Tracybeakerliamx: sorry, but as I said in the author´s note of the Taylor´s chap. When I made a poll about which chapter to do first, Sapphire and Harry came on a shared second place, Liam was one of the four who only had one vote, but as soon as this chapter´s up, there´s gonna be a poll between Liam, the Kettle´s, Toby and Frank. And the rest I think you can find out for yourself…. Again, sorry. Please don´t hate me : )
Btw, I've decided not to do a chapter for Seth. The reason is that this story is for the children living at Stowey House/ Cliffside/ Elm Tree House, and Seth never was. I might do a separate one- shot for him, but Seth isn't going to be in this story.
OH AND GUYS, GUYS, GUYS! I'M GETTING PUBLISHED LIKE FOR REAL FOR REAL! One of my poems is getting published in A REAL collection of poems, and then there's another collection of poems with the same poems as this one though in Swedish so my poem is getting translated to Swedish… OH MY GOD! YAYYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY…. The book won't come out until earliest this spring though… so far left.
Sapphire Fox
Sapphire Fox laid on the living room couch in a dusty flat in the city of Dover in Great Britain. It was late February and cold in the apartment. It was just before midnight- both of Sapphire's parents were out and they had once again forgotten her birthday- the eighth this time. Sapphire had given up home that her father- who was what many people refer as a "roadie" would be home for her birthday as she was more asleep than awake when the door to the apartment opened and a tall, muscular man in his early forties came in, his eyes were brown, his hair too. This was Mr. Cameron Fox, Sapphire's father coming home for the first time in two weeks, just for his daughter's birthday- but he was almost too late.
"Dad." Sapphire looked up, Cameron smiled and walked over to sit with her in the sofa- one of the very few pieces of furniture this apartment still had. As Sapphire's mum- Aisha Dooley had sold almost anything and everything she owned to have money for drugs. That was why the couch used as a bed for Sapphire and a pack with pencils and a block with papers were everything that Sapphire owned except for a few sets of clothes.
"You forgot my birthday!" Sapphire mumbled as she rested towards her dad. Cameron smiled and shook his head.
"Never Sapph, I still have three minutes left you know." He said and smiled as he from one of his coat- pockets pulled out a necklace, just a leather- band with a blue sapphire hanging from it. "I'm sorry I didn't have the time to wrap it. But I hope you like it." Sapphire nodded and let her dad pull the band over her head so she had the sapphire hanging around her neck.
"It's beautiful daddy." She said. "Thank you." She hugged the man he clapped her back and let her crawl up in his arms.
"It's said that if you wear it- it'll bring love to you. Now I don't know if it's true and I don't know exactly how it brings love I don't know. But love is always and in its many forms you could always need it. Happy birthday Sapph." Sapphire didn't answer but snuggled closer to her dad's chest and fell asleep like that. Cameron sat awake the whole night with Sapphire in his arms, thinking about Sapphire's situation with Aisha. But already the next day he was out on the roads again.
The next time Cameron came to Dover he was met by moving boxes and even less furniture and items in the apartment. He sighed at first, Sapphire explained to him that they were moving to another apartment- a smaller one- in an even worse block than what they were living in at the moment. Then he helped Sapphire and Aisha moving and went away again. This time he didn't come home for months, and the next time he came. It was to find that Aisha had sold everything but a few blankets, cushions, a few sets of clothes and of course- drugs. Cameron barely stayed enough to have a dinner with his daughter before he went again- with only a promise to himself that if anything got worse he would take Sapphire with him.
The next time Cameron heard anything from Dover it was from his own sister Celia. She told him Sapphire's teacher had called her because the school couldn't reach either Sapphire, Aisha or Cameron. Sapphire hadn't been in school for almost three weeks, and she had been and knocked on the door of Aisha's apartment and there was no answer. Cameron were close to Dover and he immediately drove away to the right apartment and found that the apartment was empty- except or a few blankets, cushions and Sapphire- who laid on the floor, wrapped in a blanket and shivering cold. She looked up when Cameron came into the room.
"Mum left a week ago." Sapphire almost whispered. "She took the last of the stuff with her." Cameron wrote a note for Aisha if she'd come back, and then lifted his daughter up. Sure he did want to just stay here for a night or so- but he had work to do, and it couldn't be left undone. That was why this night was the first of many that Sapphire slept in the back of her father's car.
