Blitzo POV
I had been in love with Loona since I was 17, I fell in love with her when I saw her break the nose with a punch to a bully who was making fun of her piercings. Even if I wanted to, I could never forget the spark of hate that burned in her beautiful vermilion eyes, her brutal way of delivering a blow, and her beautiful growl when she was done. Moxxie tries to reason with me about my crush, but I refuse to listen to him.
Even my sister Barbie sees my feelings for Loona in a confused way, only my friend Octavia laughs excitedly when I decided to confess my feelings for Loona one day when I went to do my homework at her house, declaring that I fell in love with the coolest girl ever. I met.
Luckily for me, it never occurred to me to say anything to Loona, even if I had wanted to, she wouldn't have paid any attention to me, I was invisible to someone as beautiful as her. Loona, at 17 years old, kneed him in the stomach in addition to throwing him out of the 2nd floor window at a student who proposed to him and demanded that he go out with him, which cost him 3 weeks of expulsion. Almost everyone at her Institute was terrified of her, no one wanted to get close to her, everyone knew her lethal temperament and did not want to get along with the "Devil" as everyone nicknamed her. That situation only made my infatuation with her worse.
Even so, I was sure since I was 17 that I was in love with her, I was someone who was not very sociable and clumsy. As impossible as it was, I couldn't get in front of her to greet her. I tried once but only got a grunt and a push from her. He was just the son of an unemployed circus performer, he was always the target of all the ridicule. Loona never did of course, but that didn't stop her from thinking he wasn't good enough for her.
So I tried to change, failing miserably on the spot.
At first I thought that if I was part of some sports club like Lonna, she was brilliant in martial arts as well as mixed arts, in poetry and in football, I would have a small opportunity to approach her with the excuse of talking about the clubs. But I quickly had to find a new way to get closer, I was totally banned for the rest of my life from each of them, thanks to my legendary clumsiness I got a black eye and a few broken ribs for two weeks.
I was completely invisible to Loona, no matter what I tried, she would never notice me.
So I thought that if I couldn't start a conversation with her, maybe the best thing would be to forget her even though that would hurt her and it would be hard for her to assimilate to my heart. Which didn't work too well either.
It was pathetic for me to admit that at 20 years old I was still madly in love with Loona, only 4 years had passed and my infatuation with her did not decrease even a thousandth but rather increased. I no longer only admired his character as strong as an iceberg, I admired the way his eyes shone when he was hitting someone, how his eyes narrowed in the middle of a fight, how when he ran through the hallways his silver hair rose up. Her voice melted me when a teacher told her to speak, her growls when she was upset, but what she loved most was how she bit her nail in desperation when she was nervous or in the mood for something. smoke.
I loved every part of Loona, the good, the bad.
It was not fair
Most teenagers my age don't fall in love that hard, but as always I was the exception to that rule.