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Chapter 65: The Girl who Relies on her Knowledge (1)
"You. You've been here before, aren't you?"
Hayashi Makiko, the school nurse, asked. Like the first time I saw her, she still wore that dark purplish lipstick. Unlike Miwa-nee, she's purposely showing off her mature charm. What Miwa-nee has is like a natural charm she gained because of her having a child.
Maybe that will also happen to Akane when we get a child in the future. Ah. Why am I already thinking about that? Understanding love comes first! I can somehow feel it now but I'm still far from understanding it.
"Yes. Last Friday, I brought a classmate who collapsed here."
"Right. And now, you're bringing another collapsed student. You, are you that unlucky?"
This school nurse. How was that connected to unluckiness? Eh? Is she someone who believes in superstitions?
"No, we were in PE and this girl collapsed from exhaustion."
"I see. Put her down to that bed. You can go back now."
Ah. She didn't pursue that small talk. Well, she's a professional. I guess she's just doing her work.
"Uhm. Can I stay?"
"What? Is she your girl?"
Err. No, of course. I just want to clear up that thing between us. If not, she'll always glare at me whenever we meet.
"No, but I'm somewhat responsible for why she collapsed. I want to apologize to her."
"Then alright, help me out and buy an energy drink or even a juice at the vending machine outside. She'll need that if she wants to recover before the school ends."
Ah. Right, PE is about to end now. And after that will be the last class for today. If she stays here for 3 hours, she'll go home at night.
After I put her down on the bed, Ms. Hayashi took Fujii's glasses off of her before she checked her pulse. It became foggy from her sweat and it might break if she moves in her sleep.
I don't have any plans after PE anyway, so staying here until this girl wakes up is fine. I'll just get an excuse form from Ms. Hayashi.
I have plans after school though, to visit Haruko and her girls. Maybe I should not show up in front of Rindou there, I'll ask her to allow me entry to that Poem Appreciation Club next to their club.
Doing what Ms. Hayashi asked, I went to the nearest vending machine to buy a juice for Fujii. I also got one for me. Even if I only moved a bit during the game, concentrating to catch and to dodge burned some of my energy.
When I went back to the infirmary, the school nurse was freaking gone again! She left a note, along with the tablets of vitamins like what she gave to Sakuma last Friday, saying she has somewhere she'll have to go to.
Now I'm curious. What's making her busy? Or is this also a coincidence? But three coincidences can't be called a coincidence anymore. There's definitely something.
I walked inside the enclosed space where Fujii was sleeping. Her complexion looked better now, but Ms. Hayashi's instruction was to have her take the vitamins and the refreshment.
I took the chair and sat next to her bed.
Should I wake her up? She might get the wrong idea if I did. She's not on my list so yeah, I don't have any inclination to make a move on her. Just that it was troublesome to think that someone will always glare at me whenever we were to meet.
Now I wonder how that game will end? Or it might not end. The teacher was just driving us to push ourselves. Considering her personality, it's likely that. With the rules she set, the game won't end that easily. Simply catching that special ball will add another 3 inside the playing field. And with the huge number of outfielders, both teams will always utilize them.
Ah. I don't care about that game anymore. Satsuki will probably carry our team to victory.
Let's see. This girl, she exhausted herself. Just how low was her endurance?
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Err. Well, it might've been because of how agitated she was whenever she threw a ball in hopes of hitting me.
My phone was at my locker back at the changing room so I didn't have anything better to do except watch this girl.
As I thought, having her glasses on looked better for her. There were always people like her who looked much better with it. If she removed it, she would just be a little attractive. The glasses added a lot to her charm.
Well, she's a nerd who keeps taking in knowledge, no wonder her eyes will deteriorate easily from excessive reading.
After 15 minutes, I almost fell asleep just waiting for her to wake up, it was then that I heard Fujii's soft voice. She just woke up which made her voice a bit weak.
"W-where am I?"
She mumbled as she slowly opened her eyes. The fact that she collapsed earlier hasn't registered yet.
"Infirmary."
When she heard my voice, she turned her head to me and almost instantly, it widened, surprised to see me at her side. Her sleepiness disappeared, it's like she got energized upon seeing me.
I might be more effective than the vitamins and energy drink. What the hell?
"Y-you. You're that shameless 1st year!"
"Don't you think that's rude? And you're also a 1st year, what did I do to you?"
"Y-you. T-that piece you wrote. It's shameless! I read from a book, you're what we call a pervert!"
"Who told you to read it? I only wrote it according to the word prompt they gave me."
Agitated. Fujii didn't know what to say next. It's true that she chose to read that herself. I only passed it to Ishida-senpai. So, her acting like this was somewhat unreasonable. But I couldn't really blame her. She probably hasn't read something like that before.
"I read from a book that I should stay away from perverts like you. Why am I here?"
"I brought you here because you collapsed in PE, don't you remember?"
She raised her body a bit and rested her back on the headrest. Her eyes squinting, she's looking for something. Her glasses. She only noticed it now that her mind finally awakened fully.
"I remember, you hit me with the ball. Uhm. W-where's my glasses?"
"And I'm here to apologize for that. Here, the nurse took it off earlier."
I handed it to her. She immediately put it on and once again looked at me.
"T-thanks. About you hitting me with the ball, we're in a game. I read about sportsmanship, it's fine."
"Then, how do you feel now?"
She kept talking about what she read. Looks like she always bases what she says from those knowledge she accumulated.
That's her type, that much is expected. But yeah, she still has a lot of gaps in her knowledge. Especially about that subject. Her reaction was too extreme when I only wrote about panties on that piece. What would have happened if I wrote more than that?
"Weak. I want to sleep more."
"Here, take this."
I handed her the juice and the vitamins. She took it and like a kid, she alternated her gaze between the tablets and me.
"T-thanks for the juice, but what are these?"
"Vitamins. The nurse told me to have you take that."
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She nodded and after deliberating for a bit, she handed the juice back to me.
Ah. She's still weak. There's no way she can open that canned juice.
I opened it and handed it back to her.
After taking in the vitamins and drinking half of the juice, she laid her body back to bed.
"I hated you because of that piece you wrote. Now, it looks like you're not that bad. But still, you're a pervert."
"It's a bit uncomfortable to have you always glare at me."
"S-sorry for the glare, I'll stop."
"It's fine, we're good now? Ah. Me being a pervert, maybe. But everyone's their own pervert, you know?"
"Y-yes. What do you mean by that?? Why haven't I read about that? Are you making things up?"
Ah. This girl, she somehow resemble that Curious Type Otsuka-senpai. The only difference is, Fujii, she relies too much on the knowledge she gained from reading. If it's Otsuka-senpai, she will asks about anything she's curious about and take it in. Fujii will refer to her knowledge if it has evidence that can prove it.
She's a bit unfit to the Literature Club. She might've the ability to create her own piece but what will be written there were not her own thoughts but all based on her own knowledge bank.
She prioritizes those books over her own thoughts. So when she read my piece, she reacted extremely like that.
Kana broke down what I wrote and gave her own view. Otsuka-senpai probably did the same but what she read was too amusing for her. And about Ishida-senpai, well, that's the most normal reaction. She got angry because she thought I was just playing with them.
"That's just my own thought."
"Your own thought, but that's baseless."
"It's not baseless, it's from my own experience."
"Exactly baseless if you only refer to what you experienced. You need supporting evidence."
"Then you should start reading psychology books. There's probably someone who will say the same."
"Alright, I'll prove you wrong."
Look at this girl. She's this troublesome. She's a bit harder to deal with than Otsuka-senpai. She always bases everything on what she knows, not what she thinks. How can she cope with her friends? I saw her talking with them earlier.
"Don't you have your own fantasy, Fujii?"
"What kind of fantasy?"
"Like, what kind of romance do you have in mind?"
"Romance? Just normal; date someone, marry him and have our own kids."
"Your romance is too bland, did you think that through?"
"Why do I need to think it through? Everyone will lead to that anyway."
She's strong in her stance but yeah, I find this girl too troublesome. Should I just leave her be and go back to class now?
I stood up and turned towards leaving this enclosed space.
"Where are you going?"
"Going back to class."
"W-wait! Don't leave me here."
"Why?"
I turned my head to look back at her and saw her slightly trembling figure.
Eh? Could it be she's scared to be alone? Now this is her own thought. She's still not hopeless, I guess.
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Chapter 66: The Girl who Relies on her Knowledge (2)
"I-I can't move yet."
"The nurse said to let you rest here. Don't mind the remaining class."
She flinched but she had trouble speaking what's on her mind. This is her flaw.
"B-but."
"What is it? If you don't tell me what you're thinking then there's no way I can understand you."
Another flinch and she reached for the sleeves of my uniform.
"S-stay here. I'm scared to be alone."
"I see. Alright. Look how easy it is to say what's on your mind."
I sat back at the chair beside her bed. This is too troublesome but I can't just leave her when she's like that. She might force herself to go to her class, and of course I will be blamed for letting her. Tsk.
If only Satsuki or Nami was the one on that bed, I would be delighted to share the bed with either of them.
"But it's easier and dependable to rely on those knowledge."
"Look, it's not bad to rely on it but if you based your life on only what you read, isn't that boring?"
She took in what I said and contemplated about it. Her hand was still on my sleeve.
Is she afraid I will stand to leave again?
"Why is it boring? Isn't it practical?"
"Look, let's see. Let's talk about your romance, do you like anyone?"
She shook her head as an answer.
"I'm busy and have no time for liking anyone."
"Then have you been confessed to before?"
Fujii stopped and contemplated again. Maybe searching her memory if there's an occurrence like that.
"Y-yes. Someone told me he likes me and wants to date me."
"What was your answer?"
Dating someone isn't always based on that emotion called love that I'm still in the process of learning. It could start with anything, like having something in common, boosting one's own ego, lust for the other, etc. There are too many factors.
But this girl, I bet she didn't think about the other person but only of her own knowledge about that subject. Even her feelings weren't considered.
"We're still young. I've read that there's only a small chance that dating while still in school will lead to marriage. I don't need that unreliable thing."
"Look at you, basing everything on your knowledge again."
"But that's the ideal way! Emotions are just unstable. I can't rely on that."
"Then how many of them have you rejected already?"
Why am I discussing this with her? Am I this bored? Haa. But this girl looks so hopeless. Sooner or later she will trip on this path she's treading.
Just like me and my desire. Eh?
Ah.
This is why I have this patience to discuss this with her.
If I haven't realized those things, it would probably end with my own destruction like Akane said before. And it won't just end with my destruction, everyone connected to me will suffer. Even my parents.
I should thank Akane, Yae and Satsuki again. And those girls who stayed. I changed but that doesn't mean there won't be problems in the future. But since we're at present, I have to focus here first.
"I can't remember. I already stopped responding after five."
"Why did you stop?"
"Because my answer will just be the same."
"This girl, you're hopeless. You need to change that personality of yours that only relies on the knowledge you've read."
When my words registered on her mind, she got confused. But yeah, it didn't affect her at all. And her eyes were back to glaring at me.
Ah. Shit. I suddenly felt my desire ignite for this girl. What is this? Is this because of how she always rejected those guys who wanted to date her? Maybe?
I can't deny this desire again. I want to steal Fujii for myself now.
I could stop like I stopped that thought of stealing Akane's mom.
But this girl. I want to help her.
Do I want her to be mine? My desire is acting up so yes, I want to steal her for myself.
"Don't judge me…"
"I'm just stating the truth."
"Then prove it."
"Let's see. What do you think about your friends?"
I'll let her start thinking for herself. Eventually, she'll learn to think before she relies on her knowledge.
Yeah. I guess wanting to steal her necessitates for me to solve this thing for her. I can't just leave her to continue living her life like this.
"What do I think about them? I don't know. They're kind to me."
"Kind? That's the only thing you think of them? Then what about your knowledge? What does it tell you about them?"
"They're a good kind of friend. Even if they only use me to feel better with themselves."
"What the hell is that? That's not a friend."
Ah. I'm not one to talk about friends. I'm used to betraying a friend. I befriended the Vice President to get close to Haruko. Hell, I even befriended that cowardly boyfriend of Yae before to have a reason to meet her. And now there's Sakuma.
But yeah, this girl. Even her definition of friend is based on her knowledge.
"Don't talk about them like that. I may be like this but they didn't do anything bad."
"I see. I'm sorry. Let me change the question then. What do you think about me? Remember, don't base it on your knowledge. Think."
"What do I think about you? You're scary but kind. The way you confront me about how I use my knowledge instead of my mind, I think it's scary. But I feel that you're doing this for me."
"I see. Scary and kind. Maybe. Then next, base it on your knowledge. What does your knowledge have to say about me?"
She fell into thinking again. This girl. It looks like it will be hard to completely change her. But is this right? Do I have the right to change her? 𝒏𝗈𝚟𝑬𝓁𝑢𝓈𝔟.𝒸𝑜𝓂
"Pervert. A strong man. Reliable. A mystery."
"Mystery?"
"You don't have a motive to do this. We're not close. In fact we only met twice and this is the first time I'm talking with you."
"Ah you're right. Do I come off as forceful? But you know, I suddenly grew a motive."
Fujii took the juice she put down earlier and drank the remaining half she left behind. Her throat probably dried up from all of this.
"Not as forceful. You just want me to think, right? What motive?"
"Yes. Your way of dealing with things based on your knowledge alone was flawed from the start. I'll tell you my motive later after our talk."
"Alright. What do you mean flawed from the start? Isn't this the best way?"
"You're like a machine, a computer to be exact. I heard you running away from the Book club. You saw those 6 members, right?"
"Yes. They're scary. The way they only focus on reading."
This girl. She saw herself in those 6. That's why she got scared. But she didn't realize it.
"You're like them, you know?"
"What? I'm not like them!"
"Ah yes. There's a few differences in you but basically you're almost the same. They keep reading to expand their knowledge, but I don't know what's their end goal, maybe none. While you keep expanding your knowledge and then use that to live your life."
"That… Am I really like them?"
I took her hand that was still on my sleeve and held it with mine.
We still have time before the classes end. I at least want to progress with this girl. To slightly change her mindset.
"I'm holding your hand. Tell me what you think and what your knowledge says."
"I am wondering why you hold my hand. My knowledge told me you're really a pervert. Doing this suddenly. This is called taking advantage."
"Then you, being scared to be alone, was that what you thought?"
"Y-yes. I see. Even if I rely on my knowledge, there are always instances when I will think first and prioritize it."
Ah. She understood? What the hell? Did I just take the long way? Err no, she wouldn't think about that if I started with why was she scared to be alone. She'll make an excuse about it with her knowledge.
"Correct. You need to think sometimes. In fact humans are like that. We were born with the ability to think deeper than any animals. You are only relying on your knowledge, that's really a machine-like behaviour. Are you a machine?"
"N-no, I'm a human but--"
"Stop with the buts. Think first."
"You're really a mystery. Uhm..."
"Ah. You don't know my name, in fact you didn't think about asking me that. Now. What do you think?"
We're talking this long and only now did she realize that she doesn't know my name. This girl…
"W-what's your name?"
"Onoda Ruki, nice to meet you. Fujii Mirae."
Hearing that, she laughed. It's a cheerful laugh and in fact I didn't know she could laugh like that.
"You're weird. Thank you Onoda."
"No need to thank me, I told you, I have a motive for doing this."
"Right. What is that motive?"
"I want to steal you."
Fujii, after hearing that, stared at me dumbfounded. Probably, she's processing what I said and what 'to steal her' means.
I tightened my grip on her hand and that took her back to reality.
"Steal me? What are you? I don't recall anything about that on my knowledge and thinking about that resulted in nothing."
"I see, you need details. I want to steal you from the guys who might still want to date you or maybe to your future husband? To put it simple, I want Fujii to be mine."
"E-eh? You… Why so suddenly? I don't understand."
"Let me help you understand."
I stood up and sat on the side of her bed. She was stuck there but her gaze was on me. My hand that was holding her hand readjusted itself, crossing our fingers together.
And I slowly lean my face towards her.
Her mind was confused. She's probably searching her knowledge again about this situation. And when she can't find any, she thinks with her mind.
"W-wait. Onoda. What are you doing?"
"I'm going to kiss you Fujii."
"E-eh? You can't do that. I decided that I will only kiss at the day of my wedding."
"But I want to kiss you. I told you, I will make you understand."
Understanding what's about to happen, her face for the first time since our talk finally turned red. Her blush further accentuates her attractiveness.
Ah. This girl. My desire has been running since earlier. And I really want her. But yeah. I'm forceful right now. Will she really understand it? Haa. I can't stop my desire.
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Chapter 67: Infirmary Visitor
"O-onoda..."
Fujii's pleading eyes stared at me. I'm still a few centimetres away from her lips. Her breath that escaped her mouth when she said that entered my nostrils. It smelled sweet like the juice she just drank.
"Do you understand now?"
"Y-yes. So please. Don't kiss me."
Hearing that, my head stopped descending but stayed at that position. Our eyes were locked at each other. Even behind those glasses of her, I could sense what it wanted to convey. She's scared and confused. She didn't know how it suddenly escalated to this development.
"So, Fujii, will you allow me to steal you?"
"I-I don't know. I never thought of that. I'm grateful for what you did, but this…"
Lifting my head away from her, I went back to my previous seat and freed her hand.
I really am too forceful. This is our first contact and before this, her focus was on taking in more knowledge. Things like this were at the back of her mind.
I helped her start thinking for herself. That doesn't mean I have the right to be this forceful to her. I already conveyed my desire. It won't stop igniting for her now. She never thought about dating before and all that tried were turned down.
Maybe she will also turn me down but that's fine. I'm not the type to give up upon rejection.
"Right. I'm sorry. I just couldn't stop this desire of mine. But seeing how against you were at what I did, I woke up."
"I…"
"You don't need to say anything. I conveyed my desire to steal you. You don't have to answer me. Even if you say you don't want it, I can't stop this."
"W-why didn't I read about these kinds of things before? I thought everything would be decided when I becomes an adult."
She turned her body to the opposite side where I won't be able to see her face.
Well, this is new for her. And now she's showing that she won't only rely on her knowledge anymore. I guess I got what I planned from the start.
There's still a lot of time before the school ends. If she's fine now, we can go back and still be on time for the 7th period.
"How are you feeling now?"
I waited for a bit but I didn't receive a response from her.
After a while, I heard a soft snoring.
She fell asleep.
This girl. After what I did, she just fell asleep like that. Showing me her defenceless back.
I stood up and took the blanket and covered her with it. If I didn't do this, I won't be able to resist touching her.
What should I do now? Wait here until she wakes up?
I went back to the chair and sat back. It's a bit boring to wait. This girl, how could I steal her? Even if she didn't say it, she hated it. I shattered her worldview and then I declared I want her to be mine. Of course, all of it took a toll on her. No wonder she fell asleep, adding to that her previous exhaustion.
Haa. I should let her be for now. Let her think about things. But what if she started basing it on her knowledge again? Ah. I'll keep talking to her. Right. I'll have her get used to thinking.
I was about to doze off to sleep when I heard the Infirmary door opening. Someone came. The footsteps rang closer and closer. Maybe because she didn't see anyone, the newcomer's voice called out.
"Is someone here?"
This voice…
"Haruko."
Hearing my voice from the enclosed space, the newcomer opened it. She smiled upon seeing me before being surprised at the girl sleeping on the bed.
"There you are! And… Oh!"
"What are you doing here, Haruko?"
She walked in and closed this space again. Not minding the girl that was currently sleeping. 𝓝𝑶𝑽𝔢𝗅𝗎𝓈𝐛.𝑐𝐎𝓂
"Don't be like that, Ruki. I went to your class and they said you're here."
"I see. Then why are you looking for me?"
"I missed you? You didn't come yesterday, so…"
"Ah I forgot to message you. I got busy. I planned to come today."
Haruko walked up to me and settled herself on my lap without asking me. Her arms circled around my neck.
This girl. She really wanted to be spoiled by me.
"Well, I'm here now, silly. I've wanted to see you since this morning. Luckily our 7th period became self study so I went to your class and found out you're here."
"Who told you?"
I didn't call out her act of sitting on my lap, I guess I owe her from yesterday, so this is fine. I kinda miss her too.
When she felt my arm wrapping around her waist, she smiled wider and snuggled herself closer.
"Ayase told me"
Ah. Rindou. What would she think about this? She knew I only met Haruko for the first time last Friday.
"What? Won't she be suspicious of us?"
Haruko then giggled upon hearing my question.
"I lied, silly. I went there and asked for her. Then that girl, she mentioned you by herself."
"I see. You're back at teasing me, eh?"
This girl. She used to ask for me in class before as well. Every chance she can get, she will ask me to come with her to the Student Council Room. Of course, I rejected most of the time. But she kept on doing it again and again until everyone in my class already got used to her. The boys that were jealous at first eventually thanked me since they can catch a glimpse of the President. They don't know we were having an intimate kind of relationship, they only thought I'm a junior Student Council Member that she's fond of ordering.
"I just missed you. I heard about Aoi, Ria and Yaeko. You took them back in. I'm kind of jealous."
"Why?"
"You told them your desire doesn't matter anymore. You'll still want them even without it."
"I see. It's the same for you, you know? I realized things, it's just, I met you at the Book Club first before realizing it."
Right. When I went to her club back then, that's just after I realized how special Akane is to me. And we haven't met at all since then. Only now when she actively sought me out.
"Too late, I already love those girls and I'm still set at satisfying your desire."
"And I'm thankful for that Haruko. You're the only one who wanted to steal me from this desire but then you did this instead. You really satisfied this desire of mine."
Haruko started kissing me when she heard that. Not minding the sleeping girl at the side.
Well, Fujii is sleeping peacefully. She'll be shocked if she suddenly wakes up and finds us being this intimate just next to her. And that after I told her I want to steal her.
"Then compensate me."
"How?"
She broke our kiss off. The saliva trail made from our passionate kiss didn't get cut off though. Then her finger traced my lips before she spoke of what she wanted.
"Once a week, let me stay at your house."
"Err. Alright."
I'll ask Akane. That silly girl won't be that against it. Or will she? But Haruko really did a lot for me. Once a week isn't that bad, right?
"Eh? You agreed easily."
"What can I do? I'm really thankful for you. You will even get Rindou for me."
"What about Shimizu?"
"Well, she's still the special one. That's one of the things I can't change. Even if you stay at my house, I'll still sleep with her at our bed throughout the night."
Haruko pouted from my answer. But yeah, that's what will happen. I can't neglect that silly girl just because Haruko is there.
"You're really unfair, Ruki."
"Why? I can slip out though. If it's only for a few minutes then it's fine. Just that I will go back to our room."
Her eyes brightened a bit from that. I guess she resigned herself to be satisfied with that.
"Idiot. Haa. I don't care anymore. Then I will be staying at your house soon."
"Yes. Tell me when then we can go home together."
"You changed but you're still this bad."
"Ah. I know. But you're all mine. I'm taking responsibility for all of you who stayed."
Her pout is still there but her kiss started raining down on me again. She pulled my arm and put it on her butt, asking me to grope it.
"Idiot. I love you."
"Your girls will be hurt if they hear you."
"They're not here so… I love you, silly."
"Let me spoil you then."
My hands that were on her butt tightened their grasp. That made Haruko moan out a little.
Our kisses went back to a passionate one. Our saliva continued being exchanged. Her lips that were pouting earlier were sucked by me until they turned red even without a lipstick.
"Uhm…"
Fujii who was sleeping suddenly turned around. Her eyes were still closed. We're safe. But Haruko. I want her now.
"Let's move to the next bed."
"You silly, you want to do me here?"
"Well, you can feel it, Haruko."
"Later, Ruki. I have to go back now."
Ah this girl. Did she come here just to leave me hanging like this?
"Why?"
"Don't pout like that. I have to prepare the room for Ayase."
Ah. Right. There's that thing with Rindou. Now is the time to ask her entry for that club next door.
"You're right. I can't go from your club. I'll ask for the situation from the Poem Appreciation Club."
"Alright, I'll tell Hime and Mina about it. They'll accompany you there."
"What about the other three?"
"What? Do you want to meet them too? They'll be with me in that room."
Those three. I still don't know what they look like or even their name. She's probably waiting for me to steal Hime and Mina first before she introduces them. Or she wants it to happen naturally. Like meeting them somewhere in this school.
"I see. Then I'll stay with Himeko and Mina."
"You can work on them in there."
"This girl. You really want me to steal them from you."
"Of course, then we will serve you together. Isn't that exciting?"
Haruko giggled at her plan. She even smiled beautifully while thinking that. She's serious.
"You've turned into this kind of pervert."
"Says the guy who turned me into this kind of pervert."
"Right, right. See you later then."
"Yes. See you later, silly."
She gave me one last kiss before she stood up from my lap. I noticed the wet spot she left on my pants. She also got horny but her priority is that. To satisfy my desire. This girl.
After Haruko left, I saw Fujii's eyes were wide open, staring at me.
Eh? Was she awake since earlier?
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Chapter 68: Agreements
"That senpai. Is she your girlfriend?"
"No. But she's mine."
With my answer, she once again became confused. She really was awake. I wonder at which point.
"I can't understand. Is she your slave?
"No. Why slave?"
"You said she's yours. Only a slave can be owned."
"That's your knowledge again. You can't have a slave nowadays. It's already abolished."
What I said was right. She once again relied on her knowledge.
"Then tell me."
"You'll be like her if you let me steal you. You'll be mine"
"W-what? So that's it."
"Yes. You understand, right?"
She averted her gaze again but she still answered me.
"Yes… But why do you want to steal me?
"Because I want you Fujii."
"I don't know what to answer. That senpai said she loves you but you didn't say you love her too."
"There's a reason for that, you'll understand when you let me steal you."
I won't be able to progress further on her today, I guess I'll stop now. She already knew I wanted her. That's enough for now.
"I'm thankful to you Onoda. But wanting to steal me--"
"You don't need to say it. I know. I conveyed my motive for helping you, that's enough for now."
"We can be friends but…"
"Friend isn't enough. My mind won't change Fujii. Remember that. Forget it for now, how are you feeling?"
Yeah. This isn't going anywhere so I better stop. The class will soon end so I guess she's also fine to go back now.
"Okay… I feel better now. Thank you."
"Then do you want to go back to class or wait until it ends here?"
"W-wait here."
"But we both need to change back to our uniforms."
Right. We're still in our PE attire. We can go home like this but well, it's full of our sweat that it's starting to stink.
"R-right. Then 10 minutes before."
"Okay. What do you want to do for the remaining time?"
There's still 30 minutes before the bell rings. So, 20 minutes more that we need to wait here. I've already given up on compelling her to be mine. It won't get through no matter what. So it all depends on what she wants to do to pass the time..
"I don't know. Time like this where I don't read something is rare."
"I see, you should put time like this on your schedule. You'll burn out if you keep reading and then you'll be back at relying only on your knowledge again."
"I will try."
"If you need someone to accompany you like this, don't hesitate to tell me."
Her averted gaze finally turned back to me. I don't know what she's thinking but yeah, I know it's still far from letting me steal her. Her life all this time was based on her knowledge. What I wanted was a foreign thing for her. Her fantasized romance was even too simple and she wanted that to happen when she becomes an adult.
"Thank you. What you've written back then, now that I am starting to think, it had literary value but no one will like to read that."
"I see. Someone said it's too perverted as well. I guess I'm not fit for the club."
"No, you are. Just that, you should expand your knowledge about things apart from those s-shameless things."
"Err. You're right. I should. But I'm too busy."
This knowledge freak had just given me a wake up call. My knowledge bank really is only full of how to steal a girl. Apart from that, I'm clueless. What to do? My hands are full with my targets.
"Put it on your schedule too. Like how you advised, I can help you."
"I'll try it then. If it means I can have time with you."
"No. You're not allowed to think about shameless things during it…"
"Unfair."
Fujii sat up and turned her body to me. We're now staring face to face unlike earlier where she only turned her head to look at me.
"O-on my schedule to have leisure time like this, you can accompany me."
"Does that mean I can be shameless with you?"
"N-no. But I'll try to understand that thing you told me. 'Why you want to steal me and be yours'."
"Ah. I guess that's enough. Then we have an agreement."
She nodded, fixed her glasses then smiled. This girl. She's really igniting my desire to have her as mine.
And just like that we spent the last 20 minutes finalizing our agreement. Once a week, we will meet where she will help me gain more knowledge. After that I will accompany her and have her try to understand my desire to have her. Surprisingly she had Messsenger installed on her phone. I guess she's really sociable just that she relies too much on her knowledge. She told me she'll message me when we get our phone back.
She didn't mention Haruko again. I don't know what she thinks of her but yeah, it's fine if she doesn't mention it. Saves me the trouble to explain more.
Before we left the infirmary, the school nurse, Ms. Hayashi, finally came back. She just nodded at us and proceeded to prepare her things. I asked her for an excuse form and she gave it easily. I didn't find anything wrong with her. Maybe this is her personality? She will always leave and come back on her own whim. But that's too irresponsible, being the school nurse and all.
Fujii and I separated when we reached the School Building since the changing rooms for girls and boys were located in opposite directions, a precaution against possible peeping toms.
After changing back to my uniform, I waited for the bell before I went back to our classroom to get my bag.
When the trio saw me, Sakuma as always had that smile on his face like he smelled a gossip from me.
"Onoda. That girl from Class 4. Did you really stay with her all this time?"
"Of course, I feel responsible for why she collapsed."
"But you could leave her to the school nurse though."
"She left after she gave the medicine for her and left me with instruction to watch out for the girl."
Ms. Hayashi didn't leave an instruction like that but it's convenient to use her sudden disappearance as an excuse.
Even if Satsuki wasn't saying anything and pretended to be busy cleaning up her desk, I know she's listening to our conversation. She's even purposely slowing down.
"Uhm. I'll go first. See you tomorrow."
Rindou who finished packing up stood up immediately. I don't know if she heard but it seems like she's not concerned about me staying with Fujii until the end of class.
Ah. She's the one who passed me that ball, maybe she also felt responsible even for a bit. And she's currently excited to come to their club to report to Haruko about the book she finished.
After not getting any good answers from me, Sakuma also left for his club. Soon the number of students inside the classroom dwindled to just the few of us left. Satsuki included.
She's really waiting for us to be left alone.
This girl.
Before the last student left the classroom, I pretended to leave first just to avoid suspicion that we're waiting on each other.
I went back inside right after that student left and saw Satsuki still there. She's already prepared to go to her club but she's waiting for me.
"What is it, Satsuki?"
"Sakuma, he said he'll tell me something next week."
Eh? Finally he made his move. But next week, really? Why not today? He's stalling for time again.
"You think he'll confess?"
"Yes. What should I do?"
"Isn't that what you wish for?"
"Idiot. I want to know what you think."
Ah. She thought I would be against it in the end. What will happen if I told her I'm going to change my mind about her dating Sakuma? Ah. No. For now, I want to grant her wish. Since the start, when she approached me, that was her original goal. I only inserted myself and in the end I claimed her as mine.
"If my Satsuki will be happy then I'm not against it." 𝗇𝑶𝒱𝐞𝑙𝑢𝗌𝗯.𝓬𝞸𝗆
"You won't stop me?"
"I told you, I'll help you date him. Now that the chance is here, are you having doubts?"
"You're more of an idiot than him. See you tomorrow."
Leaving those words, Satsuki turned to the door. I saw the expression on her face, it's indescribable.
Seeing her leaving figure like that, my body moved on its own. It chased after her and hugged her from behind.
What's this? I don't know what happened. Why did I chase after her?
Since I hugged her, Satsuki stopped her tracks and remained standing here, with me embracing her.
"What are you doing?"
"My body moved on its own."
"Idiot. You need to be honest to yourself too, Ruki."
"What do you mean?"
Satsuki turned her body around to face me again, and without saying anything, she kissed me.
It lasted for a minute before she broke it off.
"You need to realize it yourself, idiot."
"You're right…"
Why did I suddenly do that? Stopping her. Even if I said my body moved on its own, it's still me. I just don't know the reason why I did that.
"I'll listen to what Sakuma will say next week."
"I see. Then your wish, it will finally be granted."
Satsuki didn't say anything about accepting him if he ever confesses, she only said that she will listen. What does that mean?
"Come to my house again this Sunday. I'll tell you about that thing between Sakuma and me."
"Alright. I'll be there."
"Hey, can you give me a kiss again? Make me feel I'm yours."
"You're always honest now. You know you're mine Satsuki."
Even with the risk of someone going back to the classroom, I tiptoed to reach her lips. Planting a kiss on it, I made her feel how I want her using my lips and tongue. Even if Sakuma confesses to her. Even if she loves him, Satsuki is mine. I won't hand her to him. I'm just fulfilling the promise I made.
"It's you who told me to be honest with you."
"Right."
"But really, Ruki, you need to be honest as well. Or maybe you just still don't realize it."
"I'm already honest. What do you mean?"
Hearing my question, Satsuki just shook her head. She didn't say anything more. What should I realize? I don't know.
Haa. I should ask Akane. That silly girl understands me better than myself. I got curious but Satsuki won't tell me that thing I should be honest with.
After that, we said goodbye to each other. She's headed for her club practice while I made my way to the Poem Appreciation Club.
After knocking three times, the door opened and Himeko and Mina's figures greeted me.
"You really came."
Himeko said, a blush on her face. Probably remembering that thing yesterday when I kissed her.
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Chapter 69: A Greedy and Stupid Guy (1)
The clubroom was surprisingly normal. Well, what should I say? There were something like scrolls pasted on its walls containing poems. Maybe written by the members or from popular poets.
Ah. I see.
The room was cut in half. Upon entering the door, you'll be met by a wall on your right that's filled with excerpts and poems to live up to the name of the club.
Of course, behind that wall is the room connected to the Book Club. But yeah, that room only took half of that walled space. So there's another room apart from it. Maybe they made it look like a storage room or something. I'll look at it later and maybe peek inside that other room as well.
Apart from Himeko and Mina, no one else was here. Like Haruko told me, the other 3 were with her.
There's a long table like the one from the Literature Club and there are chairs around it.
Himeko led me to a corner with a low round table surrounded by pin cushions. There's a teapot in the middle.
I sat at one of the cushions while the other two positioned themselves on the left and right side.
Mina who's silent since earlier reached for the teapot to check its contents. She raised it up. From how easy it was to raise, it's empty. She turned red from realizing that which made her stand up hurriedly to prepare tea leaving Himeko and me alone.
"Uhm. Haru, she told us you'll come but didn't tell us what to do."
"Well, just do what you want to. I'm here to observe what's happening there, but Haruko told me to accompany you two."
Himeko couldn't look at me directly. Scared? What happened yesterday made her more scared of me?
I only kissed her and she even told me that she won't let me steal her away from Haruko. What happened to her bravery?
"O-onoda-kun, what you did yesterday…"
"Ah. Did that kiss make you conscious of me, by chance?"
"N-no! Haru asked me if you did something and I told her you did that."
"Then, what did she say?"
Ah. Maybe Haruko already predicted I will do that. These girls of mine, somehow they know more about me than what I realized. Even Satsuki and Kana are like that.
"She asked me what I thought about it."
"What did you answer?"
"It's gentle…"
"I thought you would answer her with the same words you told me."
She was cute yesterday. She shouted how she wouldn't let me steal her. But to think that's what she really thought of it.
"If it's Haru, I can't lie."
"Ah. So that's what you felt about the kiss. I'm moved, Himeko."
"It's only that, no other meaning. I still hated it."
"We can redo it, Himeko. This time, properly. I'll let you feel how I want you, just like how I feel about Haruko."
Hearing what I said, Himeko blushed more and she somehow pulled away from me.
I have many girls igniting my desire but it doesn't show any signs of being enough.