Almost two and a half years later, right before Christmas Sapphire and Cameron were yet again out on the roads of Great Britain, this time heading towards yet another of Cameron's ex- girlfriends and the son of her and Cameron. Sapphire sat with a list in front of her. It held the names and birthdates of the siblings of her she had never known she had before she went out on the roads with her dad. But now had met, then to go out on the roads again. This time they were going to some woman named Elle and her son Riff- Sapphire's half-brother.
Sapphire sighed where she sat- as she pulled out the Sapphire she had hanging around her neck. She hadn't really gotten how this thing would bring love with it. She still wore it all the time, but no more people that loved her when she was eight loved her now when she was ten. She sighed again and put the sapphire on the inside of her shirt again and continued drawing like before.
It was almost Christmas, and Cameron was secretly hoping on the fact that Sapphire would get along with Riff and Elle- if they did get along he'd leave Sapphire there while he was going out on the roads again. Not because he didn't want her with him. But because he wanted to do the best for Sapphire and he didn't think the road- life was any good for her. Cameron would have a couple of free weeks over Christmas and New Year so he'd have the time to find out if Sapphire and Elle and Riff got along.
Though Cameron was just slightly wrong about that. As long as Cameron weren't at home Elle would shout at Sapphire, slap her and- like she said it herself- teach Sapphire how to have respect for adults. Elle also did forbid Sapphire to tell Cameron anything about it, and as soon as Cameron was at home Elle did treat Sapphire like she would treat her own child- well, almost.
Then the day that Cameron would leave again- he had noticed Sapphire being a bit quiet lately. But blamed it on her being around new people and him leaving. It was in the beginning of January that Cameron and Sapphire stood in the hallway and hugged, they stood like that for a long while before Cameron took his coat and his bag and went out the door.
Already a few minutes later Riff and Sapphire were running around the apartment, when Riff accidently hit a shelf with a vase standing on it. The vase fell to the floor with a bang and broke into a million small pieces. And right away Elle showed herself in the living room.
"WHO DID THIS?" Elle's shout echoed between the walls, and she didn't let the children answer that Riff was the responsible, she stepped over the floor and lifted Sapphire up in her shirt. "YOU…"
"It wasn't me it was Riff." Sapphire said so fast it was almost all in one word.
"I'll teach you have to have respect for other's stuff and not to put the blame on the others." Elle let go of Sapphire's shirt, none of them in the room had seen that Cameron had come back to get his phone that he had forgotten.
"ELLE" His shout must have been at least three times louder than what Elle's her own had been just a minute a go. Sapphire loosened herself from Elle's grip, sprinted across the floor and threw her arms around her dad's waist. Cameron loosened himself from her hug after a few seconds, told Sapphire to go and pack all of her things and then he stomped over to Elle.
"You're unbelievable do you know that? Thank goodness I forgot my phone and came back for it…" Cameron silent for a second and seemed to be thinking about what to say. "But you know what… you're not worth it. You are not worth anymore of my time!" With these words Cameron turned around and stomped out of the room to help Sapphire to pack. Only ten minutes later they left, Sapphire said her goodbyes to Riff- as well as Cameron did. But Elle stood behind Riff in the shadows and the only thing for her when Cameron and Sapphire left was a silent glare from Cameron.
"Daddy?" Sapphire exclaimed nervously after riding in the car silently for almost an hour. "Are you mad at me?" Cameron braked so hard the car behind them almost crashed into the back of Cameron's car. He pulled over and climbed over into the backseat where he sat down on the middle seat and laid his arm around his daughter's shoulders.
"Of course I'm not mad at you Sapph." He began. "Why would I?" Sapphire shrugged.
"Because I was bad so Miss Elle was mad at me. And then I could not live with her so I have to go with you." Cameron sighed and pulled Sapphire close and laid a hand upon all of her dark- brown curls.
"You did nothing wrong Sapph. Don't you ever believe that it was because of you because you didn't do anything wrong. The one who had problems was just Elle herself- don't you believe anything else. Okay?"
"Okay daddy." Sapphire laid her arms around Cameron's waist, he hugged her back, and then climbed back into the front seat and continued driving.
