To be with dad
EmmaAthena2013 asked for a oneshot of Henry getting depressed about his dad being dead and attempting to hurt himself. Five minutes later he is found by Robin and Regina. Trigger warning of self-harm and a suicide attempt.
Kiki: Could you give me something a little more specific please? :).
It didn't matter how kind to me either Killian or Robin were. Neither of them were my dad, not really. Both had assured me on multiple occasions that they would never try and take his place, they understood that they couldn't. And they were right, they really couldn't. That didn't stop it hurting when I saw Robin fake sword fighting with little Roland in the park. It's not like I even got to do anything like that with him. In my New York memories I had grown up with mom telling me that my dad was a bad man who was stupid enough to walk away from me so in a way I still kind of hated him even though I could remember the truth now. That just made it ten times worse. I felt so guilty for being mad at him, but I couldn't help it. I was just so conflicted. I couldn't take it anymore. I looked at the now empty packet of pills in my hand. It shouldn't be too long now. In fact, I was beginning to get a little drowsy. I simply sat down on the rug in the middle of the bathroom with my back resting against the cool side of the bath. My skin shivered against its coldness, but I knew it didn't matter. I wouldn't have to put up with it for long…
"Regina, quickly! He's in the bathroom!" I faintly heard the strong English accent. I couldn't even open my eyes, I didn't want to either. I was mad at Robin for interrupting this, I just wanted to go already. To be with my dad. I heard my mom come in and scream, but her voice sounded so fuzzy. I vaguely felt myself being yanked from the floor and moved rapidly out of the room. I didn't know where I was going. I wanted to be able to yell at Robin to let me go…in more ways than one.