"No. Mina is here."
"She can watch. Soon I will also steal her so it doesn't matter."
I heard a clanking of the teapot from a distance, Mina is listening on our conversation.
"W-why are you like this? Boys in my class are not like you. If they like someone, they devote themselves to that someone."
"Huh? That's where you're wrong. Every guy has his own fantasy and it's not just on one girl. They fantasize about each and every girl they feel attracted to. The difference between us is they keep it to themselves while I follow what my desire wants."
Right. There's no way a guy will only look at one girl. Even if they only devoted themselves to one, they fantasize about other girls in their head.
"Your desire again..."
"Yes. I can't put a stop to this so here I am."
"You're just too greedy."
"Maybe I am. But I'm being honest here. If someone ignites this desire, I will want to steal her and make her mine."
Slowly, Himeko settled back to her seat. She's slowly getting comfortable talking to me. But our topic went back to this. Maybe she wanted to understand my desire. Even I don't fully understand it. Well, I'll let her try.
"But we like someone else, it's Haru, you can't force us to be yours just because you want to."
"You're right. That's why I'm working hard to steal you.
"Haru, she let us fall in love with her and she also loves us back. But you, you only want to steal us and not our love. That's twisted."
"Haruko loves me, right? And I accepted it. Maybe before, I won't. However, I don't mind if you also fall for me now. Maybe that's what I need to do to steal you."
Accepting their love. It's a form of progress on my side and I didn't feel any rejection from my desire when I did that. Akane, Aoi, Ria, Yae and Haruko. They expressed their love towards me and it made me comfortable when I accepted it.
"I don't understand. Why can't you love Haru like how she loves you? We're actually jealous of that. Even if you don't love her, she's doing everything for you."
"We're back here again. I really can't feel that emotion. But I care for her, she's mine. I take responsibility to the girls I steal. If they want to be cut off from me, I will let them."
"You're weird. Too weird. I may be an introvert but, what you just described is also a definition of love."
"Really? But I can't feel it."
I can't really be sure. What is love? Why can't I feel it? Why was it replaced by this desire? Was it really replaced or I just forgot how to because I was consumed with satisfying this desire?
"No. You just don't realize it."
"No. If what you're saying is true, then doesn't that mean I'm falling for all the girls who ignited my desire? That's absurd, right? This is just my desire to steal you. What happens after that is me taking responsibility."
"You're hopeless Onoda-kun. You need to think it through. Why do you take responsibility after you steal them? Can't you just throw them away?"
"No. That's irresponsible. I'm done doing that."
That's what I did before. And look at what happened. I hurt a lot of them, even those who fell for me.
"Then how do you steal before?"
"By any means. Even if it's despicable."
"What about now? Are you doing the same thing?"
"I try not to but my means are still despicable."
Eh? What's this? Am I getting a lecture now? No. This girl. She's still trying to understand my desire.
"Can I say something?"
"Go on, Mina." 𝗇𝑶𝒱𝐞𝑙𝑢𝗌𝗯.𝓬𝞸𝗆
Himeko told Mina who just finished making tea. She's listening on our conversation and now she had something to say. Or maybe ask me like what Himeko did? To understand my desire
"Onoda-kun. You want to steal us right?"
"Yes."
"What's the reason?"
"Because you ignited my desire."
As I thought. She also wants to ask about that. But her voice, it sounded clear and not shy at all.
"What's that desire?"
"Honestly, I don't know what it is anymore. It changed a lot."
"Then let me change my question. What do you feel about us?"
"I want you both to be mine. Along with Haruko and the other girls."
Hearing that, Himeko and Mina look at each other. Looks like they're communicating telepathically but I guess they can understand each other just by staring.
"You're a greedy man Onoda-kun."
"I guess I am."
"So if you steal us and we told you we don't want to see you again, what will you do?"
"I will respect your decision. By stealing you, you already satisfied my desire. What comes after that is me taking responsibility for stealing you."
I'm back at answering this kind of question. I guess this will always be asked by those in doubt.
"I see. Thank you for answering, Onoda-kun."
"What do you think, Mina?"
"We shouldn't let him hear it, this guy better realize it by himself."
"Eh? What are you two talking about?"
Huh? What happened? Why does it look like they understood something about me but they won't tell me about it?
"Here, drink a tea. I'll leave you two and see the situation there."
"Where?"
"That room, of course."
After putting down a cup full of newly brewed tea for both Himeko and me, Mina stood up and walked towards the door leading to the walled space.
"I see. Can I join?"
"No, stay here with Hime."
"You're stupid Onoda-kun. Now I also feel stupid for being scared of you."
"Eh? What really happened? Why can't I understand?"
Himeko, her tone also changed. It's like she's now above me. What the hell happened? Ah. They really did understand something and they're acting like I'm a dense guy who couldn't understand it.
"Because you're stupid."
"You girls…"
"Won't you steal me?"
"How can I when you both act mysteriously like this?"
Now, I'm getting confused but they won't tell me about it. Haa.
"Then all that talk about your desire only amount to this."
"Huh?"
"I'm calling you weak, Onoda-kun."
"What's with this sudden reverse in attitude?"
I'm really getting looked down by Himeko. This former introvert who's just blushing earlier when we're talking about that kiss.
"Because you're stupid. Being scared of you, it's laughable."
"This girl. Are you challenging me?"
"Yes! To think Haruko will love you more than us. I also feel stupid. We'll beat you! You won't be able to steal any of us. And we will steal Haru from you!"
I stood up and pushed her down where she sat. I don't feel like answering anymore. This feeling of getting looked down on. I feel like I'm too stupid.
Ah. Damn. I'm also calling myself as stupid. I really am stupid.
"S-so, you can only be forceful. You can't steal me this way. Maaya is stronger than you."
"But you're trembling Himeko."
She said that but the moment I pushed her down, she started trembling, even her voice. She's just acting tough.
"I…"
"I want you. Even if you laugh. Even if you call me weak or stupid. I don't care. You're igniting my desire. I'm all set to steal you."
I really don't care what they think about me. But yeah, the way she looked earlier. I got agitated which led me to push her down.
"You're just a stupid guy. If you don't realize things…"
"I will realize those. But right now, I'm focusing on you."
No matter what that was. What Satsuki said I have to realize or the things Himeko said I need to realize, all of it was put at the back of my mind. My mind was focused on this girl. This is really stupid.
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Chapter 70: A Greedy and Stupid Guy (2)
"No. You can't just cut your focus like that. Don't put it at the back of your mind."
"I'm sorry but right now, my mind is full of you. Himeko. Can't you feel how I want you?" 𝑛𝒪𝐯ℯ𝓛𝔲𝐒𝒷.𝗰𝞸𝓂
I reached for her hands and grabbed it. She's below me and she looks defenceless but she's steeling herself to meet my gaze.
"Even if you want me, I'm only for Haru. You, you're just our rival."
"Then continue seeing me as that. I still want you."
"You're really hopeless."
"I am. So Himeko. Can I steal you?"
I know that I'm hopeless. I'm always this hopeless when it comes to my desire. I stood up from her and pulled her up. This time I put her in my embrace. Her body is resisting but she can't overpower my arms. I'm really being forceful here. Just like earlier.
"T-try if you can. This is what Haruko wished for. But if you can't steal me, it will be just your own fault."
"You're right. It will prove my incompetence if I fail. Hey, Himeko."
Her arms started hitting my chest when she couldn't get out of my embrace. Her scent once again filled my nose. Her sweet scent, it's igniting more of my desire.
"What?"
"I may be focusing on satisfying this desire. But wanting you to be mine. It's genuine. Even right now, my desire is getting filled up. Holding you like this, feeling your warmth. It's satisfying."
"I see. You're just a pervert."
"Maybe. But only to those like you. Someone who ignited this desire."
She soon stopped hitting me, maybe she became tired or she had just given up when I hugged her this tight.
"So what are you waiting for? How will you steal me?"
"Let's see. You love Haruko, right?"
"Yes."
"Haruko, when I first saw her, she's struggling to keep up from being the Student Council President."
Himeko looked up when I started talking about Haruko. Right. I suddenly remembered her. This girl and the other four love Haruko so much that they want to beat me to have Haruko's love all to themselves.
"Why are you telling me this?"
"I don't know. I'm admiring of your love towards Haruko. I want you to know what I think of her."
I loosened up my hold on her, it's already enough. If she still wants to separate from me, I won't stop her anymore.
"But you won't steal me this way."
"Maybe. I'm already quite satisfied hugging you like this. If you kiss me maybe I will be more satisfied."
I stared at her eyes, she's blushing again. This girl. I really want to steal those lips again but I guess I'll refrain for now. I'm really satisfied just having her in my arms.
"You're really weird, stupid and surprisingly gentle. Ah but you're forceful too, you forcefully hug me like this."
"Right. You know, Haruko also told me those words you just said. But yeah I don't think about the meaning of those before. Since I was only focused on stealing her and satisfying my desire at that time."
Himeko's stiff body was slowly loosening up. She's starting to get comfortable being this close to me.
"What was she like? When we met her, she pulled us out of our shell."
"I don't really remember that much. I was much more different back then. Haruko, she's too thoughtful. She will work herself until she's dead tired for the betterment of the student body. Being the Student Council President, she worked harder than anyone."
Himeko stopped talking. She's waiting for my next words and didn't notice her whole body already leaning to me. This girl truly loves Haruko.
"When I saw her like that, I wanted to help her relax. Well, my intention back then was to steal her from her boyfriend so I did everything to be recognized by her."
"After that, her smile that seemed fake at first turned back to genuine ones. Ah. Why am I only remembering this now? Right. That was after I stole her. Whenever she's stressed out from her work, I will be there beside her. Well, mostly we'll have sex but there were times where we will just cuddle like what we're doing right now. She will then fall asleep like that and I will watch over her until she wakes up."
Weird. These memories. It suddenly resurfaced when I thought about the Haruko from back in middle school.
"You. You're really stupid. That sounds like someone in love with the other person. Don't you realize it?"
"Eh? No. That's just me making sure she's comfortable. I stole her and I forbid her to be intimate with her boyfriend so I took his place comforting her. Well, I don't know if he was comforting her before I appeared."
Then after that, she made sure I will always be by her side. But she couldn't stop me. Whenever I went to see her again after escaping for a few days, Haruko would look like she's stressed out again and that cycle continued until she graduated.
"I understand now why she loves you more than us. You stupid guy. Start realizing things you can't. Maybe it's not just Haruko waiting for that."
"I told you. I will soon. But right now, I'm focused on you, Himeko."
Haa. If it's that easy to realize those things they're talking about, I would already.
"Stupid Onoda. Your priorities are twisted."
"Sorry. This is how I really am."
Himeko kept on staring at me and I did the same. I slowly tightened my arms that were embracing her then I pulled it up to raise her face to where I could reach.
I'm just talking about Haruko earlier and now my desire is telling me to take this girl in my arms. Haa. I'm still a slave for it. I couldn't stop.
"Will you really make me yours?"
"Yes."
"You know, I'm the firstborn of the Itou Family. Have you heard of it? The expectations they had for me, I failed. I succumbed to the pressure so I became an introvert. Maaya, she's now shouldering what's supposed to be mine. And I feel really sorry for her but I couldn't do anything."
"I see. So being a rich family's daughter can also be a burden."
Himeko started talking about herself. Right. I want her but I don't know a lot about her. Even Mina. Normally I would ask them but now, Himeko is telling me this by herself.
"That's because I'm weak. If not for Haru, I would still be the same girl cowering from the pressure of my family name."
"Haruko is like that. She couldn't abandon anyone. There was once a bullied student back then that she helped even if she only chanced upon it. After getting back to the Student Council Room, she started investigating. That student's gratitude towards her is unforgettable."
"You know, Haru said she's who she is right now because of you."
"I don't know about that, honestly."
I kept getting reminded about how narrow my view was back then.
"But when she said that, she's smiling and she's clearly thinking about you."
"That girl…"
Himeko reached her hand to mine and held it.
"To think that this stupid guy made the Haru I love to who she is right now. I guess you're not just some stupid guy."
"I am stupid, dumb and every word that has the same meaning as that."
"So, how will you steal me now?"
"Can I kiss you?"
Himeko shook her head. Instead of answering, she reached her hands to my neck and pulled my face close to hers.
She then pushed her head forward, putting her lips over mine.
She's the one who kissed me, not the other way around. I responded to her kiss and pulled her closer. Soon her tongue also moved, turning our kiss to a more intimate one. She's already experienced at kissing intimately like this. There were times when she will let me suck her tongue and then she will do the same to mine. We kept gulping down our mixed saliva when it started to overflow. Then after a few minutes, when we were about to run out of breath, we ended the kiss.
"I understand now what Haru really wanted. She wanted us to be yours as well. That way she won't feel guilty towards us because we will never be higher than you in her heart."
"I see. That girl, she only said she's gifting you to me but in fact, she just doesn't want to let any of you go."
"Yes. We're afraid that with your appearance she will stop loving us and will soon let us to ourselves, to set our own path. That's why we're opposed to being stolen by you. I might be accepting of it now, but the others, you have to let them understand it like how you let me understand it."
"Did this mean I can steal you now?"
Himeko smiled before hitting me cutely with her powerless fist on my chest.
"You're really stupid. Yes. Maybe I can change too if I become yours. I want to be stronger to lift the pressure from my sister. But Haru is still the one I love, not you, greedy and stupid guy."
"I don't know if I have that power though. As long as you're mine, I will treat you the same as Haruko and the other girls."
"You're really greedy but I guess Haru inherited that greediness of yours. She got 7 of us. I bet you have more."
"Err… maybe?"
"Stupid guy. Don't forget to realize the things you put at the back of your mind."
Then a cough sounded from behind us. Mina was standing there watching us cuddling each other.
"Hime, you've fallen. Ah. You. Haruko wants you to go there."
She looked at Himeko first before she said the last sentence to me.
"Ah. It's not like that Mina."
"I've seen everything. You don't need to make excuses."
Himeko blushed and stood up to get away from me. This girl. She was already caught red-handed but she's still denying it. At least she's now letting me steal her. Mina should be next but I am being called by Haruko. I wonder what happened?
"Let's go. Come with us Himeko."
I pulled her hand and we both followed the sighing Mina into the walled space.
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Chapter 71: The Girl who Wants to be Mine
What welcomed us on that walled space were boxes of papers. It's really a storage room but they probably hid something here. Even the door to that soundproofed room was covered by something; a huge scroll with numerous poems written on it.
Mina lifted the scroll and it revealed a door. This was where they entered last Friday.
She put her hand on the door and turned it.
"Only you can enter. Hime should wait with me here."
"Alright."
I squeezed Himeko's hand before releasing it. I've already gotten an initial hold on her. Sooner or later I will have her as mine.
Mina opened the door and three girls appeared from it.
Ah. These three. They're the other lovers of Haruko. By their uniforms, two are 3rd years and one 2nd year like Mina and Himeko. They don't look like introverts now, Haruko already opened them up more than Mina and Himeko. Maybe that's why she didn't introduce them to me.
The three only gave me a passing glance with a hint of hostility before continuing to pass by and moved to their clubroom.
Ah. I really am hated by them.
"Since they don't want to be introduced to you, you should stop looking at them now."
Mina said when she saw me looking at their backs.
"Right. Well then, see you two later."
"Yes."
"Don't bother."
Err. Now they have different responses to me. I pulled Himeko for another kiss before I stepped inside. They will probably ask her what changed her mind.
"You're here."
Haruko smiled when she saw me enter. Rindou was on the bed, unconscious.
"What happened here?"
"It's a failure, Ruki. This girl. I can't make her fall."
Ah. Too bad. So is it impossible to get Rindou for me? Right now, the thought of her falling for Haruko made my desire ignite for her but if she won't fall, what will happen? Will I still want Rindou to be mine?
"I see. What's the reason?"
"As if you don't know, you silly. She's clearly fallen for you. Won't you at least give her a chance?"
Right. It's like that. How did she fall for me when I only helped her in having a conversation?
"You know my desire, Haruko."
"But it changed, right? What do you think about Ayase?"
Let's see. She's the cute introverted girl on my left. The way she tried to talk to me even if it's taking all her courage was admirable. I want to see her brighten up and start coming out of her shell she built for herself. I actually don't know what really made her like that but maybe I actually want to know.
"I kind of want to see her cast off that gloom surrounding her."
"I see. You silly, you asked for my help but in fact, it's only you who can do that."
"But my desire."
"I'll satisfy that desire of yours, just give this girl a chance."
Haruko...
I looked at Rindou. Her uniform was a bit disheveled and her face was red. I don't know what they've done to her before I came in. She looked erotic enough to look at.
I sat on the side of the bed and stroked her face. When Rindou felt that, her eyelids fluttered. She's a bit sensitive to my touch.
Haruko was watching at the side with an interesting expression on her face.
"Ayase got it good, you already changed enough that even without thinking of stealing her, she was put into your eyes. Do you still not realize it? You asked me to make her fall, which meant you want her to be yours."
Ah. Was that it? Do I really want Rindou to be mine? I was just speeding up the process, right? Instead of her looking for a guy, I'd rather let Haruko take her. But yeah, my desire already changed.
I continued stroking Rindou's face, it's soft and smooth. Then I moved to her hair and brushed it with my fingers.
"Maybe you're right. I put her through this because I want her. Haruko, I did something wrong again, right?"
"You silly, it just meant that that was probably another side of your desire. It's not just about stealing someone from another now."
"But it's still like that. Just yesterday, a distant relative arrived and I already wanted to steal her from her husband."
"You don't have to think too hard about it. Just follow what your desire tells you. Tell me, do you want Ayase?"
Rindou's face was peaceful right now. She's feeling comfortable from my touch.
"I do."
"Then make her yours."
"No. She might not like it. She doesn't know about my true nature."
"You can tell her about it at your own pace. Alright. You can open your eyes now, Ayase."
Eh? She's awake all this time? What's this? Even earlier, I failed to notice that Fujii was awake. Are my senses turning dull? Or I was just too focused on Haruko?
Hearing what Haruko said, Rindou's closed eyes opened instantly, her head then turned to face me.
Ah. I really got tricked by them. Is this Haruko's way of helping Rindou?
"O-onoda."
"You heard?"
She nodded and then she looked towards Haruko.
"Thank you, Kojima-senpai."
"I told you to call me Haru-senpai. You don't need to thank me, I'm doing this for that silly guy beside you."
This Haruko, she always surprises me. How can I reward her? Ah. Maybe soon, when she stays at my house.
"I love you Onoda, uhm no, Ruki."
"I know. I may be a bit dense but I've already been told by those who noticed."
"Haru-senpai told me things about you."
"You must've been shocked, right?" 𝑛𝒪𝐯ℯ𝓛𝔲𝐒𝒷.𝗰𝞸𝓂
She nodded but she didn't avert her gaze. She's still looking at me with the same eyes she always has towards me. Glittering brightly.
"Uhm... I already thought of this possibility. There's no way only I can see you as someone special. The more I see you, the more special you become. I keep falling deeper for you."
"You can speak out for yourself now Rindou, ah Ayase. I'm glad."
Yes. All the gloom she had was gone now. It's totally different than when I first saw her.
She blushed further when I corrected my way of calling her.
"It's because of you, Ruki. No one bothered talking to me when I couldn't hold a conversation like how you did before."
"Eh? Am I a bother?"
"Uhm no, I meant it in a good way."
"I see. Truthfully, my motive for talking to you was impure."
My original idea was to have her open up so she can have the courage to date someone. That was truly impure. Or not?
"Nonetheless, it came out as positive for me."
"Should I leave the room for you two?"
Haruko butt in on our conversation. She's really considerate of Ayase.
"No, Haru-senpai. Stay here with us."
"If I stay, I will cling to that guy. You see, I want to be spoiled by him right now."
"E-eh?"
"I love him maybe more than how much you love him."
I also might want to spoil Haruko if she stayed. That time in the infirmary earlier made me want her but it was cut off. Ah.
"T-then stay here Haru-senpai."
"Don't you want to be alone with him?"
Ayase probably thought it's better to have Haruko here. Even if she has already decided, she still has some misgivings she wasn't aware of.
"I do. But…"
"I see. You still don't know what to do in this situation."
"Y-yes."
"Here, let me teach you."
After saying that, Haruko closed in on us and turned my head to face her.
Right in front of Ayase, Haruko kissed me intimately. My hand circled around her waist unconsciously and pulled her closer.
Ayase looked on us closely, her hands covered her eyes but her fingers were wide open.
Slowly, Haruko once again settled on my lap. She occasionally looked at Ayase's reactions. After a while, she broke it off again.
"Your turn, Ayase."
"I-I can't do that yet."
"Then do you want Ruki to kiss you?"
"Uhm. Y-yes."
Eh? That book is dangerous. It made Ayase this proactive. But yeah, this is great. Somehow, she already got out of her shell, even if it's only in front of us for now.
"You heard the girl. Don't pout like that, you silly, we'll do more later."
"Sorry, Ayase. I'll ask again. Do you really want to be mine?"
Am I pouting? I don't know. Haruko keeps on getting me excited then she'll cut it off. Now I don't know if I wanted to punish or reward her.
I looked back to Ayase and saw her staring at me.
"Y-yes."
"Are you sure? You can still back out."
"N-no one can replace you."
"I see. Then Ayase, I'll make you mine. If you hate it, you're free to go, okay? I helped you with this impure motive of eventually stealing you as mine, you should think it through."
I stared intently into her eyes to convey that what I'm saying is serious. I don't want her to make a hasty decision. Like with Nikaido. Ah. That girl as well. I have to deal with her soon. Though she's a bit different from Ayase, she expressed her desire to be stolen by me.
"I've already decided. You see, I can see you as the alpha male in a pride of lions, Ruki. The lionesses don't mind it even if they're many and they know you're treating them equally. I want in. No. Take me in."
"I see, so that's how you see me. Maybe you're right. I'll take care of all of you. But if any of you want to get out, don't hesitate to tell me. You might feel uncomfortable in the future since I will keep adding new ones."
Do I treat them equally? I don't know. Akane is the most special and whenever I'm with someone, I focus on her. Treating her as someone special to me.
"You're still on that, this silly guy. Stop that thought of me leaving you. Just you wait. I will let you feel how much I love you again later but first, focus on Ayase."
"Y-yes, focus on me, Ruki. Will you take me in?"
Haruko stood up from my lap giving me the freedom to go to Ayase. This girl is currently giving her all for me to look at her. To make her mine
Her body seemingly shrunk when I went on top of her but she kept her eyes on me. With that determined eyes, I surrendered.
"Ayase…"
"Un…"
She then stretched her arm, welcoming me. I put my hands on hers, crossing our fingers, pinning it just next to her head. She turned her head to look at our hands clasping tightly.
Ah. This girl. Haruko's right. I want to make Ayase mine. This is another part of my desire. I was making excuses to justify my desire to have her.
Her fringes that were covering her eyes were swept to the side revealing her glittering eyes. I could see her determination. She really decided to be mine.
I should not disappoint her and do my best.
This might change our relationship but I guess, we can act as normal in class, like how I and Satsuki did it. Nami might notice the change but she'll be mine as well so it doesn't matter anymore.
I will be taking away Ayase's first kiss. Putting my lips on top of hers, she kept it closed. She still doesn't know what to do so I should be the one to guide her.
"Did I take your first kiss, Ayase?"
"Y-yes... I finally got to do this with you"
I see. Haruko and the other girls didn't do anything to her. Maybe they interviewed her and one thing led to another until I was called here.
I kissed her again, this time I sucked on her lower lips until it turned red. I focused all my attention to her, not minding Haruko who was watching at our side.
"I see. Did you fantasize about kissing me?"
"Yes. The girls surrounding you in class are growing. I thought it would only be just me."
"Actually, those girls. I'm also planning to steal them. Do you still want to be mine?"
"Y-you're being this honest, then I will too. Yes, I still want to be yours."
I guess she really won't back down now. I asked her a lot of times and she answered the same.
My lips dropped down to her lips again, this time I'll fully ravish it and teach her how to kiss properly. Ayase wants to be mine even after knowing all that then I just have to respond, right? I will grant her wish.
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Chapter 72: Lost to Passion *
"I'm pulling this up, Ayase."
In between our kisses, my hands were now at her undershirt. Her uniform was already unbuttoned and was opened by me revealing another layer of thin undershirt covering her body. Maybe she still feels cold with this weather that's why she's still wearing one as added protection.
But with how close our bodies right now, it was already drenched with her sweat that it started to stick on her body, showing the outline of her figure.
I slowly pulled the undershirt up which first revealed her smooth white navel and her thin waist, then further up were her breasts held off by her bra. She pushed it up to make it look smaller but really she's already approaching C-cup.
I stopped my kisses to see it. And in turn, she watched how I revel at her body. I saw her biting her lips and the shyness to have her body seen by me is still there.
After pulling it up, my hands started rubbing her navel then it slowly moved up to her covered breasts. At the same time, soft moans started escaping from her mouth.
"Uuhn... I-I'm being touched…"
My fingers slipped themselves below her bra, directly touching her breasts and by moving it up, the bra was pulled up together until my palms felt her nipples as both hands cupped her two soft hills.
I could feel through my right palm the rapid beating of her heart. She's nervous and excited at the same time.
Letting my hands stay there while occasionally squeezing it, I went back to her lips while staring closely on her eyes.
Her tongue peeks out by itself after getting used to our intimate kissing earlier. Sucking it out, I went from squeezing her breasts to pinching her nipples and when she finally relaxed, I moved down to it, sucking on one of her erect nipples like a baby.
Another set of moans rang out in this soundproofed room. I suddenly felt a hand feeling my pants. It was Haruko's. She's rubbing my already hard cock in my pants. Maybe she couldn't hold herself back now after watching all this time.
"I'll prepare this one. Focus on her."
Haruko whispered on my ear, her voice seductive. Then her hand started pulling down the zipper of my pants and after unbuttoning it, she pulled it down. Her hands went back to rubbing it on top of my underpants
Because of that added stimulation from Haruko, I became more eager at sucking Ayase's nipples. I alternated between the two, turning it both wet with my saliva. Her moans keep on turning the room more erotic
Haruko, not satisfied by rubbing it, she pulled my cock out and started stroking it with both of her hands. When Ayase looked on, she almost gasps out but she looked at it intently while biting her lips.
Letting Haruko do what she wanted, my focus was still on Ayase. I started to pull down her skirt revealing her slightly wet panties.
With the sight of it, my finger couldn't contain itself. It started rubbing her slit staining more part of her panties. Her legs trembled from the stimulation but she's trying not to moan.
Ayase's eyes were still staring at my cock. Haruko stopped stroking it but she moved and sat on the side of the bed, right in front of it.
Giving a glance at Ayase first, she grabbed it again. Her mouth opened wide as she took in half of my cock in an instant. Almost instantly her head started moving and slurping sounds from what she's doing rang out from that area. She's skillfully using her tongue to suck my cock.
From that stimulation, I couldn't hold onto reason anymore, I pulled down Ayase's panties, she held onto my arm as a futile struggle.
Now, her most sacred place lay before my eyes, it's still a bit smooth with only sparse pubes growing. My fingers immediately went to her slit again, rubbing it slowly until it became drenched with her love nectar. Then it alternately went to her clit stimulating it together.
Haruko's blowjob continued. Sometimes she will take it out then she will lick it from the base up to the tip, her hand was also on my balls stimulating it further.
When she felt I'm about to cum she stopped and then she turned to Ayase next. Haruko's fingers replaced mine to stimulate her.
"Ruki, me first. Let Ayase watch how it will go in. That's what I'm supposed to say but in truth, I just really want you now."
"Is it fine, Ayase?"
I don't know if she understood but Ayase nodded, letting Haruko be the first. She probably has some knowledge about this. Unlike Fujii who somehow lack knowledge about intercourse, Ayase was already exposed to that kind of content. She's not that flustered but still, now that it's happening to her, she's too nervous that if Haruko isn't here with us, she might've cowered and not go through all of this. Now that Haruko offered to go first, she wanted to watch it before her turn.
Seeing that confirmation from Ayase, Haruko smiled and thanked her. She took off both her skirt and panties in a hurry. This girl is really horny now. I can see how drenched she is.
She positioned herself on top of Ayase, her hands supporting herself.
Ayase looked up at her and so did Haruko.
With two of them like that, I gulped down my saliva and moved just below them, two treats now lay before my eyes. Haruko lined hers just above Ayase's.
I couldn't restrain myself further, indulging myself on Haruko's pussy first, my mouth sucked on it, drinking her gushing love nectar. Then I moved down to Ayase's, this one will feel this for the first time, just by breathing air on it, it twitched and it became wetter. My mouth dropped on it. I sucked it and played it with my tongue until it twitched uncontrollably. She's already about to cum. Seeing that, I continued at what I'm doing until she finally reaches it.
Her moans were muffled by Haruko's hand covering her mouth. After Ayase made her first climax, I moved back to Haruko's. This time I propped myself up, kneeling on the bed, my cock aimed at her expecting pussy. When she saw me, she raised her butt a little higher, trying to make it easy for me.
I grabbed her butt hard and with a spank, Haruko moaned out which surprised Ayase. Another spank and another moan leaked out of her mouth. Only after her butt turned red and had an imprint of my hand did I stop. Her pussy was already too wet by then. And after that, my cock with the tip already inside her pushed in and penetrated her in one swift thrust.
She moaned once again when my cock reached her deepest part and this time with more pleasure. Her insides squeezed me tight like it's welcoming my cock back. I pulled half and thrust it in again with considerable force.
"Aahhn... You're always a bully in bed. Huaaa…"
I knew what she wanted. This girl always wanted to be wild in bed. I'm just worried if Ayase will pick this up. Hopefully not.
Another spank and my hips started working behind her. With every thrust of my cock inside her, her juices flowed down on Ayase's.
In between Haruko's moans, she'll reach out to me asking for a kiss. And after that kiss, my hips will move faster behind her. It didn't take long before Haruko reached her first climax. She almost dropped down to Ayase but she held on.
"I-I only read in books but this… watching this is amazing."
Ayase whispered below. She's taking in every expression Haruko made as I fuck her from behind.
"Aahhh... Your turn. Huaaa .. will be next, Ayase."
When Haruko recovered, I continued pounding her from the back but she wanted to change position with the intention to let me cum.
She got off on top of Ayase and lay herself next to her, she opened her legs and pulled me to her. I looked at Ayase first whose eyes were watching us intently.
Encouraged with that. My cock once again penetrated deep inside Haruko. Doing this in a missionary position, Haruko's moans became even louder. Her legs raised higher and stretched wider, it became easier for me to pound her hard.
"Ruki, I love you. Aahhhn… More."
Whispering her I love you to me, I worked harder on fucking Haruko. I already want her since earlier in the infirmary room. Add to that I wanted to spoil her for everything she did for me and Ayase. I even want to thank her for Himeko. Ah. This girl. She's doing all this to satisfy my desire. She doesn't want to lose to Yae or even to Akane. I'll let her feel how much I want her so she will be able to feel at ease. She's mine and I will always want her.
After a few minutes in that position. I finally reached the point where I couldn't hold it anymore. Haruko felt that so she made her legs cling to me, she wanted me to release it deep inside her again.
After a few more rapid thrusting, my semen eventually broke out at the same time that she cummed for the second time.
Ayase at the side watched us tremble in extreme pleasure. After shooting everything inside Haruko, I pulled out and let my body fall down on top of her, with my face buried on her neck. Gasping for breath.
I felt Haruko's hand stroking my hair. It's gentle. And her voice once again whispered into my ears.
"I love you, silly."
Haruko raised my head up and gave me a passionate kiss before giggling again. She's contented.
Then I fell back to her neck and closed my eyes. I somehow felt tired but this is because it's too comfortable in Haruko's arms. I want to feel her like this.
"What do you think, Ayase?"
"I-I…"
"It's your turn now. Give him a few minutes and he'll be good to go again. This silly guy will wake up soon."
Eh? Wait? She thought I fell asleep. Should I open my eyes now? But I still want to be spoiled like this…
Ah. I see, I also wanted to be spoiled. It's not just them wanted some spoiling. Just like when Akane embraced me when we slept. She spoiled me like that.
Then I'll continue acting like I'm sleeping. I still want to feel this. Just laying like this in Haruko's embrace.
"N-no. I don't think I can do it today…"
"Why? "
"Y-you both look so passionate. It feels like it's filled with both of your love towards each other. I'm afraid I will lose to that so…"
"I see. It did look like that, but this silly guy. He will deny that. He will not call it love."
Eh? What's this conversation? She's right though. I still don't know it. I won't call it love but my desire for Haruko. I poured my desire for her. And Ayase, I guess I have to put off claiming her today.
"He will? That's sad..."
"Don't worry. He's just saying that because he still doesn't realize it, this silly guy. But he will soon. I can feel it. He's stupid and dumb but we will let him realize it soon. Not just me. Maybe you too can help."
Realize again. Maybe I should really talk with someone that can make me realize these things. Not only Satsuki who noticed it, even Himeko and now Haruko. Maybe Akane noticed it too but she wanted me to realize it myself or she's waiting for me to ask. 𝑛𝒪𝐯ℯ𝓛𝔲𝐒𝒷.𝗰𝞸𝓂
"I see. I'm sorry but I couldn't do it today. I want to be as passionate as you Haru-senpai, and when it's just the two of us."
"You're right. Your first time should be with only the two of you. Sorry for interrupting."
I have to plan when will it be. And it should be when Ayase will be comfortable. Maybe in her room or at my house.
"N-no. I'm grateful and it's an eye-opener for me. You really love him more than the love I have for him right now."
"Of course. This silly guy, I love him so much since middle school. Even if I'm still not as special as his self-proclaimed wife. I still want to be with him."
Haruko... This girl. She really wants to beat Akane. That's why Yae was that frustrated that she couldn't do anything for me. Will she come up with something when she showed up again? Maybe.
"I will do my best! That way, I will also receive that same passion from him."
"That's great, Ayase. I'm cheering for you."
"It's weird. We're talking about the same guy but we're not fighting over him."
"Because he's like that. He treats us all equally. Well, except that special girl living with him. She's a special case. There's no point fighting over that. I only fight for the position to put my name on the marriage certificate together with his name. It doesn't matter how many he has."
Eh? So that's what she's aiming for. This girl. But Akane will have it. That silly girl. I will tie her to me. Well, if possible, every one of them. But yeah, it's not allowed here.
"T-thank you Haru-senpai for this chance. He finally looked at me as his woman."
"Don't thank me, this silly guy wants you too. He just couldn't be honest sometimes because of that strange desire of his."
"Right. I will try to understand that too."
"Should we wake him up?"
But I'm awake. This girl. It's too comfortable here on top of her. Her smell, her soft body and even the way she brushes her fingers on my hair. I might really fall asleep.
"Let him rest like that, senpai. I will be going first. I really lost to you today but I won't back down. Please tell that to him."
"Alright. Take care going home, Ayase. I'll tell him what you wanted to say. Tomorrow act normally in front of him, he will want that."
"Yes. He doesn't like the attention so I will try and show my affection only when we're alone."
"Right. You can bring him here and I'll let you use this room."
This girl. She's teaching Ayase what to do.
Ah. I guess it's fine. Ayase will be too shy on other places. I may not have her today but I will soon. She's mine now.
And Haruko. This girl, I'll spoil her more after Ayase left. Or I will have her spoil me more like this. We still have time.
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Chapter 73: Future Plans
Before Ayase left, she whispered 'I love you' again. That girl. If I'm not acting like I'm asleep I would've taken her lips again.
Today, she became one of my girls. Even without my desire, I took her in. This is new. Ah. We interpreted it as another side of that desire but was that really the case? Maybe.
