Chapter 4

Ever since Tara left the Clubhouse, last Saturday morniong. Tara has been avoiding Jax all week. He's been trying to call her and text her while he was on the run with the club, but Tara hasn't really paid that much attention. With school and helping Gemma at the office over at TM. Tara hasn't had the chance to catch up with Donna all week, until now.

" So, wait a minute. Are you telling me. That Wendy Case, The crow eater who does nothing but suck dick. Is actually Jax's old lady?" Donna asked with confusion. It was Firday morning and both Tara and Donna was standing by their lockers while they were waiting for the bell to rang, while Tara just told Donna that Jax told Tara about Wendy being his old lady last weekend.

" That's what he told me." Tara says as she took out her Biology book out of her locker." Right after our morning sex Jax tells me Wendy Case is his old lady." Tara says as she slams her locker shut." Besides what am I supposed to do? Jax made his choice."

" Does Opie know that Wendy is Jax's old lady?" Donna wonders." Maybe you can tell Opie and he can talk to Jax." Donna suggested.

" What?" No, Opie doesn't need to know about what's going on between me and Jax. Plus even if Opie knows whether Wendy is Jax's old lady or not. There's nothing going on between me and Jax. Not anymore that is." Tara says with a shrug." Come one we should get to class." Tara says as soon as she heard the second bell and headed to Biology class with Donna following behind.

Taking her seat in the back row. Setting her book bag on her desk Tara huffs heavily as she heard her cell going off. Opening the small pocket of her book bag and pulling out her cell, Tara noticed she got a text from Jax. Tara sighs softly as she rolled her eyes for a moment.

Babe, Wait for me at the school parking alot after school. please?

After readng the text message. Tara shut her cell off and tossed her cell back into her book bag and got out of her Biology book and got ready to get class started already.

" Was that Jax?" Donna asked softly.

" Maybe." Tara responded softly as she opened up her text book to the page the teacher wrote on the black board.

" Well, what did he want?" Donna asked ignoring the black board.

Tara sighs deeply as she glanced back over at Donna." He wants me to wait for him at the school parking lot after school."

" Are you going to wait for him?"

Tara just shook her head." Nope. Now can we just drop the subject as I am done talking about Jax Teller." Tara says as retuned to her class assignment.

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When the last bell of the day rang out Tara walked over to her locker and grabs her books that she is gonna need for tonight's homework. Opening her locker Tara glanced over at the corner of her eye and noticed Jax walking towards her. Tara just rolled her eyes as she shake her head.

" What you doing here Teller?" Tara questioned as she closed her locker and locks it.

" I am here to pick you up. Didn't you get my text?" Jax asked.

" Yeah I got it. But since I never responded back should have given you the hint that I wasn't going to wait for you." Tara says as she started to walk away from him. Pushing the door opened Tara felt Jax following her out to the school parking lot. Tara groans in frustration as she turned to face him.

" What is it that you want Jackson?" Tara asked angirly.

Jax walked up to Tara as he placed his hand against her waist as he pulls her closer to him." You know what I want babe." Jax says as he grips her waist tightly.

Tara shook her head as she pushed him away from her as she stepped away from him." Yeah, well you can't have me not anymore. You already have an old lady remember? So just go back to her and leave me the hell alone." Tara says as she turned around and headed towards her car. Getting in Tara slammed the door shut as she hit her fist against the steering wheel few times as she could feel the tears starting to fall. Hearing an familar sound of an certian motorcycle. Tara looked up and noticed Opie pulling up. She quickly wipe her tears and sat up straight as she looked out her window.

" What you doing here?"

" Picking up Donna. What's Jax doing here? Opie questioned as he raised his brow for a moment.

" Beats the hell out of me. Donna should be out soon and as for me. I am heading home to take a nap for a few hours. Where's pops?" Tara asked as she started up the car.

" He's at the clubhouse."

Tara nods her head and gave Opie a wave and back out of the school parking a lot and into the afternoon traffic heading for home.

" What you doing here, brother?" Opie asked as he walked over to Jax.

" I thought Tara had some kind of car trouble. But everything just seemed find." Jax says with a shrug." I am gonna go head back to the clubhouse." Jax says as he noticed Donna walking over to them.

" I will catch up with you later. Bye Donna." Jax says with a nod as he got back on his Dyna. Speeding out of the school lot and heads towards Opie's to talk to Tara.

" What was that all about?" Donna asked as she stood by Opie while they watched Jax leave on his bike.

" I have no idea. But I will worry about it later. Ready to spend the weekend up at the cabin?" Opie asked as he threw his arm over her shoulder and pulls her face up towards him as he kisses Donna deeply and passionately and smirks against her lips.

Donna nods her head." I just need to stop by the house and pick few things up for the weekend." Donna says as she kisses him and walks towards his Dyna.

Once Donna had her arms around his waist and once Opie kicked started his bike. He rode out and headed towards Donna's.

