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Author's Note: I am Handicapped with Aspergers, Dyslexia, OCD, ADHD and a whole lot more so please bare that in mind if my spelling is off. I use spell checker. I also have a slight mental disability so please excuse any mistakes. I do the best I can with writing these stories and trying to post chapters. Also, I am a very sick person so there will be periods where I don't update. But ALL my stories will be updated eventually.
Also, when I come up with a story idea, I can't stop myself from writing it down and posting it. I literally can't sleep to I have written it down. So that is why there are so many stories.
This is my first new story of 2024
Now updates might be far in between because my computer crashed last September and I have no money to but a new one. I am borrowing one from time to time while trying to get my iPhones fanfiction doc working. I have only managed half of that at the moment. Fingers crossed I figure it out soon!
I hope you enjoy this! It will be a very long story!
Introduction
The Doctor's companions and Torchwood watch the Doctors moments of importance and the Doctor and their companions watch Torchwood. Can they help the emotionally damaged Doctor?…, sadness and grief and continuing on. Who is the White Guardian who gathered them?…
Doctor Who/Torchwood/Sarah Jane
Chapter 1: Wives Reunion
The Doctor sat in her cell just looking at the wall. She tried to keep track of the days but with everything that had been thrown at her it was difficult. Everything she thought she knew about herself was a lie.
Everything.
She didn't know who she was anymore.
She didn't know if she deserved friends or loved ones. But her loved ones and friends kept getting taken from her. Those she loved most were dead and some she had ruined their lives. Aka Rose, Jack, Donna, Amy and Rory, Clara, Bill…River and even slightly guilty over the Master.
But her mind just kept drifting back to River. Her amazing wife who she couldn't save. Doesn't matter if in her Tenth Incarnation didn't know who, her Twelfth Incarnation should have found some other way to save her. Those 24 years on Darillium had been the best years of her life. If only she could have those times last forever. To never let River go. But Fate/Destiny hated her.
She had to deserved it didn't she?
What has she done to deserve love?
The Doctor was lost in her misery when a bright flash engulfs her and she felt herself being moved. Not that she cared much. How could things get any worse? Nothing would make what she was feeling better.
She landed suddenly on the floor with a slight groan.
"Doctor", a voice says.
The Doctor looks up weakly to see a man dressed in white.
"I am the White Guardian. Everything will be explained shortly. But first I believe there is someone you need to see straight away", the White Guardian tells her.
The Doctor doesn't move as the White Guardian disappears and the door opens and a familiar woman comes through.
"Hello Sweetie"
"Impossible", the Doctor rasps, her voice raspy due from lack of use, she scrambles back.
"Oh I am really here my Love"
"River?" the Doctor sobs and launches herself at River.
River catches her as the Doctors legs give out, River gently lower them to the ground. The Doctor in her lap sobbing.
River looks at the Doctor worriedly as she rocks and shh's her. She had been told to come from one of the other rooms. The White Guardian had explained a few things to her. And that she would be having a private reunion and now she could see why. Her beloved wife looked drained and her eyes were nearly lifeless until they focused on her.
"Shhh Sweetie it's ok. Everything will be ok", River says softly, rocking her wife and running her fingers through her wife's blonde hair.
The Doctor shakes her head, "It won't be alright. And anyway this is just a dream"
"It is not a dream Love", River tells her.
"You can't be here", the Doctor replies shakily, "This is how my dreams work"
River eyes deepen in worry as she got a picture of her wife's mental state. The White Guardian had hinted at this. She didn't want to believe it. But the evidence now was overwhelming.
"How can I not be here?" River asks softly.
"Because I never get my happy ending. I don't deserve love. I wish I could just rest", the Doctor mutters.
River could hear the meaning behind the word 'rest'.
"Oh Sweetie…you deserve happiness and you deserve love. I love you. Everyone else loves you…and don't you dare imply rest like that again!" River tells her firmly.
