I am sitting quietly in my room flipping through a magazine. The name of it and what is about? Doesn't matter! I am in here to pass the time before my brother calls me to do something I do not want to do! After the stunt he pulled on me earlier in that Astolfo getup, things have been minute. Quiet, if you will. Besides the playful bantering and risque comments on what he wanted me to do with him, everything was quite the norm.

We worked on his submissions of his photo-ops. He said that I take great pictures. He had them submitted and resumed working on his comic. That was it. When Hiro works, he works. He takes his series seriously as he does me. He was heavily into work while sporting that Astolfo costume. I have to admit, it was cute on him. And quite convincing if you ask me….

Let me stop! That is my brother, damn it. Even for a moment, he caught me in that spell with that get-up. Anyway, after finishing the comic, Hiro told me that he had to step out for a bit. He took my phone and my house key. He made sure to have Baymax observe every perimeter of our home and cafe.

Laptop, you might say? Sorry to break it to you guys, even he took that, too. In his words, "you are free to ponder around the house as you choose. You are more than welcome to find movies or read books. However, my aniki, I will be disconnecting you from the outside world."

And there, nothing for me to get in contact with GoGo. Can't get in contact with Abigail. Wasabi, Honey Lemon, Fredzilla. No one. Hiro is certainly absolute on claiming me before the week's end. His lovestruck eyes and kissing me on my cheek before his departure determined that he was absolutely certain that he was going to make me his for sure.

This magazine is useless. I toss it aside and step from the chair. Saturday night and I can be getting my dick wet. I am sorry, guys. You are probably thinking that sex is the only thing I can think of. That is unnecessarily true. I think about other things. I think about my parents (God rest their souls), Aunt Cass, GoGo, Abby, my friends, my career, MIT, and of course, my brother.

MIT application sits where he will never find it. I am thankful that he finds abstract art magazines grotesque and nerve-wracking. As of now, I leave it be. I am almost done with the application anyway. The only thing left I think I have to do is to work on my essay. That shouldn't take long. The application is due soon. I should be ready in time.

MIT is coming soon. My God, I can't wait. And hopefully, GoGo is convinced to do it so we can go together. I can see it now. We can share an apartment, take classes together, go on dates, sleep together, and fuck as much as we want. Ok, forgive me guys for that unnecessary blatant perversion. As of now, I am horny. It has been a few days since my last interaction with the opposite sex. And yes, I don't count my masturbation of my younger brother or receiving his handjobs.

And no, my sucking his clit doesn't count. In my mind, he is feminine, so it is a clit.

God, I feel such a spaz!

I don't have a problem with Hiro being the way he is. I love my brother. Unconditionally, to tell you the truth. I often blame our babysitter from a few years back. She was a bit of loose screw. If anything, she was twice the pervert. For the sake of the protection of her identity, I am going to call her Anna.

Anna was a couple of years older than me. She was 18, at the time, when Aunt Cass decided that we needed a babysitter. It was around the time when she wanted to go on dates. I find it ironic that going to recently divorce seminars a great place to find dates or going to Weight Watchers seminars. Anyway, I wonder why we needed one. I was only 15. I can see if Hiro needed one as he was younger. I could have babysat the little bro for a few bucks and a video game.

Yet again, I believe because Aunt Cass didn't trust me thus getting one. I wasn't that bad of a child. So, I illegally did bot fighting. I needed the money and I got tired of being the last to get anything.

Back to Anna.

Anna took a likeness in Hiro the most. Every time she visited, they were together. That was a big sister to him. They cooked, they sew, they danced, they painted each other's nails.

Looking back now, there were signs.

Anyway, it was one day when I came home from school. I was early as my robotics club was canceled. I returned to the house to see Anna's bike outside of the cafe. I didn't find it strange as she was often there around this time. I was making my way upstairs when I heard noises coming from my Aunt's bedroom.

It was there when I saw Anna giving Hiro a blowjob.

I covered my mouth as I didn't want Anna to see me. Anna looked enticed as she sucked Hiro's dick. Two things happened.

I caught a boner watching Anna and Hiro called my name.

Even now, I wasn't sure it was out of wanting me to save him or wanting me for just the sake of wanting me.

We haven't seen much of Anna since. What my aunt told us was that her parents moved to another part of the town and bike access was impossible. Be as it may, Anna left an impression on both of us.

Even though I think she was the one that started the fire for why Hiro wants me. Or she may have authorized the bombing but I am a hundred percent sure that she lit the fuse.

And so did the powers that be.

An hour passed as I sit in the living room watching television. Baymax is roaming throughout the home as he plays the role of security.

I hear the sound of the keys as I hear Hiro entering the home. I play Cool Hand Luke as I watch television, trying not to act surprised by Hiro's arrival.

