AN: I haven't ever written in this style before so I hope it's ok! This was inspired by livieluv0
"Are you that dumb Y/N? Are you that retarded?" Your mother screams at you whilst storming across the squad room. At this moment in time, you just want to die of embarrassment. It's taken over 10 years to get over her, to mourn for the relationship that you would never have with her.
"Answer me! Answer me you fucking whore!" She screams, slapping you across the face so hard that your head snaps to the side and you feel your lip begin to quiver! Why was everyone just standing there? Why was no one helping you?!
"Mom I don't know what-" You begin to talk, letting out a yelp when the one person who's supposed to love you grabs your hair and begins to punch you so hard that it brings tears to your eyes. It felt like hours that you were being beaten, until the door opened with a resounding crash and that's when you hear the shouting, safe... I'm safe now.
"What the fuck do you think you're doing?! Coming into MY precinct and hurting MY Detective! Get out now! Before I make you..." Olivia snarled, grabbing you from your mother's clutches and standing in front of you, allowing you to wrap your arms around her middle and bury your face into her back.
"Liv, I'm ok... really..." You try and keep the peace, trying to keep some level of dignity that had been taken away from you. You watch as your mom's face turns white and she stammers, telling not just Olivia but the whole squad how fucked up you are, how disgusting you are and how much she wishes that you had died so that her life would have been easier. It was too much to bare and you tear away from Olivia's grasp and run into her office, slamming the door shut and sobbing.
"Y/N! Honey... please!" Olivia calls after you, her voice sounds desperate and pleading almost but you just can't be around that monster any longer. Olivia turns to your mother and you can hear the anger in her voice from her office.
"You're lucky that we're in a police station otherwise I'd break your damn jaw! Y/N is brilliant, smart, kind and beautiful, she's done this all on her own... no thanks to you and that fucked up family of yours!" She snarled, leaving Nick to escort your mother out.
"Y/N? Come out, sweetheart. She's gone now! It's ok..." Olivia soothed and you can feel your resolve weakening. You crawl out from under the table and sob pitifully, you can already feel your face beginning to bruise badly. That hurts... but her words had hurt you more.
"Come here darling!" Olivia cooed and you fall into her arms, your tears increased when you felt her pick you up in her arms. You let your bruised face rest against her shoulder.
"Y/N are you alright? Do you need to go to the ER?" She spoke to you so gently, with so much love and patience. You shook your head, your tears increased and all you wanted was for Olivia to fix this, to make it better.
"Liv... I'm so sorry! I'm mortified..." You try to explain it away, your face crumbled when you felt her kissing your cheeks and forehead. She was kissing the pain away and that just made you sob all the more.
"Y/N take a deep breath for me ok? I've got ya.. I'm here, sweetheart! She doesn't know how lucky she is to have you!" Olivia whispers, gently gathering you up to cuddle with you on the couch. She lifts you up into her lap as though you're a child, gently inspecting your face and growling when she see's the bruising to your face.
"Why can't she love me Olivia? Why can't she be my momma?" You feel yourself break, you've been starved of your mother's love for so long. Olivia rocks you back and forth, kissing and cuddling the pain away.
"She is evil, honey. What she did to you today is unforgivable! I would be so proud to have a kid like you!" Olivia cooed in your ear and you found yourself welling up with tears; so many of your problems wouldn't have happened if you'd had a mom like Olivia.
"I wish you were my mom Liv..." You mumbled to her before you could stop yourself, a light blush creeped up on your cheeks and you visibly relaxed seeing Olivia's grin. When you felt her arms around you, rocking you to and fro and kissing your cheek, that's when you knew that you were truly safe.
"I wish I was your mom too, Y/N. But... family isn't always blood, kiddo. If you ever need me then I'll be here, fighting for you and being by your side!" She cooed in your ear and you nuzzled your nose against hers, a warmth spreading through your stomach when she kissed the tip of your nose.
"Come on, baby. Let's go home, you are staying with me!" She whispered gently and you stood up, slipping your hand in hers and not wanting to let go. She gently pulls you out of the office by your hand and walks you down to her car.
"Come on, Y/N let's go!" She smiled kindly at you and put all your doubts to rest. She drove back to her apartment and kept an eye on you the whole time. When she had parked up, she lifted you out and kept you in her arms as though you were a child and to be honest, you loved it so much that you just sunk into that feeling of being comforted.
"You can take a nice hot shower, then we'll get you some ice for your face, order your favourite take out too..." Olivia cooed as she carried you into the house, gently putting you down and showing you where everything was. A hot shower did sound amazing right now.
"Yes please, Liv!" You said in a whisper, allowing her to bend down to kiss your forehead.
"I've got some spare clothes that you can use here..." She pulled them out and laid them across her bed, giving you privacy so that you can shower and wash the pain away.
You came out of the bedroom in Olivia's oversized NYPD sweatshirt to find all your favourite foods and drinks laid out on the table and an ice pack waiting for you.
"Come here, Y/N..." Olivia cooed, her heart clenching when she saw how young and vulnerable you looked. You fell into her lap, she reached out and held the ice to your sore face... her kindness was so overwhelming and oh god how much you wished that she was your mom.
"I love you mama... uh I mean Liv! Sorry... that just slipped out!" You blush so badly that you look like a tomato! Olivia stares at you with so much genuine love and affection.
"Y/N... if you want to call me mama, then it would be my greatest honour! You don't have to be ashamed or scared, not while I'm here!" She let you lay across her lap and rest your head on her chest and in that moment you knew... you knew you were home.