Thanks to Justice237, Holly- leaves- in- the- winter, Wibble, Roxy, Carmen, Poo and any anonymous reviewers for reviewing on the story since Ryan's chapter was put up.
And HURRAY to Justice237 and Roxy for knowing what was special about what was special about April 30th in 1945- it was the day Adolf Hitler committed suicide and as most people know, his death was a big part of the Second World War ending.
(I have an obsession for world war two/ the holocaust)
A lot of reviews has been deleted, also good and nice ones because they had a rough, immature and rude language towards one another and I didn't want discussions to start again, or because they didn't have anything to do with the story.
Some of the reviews have been screenshot and posted on my Instagram "Linneagbfanfiction"
Here are answers.
The first two were
Guest
Hmmm... Long but good
And
Guest
Maybe these chapters don't need to be so dark and long winded and its Ryan/Chloe not Ryan duh !
Answer
I don't actually plan for how long the chapters are going to be. I just look up the characters as much as I can on wiki and Wikipedia. And then also there's what we know from the series. So I just take what I know and add what I need and end up with the chapter. If you think it's too long, too dark etc. You don't have to read it.
Ryan and Chloe ended up in care for two different reasons at two different times, therefore the last chapter was for Ryan only. And within a few chapters also Chloe will have her own chapter.
I hope that answers any questions you might have.
-Linnéa
Wibble
I LOVED THIS STORY !
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Aw, thank you. I'm glad you like it. Thanks for reading and reviewing.
-Linnéa
Roxy
April 30th 1945 - Hitler Died
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Yep, well done.
-Linnéa
Guest
Your amazing
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Thanks. (But it should be you're or you are) I'm glad you like it. Thanks for reading and reviewing.
-Linnéa
Carmen
Good chap
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Thank you, I'm glad you liked it. Thanks for reading and reviewing.
-Linnéa
Guest
Omg this is amazing ! Ignore the pissing hater writing malicious CYBERBULLY revuies
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Thank you so much for standing up for me, I'm doing my best to ignore them. I'm glad you like my story. Thanks for reading and reviewing.
-Linnéa
Roxy
I will support u 100% sorry this is happening to u as u never used to get anonamas nasty revuiews
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Thank you so much for standing up for me. These reviewers come and go.
-Linnéa
Poo
Dear Linnea ...
Please can you not say mean things about me on your Instagram , the reason I asked when Toni and Billies chapter will be put up its because I love your story so much that I miss your story's I didn't mean to upset or harass you ! :( Ignore the haters writing CYBERBULLY revuiews as your story is amazing , And I don't have " Time on my hands " as you said I was just wondering when the story would be put up so don't me so rude ! :(
Answer
When I put up the screenshot where you asked when Toni and Billie's chapter would be up I was concentrating on the other comment in the picture- the one using my name to put I would never put it up. To say that someone has got too much time on their hands is an expression and wasn't me trying to be rude. I just agreed with someone who commented it as I didn't understand why some people would keep on write review they must know by this point will be deleted.
I've got nothing against you asking. I'm glad you like my story but I can seldom say when a story will be updated. You haven't been upsetting or harassing me, I have just been annoyed and frustrated with all the reviews coming and accidentally ended up putting it on people who hadn't.
I'm trying to ignore them. And I was never trying to be rude towards someone so if I upset or hurt you then I'm sorry.
Can you please not put "Poo" (Or anything else like that) as signature, those will keep on getting deleted. If what you're referring to is that bear with a red shirt who likes eating "Hunny" then it's spelt Pooh- with an H at the end.
-Linnéa
Guest
I SAID IT WASNT A HATE COMMENT ! It's long but good
HOW IS THAT A HATE COMMENT ! :(
Answer
I have been deleting like a hundred reviews these past few weeks, not all of them were hateful comments. If I could go back I would leave yours. But if I do delete yours then please don't repeat it. This will be deleted once again. It wasn't hate, and I'm sorry but I just don't want it.
-Linnéa
Guest
I Am hungry
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I hope you had something to eat. If you want some recommendations- my favorites are sushi and French fries (not together though haha)
-Linnéa
"Phew." That's it. That was a lot of comments. When I'm writing this I haven't yet started the chapter, so the first thing I'm going to do is to go through the comments and delete some. Then I might have some new reviews to answer haha.
