THAT YOUR SIMPLE PRESENCE GENERATED ME PEACE
When we met it was not in the best condition, she was upset but I certainly couldn't ignore your beauty.
At first your presence confused me, then I got defensive and your very presence made me uncomfortable or annoyed.
I just want you to understand me, I was starting to have feelings for you and never before that I remember I had felt attracted to a girl.
At first I thought about letting that feeling pass but I already knew that it wouldn't be easy, I found out the moment I saw you with another girl smiling, at that moment I understood that this would not be temporary.
So I tried to be your friend, I thought that this would be enough to calm me down, but when I saw how you defended me and smiled, without a doubt those actions made me fall at your feet.
Without realizing it, I smiled when you did, I looked for you with my eyes at any time, I began to feel jealous when you were with someone other than me, when I had you by my side I didn't think clearly.
On many occasions I came to drop idiotic comments, which after a while I regretted.
Believe me, Vega, you had me at your feet, to such an extent that your mere presence generated peace in me, that peace that I sought for so many years. My only terribly sorry thing is that I didn't tell you when I had the chance.
Atte:
Jade