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Getting out of the shower. Tara wrapped an towel around her waist as she was about to walk towards her room. She heard a knock at the front door. Tara reached for her hand gun from her dresser as she headed towards the door. With the gun by her side. Tara slowly started to walk towards the door and slowly reaches for the doorknob.

" It's Jax babe." Jax responded.

Tara deeply sighs and opened up the door but not too far." I thought leaving you behind will give a sign that I don't wanna talk to you or even see you." Tara says as she was about to close the door in his face. But Jax stopped the door before she could.

" Can we talk? Just let me in babe. please?" Jax asked basically begging.

Tara sighs and rolled her eyes as she opened the door more and let's him in. When Jax stepped into the door. She closes the door behind them." Wait here." Tara says as she walks back to her room and got dressed.

"Want any coffee? Tara asked as she walked back out into the living room heading towards the kitchen as she tied her hair up in an tight ponytail.

" Sure, thanks." Jax says as he got up from the couch and followed Tara into the kitchen." So do you always walk around in a towel with a gun in your hand?" Jax asked with a smirk as he takes a seat at the table.

" You wanted to talk. So talk." Tara says ignoring his question as she placed his cup of hot coffee in front of him and sat across from him.

" I wanted to pick you up from school cause I wanted to take up to the cabin this weekend."

" Yeah, well Opie and Donna are using the cabin for the weekend." Tara said with a shrug as she takes a sip of her coffee.

" Yeah." Jax took a deep sigh as he leans forward against the table." Tara look, Wendy may be my old lady but that doesn't mean that I love her or that I am in love with her."

" How can you say that? How can you just sit there right in front of me and tell me your not in love with her or don't love her. Even though she's your old lady Jackson. So please explain that to me."

Jax got up from his chair he was sitting in walking over to Tara. He grabs her hand and pulls her up on her feet. Stepping closer to her, Jax captured her lips with his and kisses her deeply and passionately. Gripping her waist tightly Jax backs Tara up against the kitchen sink as he slips his tongue into her mouth and massage his tongue against hers as he pressed his body against hers and slowly starts to grind his hips against hers. Sucking on her bottom lip, Jax placed both of his hands against both sides of her neck as he slowly pulls back.

" She's not you, babe. Wendy doesn't make my heart beat the way you do. Hell she doesn't even get me hard the way you do." He said with a smirk." I am not in love with Wendy case. I never was. I am in love with you Tara Winston and there's no other woman I want but you." Jax says looking into her eyes.

The moment Tara heard those words. Tara grabs Jax's face and pulls him back down and kisses him deeply and passionately as she groans against his lips. She quickly wrap her arms around his neck as she kisses him even harder." Bedroom... now." Tara says against his lips.

" What about the old man?" Jax asked he pulled Tara even closer to him.

" He's gonna be at the club house all day." Tara says between kisses as she started to breath hard against his lips." Don't make me repeat myself Jackson." Tara said demanding.

" We are going." Jax says as he smirks once more. Lifting Tara up by her thighs and as he wrapped her legs around his waist. Jax leans down and starts to kiss her chest as he started to walk out of the kitchen and towards her bedroom. Jax was supposed to go back to the club house to meet up with Clay and Happy. But right now this was more important. Everything else just has to wait. Walking into Tara's rom, Jax kicked her door shut with the back of his shoe as he smirks against her lips. Jax slowly lays Tara down as he gently presses his body against hers as he grips her waist tightly.

Tara slowly arches up her back as soon as she felt his body against hers. Wrapping her legs around his waist pulling him closer to her. Tara groans softly against his lips as she kisses him more deeply and passionately with so much desire and love as she slowly ran her hands and fingertips up and down his back." Mhmm I need you inside of me Jax." Tara whispers against his lips.

Jax chuckle as he smirks." Someone's very eager." Jax says as he gently rubs his nose against hers." Paitance babe." Jax says softly as he kisses her even harder with so much passion and love. He slowly moves his hand down little further. Hooking his index finger against the button on her shorts, Jax snaps opened her short and smirks against her lips as he slowly slides her zipper down. Shifting his body down and on his side. Jax slowly slides his hand down into Tara's shorts. Rubbing against her clit over her wet panties with his hand." Mhmmm." Jax's voice viberated against Tara's soft skin as he lower his head and wrapped his mouth around her left breast. Flicking his tongue against her nipple that's already getting hard by the coolness of his breath. Jax sucks on her breast little harder as he slides his hand into her panties and slips his index finger into her and starts to thrust into her slowly and deeply with just his finger. His teeth slowly starts to graze against her skin.

Tara gasps and arches up her back the moment she felt his mouth on her breast. Breathing harder in pleasure Tara bit her bottom lip even harder as she tilt her head back. Gripping against the back of his neck Tara groans and moans even louder as she could feel his finger going in and out of her." Jesus Christ, Jax!" Tara screams out." Fuck I am about to cum baby." Tara groans.