Akane's case was special. She awakened my hidden possessiveness for her. But Ayase, she fell for me on her own. Seeing her earnest eyes earlier and Haruko's urging, I decided to take her in.
And then there are those things they said I should realize.
What could it be? Do I love them already? I can't just decide if it is really like that. I have to fully understand it. For now, I just know that I want them all. My desire to steal someone is still here but I guess it's flexible now.
Haruko keeps on brushing my hair with her fingers even after Ayase left, like a mother making her child comfortable. And yeah, I want to feel this more. This comfortable feeling. But I can't stay like this for long. It's about to get dark.
After a while, I acted like I'm moving my head, rubbing my cheeks on her neck.
"Hey silly. Are you awake now?"
"Yes. Where's Ayase?"
"She left already."
"Did she say anything?"
I looked up at her and Haruko also stared at me. She pulled me up for a kiss again before answering.
"She said she wants it when it's only the two of you.
"I see. I'll prepare for that."
"You suddenly fell asleep, were you sleeping well?"
"Yes. I just suddenly felt comfortable being like this. Now I feel sorry for Ayase."
Haruko continued brushing my hair. This girl. She's purposely doing this because I said I felt comfortable.
"Don't be, even if you're awake, she will still leave anyway. You poured your desire on me that it overwhelmed her."
"Is that so? I just missed my Haruko, you keep on teasing me since earlier and well, I wanted to reward you."
"You're still saying those cheesy lines. Why do you want to reward me?
"To thank you for everything you've done. You did this all for me."
Haruko smiled when she heard that. She looks satisfied to hear my praise. Like all her hard work was being recognized. And yes, I really appreciate what she's doing for me.
"Idiot. That's natural. I want to be special to you as well."
"You already are."
"Not as special as her."
"You know she's different."
They really can't help but compare themselves to Akane. No matter how many times I told them she's different from them.
"I know… Can we do it one more time?"
"What about your girls? Are they not waiting for you?" 𝒩𝚘𝔳𝓮𝗅𝒰𝚜𝗯.𝓬𝒐𝓜
"Now that you remind me. You're right, they're still waiting. When will you steal them?"
"They thought I'm stealing you away from them."
This is another hurdle. I only got Himeko for now. About Mina, she probably hated me more and will be more averse now that she saw Himeko turned like that just after leaving us alone for a few minutes.
"Yes. That's why you should work hard. Himeko already softened up to you, right?"
"Yes, only Himeko for now. That girl and Mina. They told me I'm weak and stupid. They realized something but they won't tell me what is it."
"Well, you are. And silly as well."
"I know."
Yes. They realize something just from asking me some questions. They want me to realize it by myself.
"Hey, Ruki. This feels like that time when you will just hug me and let me sleep in your arms. This time our roles were reversed."
"You're right. I realized I wanted to be spoiled too."
Haruko also remembered that. She looked so weak and tired back then so I just held her to rest her tired mind. And she liked that. After that sleep, she will be energized again for her job as the Student Council President.
"This silly guy, of all things you will realize, it's this. But this is good too, I'll spoil you more like you wanted. I want to do it again but I guess, once is enough for now."
"Yes. When will you come to my house? We can do more there."
"I'll have to talk to Akane first. She's your wife."
"But you're mine. She will understand."
Hearing that, Haruko softly hit my head. Then she pinched my cheeks until it turned red.
"Idiot. Even if she doesn't say anything, if you continue bringing one without telling her, she will be hurt. You don't want that, right?"
"Ah. You're right. I'm being stupid again."
Why didn't I think of that before?
Ah. Because I took it for granted that Akane will be okay with it. She won't say anything doesn't mean she will not be hurt. Didn't I tell myself to keep making her smile?
True, she knew my desire and I got her permission, but Haruko's right. I have to tell her first before making a decision.
"Don't worry, we're here to remind you. All you have to do is to start realizing things."
"That again, what thing should I realize?"
"I want to tell you but I'll concede the first chance to Akane."
"You girls, now you're ganging up on me."
So in the end, it will still be Akane who will help me realize those things they kept talking about. Haruko is even conceding that chance for her. These girls, they might want to compete with Akane but they respect her as the girl who devotedly loved me and gathered them into that group.
"Because you're too silly. Don't worry, we still love you."
"Spoil me then."
"I'm spoiling you now, silly. Ah. Right, Sena and Otoha, they're asking when will be their turn. And the other girls too."
"You can bring them with you when you stay over."
Ah, those two. They're present when Akane showed me that group. In the end, Akane picked Aoi and Ria to go that day. I'll deal with them first since only Haruko will get to stay the night.
"All of them?"
"No. You. Do you want to exhaust me?"
"Just teasing you, silly. Alright, I'll bring Sena and Otoha. The other girls could continue waiting. Maybe Yae will do something with some of them, you should watch out."
"Err. It's still only the 2nd week of school. I'll talk to them in Messenger. Tell them to settle with that first."
My body won't be able to keep up if they keep coming. But this is my fault. I ignored all their mails. I'll let them be satisfied on Messenger for now.
"You won't ignore them?"
"Err. I won't. I'll reply whenever I open it."
"And when do you open it?"
"If I feel like it?"
At how often I am at opening my phone. I could only send them two messages a day. I don't have a lot of time to spend using it.
"This silly guy. They'll get jealous, you know. They will start thinking you won't take them back in like how you did to us."
"How can I assure them then?"
"That's your homework, silly. You decided to take us back in. You have to think of ways to assure them that you'll do the same to them. They're waiting. If not for us holding them back, they would've rushed to see you here already."
"Right. I'll think about that."
This is my responsibility. I couldn't always rely on my girls. Akane probably would offer her help but I won't ask her. That silly girl has done so much for me already.
"Then we're done here for now. I have to go to those girls."
"I'll go home too. Do you want to go home together?"
Even back in middle school, I couldn't openly go home with her. There were only a few special times.
"You silly, I would love to but those girls will be more jealous if you took that privilege away from them."
"Ah. What about Himeko?"
"She always has someone to pick her up after school. You knew about her family, right?"
"I see. Someday I would've to deal with her family too."
Itou Family eh? I don't hear about them too much but it seems they're somewhat influential. Not just from Business but also the Political world. For their daughters to be studying here, I wonder if there's a reason.
Himeko talked about the pressure of being the daughter of that family. She couldn't take it and that turned her into an introvert. Now that pressure rested on her little sister's shoulder.
"Right. Good luck on that, silly."
"Then see you, Haruko."
"See you. You can use that door and leave from the Book Club."
"Alright. Take care."
Haruko reached in for another kiss. This girl, she spoiled me today.
After putting on the clothes we took off in the heat of the moment. We once again said goodbye to each other.
It's already starting to get dark when I leave the school gate. Those athletic clubs were still hard at their practices but those from cultural clubs were already sparse. Walking home at this time, I'm already alone on the road.
I was nearing the station when a car honked from behind me.
I instinctively looked back and saw Shio's car, with her at the driver's seat. She's staring at me from inside and when she saw me looking at her, she reached out to unlock the door for the passenger's seat.
Does she want to give me a ride?
I looked around first to see if there's someone from school. When I saw that it's clear, I went and got inside her car.
After locking and fixing the seat belt, Shio started the car again. She stopped looking at me, focusing her eyes on the road.
"You're not from any clubs, what made you stay at the school this late?"
This girl. She noticed that. Well, she's our Class Advisor.
"Some club I'm trying out."
"I see. The deadline for picking your club ends this week. Decide on that this Friday."
Ah. She's right. I still don't know which club I will settle in.
"Yes. What about you? How are you feeling now?"
"You don't have to concern yourself over me. I'm an adult and adults don't run out of problems."
"I'm just concerned over my Shio."
"That won't work today, okay? So, where shall I drop you off?"
I guess, her problem still hasn't been resolved yet. That husband of hers, I wonder which school he transferred to? If I know, I'll steal that girl he's trying to put his hands on.
"At the 4th station from here."
"Okay. Sit tight and shut up."
"Alright. Thank you, Shio."
It's a bit dangerous to tease her while she's driving, I'll behave for now and just enjoy this ride with her. Ah. I'll message Akane. I'll be inviting Shio inside.
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Chapter 74: Shio's House Visit
After a few minutes, Shio couldn't help but break the silence between us.
"Why did you pick our school instead of that school near your house?"
"Will you believe my reason?"
I am still on my phone, chatting with Akane. I guess this doesn't bother Shio.
"Why will I not?"
"Well, I was running away."
After all that. Running away is still my reason. What would've happened if I didn't choose another school? Will I still realize things I couldn't before?
"You? Running away? From what? From who?"
"You're free to guess."
"It concerned those targets you stole, yes? You're running away from responsibility."
"You became silent. So, it's true."
I couldn't answer. I turned off my phone and put it back in my pocket. I already told Akane I might come home with my teacher. Like Haruko said, Akane accepted right away and she's glad that I told her first.
"After running away, you start anew but your habit of stealing someone continued and now I'm included in your targets."
"Yes."
Shio fixed her rearview mirror, now her eyes could stare directly at me. She's still focused on driving but she will look at me occasionally.
"To think that instead of getting you for my fantasy, I got included in your potential harem. What happened next?"
"I got a realization. I'm fixing it now."
This beautiful teacher of mine. She somehow pieced what happened with a few words from me.
"You better be. My husband, he took responsibility for me. I see. Maybe that's why he accepted when I introduced him to my parents."
"He took responsibility for what he did to you. But what about now?"
For him to neglect her. Did he get tired of Shio? Or is it because she's not a student anymore? But him marrying her meant that at some point he also wanted to be with her. Marriage is such a heavy subject. True, you can just file for divorce in the future but it will cost him.
"I still haven't talked to him."
"I see. Is that why you picked me up today?"
"No. I just found you walking alone and thought of dropping you off. He's probably not home anyway."
"Are you sure it's just that?"
Shio's eyebrows twitched from that, she smiled right after though.
"Maybe I also want to talk to you. It's better if you don't act like a wall."
"I see. Do you want me to start stealing you again?"
I thought of giving her more time, but she's approaching me by herself. This beautiful teacher of mine. No matter what, I still want her.
"I don't know. I guess I only need time to think things through."
"So I am to be the patch for that hole in your heart."
"Isn't this your chance?
"Let's see. If it's before, I will not want that."
Is there really a hole? Just looking at her, she wanted her husband to notice her not wearing her wedding ring.
"What about now?"
"I'll take this chance. I'll make you fall for me and have you forget your husband."
Since she's giving me this chance, I'll take it. I already had her vent her frustrations yesterday. This time, she needs a push. If I can push her to my side then it's good.
"You're really amusing Ruru. Is this the side of me that you wanted? The soft-spoken side, isn't it?"
"I couldn't see the distinction now. Have you fixed it?"
"Yes. When you pointed that out I had to take a look at myself. And you're right. I mixed them up now, I can be soft-spoken or violent at will. Or do you want my commanding side that I show in class? Pick one."
"I'd rather pick you. It's all you anyway, if I made you mine I'll have to deal with the three."
Shio smiled again. Ah. She's really beautiful. This is better than her crying like yesterday. I want to make her smile like this.
"This student... How come you always know what to answer?"
"I don't know. Sharpened through experience?"
They always kept commenting about this glib tongue of mine. Maybe I already got used at talking to various kinds of girl that I can adjust my words depending on her type.
"So how many are there?"
"I don't know. More than 20?"
I honestly don't know. Apart from the six, I don't know who else is there in that group. I can take a guess now but I'm not sure if it's correct so I'll wait for them to message me and make the tally there.
"You. Did you come from a harem anime, manga or light novel?"
"You're surprisingly accepting of that number, Shio."
She didn't react or maybe she chose not to.
"I'm not that easy Ruru. So, you'll need a lot more than what you're showing me right now."
"I just need to let you indulge in your fantasy, you know?"
Shio flinched when she heard that. That's her weakness. Her fantasy. If I let her indulge in it, I might've already gotten her. But I don't want that. I want her to look at me, not as a fantasy outlet.
"Alright. I give up. Do your best."
"I will, Shio."
Right after saying that, I reached in to kiss her cheeks.
She blushed but she didn't take off her eyes on the road.
"That's dangerous."
"I just can't help it. My Shio is this close."
"You behave here, we're almost in your neighborhood."
"Alright, Ms. Miyazaki."
I saw her pouting for an instant. Did she hate it when I went back to calling her Ms. Miyazaki?
A short while later, we arrived in my neighborhood. The sun has already set. I pointed to her where to turn and when we reached my house, I had her park it in the parking space for my parents' car.
From outside, I saw the lights turned on both in the kitchen and the living room.
"Won't you go in?"
"No. I'm just dropping you off. There are people inside. Your parents?"
"No. Just a special silly girl and a target as well."
"Much better to not go inside. I don't know who can be someone you will call special but there's also a target? This student, learn to restrain yourself for a bit."
Err. Do I need restraint? Maybe. But whenever I find a target, I couldn't help but be driven by my desire.
"You'll understand. I already told her you'll be coming with me."
"Alright. I'll just take a look to introduce myself as your teacher."
Shio resignedly got off together with me.
When I opened the door, Akane was there, sitting in front of us. This scene. I know what she will say...
"Welcome home, husband. Do you want dinner? A bath? Or maybe me?"
This silly girl…
"This student, so you're already married?"
"No, Shio, she's that special silly girl. Akane, I'll spoil you later, okay?" 𝒩𝚘𝔳𝓮𝗅𝒰𝚜𝗯.𝓬𝒐𝓜
Then three more heads peeked out from the living room.
"Is that Ruki? Oh!"
Miwa-nee expressed her surprise after seeing Shio behind me. Minoru was in front of her, standing on his own.
"What are you doing there Akane? Oh!"
Eh? Why is she here? Akane's mom, Auntie Akemi is here as well.
What's this situation? How should I explain this to Shio?
I took a glance at her and saw her mouth gaping in surprise.
Haa. There's no way to explain this easily. I guess we'll go in.
Picking up Akane from the floor, I also grabbed Shio's hand and pulled her inside.
Auntie Akemi, seemingly lost interest, went back inside while Miwa-nee looked at us interestingly. There's now no trace of what happened last night on her face. She's back to the same Miwa-nee.
I smiled at Minoru who's looking up at me, his eyes shining. What's with this boy's mind? I wonder.
After settling Shio in the living room, I'm now in the kitchen making tea and coffee for everyone.
Shio finally recovered from the surprise she got for seeing three beauties at my house.
They're now discussing something there, three adults talking about adult things. Ah. Akane was here with me, watching from behind. And Minoru, waiting for his chocolate drink at the table.
"Husband, she's that teacher who often indulges in her fantasies, right?"
"Yes."
"You finally stole her?"
"No. She only saw me walking and thought of dropping me off. I invited her to dinner."
Since I was focused on making drinks, Akane kept clinging on my back, her arms circled around my waist. She wanted to be spoiled again. Me bringing Shio here still got to her head even if I already told her. This girl, how can I make her smile?
"I see. It's good that you told me first. We managed to cook more."
"I'll always tell you now if someone will come."
"Thank you, husband. And sorry if I always act like this."
"You're my special silly girl. I should've realized this first. Even if you're accepting my desire and the other girls, it will always bother you."
She will not tell me about this. She doesn't want me to worry about her but if I realized it myself, I have to correct it.
"I have to grow up too. I'll do better not to pull you down like this."
"You're not. I also want to make up for the years I've neglected you."
Akane tightened her hug to me. It's a good thing that I'm not handling the hot water yet.
"Just being with you like this is enough, husband. You keep on making me feel special. This will be the only time when I acted like that. It got you in a tough spot."
"As long as we reflect on it and fix it, it's fine. You can act like that, sometimes. Take that as me spoiling you."
It's really tough earlier. I don't know how to explain it to Shio. It's a good thing that Auntie Akemi is also here, she smoothened things up. She probably guessed that Shio is one of my targets but she never mentioned it to ease Shio's mind.
Miwa-nee was different though, she kept on asking weird questions like it's amusing to her.
"I want to spoil you too. What can I do?"
"Hmm. Help me realize things. They keep telling me to start realizing those and be honest to myself but I don't know where to start."
Right. Akane can help me with those. I want to know what Satsuki was talking about as well as what Himeko and Mina realized by asking me those questions. Then there's also Haruko telling me that I should realize things to accept that passion we had during our sex earlier as not just my desire for her.
"I see. They saw that too. I predicted this when you started accepting them back. I'm actually waiting for you to ask. Let's have a talk later if nothing comes up. We'll have you realize those things slowly."
"But that's not spoiling, right? Think of a way to spoil me, wife. Like that time when you pamper me in your arms."
Maybe I'll also ask Kana and Satsuki to spoil me. Ah. I'm worried about Satsuki's spoiling, it won't be her just throwing insults, right?
"I see. I'll come up with something."
"Thank you. Come and give me a kiss."
"I'm actually waiting for this as well."
"You silly girl…"
Akane reached her head in for a kiss which I responded to. I haven't kissed her earlier, now she's giving it her all. Not minding those three in the living room that may be watching us.
"I love you, husband."
"You two, until when will you keep us waiting? Minoru is also waiting for his chocolate. Stop flirting and come here."
Auntie Akemi's voice rang from behind us. Right. I'm still making those. I guess I got spoiled by Akane just now.
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Chapter 75: Adult World
"Tea for Auntie and Akane, coffee for Miwa-nee and Shio and chocolate for Minoru."
Placing their cups one by one they all look in interest. Minoru's eyes brightened and after taking his cup, he went back to his mother.
"What about yours, husband?"
"I'll share with you."
Akane smiled at my answer and pulled me to sit next to her.
"This student, you're already cohabitating with someone, usually that's not allowed without both of your parents' consent."
"You don't have to worry Miyazaki-san, they have our consent. They will marry each other once Ruki reaches the marriageable age."
Ah. Auntie. She knew Shio is one of my targets but she's cementing Akane's position to let her think that her daughter will be the only one special.
"I'm also here. I will watch over them."
Miwa-nee added while sipping her coffee. Minoru is copying her, sipping his chocolate like how his mother does it.
Shio alternately looked between Auntie, Miwa-nee and Minoru. She's probably determining who's that target I talked about earlier. With Miwa-nee's words, she confirmed who it is.
She then looked at me with an expression like looking at someone unbelievable.
For now, I need a way out. It's hard to explain things and well, what will I explain? I'm really aiming for Miwa-nee, there's no denying that.
"Let's eat dinner."
"Are you running away?"
I could see Auntie smirking when Miwa-nee asked that.
This… I can only rely on Akane this time.
I looked at her and she's also smiling. Ah. This silly girl.
"Yes. The food will get cold. We can continue over the dinner table."
Shio, sensing the situation just nodded.
Auntie being here, she's purposely making it hard for me. This doting mother. Can't she see how special Akane is to me?
I guess I have to give up at trying to make a move on Shio here. She can use this time to take her mind off of that husband of hers. Like Miwa-nee they will probably have something common to talk about.
And I was right. I made sure not to talk and just calmly eat my dinner. The three adults talked about a lot of things I have no knowledge of, it's all about adult life. I really need to expand my knowledge like Fujii said.
When we finished eating, Shio stood up and said goodbye to Auntie and Miwa-nee. My desire aside, they really hit it off. They already put aside that she's my teacher. They're like housewives talking about their daily life. Akane also joined in asking about what to do. That silly girl.
Then after all that Auntie also gave advice for their married life. Ah. She's really against me taking in more girls.
When will Uncle come home? I wonder. He said he'll come home soon, he better tames his wife again. That way I could bring Shio here next time without her interference.
I stood up next to send Shio off. Akane nodded at me. She's giving me a chance to be with Shio. Auntie didn't say anything which is good.
Well, it's just sending her to her car outside.
"Thank you, Ruru."
"What are you thanking me for?"
"I don't know if this is your aim but it cheered me up. I forgot to think about him and enjoyed myself talking with them."
"Honestly. This is not my aim. I wanted to make a move on you."
Well, if it did cheer her up then that's good. Maybe if other teachers saw her visiting her student's house and were casual with it, they will question her Professionalism. But right now, Shio is Shio. She's not Ms. Miyazaki who is the Class Advisor of Class 1-1.
"You're stupidly honest. Can you at least lie to make me feel better?"
Shio pouted and sent a chop to my head.
"Err. Then forget about what I said. I'm glad it made you forget about him even for just a bit."
"This student... I'm off. Thank you for having me here."
She smiled then turned towards the door after saying her thanks. What part of what I said made her smile?
"Wait Shio, I'll walk you to your car."
I hurriedly went ahead and opened the door for her.
"It's only a few steps, do you need to do that?"
"Yes. How can I make a move on you if I don't?"
Hearing that, she almost hit me again but she restrained herself and gave up retorting.
"You're unbelievable. Let's go then."
Stepping out of the door, she waited for me to get out and close it.
"How was the dinner?"
"It's delicious. Your special silly girl made that?"
She kept her way of calling Akane from how I introduced her.
"Yes."
"I see. You're really honest, even showing me how you flirt with her. You already love that girl, why do you still want to get more?"
Why? Because my desire is unstoppable. Or is it? I could stop some but yeah maybe it's not just my desire now. My own thoughts were also getting mixed with it.
"I won't call it as love at least not yet. And it's the fault of my desire."
"There you go again about your desire. It's no use talking about that thing about you."
Now I see, I'm now using this desire as an excuse. But it's still here inside me and it still reacts to someone new. Making me want them. Ah. Slowly, I'm understanding the true nature of this desire.
"Maybe soon it will all be clear to me. But Shio, I still want you."
"Why didn't you show it to me back there?"
I could show it if I didn't mind turning the place into chaos. Plus there's a child there. Minoru might be young but if he's exposed to that early on. What will happen if he becomes like me in the future? He should grow up normally. Unlike me who got twisted early on.
"Do you want to?"
"Maybe, if you really steal me, I don't want to be sidelined like that."
This Shio. So that's what she thought. She also wants to be spoiled like how I do it with Akane.
"Then I will do that next time you're here." 𝒩𝚘𝔳𝓮𝗅𝒰𝚜𝗯.𝓬𝒐𝓜
"I said 'if', it's not definite yet. You have to work hard."
And here she is again, using that 'if' as an excuse. I know she has already accepted me but that husband of hers still weighs on her mind.
"Aren't I already on your mind, Shio?"
"But he still fills more than half of it."
See. I need to outbalance it and kick him out of her mind. Maybe her heart too if I can. It doesn't matter now even if they fall for me. If they don't then good but if they did then I'll take them in.
"I see. Adult love is that complicated."
"You'll also be an adult soon. And once you start feeling that emotion, you'll also find how complicated it is. Especially for you."
She's right. Will I still treat them equally if I finally learn to understand and feel that emotion? I don't know. Only time will tell.
"I'll deal with it when it comes. For now, my desire to have you takes priority."
"Hey. We're outside, someone will see."
I pulled one of her arms while my other arm circled around her waist.
Pulling her close to me, I took her lips into a kiss. My tongue was immediately put to work. Licking every corner of her lips and catching her elusive tongue.
She struggled for a moment to say that. And she's right. Someone might see.
"Then let's go inside your car."
"This student… you're trying to put me on your pace again."
I opened the driver's seat and put her inside, I immediately went on top of her. My head moved down to her neck and started raining kisses on it.
"I just want my Shio."
"I told you I'm not yours."
She says that but she's also feeling it. She's not rejecting too much.
"You will, soon. That husband of yours. Forget him."
"It's not as easy as forgetting the flashcards you memorize for an exam. You'll know soon enough. I can see that you've changed a lot. Just looking at you with that silly girl of yours."
Yes. That's her husband who she happily married. It's not easy to just erase him from her mind. Maybe I will have to deal with him too if the need arises.
"I know that. But I'm not giving up on you."
From her neck, I moved down to her collarbone. My hands were already at her breasts, feeling it above her clothes.
When she felt that, she pulled me up and kissed my lips by herself. She doesn't want me to continue going down but touching seems fine, so I kept groping her breasts as we continued sharing intimate kisses. Though it's dark, her breath started turning hot. She's getting turned on.
I'm erasing her husband from her mind. Even if it's only a little, that's enough. I'll continue doing this until I get her all to myself. That guy can continue ignoring her for now. I don't care anymore. Shio already vented her feelings yesterday. It's time to take her mind off it.
"Alright. I get it Ruru. You won't give up on me. Let's stop for now. They'll find it odd if you're not coming back after all this time.
After a few more kisses, Shio finally pushed me away from her to stop me. My hand also left her breasts unwillingly. Just when I started feeling her erect nipples. Haa.
Well, I also thought of that. How long was it already? Akane might just peek out and see us doing this. She won't mind but yeah, it will weigh on her mind.
"Then see you tomorrow Shio."
"Alright, Ruru. See you tomorrow. And thank that special girl of yours for the dinner. Also Miwa and Akemi."
After fixing her clothes, she pushed me again to close her car door, maybe to prevent me from losing control again. She rolled down her car window though.
"I will tell them that. You surprisingly became close to them this fast."
"They're more experienced than me. I learned a lot from them."
"I see."
"Move away now, Ruru. I'm starting this."
Her car started but I reached my head inside again. Taking her lips for more kisses.
"This student. You still won't stop."
"Just a little more."
I can't get enough of this beautiful teacher of mine. She responded to my kisses, maybe to satisfy me.
"What should I do with you?"
"Be mine Shio."
Telling her that again, I let her feel how much I want her. After a while, she pushed me again and glared at me. Now she's getting pissed that I'm not letting her off.
"Idiot Ruru. Move away now or I'll get angry."
"Alright, I'll stop now.
Moving away from her car, she rolled the car window up. Her glare at me relaxed and she smiled, her face still red from what we did. She only acted like that to stop me.
Err I really lost control there, I admit.
Waving my hands towards her. I see her off. I will be able to see her tomorrow anyway. There's more time.
I turned back to the door and entered it. Auntie Akemi is also preparing to go back to their house next door.
"What did you do? Miwa decided not to leave this house instead of moving into our house."
Auntie started interrogating me.
I see. This must be why she's here. Not because of Shio. She wanted to ask Miwa-nee to stay there instead of here with us.
"Err. I don't know? Maybe Miwa-nee doesn't want to impose on your kindness?"
"Really?"
"What did she say when you asked her?"
"She wanted to watch over you and Akane."
I see. If Miwa-nee decided to move then I would have no way to steal her. Deciding to stay here means she's giving me a chance, right? Is it fine to interpret it as such?
"Then, isn't that a valid reason?"
"It's you, Ruki. I can't help but suspect that nasty desire of yours."
You're spot on Auntie. But I'll refrain from answering for now.
"Err…"
"Haa. Nevermind. Remember what I told you."
"Akane's the only special one. I assure you that Auntie."
"Tsk. Get out of my way then, I'm going back. That desire of yours might start working for me again."
This auntie. She's still scared of my desire. Even if I told her I already stopped that thought, she's still being careful not to stay too long with me.
I guess that's fair. I'm of the same mind.
Akane will surely be sad if I include her mother. I have to prevent that.
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Chapter 76: Adult Lesson
"Mom was suddenly in a bad mood."
Akane told me when she saw me coming back. Like always, she immediately clings to me. Like securing her position beside me. This silly girl.
"It's because Miwa-nee chose to stay here."
I looked at Miwa-nee who's currently busy doing the dishes. Minoru was on the sofa, already asleep.
"I see. Mom's just trying to make it better for me."
She looked down, maybe feeling guilty at how her Mom acted earlier.
"I know. That's why I don't see it as bad. She's doing it for my special silly girl after all."
I comforted her and patted her head. She stayed like that for a few minutes. After that she stood up and stopped clinging to me, the guilt on her face, gone.
Honestly, I could understand where Auntie is coming from but what she wanted was really impossible. There's not only Akane in my life.
"I'll prepare our bath, husband."
"Alright. Call me when it's ready."
Akane nodded and immediately went to the bathroom. She's giving me space to talk to Miwa-nee. This girl. She knew I also wanted Miwa-nee so she's doing what she can to let me have a chance at it.
"Miwa-nee, you should just let us do that."
"What are you saying? Let me do this or I'll feel bad."
"But Minoru."
"I'll take him upstairs after this."
I stood next to her and leaned my back so I could see Miwa-nee as she worked.
"Alright. Miwa-nee, I heard from Auntie."
"What? Do you think I refused because of you?"
"Isn't that the case?"
"You've really grown bold. It's not that. Minoru seems to like it here with you two. And I looked at the stars and they told me to stay here."
Here she is again with her stars that, stars this. Now that I think about it, it must be her way to lie. The reason about Minoru was real but that thing about talking to the stars, she's clearly using that to lie about the real reason.
"I see. But Miwa-nee, be honest, it's also because of me, right?"
"Alright. If that will make you happy."
Now I'm learning new things about Miwa-nee. She couldn't admit it so she used the stars to mask it.
"I really am happy. What happened last night…"
"I told you to forget about it."
How can I forget? That's a great memory. And it's still fresh. I want more chances like that, and if possible without the influence of alcohol on her.
"No. It's because you looked sad. I want to be there to comfort you again."
"Was that what you call comforting? You're making a move on your aunt. Taking advantage when I feel down."
"I thought you said to forget about it."
"This boy... Right. Forget it. If you will stay here then help me with this."
She handed me a clean plate and like she asked, I helped her put it in order to the dish cabinet.
"Miwa-nee, I'm really serious about it."
"I heard you. But that doesn't mean I'll let you do what you want. I'm already married and there's Minoru. You keep your focus on making Akane happy."
She's really adamant about it. I don't know where to start. Last night was because of alcohol. Now that she's thinking clearly, there's no hole in her defense.
I guess I could try by being close to her again, just like before she married that guy. I was often her hug pillow back then, right? Since I saw her as that mean aunt and my desire hasn't manifested yet, I never thought indecently about Miwa-nee.
Most of the time, Akane was with us too, I was often sandwiched by them back then. That silly girl.
I moved behind Miwa-nee, my arms hugged her from the back. She tensed up and her elbow moved to push me back.
"Hey, you can't do this anymore. You're not that innocent Ruki from before."
"I just want to be close to you again, Miwa-nee."
"But your meaning of being close already changed."
"I know. I just can't stop it. I really want Miwa-nee. Can I at least stay like this?"
She already finished doing the dishes but because I'm hugging her, she can't move.
"As I told you, you're already like my child. I watched you grow up. You, suddenly saying that you want me, sounded like a teen who's currently at puberty. And you really are a teen at that stage. I can let you get close to me again but more than that, I can't."
"At least look me in the eye and say that again Miwa-nee."
"Do you know why I accepted the marriage arranged by my parents?"
"I don't. Will you tell me?"
Miwa-nee turned around and cupped my cheeks. She's still taller than me and even taller than Satsuki, so even if I tiptoe, I will not be able to reach her lips.
"It's because of you."
"Huh? Why me?"
"I won't tell you why. Now release me, I'll bring Minoru upstairs."
"Miwa-nee, you're unfair."
A failure again eh?
Like she asked, I released my arms from hugging her. She patted my head and smiled.
She's really beautiful. Now my memory about her is resurfacing. All that time she was taking care of me. I feel my desire for her grow stronger from that.
But yeah, Akane was also in most of it, she's always at my side. That silly girl, I probably really loved her before the desire manifested, then I started neglecting her and distanced myself from her.
"Yes, it's unfair. But what can you do? You're talking big about making me yours but don't you think about what will happen afterwards?"
"I… you're right. I haven't thought of that."
Miwa-nee then pinched my nose before she went to Minoru's side.
"I don't know what happened to you, Ruki. I'm happy you look at me like that now but from the eye of an adult like me, you're still nothing but a brat. What do you plan in the future?"
"I still haven't thought about that."
"See. That teacher of yours, Shiori, she's the same as me, right? You also want her to be yours."
"Yes."
"Think it through, when you finally reach adulthood, what can you give Akane and Shiori? Ah. It's possible that you not only have Akane and Shiori. There are more, right?"
"Yes."
"As I thought. Did your parents know about this?"
"Yes."
"Haa. What are your parents doing? Letting you do this. Ruki, come here. Let me talk some sense into you in place of your parents. Akane, you too, come out of there already." 𝒩𝒪𝒱𝖊𝑙𝓊𝓈𝗯.𝑪𝚘𝔪
From the bathroom, Akane's head peeked out. She's done preparing the bath and was listening in on us.
Looking at her stern gaze, we don't have a choice but to sit in front of Miwa-nee.
To think that we will be lectured like this. But everything she said makes a lot of sense.
I was being naive again. And here I am, adding more and more girls. What can I do for them in the future?
"So, what are your plans for the future? At this rate, you're in for a world of suffering. And it will not be only you, everyone connected to you as well."
Miwa-nee stared at me. She's being serious at her lecture and yeah, I couldn't deny that.
"And you Akane. Why are you tolerating his behaviour?"
She then turned to Akane.
We looked at each other and nodded. We understood what we had to say. This may sound like an excuse for now but all the responsibility I'm shouldering, I won't neglect any of them.
"Miwa-nee, you're absolutely right. Your words opened my eyes just now. All the girls I have, I have to think about their futures if they decided to stay with me until the end. "
"I'm not tolerating him, Miwa-nee. I wouldn't be here if husband stayed to being how he was before. You already left before that happened so you have no idea."
Miwa-nee alternatively looks at both of us, weighing the answers that came out of our mouths.
In the end, her gaze settled on Akane.
"What happened after I left?"
Akane didn't immediately answer her. She first looked at me, her eyes asking permission.
I nodded as an answer. She will tell Miwa-nee about my desire. She will only be convinced if she knows about that.
So, from Akane's mouth, what happened since 5th grade was relayed to her. Sometimes I will add details when Miwa-nee asks for it. In the end, Akane and I told her most of it, until the change that happened which made Akane the only special one. This silly girl really knows everything. Even if I distanced myself she knew what I was doing.
With a hand on her forehead, Miwa-nee acted like she's having a headache, or maybe she really got a headache from all that.
"Ruki, the reason why that desire manifested. Do you know what it is?"
"I don't know. It suddenly appeared one day."
Right. Until now, I don't know the reason why I suddenly had that urge to steal that girl from that guy. That's what started me on this path. That confession I witnessed.
"I don't know how to say this. Honestly, I might be the reason for your desire, Ruki."
With a sigh, Miwa-nee confessed.
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Chapter 77: The Reason (1)
"Eh?"
Even Akane couldn't hide her surprise from what Miwa-nee said. 𝒏𝔬𝒱𝐞𝓁𝑢𝓢𝒷.𝗰𝗈𝑚
"What do you mean Miwa-nee?"
Miwa-nee looked straight at me, her eyes containing an apologetic expression. She really thought she's the reason.
"You probably don't remember, Ruki. That night when I accepted my parent's arrangement. You were with me."
She's recalling what happened so we both stayed silent to hear what Miwa-nee will say.
"I told you, you're the reason why I accepted their arrangement, right? Because Ruki, I started looking at you as not just my nephew."
"I got scared. Thinking I might do something I shouldn't. Akane and you were clearly in love with each other back then. Even I couldn't separate you from each other."
Ah. Now even Miwa-nee is saying the same thing as Auntie. Akane and I being in love with each other.
"That's why I accepted it. And that night, I pulled you out from your room to sleep together with me. To vent out all my frustrations. You were asleep. I don't know if you woke up at some point and some of my words got imprinted in your mind which led to that desire of yours."
Wait. Wait. What is Miwa-nee saying? She started looking at me as not just her nephew? Does that mean?
I was the reason she got married.
Then what about that night? I only remember sleeping together with her. But she's now saying that during my sleep, she's venting out her frustrations. Could it be?
Akane looked at me, with the same confused expression on her face. Her hand then reached for my hand and clasped it tightly.
"That desire of yours. You told me it started as you wanting to steal someone's girl, right?"
