It's been only a few days since Tara got suspended from school, Luckily for her Piney wasn't too hard on her. Of course just like she had predicted she had to Gemma out in the office at TM, but she didn't complain since she was able to see Jax well sneaking into his dorm when she had a chance to get out of the office. Laying against Jax's chest right after they made love like the third time, Tara gently traced her fingers against his abs.
" So, when are we going to tell them about us?" Tara asked as she wanted to get it over with and don't have to sneak around anymore. As much as Tara did enjoy sneaking around with Jax, she doesn't want to hide their relationship anymore." I think it's time they finally know Jax."
Jax sighs as he ran his hand up and down her back gently." Yeah, I know babe, but right now isn't really a good time. There's still going a lot with the club right now." Jax tried to explain to Tara. He knows how much Tara wants everyone to know about them already, right now just isn't the right time.
Tara scoffed as she rolled her eyes and pulls away from him as she sat up." You know, You've been saying the same thing for months now and I'm tired of the excuses. So we either walk out of this dorm together and tell everyone now, or we end this." Tara said as she crossed her arms over her chest.
Jax sighs as he pulled Tara closer to him as he kisses her forehead." I make you a deal, give me a few days to come up with a plan of how to tell everyone, and if I don't tell them within those three days, you have my permission to end this." He said softly as he rest his forehead against hers.Jax doesn't want Tara to end their relationship but he doesn't want to give her false hope either.
Tara pulls back as she shook her head." Jax, I don't want to end this. I just don't want hide our relationship anymore. Don't you know how hard it is for me, to walk around this club house pretending we are not together. Or when we at your house for the family dinner? There are times that I wanted to just walk up to you and just kiss you right in front of them. But I can't." She said looking down for a moment.
Jax reached out and gently lifted Tara's chin up with his index finger. " Just give me a few days. Everyone will know about us soon enough babe." Jax pulled her face closer to him and sealed his promise with a kiss. He then gently rolled Tara on to her back and pulls her even closer to him as he continues to kiss her more passionately and deeply.
Walking through her front door after spending all day helping Gemma in the office, Tara found Piney sitting in his favorite chair watching one of his favorite western movies again." Hey daddy." Tara greeted him with a kiss on his cheek." Have you had dinner yet?" She asked as she hook her jacket up on the hook before walking into the kitchen.
" Opie brought me something to eat before he went over to Donna's." Piney answered as he took a drink of his whiskey." How did it go with Gemma?" He asked as he looked over at Tara before turning his attention back to his movie.
Tara just shrugs her shoulders." It was alright I guess. She had me filing papers all day." Tara then looked around the living room for a moment." Um, I am kinda tired so I'm gonna go take a quick shower and get some sleep." Tara said as she walked over and gave Piney a kiss good night on his cheek. " Good night daddy."
" Night Darlin."
Walking into the bathroom as she shut the door behind her Tara sighs as she leans back against the bathroom door. She closes her eyes as she breathes in and out deeply. The more she thinks about her conversation with Jax and the promise he made, the more she starts to wonder if Jax would truly tell the club about them in a few days. She also can't help but wonder how Piney and Opie are going to handle the fact Jax and Tara has been seeing each other behind their backs. For months she has been lying to them about who she was seeing, every time Piney or Opie would ask Tara if she was seeing anyone and she told them that she was seeing someone from school. She already knows once Gemma finds out she's gonna blow a fuse. But Tara could handle Gemma. But the one person she's more worried about is Wendy. Jax and Tara hasn't seen or heard from Wendy in awhile, considering she's about to give birth soon. Wendy is still convinced that Jax is the father but of course Jax still refuses to take a DNA test and Tara isn't going to force him to take it.
Thirty minutes later after her shower and after she got dress in one Jax's Samcro's shirts that he left behind the last time he snucked in through her bedroom window at one in the morning. Jax had just got back from another run and instead of sleeping in his own bed, Jax decided to crash in Tara's bed instead which of course she didn't complain. He just had to jump out her window just before Piney or Opie catches them in bed and Opie ends up killing Jax.
Tara sighs deeply as she ran her fingers through her hair as she starts to wonder how Opie is going to react once he finds out that his best friend and little sister has been seeing each other. She rolls her eyes as she already knows what his reaction is going to be. He's pretty much going to give her the third degree and probably kill Jax. Tara jumped a little as she heard a knock coming from her window.
Walking towards the window and pulling the window up, Tara stepped back as she let Jax in." What you doing here?" She whispers as she walked over to her bedroom door and closed it before Piney catches Jax himself.
Jax raise his brow with a smirk." Do you want me to leave?" Jax asked as he sat down on the edge of Tara's bed.
Tara just playfully rolled her eyes as she huffed." Don't be be ridiculous Jax. Of course I don't want you to leave. I just didn't expect to see you tonight. That's all." She said as she walked up to him and stood between his legs as she, wrapped her arms around his neck.
Jax nods his head." I know babe, but when I got home I found Wendy and Gemma talking in the kitchen. " Jax explains as he placed both of his hands against her waist as he sighs as he dropped his shoulders." And it looks like she had already given birth to a baby boy."
Tara was speechless as she didn't know what to say. She unhooked her arms from his neck as she sat down. beside him as she just stare at the wall for a moment." What does he look like?" Tara asked as she kept staring at the wall as she didn't want to look at Jax right now.
Jax just shrugs his shoulders as he shook his head." I don't know. I left before they saw me." Jax answered with a sigh as he looked over at Tara with concern in his eyes." I know what you're thinking babe, and I'm telling you right now the kid is not mine."
Tara nods her head as she faces him." I know that Jax, but now that Wendy is back. She's going to do whatever she can to get you back and I'm just afraid that she's gong to use her own son to do it." Tara gently placed her hand against his face as she breathes in and out deeply.
" We need to tell them about us soon as possible Jax."
Jax sighs softly as he placed his lips against the palm of her hand." I know and in a few days we will. Together." He said as he pulls Tara closer and kisses the side of her head." Come on babe, let's get some sleep. It's getting late." Jax suggested as he removed his shirt and cut along with his jeans and climbed into bed as he waits for Tara to join him.
Tara quickly open her bedroom door to check and see if Piney was still in the livingroom or not. When she noticed he already gone to bed, Tara closed the door once more and climbed into bed and laid her head against Jax's chest. She draps her arm over his stomach as she tangled her leg over his.
" I love you Jackson. " Tara said sleepily as she curled next to him.
" I love you too Tara." Jax answered as he held Tara against him and fell asleep with Tara in her arms.
