Happy LO day!

Shout out to my beta @JDreamie for helping me here.

For Elliot, meeting Olivia had been unexpected; he hadn't been looking for anything. After the pregnancy scare with Kathy, and his deployment, he was trying to get back on his feet and that included the start in the force. He had just started as an officer in Narcotics, but meeting Olivia was like a breath of fresh air. She seemed scared of getting into anything serious, always holding back. Also, her days were really busy. Not that he was complaining, he found that admirable of her. They were able to meet another 3 times after their lunch date, shared a couple of kisses and things were getting more heated. Each time he found it harder to stop himself from going further and inviting her back to his apartment, but he was letting her lead.

It was Friday, and they finally managed to find time to go out for dinner. He found a nice Italian restaurant he was sure she was gonna love. He heard his phone beep in his pocket.

Olivia

Hey, how are you?

Elliot

Just finishing up here, I had a light shift. Maybe we managed to end crime in NY.

Olivia

Right, keep dreaming. Everything okay for tonight?

Elliot

Yeah, should I pick you up at your house?

She took a little time to respond.

Olivia

That's ok, I'll meet you there. Just send me the address.

He frowned looking at his phone, that was something he couldn't understand; why she wouldn't tell him where she lived or let him pick her up.

Elliot

Are you sure?

Olivia

Yeah, don't worry.

He forwarded the address to her and made his way home to shower and get dressed.

She smiled at his text.

"So…how is the sex?"

"Alex!"

"What? He looks like he is good, I'm just curious, " she shrugged.

"I don't know, " Alex looked at her in disbelief.

"Shut up! I can't believe you've been seeing him for weeks now! What's with the waiting?"

"I'm just taking my time, not rushing anything, " Olivia justified.

"Oh my God! You are falling for him, " Alex grinned at her.

"Oh, for the love of God, Alex, slow down a little, ok? I really like him, I'm just being cautious, alright?"

"Hmmm… ok, just don't hold yourself back, Liv. I know you've been hurt before, but that doesn't mean it's going to happen again, " her friend tried to convince her. "And I'm pretty sure it's gonna be worth the wait " she winked at her.

Olivia on her part felt like everything was happening too fast. Not in the physical sense, but emotionally. Although the kisses in his car when he dropped her at the bookstore or a block from her apartment building were making her crazy. She had never felt a connection so strong to anyone before, and she believed she had been in love with Burton. But she really liked Elliot, nothing felt forced with him, he respected her time and was being quite patient if she was honest. By this time in her relationship with Burton, he was already pressuring her for sex, and she was a virgin at that time. But really, she should know he would expect something from his girlfriend, an older boy with a young girlfriend, so she made sure to try and meet his expectations, only for him to throw a "I'm sure you'll get better at it with time and practice."

She didn't have a problem with sex, but she had previously used it as an escape. So now she took her time getting there. Olivia, initially guarded but appreciative of Elliot's genuine interest, found herself opening up about her past in the weeks after their first date. She spoke about how hard it was balancing everything and about her mother's addiction, keeping only her conception to herself. Elliot, in turn, shared his own experiences and the wisdom he gained from navigating the stormy seas, his own father's violence and his mother's bipolar disorder. As days turned into weeks, they developed a deep connection, one that neither of them expected.

She opened the door looking around the apartment and saw chaos as always. She didn't even bother. Making her way to her room, she decided on a black dress, some warm tights and boots. Looking at her coat, she remembered she had to get a new one because this one didn't really warm her up enough.

She was relieved to get to the restaurant, as she could feel her face turn cold from the subway journey. Elliot was waiting for her in front, looking around, not sure where she was coming from. She smiled taking him in; the man was absolutely gorgeous, the lights making his eyes bluer. She noticed the moment he saw her, his whole face lit up. She felt her heart grow warm and felt peaceful for the first time that day, as she made her way to him.

"Hey" he said.

"Hey, El. It's cold, you should have gone inside, " she said as she reached him.

"Nah, it's ok, " he gave her a light kiss and opened the door and they were finally in the warmth of the restaurant.

"Hmm... that must have been the best lasagna I've ever had, " she said while they crossed the street to get in his car.

"Liv?" he asked her.

"Yeah?"

"Would you like to go to my apartment? We could watch something, or just talk. I just don't really want tonight to end yet." He saw her pause and think about it before nodding. He started the car and felt her grab his hand across the console.

"In case I forget to say: I had a really wonderful time, " she said and he looked at her as the light turned red.

"Don't thank me, Liv. You deserve the best." She gave him a shy smile and he swore to himself to make her understand she deserved to be treated the best way possible.