"Yes."
"That night, I keep telling you to grow up already and steal me from that man I will be marrying."
"Eh?"
Huh? Is Miwa-nee really the reason? Why can't I remember? Ah. I was asleep throughout the night. But maybe my subconscious was awake? Ah. I don't know anymore.
"Ah. Should I really say this? Now, I feel responsible why you turned out like this. And I even wanted to lecture you two just now. I'm sorry."
A complicated expression now hung on Miwa-nee's face. She must be trying to remember what she said that night and then she stitched it together to what happened to me after she left.
"Tell it to us Miwa-nee, I want to know too."
Akane suddenly broke her silence. Right. If someone's more interested than me when it comes to my desire, it will be her. That desire led to me neglecting her after all.
"Wife?"
"I am also searching for the reason why your desire manifested, husband. To think that it's that auntie from our childhood was the reason. I want to know the real story."
She looked straight at Miwa-nee.
"Alright. Wait here, I'll put this boy to bed first."
The pressure from Akane's stare made her give up. After a sigh, she picked Minoru up from the sofa then she headed upstairs.
Akane's hand that was holding mine suddenly became sweaty. Is she nervous? Or excited? The reason is now here. Maybe it might be the key to curing it?
Then what will happen if it was cured? Will my desire stop igniting?
She then leaned her head on my shoulder and put my arm over her.
"Husband, if Miwa-nee is really the reason. Do you think you can cure it with her?"
"I don't know. It's already rooted deep inside me. That desire shaped me to who I am right now."
Yeah. No one can deny that. I may be narrow-minded before the change but it still became my foundation.
"You're right. I just can't help but imagine our life if your desire hadn't manifested. Both of us loving each other, it's like my dream come true."
"If I finally learned that emotion again. Is it right to use 'learned' or 'remembered'? In any case, we will still be like that."
This girl expressing her dream. Of course, maybe every girl I have also imagine something like that. Only the two of us. But I can't imagine that now, they're all important to me. I can't just pick one and forget the others. I'm giving them that choice.
"I see. I got a little greedy just now, husband. I imagined of having you to only myself."
"It's fine to be a bit greedy. I am also greedy, you know. I keep adding new targets even when my hands are already full. I'm the worst."
Yeah. Her greediness will not be able to best mine.
I pulled her closer to me. I can only do this for her. Letting her feel that no matter what, I will want her.
"Then we're both greedy. Let's stop thinking about it now. Actually, I only have vague memories of Miwa-nee."
"I remembered almost everything. And in turn, I remembered you were always there with us. Miwa-nee often scolds me back then, after that, you will cry like you're the one getting scolded."
Right. This silly girl was like that. And when she cries, Miwa-nee will stop scolding me and she will give us candies. Well, that was when we're still in 1st grade.
"Ah. I'm not a crybaby and we're still young back then! Actually, I maybe hated Miwa-nee before because she kept on getting in our way."
"Then what about now?"
That's new. She used to hate Miwa-nee? Did she feel threatened by her?
"Honestly, it resurfaced when she confessed just now. That's why I want to hear the whole story. Miwa-nee is a great mother to Minoru. I don't want to keep hating her."
I see. She will really hate her again if it turns out it's Miwa-nee who set me down on this path.
"Let's wait for her then. My memory of that night is also fuzzy or rather, I was probably asleep throughout the night that she was venting her frustrations. As to why I didn't wake up. I don't know."
We could hear Minoru crying from upstairs. Ah. This might take longer.
I pulled Akane up and we sat on the sofa, I then let her use my lap as a pillow. We stare at each other while I brush her hair. She closed her eyes, feeling comfortable with what I am doing.
"If she's really the reason. Will you still want her?"
"Yes. I want Miwa-nee to be mine. I'm going to steal her from her husband."
No matter what, that will not change.
"Idiot husband, you're really honest to a fault. But I love this part of you. If I asked, you won't lie to me."
"I can't bear to lie to you when I'm meeting other girls left and right."
I'm really despicable. But yeah, we're way past at repeating that phrase. I've already accepted that. There's no meaning in thinking over it again.
After a while, Miwa-nee appeared from the stairs.
"You two, sorry. Minoru woke up."
"It's fine. I got spoiled by husband while waiting."
Akane smugly declared. This girl, you're showing your hostility to Miwa-nee.
"I see. You two really can't be separated."
"We were actually separated before. Because of that desire."
Oi. Akane. Stop. Miwa-nee will feel bad.
And I was right, her face is now showing how apologetic she is. It's like she's done something wrong.
"I'm sorry. Do you still want to hear it?"
"Yes, Miwa-nee."
I answered at the same time as I covered Akane's mouth with my hand. This silly girl can't hold herself back.
"Ruki. Alright. Actually, I stopped looking at you as just my nephew when you're in 4th grade."
"I know that's wrong. But I found comfort messing with you, staying with you. Compared to the guys I met at work and mixers, the innocent you were the one that kept me going. Just knowing you will be at home, calling me Miwa-nee with a silly smile on your face is enough to wash away all the problems."
When Miwa-nee started her story, Akane and I only listened. Akane reached for my hand and held it tight, crossing our fingers together. She sought safety from my hands. She really hated Miwa-nee but she wanted to stop that.
"At first I'm already satisfied to just look over you growing up. But it grew to something more. And it was noticed by your mother."
"She asked me if I want you to be mine and told me to give her my answer when you reached high school. She didn't think that I would try to make a move on you. Maybe she trusted me that much. That even if I already saw you as more than my nephew, I wouldn't do something I will regret."
Eh? Mom was aware of Miwa-nee's feelings? Then, is this also the reason why she didn't tell me Miwa-nee will be staying here?
"Ah. This year is supposed to be the time to give her my answer. But as you can see. I'm already married so I don't have any right to answer that anymore."
"And in truth, I decided to forget about my affection for you when I married that man. And it will also put my parent's minds at ease. Satisfying them became the biggest reason, you see. They wanted to see me get married and have a stable life before their time here end. And they passed away a year after due to old age."
"Now, let's go back to the night before that decision. I still remember every detail. This is the one thing I couldn't forget or maybe I don't want to forget, I only sealed this deep inside me. The night when I chose to put away everything for their sake."
Miwa-nee started to cry. And this time, it's more than the sobbing I saw from her last night. Seeing her like that, I want to hold her in my arms.
But when I saw Akane lying on my lap. I stopped. I have to hold back. This silly girl. She wanted to hear everything. I shouldn't do anything until Miwa-nee finished her story.
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Chapter 78: The Reason (2)
"Ah. I'm showing an unsightly appearance. Where's the tissue?"
Miwa-nee, noticing her tears, tried to wipe it away with her fingers.
Then she looked at me again, still with flowing tears.
"You can guess it now, right? Maybe I loved you before, Ruki. And I put that away when I made that decision. I never thought I'll be looking back at it again. But here we are."
"That night, even when you're asleep, I kept on talking to you. I did it with an almost silent voice. I don't want anybody to hear it but you. Even if you're sleeping."
Soon, Miwa-nee finally controlled her tears making her voice clearer. Neither Akane nor I talked and just waited for her
"I whispered how I came to start looking at you differently, how I tried to always take your attention, separating you from Akane."
"I whispered all those while you're asleep. Then I told you how I wanted to see you grow up to be something great. At some point, I started venting out all my frustrations."
I see. It's like what Shio did yesterday when I acted as a wall, but Miwa-nee did that when I was asleep.
"From how I can't find a stable job, how I can't find a better man like you, how you weren't born much earlier."
"Now that I'm remembering it, I couldn't help but recall the regrets I had after that decision. If I had waited, I could have a chance with you. But even if I go back to that time, I will still make the same decision. Now, I have Minoru. Isn't he cute? He somehow resembles you and me."
It's for her parents. I understand that decision she made. And yes, Minoru's cute that even I am also fond of him. Miwa-nee became a great mother. Maybe the years of taking care of me paid off that she became like that.
"Ah. I'm getting sidetracked. Ruki. I might've really set you on that path. There's no doubt. You told me about that desire to steal someone from somebody. It stemmed from what I whispered to you to grow up and steal me from my husband, and steal everyone you set your eyes on."
"It sounds stupid, right? But at that time, that's the only way you could also see me as yours considering how in love you two are to each other."
Eh? She's right. I probably only have eyes for Akane back then.
"I told you that if you found someone you like, you should do everything to get them to be yours. Don't let reasons such as they already have someone else to hinder you. Maybe I was hoping that even if I married that guy, you will one day come to get me."
This. She's hoping for me to steal her. But she's rejecting it now. But this sounds really like the core of my desire back then. I'm doing everything to get them before, not minding the means. But the first thing that stuck out from all that she said was to steal someone from another.
"I didn't know most of it would stick on you. And worst, it sets you on the path to stealing someone's beloved for 4 years. It's great that you've changed but the essence is still the same as what I told you."
"But one part that I didn't tell you was how you treasured each of them. Leading to your situation now. You've really grown to a great man like I told you but you're shouldering everyone on your own. If you continue taking in someone, you'll be buried."
Miwa-nee looked over me with eyes full of concern. She's really thinking about my future.
I didn't treasure them though. Only now that my desire changed and I started taking responsibility for those who stayed did I start treasuring them. They're mine, after all.
"Miwa-nee…"
"Still can't believe it? Akane, you do hate me now, don't you? It's fine. I deserve that. Because of my selfish venting, it made him like that."
Miwa-nee turned to Akane. I see, she predicted that Akane would react like that. She knew that what happened ruined the love we had for each other.
"N-no. I just can't believe it. He was sleeping. How did it get imprinted in his mind? But out of all the reasons I can think of, this confession from you is the most plausible."
Akane removed my hand that was covering her mouth and blurted that out. What she said makes sense. Is it really possible to have those imprinted in my mind that it grew into a desire? But her confession really is the closest and most possible reason.
"I also don't know. When did you start having that desire?"
"A week after you left, I witnessed a confession happening. And that immediately ignited my desire."
Hearing that, Miwa-nee sighed again. Like confirming that it's really because of that night.
"See? I'm sorry. That night might've really changed you."
"Husband, I think Miwa-nee is right."
Even Akane was convinced. That got triggered because I accidentally saw that confession. And those words of Miwa-nee from that night turned into a desire.
"You're right. Then can this be cured?"
"It might be too late. It has been 5 years. It's already deeply rooted in you. I'm sorry. I'll take responsibility for that."
As I thought. Even if it can be cured, can I really stop this desire completely?
"How will you take responsibility?"
Akane asked instead of me.
"You'll hate me more, Akane."
"No. Miwa-nee. I don't want to hate you. It's true that I kind of want to hate you but for husband and Minoru's sake, I will not do that."
This silly girl, she's putting down her hate for me. I'm really lucky to have her.
"Akane…"
"I'm your wife. This much I can tolerate. I'm still the only girl special for you, right?"
"That won't change, silly girl."
My extreme possessiveness only beats for her. She'll always be the special one.
"Then that's enough. Miwa-nee, how will you take responsibility?"
Akane smiled hearing my words then she turned her head back to ask Miwa-nee again.
"I just wanted to lecture both of you about being an adult. Why am I put into this situation? Haa. Since Ruki's desire was my fault, I will satisfy it to take responsibility."
"Miwa-nee..."
"I'm not done yet. Don't be too happy. I'm still a married woman, Ruki. I may have forced my decision before but that doesn't change the fact that I'm already tied to another man."
"I know that. Just give me a chance, Miwa-nee."
A chance is enough. I won't blame her for this desire. I don't regret everything I've done after all.
"Do I still have a choice? I set you on that path, I have to take responsibility."
"Thank you Miwa-nee."
"Idiot husband, why are you thanking Miwa-nee. She's just feeling guilty so she had no choice but to satisfy your desire."
Akane retorted. Err. She's right. I'm really stupid. The one most affected by this confession by Miwa-nee is this silly girl.
"She's right, Ruki. Work hard but don't forget what I told you earlier. You two. Start thinking about the future. You can ask me or better, ask your parents."
"Yes."
The future. We're growing up. Not just me, all the girls around me as well. The time to decide what to do for our future will soon come. Kana will soon decide first. Maybe I'll ask her what she will do after she graduates.
"Akane, can I borrow Ruki for a second?"
"Alright. I'll reheat the tub, husband. Follow me in after you're done."
Akane looked at Miwa-nee and after a while, she conceded. She's making a concession for my desire again. This silly girl. I'll make it up to her later.
"Now that she's gone…" 𝑛𝑂𝓥𝓮𝑙𝒰𝑠𝑩.𝓬𝒪𝗆
"Miwa-nee."
After Akane left to go to the bathroom, Miwa-nee closed in on me and pulled me in her embrace.
"Shush. Don't talk. You two made me remember. You unsealed all those memories."
"I have no idea you looked at me like that before."
I responded and hugged her back. I remembered the time she used to do this. And yes, it's comfortable but I thought nothing wrong from it.
"I'm the worst, right? But it's true."
She used to look at me as more than a nephew, but she decided to forget all that. Now that it was brought up again, did it come back? I don't know.
"I'm not blaming you for being the reason for this desire, Miwa-nee. It made me be who I am right now. I don't regret anything that I've done."
"This idiot boy. That's why I'm feeling this guilty. You became like that because of me when you could live normally with Akane."
Ah. She's right. Living normally with Akane. Just like what I told Nami, that will certainly happen if this desire hadn't manifested. Loving only Akane. From a normal perspective that's a satisfying life.
"Like you said, it's too late now. And Akane, she's still here with me, being the special silly girl for me. And you too. I can't stop wanting you to be mine Miwa-nee, and I don't hate it."
"What have I done? To turn you like this…"
In essence, she's successful at her initial aim to make me look at her as well. I ended up wanting her. I want to steal her from her husband.
"Don't think about it anymore. I'll be stealing you soon, Miwa-nee."
"Now I don't know if I will be amazed or sad."
With a complicated expression on her face, Miwa-nee gave me a smile.
"Can I at least kiss you again, Miwa-nee?"
"Akane is waiting for you."
Just like how considerate Akane is to my desire, Miwa-nee wanted to make it up for that silly girl. She's already guilty enough to ask for this moment.
"I'll be spoiling her soon. But right now, you're the one in my arms Miwa-nee."
"This boy… go on. Maybe I also wanted that. You made me remember those times, I'll apologize to Akane again."
Miwa-nee's face closed in on mine. I didn't miss that chance to kiss her again. And my arms pulled her closer to me. This woman is the reason for my desire. I can't afford to blame her. In fact, I'm even thankful for her. I met a lot of girls who showed their affection to me, making me grow to who I am right now.
"Miwa-nee..."
"Stop the useless talk."
This time, Miwa-nee was the one kissing me more aggressively. Unlike yesterday night, she's sober and she knows what she's doing. Is this her suppressed feelings for me?
Using her tongue, she invaded my mouth and entwined her tongue with mine. Right now, maybe I'm the one occupying all her thoughts. She's indulging herself to me. I have to respond back. To make her understand.
With all those kisses, we ended back to the sofa, with me on top of her. I can see from Miwa-nee's eyes the affection she has for me. Even if she doesn't voice it out, I can feel it. This is like the love that Akane and the other girls shower me.
Her arms tightened and I let myself fall on top of her, putting all of my weight on her. Her mouth keeps on seeking mine. With every kiss, she's conveying the affection she has for me all those years.
I don't know if it will continue or she's just pouring it all out. All those emotions she suppressed in exchange for satisfying her parents.
Soon, only kissing proved to be not enough for me, I broke off our kiss and I went down to her neck, a few kisses at first, it then grew from licking to sucking it. Miwa-nee's hands were on my head and back. She's not rejecting it. She's even pushing me to do more.
I really became encouraged.
I was about to go down again but Akane's face suddenly surfaced on my mind. That silly girl, she's waiting for me. I don't want to make her sad. I want to see more of her smile…
I stopped and looked at Miwa-nee. She was confused about why I stopped but then realization dawned on her. She also got too into it.
Her flushed face that looks like she's drunk, reddened even further. Then she turned her face away from me. Not daring to look me in the eye.
"Go… This is enough, right?"
"I'll make time for you Miwa-nee. I really want you."
"Don't say anything more. Akane. Go to her now."
"Right."
I stood up and her arms naturally released me. I started walking to the bathroom but my eyes were still on Miwa-nee. But until the end, she didn't look at me again, she even turned her body face-down on the sofa.
Taking off my clothes, I opened the bathroom door and Akane's already there, dipping herself in the tub.
"How did it go?"
"It went well."
"That's great…"
"Akane, it's fine to show me if you're upset."
This silly girl, she's trying hard not to show it on her face but it's clearly written on it.
"No. I'm not upset, husband."
"You say that but you're pouting."
"Come and spoil me. I want to feel you more today."
"Alright. I'm getting in."
Her pout never left her face but it's fine. I understand what she's feeling right now. She's jealous. I have to make it up to her. I won't get tired doing this for her.
Right after I got in, Akane stood up and repositioned herself to lean her body to me. She took my arms and put it around herself.
Looking at how she's acting right now, I can't help but smile.
This feeling.
Do I love her? Maybe, I do now. In the heat of that moment with Miwa-nee, I remembered her. I don't want to make her wait and sad. I want to see her keep smiling.
Is this it? Am I starting to remember that emotion?
I want to make this silly girl smile, pamper her and take care of her. Now and in the future.
I still don't know about the other girls, but to Akane, I'm now feeling my heart beating fast for her.
Now that I know the reason for my desire, I'm starting to remember that emotion. No. This is my feelings for her that I have forgotten.
This silly girl. I can feel it. This is not just my possessiveness now. It's still there but this one's different. I love Akane. This is love. This is the love I have for her all those years. Auntie and Miwa-nee is really right. We do love each other back then. And now, it's all coming back to me.
Knowing the reason about the origin of my desire unlocked this forgotten emotion I have for this silly girl.
At the same time my arms tightened around her, I nibbled on one of her ears and whispered.
"Akane, I think I love you now."
When my words registered on her mind, Akane stiffened. Slowly, her head turned to me, her eyes staring directly at my eyes. She's crying. Her tears started flowing.
"C-can you say that again?"
She couldn't believe it. I guess that's the normal reaction. But I'll repeat it for her. Putting this emotion I'm remembering just now, I smiled and told her once again. The words she wanted to hear.
"I love you, Akane."
Chapter 79 - Night Of Love (1)
Because of my sudden confession, Akane was dumbfounded. She really couldn't believe my words. She just wanted to be spoiled by me but to suddenly hear the words she always wanted to hear from me, it took her a few minutes to recover.
Her tears flowed uncontrollably during that time and I kept on wiping it away from her beautiful face.𝑵𝗈𝑽𝔢𝑳𝗎𝐒𝗯.𝓬𝒪𝗆
"Tell me I'm not hearing things."
"You're not. With the reason for my desire being cleared, that emotion that I had forgotten, I'm starting to remember it. Especially how in love I was with you. No, it shouldn't be in the past tense. I love you, Akane. Sorry for forgetting it."
She was once again speechless. But slowly a smile bloomed on her lips.
"Idiot husband. I can't describe how happy I am. In fact, I really don't know what to say. I'm even rehearsing for the day you will say that to me but to suddenly hear it from you, I blanked out."
"You don't have to say anything. Let's finish bathing for now and move to our room. I want to spoil my wife."
"Yes, husband."
I don't know, but after that confession, we didn't get wrapped by an erotic air. Instead, the already warm bath became warmer, we're just hugging each other. This love I have for her. It's real. I can't deny this.
The thought of my other girls, even Miwa-nee, were put at the back of my head. Even the things I should realize got pushed back again. I just wanted to pour this emotion that was continuously coming back to me to this silly girl. This was suppressed for almost 5 years.
When we reached our room, Akane immediately jumped into my arms, her lips found mine. Like always, she's pouring her love to me. I'm clearly feeling it. A lost emotion I've forgotten. This comfortable feeling really is her love. I recognized it now. The memories I had with her before the desire manifested were all coming back to me.
I'm not really incapable of love, I just simply forgot it.
I truly love her. This silly girl. But now along with this possessiveness, I won't ever let her go.
"Husband, say it again."
"I love you. How many times do you want to hear it?"
Akane giggled cutely and pulled me into our bed. We once again lay down and she immediately cuddles with me.
"I love you."
She kissed me again. And each time, she will whisper that. How should I say this? Now that I remembered it, her 'I love you's became this meaningful. And I want to hear it again and again.
"I love you too, wife."
"Husband. I won't be able to sleep from this happiness."
"Then I'll accompany you. I feel the same."
Yes. There's no way I can sleep if I'm getting overwhelmed by this emotion.
"Now I won't hate Miwa-nee anymore. This time it's real."
"Let's not talk about other girls for now, wife. Let me fill in the years where I've forgotten how much I love you."
"Then come, husband. Let me feel it."
"I remembered how you just stretch your arms. I will surrender easily to you and hug you tightly."
She stretched her arms out asking me to get in her embrace. I didn't let her wait, my body fell down into her embrace. Just like with Haruko earlier, I rested my head to her neck.
"You remembered that time…"
"Yes. All the memories I had with you. They're coming back."
"Tell me more. Let's reminisce on that."
"There was that time when Auntie scolded you and you slipped into my bed at night saying you'll start to live with me."
That thing last Wednesday wasn't the only time she told me she will live with me. It already happened years before.
"Ah. Then Mom arrived and took me away from you."
"Yes, I cried that time and I got angry with Auntie."
These memories. Ah. I'm being exposed to how I was before the desire took over.
"Mom gave up that night to stop your crying. We cuddled together to sleep."
"Akane, you were reminiscing these memories alone before, right? Now, let's do it together."
Those memories where we are still into each other. Nothing can separate us, even Miwa-nee. That's why I never looked at her as a family or as a sister because I wanted her to be my other half. That was what I decided since the first time we've seen each other even if we still don't know the meaning of it. And she felt the same.
"Yes. I'd love that. And let's make more memories, husband."
Akane hugged me tighter and she lifted my head to face her. And there I saw her smiling. No. She's been smiling since earlier. This silly girl really is too beautiful.
"Right. Earlier I got an idea to take you for a date."
"Date?"
What's this? Somehow she got triggered by that word.
"Yes. We haven't had one. And I wanted to spoil you so I planned on telling you about it."
"I'm sure it's just you making up to me. I know about that time with Yaeko."
Ah. I see. This is why. I haven't told her about that supposed date with Yae.
"Err. How did you know?"
"That girl. She's bragging about it to me. She's so happy she got your first date."
Akane is pouting again. Like someone took away her candy. I didn't miss that chance to kiss her to ease her up before I explained. Err, why am I explaining?
"That Yae… the order was mixed up. This time I want to do it properly with you."
"If I could have you for the whole day then I'll accept."
More spoiling for this silly girl. I want that too so it's fine. My desire is still here. And those girls…
Even though I remembered my love for her, I still can't stop my desire. She just became more special to me.
"Deal. I don't plan on meeting anyone on that day."
"This Saturday then, husband. You're all mine."
Her pouting lips are still there so I keep on my kisses. Now I feel like she's taking advantage of me. But I don't mind. If it's for this silly girl.
"Yes, wife. Now that I remembered how much I love you. I want to make it our first new memory we can reminisce about in the future."
"You're the guy, husband. Plan it for us."
"Err. I'm actually telling this to you because I have no idea what to do."
"Right. I forgot you're hopeless in that department, husband. Then I'll tell you everything I want to do. Plan it out using that."
She almost facepalmed but she giggled instead, she remembered how clueless I am to certain things. That thing with Fujii, I should take that seriously. To gain more knowledge.
"That's enough. Now tell me."
"Later, husband. You see..."
Akane said while fidgeting around. Her legs were rubbing with each other.
I see. This silly girl. Let's tease her for a bit
"What?"
"Don't make me say it!"
Even if we've already done it many times over, she's still a bit shy at admitting it.
"Ah. My wife is turned on."
"Muu. You're teasing me again."
I will never get enough of this silly girl. Her flustered face, her apple-red lips that I've already ravaged one too many times. That flawless neck of hers, her collarbone that's still carrying my mark. Everything about her.
"I love teasing you before too, right?"
"You were doing that because you couldn't tease Miwa-nee as revenge for teasing you."
She remembered that I'm just venting it out on her. It's hard to take revenge on Miwa-nee before. She will just tease me more if I tried, so Akane became the target of my teasing.
"You're right. I had no one to tease but you."
"Idiot husband. I love you."
This time, she's now the one taking initiative. Her pouty lips turned aggressive, it sucked on my lips that were just raining her with kisses.
"And I love you too. I'm also turned on. Since we can't sleep, let's do it a lot tonight."
"Un. I want your child…"
"You silly wife, not yet. But we will have it in the future. A little Akane or a little me. Anything you want."
"Minoru is cute but I want our own child."
This silly girl. She's serious. She wants to have our child as soon as possible. But that's irresponsible. There's a lot more we have to do first.
"And we will have one. We just have to wait, okay?"
"Yes, husband. Now make love to me."
"Right. We can finally say that now. We'll make love tonight. Not just sex but making love."
"Un…"
My wife is this beautiful. Ah. I really love her. This is really different than normal. I just want to plunge it in her already.
We haven't stopped our kisses since earlier. We just never got tired of each other. Now that we're both turned on, we stopped conversing with words, we started doing it with our actions.
From passionate kisses, I moved down to her neck while my hand was busy exploring her body. Her sleepwear that was now changed to negligee since we started living together came off easily with a little pull, revealing her perfect figure. I will never get tired of this sight.
My hand moved down and felt her slit, like I thought, she's now too wet. My fingers started rubbing her pussy over her panties, wetting it further.
While my fingers are doing that, my head is now buried in her still developing breasts. With a nipple in my mouth that was being sucked and licked. Her moans started filling our room.
Her hand reached for my cock below, it's already hard for her so she's stroking it over my underpants.
"G-give this to me now, husband."
Akane whispered. She couldn't wait anymore.
I nodded at her. I will grant her wish. Ah. No, even I couldn't wait anymore.
The night is long, we'll make love all night. This forgotten emotion, I'll pour it all to this lovely silly girl.
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Chapter 80: Night of Love (2) *
How long has it been? I've already shot 3 times inside this silly girl but we still showed no signs of exhaustion. From missionary, taking her from behind and with her on top of me. We poured our love for each other. Her moans were so loud that I don't know if it would be heard from Miwa-nee's room. If it did, we'll get an earful tomorrow but I don't care. We're still not done yet.
"Husband. More."
Akane who already rested for a bit after her performance on top of me whispered again. She already climaxed more than me but she still wanted more.
"Make it hard for me again, wife."
"Un."
She nodded and stood up, a bit of semen and her love nectar dripped down from her pussy. It's already filled since earlier but she still wants more.
Akane then went down to my cock for the 3rd time. She always uses her mouth to make it stand erect again. It's now covered with her juices and a bit of my semen but she didn't mind it, after stroking it for a bit, she took it in her mouth. Cleaning every corner of it with her tongue, she bobbed her head up and down.
Not long after, my cock stood up again like the previous shots didn't happen.
Seeing that, Akane went back on top of me and ground it with her pussy again.
"You're too erotic now, wife."
"You made me like this, husband. You can also use my other hole."
"You silly girl, we can't just use that without preparing it first. It will hurt a lot."
"I don't mind."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes, fill me up with your love there as well."
"Not tonight. We still have school later, it will be hard for you to walk if we do it now.let's do it on our date. I'll keep pumping on the usual hole for now."
"Un. Okay... Make more love with me. I want to remember this night. The night your love for me came back."
"What position do you want next?"
"I want you on top of me again, husband. That's much better than any other position. Like I'm entrusting my everything to you."
"We're of the same mind, wife. I want to always treasure you like that."
Exchanging our positions, we didn't need to lubricate anymore, her legs were already separated. I just aimed it and pushed my cock inside her again. Her insides now fully take my shape, like it's made for me.
Akane moaned out again then she sought for my mouth. Our tongue entwined while we passionately enjoyed the 4th round of our love making. I'm not moving slow nor fast now, we made our own rhythm while following the beat of our hearts. It's in sync.
"I love you so much, Ruki."
"I love you too, Akane."
Another exchange of our I love you's. Another thrust to her deepest part. It's already a bit slimy from all of my semen inside but I don't mind. The way she squeezes my cock is too pleasurable and at the same time, she's feeling the same pleasure.
Even if I said we were not exhausted, doing it consecutively like this really emptied my balls.
This time though, only focusing on giving each other pleasure. It somehow calmed us down. That idea about using her other hole was also swept away. This will be the last for the night but we'll savor it.
With every thrust of my hips, a moan will escape her mouth. Her neck is now full of hickeys. I couldn't stop myself during the heat of our moment. We'll figure out how to cover that tomorrow. 𝒏𝑂𝗏ℯ𝓁𝑢𝗌𝑩.𝗰𝑂𝓂
With accumulated pleasure, her legs tightened onto me. She just wanted to feel me inside her.
"This is not a dream again, right?"
"There you go again, after all this, you still think you're dreaming?"
"To feel your love again, this really feels like a dream."
"This silly girl. I just need to show it every moment we're together, right?"
She nodded then gave me a kiss again. Her hands moved to my butt urging me to thrust harder.
I heeded what she wanted. While holding her tight, I increased the pace in which I pounded my cock inside her. Our lips never separated, pouring more love into each other.
After a few minutes like that, she reached another climax and when I felt her tighten on me, I shot my 4th load inside her. Filling her with more of my semen.
After that, we just stare at each other. This girl who persevered despite me forgetting my feelings for her. She's stronger than anyone I know. Maybe this is why she became the only one special to me.
Like our first night, I mulled over the things that will change after this. I love Akane. That doesn't mean I won't love those other girls. I just need to look at them again and determine if I like or love them or it's still my desire to have them.
I might make another differentiation but one thing is for sure. As long as they stay with me, I'll treat them equally. The new ones and the old. But they won't be higher than Akane. At best they'll be next to her. Haruko and Yae currently compete for that position, everyone else comes next with Satsuki, Kana, Aoi and Ria at the front. I won't include those I haven't conquered yet but they will soon be. And those I haven't reconnected yet, I won't treat them unfairly but I just really can't deal with them all at once.
I moved down from on top of Akane. Well, I don't want her to carry all my weight throughout the night, cuddling together is much better for us.
"I still can't sleep, husband."
"Then let's talk more. It's time to talk about our date."
Our first date. It will not just be a way to make up for that date with Yae. It will be our first date after I remembered my love for her.
"Right. We'll be together for the whole day, so let's start it in the Amusement Park. The last time we went there was when we're in 4th grade. I don't want to go there without you, so…"
"Alright. I still remember the rides you liked."
She liked some extreme ones but she always loves to ride the Ferris Wheel. Well, that's the most romantic ride. I'll put that at the end.
"We'll spend most of the time there. Then after it, let's watch a movie. There's that one I want to watch with you."
"What's it about?"
"You might find it boring."
"I will enjoy it if I'm with you."
Movie eh. We also stopped going there. I don't know about her but usually, I just watch movies at home. I don't have any particular genre so she can be at ease that I will enjoy it with her.
"You're making me smile again, you idiot husband."
"I'll aim to always keep that smile on you. You're more beautiful that way."
"Ah. I'm satisfied."
"Don't be, we'll be together until the end. We'll have more memories together."
It's still too early to be satisfied, this silly girl.
"Then next, take me to a romantic dinner. I won't tell you where.? You have to choose it by yourself."
"Alright."
Romantic dinner. How does one prepare for that? To a well-known restaurant? I'd rather cook for her but I guess, I'll look for one where we can have that.
"And let's spend the night in a hotel."
"Love hotel?"
"No, idiot. A proper hotel."
"Alright. I'll make a reservation tomorrow."
Why did I think of a love hotel first? Ah. Because of Yae.
"Yes, husband. Thank you."
"Why are you thanking me?"
"I know you still have your desire but you keep on letting me feel how special I am. That's what I'm thankful about."
"I'm just making it up to you, silly girl."
She never has to thank me. It should be me apologizing because of this desire. But I can't do that. It will not stop anyway. It will just be an unending cycle if I did. Better to make it up to her than apologizing.
"You already did when you accepted me and asked my parents to let me live with you. You made me fall for you even further that night. No one can replace you in my heart, husband."
"I still feel that's not enough."
"That's why I'm thanking you, you keep calling me silly but you are one as well."
"You're too stubborn, wife."
She smiled and bit my cheek. Ah. This silly girl. She doesn't want to lose, eh?
"Just accept it."
"Alright. You will always be special, Akane. Maybe this is my way of making it up to you, I can't abandon those girls now. I will come to love most if not all of them."
Though there's a momentary hint of sadness in her eyes, it disappeared in an instant. She still can't accept it deep in her heart but she's doing her best, for me.
"I know. I have to grow up along with you. I may pout at you and be upset at times, you can ignore it. That's just the time I can't hold myself back and just my way to let you notice me again."
Just like always, she embraced me tightly again, this is her own way of feeling safe. In my arms.
"You know, I'm weak to that pout of yours, wife."
"That's actually why I do it."
"This silly girl. I love you."
"Mmh. I won't get tired to hear that from you."
Since earlier, I'm now used to telling her those words, and it always carried my feelings for her.
"You will hear it more from now on."
"Yes. Now husband, let me spoil you."
"How will you spoil me?"
"You can relax for now and don't think of anything else. I'll be singing to you until you fall asleep."
She used to love singing for me but yeah, that stopped as well. She's really the most affected with my desire. But she's willing to put down that hate she felt, all for me. I'm really lucky to have this girl.
"Ah. I'd love to hear that."
"Uhm, I'm not confident but if it's for you, I'll keep spoiling you like this."
Akane sat up a bit and leaned her back to the headrest, she then put my head on her navel, my arms circled around her. And while brushing my hair with her fingers, her singing voice put me at ease.
"Especially for you
I wanna let you know what I was going through
All the time we were apart
I thought of you
You were in my heart
My love never changed
I still feel the same
Especially for you
I wanna tell you I was feeling that way too
And if dreams were wings, you know
I would have flown to you
To be where you are
No matter how far
And now that I'm next to you
No more dreaming about tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow
I've got to say
It's all because of you
And now we're back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you…"
With her soothing voice, I enjoy this time with her. This silly girl who I love. Her love for me never changed. And it will continue on. It will really be a dream come true if we can go back to that time when there's only the two of us.
But that's impossible now. I just gotta do whatever I can to make her feel special. No matter what, she will always be my special one. With this love and possessiveness, we'll be together until the end.
Soon, I drifted off to sleep, along with her soothing voice and her gentle fingers that are filled with love.
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Chapter 81: The Story Continues
"Loverboy, good morning."
Akane's face greeted me first thing in the morning.
Loverboy? This girl…
"What time is it, wife?"
"Muu. Don't just brush that off. I thought a lot to confuse you this early in the morning."
"It's true so I didn't react. I love you, silly girl."
Faced with my counterattack, she got flustered and hit me with her pillow.
Eh? Why are you turning violent?
"You're bullying me again."
"How is that bullying?"
"Shut up! I love you too, idiot husband!"
"Come give me a kiss."
Feeling wronged, she eventually gave up and kissed me like I asked.
It's not a dream or anything. Last night, I really remembered my forgotten feelings for her. Now I'm sure. This is real. Just listening to the beating of my heart.
I love Akane. I love that silly girl so much. It didn't just sprout from nowhere.
Since the first day I saw her.
We're still probably a toddler back then.
It's unbelievable, yes.
But it's like I was born to love her. And it's the same for her.
If that really continued, we'll eventually end up together and make our own family.
Miwa-nee ruined it. Ah. I shouldn't blame her. Besides, it's not proven that the reason was really that night.
Her confession made me remember. And I'm truly thankful for that.