He enters the living room. He is wearing his usual getup - a black One Piece t-shirt with the bra straps seen. He is wearing shorts that wraps around his upper thighs. I cringe a little as he is wearing my Chuck Taylors. In his hand, he holds food.

"Aniki, sweetie," he says gracefully and flirtatiously as he enters my distance. He snaps his finger, alerting Baymax.

Immediately, the robotic marshmallow, that I have invented, comes to him.

"And how was my sweetie in my time of absence," he asks Baymax.

"Tadashi hasn't left the vicinity or made any attempts of escape," alerts Baymax. I shake my head for that traitor!

"Great!" Hiro smiles and kisses Baymax on his cheek. "That will be all!"

"Have I suited you for your care, Hiro?"

"Yes, you did, my marshmallow! You are dismissed!" I watch as Baymax departs and then I turn to Hiro walking to the couch. I then smell some good food.

"Mexican!" Hiro opens the bag and hands me the to-go box of my food. "Don't worry! It's on me!"

"Thanks," I say to him obligatorily. Taquitos, my favorite. He even made sure that the salsa and the cheese were separated. My brother to a tee. He definitely knows me well. Unfortunately.

Hiro makes sure to sit beside me as he has his dish. It is the same thing. However, he prefers beef over chicken. I am more of the chicken fan.

"The client likes the pictures," he tells me while chewing on his food. "He says that I am a natural." He crosses his legs, rubbing tenderly as he takes another bite of his taquito. "He thinks I should model for a living instead of becoming a mangaka!" He pokes me. "You hear that, aniki? He thinks my androgyny is sexy!"

I hum as an answer as I continue to eat my food. I wish he brought something to drink. He always does that. I stand up but he grabs my wrist.

"Going somewhere, sweetness," he asks me with his doe eyes.

"I am going to get something to drink."

"Never you worry," he interjects. "I have them right here."

Why didn't you mention it, genius, I quietly say in my head as I see the soft drink sitting beside him. As I reach for it, he grabs my collar and pulls me in for a kiss.

Here I am. My lips make contact with his. He grabs tightly around the collar of my neck, pulling his teeth to pry open my mouth. I resist. I see in his eyes that this isn't what he expects so I submit. I taste his taquitos and God knows what before he breaks the kiss. He hands me my drink. "Thanks for the meal," he says in Japanese.

At that point, my appetite was lost. For my sake, I sat on the couch and uncapped the drink so I can wash that kiss down.

I will say this, he and GoGo are good at kissing.

And that is quite, quite damning!

A few hours later….

The rest of the evening was small talk and watching television before we retire to bed. And yes, he intends for us to sleep together. He wants to sleep with me so I am now in my room preparing for bed. I normally don't wear much when going to sleep. Just a plain white t-shirt and my boxers. Hiro keeps it simple. Most nights, they are pajamas. Some nights, panties. Knowing for Hiro, he might just wear nothing. Especially when there aren't certain interlopers in his way.

I say my prayers for mercy to the unmerciful God as I sit on my bed. I just don't know what to do as I brace myself for the inevitable. You heard him!? He plans to make me his!

This isn't right! He is my brother! Incest is wrong! I don't condemn same-sex relationship but I am already dating. He needs to count his losses!

I digress as I hear him knock on the door.

"Evening, Tadashi!" Hiro stands in the foot of the door. He is wearing a loose-fitted white t-shirt and a pair of white panties. He even has the nerve to hold a plush toy.

He is making this pill harder to swallow.

"Ready for bed, aniki," he asks as he slowly approaches me.

I don't say nothing. I use the lamp to turn off the lights and climb into bed.

He giggles. "How sweet! Making this easier for me!" He places the plush toy on the nightstand and climbs into bed with me. He is in all smiles as we are now in darkness.

I lay on my back. The ceiling fans are swirling. Hiro scoots closer to me. His hand on my chest. "Do you know how long I have wanted this, aniki?"

I don't answer. He smirks. He knows that he has me where he wants me. I feel so damn defeated. He begins to draw patterns on my chest.

"Is it that bad, Tadashi? I mean, it was you that got off to me," he tells me as he turns his body onto me. I begin to feel his warmth. "All I want is you and only you. All I want for you is to accept that you are mine."

"I have a girlfriend," I reply.

He slaps my chest. "Like it matters with that bimbo bitch!" He kisses my chest. "As of now." He kisses my chest again. "You...are...under...my...control...and...there...is...nothing...you...can...do...to...stop...it!" Each break was a kiss onto my body. "I have been saving myself for you. All of these years, aniki." He blows into my ear. Suddenly, I feel his hand touching my dick.

"When we finally make love, Tadashi." He is smiling, showing all teeth. "I don't want with a condom. I want you to fill me to the brim with your sweet milk until I feel as though you are going to impregnate me." He grins again. "Oh, the thought of carrying your baby, aniki. What would Aunt Cass think of that?"