"We're going to London to meet up with a band I have travelled with before." Cameron said to the child in the backseat. "They call themselves Cartooned Raccoons, don't ask me why because I have no idea. But we'll be travelling with them for about two months so until the beginning of March." Cameron pulled over on a parking lot where there was a tour bus and himself and Sapphire climbed into it and found five men from about mid- twenties to late thirties sitting around a small dining table in the bus.
"Everyone this is my daughter Sapphire." Cameron said after greeting everybody. Five greetings for Sapphire come from the table where they were playing card- games in waiting for Cameron to arrive. "Sapphire- this is Chris, Rhys, Alexander, Taylor and Oscar." With every named he called he pointed with his whole hand to another man. Sapphire nodded to every name and man, trying to memorize the names she was told. Then Cameron lifted her up on a bench as when he sat down by Alexander, there weren't any more sitting spots and she was the only one light and small enough to be able to sit on the bench. She could see Chris's cards from where she sat. Sapphire had played this game many times the last few months and now leaned forward and whispered in his ear about what he should do. He smiled at the others, threw his cards in the right places.
"I won." Chris high- fived with the girl behind him. And it didn't take more than that to make Sapphire Fox and Christopher "Chris" Harper to be best friends.
"How did you come up with the name for the band?" Sapphire asked a few hours later and looked around at the three men that still sat around the table. Chris cleared his mind to give her an answer.
"First we made up raccoons because that is Oscar's favorite animal." He looked with a half-smile to his friend across the table.
"Of course it is!" Oscar said. "They're awesome." Chris just chuckled and shook his head.
"Then… we came up with the fact that if you put the first letter in all of our names it creates the word "Carto" which is not a real word so we put "Ned" after. So it became "Cartoned" but then Oscar came up with that if we put another O in it, it would rhyme. And that way we always put pictures some cartooned raccoons on the front of our albums. And we always like, dress up as raccoons on stage with grey shirts, jeans stripy in white and black and nerd- glasses with black frames."
"Your father says you're an artist." Taylor said. "Maybe you'd like to draw a pic that may be the cover for our next album."
"Yeah." Sapphire lit up. "Can I?" She looked around at the men around her who looked from one to one another, Chris shrugged.
"I can't see why not."
A while later, it was time for Sapphire's eleventh birthday, and there wasn't a concert until early the next afternoon so they all took in at a hotel. Rhys, Chris, Oscar and Taylor took one of the rooms, Cameron, Sapphire and Alexander the other one in the other end of the hallway. They gathered in the bigger room and Alexander came with a cake, as they started singing.
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday dear Sapphire
Happy birthday to you
The men clapped as Sapphire blew out the candles on the cake. The men clapped as Sapphire blew out the candles on the cake.
"TIME FOR PRESENTS!" Alexander shouted- he'd always be happy and hyper, as he pulled a small square package from his bag. Sapphire ripped the paper of it and found an edition of the album of Cartooned Raccoons that had been finished- though wasn't out for real yet. And it had the picture that Sapphire had drawn on the cover.
It had taken Sapphire a bunch of tries until she got it right- and everyone agreed with the idea, there were five raccoons drawn. One had dark, long fur on the back of his head all put up in a pony- like Taylor. The second was right in the front of the picture, looking up with a sneaky expression- like Alexander. The third had incredibly blue eyes- like Oscar. The fourth looked to be sleeping- Rhys seemed to sleep 99 percent of the time they spent in the tour bus. At last there was one sitting down and smelling a flower- expressing Chris's calm person. It had taken Sapphire a few weeks to get to know every member of the band before she had the idea- but everyone thought it was perfect.
Sapphire unwrapped all of her presents. But it wasn't with the usual happiness an eleven year old opened presents.
"What's the matter Sapph?" Cameron asked after a while. "Don't you like your presents?" Sapphire nodded, immediately her hand flew up towards her neck as it hurt to nod.
"I…. I'm just tired. I've got a headache."
"I've got some painkillers for migraine." Taylor spoke up. "You'd like one?" Sapphire shrugged, Cameron nodded, as Taylor stood up and walked over to his bag to get a pill. It wasn't long later when Sapphire fell asleep leaning against Chris, they decided it would be the best not to wake her up so they let her take one of the beds in the room as Oscar went with Alexander and Cameron.