Now that I remember that emotion, I know I will also start feeling it to those girls who are faithfully in love with me.
And then there are those things that I should realize. Maybe I already did but I want to see them first.
Akane told me that since I remembered that forgotten emotion, I will start realizing things on my own even without her help.
She's right and it might hurt her again, helping me to realize that I love girls other than her? She might be willing before. Maybe that is also her way of spoiling me.
Satsuki, she told me to be honest. I guess I'm not really honest with her. I can now say in all honesty that I don't want her to date Sakuma. She's mine. I don't want to see her with another guy, even if that is her wish. Ah.
I'll give her the final decision but I'll tell her honestly what I think. This is probably what she wanted to hear yesterday and I'm dumb enough to lie like I'm happy that her wish will finally be granted.
Akane pulled me up from our bed. Even if we did four rounds last night, Akane is still this energetic. Is this the power of love? Err…
She woke me up right after she finished making our breakfast. I guess we have to skip exercising for today. I'll make it up for it later at night.
Miwa-nee and Minoru were already at the table waiting for us.
Nothing happened between her and Akane, right?
I hope so.
Miwa-nee couldn't look at me straight but she still tried to act normally.
I stopped what we're doing last night because of Akane, I wonder what she thinks about that? I still want Miwa-nee. Like I said to her, I will make time for the two of us.
"Miwa-nee, thank you."
"Huh? What are you thanking me for?"
Miwa-nee was startled when I suddenly said that.
"I also want to thank you, Miwa-nee."
"You too, Akane? What happened?"
And then Akane followed through, which made her more confused.
"Thanks to you, I remembered."
"What? What did you remember? I'm confused. I thought Akane would hate me now."
Right. She's still thinking about that. She really felt guilty about the manifestation of my desire. How can I ease her mind about it?
"M-mama. Why will Aka-nee hate you? Did you fight?"
Minoru hearing our exchanges asked Miwa-nee innocently.
"No Minoru, they don't fight and Akane doesn't hate her."
I answered in place of Miwa-nee. She's still confused. I'll let her think for now.
"Is that so Ru-nii? Then good. I'm happy."
This boy. He really brightens this house. His cuteness cleared up the awkward air.
"To think that we will be defeated by a boy."
Miwa-nee who finally got out of her confusion said, she then wiped the chocolate syrup on Minoru's mouth.
"As I thought, I want a child like Minoru, husband."
Akane looked at Minoru smilingly like she's imagining what our child will look like.
"I told you, we will in the future. Miwa-nee, I remembered that I love Akane. I love her so much. That's what we're thanking you for."
I hushed Akane first before turning to Miwa-nee to tell her what we were thanking her for.
When she heard that, she somehow looked disappointed for a second but it soon changed to her smiling brightly.
That didn't escape my notice. She remembered her feelings for me as well and now it hangs on her head.
"Really? I'm happy for you two."
"Miwa-nee. You don't have to act like that. Please be honest."
Akane noticed it too and pointed it out to her.
"W-what are you talking about? Hurry up and finish eating. You two will be late."
In the end, she chose to dodge it.
Akane looked at me.
Well, she knows I still want Miwa-nee and only I can make this beautiful aunt of mine to be honest.
After eating breakfast, we immediately prepared for school. Well, I woke up later than usual, so if I stay longer, I will arrive late.
We only did another round in the bath and it's even at the same time as we wash away the soap.
No matter how many times, I won't get tired of Akane's body.
Err. Among all my girls, she's the one getting it more than anyone.
Well, I'm filling up all the years I neglected her.
We now mutually love each other. It made her bloom more beautifully. The fact that I remembered my love for her proved to be a positive influence.
We will have that date this Saturday, I already called a hotel where we will stay and made a reservation, we were minors so I called Dad for authorization.
I actually wants to talk to the two of them.
What Miwa-nee said about our future bugs me but I guess, they're still busy with their work.
I still can't decide on which restaurant to dine in though. Maybe somewhere near the Theater or the Hotel. I'll think about it before the date.
During the train ride, I opened my phone. Well, after all that happened, only now did I have the time to check it.
Otsuka-senpai's mail was sent yesterday and maybe she's patiently waiting for my reply. I still don't want to include her. Maybe after I'm done with my current targets? Ishida-senpai is different though. I at least want to help Kana. But not knowing the real situation is a bit…
Well, Otsuka-senpai will provide that information soon. I told her to ask me questions and I gave her a bonus so the contents of her mail will surely be at least two questions from her.
"I see. Then Onoda-kun, why is Kana-senpai cheating with you on Goto-senpai? Do you love Kana-senpai? I'm curious. I know her, she's shy most of the time but to think she will easily cheat. Did something happen between you two?"
Oi. That's three Otsuka-senpai. Haa. I guess I'll answer it. I'll just ask her the same amount of questions.
"Well, Kana is mine now, not Goto-senpai's. I don't know if I love her, for now but I guess I like her already. And for your last question, she met me and I made her mine. That's what happened. If you're satisfied with these answers, it will be my turn to ask you next."
I answered honestly but will she believe it? I don't know. Well, let's see. It's getting tedious talking to her here. She will just get delayed. I need to talk to her in person, that's when I will ask my questions.
Opening Messenger next, there's a ton of message requests. Ah. These are from all those girls from the group. I told Haruko to tell them that I will respond in messenger. I guess I'll go through them all. I need to assure them, these girls are all waiting patiently.
When I opened the list, Fujii's name was the first one listed. Right, we will set up our meeting through here.
Next were from Sena and Otoha. Those two… they will come with Haruko.
Then others are names I recognized. Yes, they're all girls from my middle school who I stole before. Currently, there are 6. I don't know if it will increase.
I first responded to those 6. It's a short message for now. Telling them not to worry and that I didn't forget about them.
Then Sena and Otoha. These two… will they have time? Sena is an amateur boxer, she probably joined the boxing club again. While Otoha, despite her having trouble talking to other people, she's an outgoing person, she practices Kendo. And most possibly like Sena, she joined their school's Kendo Club.
They're a bit harder to steal before but I still succeeded. To think that they still want to be mine. Haa. I'll deal with them soon.
I sent them a greeting which both immediately replied happily. It's like they're waiting for my reply all this time.
I then replied to Fujii, telling her she got the right account. She asked if it's me. Doubting if this is my real messenger or not. Well, for proof I told her that I still want to steal her.
After I closed the message request, I saw that Nikaido also sent me a message, well she's just doing idle talks which I keep responding to. She doesn't want to fade away from my memory. This girl. Their house is located in the same neighborhood, maybe I'll see her again soon.
Then Yae, Aoi and Ria are keeping me updated through their messages. I responded to them to make them happy, they all replied fast.
What are these girls doing this early in the morning? Are they always waiting for my reply?
Ah. I want to see them soon.
Then next, there's Harada. She's greeting me again and there seem to be messages from her yesterday, after the PE class. How to deal with this girl, I wonder?
Until now I can't keep up with her thought process.
"Yo Onoda. Morning! Ya didn't reply yesterday. You busy?"
"Morning Chii. You're this energetic again. I didn't have time to check my phone yesterday."
Like yesterday, she replied almost immediately. She's probably on the train like me as well.
"Ah. Right. You were with that glasses-chan from Class 4. Did you make her yours?"
"What are you talking about?"
This girl. Is she like Nami, an observer? No. She's just blurting out what comes in her mind.
"It's a joke! This guy, have a sense of humor, will ya?"
"So what is it this time?"
I guess I'm right. Haa. This girl just wanted to bug me, right?
"Nah. I'm still super interested in you, especially yesterday. You were kind of cool. And you seem to have an atmosphere with those two."
"What atmosphere?"
Eh? Now I'm doubting again. She noticed that. Our interactions weren't that obvious, right? Or this girl is just this sharp?
"Come on. Onoda. We're totally friends, right? Who do you like from them? Maemura or Andou?"
"They're both mine."
If I said it like this, she won't believe it. Like how Sakuma couldn't believe when I talked about the chat group vaguely.
"What the hell Onoda?! That cracked me up. So you have a sense of humor. Right. You're bold, wanting two golden swans. What about me?"
"What about you? Do you want to pit me against Fukuda?"
Of course, I want her to be mine as well. Err. Here I am again, just after remembering my love for Akane, I'm back at entertaining my targets. Haa. This desire.
"Nah. Don't talk about that guy. I don't have that intention. You just totally caught my interest. Hey, can we meet alone?"
"What? Why? Do you perhaps, like me?"
She kept saying she's interested. What part of me did she take interest in?
"No. I just want to talk to you."
"I don't follow. We're not close at all, so why me?"
"I told you, I'm interested in you."
"I don't know. It's too troublesome to deal with your group."
This is a chance to get a hold on her. But there's still the risk of me being baited to a trap. Will she do that to me? Does she have a grudge? Or is she being compelled by someone?
No. That's unlikely. The first time she noticed me was on that train on the way home. I guess I just need to prepare for any scenario that might happen. I doubt Harada wants to do me harm.
"Let's meet somewhere they won't know."
"Okay. Make it next week."
I want to relax for a few days. There's still that thing with Nami, if Ogawa suddenly confessed, our plan will start so this thing with Harada or Chii will have to wait until next week.
"Alright. Thanks, Onoda."
"That's new. You can say thanks? And the way you talk changed."
Right. It somehow became gentle? Not like her gyaru personality who's always energetic.
"Shut up. I'll tell you next week. See ya Onoda."
There. It's back to that. Ah. Well, there's no use guessing for now. 𝒩𝒪𝒱𝖊𝓁𝓊𝑆𝒷.𝓬𝑜𝑀
I turned off my phone after that. The train will soon arrive at my destination.
I don't want to comment about the day again. I might jinx it like yesterday.
I miss my Akane already. That silly girl.
The story continues. Even if I remembered my love for Akane. This desire doesn't show any signs of stopping.
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Chapter 82: Caught in the Empty Clubroom
When Ayase saw me entering the classroom, she immediately blushed and her eyes still glittered brightly. In fact, it's even brighter than normal.
Ah. This is probably because of my acceptance.
She greeted me by my first name but in a very soft voice that only I could hear.
This girl…
She became this cute when her gloom finally dispersed. I want to hug her but I need to restrain myself.
I now know I like her and I want her to be mine, I won't deny that anymore.
After our greeting, she tried to read her book again but she couldn't concentrate on it because of me being next to her.
I leaned closer and whispered to her ear.
"Aya, relax. You're mine now. Let's act normally in class, okay?"
She turned her head and like I thought, it's so red now that she might reach her boiling point any minute. Calling her Aya added to that. She liked it when shortened her name. She probably thought it's my form of endearment for her.
I sneakily held her hand to calm her down.
Those behind us are busy anyway so just this much is fine. I let go of my hold when I saw her returning to normal.
When Satsuki arrived and saw me, she still had that expression she had yesterday when she told me to be honest to myself.
After settling herself on her seat, she rested her head on her desk.
Tired from practice?
She then turned her head to greet us.
"Good morning Idiot Onoda and Rindou. What's wrong, Rindou? You're red this early in the morning."
This girl, now she's calling me with the same title as Sakuma.
"Uhm… No, it's just because of what I'm reading."
Satsuki stared at Aya for a few seconds before she was convinced.
Sakuma arrived soon and he's in a good mood. I didn't notice yesterday because of how he immediately annoyed me from his questions but it's probably because of him finally deciding to make his move.
He's a friend I betrayed by claiming Satsuki for me.
The class started soon and Shio, well, she deliberated whether to call me to the faculty again for a few seconds before finally deciding against it.
Finally remembering that emotion is now putting me in a dilemma. How can I determine if I like or love someone? Ah. At least I know that I want them. I just have to look closely and ask myself.
The classes passed by uneventfully and lunch break soon arrived.
I went ahead to that clubroom without waiting for Nami's message. She will come. I know. When I saw them in class, Ogawa still hadn't confessed so I still have time to take advantage of this time.
I went for bread again as lunch and when I was almost done eating, the door to this empty clubroom opened. Nami entered from it.
She's late today and she doesn't have her lunch.
"Did you wait? Hina dragged me to the cafeteria to eat."
"No, it's fine. You need to show up or they'll start to wonder where you are going during lunch."
She sat next to me, our chairs were already moved closer.
"Finish eating that first. I'll wait."
"What's wrong? You're surprisingly timid today. Did something happen?"
Right. Unlike her usual attitude, something seems to be bugging her.
"How did you even notice it? Is it that obvious?"
"I'm looking closely at you, of course, I'll notice."
She sighed and took my hand to her, crossing our fingers together on her own.
"Stop saying all the right words. I'm starting to get confused."
"Confused about what?"
Since she's like this, I won't comment on her surprising action. Holding my hands on her own. She started to be assertive.
"This guy. You're surprisingly dense at this kind of moment. Of course, I'm confused about you. Look I even take your hand by myself."
"Are you falling for me?"
No. It's too early for that. She's confused about something else.
"No. It's not that. I can't explain it but it feels like I'm feeling more comfortable with you than anyone else. Is it because of you being the same as me?"
"I don't know. We're not entirely the same, Nami."
Of course, I always aim for her to be comfortable with me. How else can I steal her?
"I really love Kazuo but spending time with you like this. It's calming and comfortable. It's like I'm free from all the burdens."
"What kind of burdens are you talking about?"
She tightened her hold on my hand like it's more comfortable for her this way. Our fingers fit perfectly on the gaps.
"Me being considerate to my friends. It's getting heavy. Acting like someone who's in control of the situation. Daiki cherishes me truthfully, he'll do anything for my sake. Hina, even if she wanted Kazuo for herself, we get along together as long as it's not about him where she has a strong rivalry towards me. And Kazuo. We often fight, but that's just our way of getting along. In the end, we like each other."
"I see. You're finding it hard to maintain your cool. If you continue you'll soon snap."
Why so suddenly?
Ah. It's because of that Ogawa. The tension of his impending confession is getting to her head.
"Yes. Daiki, I couldn't see him as more than a childhood friend and It's hard to act oblivious to it. Even if I will to tell him that I know, he will just brush it off and tell me to do what I want. Hina, her rivalry and the way she does things about it is getting worse but I can't tell her to stop because I still want to give her a chance."
"I see. You're confused because of how you find it calming when you're with me than with them."
Just imagining their situation, it's really heavy. But my situation is heavier. I don't know how they can cope with it. Waiting for their turn.
Especially those girls from the other school. I bet Yae, Ria and Aoi are already itching to meet me again but they're holding themselves back. I want to see them too but because my hands are full, I can't.
For the time being, I'll stop adding more targets. Just until I'm done with them. This desire though, I hope there's a switch to turn off its Target Locking function.
"Yes. Hey, Ruu, what should I do?"
"Be mine, Nami."
She looked up at me and stared into my eyes, her lips are now close to me, just a little push and I can take it into a kiss. But yeah. It's not good to be forceful if it's Nami. She's still confused.
"There you go again. It will be heavier if I did become yours. I won't be your only one."
"Eh? You already considered that?"
"N-no. It's just a passing thought."
"It won't be heavier. I'll take care of you equally."
Even if it's just a passing thought, she still considered it. Did she think I wouldn't have time like this for her after she becomes mine?
"Equally, you say. It's impossible. You will end up having favorites."
"True. But Nami, like how I am focused on you right now. I turn my focus to the girl I am with. To make them feel special to me. Because they are special, you included."
Yes, Akane's the most favorite. Well, I loved that silly girl way before I met the others. It's to be expected.
I always try not to think of other girls when I'm in front of them. Just like now, my whole focus is on Nami.
"You're only justifying your nature as a womanizer. In the end, you're just collecting us."
"Maybe, but that's just how it is. I'm not collecting. You know my reason for wanting you."
I moved my free hand to touch her face. Nami did not reject it, she let me feel her cheeks on my palm.
"I still can't. But if you won't try to steal me, we can continue this."
"No. Wanting you to be mine. That won't change. I like you Nami."
Now I said it. I do like this girl. I don't know if it will evolve to love but maybe it will? I want her to be mine.
"Huh? Like? Since when do you learn to say that? You said you can't feel that kind of emotion."
"Since last night. I remembered. It's not that I'm incapable, I have only forgotten about it. Something happened that made me remember these emotions. How it felt, how to feel it, everything. And yes, I like you, Nami. Maybe it started as wanting you but I like you now. It's still mixed with my desire to have you but I can't deny these feelings."
When my words reached her, she suddenly pouted. Like she felt wronged by it.
"No. That's not fair, Ruu."
"How is it unfair?"
She removed my hand from her face, instead, she held it with her other hand.
"You, suddenly saying you like me. I thought it will take you more time to realize that but now you're saying you remembered it? It's unfair."
"It may be unfair for you. But since I remembered, I need to realize things now. Most of them are waiting for this."
I see. She also noticed that I like her. Maybe I'm already showing these emotions before but I was interpreting it differently.
"Then why are you here with me? Don't you need to go to them?"
"I just said the reason."
She's my focus now. There's no way I'll just leave her here.
"You... I will still accept Kazuo."
"It's fine. I will be your boyfriend on the surface anyway. What do you think, Nami?"
Right. The plan. Even if she accepted him, they will know it is us who are dating. Maybe I'll give a few chances to that Ogawa but I will make Nami mine when he's not looking.
"You're the worst, Ruu."
"I know."
"You really won't stop at wanting me to be yours?"
"I won't. In fact, I feel it's stronger now that I remembered these emotions, it made my desire more straightforward."
Remembering it made my desire stronger. By admitting that I like Nami, the want to steal her was intensified.
"No kisses. Only hug and holding hands."
"Alright."
She thought for a few minutes before releasing a sigh.
No kiss? I will make her want it soon. Even if I don't ask her, I will try to make it look like it happened naturally. Let's start with what she needed for now.
"Then we have a deal, you womanizer. Make me feel relaxed now. This is why I'm here."
"Hug?"
It's not just about our practice session now. She's here to relax with me.
"Yes…"
I smiled at her answer. In turn, she slapped my face lightly, a little protest to stop my smile. She then reddened and turned her head away, a slight smile beaming on her lips.
We moved our chairs closer. After that my arms circled around her taking her in my arms, her head rested on my shoulder naturally. Unlike yesterday, her arms moved to hug me back, her grip tighter than mine.
"Is this calming enough?"
"Yes… It really is different when I'm with you."
Her soft voice travelled to my ears. Though I can't see her expression, I can imagine it from her voice.
"Well, as long as you feel relaxed. I guess this much is fine for now."
"What 'for now'? It won't be more than this."
I patted her head and stroked her hair. She became more relaxed when I started doing that. 𝔫𝑜𝓋𝖾𝔩𝔲𝑠𝑩.𝒞𝔬𝚖
Then no more words were uttered. We both enjoyed the relaxing atmosphere around us. She repositioned her head that was resting on my shoulder. She's now facing my direction.
I look down to see her only to see her staring back at me. I'm feeling the urge to kiss her at this moment
It was already in this fluffy atmosphere when suddenly, the clubroom door opened and someone entered from it.
Tadano.
"You! What are you doing with Nanami?!".
He shouted when he witnessed what we were doing.
"Wait, Daiki, stop!"
He was about to jump at me but he stopped when he heard Nami's voice.
"Why him, Nanami?"
He couldn't believe that it's me with her.
I don't know how he found out about this clubroom. But that's not important right now.
"Don't ask, Daiki."
Nami stood up in front of me, covering me from him.
"No. I thought it's Kazuo, Nami. If it's him, I don't mind it. But this guy, I told you I wouldn't be able to get along with him."
Right. This guy hates my guts, eh? Well, we're of the same mind. That's why I don't bother to consider him as a threat.
"Tadano. You like Nami, don't you?"
"So what? Don't butt in!"
The hostility he has towards me increased. And I still don't mind it. This guy needs a hit in the head to wake up.
"Isn't this clear from your eyes? Nami. She's mine."
To show it to him, I stood up and hugged Nami from the back.
"Hey, Ruu. Stop."
She's not rejecting it but yeah, Tadano is here so she's asking me to stop.
"Ruu?! What did you do to her?! And Kazuo that bastard. Why did he let Nanami be with you?!"
When he saw how close I am to her and how Nami wasn't rejecting, he almost bit off his tongue from anger and he dropped to his knees.
"If you like Nami, you shouldn't be a coward and concede her to another guy. What are you, a cuck?"
Ah. This is why I hate his guts. He's the opposite of me. He's willing to concede the girl he likes to someone else. This guy really needs to wake up. This might look like helping him but if he stays like that, he'll really end up as one soon enough.
Err. He is one now. In his eyes, Nami is already mine.
"You don't understand! Don't say things you have no idea of!"
What do I even need to understand? It's not like there's some hidden story. He just wanted Nami to be happy with the guy she likes. And he thought that guy was Kazuo so when he saw me with her, this became his reaction.
"What? Then tell us. Tell Nami. What is really on your mind or heart, whatever that is."
I'm giving you a push, man. Man up and fight for it. Even if you lose, at least you fought for your love.
"Ruu. Stop, please? Can you leave us for now? Let me handle this."
Nami turned her head to me with pleading eyes. She put her hand above my hands resting on her navel.
I guess I'll leave this to her. Since it already reached this point, I angered him enough. This will also be his reaction when the plan starts anyway, at least Nami can deal with him now. I just wonder what she will say to him and if my words will have an effect on him.
"Okay. I'll go back to class."
Releasing her from my embrace. I started walking out of the room.
"Let's talk later."
Nami whispered to me before she went down to the kneeling Tadano.
I glanced at them once more and saw Nami staring at me. We nodded to each other and upon leaving, I closed the door to that empty clubroom.
It's a surprise no one was startled when Tadano was shouting earlier.
Even if Nami doesn't say it, she's now falling closer to me. But she will still go for Ogawa. It's fine too, it will satisfy this desire of mine by slowly stealing her away from him or them.
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Chapter 83: Confession *
On the way back to class, I started wondering who it was that pointed Tadano to that clubroom. Mori? But what could she gain from it?
Or maybe Tadano knows her routine like how Mori knows a lot about Ogawa.
Anyway, I'll ask Nami later.
I arrived at the class soon but right before entering the door, I bumped into Satsuki.
"Your scent. It has Andou's in it."
She whispered before continuing to walk out of the room.
This girl…
I decided to not continue entering and followed after her. She's heading to the restroom but when we're near that empty room, I pull her inside with me.
"What is this? My bladder is about to burst, idiot."
"Just a few minutes, Satsuki."
We're already here, I can't just let her go.
"What do you want to do, then?"
"I don't know. Didn't you say you hate it when I have another scent on me?"
Satsuki only looked at me but she didn't do anything.
Is she in a bad mood because of yesterday?
"I'm not in the mood."
As I thought. This girl can be cute like this as well.
"I don't want you to date Sakuma."
She was startled when she heard that. She didn't expect me to say these words.
"What? What are you saying?"
"You told me to be honest yesterday. These are my true thoughts. You're mine Satsuki. I don't want you to start dating him."
I stared closely at her, observing her reaction.
"Idiot. I know about that. You're too obvious when you stopped me yesterday. At least you're honest now. What will you do?"
"I told you I'll grant your wish. If that is still your wish then even if I don't like it, I will still grant it to you."
"This idiot. I'm yours now."
"I know that's why I want to do things that will satisfy you."
She's mine, yes. But if her wish is still to date him, to satisfy her love, in that case, I will not object.
"I see. You're right. Dating him was my original purpose as to why I talked to you. But you're a bad friend, stealing me for yourself."
"I'm really bad. Now you're mine "
I leaned in for a kiss, to confirm she's mine. Satsuki didn't reject me and let me kiss her. Her lips parted and she responded to my kiss.
"Hey, we don't have time for this."
"Just a bit. I want to be more honest with you now, Satsuki."
She tried to push me away but I didn't budge.
I sucked on her tongue next, entwining it with mine. My hands slipped below her skirt. It travelled from her plump thighs until it settled by grabbing her butt.
"This pervert. What more will you say?"
"The thing I keep denying before. I like you, Satsuki."
Satsuki stopped after hearing that, then he stared at me like she's looking at another person.
"Huh? Who are you? Are you really Ruki?"
"This girl. Is it that surprising?"
"Yes. What happened to you? To suddenly confess like this. You're an idiot to do it when your hands are on my butt."
"I finally remembered that emotion so here I am, being honest to you. Don't mind the details."
I squeezed her butt. I missed the texture of this. I kissed her again while groping her butt.
"Remembered? So you only forgot and not something you don't know how to feel."
"Yes. Do you believe me?"
We're still conversing in between our intimate kisses. Her aggressive side took over.
"You already acted like it, you idiot. Just look at us now. You only keep denying. Is this not your desire anymore?"
"Maybe this is still my desire, I want you more than before. Remembering that emotion strengthened it."
I moved down to her neck, kissing and licking that place where she felt good.
"Show me. That 'like' you're talking about."
"I'm already doing that and I'm afraid it's more than that now. I already love you, Satsuki."
This is real, I love Satsuki. As I thought, I can't stop myself from loving another girl. And this emotion really made my desire to be stronger than how it was.
"W-wha?! You idiot. Stop confessing like it's natural!"
"Sorry. I can't stop it."
She was taken aback by my sudden confession. Her already flushed face turned crimson.
"Why love now? Will you love all your girls then?"
"I don't know. I'm only looking at you right now. I have to see them again to determine it."
I will probably love most of them. Especially those who I already conquered. Haa. This desire.
"This idiot. What should I do to you? You confessed…"
"You're already mine, you don't have to do anything."
I went back up to her lips. Kissing her again to calm her down. My sudden confession put her out of sorts.
"Right. You mixed up your order. Confessing after stealing me."
"Sorry."
"Stop saying sorry. Show me and tell me how you love me. I want to feel it, to hear it."
"What do you want to hear?"
She pushed me away again which put a stop to our intimate kisses. She looked me in the eye, she wanted to find an answer in it.
"When do you think you started loving me?"
"I'm not sure when. Maybe it started from that day at your house. When I almost gave up on you. All you talked about was Sakuma, even if I'm the one with you at that time. It frustrated me that I couldn't break your deep love for him."
I interpreted it at that time as my desire wanting to break her deep love for him. Stealing her from him was not enough. I lost motivation when she held firm on her love and the way she talked about him.
"Didn't you keep saying you don't mind it? And it even satisfied your desire." 𝗇𝑂𝒱𝔢𝔩𝑈𝕊𝐛.𝕔𝑶𝓂
"Yes. But the way I tried to give up on you, that was new. Good thing you stopped me."
If she didn't stop me. We'll go back to being ordinary classmates. Maybe I will help them to start dating but that's it, I won't try to steal her anymore. Because by then, I imagined even if I try again, she will still keep loving him.
Normally that would excite me but I already love her and I want her to be only mine. I haven't realized it until now, it becomes clear to me. Like clouds parting to let the sunlight shine down.
"Because you're an idiot who can't be honest to yourself."
"I know. Now I will always be honest. What about you?"
What does Satsuki think about me? The way she acted. Now that most of the things I can't realize before started getting cleared. She likes me, right?
"I'm always honest ever since you told me to be completely honest with you."
"You don't like me?"
"I like you, idiot. Can't you notice it by the way I act around you? But there's still Sakuma."
"I still can't break that."
That's why she only likes me. Because there's still Sakuma blocking the way.
"It's not easy. I'm even feeling guilty right now by betraying this love. I'm going to tell you the reason this Sunday."
"Then I'm going to replace him in that heart of yours."
That's how deep her love is. Well, her deep love made me realize how important Akane is to me. Satsuki is one of the triggers for why I changed. I don't know if this is for the better but seeing their happy faces; Akane, Haruko, Yae, Aoi and Ria. I'm relieved that I managed to change my outlook.
"How will you do that?"
"The girls taught me. I just have to pour my love to you, right?"
Pouring my love. I did that to Akane last night.
Err. I want to do Satsuki right now…
"This idiot…"
"Ah. It's not that different when I'm pouring my desire, eh?"
"Yes, idiot. But you being this honest..."
"Are you falling for me now?"
As if it's that easy. Liking me is already pushing it.
"No. I told you it's not that easy. When I think of him, my heart is still beating for him. But when I'm with you like this, I'm forgetting about it."
"Then I'll have to help you forget."
I pulled my zipper down and took out my cock. I raised one of her legs and pushed my cock between it. I kissed her again to put her in the mood.
"Y-you perverted idiot."
"Tell me if you want me to stop."
"D-do it with that love you're talking about. Let me feel it."
"As you wish, your highness."
Her arms circled around my neck as she looked down below. One of my arms was on her waist, supporting her. I lifted her skirt up and moved the part of her panties covering her pussy to the side.
I stepped closer and aimed my cock on her entrance It's already wet with her love nectar gushing out. With a push of my hips, the tip entered her, and slowly, I'm getting swallowed by her.
The warm feeling of her insides invaded my cock. And as it slowly went deeper, she squeezed it tight.
"Uuhhn..."
I saw her biting her lips to not let a moan escape from her mouth.
"Satsuki, I love you…"
She looked at me, with my lips near her, she took it and started kissing me which I responded by pushing my hips more, my cock was already fully inside her.
"Pour more of that love, you idiot. Aahhn… Let me feel it."
While standing like that, I started to pound her pussy. Her back leaned on the wall while her hips also started moving along with me. With every thrust, wet sound came out of that particular spot of hers.
We kept on kissing each other both above and below. This empty room is now being filled with erotic air coming from us.
"You're mine, Satsuki."
"Uuhhnn… I know. Aahh… You turned me like this, you pervert. Haahh..."
Even with the sounds of footsteps from outside of the door, our hips never stopped moving. With every thrust, we're both feeling the pleasure from each other. I'm pouring my love for her to help her forget Sakuma, to let me replace him in her heart.
I unbuttoned her uniform and pulled her bra up. From her lips, I went down to her neck until I settled on her exposed breasts. When I put her nipple in my mouth to suck it, it made her pussy tightened on me.
"Does it feel good?"
"Idiot. Don't ask me. Aahhn... Keep sucking that and move your hips faster."
Heeding her. I continue thrusting in and out of her. Along with her movements, we're pleasuring each other through this act of making love. Will she love me eventually? That's what I'll aim for now. I'll make her completely mine.
"I know Maemura went here. But where did she disappear to?"
Suddenly we heard a familiar voice outside.
Sakuma.
Satsuki suddenly tensed up and covered her mouth. Her insides tightened even further. His voice made her like this.
Tsk. I don't want to lose.
Even if her hips stopped moving, I moved us to the door and leaned her to it. Without waiting for her, I continued pounding my cock inside her.
"Huumph! Y-you. Stop. Aahhn."
Her hands failed to stop her moans.
"Forget about him, Satsuki."
I sucked her neck on that spot once more, her moans were starting to grow louder.
"And that Onoda. I also saw him walking in this direction. Where are they?"
Now, Sakuma's voice is closer than earlier. He's probably in front of the door. It couldn't be he's been there since we went inside, right?
Upon hearing his voice again, her insides became tighter than normal, it felt even better now. Every thrust I made, her voice can't help but leak out.
If Sakuma listened closely, he would surely hear her moans.
Realizing she couldn't stop moaning. She went back to kissing me. She kept our lips locked so no voice would leak out of her.
I only became more encouraged by that. I increased the pace of pounding her. And soon, she climaxed once.
Our kiss broke off but I chased after her lips before her moans rang out. I stopped moving my hips to let her rest.
"You climaxed, Satsuki. I'm also near."
"Haahh… hhaah... You idiot. What if he heard? Or he opens this door?"
"This is why I moved us here. No one can enter so we're safe."
"Idiot. Hurry up and pour it inside me."
"You rested enough?"
Satsuki nodded and bit her lips. Only I can see this expression on her. This girl. She's igniting my desire again. And I love her.
Since she already gave confirmation. I resumed moving my hips. Her raised leg is now clinging to my back.
She still kept moaning but it was muffled by our continued passionate kiss.
Slowly at first, I increased the pace by gradually moving faster. My cock is already fully soaked by her juices, the floor below already has a puddle of her love nectar.
Soon enough I felt my accumulated semen ready to break out. I held it in but my pace grew faster.
After a few minutes like that, Satsuki climaxed again and that's when I joined her. With one final push, I stopped holding it in. My semen bursts out inside her. I buried it deep and three final thrusts to completely pour it empty.
Tired, Satsuki rested her head on my shoulder. We stayed in that position until she recovered before I pulled my cock out of her.
"I love you."
I whispered to her ear.
"Idiot. Pervert. You really poured your love in me."
With a soft voice, she whispered those words back. She already forgot about Sakuma being outside earlier.
Is he still there? I don't know.
"As long as you accept it then it's fine. I'll soon have you say that to me as well."
"You're really the worst."
She struggled and bit my shoulder.
Okay, that's cute.
I made her forget about him. This is a start. I'm really the worst.
For this girl, I will break that deep love she has for him. Even if Sakuma finds out in the end. That might end our friendship but I know, it doesn't even start since I put Satsuki on my target before that.
"I know."
"Haa. Idiot. I really need to go to the restroom now."
"Will you be fine? Sakuma might still be outside."
Right. I forgot she wanted to go there. How did she hold it in?
"Eh? I forgot about him."
"It's a success then. I made you forget."
She pinched my sides before she stood up properly. She fixed her uniform and her panties down there.
"Idiot. Stay here for now."
She turned around to the door.
"Right. I love you, Satsuki."
Before she opened it, I whispered the words to her once more.
"I like you, Ruki."
She turned her head around and we kissed before she left that phrase behind. Looks like Sakuma isn't around anymore.
What is this? Suddenly I became the one saying I love you to my girls.
Ah. Remembering this emotion changed me again. But it's not bad. At least I became more honest about my feelings now. Saying I like Nami and now admitting I love Satsuki.
Is this a good thing or a bad thing? What more could change?
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Chapter 84: Appointments
I went straight back to class after leaving that room. 𝗇𝑂𝒱𝔢𝔩𝑈𝕊𝐛.𝕔𝑶𝓂
Sakuma is already here as well as Nami and Tadano.
Now I wonder if Sakuma was there the whole time and if he heard us. If he did then why didn't he come in when we're not at the door?
Nami looked at me but didn't say anything, also Tadano, he looked the same but somehow he's not looking at me with hostility anymore. Nami calmed him down. And well, if he decided to fight for his love then that's much better. I'll beat them both.
When I sat back to my seat, Sakuma leaned on the backrest of my chair. His voice sounded normal.
"Did you see Maemura?"
"No. I went upstairs. Why?"
I started thinking about who I will choose as an excuse. Kana, Haruko or Himeko?
"Nothing."
"There you go again. When will you confess to her? It's totally obvious now."
Surprisingly he didn't comment on why I went upstairs. His head is full of Satsuki now and if he really heard us, what's with this lukewarm reaction?
"Next week."
"For real? Why next week?"
Unlike his usual idiotic attitude, this guy sounded serious. Now I'm suspecting he really heard us.
"I have to resolve that thing first."
"Which thing?"
"I told you I can't tell you, it's about us."
"I see. If I can help, just tell me."
Sakuma nodded. He stopped leaning on my chair. His eyes were fixed on the door, waiting for Satsuki to arrive.
Satsuki said she will tell me about that this Sunday but I want to hear it from Sakuma's side as well. I'm really curious about that.
But now with the possibility of him knowing what we're doing behind his back, I don't know if I can still talk normally to him.
The reason why she loves him and his reason for stalling. Something happened between them 4 years ago.
That strange fetish of Satsuki, was there a connection?
"You were with her."
I heard Aya whisper on my side, it's soft enough that only I could hear it. I turned my head to her and nodded.
"C-can we go home together?"
"Sure. But I have somewhere to go first. Can you wait for me?"
A smile blossomed to her face. The thought of going home with me is already enough for her. This cute girl. Maybe we can't do it yet but soon.
