In between punishing Lindsay and hosting the Finale Chris is in two minds whether to take his girlfriend to California. The FHM cover can be done online as Chris has access to different proof and sets in a couple of the "Play rooms" should be need to make an example.

Lindsay would still receive 100% of the profits but IF they do go CA for the shoot, it would be for the day I my to take a series of photos. They'd get the latest plane back to Ontario or they'd stay a night and head for the Action set. Chris already had a large trailer onsite with everything.

Dear diary.

Oh boy, do I have some mega venting to do.

I'm laying on my stomach in my pink Camisole. I'm beyond embarrassed and ashamed. Why did I go against Sir Chris like that? I had even said I wouldn't but there I go, doing things my way. I completely deserved what I got.

Worst of all, Chris cancelled the cruise and I did cry and plead with him.

He told me if I behave myself and do not break his rule again then we can still go to California by plane so I can do my FHM spread and maybe spend one night there.

If he's still angry, Sir Chris will take us back home as the finale of Total Drama Island is this week and I'm basically grounded. If I can stay within the confines of the Mansion then we can go to California for a night or two. I still have alot if spankings ahead of me. It could be paddling every night until the weekend.

I am ashamed. I feel stupid and sore. Why did I do that? I always do what Chris wants me to. I don't understand myself sometimes.

What did I do? It was that damn cake.

I simply asked him last weekend after our romantic getaway if I could go to the remaining contestants and share the rest of my cake with them.

Chris refused. He was not angry he just said "No it's not for them" not even Bridgette was allowed any.

I was very upset and told him it's my cake and I should be allowed to share it with who I want.

He didn't like the tone of voice I used and I apologised but, after promising not to, I went to the camp via jet boat while Chris was busy on the Island and I snuck the cake in to the cafeteria and found Gwen sitting alone looking upset so I gave her a peice of my cake and talked with her. She didn't want to lose a d really needed the money.

I said I was rooting for her. It was just Heather and Owen now.

What I didn't expect was Chris to walk in and when he did he was extremely unhappy.

He took me by the hand and led me outside, telling the remaining camper contestants to follow and watch while he sat down in the Elimination area an placed me over his knee while the other three gasped. I was super embarrassed and I still am when I think about it.

I was only wearing a pair of short denim shorts and a halter neck in white and he started spanking me there and then very hard with his hands .

He peppered my butt cheeks so many times I lost count but he was scolding me loudly so I didn't need to count.

Gwen tried to say it was her idea but Chris knew that was a lie. He then told the remaining campers that Chef can have the cake since his "Girlfriend" didn't appreciate it.

I cried alot and pleaded him to stop. I said I wanted to share it. He told me that I went against his rules and need to be taught a lesson I won't forget in a hurry.

I was expecting Heather to be laughing but she just stood their and winced. It was as if she had something similar done to her?

She called out for Chris to stop because they have a challenge to do and Chris told her to go and help Chef with the dishes. So she did.

Owen just looked sad.

After ten minutes the spanking stopped and I cried loudly.

I felt so ashamed and more upset and embarrassed than sore. I can take a lot of hard spankings without shedding one tear but this was just humiliation.

Afterwards he told the Gwen and Owen to leave before he found a punishment for them. So they ran.

I felt awful laying over him crying. The summer heat was burning my butt and thighs.

I knew I'd be red all over my bottom when we got home.

On the jet boat home, I stood next to Chris while he drove it back to the mansion.

I didn't say anything, I just held my head down.

When we did get home I held his hand and apologized again. He then said, "come on let's eat" and we had dinner together.

So that's where I am now, on the bed very sore and waiting for my second spanking of the week.

I pray we can still go to California. I don't deserve it but Chris knows I'm sorry.

Xoxo

Lindsay closed her diary and took off her camisole.

She was preparing for her second spanking with the paddle and it really hurt. She could barely sit down as it was but after this one and two more she worried her bottom might be permanently marked.

"Lindsay are you in position?"

Chris called out.

"Yes Master Chris I'm ready"she softly replied.

Lindsay placed her elbows on the bed and knelt on all fours with only her bra on.

"Right let's get this done" he said. Lindsay gulped when she heard the paddle gently tap against her already dark red behind.

"Do you have anything to say?" He asked

"I'm really sorry Sir " "I disobeyed you and deserve this" "please forgive me"

Chris heard the pain in her voice and rubbed her swollen bottom a few times.

"If you mean it I'll put some gel on afterwards" he said.

"Thank you Sir thank you"

"It's fine, also Lindsay" he said with a big SWAT that made her jolt. ..