He wasn't kidding about how small his apartment was, but it was homey. It was pretty clean too, probably something to do with the Marines. But most of all, it didn't stink of vodka and stale alcohol, so for her it was pretty much paradise.

"I told you," he said as he watched her take the place in. "tiny. "

"Well, I think it is just perfect. " She got closer to him. She closed her arms around his neck and he pulled her closer by the waist. Their whole bodies were touching.

"Liv, I'm not expecting anything, ok? I really just didn't want the night to end, " he said, making sure she knew he wasn't pressuring her into anything.

"Elliot? Can you please kiss me?" she smiled up at him and he lowered his head giving her a kiss.

They looked into each other's eyes and felt something at that moment. Without thinking about it, Elliot leaned in and kissed her on the lips. He held it there for a few seconds before pulling back from it.

Olivia pulled him in, kissing him back; it was harder and more passionate than the kiss that Elliot gave her. They held each other close as their tongues danced in each other's mouths. She missed this feeling of being wanted by someone who actually cared about her. They pulled away from each other and looked into each other's eyes again.

"Is this a good idea?" Elliot asked. She kissed him again, pressing her whole body to his.

"So, should I go home?" she asked, teasing as he tried to regain his senses.He shook his head 'no' and maneuvered her to the couch, sitting first and pulling her into him.

Olivia straddled Eliott's lap, facing him as she took her dress off and threw it away. He was looking straight at her black lace bra that showed a decent amount of cleavage. He then looked up at Olivia, who was smiling down at him.

They began kissing again. She could feel him growing hard in his pants, and she was getting excited thinking about it. He began by kissing her neck and then moved down to her breasts; he unhooked her bra and threw it away. He buried his face between them, kissing them and nibbling on their nipples. Olivia threw her head back and held his head close to her as he did this, getting more aroused by the second.

She got off of his lap, took him by the hand and led him to the bedroom. She took off her tights and Elliot started to take off all of his clothes. She got a good look at how big he was and was very impressed by what she was seeing. She'd only had sex with three other men before, and for the last several years, it had only been occasional hook-ups; she was nervous about having sex with someone new and with someone she'd known for a small time, but already felt so strong about.

She made Elliot sit on the edge of the bed, and she got down on her knees in front of him. She began stroking his dick and licking his head to tease him. She did this for a few minutes before she finally took his dick into her mouth. Her lips were firmly sealed around the shaft as her head bobbed back and forth on it. Elliot just sat back and enjoyed himself as he was getting one of the best blowjobs of his life. She began to deep-throat him, making small gagging noises as she did that. Elliot was getting excited and wanted to get her on the bed to begin having sex with her, but she wouldn't have it; she was having a lot of fun on her knees like this and wanted to continue a little longer. It was exciting to her to do this because she wanted to, she wanted to give him pleasure, it was empowering to her being the one to make him lose control like this.

Eventually, she did decide to stop and get off of her knees. They both got on the bed and held each other as they began making out on the bed. Elliot slipped off her panties that she still had on and then put his hand between her legs. He began to finger her, gently pressing on her clit making slow rotating motions; he could feel how excited Olivia was getting by how heavy she was breathing. He wanted to go down on her, but she was too sensitive, she just wanted him inside of her. She lifted his head that was making his way down her belly, they locked eyes and she said, smiling "Not this time please, I need you inside of me." He grabbed a condom from the bedside table.

He then positioned himself right on top of her and guided his member up and down her opening, before slowly driving inside, giving her time to adjust. She gasped, and he stopped, looking at her "It's ok, keep going. " She didn't expect it to feel different than any other time she had sex, but it did, it seemed as if they forged together, like it was supposed to be like this. Elliot began moving inside of her; going slow at first, then picking up the pace. She held him close to her, crossing her legs at his lower back as she began moaning loudly in his ear, telling him how much she was loving it.

He felt her tense, her walls contracting around him "I won't last much longer, " he said to her. She kissed him, looking into his eyes. "Come with me, together, " she murmured into his lips. They came together and he crashed above her, both of them breathing hard. He moved to her side, pulling her into his chest as she began playing with his fingers against his chest in silence.

"Do you feel OK about this?" he asked, afraid she was regretting it.

"I do, very much," she said. "I just… I didn't know. "

"Know what?"

She told him, "That it could be like this. "

He adjusted her so he could look into her eyes "It's never been like this for me either" and kissed her gently. She tucked herself back to his side before falling asleep.

"I may just love you." He said, when he was sure she was sleeping.