"Yes. I'll attend the club too."
"I might not be able to go there. Say hi to Haruko for me."
She nodded as an answer. Yesterday, she got so overwhelmed by our passion that she lost the courage to do it with me but they still get along.
That Haruko. I guess I love her too. The way she helped me satisfy my desire and the other things she has done for me, she already climbed up next to Akane.
Yae as well. I didn't have a lot of chances to see her after our meeting last Sunday but she regularly messages me and I'm replying to her. She seems satisfied with that for now but she always expresses how much she's missing me. Same with Aoi and Ria.
Satsuki showed up minutes before the lunch break ended.
Sakuma didn't say anything. I didn't look back to see his reaction.
I know the reason why she got delayed this long. Well, she washed it away and she checked if I left a mark on her.
In the end, Nami's scent on me was covered by Satsuki's scent. Now that I got a look at her again, I confirmed to myself that I love this foul-mouthed girl. Even if Sakuma starts suspecting now, I won't let her go unless she wants to realize that wish.
The next classes passed by normally and soon the bell indicating the end of the school day rang across the whole School Building.
Sakuma, Satsuki and Aya went to their clubs already. While here I am waiting for Kanzaki's message if that practice is still on.
She went to the faculty because she was tasked by our History Teacher to send the papers we did earlier.
I went out for a bit while Nami followed me. She messaged me earlier about this. She wanted to talk after school.
I brought her to the same empty room earlier. There's a dried mark on the floor near the door. Of course, that was from us.
"You also knew about this room. Hina brought you here."
"Yes. This is where we talked last Monday."
That time when we devised our plan. That schemer is probably having doubts now, Ogawa still hasn't confessed.
"This room is really convenient, we'll have privacy. "
"Is it fine to meet me?"
Nami nodded. There's no chair in this room so we stayed standing. She leaned her back to the wall where Satsuki leaned earlier.
"I told them I'll follow them later to the club."
"I see. What happened after I left?"
I don't know which club they are in. Are they all together? I also need to decide which club I will join this coming Friday.
"I talked to Daiki. He couldn't accept that it's you."
"I know. Did you tell him we're dating?"
"Yes. Then he somehow got influenced by what you said. He confessed to me."
"I see. Then it's fine to hold you like this now."
I stepped closer to her and put my hand on her waist, she pushed me away though.
"This guy, be serious."
"I am. You told him we're dating. We have to act like it."
"Stop for now."
"Alright. So what's your reaction when he confessed?"
Ah. I guess what happened earlier is enough for now. It's not good to force this girl.
"I can't answer him but his confession calmed him down."
"Huh? I don't understand."
Nami's voice trembled a bit. Though she knew Tadano likes her, hearing it from him and the way she can't give him an answer, it affected her.
This is why she's not in the mood.
"When he finished his confession, how he has liked me since our childhood, it's like a huge burden was taken off his shoulder."
"I see. I think I can understand him. He finally put down his feelings and had it thrown to you. It doesn't matter to him if you accepted or not."
Right. That's why he calmed down. Like a fishbone stuck at his throat, it finally got washed away.
"Is that a good thing?"
"I don't know. What's his attitude after that?"
Is she worried that it may affect their friendship?
"He still can't accept you but he's not against it now."
"Then all is well. All that's left is for Ogawa to confess."
That indecisive guy should make his move now. How long will he stall for?
"He told me to walk with him later."
"It's today, then?"
"If all goes well then yes."
"Advance congratulations?"
Ah. Now that I heard it will happen soon. I guess I feel a little bitter, I'll make sure to steal Nami away from him.
"This guy… Alright. I have to go."
"Alright. See you tomorrow, Nami."
She didn't comment any further and I didn't hold her off any longer. After saying our goodbyes, we both left the room.
Kanzaki was back from the faculty when I went back to the classroom.
She walked towards me when she saw me.
Kissing lesson eh? How can I teach her through words?
I looked around and there's no other guy in the classroom. Her boyfriend is not here. Do they really only meet outside or he's not from our class? The rumors must be false, right?
"Let's go?"
She fixed her glasses while hugging her bag in front of her.
I nodded at her and she walked out first.
The Library isn't located in any of the three buildings that can be seen from the front. It is located as a lone structure just behind the Administration Building.
It only has two floors but it's big enough to house thousands of books.
This is the first time I will visit this place.
When we entered the Library, we were met by a spacious hall, there was a series of desks at my right which were manned by the School Librarians.
Students can apply to be one but the school hired actual librarians who can manage this big library.
The librarians don't bother us when we pass by them. They will only bother us if we're noisy, we're borrowing a book or returning one.
Kanzaki led me to a corner where tables and chairs for students' usage are located.
She chose somewhere there's no one around.
Well, most students here choose somewhere quiet where they can have privacy. A librarian or two patrols the area as a precaution for students trying to do something funny here.
We sat down face to face with each other. She brought out a notebook, maybe to jot down what she will learn from me?
But I still don't know what to teach this girl. What kind of kiss does she want to learn? When kissing, I don't think about trivial things such as how to do it better, you get better if you do it a lot, you know?
"Uhm. Shall we start?"
"Wait. Let me be clear for a second, what are we doing here again?"
"You'll teach me how to do our first kiss perfectly?"
"Are you sure that's a topic to be tackled inside the library?"
I'm wondering about this. How can I make a move on her if we keep doing her lessons here?
"I don't know any other place. We just have to keep our voices down. And in here, you can't think of anything funny."
"Huh? So you think I'll do something to you."
"It doesn't hurt to be cautious."
"Right. I guess I look like a bad guy to you."
As I thought, this is the reason. Well, I'm already here. Might as well help a classmate once in a while? I'll think of better ways on how to steal her.
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Chapter 85: Useless Kissing Lesson
"You are a bad guy. That senpai you were kissing before, you forced her, right?"
"No. She accepted it by herself. Well, I did force her at first."
This is her being straight to the point again. She never minced words.
"See. So it's better to do this here. It will keep your hands in your pants."
"Alright. I accepted your request. I have to do my part."
She smiled and nodded. She's satisfied with my attitude.
"Thank you."
"This boyfriend of yours, is he really from our class or not?"
"I guess this much I can tell you, he's not."
"I see. So the rumor is false."
Whoever started that rumor, get your story straight before circulating it!
"What rumor?"
"That there's a secret couple in our class. And I thought it's you and your boyfriend. "
I was trying to guess who her boyfriend was, turns out he's not from our class. I guess that's a waste of thinking time. There's a possibility that the secret couple isn't Kanzaki and her guy.
"Why didn't I hear of that rumor?"
"It circulated among boys."
"I see. I guess that's fair. Girls also have their own rumors."
"For example?"
This girl. Even a diligent and straightforward Class President is susceptible to rumors.
"Let's see. There's a rumor about you."
"Huh? About me?"
"You don't know? You're fairly popular."
"I don't. Tell me what kind of rumor that is."
There goes my Classmate A personality. It will only stay as a dream now, a relic of my past.
"We're here for you to teach me, why are we suddenly talking about rumors?"
"Just say it, we can start after."
Because I still don't know what to teach her. Where should I start? Maybe I should've brought someone I can kiss in front of her. Like Kana. Kanzaki already knew I was into her.
"That you were surrounded by attractive girls. There's the two at your sides. Now Harada, Andou and Mori were involved with you. And if they know you also have that 3rd year, you'll be more popular."
"Err. Is that how you girls see it?"
"That's just how the rumors go. But really, I'm also wondering how that happened."
"You tell me how. Look, even you will be included in that rumor now."
Who even started that rumor? But it's true. Since those 5 are my targets, I already got two and two more are underway. Only Harada is the one I haven't started yet.
"Eh? You're right. If this reaches him, he'll be upset."
"He doesn't know you're meeting another guy?"
This Class President. He'll surely be upset. And the guy you're meeting is even someone who set his sight on you.
"Don't put any meaning to this, Onoda. And this is for him."
"Then don't we need to do it secretly next time?"
"You're right. But I'm still afraid of you."
"Then let this be the only time."
She's afraid of me so I have to act like I'm not interested in her. That will slowly lower her guard.
"Alright. So teach me now."
"Well, I don't know if you can make it perfect in just one session."
"Even so…"
"Alright. I'll do my best at teaching you."
Let's teach her the basics. I don't even know if she really needed a lesson or just needed a push from the back.
"Thank you."
"Anyway, what will I get after this?"
"Huh?"
"Do you mean I'm doing this for free?"
Then put her in debt. Ah. I'm going back to my old ways, aren't I? But yeah, if I want to steal her, this much is needed. I won't go further than this. This is just like how I did it with Nami.
Their circumstances are different though.
"I will delete that photo!"
"Ah. I don't care about that actually."
"You… what do you want?"
"I'll let you think about how to repay me."
She got scared again, thinking I will ask for something indecent. Just what am I in her eyes? She's still the one who approached me though.
"Okay, I'll think of something."
"Then let's start. What do you want to know?"
"How can I make it perfect? It will be our first kiss."
"Let's see. You're both shy, right? Where do you usually go?"
Perfect first kiss? Is that even possible? I do remember my first kiss. It was with Akane when we're still in 3rd grade.
Actually, we didn't put importance on it. We just mimicked our parents. And our teeth hit each other so we didn't do it again after that. This memory... I wonder if she remembered this.
Then the next kiss I had was with that girl in 5th grade, the first girl I stole.
"Somewhere we can be alone."
"Your house or his?"
"N-no. We haven't visited each other's house yet. We're either meeting in a cafe far from here or a karaoke box."
"I see. So you will choose to do it in a karaoke box?"
Karaoke Box. With only the two of them? Isn't that enough atmosphere? They can do more than just a kiss in there. But sadly, none of them take initiative. There's a limit to how shy a person is, you know? Look at my Kana.
Do they really like each other?
"Probably."
"Then you just have to set the mood."
"How?"
"Do you want to take initiative or not?"
She fell silent for a while before answering. This girl is serious about learning but yeah, this is somewhat stupid.
"Since I'm the one learning, I will take initiative."
"I see. Then just start it with continuously playing love songs. If you can sing then you should and look him in the eye."
"We did that already but in the end, we both became too shy."
"Err… why are you shy anyway? You're a couple. Things like kissing, you can do it easily."
Am I running out of patience already? If we go to practical lessons then it's easy to show it but she doesn't want that and forcing her to do that isn't going to yield results.
"If it's that easy, I wouldn't be here."
"You're surprisingly pure Class President."
"We are both each other's first relationship."
"Ah. I see. Two virgins not knowing what to do."
I have to use more offensive words like this. We're not going anywhere if I try to lead her in with pure motivation. She probably already knew how and most likely what she needs right now is a push in the back. Provoking her like this might be proven effective.
Look at her expression. She's glaring now.
"Onoda. Your mouth is too vulgar."
"But it's the truth. You know, kissing, it's easy. You have to look him in the eye, lock your gazes to each other. Before you know it you'll move naturally."
"Look in the eye, lock gazes… Alright, show me."
She's jutting that down, really?
"Huh?"
"Show me how you do it."
Is this an invitation to finally move to a practical lesson? Nah. This girl is too cautious. She's protecting herself from me.
"There's no one here but you. Are you willing?"
"Eh? N-no. You said we'll move naturally, then it will be me kissing you."
Her defense is too high. Usually, I will be more motivated but I don't know. Am I losing interest? I can still feel my desire wanting to take this girl for myself
"Just put that notebook of yours between us before that happens."
"Okay. Don't do anything funny, Onoda"
"Isn't it you who told me to show it?"
"R-right. On the second thought, let's put this off."
Alright. I'm giving up today. This is going nowhere.
"Well, if you say so."
I stood up and turned my back to her. Should I act to leave or be serious at leaving?
"Eh? Where are you going? Wait, Onoda."
"What?"
I stopped and answered without turning back to her.
"Is it weird to ask you a lesson about kissing?"
"Of course. Do you only think of that now? It's weirder that you only want verbal lessons. Even our subjects needed examples or we wouldn't get it. We won't get anywhere if you keep letting your guard up. You should look for another guy to teach you."
"When I saw you that day, I suddenly had this thought. Thinking if it's you, I will be able to learn."
"No. In the first place, we're just classmates. And you only chanced upon that scene. For you to think of asking me to teach you, isn't that because you're interested in me? But then you flipped it by saying there will be no practical lessons."
I was even looking forward to stealing her by teaching her slowly. But she cut that off with that message. Maybe that's why I'm losing motivation. Am I forcing myself to teach her through words alone?
"When I saw you, I really had the thought of asking you to teach me, with actual practice but when I thought of him, I chickened out and changed it. I don't want to betray him. I just want to take our relationship a step forward."
I turned around and saw her looking down, I went back to my seat in front of her. This girl is hopelessly in love with that guy, eh? Or is it because it's her first relationship that she's this eager?
"This isn't your fault, you know? It's that guy's fault. He's the one who should do the first move."
"No. Don't blame him."
"I don't know who he is but as a man, he's a wimp. I'm just telling the truth."
"But I love him."
Love? Right. Now that I remembered how that emotion feels like, it can make someone do anything for the other person, right? Akane is the biggest example, she did all of that for me. Even gathering the girls I stole in a group and conceding chances she can be with me to others. That silly girl…
How can I make it up to her? What I'm doing isn't enough.
And now, I'm here again with a target. This desire... Haa.
"Alright. You don't really need practice, Kanzaki. Just do it, be true to your character. Be straight to the point with him. Tell him you want to kiss."
"Y-you're right. I should do that."
I gave her proper advice, eh? Well, I thought of Akane's love for me. But since my desire is still here, I won't just give up on this girl.
"I won't comment on your guy anymore but really, if he's passing up the chance to make a move on an attractive girl like you, I can take his place. We can do more than just a kiss."
"A-attractive? Me? Wait. No. You pervert!"
She didn't think she's attractive? Well, that sure turned her face red.
"I guess I am. But I'm being honest with you, Kanzaki. If you still can't do it after today, I can show you the real thing. That is if you want, of course."
"No. What you said about getting straight to the point on him is enough help. I'll think of a way to thank you."
She fixed her glasses, her face already returned to normal. She recovered easily from my words earlier. This girl. How diligent.
"Don't worry about it. I'm a pervert, right? You better stay away from me."
"Hey. Don't take it the wrong way." 𝑵𝗈𝗏𝐄𝑙𝐔𝑠𝚋.𝕔𝓞𝓶
"No. I'm already called with that a lot of times. It's fine."
How can I steal this girl? Honestly, I don't have any motivation right now, her defense is too high.
But my desire that was igniting for her since the day she contacted me won't give up. I also want to see his guy's face if I stole her from him. Will he regret not doing anything? Ah. I'm hopeless for this desire again.
I left the library after that, I heard her calling my name but I ignored it. It's useless today and this is the library. If she will contact me again, that's when I will really start to steal her.
Ah. We didn't spend a lot of time there, maybe I can stop by to see Haruko while waiting for Aya.
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Chapter 86: Love and Jealousy
After leaving the library, I chose the Club Building as my destination.
I really need to think about which club I will join soon. It's either Haruko's Book Club or Kana's Literature Club. I need to ask which club Nami and her group of main characters joined. They might have created one for themselves, that's much better.
Upon entering the Club building, cultural clubs are still doing their own activity. I'm taking a look at the clubrooms I passed by. The 1st floor has the Art Club at the first door. They're busy painting fruits but I saw a girl painting the boy next to her. Well, potential target but right now I'm trying to restrain my desire so I immediately avert my gaze.
When I reached the stairs, someone from the same class saw and greeted me. I think his name is Hashimoto.
"Onoda? Have you already joined a club?"
"No. I still can't decide which club I should join."
"I see. If you want, you can visit our club."
"Alright, if I have time."
Right. I'm already choosing between Literature Club, Book Club or Nami and her gang's club. If there's something interesting in his club then I'll also try it.
"Now's not a good time?"
"Yes. I have somewhere to go to."
I'm already itching to see Haruko and Aya.
"Okay. I'll tell you a secret though."
"What is it?"
"That girl from Class 3 is in the same club as me."
"Really?"
Is that really a secret? I bet her classmates already knew about which club she joined in.
"Why would I lie?"
"To pull me in your club, of course."
"But it's real."
"Alright. I might take a look tomorrow but even if she's there, I can't say I will join."
I don't even know if I will like her. I only got interested because of the rumor about her. I'm already satisfied with her older sister.
"Okay. Our club's a hobby club so it's laidback."
"What kind of hobby club?"
"Game Club."
Ah. It's really laid back but I don't have that much interest in games.
"I see. I'll try it tomorrow."
"Okay. See you."
After that brief encounter, I continued my way to the Book Club.
After I opened the door, I saw Aya reading and writing at the same place when I first came here. Club activity?
I looked at Haruko's corner and there she was, calmly drinking her tea again.
Her smile upon seeing me is too radiant that the somewhat dark corner where she is has brightened.
"I thought you don't have the time."
"It ended early so I had this urge to see you while waiting for Aya."
If it's Haruko, I already know how I feel about her. No wonder she calls me silly, I already loved her way before but because of my desire and having forgotten that emotion, I decided to cut her off.
When I saw her again here, my desire reignited even before she introduced Himeko and Mina. That was not entirely my desire, it was also my love for this girl that was reignited.
I always misinterpreted what I was feeling but now, I realized it. After Akane, Haruko was the 2nd girl I fell in love with. It was born from that desire but it evolved to this.
No wonder my memories with her keep coming back whenever I talk or think about her.
What led to me falling for her was probably how I was always with her until she graduated. The things we did, the things she did for me and the things I did for her. All of it led to that. But because I was dumb and stupid, I never realized it during that time.
I know I will not be able to become loyal to just one. There's just no cure for this desire. It's unacceptable, yes. However, I will do my best to let them feel loved.
"Hmm? Silly, did something happen?"
"What do you think?"
I sat next to her after moving the chair that was placed in front of her table.
"You're blooming like a girl."
"Eh? Is that how I look?"
She poked my cheek with her finger like a kid.
"Yes. You have that smile you rarely show."
"Really? Maybe it's because I am with someone I love."
Her finger that was poking my cheek froze upon hearing my words.
"Y-you. That word..."
Her eyes looked at me, waiting for my explanation.
"Yes. I finally realized it, Haruko."
"Did Akane finally succeed at teaching you that emotion?"
Her face drew near, scrutinizing every corner of my face.
Is she also doubting I'm not me? These girls…
"It doesn't need to be taught, actually."
"What do you mean?"
I stopped her, cupped her cheeks and planted a kiss on her lips. She immediately reddened like she's not used to it.
"Turns out I only forgot that emotion when this desire manifested. After knowing the reason why it appeared in the first place, I remembered."
"Huh? What happened yesterday after you left?"
"A lot. Do you want to hear it?"
"Yes! If it's about you I want to know."
Right. If it's about me, they even know more than the person himself. These girls are more attentive than me, especially Akane and Haruko.
"Alright but first I have to say this. Haruko, I love you."
I stared at her eyes, these eyes that I got used to seeing before. When my words reached her ears, tears started to form from the corner of her eyes.
I kissed her once more, along with the love I have for her.
"You silly, hearing it from you. You don't know how happy it made me. Wait. Let me relish in it for a few minutes."
Haruko closed her eyes. Her lips bloomed into a beautiful smile while relishing the words I just said.
"You know, you don't have to do that. I will say it again. I'm going to be honest now and realize those things I haven't been able to before."
"You silly, but this is the first time you said those words to me. I want to imprint it in my memory."
"My Haruko can be this lovely, eh?"
"I love you too, silly."
This time she returned my kiss. I looked at the time and there's still a little more than 30 minutes.
I can pour my love for her as well. With the same passion as yesterday.
I picked Haruko up and carried her towards that room behind us.
"Silly guy, I thought you're waiting for Ayase?"
"There's still time. I'm gonna pour my love for you."
"Just say you want me. I won't say no, I'm always craving for you, silly."
"I want you, Haruko."
And just like that, for the third time that I was back at this sound-proofed room, I made love with Haruko. We didn't just do it once, like me, she's also pouring all her love through our connection.
This time with my feelings for her being cleared, we became more passionate than usual.
During it, I told her everything that happened. Miwa-nee being the reason for my desire then me remembering my memories about Akane and my forgotten feelings for her.
Haruko wanted to meet Miwa-nee to express her gratitude. She said that if not for her imprinting this desire to me, we wouldn't have met.
It's true but her saying that at this moment, I punished her or maybe it was a reward for her. I did her harder than usual, she became wild enough that she had me put a blindfold on her and cuffed her hands to the bed. She's keeping these things here in this room.
She let loose her restraint and expressed how she wanted it harder, like how I used to do her before.
In the end, I granted her wish. She cummed 6 times during our first round, she's too sensitive because of the blindfold and 3 more times during the second.
She was so happy that after we got out of that room, she never let go of her hold onto me. She's like a lovestruck girl that wants to be spoiled.
Haruko also has this cute side on her. She's not always the cool and elegant Student Council President who does her best.
"I felt your love, silly guy. I'm satisfied but it's not enough. I want more."
"This girl. I will spoil you again next time."
There will always be next time. For all of them. I won't meet her girls for now.
Well, I don't have time. Even if I want to see Himeko, club activities will soon end.
Aya soon appeared and she was surprised to see me sitting next to Haruko.
I greeted her first to get her out of that state.
"Aya. I've come to pick you up."
"Un…"
Her introverted nature is showing up again, is she jealous of seeing me with Haruko?
"Don't be jealous, Ayase. We're sharing him, right? He came to pick you up but since I'm also his woman, he spent the time with me."
"…You're right, Haru-senpai. I'm sorry."
I stood up and went to Aya. I took her hand and her bag. She was surprised but she didn't say anything.
Aya is still not completely mine. I only accepted her yesterday and we haven't done it yet. I guess her attitude just now was justified but I won't talk about it with her.
If she can't accept how I spend my time with my girls then it's better to let her understand it.
"Well then, Haruko, see you tomorrow."
I reached in to kiss Haruko while still holding Aya's hand.
Haruko understood my intention so she responded to me and kissed me back passionately.
Aya was watching us beside me. I felt her hand tightened her hold.
She watched us have sex yesterday and it overwhelmed her. Maybe she's just feeling insecure now.
I like her and I want her to be mine but I know not everyone will easily accept me with other girls. Just like how Satsuki and Kana don't want to meet Akane yet. They want to think I'm still exclusively for them.
Aya was exposed to that easily since Haruko became our bridge. I just need to show her how I treat them equally.
"Let's go?"
She nodded and bowed to Haruko.
Someone might see us outside so after passing through the Book Club door, I let her hand go.
I looked at her and asked.
"Aya. Do you have somewhere you want to stop by? I'll accompany you."
This way, I will imprint in her mind that my sole focus is on her when I'm with her.
"T-the bookstore."
Looking down, she whispered the place she wanted to go too. 𝒩𝓞𝑣𝐞𝑳𝔲𝓈𝒷.𝑐𝗈𝓂
"Alright. Let's go."
Chapter 87: Walking with Aya
Along our way to the Bookstore, I got a glimpse of Nami and Ogawa.
Nami is laughing cheerfully. That's a face I have yet to see from her. She really likes that indecisive bastard. Her whole focus is on him that she will not notice me looking at her like this.
Well, it's fine. In the first place, Ogawa is really the one she likes since middle school. 𝒏𝑂𝓋ℯ𝑙𝑢𝓈𝑏.𝑐𝒐𝑀
Now, my desire to steal her grew even stronger because of how I came to like her.
I will make sure that it will happen. Nami will be mine.
It's a wonder that his other harem members aren't around. Nami probably took care of it so they wouldn't be disturbed.
I glanced at Ogawa. He is still like a harem protagonist whose face is always flushed. Maybe if Nami touches him, he will jump back in surprise.
Will he really be able to confess?
Err. Let's hope so.
I took my eyes off them and stared ahead.
Aya was walking beside me, her head down.
"What's wrong, Aya?"
"Uhm. I want to hold your hand."
Surprisingly, she's this assertive. She's in love with me but I can't do the same yet for her. I like her and I want her to be mine but to love her, it hasn't reached that level yet.
I looked around and there's no one from our class near us.
This is fine, isn't it?
Maybe rumors about us will start if someone saw us but I guess it's fine. This girl needs some spoiling so she can be at ease. She's someone I got without stealing her from someone else, I guess I'm inexperienced with this. Fujii will fall in this category too since no one is actively pursuing her. She always rejected whoever will come forward.
Err. Now I'm starting to put them in their own category.
I took her hand and crossed our fingers together. She immediately blushed, a smile blooming on her lips. She strode forward and matched my walking pace.
We arrived at the bookstore soon enough and her eyes glittered brightly at the New Arrival section.
She pulled me with her, not minding the gazes of other students inside.
And as I feared, someone from the same class is here. Upon seeing us, he made a cool pose like those glasses guys from anime, fixing their glasses smugly. He nodded at me and raised his thumb up.
This guy is that leader of the otaku group. I'll talk to him later.
"Look Ruki, this is a new book I am waiting for to be released."
She showed me a hardcover book written by a western author. I don't know which genre it is but seeing how enthusiastic she is at showing it to me, I remembered that this girl loves reading. This is her way to escape and in the end, it became her only hobby.
Looking at her happily talking about something she likes puts a smile on my face. I never experienced something like this with the other girls since it's always me stealing or scheming to steal them. And all were done sneakily. Maybe there are times where we relax together but not in a public place like this.
We did risky sex on public though but yeah not something normal like browsing books.
Is my lifestyle going to change now?
Maybe…
We're about to be adults, I have to think for their futures as well as mine. If I want to keep them while adding more and more of them, I have to plan it better.
Maybe get a bigger house and let us all stay together?
Just where will I get the money though. Haa. Let's do it one step at a time. Satisfying those I accepted and working hard on those I haven't conquered yet are my current priority.
It's weird, I know. But this is how I am now.
"Really? What's it about?"
"Uhm, you see this is a sequel so maybe you won't understand it."
"I'm willing to understand its story from Aya."
"Really?"
I nodded and her smile became brighter.
She then enthusiastically summarized the book for me to understand its story. And I listened to her. There were times when another customer will shush her and she will turn red but for me, she will continue albeit in a softer voice. She's truly enjoying this and I let her while trying to know more about her. In the end, she picked that book and she went to the counter.
I used that time to talk to Matsuda, the otaku leader.
"Yo. So, you and Rindou are a thing?"
He started. He's reading a manga and from its cover, it's an ecchi rom-com where the protagonist is an otaku that was mysteriously surrounded by beautiful girls. He's projecting himself in it.
"You could say that but we're not dating."
"I see. You want it to be a secret, right?"
I wouldn't be here talking to him if not for that.
"Of course."
"Well, you have my word. These lips are sealed tight. I'll be smitten by my 2D waifu if I go against my words."
"You won't ask anything?"
I took a step closer to him. He flinched and put down the manga he's reading. I could see his sweat dripping down from his forehead.
Am I this intimidating to him?
"No. That Tadano is no match to you, how can I pit myself against someone like that? I still want to see the end of One P*ece."
"I guess you're right. Don't worry, I'm kind to a sensible guy like you, who knows, I might be able to help you with something."
He gulped down but in the end, he shook his head and waved his hand in front of me.
"No. I'll forget I saw anything."
"Alright. See you, Matsuda."
Well, if he's that sensible, I don't need to scare him, right? If rumors start, he's the only suspect so I guess he'll keep his words.
I turned around and I could hear him release a sigh of relief. Do I look scary to others now? Because of that incident with Tadano and Fukuda's interest towards me, right?
Aya saw what happened but she chose not to say something. After she's done paying for the book, we went out of the Bookstore. Now, there are fewer students from our school. I took her hand again as we continued our way to the station.
Her train is in the opposite direction so we will have to go our separate ways after passing the ticket station.
"Shall we go home?"
"Uhm… I want to stay longer with you."
I looked around and saw benches around for those waiting for someone or just waiting for time. There's a vending machine next to it.
"Let's buy a drink."
Still holding her hand, I pulled her with me to that vending machine. The area is almost deserted at this time.
It works for us. Aya can spend alone time with me. It's a bit hard to have that at school, but here, it's possible.
"Thank you for today, Ruki. And sorry for how I acted earlier."
After we settled on a bench to rest and drink the juices we bought.
Aya timidly sat beside me, her eyes fixed on her canned juice.
She's speaking what's on her mind now and I find it great. To me, she won't be as shy now. I opened her up to voice her thoughts like this.
"You don't have to say sorry, you're mine now, Aya. I understood what you felt earlier."
"No, it's kind of my fault. I knew I'm not the only one but I acted jealous seeing you with Haru-senpai."
Even Akane can get jealous so it's a given that anyone else can.
"It's fine to feel like that, Aya. Even Haruko can feel jealous. She's even more jealous of you, I accepted you as you are."
"Right. You accepted me and it's without your desire."
She leaned her body on me.
I put my arms over her shoulder to support her.
"You're kind of special. Most of them are all stolen by me because of my desire, right now apart from that silly girl, you're the first one I accepted without stealing you from someone else."
"Un… I love you, Ruki."
I could now feel her I love you and Haruko is right. It's still not as strong as hers but this is still love. This girl really fell for me.
"And I like you, Aya."
"Uhm. I was told you can't feel the emotion of like or love."
Right. Everyone of them will be confused like this. To think that they will hear the word like and love from me, it will surprise them for sure.
"It was fixed last night. It's now safe to say that I really like Aya, I wanted you to be mine since the first time I talked to you. I told you that my reason was impure, right?"
"Yes. What was the reason? I am kind of curious."
"You're mine now so I guess it's safe to tell you. I was actually trying to open you up so you would have the courage to date someone."
"I see. But you talking to me like that made me see you as someone special."
That's how she fell for me. For trying to open her up, to give her courage to talk to other people. She can't do that by herself.
Err… Maybe Haruko could by using that book but I found her first.
"Yes, that's a blunder on my part. Turns out I just really wanted you to be mine."
"Ruki…"
"You know, we're in public but I'm having this urge to kiss you."
Aya looked on our left and right and when she found no one near us, she looked at me in the eye, with the same eyes as yesterday when she asked me to kiss her.
"Uhm. There's no one around."
I also looked around to confirm and with a smile I asked her.
"You're right. Can I kiss you, Aya?"
"Y-yes. You don't need to ask me, Ruki."
This girl is really cute. And the way she changed was all witnessed by me. The stuttering is still here but now, she's always speaking what's on her mind.
I'll continue helping her so that not only to me, she will also open up to others. It will help her in the future, for sure.
My hand touched her face as I leaned in to kiss her. Like yesterday, she accepted it freely. Letting me do anything I want. From sucking both of her lips, to entwining our tongue together. She's still inexperienced even after that so I will lead her again today. We can only kiss for now but maybe I can start planning on when we can do it for her first time.
That's necessary to make her completely mine. It will be the same for my other targets as well.
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Chapter 88: Thoughts about the Future
After our kiss, we decided to go home. Aya was satisfied with it. And she never mentioned being jealous again.
When I arrived home, Minoru was playing with Akane in the living room, there was an old console there that I used before. Sometimes girls also want to play some games when I bring them here.
Miwa-nee was in the kitchen, she's making our dinner.
"I'm home."
Akane was too focused on the game that she only noticed when I announced my arrival.
"Ah. Husband, welcome home. Eh? I lost."
"Yay. I win! Welcome home Ru-nii."
This 4-year old boy was so happy that he beat Akane in that game. I ruffled his hair and I went next to Akane after putting down my bag.
"I lost because of you, husband. Kiss me."
"This silly girl, you just want to be spoiled again."
I kissed her as she asked. She got energized again to play another game with Minoru because of that kiss. This time it's a coop game.
I stood up and went to the kitchen. Miwa-nee was silent but I saw her shot a glance at me when I arrived..
"Miwa-nee."
I hugged her from the back and that startled her. She's focused on cooking that she failed to notice me moving behind her.
"Y-you. Don't just creep on my back like that!"
"Sorry. I thought you're ignoring me."
"This boy, do you think I can still ignore you? I told you I'll take responsibility so go away for now and let me cook."
"Kiss first?"
"I thought you remembered your love for Akane. Why are you suddenly this pushy?"
"I already gave her a kiss. This time, I want one from Miwa-nee."
"Don't push it. Sit down or go and play with them!"
"Just once. Miwa-nee. Before Minoru turns his head here."
"Haa. Just what kind of monster did I make?"
Miwa-nee gave up and turned her head to me, her lips became reachable now and I didn't pass up to that chance. I tiptoed to reach her lips. She already leaned down waiting for my lips.
I kissed Miwa-nee like how I kissed Akane. I fully savor her lips and her tongue. She's still resisting at first but eventually, she also got too into kissing me.
"Enough. Sit down now."
"Alright. I'll make time for you later, Miwa-nee. Or you can finish that bottle later. I'll accompany you again."
"Shut up. You're thinking of ways to take advantage of me again."
"I just want Miwa-nee, that's all."
Because of my interference, Miwa-nee's cooking got delayed for a few minutes. That gave me the time to also play with Minoru. Akane was behind us, watching while she leaned on me.
"Ru-nii. Give it back to Aka-nee. I can't win against you."
Well, it's already a wonder how he can play when all he does is smash those buttons randomly.
Is Akane so bad at games that she can even lose to someone who doesn't know how to play?
"Husband, I don't like that look on your face."
"What?"
"You think I'm so bad at games that even Minoru can beat me."
"You're the one who said that, silly girl."
She then moved in front and took the controller from me.
"Watch me beat Minoru."
"Why don't you just go back to playing a coop game?"
"Shut up there and hug me, husband."
"In the end, you just want to be spoiled."
I hugged her as she asked and it immediately put her in a good mood. Out of the 10 games they played, she only won twice. This silly girl.
"You three, stop that and come here now."
Miwa-nee called us out for dinner.
Usually, it was Akane or me who prepared it. Today, Miwa-nee volunteered to give Akane time to play with Minoru.
"Mama. I beat Aka-nee."
"Is that so? My Minoru is so good."
"But Ru-nii bullied me."
"I'll scold him later, okay?"
Minoru became overjoyed at the thought of me being scolded by Miwa-nee.
This boy…
Akane was giggling at her seat watching Minoru and Miwa-nee's exchanges.
"Husband, he sounded like you when Miwa-nee played with you before. You'll tell me how she bullied you then you'll be overjoyed when I said I'll scold her for you."
"Eh? You're right. Because Miwa-nee is a big bully back then."
We both smile at that thought. Seems like Akane already put down her hate for Miwa-nee.
"Oi. I can hear you two."
"Mama, are you a bully?"
Minoru innocently asked his mother.
"Don't listen to the idiot couple. They were cute like you before but now, they're too flirtatious."
"Ru-nii loves Aka-nee and Aka-nee loves Ru-nii."
Akane stood up and happily patted Minoru's head.
"Now I think you two will be a bad influence for Minoru to stay here."
"Don't say that Miwa-nee. We're both fond of him."
I also patted his head. And the boy liked it.
"But you show him your flirting habit. What if he picks up that desire of yours?"
"Unless there's a reason, he won't. But yeah, I'll restrain flirting with the both of you where he can see."
Right. I shouldn't show him how I flirt with Akane and Miwa-nee. Surprisingly though, he's not mentioning his father. Is there a reason?
"This boy… Akane, are you fine with what he is saying?"
"It's fine. I'm still his special one Miwa-nee. Don't you like it? I'm giving you chances to be with husband."
"You're both turning into a headache for me. Hurry and let's finish eating."
"You said you'll take responsibility. No running away, Miwa-nee."
With Akane's last words, Miwa-nee doesn't have a choice but to give up.
I should reward this silly girl for assisting me. I reached for her hand and squeezed it. She turned to me and gave me her beautiful smile then she lowered her head.
