Chapter 3: Jade's Party
WARNING : MENTIONS OF SELF HARM AND ABUSE
Tori's POV
Before going to Jade's party , I take a quick shower and while in the shower I decide whether to tell Jade about I heard or not but I couldn't decide so I'll have to just wait and see
I walk into my room with a towel around my body and I look at my arms to check my arms to make sure none of my scars are bleeding
I walk over to my closet and pull out a pair of black ripped jeans and a maroon flannel with a black tank top and my favorite pair of all black converses , I put on a little bit of concealer and foundation to hide the bruised and bags under my eyes
Then I get a text from Andre
You ready yet chica? Me and Beck are waiting for you downstairs HURRY UP!
Andre I'll be down in a few , don't worry you will get to see Robbie soon boo ;)
Shut up , I know you're looking good for Jade ;)
I finished up and grabbed my wallet and my hoodie and headed downstairs before I could even walk out the door Trina stops me
"I'm coming with you , there might be some cute boys there for me" She said
"Okay fine whatever" I said while I rolled my eyes and held the door and then closed it after myself and locked it
I hopped in the front seat with Beck
"What's up chica?!" Andre said happily
"Hey whats up guys you ready to party?" I said while laughing and then after that we drove off to Jade's house
We pull up to the house and Trina immediately follows some guy , Andre goes to find Robbie and Beck goes to look for Cat and I'm left standing alone and I see Jade and her girl talking and looking happy , I roll my eyes and go to get a drink
I pick up a red solo cup and chug it and then get another , then I turn around and Andre comes up to me while holding Robbie's hand
"Hey Tori , This Robbie , Robbie this is Tori"
I look to see this decent looking skinny white boy standing there with curly hair and glasses and I can see why Andre liked him
"Hey its nice to meet you Tori, I'm Robbie Shapiro, and I believe we have the same 1st period together" He said
"Yeah we do it's nice to meet you, you better treat Andre good and not hurt because if not I will be coming after you" I said while squeezing his hand and looking into his eyes , and then I could see him look like he is about to shit his pants
Then after that Andre and Robbie got lost in the crowd dancing and drinking and I looked around and just sat in the corner observing everyone else in the room and then Jade came up to me looking good as ever
She was wearing a nice dark red tank top with black jeans and her combat boots with her hair straightened
"Hey Tori is it right?" She said while looking at me
"Yeah thats me , Jade right?" I said trying to play it off cool
"Yeah that would be me" She said while laughing and sitting next to me
"How are you liking the party?" She said while taking a sip of her beer
"Um it;s pretty good and chill" I said while taking a sip of my drink from my solo cup
Just as I was about to say something to her , her blonde haired girlfriend walked over to where we were and hopped into Jade's lap and grabbed her face and made out with her right in front of me
"I love you so much baby but I'm a little horny" She said sounding intoxicated and laughing
"Not right now babe, maybe later love" Jade said while pushing her girl off her lap
"Whatever" , she grumbled and walked away
"Sorry about that Tori" Jade said
At this point my blood was boiling and I knew how strong the feelings I had for her were and it was killing me inside so I crushed the cup I had in my hand and ran outside with Jade right behind me
"Tori what's wrong? Why are you acting like this?" She said while acting concerned
"WHAT'S WRONG IS THAT FACT THAT YOU ARE DATING A GIRL WHO DOESN"T ACTUALLY LOVE YOU BUT FOR YOUR MONEY" I said while throwing my hands up
"What are you talking about Tori?!" Jade said
"The other day I was at my locker , it was after school and I heard your blonde haired bimbo of a girlfriend that she was only with you for your money and that she never learned you and she was giggling with her friends about it too" I said while sighing
Jade didn't say anything to me , she just looked at me
" I can't stand to sit here and watch you kiss and act like I don't have feelings for you Jade , it's freaking killing me , seeing you guys together knowings it's all a sham" I said with tears in my eyes
"Tori I'm sorry but I don't have feelings for you like the way I do for her" Jade said like looking at the ground
"Say it to me again while looking into my eyes Jade, I feel and you do to , every time we are together , you can't tell me that you don't love me the way I love you!" I said with tears starting to roll down my face
Jade sits down on the front steps of her house with her head in her hands
"I'm sorry Tori but I can't" Jade said while shaking her head
"Jade West you are nothing but a player , you play with people's emotion because you are scared of your own , you mess around with a bunch of females because you are scared of commitment , you are an asshole and are cold and heartless and I fucking hate you" I said with anger in my eyes while still crying
Before Jade could say anything I ran , I ran faster then I have ever have in my whole life and I didn't stop til I got to my front door and I seen the light was on and that my dad was home
I ran past him and ran up to my room and slammed the door and locked it behind me , I walked over to my bed and pulled out a box with memories of my childhood with my family before everything fell apart and I retrieved the blade out of it
I rolled up my sleeve and sliced my wrist so many times I lost count and all I could see was blood dripping my arm and I tried to stop crying and gain control of my breathing but before I knew it , my dad had broken down my door , angry in a drunken rage again
He then picked me up and slammed against the wall as hard as he could , holding me by my throat , as I struggled to breathe
"Everything that has happened to this family is your fucking fault you stupid bitch" he said while throwing me across the room
He walked over to me and hopped on top of me and said "I wish you were dead , you are nothing but a pathetic , ugly , stupid daughter to me , no one will ever be able to love you , you are worthless" while punching me across my face later and continued to beat on me after 20 minutes of beating on me , he left
And I was left to nurse my wounds , in my dark and lonely room
WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT?! WILL JADE CONFRONT TORI AFTER WHAT HAPPENED AT THE PARTY? HOW WILL JADE REACT?! ETC
LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU GUYS THINK! ALWAYS OPEN TO IDEAS!