"You're not to leave the mansion, beyond the gate"

SWAT SWAT SWAT SWAT"owww" "eeeh ahhh"

She cried aloud as the hard wood paddle blasted her bountiful backside.

Chris did enjoy the sound it made and he was a thorough spanker, he never hit too high or too low to cause damage, just the butt cheeks themselves.

He didn't hit her sit spots with the paddle because, while he could be cruel and he was, he would not deliberately hurt the only person he loves for fun.

SWAT THWACK SWAT SWAT SWAT SWAT SWAT SWAT SWAT SWAT SWAT SWAT SWAT SWAT SWAT SWAT SWAT SWAT SWAT SWAT SWAT SWAT SWAT SWAT SWAT SWAT SWAT SWAT SWAT SWAT SWAT

Every swat made Lindsay howl but she did not cry. Her face was red and her voice croaky but she took every thrashing against her plump backside with strength and resilience.

"You're taking this really well Linds" Chris said softly.

"Thank you Master" "I deserve it"

Chris sighed. "Well you do but ..."

Lindsay turned around to look at him.

Her eyes were starting to well up.

"Your bottom is very red, it's almost purple" he rubbed his hand over the cheeks that were hot to touch.

There were some bruises and bumps.

"Can you tell me why you went against my rules?"

He asked.

"A straight answer otherwise I'll be paddling you for the rest of the week" he warned.

Chris had given Lindsay something he never gave anyone not even Chef, a second chance to redeem herself.

"Turn around and sit next to me"

Lindsay did and asked if she could lay on her side as her bottom was burning.

Chris sighed. "It's a good thing I love you" he said letting her lay beside him on her side and started to cry.

"I ... didn't want to hurt you but I.."

Chris lay in his side opposite her..

"But you what?' He asked

"I didn't want to eat it all because it takes alot of pressure to keep my body like this and .." she blubbered. "I'd put on so much weight if I did"

Chris held Lindsay's face.

"Lindsay, baby" "Why didn't you tell me that last weekend?" He asked in a softer tone.

"You know when you asked me about sharing the cake?"

Lindsay had tears falling down her face.

"I didn't want to upset you" "plus I was ashamed"

Chris sighed and wrapped his arms around her.

She cried into his chest.

"So you don't hate me?" She asked.

Chris widened his eyes. "What?

"Lindsay I love you that's why you're in my bed with me now" "that's why I took you out for your birthday"

"Do I love you?" He muttered. "you beautiful silly girl."

"So are you going to keep Spanking me?" She asked with with beautiful blue eyes glistening.

Chris shook his head.

"Well between the spanking on the island and the paddlings you have had already" ..."I'd say you have learned your lesson"

Lindsay hugged him tightly.

"I have Sir I have"

"You also told me the truth and that's all I need to know" he kissed her on the forehead.

"Now lay across me and I'll put some gel on those steaming buns of yours" he winked

Lindsay smiled."Yes Sir" she lay over her boyfriend while he soothed her bottom in circular motions.

"Ooh that's heaven" Lindsay sighed euphorically.

"Yeah well I figured you'd had enough babe"

"Thank you baby" Lindsay replied while enjoying the cooling gel seep into her skin.

"In the future, tell me next time""Then you wont have to be paddled or spanked infront of those awful teens" ...he felt guilt in his voice

"I will Sir" Lindsay responded. "I promise"

"That's my good girl" he grinned.

"Now about this trip to California" he smiled knowing Lindsay would turn around.

"Yes Sir?" She asked in anticipation.

Chris started rubbing her leg.

"I was thinking since you have done what I asked and you have not left the gates"

"Only the pool for photos?"" Lindsay responded.

"Yeah I know and that's all fine"

"Anyway" he slid his hands up Lindsay's back and rubbed her shoulders .

"Hmm" she purred. .

"I can't rebook the cruise but we can fly to California and possibly spend the night" .

Lindsay immediately sat up and hugged Chris.

"Thankyou Sir thank you so much"

Chris held Lindsay tight and held her hips.

"My pleasure babe" "Also I want to be at this sexy photoshoot you're doing" he grinned. "Let everyone know this little fox right here is all mine"

Lindsay smiled and kissed Chris on the lips.

"That's so hot" she suggestively sad.

"Well I know where this is going" Chris grinned climbing on too of his beloved.

"I still have my bra on" she giggled. "Sir?"

"You dont have to call me Sir all the time babe" "As hot as it is " Chris smiled.

He then stroked her back and his eyes narrowed seductively

"Baby, it's not your bra I'm after" he replied.

TBC