She's also asking to be patted in the head.
I did what she wanted and she giggled happily.
Miwa-nee's eyebrows twitched at that scene then she turned her head away.
After dinner. Miwa-nee stayed with Minoru to put him to sleep while I went with Akane to the mini-gym.
To make up for the exercise we missed earlier, we did more than just an exercise.
Err… you know, seeing her sweaty body turned me on. And seeing me turned on for her also put her in the mood. So before going into the bath, we did one round inside that room.
"I love you, husband."
"I love you too, wife."
"It still feels like a dream, hearing it from your mouth."
"This silly girl. Like always I'll keep pouring it to you so you'll be convinced."
After our bath, Miwa-nee and Minoru were already upstairs, I guess I'll see later if she will go downstairs to get another chance with her.
It's already their third day here, my time is limited to making Miwa-nee mine. If her husband suddenly comes to pick them up. Will they go with him? I'll have to tighten my hold on her before that happens.
"What are you thinking, husband?"
"About Miwa-nee."
"Do you want to go to her now?"
"No silly girl, it's still our time. How was your day? No one found the scarf unnatural?"
Because I failed to hold myself back last night, I left a lot of hickeys on her neck. Since we're still using the winter uniform, it's still not unnatural to put on a scarf.
"They did! My friends even tried to take it off me but when I glared at them, they stopped."
"My wife can be that scary. I want to see that."
That's my fault but imagining her glaring at them, I kinda want to witness it myself.
"Idiot husband, it's your fault. But they probably guessed what's the reason for my scarf. They all know we're living together, having these marks from you is natural."
"Then should I add more?"
Right. There's no way a scarf she refused to remove won't be unnatural. I'll add more and let them see how I love her.
"Pervert husband. I won't wear the scarf tomorrow, I'm proud of this. And Yaeko will probably stop being smug at me."
"You two. Do you not get along with each other?"
"She's competing with me, husband. I don't want to lose."
"This silly girl. You're the special one. Now that you mention her, I want to see her again."
Yae, she's the one who always wanted me to fall in love with her. Now I can finally say it to her. And with certainty. I also love her. That girl. Maybe I can squeeze time to see her and confess this to her.
"Can I bite you, husband?"
"You're jealous."
She already bit me before asking that question, leaving a small bite mark on my arm.
"You… you intentionally mentioned her."
"Right. I wanna see that pout of yours."
She's always acting this cute when she's jealous, and it always made me want to spoil her upon seeing that.
"You're bullying me again."
"I love you, silly girl."
I pulled her into my embrace again, no matter how many times I hug her, it always brings me comfort. And now my heart is even beating fast for her that made this moment better.
"Hmph. You're using that now to appease me, but I'll still accept, I love you too, you bully."
"I'm really lucky you didn't give up on me."
If Akane gave up on me, I don't know if I will ever realize how important she is. And if I do, it won't be a happy story like now. I can certainly do extreme things just to get her back. Luckily that scenario won't happen and we're now back at loving each other.
"That won't happen, ever. I can't see myself with anybody else."
"I know that's why thank you, Akane. Saying this isn't enough so I'll show it to you for the rest of my days."
"Un. I won't reject that, I'll be with you always so I can receive all that."
After high school, we will either enter the adult world or continue studying. Thinking about the future at that late of time won't cut it. We have to think about it now so our promise to stay together until the end will happen. Same thing with the other girls.
"What do you want to do in the future, wife?"
"Apart from taking care of our children, maybe I want to be a teacher."
"What kind?"
"A preschool teacher? I want to take care of kids like Minoru. Especially our future children and maybe your children with the other girls?"
"Wife, that's…."
She even considered the children I will father to the other girls. This silly girl. But a preschool teacher? Right. It might suit her.
"I'll have them get along with each other."
"You silly girl. At least you know what you want to do."
"What about you, husband?"
"I still don't know what I will do. All this time I'm focused on my desire."
What can I do? Apart from this glib tongue of mine, I have no other redeeming features. And I don't have any hobby that might become the drive I can pursue. Maybe after a few sessions with Fujii, I might find what I wanted to do, apart from this desire.
"We'll support you to what you will choose. We girls, we're not weak, you will not be the only one shouldering everything. We'll carry it with you." 𝑵𝗈𝗏𝐄𝑙𝐔𝑠𝚋.𝕔𝓞𝓶
"Thank you, but I still want to do something for everyone."
"Then you have to think hard, husband."
"Right."
Think hard eh. Currently, when I think, their faces are all I can see. These girls are all important to me. Though most of them started as just a target, they now grew into me.
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Chapter 89: Hoshino Miwa (1)
After a few minutes of cuddling, Akane finally fell asleep. We slept late last night and she woke up earlier to wake me up.
Plus the exercise we did tire her further. She's smiling in her sleep and this is what I always want to see. No one can really replace her.
I kissed her forehead before I stood up and used my pillows again as my substitute. I quietly went out of our room and sneakily tread towards Miwa-nee and Minoru's room.
Miwa-nee, the reason for my desire. No matter how many times I think about it, I can't hate her. Knowing she's the reason, it only strengthened my desire to steal her.
She confessed about loving me before, I'll reawaken her feelings for me. Minoru might be implicated but I can be a father to him if need be because I can't stop this desire to steal his mother.
I knock on the door to their room. Not long after rustling clothes and footsteps coming near the door can be heard
Quietly, the door opened and Miwa-nee's face welcomed me.
"What are you doing here? Akane?"
"I want to see you, Miwa-nee. She's asleep. That silly girl was tired."
She then opened the door wider to get out. She checked Minoru once more before she went out of the room and closed it quietly.
"You've grown to be like this, and it's because of me..."
"You don't have to keep thinking about that, Miwa-nee. It already happened, I'm even thankful for you."
"If Akane hears you, she will be sad."
"I know, I just have to make up for it with my actions. That's all I can do. You see, Miwa-nee. This desire, I can't stop it."
Miwa-nee sighed.
I'm sure she's blaming herself again.
After checking Minoru once more, she started walking towards the stairs.
I followed after her and reached for her hand.
"I'm not that young anymore to hold hands with a brat like you."
"You're still young enough for me, Miwa-nee."
A chop to my head was her response but after that she stopped resisting my hand to hold hers.
When we reached downstairs, Miwa-see sat on the sofa and turned on the TV.
I got the wine she hadn't finished drinking then I sat beside her.
It's still not past midnight but it's this time when those fan-service anime aired. And coincidentally, it's an anime about a married lady and her nephew.
I reached for her hand again. This time she didn't refuse it.
The setting of the anime is about the nephew applying for a nearby university. He then asked her aunt to stay at their house since it's the closest to that university.
The husband is out for most of the day which gives the two alone time in the house.
The story is simple, perverted situations always find its way when they're together.
For example, in the morning, the nephew will open the bathroom only to see his aunt undressing.
Eventually, that situation will escalate to satisfy more viewers.
Miwa-nee's eyebrows were raised as she watched the absurd situations the two were experiencing.
"If that nephew is you, you will surely push down your aunt just from your first encounter."
She commented.
"True. My desire would've already ignited just by seeing her."
I would not only push her down but also kiss her when our lips drew near like that.
"This pervert."
Another chop to the head was given to me. I pinched the hand I am holding to get back at her.
"Miwa-nee, why do you love me back then?"
Our eyes were now removed from the TV, I stared at her and asked that question.
Why me? That's what I want to know.
"Because you're still cute and innocent. You're not tainted by the world back then. You're only looking straight at Akane. Maybe I was just envious of her to have someone look at her like that. "
"Ah. I'm already tainted by the world now, will you still love me?"
Envious of Akane? Is that really it? Maybe she's telling the truth. Her relationships at that time all ended quickly.
"I don't know. I remembered my feelings for you but I can't act on it."
"There's only the two of us here. You can show it to me, Miwa-nee."
This chance that she gave me. I'll make the most of it. I won't let her go back to her husband now.
"If you don't talk, I might. But for the you right now, I'm having doubts. You're always thinking about how to take advantage of me."
"It's because I want Miwa-nee. I still don't know if I love you so I can't say that yet."
I can see her eyes wavering now. If I push her further, she won't be able to restrain herself anymore. Her love for me that she wanted to suppress. I will excavate it and have her show it all to me.
"You don't have to say something as embarrassing as that. Look at those two. They clearly like each other now but they never talk about it."
"Because that guy is a wimp. He won't say it until the end of the series. That's how he is written. In the end, he won't have any satisfying romance. He will always act like that even to a girl he likes."
Who even created that series? Who gets off from watching something like that? It's just infuriating to watch. If they give him a little bit of courage I wouldn't hate it this much.
"I can sense a lot of hate from how you describe him."
"I hate him. If he likes her why does he have to act like that? It's infuriating."
"Idiot. That's his aunt. And what you just said, that's still in line to what I said to you that night."
"Right. Your words became my foundation. If I like someone I'll make her mine. Ah. I still don't know if that was like before. I called it as 'want' and interpreted it as my desire."
That was possibly the true nature of my desire. When I took a liking to a girl, I interpreted it as my desire to steal her. And since I only focus on stealing someone from another back then, I never look nor give importance to other girls that are not in a relationship. When in fact I can also like them, especially Akane who keeps on chasing after me.
"Just like how you told me you want me."
"Yes, Miwa-nee. I like you now. You made this possible."
"I made that possi--"
I stopped her next words using my lips. To stop her from thinking deeper. No matter what, it won't change what I feel for her now.
My arms moved to pull her in towards me.
Apart from the sound of the TV, the living room is now being drowned by the sounds of our kisses.
"S-stop Ruki."
Miwa-nee pulled her lips away. Her eyes couldn't stare directly at me.
Even so, I chased for it.
"Don't think about anything, Miwa-nee."
Taking her lips back, I used my hand to get her to face me again.
She's wearing a thin shirt right now, with her bra sticking out because of her sweat. I slipped my hands inside it and touched her smooth navel. Even after giving birth, it stayed this smooth.
"Your… your hand."
Her voice suppressed, she wiggled a bit as an attempt to shake off my hand.
"I want to touch you."
I caressed her navel and travelled up to her covered mountains.
Miwa-nee bit her lips. She's feeling it. The sensation of my hand touching her skin.
"Ruki…"
She whispered in a soft voice, she's suppressing herself not to let out a more enticing voice.
But that's enough to encourage me.
She's still dodging my kiss to her lips. 𝓃𝒐𝓋𝑬𝓵𝓊𝐬𝒃.𝓬𝑂𝔪
I have no choice but to kiss her below it.
Her neck that was exposed became the place to vent out what I wanted to do to her lips. From a kiss to lick and suck, I didn't leave any spot untouched.
My hands then cupped her soft mountain. It's too big for it that my fingers sunk in easily even with her bra on.
Her hand covered her mouth, afraid for her moans to leak out.
"I can't hold back anymore, Miwa-nee."
My lips went down from her neck. After pulling up her shirt, her adult bra was exposed to me. I immediately sunk my face into it, sniffing Miwa-nee's adult scent. It's different from Shio who's still too young and hasn't given birth yet.
A milky scent wafted out from Miwa-nee. Maybe she's still lactating a bit, even with Minoru's age.
"H-hey, we can still stop…"
I looked up and saw her staring at me. Even if she said that, her face was now dyed with her lust. This is the first time I saw her like this. Last night it only made her blush and the day before it, she's drunk.
Now, this is her face currently taken over by her lust for me.
I ignored her and pulled out her hidden mountains from it. It came out easily because of its size. Her erect nipples are big, compared to Akane who's still developing, these nipples are already developed.
I was also taken over by my lust for her. Without asking her, I started sucking on one. My tongue started its work at the same time, playing with it inside my mouth.
"Uuhmm… Hmmhh…"
I could hear Miwa-nee's suppressed moan and I took that as an encouragement.
A few minutes of sucking on her nipple, a white liquid came out of it.
Her milk. It's not sweet, in fact, it's almost tasteless but this is Miwa-nee's milk. I sucked at it like a baby even if there's only a little that's coming out.
She also felt that and she went from covering her mouth to biting her finger.
I moved to her other nipple and my hand slipped into her pants.
When she felt that, her hand grabbed my arm, I looked up and saw her shaking her head.
But that only encouraged me. I'm already drowning with my lust for her. I won't just stop now. I want Miwa-nee. I won't always have a chance like this so I decided to make the best of it.
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Chapter 90: Hoshino Miwa (2) *
"W-we shouldn't..."
Miwa-nee's voice was a bit shaky. Even after all this, she's resisting me.
I put more force to my arm that even her hold couldn't stop it from reaching its destination.
I instantly felt her panties being soaked by her love nectar. Two of my fingers rubbed it lightly and it became instantly drenched.
"Uuuhh... Listen to me…"
Her pleading voice along with a moan reached my ears. I looked up at her and couldn't resist teasing her more.
While rubbing her down there, I went back to suck on her nipples.
Slowly she fell down on our sofa and our position became like how it was last night. We got interrupted when my feelings for Akane came back but now, it's her time.
"H-hey, Ruki..."
Once more, her voice called out to me.
"I can't hear you."
Her mature figure is in my full view. Her pulled up shirt and her exposed breasts added to this aesthetic view.
Then below that, with my hand slipped under her pants, her whole body kept on squirming about.
I went back to face her while each of my hands was working on her two sensitive spots. I looked her in the eye and said.
"Miwa-nee. I like you."
I don't know what's on her mind right now but her being this wet proves she's also aroused at this moment. With the stimulation I'm giving her, even if she resisted, she's not that against it.
"When did you become this forceful?"
"Since you left to marry someone else."
She was taken aback at my words but she came back stronger.
"Hey, that's not fair, Ruki."
"I know. But just the thought of someone taking you in his arms, I hate it."
I don't even want to imagine it. I can't even recall the face of her husband. Miwa-nee is mine.
"Idiot."
"Miwa-nee. Can you be mine?"
"I'm married…"
"Let's forget about that fact tonight. Tonight, you're just Hoshino Miwa."
She fell silent. She's thinking about my suggestion.
After a few minutes of deliberation, she looked at me and stared at my eyes. I didn't take off my gaze and showed her how determined I am.
In the end, she closed her eyes and sighed.
"You… do what you want."
"Tell me you want it too."
"I don't need to say it."
"Then let me feel it from you…"
I went back to her lips, this time there's no more resistance and she's the one who wants to lead me. Her tongue moves expertly fighting it out with me.
Tonight she's just Hoshino Miwa, she doesn't need to think about anything else. With that thought, her inhibitions were released. She became more aggressive, showing me her technique in kissing as an adult.
In between our kisses, I took her shirt off. Then her bra, and finally her pants. Leaving her with only her adult panties which were already wet on that part where my fingers were rubbing earlier.
My desire for Miwa-nee intensified upon seeing this scene. I really want her. Tonight, I'll make her mine.
Miwa-nee got up from the sofa and stripped me off my shirt. I'm only wearing an underpants when we're about to sleep so if she stripped it off as well, I'll be fully naked in front of her.
"I'm the older one, leave this to me and relax."
Upon saying that, Miwa-nee pushed me down which changed our positions.
Her two hands went on the side of my underpants and with a swift pull, it was taken off.
My erect cock greeted her. She was surprised but recovered instantly. Her hand moved and gripped it.
"This grew up as well."
She started stroking it with her hand. Her words sounded strange but that's the least of my worries. Her hand skillfully played with my cock. It took my mind off thinking about other things.
I looked down and saw her staring intently at it. Then she opened her mouth and her tongue reached out for the tip. She licked the precum building up on top of it.
After that, she continued licking the head, every corner of it while her hand stroked it faster.
The TV is still on and incoherent voices can be heard from it now. Our focus is on each other.
Soon, apart from licking it, Miwa-nee started to give me a blowjob. She opened her mouth wide enough and took my cock inside it.
The pleasure she's giving me is enough to make me moan but I resisted. I watched her as she bobbed her head up and down. My cock going in and out of her mouth, she's sucking at it like it's a delicacy.
I couldn't get enough of this pleasure that my hand moved by itself. I held onto her head and pushed it down. She almost gagged but she took it in. My cock became fully buried in her mouth.
However, she couldn't hold it inside for long. Miwa-nee took it out and she stood up. She took her panties off, and positioned herself on top of me.
Miwa-nee really wanted to take the lead.
While on top, she lowered her hips down and started rubbing herself on me. Her love nectar she's spilling out coated my cock.
She reached down and kissed me while continuing to rub our genitals together.
"You've become this naughty, Ruki. Now I'll teach you not to mess with an adult."
After saying that, she lifted her hips and aimed my cock at her entrance.
Slowly, her hips lowered and my cock was being eaten by it. When my tip went inside, I was immediately consumed by the hot sensation of her insides. 𝓷𝑜𝗏𝐞𝓵𝑈𝑠𝗯.𝐂𝗈𝓜
"Miwa-nee…"
She put a finger on my lips, preventing me from talking more. Then her lips fell upon me at the same time as she dropped her hips further which pushed my cock deep inside her.
Just by putting it in, I felt a rush in my blood. The tightness of Miwa-nee is different from Akane or the other girls.
She already gave birth but it's still this tight. It seems she did something to keep it this way.
My hands grabbed Miwa-nee's breasts, her nipples pinched between my fingers.
Her tongue inside my mouth didn't stop its work, our salivas were already mixed together.
Her hips didn't instantly move but just stayed like that with my cock buried deep inside her. She's wiggling it instead, trying to feel the shape of my cock.
She's mine tonight. After this, it won't go back to being just a nephew and aunt between us. We already crossed that line.
"I want to hear it from you Miwa-nee."
I pulled away from her lips to say that.
"Stop trying to have me say stupid things just feel it with my actions. Aahhh... how did you grow this big? Haahhn… "
Her hips started moving on top of me, she lifted it up and dropped it down, sliding my cock in and out of her. Her insides squeezed my cock at every thrust.
She doesn't want me to move so I let her ride me and drive it by herself. I keep myself busy at watching her face, her body and her pussy that is gobbling up my cock. My hands are on her waist supporting her endeavour.
"Haahhh… This cock… I love this… Huaahh."
When she started pounding faster, her contained moans couldn't be suppressed anymore. And with the pleasure being built up, Miwa-nee lost herself from the lust.
I'm holding myself back not to move but seeing how eager she was, I grabbed her waist tight and thrust my hips upwards.
"Hiihh?!"
She was surprised at what I did but she didn't call me out for that, instead, she even moved faster and matched my hips as it thrust upwards.
Then after a while, she stopped. She let me do the moving from below her.
I couldn't stop my hips now. I saw her smiling seductively and at every thrust of my hips, she would moan louder than earlier.
"Aahhh.. More… Ruki… I love you… Haaahhn…"
Hearing her confessing her love. It made me more eager. I raised my body, turning us into sitting position.
I sucked at her nipple once again with my hips continuing its work.
The restraints were all removed now and we indulged at each other with only thinking about pleasuring ourselves.
From that position, she then turned her body around, she wanted to move by herself again. She placed her feet on the sofa and using that as support, she pounded herself into me.
"Huaahh. It's good, you're good… Haaahh…"
Her moans continued to fill the room. Only when we kiss will it stop.
When she climaxed from that position, she went limp. I then put her on all fours. Pounding her from behind for a few minutes led me to finally reach my limit.
"Miwa-nee, I can't hold it in anymore."
"Aahh... Go on… Release it all inside... Haahhh uuhhhhn."
With my hips moving at its fastest plus that encouragement from her, I reached my climax and shot all my semen inside her. I pulled it out after she stopped squeezing it until its last drop
Exhausted, I dropped back on top of her, she turned her body around to receive me in her embrace.
We stared at each other and pulled by the atmosphere, we once again exchanged a passionate kiss.
She patted my head like what she did years ago.
"I like you Miwa-nee."
"You don't have to say anything. I felt it all."
She whispered in my ear. She continued patting the back of my head.
I don't know what this action means right now but seeing her satisfied smile let her off at doing this.
"Miwa-nee. You're mine now."
"I was yours... When I was still Hoshino Miwa."
I felt a prickly sensation when I heard that from her. It's all in the past tense.
"Miwa-nee…"
"Shush… let's not talk about it tonight. You said I'm Hoshino Miwa tonight. Then that means, I'm yours."
I don't want this to be a one-time thing. She's mine. I won't give her back to her husband.
"I want to keep it that way."
"I told you, let's not talk about it tonight, okay? You're still not satisfied, right?"
It's no good. Not tonight. Then I'll keep asking her every night until she agrees.
I nodded at her and she gave me a kiss again. We rested enough already. Our breathing returned to normal.
This time we picked our clothes up and went inside the bath. We showered and did it once again. Inside, she became wilder than earlier and she didn't restrain her moans anymore.
She's mine tonight. I'll make the most of this time. I want her, I like her. This distant aunt of mine who's the reason for my desire. She made me set on this path and I won't let her go.
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Chapter 91: Changes
Miwa-nee indulged herself in me because she thought this would just become a one-night thing.
For her, when morning comes for us, she will go back to being married to someone.
She doesn't want to talk about it tonight. But the reality is, we already crossed that line. Saying it's just a one-night thing is just absurd.
We won't be going back to our previous relationship, slowly she'll show me more of her love. I'll try not to push her but I'll take all the chances for now.
"I like you Miwa-nee. I won't give up."
Miwa-nee did not answer and just continued walking to their room.
I watched her back until she disappeared from my sight.
I opened the door to our room and saw Akane, she's still at the same position as I left her. But yeah, this girl probably noticed that I left her side, she helped me to have this chance with Miwa-nee because she knew I will still go back to her side in the end.
I touched her face and caressed it. Her hand moved and put it over my hand.
"You don't have to say anything. Hug me again, husband."
She spoke first before I could even think of what to say.
I nodded and lay down beside her. She gave me the pillow she's hugging which I used as a replacement earlier. After that, she hugged me tight and I did the same assuring her that I will always end up on her side.
I don't regret what I did.
I can't stop it. This desire.
I want to see this girl's smile all the time but I know my actions will surely make her sad even if she supports it and doesn't show it.
"I love you, husband."
She whispered to me, her voice carrying a hint of the sadness she felt.
"Un. I love you too, wife."
An apology is meaningless at this point. I'll just do what I always do. Make her feel special.
I kissed her lips, pouring in my love for her. She happily accepted it and soon, we both drifted off to sleep.
Another day will come to us. We'll be separated again for almost a whole day but I will always go back to her side.
When I woke up, she's still hugging me tightly. I brushed her hair with my fingers and watched her sleeping face.
This time, I'll wait for her to wake up and just watch her like this.
It doesn't need to always evolve to an erotic situation, not only with Akane but to every girl that I can call mine. But yeah, because I can't always be with them, they wanted to feel me. To reassure themselves that I still want them.
She woke up minutes later and she gave me her best smile when she saw me watching over her.
We greeted each other good mornings and went down together.
Miwa-nee and Minoru are still in their room. She's probably waiting for the boy to wake up.
We did our exercise before we started preparing breakfast, only then did the mother and child come down. They both looked like they just woke up.
Like I thought, Miwa-nee tried to act like nothing happened between us. But her face was turning red whenever her gaze landed on me, she couldn't hide it.
Akane sensed that but she chose not to say anything. It's a bit complicated but I guess only I can fix this sense of awkwardness that is currently building up.
It will be suffocating for us if this continues.
Over breakfast, I tried to break the situation but Miwa-nee acted oblivious to what happened to us. In consideration of Minoru, I didn't do anything in front of him and just acted like his Ru-nii.
Nothing changed until we prepared for school. I used the time when Akane was changing to talk to Miwa-nee again.
Minoru was busy watching TV while she's at the kitchen washing the dishes we used.
"Miwa-nee, can I ask for a kiss?
I whispered to her.
"No. Minoru is there and I already told you, I can't act on my feelings for you"
She answered without looking at me.
She kept herself busy washing the dishes.
"Then I'll settle for a hug."
Miwa-nee sighed after deliberating for a minute. She turned to me and gave me a hug like I asked. Then, the hug was proven not enough, she also gave me the kiss that I first asked her.
"Satisfied?"
"Un. You don't have to think that this is you taking responsibility, Miwa-nee. Let's be honest with each other."
I could tell her to take responsibility like she first promised but that would just be forcing her to be guilty again from what she did. I already felt her love for me so I only need to dig it up and not let her bury it again.
"As long as we don't show it to Minoru…"
"Alright. I love you Miwa-nee."
She was startled when I said a different word. Like or love, I guess it's already leaning to love since the start. My desire to have her is this strong. She's the woman who took care of me since I was a child, apart from Akane, she's the next one closest to me.
"I told you. We don't need to say that kind of thing between us. Now go. I'll see you later." 𝗇𝒐𝔳𝔢𝗅𝗎𝕊𝗯.𝒸𝒪𝐦
She's happy. Just looking at that smile that bloomed from her lips, telling her I love you made her that happy.
She went back to what she's doing but that smile stayed hanging on her lips. My aunt who always bullied me back then is smiling like this because of me right now. The contrast from that made me hug her again.
Miwa-nee is mine. I won't give her back to her husband
I left her side after that. Akane finished changing soon after. She looked at me, she knew I used that chance to talk to Miwa-nee.
On our way to the station, she asked me.
"Has a good thing happened with Miwa-nee?"
I nodded my head as an answer.
"And it's thanks to you, Akane."
"If it's the previous you, you wouldn't think twice about pressuring her about taking responsibility. But now, you only used the fact that she loved you before."
This silly girl really knows me more than I know myself.
"I want her to stop feeling guilty. Maybe I've changed and it's because of you, Akane."
"Not just me. Everyone influenced it, even you yourself. You might've not noticed, you now have the desire to change for us."
Desire to change, eh?
But that certain desire doesn't change, it only grew stronger.
We separated again when we reached the station, she's not wearing her scarf like she said yesterday. The faint marks were still visible on her neck, she wanted to show it off instead of hiding it
Well, that will also shave away more guys who are trying to pursue her. Akane is mine. They won't have any chances.
Now that I look at it again, I really indulged myself with her during that night. Remembering my love for her, it lifted both of us up. It's not just my possessiveness now.
During my ride to the train, I checked my phone again and did the usual. Greeting everyone I need to greet.
I told Yae to wait for me after school at the station. I have to meet her now before she comes up with something like Haruko predicted.
Well, I also want to confess to her, this will surely make her happy. Maybe I can also tell her to get along with Akane, that girl is more competitive than Haruko.
Ria and Aoi will probably want to see me too but I want to do it one at a time. There's also that impending stay of Haruko. She will bring Sena and Otoha with her.
Those two… I wonder what made them fall for me? Will they tell me?
Then there's Nikaido, she also wants to meet me. She's still expressing her desire to be stolen by me.
Girls are really mysterious. I didn't do anything but she still came to like me.
When I arrived at the classroom, Nami immediately went to me after I put my bag down.
Aya was confused seeing her approaching me.
She knew that Nami was one of my targets so she kept herself busy with the book she bought yesterday.
Nami brought me to that empty and after closing the door, she immediately hugged me.
The hug wasn't the usual hug we were practicing in that empty room. It exudes her current happiness.
Ah. Ogawa finally confessed to her. That scene yesterday flashed on my mind and the bitterness once again surfaced.
"Congratulations."
"It's all thanks to you."
Her smile is too beautiful. And it's Ogawa who made her smile like this.
"No, that's all on you. You made that happen."
"Hey, your voice, that doesn't sound happy at all."
How can I be happy? This girl. She finally succeeded to have the boy she likes confess to her. The work she put on was witnessed by me. She let her be taken advantage of by me all for the sake of that. I might've grown closer to her but that's not enough to sway her
Nami is this good and Ogawa is too lucky to have this girl like him. That harem protagonist, tsk.
I might've found her scary at the start but now that I admit to myself that I like her, seeing her this happy because of another guy, I couldn't help but be envious.
"I like you. Seeing you this happy because of another person, I can't be as happy for you like Tadano."
"This guy. You're ruining this morning."
She released me from her hug and sighed. She stared at me but I couldn't guess what she's thinking about or maybe I wasn't trying to guess.
"Well, if that's all. Let's go back."
"Are you forgetting something?"
I turned my back and walked to the door but her voice stopped me. It carried a hint of frustration for the way I acted.
"What am I forgetting? Ah. The plan. Of course, I'll act on it, that's my only chance to steal you from him."
Right. The only chance. If I let that chance go then I wouldn't have any chances again.
I don't want to use any despicable methods now nor force myself on her like I always do.
If I did any of that, it would just push her more to choose that guy. I could only act within our agreement. No kiss, only hug and holding hands.
"Ruu. You know this would happen, right? Why are you acting like this now?"
"Because I realized that emotion? I don't know but maybe it's like that. Now I feel bitter because the girl I like is now dating another guy."
"This is not like you."
Right. This is not like me.
Like I thought, this is probably the result of remembering that emotion. I'm now putting it in front instead of my desire to steal her. The desire is still here but my feelings for her are now getting in the way.
I have to take a look at myself again and try to balance the two.
Liking Nami and wanting to steal her. I'll try it later.
"I know. I'm acting differently now. But I guess this is fine. Don't worry, the plan will continue. I'll act as your boyfriend in front of your friends."
I tried leaving the room after saying that, but her hand took a hold of my arm.
"Hey, stay here for a bit."
I looked back and there's a complicated expression on her face.
"Okay…"
I let go of the knob and turned back to face her.
She looked up at me and I stared at her. I still couldn't guess what she's thinking.
I don't know why she stopped me.
"I like to see the previous you, Ruu."
"I'm still me. Maybe I'm just getting confused right now."
"Hug?"
"Is it fine?"
"Usually you'll be delighted but now you're asking me."
"I…"
"Come here. This time I'll be the one to make you comfortable."
Hearing her say that, I couldn't hold myself back. I closed the distance between us and hugged her tight.
She didn't reject it and instead she hugged me back. I could feel the heat of her body and the softness of it.
I see. I understand.
Because I saw how happy she was with him, it made me like this.
I was jealous.
I couldn't make her smile like that after all.
But now I'm getting comforted by her, how ironic.
She knew the reason why I was acting like this.
"Nami."
"Hmm?"
"I'm going to steal you from him. You better prepare."
"Good, you're back. Good luck on that then, Ruu."
I loosened my arms hugging her and stared at her again. I really wanted to kiss her but I knew that if I did, it would push her away from me.
Nami tapped my face and smiled. The usual smile she shows me. But I guess I'm satisfied with this for now. I just have to work harder to steal her.
We left the room after that. Her smile was still on her but I don't know if it's because of me.
I went back first and she showed up right after me in the classroom. She then gestured to check my phone.
She sent me a message.
"Come to our club later. Wait in the classroom, I'll go with you."
"Alright."
I smiled and turned the phone off after sending my reply.
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Chapter 92: A New Rumor
Nami settled back on her seat and glanced at me but when Ogawa arrived, her attention turned to him.
I guess I couldn't beat him for now but soon.
Satsuki and Sakuma arrived just before the class started
I noticed Satsuki's expression. She was feeling down about something. I wanted to know why but I guess I have to wait to ask her.
Between the four of us, something already changed.
I got the two at my sides as mine.
And Sakuma wasn't that talkative now.
Well, I still didn't know if it's because he heard us or his pending confession was putting him under pressure.
Just yesterday he was in a good mood that he finally made that move to ask Satsuki. Did it only sink in now?
Ah. This is good too, I don't need to deal with his constant pestering if he's like this.
When the 1st period ended, I went out of the class for a bit. It's not to meet anyone, of course.
Err... Who am I lying to?
I chased after Shio. Like Satsuki, she seemed worried about something and it was showing on her face during the class.
"Shio."
I called out to her when I caught up and my voice immediately alerted her.
"You! Don't call me like that here in the hallway."
She almost hit me with her teaching materials. Good thing she stopped when she saw me.
"Is everything okay?"
I tried not to show that I'm worried about her.
But me chasing her like this could be seen as me worrying, right?
"Did it show on my face again?"
She touched her face. She's probably thinking she could fix it with her hand.
I nodded at her.
I couldn't go near her because it might look weird for others if I were to do that. That's why, I maintained my distance from her.
Other teachers were also in the hallway, passing us by to get to their next classroom to teach while some was also talking with a student like me.
"Yes, it did. Uhm, can I be of help, Ms. Miyazaki?"
I changed my way of calling her and tried to be polite. It will be bad if other teachers heard that I'm talking to her casually.
"No. This is not something you should worry about, Onoda. You should go back for now."
She shook her head and turned her back to me before continuing to go to her next class.
I guess it's inappropriate to talk about that here.
I wonder when can I have a chance to talk to her again? She was refraining to call me to her room.
Ah. She's probably still thinking about her being an adult. That adult problems should be resolved by an adult like her.
I guess I'll can only rely on the chance to run into her again.
After that, the class went on normally.
I noticed that Satsuki couldn't look straight at me. Was she still thinking about my confession yesterday or maybe she also wanted to tell me what's pulling her down right now?
I heard from her talks with Aya that they were made to play a mock game yesterday. 1st years and 2nd years against the 3rd years.
Was that the source of why she's feeling down?
I don't know. I have to ask her to confirm it.
And yeah, they considered that topic as under girls' talk which Sakuma and I couldn't join in but we could listen.
We still have idle talks but most of the time it will be just Satsuki mouthing off at Sakuma. Unlike before, he's hadn't uttered any retort and just took all the insults she was throwing at him.
This guy. He's couldn't stop himself to show how much he likes her
He talked about resolving their problem before confessing while Satsuki didn't want to tell me about it until Sunday
But yeah, I'm already really curious about it.
What problem could it be that stalled them this long?
"Onoda. Looks like your fame these past few days already died down."
Sakuma finally started his questions again. Did this mean he really didn't hear us? But there's a possibility he was just acting.
"What fame? This is better, you know? I don't need to deal with more troublesome things."
I answered him with the same tone I always use.
"You say that but trouble always looks for you."
Did it always look for me?
Ah. Now that I think about it. Trouble really does look for me.
And that's all my fault.
It started when I tried to see what Shio was reading back then. When I was unconsciously looking at Kana's back and maintaining my distance to her which Nami noticed. And lastly, when I coincidentally met Harada on that train.
"Isn't it because of that tongue of his? Do you think he's always that quiet?"
Ugh. Satsuki? Right. It's mostly because of my glib tongue. Talking to girls left and right? Now they're already around me.
Well, that's my desire anyway. I'm a slave to it. But I have to restrain it now, even if I find another target, she can wait after I sorted out my current targets.
"N-no, they just find him interesting. I guess."
Aya? She's now joining the talk like this. This is a step forward for her. Ah. I can't help but feel proud of her.
"Onoda, look, you already have Rindou at your side. Shouldn't you start considering her?"
Then Sakuma turned the topic to Aya. This guy…
"E-eh? What are you saying, Sakuma?" 𝗇𝒐𝔳𝔢𝗅𝗎𝕊𝗯.𝒸𝒪𝐦
Hearing what he said, Aya couldn't help but be flustered.
"Rindou. You know, I want to help you."
What was he trying to start here? Did he want to facilitate my relationship? Was he doing this so that I would divert my attention from Satsuki?
"Hey, Mind your own confession, Sakuma."
I retorted but yeah, this guy didn't take it seriously.
"Right, right. You don't worry about it Onoda. I'm worried about you. You always help me, now it's my turn to help you."
Sakuma even patted my shoulder like assuring me that with his help, everything would go well.
Worrying about me eh?
"I never asked for your help, man. Rindou and I are getting along just fine."
"Y-yes, we are."
Aya also chimed in. Her glittering bright eyes peeked from the fringes of her hair stared affectionately at me.
"I see. What about Andou?"
Determining he couldn't continue to push Aya, he switched to another girl.
