troubles him..
such a prickle is there in this moment where was this moment earlier..
now it's in front of him- first time he feels so much..
should he leave it as it is or should he live a little
should he kiss joys,or should he cry a little,
should he live for a while..
But from now on he will respect his family away family.. They will be part of his heart.. He don't know if the feelings is love or not, weather he will figure it out or not
But
His duty will now be his passion they accepted him with his flaws believed him in tough time
Welcomed him back forgetting his fault
Had his back
He did wrong
But this will not b repeated and he will never allow someone else doing the same
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Abhi mujh mein kahin,
baaki thodi si hai zindagi
Jagi dhadkan nayi,
jaana zinda hoon main to abhi
Not good right? I know..
Actually meine likha tha per delete ho gaya
Aj hi publish krna tha to jaldi jaldi mein firse likha
I wl try to satisfy u all better in furure