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Well, I have an idea for this chapter. And I can tell it's not like any chapter of this story before… Enjoy.

Tyler Lewis

On a cold January day
Tyler Lewis woke up
in his own and his mum- Sally's apartment
and he felt very, very cold

Tyler shivered as he sat up
he had been here many times before
as the electricity bills hadn't been paid
the apartment had gone dark and cold once more

Tyler bit his lip and wrapped a blanket around him
wondering if there was any way
that his mum would remember what day it was
and if she would even get out of bed today

Every day Tyler would ask his mum for a number
a number in between one and ten
the last few weeks the numbers would be all one and two
he hoped today would be the day they would rise again

The lower the number the worse it was
those days when Tyler really didn't his mum want to live with
those days when his mum was nothing like other mums
he had his ways to find out it

Sometimes, when his mum was in bed for days
Tyler would go out to get some food
steal it from the local stores
and watching other kids with their mums would put him in such a sad mood

Those days his mum wouldn't get out of bed
those days when she seemed all silent and very sad
when Tyler would have to feed her because she wouldn't eat on her own
he kind of wished he another mum had

When Tyler felt he was hungry
he got up from the living room sofa that was his bed
he walked into the kitchen and looked through the cupboards
to see what kinds of food they had

Standing on the kitchen counter getting out some crackers
he could of his mother getting out of bed hear the sound
and then the door to the bedroom opened
and he could hear her footsteps over the floor-ground

She hadn't been out of bed
in oh so many days
and when he saw her dressed in some actual clothes
Tyler felt so happy in oh so many ways

"Hello darling." Sally reached towards him and kissed Tyler's cheek
while hugging him well- a bit too tight
and Tyler could so barely even breathe
but was still happy, because he had seen the light

"Don't you think we should go out today?"
Sally, speaking clearly and happily asked
I know I have been weird lately, but let's forget about that
it's over now, it's in the past"

Tyler nodded with a big smile
yet he didn't know today his whole life would change
he didn't know that going out today
would his whole life rearrange

"Forget about those crackers." Sally told her son happily
today we're going out
and I think I know your favorite
I know it's McDonald's without a doubt

Tyler's smile was growing bigger by the second
he knew his mum was right
and so he took his mother's hand and followed her
having forgotten the cold and that there was no lights

Because right now it didn't seem like there were any problems
in the whole wide world
as Tyler leaned in closer to him and whispered
that one to him very important word

"Ten"

They had breakfast at McDonald's
Sally was happy all the time
And even though Tyler was very happy with everything
he couldn't help but think in the toy store, that some stuff would be for him mine

Despite what Tyler thought by now
Sally hadn't forgotten what day it was today
and seeing Tyler with that prank things
she wanted to give it to him, but didn't have any money to pay

"Tyler my dear." Sally kneeled
"I know you know how we do this
I know you don't like it
but I have no money as it is"

Tyler nodded and moved closer to the door
while Sally hid the things inside her shirt
and then he ran out of the door so Sally would have to follow
it was only some small things, it wouldn't anyone hurt

What Sally hadn't realized
was that there was a police man right outside the store
and when the clerk shouted something he heard
and could catch Sally right outside the door

Tyler was afraid following
and crawling into the police car didn't feel as fun
as he had imagined it would
actually, he would have wanted it all as soon as possible over and done

The police station they got to seemed big and scary
and there they put Tyler to sit alone in a room on a chair
and despite of the company of a woman he didn't know
he felt all alone then and there

Tyler never knew what was going on
he didn't understand a thing
neither did he when another woman came in
and was in front of him stopping and kneeling

"Hello sweetheart." The woman kneeled.
"My name is Charlotte, what is yours?"
"I don't want you here. I want my mum" Tyler said
in a tone that filled Charlotte's heart with remorse

For she knew she couldn't make
Tyler's wish come true
and there and then she took a deep breath
and the usual speech went through

"Honey, I'm afraid
you can't live with your mum right now
but you'll have to come with us
and we'll make a good time for us all somehow"

Tyler just silent with his arms crossed over his chest
glaring on Charlotte, for she didn't seem to want him well
so he didn't say a word
and refused to say or do anything until

"You cannot live with your mum right now
she is very ill.
But she's going to get better
and then maybe she get back to you will"

Tyler still didn't know
he was just very much too young to understand
but he got it when Charlotte moved and held out hers
so he could reach back and got to hold her hand

"I don't know if you believe in God Tyler.
But I believe, and I believe he has a plan for this
for this whole thing to happen
even though it feels terrible how much your mum you miss"

"I know it feels terrible
in every way that it possibly could
and even though you don't understand right now
we will explain it to you so soon you should"

"Just trust me honey" looking right into Tyler's eyes
that were losing their angry glare and filled with tears
"Do you want to tell me more about your mum" Tyler nodded
And then started telling things, that would have made Tyler wise beyond her years

"I know my mother is ill
but I take care of her then
she's a good mum I promise
most everybody she's better than"

And Charlotte's heart was breaking
for this very little boy
whose biggest problem should be
he didn't get some very special toy

And as Tyler kept on talking
there were tears in his eyes and in his voice
but he kept on talking even more
he felt he didn't have a choice

And with that Tyler Lewis, seven years old
and his mum were from each other moved away
out of every day it could have been
sadly, it happened to be on his birthday

But Sally hadn't even seemed to remember that Tyler thought
she hadn't even known
but right here and now it didn't really matter
when he felt so very sad and all alone

So that's it. It's not my best works. I've been having a major case of writer's block. But it will do. I hope you liked it

Random fact

I have written like a-hundred-something poems. A while ago I started (By hand, it took forever) copying over them all into one notebook- later two, and some time that will probably be three haha- I have loads of poems. But the idea from that, I kind of wanted more poems to copy into that- gave me the idea of writing this on rhyme. It came also a bit from one of the chapters in sickfics A to Z (chapter R if someone wants to read it) was written on rhyme.