This guy…
It didn't look like he heard us but one thing was for sure. Sakuma was feeling threatened by me. He wanted my attention to be diverted to someone else.
"What about her?"
"Don't tell me you haven't heard?"
What should I have to hear? Was there a new rumor circulating about me?
"He's an idiot running around all over, how can he hear about it?"
Satsuki sneered from her seat.
This girl…
But she's right. I kept running all over. My only rest nowadays was the time spent in class.
"T-that…"
Aya stuttered, she probably heard about it as well but she didn't know if she should tell it to me.
"Huh? What is it? Tell me."
I looked at the two girls first but since it was Sakuma who mentioned it, I turned to him.
"Tsk tsk. Onoda. There are rumors about the two of you."
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He smirked while clicking his tongue.
Am I supposed to be surprised by it?
"Rumors again? Sakuma, why do you always believe in rumors?"
I asked him. This guy loves this kind of gossip.
Ah. Satsuki was the same. These two were the ones who told me about Nami and Ogawa liking each other.
"When there's smoke, there's a fire. Even if the rumor deviates a bit, there's still an original source."
Well, true. And I wouldn't deny a rumor about me. I was already way past being the Classmate A. Denying it would just fuel the said rumor to burn brighter. If I didn't do anything, it will soon die down anyway.
"Okay. Will you tell me that rumor or not?"
"Don't be impatient, sheesh. It's about Andou and you, the rumor was that you two were meeting each other during lunchbreaks."
Eh? That's a spot on rumor. It's only been 3 days since we started and it already turned into this rumor.
Could it be someone saw us on the first day? I followed her there after all.
"Where did that come from?"
All rumor has its source. Who saw that lead to this? Looks like it's more known to the boys than the girls.
Kanzaki didn't mention it yesterday when we're talking about rumors.
"Huh? You won't deny it?"
Sakuma was confused that I responded nonchalantly about the rumor.
"What's there to deny?"
I was really meeting her anyway, even Tadano found us there yesterday. That's why there's no point denying it.
"What the hell? This guy…"
He scratched his head, not knowing what to retort. He looked at Satsuki and Aya but the two didn't comment about it.
"Satisfied?"
I smirked at him. He should be satisfied by now, right?
"You'll make Rindou sad."
This guy... Haa. He's back at mentioning Aya.
But yeah, she would probably mind it but she wouldn't voice it out. I already told her about the girls surrounding me are all my targets. She will have her time while the other girls will have theirs too.
"No. I told you we're getting along just fine."
"I give up. You're really a tough nut to crack. You can't even get flustered by what I revealed."
Maybe nothing he says will bother me. Unless it's about their past. Ah, I'll talk him out for it.
"No. I'm just admitting to it. Isn't that what you want to hear?"
"Idiots. Stop gossiping here. Do your boys' talk somewhere else."
Satsuki finally couldn't hold herself back so she sent a kick to the leg of our desks.
"Maemura, don't you want to hear it?"
"I don't, so stop talking, you idiot."
She glared at Sakuma which made him gulp down the words he wanted to say as a follow-up.
"Ugh. Anyway, good luck, man."
Defeated by Satsuki's glare, he patted my shoulder again.
"What? You think I'll go after her?"
"Isn't that why you're meeting her?"
If he knew I was trying to steal that girl, he would be energized for sure.
"You don't know anything, Sakumea. Rumors are rumors."
"Then tell me."
"So you can start another rumor?"
"What do you take me for? I'm a friend, I'll keep your secrets to the grave."
"Then please bury yourself right now. With that loud voice of yours, can't you see we're already the center of attention?"
Right. They're all listening to his loud voice.
Well, it's a known rumor anyway.
I looked at Nami and Ogawa. The former is facepalming while the latter had a bitter smile on his lips.
He's now Nami's boyfriend and hearing about a rumor between her girl and me, it's sure to get to him. And what's more, I will be acting as her guy on the surface for their friends.
Knowing Nami, she probably already told him about the plan.
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Chapter 93: Meeting Kana Again
To think that our group will be the little episode for this day. Haa.
It's all because of this Sakuma. Well, that took the boredom out of everyone.
When Sakuma couldn't retort to my words the whole class laughed at it. And that brightened the room.
Lunch break soon arrived.
I went to the cafeteria and intended to pass the time there.
There won't be another training session for the time being, anyway.
Nami is with her group of friends, somewhere in this cafeteria.
I looked for a corner to settle with but on one of the tables near me, I saw Kana.
She's not with Kenji but with a bunch of her fellow 3rd-year girls. Her friends?
Where's that Kenji guy? Did she finally resolve their issues?
I took out my phone and sent a mail to her. These days we only greeted each other through mails, she didn't want me to worry for her so she only gave me minimum details about what's truly happening.
She's determined to resolve it by herself before she faces me again.
"Kana, look to your left."
I saw her taking out her phone and after reading the content of the mail, she followed what's written on it.
Our gazes met each other and I raised my hand to wave to her.
She immediately smiled upon seeing me.
Ah. This girl…
It's only been 3 days since I saw her, seeing her smile like that, I couldn't help but smile back at her.
Her friends saw that and followed her gaze.
I couldn't hear what they were talking about but after a while, Kana stood up and walked towards me.
Her friends were all smiles cheering for her from their seats.
Ah. I know what's on their mind. I guess they're trying to cheer her up. Something really happened between her and that Kenji. Otherwise, Kana wouldn't be with them.
She timidly walked from there to where I am. Her cute and shy personality never changes. Especially here in a public place.
She sat in front of me and smiled again.
Ah. I really miss this smile of hers. It's always this refreshing.
There's no doubt, I really like this cute and shy senpai. Will I love her as well? Maybe soon.
I also want to spend time with her again. She's older and knows more than me. I might learn something from her.
"Your friends?"
I asked when she finally settled. She couldn't look straight at me and she's already red from embarrassment.
"Un. They pushed me when they saw me smiling at you."
Her voice was soft, afraid that the other students could hear her. 𝑵𝐎𝓥𝓔𝓵𝗎𝓈𝑏.𝑐𝑜𝔪
"Ah. Then I have to give my thanks to them."
"You're teasing me again…"
"Sorry, I just missed my Kana."
"…Someone might hear you."
Right. She's really wary of our surroundings. Even when she's with Kenji or her friends, she only timidly sits with them.
Now, I'm making her embarrassed by calling her out and talking with her like this.
"I'm just being honest."
"Uhh… I miss you too."
Kana whispered in a soft voice that only I could hear. Her face reddened further after saying that and she started fidgeting in her seat.
We're slowly gaining attention from other students. It's unnatural for a 3rd year and 1st year to be alone on the same table.
I don't even know what her friends will think about us. Since Kenji isn't here, did she finally break up with that guy?
"How are you, Kana-senpai?"
Since this is a public place, I tried putting senpai on her name again.
She didn't mind it. She's sharper than I thought after all. She saw through me way before.
But I also want to do something normal with Kana and the other girls like how I accompanied Aya to the bookstore yesterday. Maybe I'll ask them when we're alone.
"We're mailing each other, Ruki-kun."
"Right, but I want to hear it from you directly, Kana-senpai."
"Eh? Be honest and say you don't believe me. Are you worried?"
"Err… Yes."
We kept our voice to a minimum and it's not like someone will purposely listen to us.
I'm really worried that she's pushing herself.
She said she wanted to resolve it by herself but all this time she never stood up like that. She wanted to change and that's good, great even.
I just don't know if she can take it, I want to support her at least.
"As I thought. But now that I get to see you, I can tell something changed from you, again."
She leaned on the table for a bit and stared at my face.
"Kana-senpai, looks like I won't be able to hide things from you."
Right. She also saw that something changed from me the last time I met her. She's always this sharp. But she just dodged my question by turning our topic to me. This girl… I guess I'll let that off, I'll wait until she wants to tell me by herself.
"You're just kind of bad at it. It shows on your face when you're with me. I don't know if it's because you're relaxed with me or it's the same when you're with the other girls"
She explained. Nami didn't notice it as well as Satsuki and Aya. If I didn't tell them they wouldn't know. Haruko noticed it but it's because I put my feelings for her in front.
But Kana, just one look at my face and she already determined that something changed.
"I want to tell you about it, wanna go home with me later, Kana-senpai?"
I blurted that out and it immediately garnered some attention around us.
"Muu... Don't ask that here."
She became flustered once again. I forgot we're in public.
"Ah. Right. Sorry. But I already asked."
I scratched my head but I already said it, I don't know anyone who heard it anyway. I'm just asking a senpai to go home together.
"It's refreshing to see you being this rash. You always look like someone who tries to control the situation."
Kana commented. And she's right.
I always tried to be as obscure as possible by controlling the situation but since yesterday, that changed. I even walked with Aya to the bookstore while holding hands.
Am I loosening up? Will this be fine? Rumors about me are growing. Should I go back to being obscure and not do things that will let me stand out?
Ah. I guess I'm way past that. I'm already standing out. I just have to protect these girls. I'll be careful not to put them in these kinds of situations.
But looking at it right now, I really want to show everyone that she's mine, not bothering about what others will think.
Remembering that emotion is really changing me. First with Nami and now here with Kana.
I really like her, that's why I'm having these thoughts.
"And it's rare seeing you talking a lot. Look at your friends, they have their mouths open."
I pointed at her friends who were still looking at us from their seat.
Looks like seeing her holding a conversation with someone is a rare sight for them.
"Eh? Ah! You bully... It's because of you. I seem to become more open and talkative when it's you, Ruki."
She turned and looked at them. She confirmed it and turned back to me, glaring cutely.
She was already this relaxed when talking to me. Unlike our first encounters where it's mostly me talking. Did I open her up?
Since Monday, she started opening up to me. Could it be she only shows that side of her to me?
"I like hearing your voice like this, Kana-senpai."
I wanted to tease her again.
Ah. I just really missed this shy and cute senpai.
"You really won't stop..."
"No. I'll stop now. So, what's your answer Kana-senpai?"
She stared at me for a minute before nodding.
Kana agreed to go home with me later.
After that, she stood up and went back to her friends. I already made her embarrassed so I didn't stop her. Talking to her just now already made me satisfied. And well, it's refreshing to see her in public without that Kenji guy around.
I saw them teasing her but she kept her mouth shut while occasionally looking at me.
In the end, her friends got tired of teasing her and they finished their lunch.
I waved at her when they're about to go back and she did the same. Her friends saw that and this time, they sent me a thumbs up.
These girls…
Well, at least they didn't come to my table and interrogate me.
I also finished eating my lunch when they left.
There's no point staying here now since I'm not looking for a new target. And I got a glimpse on the table where Nami and her friends were located.
When I was about to go back to the class, someone called out to me.
Ah. No. She chased after me.
Mori.
"Onoda, have you heard from her?"
She started. Her eyes were a bit puffy.
Eh? Did she cry?
Err… I see. If it's her, she probably knew Ogawa already confessed.
But later, Nami will introduce me instead of him as her boyfriend. That will surely confuse her.
"Yes. Wanna hear the rest of the plan now?"
I told her before that I couldn't tell her how we could separate the two. I refrained from telling her about me posing as Nami's boyfriend.
"That's the reason why I chased you but I already have an idea what it will be. I just want to confirm if you're still up for it."
"Of course. Don't worry. I still feel my desire for you and especially for Nami."
I'm not as keen on my chances with her than on Nami, but since she's here and she's really one of my current targets, I can't pass up on that.
"So you're calling her Nami now, something happened between the two of you?"
"You'll know later."
Nami will bring me to their club later so she will know what happened between us. Ah. I still don't know which club it is.
"I don't care either way. You'll get your chance with me but you better make sure it will happen. And remember, you told me you won't do anything to me unless I gave you permission."
"Don't be a worrywart, Mori. I'll uphold our deal."
"Okay. That's all. I'll go back to them."
"Sure."
I stared at her back until she disappeared to the busy cafeteria.
Like Kanzaki, she's putting her guard up against me. Well, after what I did back then, this is a normal reaction.
But now that the plan will start, I will now have time with her.
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Chapter 94: Start of the Act (1)
Suddenly, my schedule after class became fully packed. I wouldn't have any time to visit that game club anymore.
I guess I'll put off meeting Himeko's little sister for now.
I have to go to the main character group's club first. Walk home with Kana. And after that, Yae will be waiting for me at the station.
Starting next week, I'll remember to put the time in to relax. I'll really get exhausted if I keep filling up my schedule like this.
Because of my choice to target the girls from my class, it got this hectic for me. Back in middle school, I got more time to relax since I didn't set my sight on any of my classmates. Even if most of them were dating someone.
Now, I have to be mindful of Aya, Satsuki, Nami, Kanzaki, Mori and Harada. Ah. Let's add Shio as well.
I couldn't ignore them after all. Especially the two at my sides.
The remaining classes after lunch break passed by uneventfully. Well, it's just normal and no one stood out to entertain us next.
Sakuma went first. He's still aiming to be a regular after all. But before leaving, she stared at Satsuki for a good 2 minutes first. I really have to find the time to talk to him. What he's trying to do earlier was clear to me. There's just something off about him
Aya is still content from yesterday so she went on ahead after saying goodbye to us. She still has that book she wanted to read and there's always the Messenger where we can talk.
Now there's only Satsuki and me. She's slowing down again on purpose. I guess she really wants to talk to me. She still has that same look she had earlier
"What's wrong?"
Since she's not saying anything, I took the initiative to ask her first.
"You heard earlier, right?"
She answered.
Earlier? Is she talking about their mock game? They got thrashed by the 3rd years. But that's to be expected. Is she feeling down because of it?
"You know, it's fine even if you lose. They are already veterans."
I tried cheering her up.
Well, it looks like this is why she stays behind. The loss was hanging over her head.
"I know about that, idiot. I just want to prove that I deserve the spot they gave me."
She finished packing up her things then she turned to me. I couldn't get a good look at her earlier but now, I can see that she's really worried about that. It's showing on her face.
This must also be why she slowed down. She doesn't want to go to practice while feeling down like this. I guess this foul-mouthed girl wants me to cheer her up.
"You know, they wouldn't give it to you if you don't deserve it."
"But…"
Right. They saw something in her. If she will lose heart after one loss, they will be disappointed.
"What is this? Are you not confident anymore?"
Satsuki didn't answer me but she nodded her head.
Was she embarrassed to word it out?
"This girl… You've been playing basketball since middle school, right?"
"Back then I only got into the regular team during my third year."
"I see. So you think you don't deserve this position now?"
"The way we lost yesterday, I couldn't get the rebounds that should've been easy. What if I fail like that during the practice match?"
Ah. This foul-mouthed girl can be like this as well. Usually, she always looks confident like nothing can trip her. But now she's showing me her weakened state.
"Did they tell you the purpose of that mock game?"
I asked her. This girl seems to be focusing on the mistakes she made and failed to analyze the game itself.
There are now fewer students left in the classroom. The main character group has already left but Nami is still at her seat, probably waiting for us to finish our conversation.
"To show the difference between us?"
"No, idiot. Ah. Anyway. If I have to guess, it's specifically for you and maybe for their juniors as well but you're the most likely reason."
Ah. I called her an idiot. Will she get mad?
"I'm not that special. I only have these long legs that got me the Center position. Why would they do it for me?
Satsuki sighed. She's thinking too much. Looks like admitting her to the regular team as a 1st year gave her this much pressure.
"This girl… they're probably showing you how High School basketball was played. It's to prepare you for that practice game. How did the game go?"
"…It was too intense that most of my teammates were already tired after 10 minutes into the game."
"See. That's how it is. That's how hard the game you will be playing next week."
"Then why didn't they tell me?"
When I explained, the look on her face was slowly recovering. Though most of it was just my guesses, that's enough to cheer her up.
"I don't know. I'm just guessing here. Maybe they want you to realize it by yourself."
"I see, you might be right. Thank you, Ruki."
She gave me her rare bashful smile when she said that.
"How is it? Did I cheer you up?"
"You call that cheering me up?"
"Maybe? Well at least, your confidence is back. I'm glad."
"Idiot. Come with me."
She grabbed me by the arm and stood up but we were blocked by Nami when we're about to leave the room.
"Sorry, Maemura but I have to borrow this guy from you."
"Huh? Why?"
Satsuki looked at me, her eyes asking what's this about.
"He's going to our club to try it."
Nami answered then Satsuki looked at me with a questioning gaze.
"She's right. But Nami, 5 minutes. Give me 5 minutes to talk to her."
Satsuki needs more than words to cheer up and I want to give it to her as well.
She alternately looked between me and Nami and after a while, she let go of my arm and sighed.
"Idiot. It's fine. Go with her. I'll go to my club as well. See you tomorrow."
Satsuki left the classroom after leaving those words.
Err. It's a waste but I guess it's fine for now. That foul-mouthed girl already recovered enough. I'll see her tomorrow anyway.
"That girl, back in Middle School, she only has eyes for the idiot behind you. But to think that she will also fall into your hands."
Nami uttered when Satsuki's figure disappeared from the room.
This scary girl. So she already knew about them even back then.
Well, she's an observer so I guess this was to be expected.
"Sorry for ruining your chance to be with her but we have an appointment first."
"It's fine, I can have more chances with her soon."
Nami still doesn't know that Satsuki is already mine.
In her mind, Satsuki is like her, a target that I am trying to conquer.
"This guy…"
"What?"
"Nothing. You're really back to the guy that I took interest in."
"I still like you, Nami. But it's you who made me recover. This emotion and this desire. I have to balance them."
Even with her confident look, she will still have a reaction whenever I tell her I like her.
She tried to brush it off but I could see how it affected her.
"Haa. I don't know if what I did earlier was good or not."
"If you were to ask me, it's good. It cleared up my mind about what I should do with you."
Right. It really cleared up my mind. Earlier I couldn't explain it but I was being bitter. Her hug let me recover.
I remembered that I already had an initial hold on her. It's only a matter of how I can steal her from Ogawa during our act.
"As long as the plan worked out then I have no complaints."
"Don't worry about it. Let's go?"
She nodded and went to her seat to get her bag. After that, she went back to me and we both left the room.
The destination was still the Club Building
I held out my hand, asking for hers.
"Not now. Don't you want to hide it to our classmates as well?" 𝑵𝐎𝓥𝓔𝓵𝗎𝓈𝑏.𝑐𝑜𝔪
Well, I'm just trying to take my chances.
"Ah. You're right. Then lead the way."
I increased my pace and walked next to her. She took a glance at me for a bit.
"Kazuo wants to meet you first."
"I see. Did he know about me trying to steal you?"
"If he knew about that, do you think he would agree?"
Well, he surely won't. So this means he only knows that I will act as her boyfriend.
I'll try to befriend him then and using that as a springboard, he won't be suspicious about us.
"I see. I now know what to do."
"This guy, that smile. You're thinking of something bad again."
This scary girl, I've just thought of it and she already picked it up from my smile.
"Is it bad if I befriend him?"
"You're really the worst, Ruu."
She already told me that a lot of times but now, her tone seems different.
"You can tell him about my intention to you, you know."
"If I did, there would be no point to follow the plan."
We arrived at the Club Building, though there were other students looking at us, I didn't feel the need to be as covert as before. We're just walking together anyway.
But yeah, when I think back to how I acted before, I never did something like this. Everything was done covertly. Calling the girl somewhere we can be alone, walking with her only when there's no one else.
Now, I'm getting bolder. Is it because of the changes that happened to me? Maybe.
This isn't that bad. I just need to keep it in moderation or the rumors will grow into something big that it might implicate the girls.
If it's only about me then I don't care but if it includes their names then I have to prevent that.
"I told you before, you don't really need to do this. You're being too kind to them."
"Maybe I am. But I want to keep the harmony between us."
Harmony. This girl, does she not understand that by bringing me in there, I will break that harmony she's trying to protect?
Should I tell her? No, if it's her she clearly knows what will happen. But what if I'm just assuming that she knows?
Haa. Let's ask her.
If it was before, I wouldn't do this and turn this into my advantage.
"Well, it's your decision, Nami. But what if my appearance breaks that harmony?"
"What do you mean?"
"They all know you're into Ogawa. That's a well-known rumor even back when you're in middle school. They will find it even stranger that a new classmate has taken that place beside you."
"I see. You're worried about that. Ruu, tell me. Are you actually against this plan you created?"
"Why will I be against this? You provided me with a path to steal you. I only thought you missed that point."
"This guy I already thought about that, you know me. You're the one who comes up with that condition. Why are you suddenly advising me against it?"
Err… Now I'm speechless. Nami's right. I put up that condition in exchange for the wishes she was supposed to grant.?We'll act like real lovers during it.
She's just granting me the reward she promised. There's no other reason but that.
Ah.
I see. This is my feelings for her again. I'm thinking about what will be better for her.
I should really start balancing it. It's fine to act on my feelings for the girls that're already mine but for a target like Nami or Mori, I shouldn't let it control my decisions.
"You're right. Forget what I said."
"This guy, what am I to do to you? Haa. Anyway, we're here."
Only now did I notice that we already arrived at another empty clubroom.
This girl. How did she know a lot of empty rooms?
Upon opening the door, Ogawa could be seen sitting in a corner. He was waiting there and when we entered, his gaze immediately landed on us.
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Chapter 95: Start of the Act (2)
This room is almost the same as the one where we're doing those practice sessions. The only difference is that there's a connecting door. It's natural unlike the door from the Book Club.
Which means this clubroom is twice the size than any other clubrooms.
Nami went on ahead and stood next to Ogawa. Just looking at them like this, it's triggering something inside me. It's that desire to steal her from him.
But yeah, I have to control my expression so this guy wouldn't be that wary of me.
"Onoda. This should only be the 3rd time we're gonna talk to each other, right?"
He started.
He's still the same Ogawa but his expression is a bit different.
Was it because of Nami? Did the confession trigger a change in him?
"You're right. Andou asked me for a favor so here I am."
I answered. I refrained from calling her Nami for now.
I'll befriend this guy. Make him think I won't be a threat to their relationship.
I looked at him, trying to probe his reaction from what I said.
"I heard the details from Nanami. Thank you for helping out."
"No, don't thank me yet. Are you really fine with this? Having another guy act as her boyfriend?"
I could see Nami's eyebrows twitched from where I was. She knew I was acting to make Ogawa trust me.
Well, even if that's her reaction she won't voice it out.
"Yes, I understood why we have to do this. Nanami and I talked about it in length."
"I see. If you don't have a problem with it then I'm glad I can help."
I wonder how much did Nami tell him? If he finds out we have a side deal unknown to him, he'll probably flip out on us.
For him to confess to Nami, his other harem members will surely notice his change in attitude starting today. But with this act, they will just brush it off and attribute it to Nami getting herself a guy.
I still don't know who the other members are but there's at least two more not including Mori and Nami.
After a handshake, we started talking about the setup. On the side, Nami also gives her own input to polish it.
First, I will be introduced to their group of friends. Nami will bring me to their clubroom. After the introduction, we'll tell them to keep our relationship a secret.
Second, I was told not to touch Nami casually, especially in front of Ogawa. But there will be certain exceptions. If they started suspecting that our relationship was just an act, we'll act out something that only lovers will do. Except for kisses of course.
Well, this one's for Ogawa's peace of mind.
They wouldn't expect that we will display that in front of them anyway. We just have to be close to each other.
Third, After staying in the club for at least 30 minutes I'll bring Nami here in this room and wait for Ogawa.
This room will be their rendezvous spot where they can drop the act and be lovey-dovey to each other. When he arrives, that will be my cue to exit.
Well, sometimes he will be the one waiting here.
So the time when I can steal Nami will only be until he arrives here or before I pass her to him.
Well, as long as they don't rush their relationship, it will take a long time before they can pass the holding hand stage, that's considering Ogawa's personality. It still depends if his attitude will change.
I'll relay this to Mori and have her stall Ogawa. That will also be her chance to be with him. If she can go here with Ogawa then we'll exchange partners.
But yeah, Ogawa will obviously not bring Mori here. I have to think of a way to get her to uphold her part of the deal with me.
Maybe I'll tell her about this room.
Ah. Being the stalker that she is, I don't need to do that. She will know even without me telling her.
Should I cross her off my target list for now? If I did, I can use her to seduce Ogawa. That way I could be with Nami longer.
But thinking about the target of my desire seducing another guy, it's revolting. I immediately crossed that thought out.
I looked at the connected room and saw that it's just the same. There's also another door there so we could also enter from that room.
Well, I can totally use that room, right? On how I can use it, we'll see later.
"That's all. What do you think?"
Ogawa finished explaining. He was staring at me like he's trying to see through the expression I put on my face.
"I understand. But how long will this act go?"
Act. I'm acting like doing this is just me doing them a favor.
Ah! I should ask for something to make it more believable, right?
Ogawa couldn't answer my question. I guess they hadn't talked about it.
He looked at Nami to ask for her opinion. And after thinking for a while, she opened her mouth.
"It depends. We will not act everyday so you can rest easy. You're helping us out so I can't impose on you to do this act everyday."
Nami answered. Did she purposely limit it?
I guess this is good too. I won't have to deal with them everyday, I can go to Haruko or Kana whenever we're not acting.
"I see. I understand. Then about this act, what will I expect to get from this?"
Upon hearing my words, Nami instantly glared at me.
Well, we already had that deal, it must've triggered her when I asked for another. But this is for a more believable act.
It would look strange for Ogawa if I didn't ask for anything.
"You're right. You're doing us a favor. Tell me what you want."
"Onoda, we'll help you with Hina."
Nami interjected before I could answer.
What is she saying? This scary girl…
Ah!
Is she assisting me? Hey. What about giving her chances? Have you changed your mind, Nami?
I don't know what she is thinking by saying that but that solved my problem on how to bring Mori to uphold her part of our deal.
I looked at Nami and saw her nodding at me.
"Eh? Onoda, do you like Hina?"
Ogawa was surprised.
Mori is his childhood friend, after all, I don't know if he's aware of her feelings for him but since he already confessed to Nami, it's clear who he chose in the end.
Since I still can't ask Nami for her motive of bringing Mori into a platter like that, I'll accept it for the time being.
"Yes. Actually, I'm trying to keep that a secret."
I answered while looking down, I tried to put on a bashful expression.
"I see. Nanami found out about it, that's why she asked you to be the one to act for us."
Heh. He's good at supplementing my story.
"Something like that."
"Then, alright. We'll help you with Hina. But Onoda, make sure you don't hurt her."
His eyes turned serious. This guy really has the making of a protagonist, eh? Somehow, he's like Tadano just that he's giving away a girl who likes him.
Is it because he knows he can't reciprocate her feelings?
Unlike me, he's trying to be loyal to only one. I guess that's one thing that Nami likes about him. 𝑵𝐎𝓥𝓔𝓵𝗎𝓈𝑏.𝑐𝑜𝔪
She was probably put off by the idea of me having other girls, that's why she still chose Ogawa in the end.
I see. That's probably what's in her head. But I couldn't abandon everyone just for one. And even if in the off chance I did that, I will choose Akane, not her.
Well, there's also the chance that this is just me assuming things.
Earlier, when she cleared my head and put me back on track. I could still feel the Nami who I have grown closer to these past 3 days. She could choose not to do that and let me be confused. Instead, she told me how she likes to see the previous me.
"Don't worry, I like her but if she doesn't like me back then I can't blame her for it. I'll accept my loss."
I confidently declared. I looked him in the eye to show it to him.
"Now I see why Nanami trusted you."
With Nami assisting me and my act, talking with Ogawa became this smooth. He easily accepted what I said.
After finalizing everything, Ogawa left first. He patted my shoulder before he left the room, asking me to take care of Nami for him.
He doesn't have to worry. I'll surely take good care of this scary girl.
When his figure disappeared from the room, Nami and I stared at each other again but no one talked or asked anything.
"Shall we go?"
In the end, it's her who broke the silence.
"Nami, why did you say that?"
"Ruu, you already know why. I realized why you ask for another favor. It's to not make him suspicious, right?"
Right. I just want to confirm if she realized why I did that.
"Yes. It's like that but I could ask for another favor, you know? Why did you suggest Mori?"
"It's to help her."
"That's what I'm curious about. Why do you still want to help her? What if she manages to succeed?"
"She won't. Kazuo, he only thinks of her as his childhood friend, a sister. So no matter what she tries to do, she won't be able to steal him from me. And likewise, you can't steal me from him. I did it so you could settle for Hina."
Nami sounded confident but her voice had a slight trembling in it. This girl. She's conflicted about something.
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Chapter 96: Start of the Act (3)
"Nami, tell me honestly, do you really want me to give up on you?"
I drew close to her and took her hand. I stared at her eyes as I uttered that question.
In the end, she turned her head sideways to dodge my gaze.
"You and Hina, you're both stubborn like this. You just won't give up."
"You didn't answer my question."
"I don't want to answer, Ruu. I finally got Kazuo to confess to me. Like the you earlier, I'm also confused and I want to clear that confusion soon. Can I ask you not to ask me about it, please?"
Nami turned back her face to me with pleading eyes. This is the first time she begged me about something.
"Haa. If you ask me like that then alright, I'll stop asking about it. I'll conveniently think you don't want me to give up."
She's still confused. She couldn't decide whether she wanted to ask me to give up or not.
"…Think what you want. Just don't ask me."
"But Nami, we had that deal, remember? Ogawa already left. That means the plan already started. Right now, we're lovers."
To act as real lovers. That's the condition I put out after she accepted my suggestion.
"Huh?!"
Upon hearing my last sentence, she flinched and almost jumped in surprise. Only now did she realize that we're now going to start our act. During this time, she's ultimately mine and not Ogawa's girlfriend.
This girl…
"Until I pass you to him later, you're mine. And since we had another deal yesterday, I'll uphold that. Only hugs and holding hands, as we agreed."
I explained to her.
"Ruu, is this fine? I feel like I'm already cheating. And it's not even a day after I accepted his confession."
Her voice was shaking. This is probably her first relationship and after getting the guy she always wanted, we then have to act as real lovers.
Maybe she didn't realize the weight of this act when we were still on the planning stage but now that we're acting it out, it started to sink in her.
I have to calm her down. I'll deny that thought from her. She doesn't need to think that she is cheating with me, even if it does look like that.
"This is not cheating. I'm your lover, Nami. Right now, your boyfriend is me."
Releasing my hold of her hand, I drew closer to her and wrapped my arms around her waist.
She tensed up but she didn't try to push me away. It took a good 5 minutes before she eventually wrapped her arms around me as well while burying her face on my chest.
She used that time to think and to calm down.
"…You're already taking advantage of me, Ruu."
Without looking up at me, she uttered those words softly.
"I'm just trying to let my girlfriend relax. Think of this like I'm doing the same thing you did for me earlier."
I whispered on her ears while stroking her hair with my hand.
"Were you jealous of seeing me with him?"
She asked again with her face still buried on my chest.
"Do you even have to ask?"
Nami sweetly laughed at my answer. Then I felt her arms tighten its hold on me. The thought of cheating was erased from her mind.
Right now, she's finally acting with me.
"This guy. So you can now act cutely like this."
"Eh? This isn't cute at all! I have to give you to him later so let me act as your lover right now."
If Kazuo suddenly comes back and sees us like this. I wonder what he will think? He just pointed out earlier to not touch her casually, but now it's more than just touch. I'm holding her in my arms and she's not against it.
Ah. I have to make the best of this time with her.
"You're not acting like a lover, Ruu. You're like a child, you know?"
"Then for you, how should I act as your lover?"
I asked her. Her tensed up body already loosened.
Upon noticing that, I tightened my hold on her.
I could feel the soft texture of her breasts beneath her uniform pressing against me.
"Don't ask me. You have to figure that out by yourself."
Her usual confident voice when talking to me turned softer.
And it's because of the atmosphere around us right now. Just like what happened yesterday, hugging each other in an empty place like this, the atmosphere became this fluffy.
We could actually do more but I restrained myself.
"Alright. I'll think about it. How are you? Comfortable now?
"What do you think?"
She looked up and smirked at me.
Of course, the question is pointless since she's already comfortable since earlier. She stopped addressing her current confusion or the thought of cheating.
She's mine right now, she doesn't need to think about anything.
"You already are but If you will ask me, I won't hesitate to say it's still not enough. I want to feel you more closely like this."
Hearing that, she took back her arms that were hugging me and brought it up to my face. With the same smirking expression, she pinched both of my cheeks.
"As I thought, that's how you will answer. Can I pinch your cheeks?"
"This girl... You already did. Ask first before you do it!"
She laughed again and patted my slightly swollen cheeks. Her grip was so strong that I felt like she could tear my cheeks off if she did it seriously.
"Alright let's stop playing, Ruu. We already had our fun. They're still waiting for us."
Having cleared her mind, she released herself from my hug, turned around and started walking towards the door.
"Nami…"
I called out to her before she reached the door.
"Hmm?"
She turned her head back to hear what I will say.
"I like you."
Once again. I uttered these 3 words to her.
"I like you too."
Nami nodded and wore her beautiful smile while saying that.
This smile was unlike that cheerful smile she showed when she was with Ogawa. Even so, I'm already content with this for now along with that reply of hers.
I don't know if that's genuine or not. Maybe part of it is but right now, we're acting as real lovers. There's a chance she's just acting on her part.
But I'll still take it. Sooner or later, I'll have her say that without putting on this act.
This road will be hard. Nami will be my first conquest after remembering this emotion. My desire might still be here but yeah, for now, I'm not inclined to use despicable methods like forcing myself on them anymore.
About Kanzaki, I won't go after her unless she approaches me again. I already have a lot on my plate, cutting off things that are impossible for now will be better.
For Mori, since I'll stick to our plan, like with Nami, I won't go as far as forcing myself on her.
Hearing those words from her mouth, I couldn't help but hug her again. We stayed like that for another 5 minutes before I was satisfied.
After leaving that empty clubroom, Nami led me to their real clubroom.
I asked her about how she knew a lot of empty rooms. Turns out, the current Student Council President is part of their group.
Err… She is a 2nd year senior who's close to them since middle school.
She provided them with a big clubroom and passed their newly created club easily since she also hangs out in there whenever she likes.
The information about the empty rooms and clubrooms were all given by her for them to check out as part of their club activity.
Err. Their club is called the Student Support Club. It's a hobby club where they accept any request for support from any students. They will help them as long as it's within their power. 𝑵𝐎𝓥𝓔𝓵𝗎𝓈𝑏.𝑐𝑜𝔪
Eh? That sounds like the club of that guy with dead fish-eyes on that certain anime.
Well. They're just acting as busybodies. Maybe this is just an extension of the Student Council.
Well, since it's a newly created club, only a few people know about it. So for the time being, the clubroom became their hang out spot.
They're just slacking off inside it unless they receive a request of support from someone.
Their only client, for now, is the Student Council itself. They were being tasked by them to do some odd jobs such as checking those empty rooms or checking the various clubs if their club activities are aligned to the name of their clubs.
Currently, apart from the four of them; Nami, Mori, Ogawa, Tadano, there are three more from our class and two 2nd years which were obviously part of their group.
Now I'm going in to meet them all as Nami's boyfriend. Maybe the Student Council President will also be there. I only saw her once during the Opening Ceremony.
It might be my chance to see his whole harem, right? Or there's a possibility that there's more from other clubs?
Anyway. I don't care about them for the time being. While I'm acting as her lover, my focus is all on her.
When we reached the door to the clubroom, Nami reached for my hand.
Thanks to our continuous practice, crossing our fingers together became natural now.
After taking a deep breath, Nami opened the door to the clubroom.
Because of the sound from opening of the door, the students inside the clubroom all turned to us.
"Eh? Nanami and…"
"Onoda?!"
Surprised gasps were simultaneously heard from them.
I guess it's really surprising to see me with her.
Ah. Now, let's start this act.
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