Letting her breast go with a pop. Jax shook his head as he slips his hand out." Not yet." Jax says as he moved more on the bed in front of her and without breaking eye contact with her, Jax quickly pulled her shorts along with her black lacey panties that he was able to see and very impressed with down passed her legs and completely off of her. Once they were off and tossed on the floor. Jax started to undo his pants when he smirks the moment he felt Tara helping him out of his jeans.

Tara sat up and helped Jax out of his jeans. Once Jax was out of them and completely naked. Tara grabs Jax by the back of his neck and pulls his face towards hers. Pressing her lips against his. Tara starts to kiss him more deeply and passionately and like their lips was on fire. She fell back down against the bed with her head on the pillows and continues to kiss him even harder with so much love and so much passion. Tara breaks the kiss for a moment to just a catch a breath." Love me." Tara says with a smirk." Love me, like you never loved anyone else before in your life Jax." Tara whispered.

Jax looks deeply into her green eyes and in that moment everything he feared and was afraid of. Everything that he knew went away and for the first time in his life, Jackson Teller felt a life again. He felt there could be hope and even a brighter future. Crashing his lips against hers. Jax kisses her passionately and deeply as he slides into her. Lifting both of her hands up and aboved her head. Jax locks his fingers with hers and starts thrusting into her more deeper and faster as he continue to kiss her with so much love and so much passion, like his life depended on it. Pressing his forehead against hers, Jax speeds up more as he could feel her walls closing tightly around his cock." Shit, your so fucking tight right now." Jax groans. Moving his hands down, Jax grips her thighs tightly and thrusting into her more deeper and more faster.

Tara grips on his back tightly as she gasps and gronas even louder." Oh! Jax!" Tara screams out his name as soon as she felt her legs starting to shake against him. She arches up her back once more as she came all over his cock. She looks up at him as she smirks slightly as she bit the bottom of her lips.

With one final thrust into her. Jax digs his fingers into the skin of her thighs and completely came inside of her. Jax slowly pulls out and slides next to her. Wrapping his hand around her waist and pulling her closer to him. Jax pressed his lips against her forehead." I love you Tara." Jax says against her forehead.

" I love you too Jax." Tara says as she looks up at him." But..."

" But what. babe?" Jax asked as he raised his eye brow for a moment and looks down at Tara with concern written all over his face."

" The fact Wendy is still around or the fact she's still your old lady." Tara says with a deep sighs.

" Tara." Jax says as he shifted his body up and lean back against the headboard." Wendy is not my old lady anymore. I told you, A few days ago when I got back from the with the club. I had a conversation with Wendy and basically told her that it wasn't working out between us and that I needed to put some distance between us. I told her that there's someone else." Jax confessed as he smiles down at her.

With wide eyes. Tara sat up straight." You told her that?" Tara asked in shock. She then looks down for a moment." You didn't tell her that it's me, did you?" Tara asked as she slowly looks back up at him.

Jax shook his head." No and even if I did tell her. It wouldn't have mattered cause it's none of her business who I am with." Reaching out with both hands, Jax cups her face against the palm of his hands and with his fingers through her hair, Jax leans forward and kisses Tara softly and Tenderly.

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Just hours after Jax left to go deal with whatever Clay wanted Jax to deal with. Tara was in the kitchen frying some fish along with french style green beans and pasta go with fish for tnights dinner, when she heard the front door opened and closed. Tara looked over her shoulder as soon as she noticed Piney walking throuigh the kitchen.

" Your just in time for dinner." Tara says as she turned the stove off and walked over towards the plates and pulled out two plates. After serving dinner on both plates. Tara walked towards the table and set Piney's plate down in front him.

Piney grunts as soon as he saw what Tara had made for dinner." Are you trying to turn me ino one of those vegian pussies?" Piney asked with a small chuckle.

Tara snorts as she couldn't help but chuckle." No, I just think you need to put more protein in your diet, that's all." Tara says with a shrug as she takes a drink of her ice tea.

" So, were's Ope?" Pney asked as he wanted to change the subject.

" He took Donna up to the cabin for a weekend get away." Tara responded as she started to eat her Salmon fish." Why? Does Clay need him for something?" Tara wondered,

" Nah, I was just wondering. Do you think you can help Gemma out again in her office tomorrow morning?" Piney asked as he took a drink of his scotch.

Tara nods her head as she wipe her hands and mouth with her napkin." Yeah, I can do that." Tara says as she took another drink of her ice tea,

" Good, Wendy is gonna be there as well." Piney says as he continues to eat his dinner.

" Wait. Wendy is gonna be there?... But why?" Tara asked as she grimmanced a little.

" Gemma wants Wendy to help with the fling as well. Is that a problem?' Piney questioned as he raised his brows.

Tara quickly shook her head." No. There's no problem." Tara sighs deeply as she started to think about tomorrow. How is Tara gonna handle Wendy being there knowing she's the reason Jax left Wendy for her. Tara just hopes and prays that Wendy doesn't start talking about Jax tomorrow, Cause that's one thing she won't be able to handle.