IT HURTS ME THAT YOU LEAVE ME

It hurt me to the depths of my heart, you don't know how many times I wished I could go back in time and change that catastrophic day.

I spent days crying uncontrollably, I didn't want to see anyone, a very familiar darkness began to surround me, even though I didn't want to see anyone, they didn't leave me alone, we made good friends, you know.

Your parents cried for you as much as I did, Trina didn't want to let you go, our friends cried broken, but the one that hurt me the most was Cat.

She was devastated, she cried, she screamed, she broke things, it was hard for us to control her so she wouldn't go out and kill those who took you away from us, I felt a little proud of Cat, because I saw my previous being reflected in her, the one who I disappeared when I met you.

Even if I want to forget it, I can't, I still have the memories of that agonizing day.

I remember that we woke up hugging like every morning, you gave me a few kisses to wake me up, I was already awake with the first kiss but I loved the mountain of kisses you gave me to get me up. We got up to make breakfast, Cat had stayed with her parents, so we had no plans, we left aimlessly, we went to the fair and the zoo to see the otters, I will never understand the charm you saw in those marine animals, finally we decided to go to the theater, there was a musical which I had wanted to see for a long time, as was normal with you, you did not put any trouble, when the show ended it was already dark, the night was present.

We were walking hand in hand as we walked back home, we were only a few blocks away, when 3 hooded guys with guns appeared from a dark alley, he ordered us to give them everything of value, we handed it over without question, when they were About to leave, one of them turned around in disgust, I was hugging you to protect you, he pointed his gun at us, when he fired you stood in front of me, in the style of the knight in shining armor protecting the princess.

The bullet hit right in your heart, you collapsed in my arms, although I begged you to hold on and stay with me for a few minutes, your heart stopped.

I'm sorry I didn't do anything for you my love, you don't know how much it hurt me when you left me.

Att:

Jade