my name is wayne and I thought I'd share the reason as to why I started this whole account , you see growing up I had always had a lot on my mind witch along with all my other problems didn't help my mind. I'd always had trouble fitting in no matter ware I went, I didn't grow up alone but my sister wasn't always there to help me through everything. I didn't like school because of the fact I was so smart I got bored along with all the mean kids, they would pick on me and given that I was bigger then them I always won the fight. so I was home schooled but that didn't help me very much tho I did make it to the end of my class. however even tho I did attend school I taught myself how to read and write, it was this site that helped me learn to read and back then I though all these stories were real books people wrote. funny thing huh? it wasn't until I hit six teen that I got really into my writing. I even had my mom get me a desk so I could wright at it she looked on a yard sale site and I got my wish, I would sit at my desk and wright in my notebooks for hours.
I soon made account and wrote my first story megumi's new love and while my first works my have been bad we all gotta start some ware, its crazy how a boy who couldn't write now found a comfort in it and now wrote for the same site that helped him. over the years my stories have changed but they all have a place in my heart and each one shows ware my mental state is, I write wen my mind is clear witch is why ive taken such long breaks. as for my OC thana he's based of myself he's me everything he dose is what I would do if I was in his place, also the reason I chose shiki for my first story to write about is because at the time I started writing that was the first animie I saw. I wanted to change how things ened up and I really felt bad for megumi because I had been in her place before, I understood her pain and her thought of its much better to be ignored then hated.
I've made some bad stories in my time and I under stand that my writing isn't the best but its whats easy for me, I've got my fare share of mean criticism from people who think there better then me. but that did't stop me from writing and doing what I love, another thing that helped motivate me to wright wen I first started was that my dog had passed away from cancer. this had caused a huge crack in my mind and completely changed me, I became bitter and hateful towards the world because I couldn't understand how the human race could be so smart yet couldn't save my best friend. this is why thana is so hateful in the older stories its because that's how I was feeling at the time, I was full of such hatred for the world that it became a part of everything that I did even my art. over the years I've gotten a lot better then what I use to be with my hatred, I still feel it from time to time but I've learned to control it.
my writing has giving me the ability to put my thought and dreams on to a place ware other people can enjoy them, I've had my good times and my bad time's but I've grown a fan base over the years witch helps me keep going. one of my favorite message that I got on here was from a guy who said he like the simple way I do my writing, he said I write in a similar fashion to ernest hemingway witch really made me feel good. if you see this man just know its because of people like you that I keep doing this, another guy that made me feel good about the way I write was someone who messaged me on here about wanting to use my story as a base for her own. she thought my first story megumi's new love was really good and asked me if she could use it to help make her own, she hasn't updated in a while but her name on here is zoeycares if you like my stuff please go follow her. but one of the most amazing messages I got was from a guy who said my stories helped him feel good about himself, he said reading about thana made him feel empowered to live his life.
this really made me feel happy because it meant that I was helping people with my stories the same way this site helped me, is a wonderful place to find a peace of mind with all the stories you can read. it allows you to adverse yourself into a world of imagination without limits, it allows you to see the creations of millions of people who have worked hard to write storied for your enjoyment. reading a story gives me and I'm sure others a calming affect to the mind, witch is why we read books its not just because we enjoy a good story its because we need something to calm our minds. however buying books can cost you money and it can be a little harder to find one you like, has stories that are apart of different movies and tv shows witch makes it easier to find something to enjoy.
all of this is why I and so many others enjoy this site its also why its my favorite writing site, while there are more sites out there like whatppad but this is the one that I'll always come back too. its helped me through so much over the years, from helping me learn how to read to allowing me to find a place ware I can leave my problems behind. in the end I'll always be grateful to this site for what its given me and for the fans that I've made, I will continue to write for this site as long as I'm able even if I take a brake from time to time I will always return wen I feel it. but that's me I hope the people who read this will learn something from it witch is don't let people and life get in your way, if there's something you wanna do or someone you wanna be then don't let anything stop you.
hay people I don't know why I wanted to do this but its something I felt I had to get off my chest, my family is a mess and so is my life but writing gave me a way to get away from it. so I thought I'd tell you guys a bit of why I started writing, yes its gloomy and sad but so is a lot of the stories i write so it fits. just know you guys are the reason I love writing hearing how my work has helped people keeps me going, so as long as i'm alive i'll keep writing but anyway that's it for now. also i'm thinking of remastering some of my old stories and just updating them wen I have time, this is easier for me. but i'll see you guys in the next post i hope you enjoyed this story about how i started this account.