It was just a few hours later when Chris woke up, he stroke his sleep- ridden eyes and looked to his watch at the bedside table, which read 1: 59 A.M. He groaned at the unhuman hour to be awake and turned around in bed. As he heard the sound that had woken him up his eyes shot open as he sat straight up in bed. He heard Sapphire sobbing- and it came from the bathroom. Light where floating from the slightly open door to the bathroom out in the hallway as Chris stood up and walked and opened the door.
Sapphire sat on her knees next to the bowl, with her arms wrapped around her stomach and sobbing.
"Hey." Chris stepped over the floor and kneeled next to the girl. "Are you okay?" Sapphire shook her head during more sobbing. "Have you been sick?" She shook her head again but explained to her friend that it felt like she'd throw up. Chris pushed himself in standing position and grabbed one of Taylor's hairbands from the shelf over the sink. He tied it around Sapphire's curly hair and started rubbing circles and whisper soothing to her, just as Taylor and Rhys showed themselves in the door.
"Wha' go' on?" Rhys asked drowsily. Barely had he finished the question before Sapphire coughed and threw up, followed by even wilder sobs, Chris comforted her and turned to his two friends in the doorway.
"It's probably just something going around. I'll take care of it- you can go back to bed." Rhys nodded as he and Taylor turned around and went back to their beds and fell asleep almost instantly.
Early afternoon it was time for Cartooned Raccoons next concert at a stadium in Newcastle. As the band- including Cameron were on their way to set everything ready, Alexander felt his pockets to lock for the glasses they all used on stage.
"Guys." He exclaimed. "I think I forgot my glasses in the bus. I'll just go get 'em." Just as the audience started gathering on the seats. He ran out and jogged to the tour bus. He climbed up in the front seat and reached for his glasses hanging on the rearview mirror, but stopped himself when he heard a weird sound from inside the bus, and turned around- and there was Sapphire- laying on the floor. Her muscles moved with convulsions in a seizure. Alexander jumped over the seat and over to the girl, as he fumbled with his phone to call 999.
Ten minutes later, the guys on stage were starting to wonder about where the heck their friend went when going to get his glasses. That's when they all heard sound of an ambulance driving up on the parking lot by the stadium. There could have been anyone from the audience needing it- but everyone on the stage knew- they just knew.
"Sapphire." Cameron breathed, jumped up on the stage from the back and ran through the audience's seats, with the rest of the band behind him.
"Hello." Another man that had been helping with the sound at the concert went up on the stage about half an hour later and spoke in the microphone. "Hello… I am very sorry I have to admit that the concert have been cancelled." The protests were wild as the man was trying to make himself heard. "Of course we will all make sure that you either have your money back or that a new concert will be planned. But today there won't be one."
Just at the same time Cameron was walking back and forth in the hospital's waiting room, while the band sat around him. "She'll be okay." Cameron mumbled to himself. "She's got to be okay."
"Cameron sit down." Chris- calm as always said at last. "Nothing will get better with you…"
"Sapphire Fox?" Was heard from a nurse coming into the waiting room and all six men stood up as she looked confused from one to another of them.
"I'm her dad." Cameron said. "But please let us all know what is going on." The nurse nodded.
"We think that miss Fox may have what we call meningitis, it is when the membrane between the brain and the skull is…"
"Yeah, yeah, enough with the doctor's talk. Will she be okay?" The nurse sighed.
"First of all we need to make a lumbar puncture. It is when we stick a needle in between two vertebras and draw some spinal fluid. If it shows that this is meningitis it will be taken to the lab, where we will find out if we're talking about a virus or a bacterial meningitis." The nurse sighed again. "Thinking about how ill Sapphire got that fast I… would say that if it is meningitis we're talking about… it is bacterial." Cameron swallowed.
"Is that bad?" He heard himself ask even though he didn't really want to- it was like he was listening to himself from another body.
"A bacterial meningitis is the most serious kind of meningitis. It's also quite rare…"
"Is it fatal?" The nurse drew a deep breath.
"It's very rare that people die from meningitis."
"Is it fatal?"
"Yes… it can be fatal." Cameron collapsed. "We'd like you to be there when we do the lumbar puncture sir. It's quite painful." Cameron shook his head.
"I… I can't… Chris?" He looked up at his calm friend. Knew that it would be the best for Sapphire having someone there who would be calm and comforting no matter what. Chris nodded.
"It needs to be family."