"I'm tired River. So, so tired. I'm not who I thought I was", The Doctor whimpers.
"Tell me what happened Sweetie. What happened to the Doctor?" River asks her.
The Doctor just shakes her head tiredly. Burying herself in her wife's warm embrace.
"How can you be real? You can't be", The Doctor whispers,
River takes one of her arms from around the Doctor and cups her face. And plants a passionate kiss on her wife's lips.
The Doctor kisses her back and was surprised by the fact River's lips were warm as they kissed her passionately and the Doctor could basically feel River's love for her.
"Are you ok with a wife instead of a husband?" The Doctor asks breathlessly.
"It is marvellous Sweetie and I'll show you how much I love it later. Please Sweetie tell me what happened so I can help you", River begs.
The Doctor softly tells River little things that had happened since they went their separate ways. She did admit Gallifrey had been destroyed again.
River comforted her at the mention of that. After all she knew how much trouble her wife had went to though to save it and now it was destroyed again, River knew he wife blamed herself.
She gave the bare bones of the story of the Timeless Child. The Doctor finishes with telling her she had been in jail before she came here and didn't know how long it had been.
"Oh my Love I am so sorry", River whispers as the Doctor lets her grief out again.
"Why can't I just rest?"
"You can rest Sweetie. But not rest, rest", River tells her putting a firmer tone in her voice.
To River's and the Doctor's surprise she falls asleep nearly at once. Showing just how much her sleep had been effected in the last few years.
The White Guardian returns and moves them to a bedroom and tells River to take their time for now and clothes were in the wardrobe.
River spent time studying her wife's face. She hated the fact her wife had been hurt again. When she finds out who did this she was going to murder them. Nobody would be getting in her way.
It was impossible to tell time here. But after some time the Doctor starts tossing and turning in her sleep.
"NO…no stop…please…"
River tightens her hold on her and begins whispering in her ear.
"It's alright Sweetie your safe. I'm here", River whispers to her and kisses her head.
She settle and then the pattern continues.
"I'm sorry…I'm sorry…please forgive me…", she begs in her sleep.
But the last nightmare broken River's heart.
"NO RIVER! NO let me do it I can't lose you! Please!"
River gently shakes the Doctor.
"Sweetie wake up. I'm here I'm safe. Your safe and in my arms", River tells her urgently.
The Doctor startles awake and was disoriented trying to remember what happened.
Where was she?
She felt familiar arms around her and turns to see River watching her worriedly.
"River?" she rasps.
River smiles softly, "Yes my love I'm here. What do you remember?"
The Doctor looks at her frowning, "Ummm a white light and a man greeting me. Then you"
"It seems like the White Guardians have an interest with us Sweetie", River informs her.
"River how are you here?" the Doctor asks.
River bites her lip normally she would say 'Spoilers'. But her wife was traumatised and needed her now more then ever. Maybe letting her know where she was in her timeline would help the Doctor's state.
"Post Library Sweetie", River tells her softly.
The Doctor's eyes widen at that.
"The Library? The biggest in the Universe filled with Vashta Nerada, where you…died?" she chokes out.
"Yes", River replies.
The Doctor wraps her arms around River and holds onto her tight and River does the same. River can tell for her wife hearing that had been a weight lifting off her shoulders. And she herself felt like a weight had been lifted.
"How?" The Doctor chokes out.
"Sweetie when has there been any place that could hold me?" River asks teasingly, "The Datacore was just like another Stormcage. I admit it took us awhile but we got it"
"Who is we?" The Doctor asks.
"Excuse me if you can get ready and join us in the main room then questions will be answered", a voice says to them from nowhere.
That startled them.
"Do you have any idea about is going on?" The Doctor asks.
"No. Do you?"
"Nope. But as long as I have you it shouldn't be so bad", the Doctor replies sounding happier.
"You old sap", River teases glad to see her wife acting better.
Even if it was just an act.
"Then as my Eleventh self said Geronimo"
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