He won't let me speak. He covers my mouth as he gets on top of me. He sits up as he takes off his shirt and throws it to the side. I can feel his dick rubbing through his panties. If I don't know any better, I swear his eyes are becoming heart-shaped.

He pulls his dick from his panties, pressing my dick with his. He grips around both of them, rubbing it tenderly as he wants me to become excited. He begins to speak in a feminine voice. "Oh, Tadashi! Oh, baby! This is it! Your fat cock around my dick!"

I strain as I feel him trying with all of his might to excite me. I fight. I become combative.

"Don't resist, Tadashi," he tells me. "Get hard! Get hard for me! Let me be your girl." He shouts louder. "I am more girl than that GoGo bitch can ever be!"

"Why do you hate her so much?"

"Because she has you!"

"She is my girlfriend!"

"I don't care!" I can see the seriousness in Hiro's eyes. He gyrates his hips as he finally manages to get me hard. "I don't care! You are mine! I don't care!"

"Hiro!"

"Let me give you a taste of what you been missing."

"Hiro, no!"

"Nope!" He winks as he braces himself for his ass begins its maiden voyage. Hiro winces as he feels my dick break through his tightened ass. He shudders as he feels his manhood weeping for joy.

His ass is tight. It is confirmed as I see blood sliding down my dick. He was a virgin. I actually take my brother's virginity. I ask God for forgiveness. Hiro shouts with glee in his voice.

"You have made me into a man. You have made me into a woman. My aniki is finally inside of me." He feels like he is on Cloud Nine. I feel him adjusting his ass so he can get used to the feeling. He starts thrusting so he can feel the sensation.

"Hmm," he moans tenderly. "There is no turning back, baby. I am looking ahead with you and I. You are my man now."

He leans back as he gyrates his hips. Every stroke, I feel the folds of his ass entrapping my penis. It feels like a vacuum as I take sharp breaths, covering my moans. Hiro laughs loudly as he begins squeezing his nipples. He takes strong strokes, but careful to not promote an orgasm. He reminds of me GoGo when we fuck. He is trying to make sure that I don't come, prolonging the feeling.

Well played, Hiro. Well played!

Tell me how it feels," he asks me.

"It feels good. Like my dick is on fire," I respond. Without thinking, I grab his ass and press firmly on his cheeks. I feel wrong for doing this. I think of GoGo, but at my defense, I didn't ask for it.

"Catching on quickly, aren't you," he says. "Now, I am going to step it up further. Your body needs to adapt to how I like it."

He quickly rocks his shaft, moaning loudly and utters my name under his breath. He returns to the position where I am. He stands up, pressing his stomach to me. He closes his eyes and wraps his lips around me.

Suddenly, I absentmindedly grab his chests, touching his erected nipples. I go from touching his chests to gripping his supple ass.

"Hmm, my dear," he says. "That is right. Know my spots, know my taste because that is the only thing you are going to know for the rest of your days."

I don't answer. I can tell that it no longer matters to Hiro. His prize is in front of him. Even if I deny it, he was going to have me. Rather I want it or not.

Hiro begins humming with his mouth, which gave me shivers along with vibrations from my dick. I thrust upward, intensifying the moment as I am getting ready to come. Hiro is anticipating this moment as he rubs his stomach.

"There you go, my aniki! Enter the special spot of where I have you in control."

"Hiro, I am there. I am gonna cum!" I cry to him as I spurt my seed inside of him. My dick twitches, releasing every content into his ass. I can tell that he is accepting each spurt with love, filling the warm confines of his cavern. He keeps his eyes on me, making sure I am witnessing his expression as he is ebbing in the pleasure.

I am panting, but still looking at his smiling face. He gives a slight, devilish smirk. He doesn't leave right away. I know that he wants a few moments of filling my hot seed inside of him "You were great, aniki. I can never get away from this feeling. I won't ever let you get unfamiliar with my asspussy. You're mine now, Tadashi!"

He bashes in forcing me to have sex with him. I can't believe this is happening! Can I ever go back to regular sex? I just had incestuous sex with my brother! My brother!

Suddenly, I begin to feel warm droplets dripping down to my face. There are tears in his eyes. He wipes his face, covering his mouth. He is actually crying.

He drops onto me, burying his face onto my chest. I can feel the shivers. I can feel his body shaking. "Tadashi, Tadashi! My sweet Tadashi" I feel the hotness of tears on my chest. He has had sex with me. He should happy, shouting for joy.

"Big brother," he whispers again.

I tuck my lip. I swallow my pride as I grab onto his hair, stroking it gently. "I am here, Hiro. I am here. I am not going anywhere."

I continue consoling my little brother that earlier decided to rape me and now crying for his actions. Nevertheless, I am still his big brother.

I am still his aniki.

I comfort him until we both drift into slumber.

MIT was on my mind but for this night, it is in the backburner!