"LET HIM COME IN FOR FUCK'S SAKE." Cameron shouted so loud the whole waiting room got quiet, a mother with a four or five year old girl put her hands over her daughter's ears.
"I think we can make an exception. Come with me sir." The nurse and Chris turned around. A while later a doctor came through the doors.
"Our tests show Miss Fox have a bacterial meningitis. She's getting pain killers and antibiotics straight in the blood. You can all go in to her, but… there isn't much left to do but to wait." Taylor, Rhys, Alexander and Oscar stood up and walked after the doctor. None of them realized Cameron was walking out of the hospital.
An hour later Cameron was sitting in a bar, he sat by the bar desk. In the other end of the bar- by a round table sat Mr. Michael Milligan with a group of his friends. He didn't want to be here. He'd much rather spend his Friday night working at Elm Tree House and feel as if he made a difference then being here. Bored to death while his friends were drinking, Michael- or Mike as everyone used to call him- had no interest in either drinking or going out- but it was one of their birthday. And a promise was a promise he thought as he walked over to the bar desk and ordered drinks for his friends. And he couldn't help but notice the man that sat by the desk- staring down in his glass with his head resting in his hand.
Mike Milligan wasn't one to just let go of the thought of helping someone that needed it- he took the drinks back to his friends grabbed his coat and walked over to the bar- desk again. Where Cameron Fox still sat in the exact position as Mike had seen him sitting in earlier.
"May I sit here sir?" Mike pointed to the chair next to Cameron. Cameron didn't even look at him so he sat down. "Hey… Mike." Mike held out his hand, Cameron glared at the man.
"I'm straight you know." Mike couldn't help but to laugh.
"Me too. A relationship is not what I'm after going to the bar."
"Cameron..." Cameron began and laid his forehead towards the desk. "I've screwed up my life." Mike frowned as Cameron continued. "I don't even know whether my daughter's dead or alive and where do I go- to the freaking bar." Mike scratched his head- not really knowing what to say just as Cameron's phone beeped.
"Sapphire will be alright." Cameron read from the text message. "Where the heck are you? –Taylor." Cameron sighed and put his hone back in his pocket. "I don't know what to do. We haven't heard from her mum for I don't know how long. But there is no way she can continue with me on this road life- it isn't good or her. I mean what choice do I have- foster- home or one of those freaking orphanages for children that have parents but can't live with them? No way!" Mike smiled.
"You know… I own one of those freaking orphanages for children that have parents but can't live with them." Cameron had just taken a sip from his drink and now sprayed it all out on a bartender. As he coughed.
"I think I should leave now." Cameron took his jacket and- stumbling from one direction to another walked out of the bar and out in the cold night- air.
"Listen sir." Mike came right after. "I don't think you should let your daughter see you like this so I'll give you an offer. I'll go to work, you come with me and sleep… this off." For those who doesn't understand "this" he meant the alcohol. "We'll talk a bit in the morning. But then you'll have to promise you will try to do what's best for your daughter."
"I'll always do what's best for my Sapph." Cameron said as Mike grabbed his jacket and led him over to his car.
The next morning Cameron woke up in a sofa God knows where with a brown- haired boy standing and looking down at him.
"Hi- I'm Murray Murray. Mike told me to come and get you- it's noon and he says he wants to talk with you in the office." Cameron frowned at the boy as he sat up and then stood up and let Murray- or whatever…. Wait? He had the same first name as last name? Weird!
"Wait boy. What did you say your name was?" Cameron put his hand to his head- he had a hangover- what on earth had actually happened yesterday? The boy chuckled.
"Murray Murray- thank my ridiculous mother for that. This is the office." Murray opened a door to the left and Cameron could see Mick- or whatever his name was sitting by a desk.
"Morning. I figured you might need this." Mike handed Cameron a box with aspirin, as he was trying to remember how he had ended up here. "I don't know if you remember anything from yesterday. But I'm about to give you an offer, and if you choose whether to take it or not- is up to you. Sometimes… as I think you know- children can for one reason or another not live with their parents- I think so is the case with your Sapphire if I understood it right when we talked yesterday. So… if you want to- I could fix it with social services so she can have a place here. We treat our children the way they deserve of course with love and respect and…" Cameron looked around the room to see two framed quotes hanging on the wall. Mike saw him reading them. "Those are the two rules we're trying to live after. If I have managed to brighten up even one gloomy childhood – then I'm satisfied. And Give the children love, more love and still more love – and the common sense will come by itself. They're both said by some Swedish writer you know… I can never remember her name… Pippi longstocking, the brothers Lionheart… Astrid Lindgren." Cameron nodded. No matter how much he hated it- this seemed to be a good place, and he liked it more and more as he and Mike were talking about what would be the best for Sapphire.
"Where have you been?" Alexander fizzled once Cameron came inside Sapphire's room at the hospital. "Do you understand how many times Sapphire have been awake and asking for…" Cameron held up his hand to silent Alexander.
"I screwed it up… then I screwed it up even more… but… I think I've found a way to make it right."
Almost two weeks later Sapphire laid on her back on a bed in the room that had been hers for only a couple of days. She had barely moved from the bed after coming here, not so much because of the fact that she still had a headache- mostly because she didn't want to, she sighed just as Murray- the boy with the strange name came into her room.
"Sapphire your dad is on TV." He said and then told her to come downstairs and watch it. Sapphire followed him downstairs and to the living room where the TV was on- it was from the same stadium Cartooned Raccoons were supposed to hold a concert at a few weeks ago. And held a concert for those who had been supposed to see it when the concert was cancelled- and yes. Cameron was on stage, with an acoustic guitar and the band- members standing around the stage.
"So… now when the microphones are working and everything." He said. "I… to make a long story short I'm living a pretty messed up life- and I- I have been trying to make it right again- and this is a part of my tries and- I hope this comes out on TV so my daughter Sapphire can see it because this… I'm not much of a writer, I'm not much for ballads- but this song literally just wrote itself, This is a song for Sapphire." He took the guitar and started playing.
I'm sorry, so sorry
for doing this to you
but my darling please remember
this is hurting me too
If I could go back
I would happily change the things I've done wrong
I would be the best I could ever be
for you I would always keep strong
I'd take you to ride on my back
fly away with you
Taking you higher, higher, higher
we'll leave the world behind
to never look back, you and I
My dearest Sapphire
You're my bundle of laughter
makes me happy just seeing your sweet smile
But what makes me happier than anything else
Is that you're one of mine
I know I haven't done my duty
I know I've done a lot of wrong
but darling to make me the proudest I could ever be
You just have to be you and always keep strong
I'll take you to ride on my back
fly away with you
taking you higher, higher, higher
we'll leave the world behind
To never look back, you and I
My dearest Sapphire
I know I've hurt you
done way too much wrong
But my darling please forgive me
And always, always keep strong
And I will come back
And take you to ride on my back
fly away with you
taking you higher, higher, higher
We'll leave the world behind
To never look back, you and I
My dearest Sapphire
Don't you ever doubt the fact
That I love you more than life
for now, for before and for always
my darling Sapphire
The TV showed the whole stadium getting on their feet to give Cameron standing ovations- way too soon the show that showed the concert was over and it went back to the TV- hosts.
"Standing ovations for Cameron Fox- I swear I have not seen anything like that since Gus Kayden's concert in 1982- and that ladies and gentlemen- is a very long time ago." Sapphire fingered with the Sapphire around her neck and looked around the room. From Murray- the guy with the weird name and his little sister, to Gina playing with Suzie, to Joshua and Karl- the trainee by the computer and around at all the residents of Elm Tree House. At last she looked up at Mike, who held a hand on her shoulder and smiled at her.
All these people- they were a family- families were there for each other and loved each other no matter what- maybe they'd love Sapphire too- maybe they already did. Sapphire looked to her sapphire again before putting it inside her shirt again- maybe it was true what Cameron had said. Maybe Sapphires did bring love with them- Sapphire thought as she stood up and smiled and walked over to where a girl named Kyla sat drawing. They started talking, Kyla and Sapphire were soon almost best friends- I am telling you almost because she never forgot about her very best friend- Chris, the one who had loved her and been there for her also when she was weak and close to dying. And who knows- maybe it was the Sapphire that had brought the love of Chris and the others to Sapphire. We can just guess, because we may never ever know.
RHS25 gave me a bit of ideas to why Mike would be at the bar- as him partying just didn't feel like- him. So… credit for that goes to her.
The two quotes are said by Astrid Lindgren- Swedish writer.
That song is called a song for Sapphire- and it's written by me. It's not that good but I wrote it so… whatever. See you next time
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