And please guys, please, please, please keep in mind- if you review anonymously I can't answer the review until putting the next chapter up.
And here, finally!
The parents are portrayed by James Denton and Bridgit Mendler. And yes, I know there's a thirty years age difference in between them two. It won't be quite as big for the characters and I hope you can stand that. Their names are George and Aubrey.
Toni and Billie Trent
George Trent always wanted a son.
He didn't have one now, at almost fifty. Instead he had two daughters- twins that his wife had left him alone with.
This wasn't the way it was supposed to be.
When he and his wife had found out they were pregnant once again, six years after their twins were born. They had just known this time it was a boy and as a family they had been over- the moon. Already during the first couple of hours after they told the two big sisters went to each and every store in town and bought every blue item they could find that would suit a baby and a toddler up to five years old or so.
(And then the teenager- size shirt George couldn't resist hadn't been bought yet)
It was just that…
…something went wrong…
…terribly wrong.
Now he was still the old one, but left with young kids and living the rest of his life alone.
Aubrey hadn't been meant to die first. George Trent had known that. They were meant to live together until the day he would die of old age. They could make their own lives, together- ignoring Aubrey's family that hadn't wanted anything to do with her when she got together with a man almost thirty years older than her.
They were the ones that had made her choose between her parents and her brother, against a life with the boyfriend whom she could make her own family with.
She had been out of her childhood home only hours later.
But at the time she had just turned nineteen, still she had been pregnant before the end of the year.
George had been sure it was a boy. When they found out it was twins he was certain they would be identical, and they had bought identical cradles, blankets, sheets, pyjamas, beanies, anything that could be needed in blue, grey and green.
They had even only planned for boys' names. Even Aubrey was certain there were two boys growing inside of her.
That's when things started going wrong.
At a regular checkup when Aubrey was 32 and a half weeks pregnant the nurse had suddenly ran out of the room, came back with another nurse who checked her blood pressure, ran out of the room and then came back and told Aubrey that her blood pressure was sky high, and in the moment being she should call her husband and he was going to drive her straight to the NICU and Midwife's hospital in a nearby town.
The next day a C- section had been done, with the blood pressure having risen without them noticing the preeclampsia, as it was cold had gone too far to do anything about. And at 32 weeks the babies would be developed enough to make it once they were out of the womb and started their own lives.
"It's a girl."
Both Aubrey, who had been awake during the surgery and George who sat right by stroking her hair had been surprised by the first few words the surgeon had spoken once the first baby- that ended up being named Toni was born.
"And another girl."
Even more so when both of the twins were not the boys the new- become parents had seen in front of them and been so sure about.
They hadn't even planned any girls' names. Although they had about a hundred boys' names noted in a special notebook and ended up choosing two that were unisex names anyway.
One of the doctors had run some tests. And with two- days old Toni and Billie in their hands Aubrey and George were told that for their own good, they should never plan to have any other kids. That Aubrey had some genetic disorder. That this time it had ended up alright even though too small babies. That it could have gone a lot worse if that regular checkup Aubrey went on had been planned at the exact right time.
But it was just that, as the girls grew bigger, from babies into toddlers, started walking, started talking- they were just longing for that boy they thought they were having. Even though, of course they loved their girls more than anything. The family just didn't seem whole.
They hadn't intended getting pregnant again knowing it could go badly so easily. But then when they were, and once again so sure it was a boy this time. She just couldn't end it.
She did too have a feeling this time was going to go well and smoothly.
But maybe, after going through the pregnancy with the twins believing all the time they were boys should have made her realize that things wouldn't end up the way she was feeling like they would though. And this time they would end up much, much worse.
That day had started off as one of the best, Aubrey and Billie had built a cage, and Aubrey took Toni with her to buy a rabbit- because you couldn't have a cage without a rabbit, could you? All three they went out to eat Downtown while George went to a meeting and then when they get home and started beaming over the rabbit they had bought…
…Aubrey said she was a bit tired. Then things got a bit too harsh for six year old's to understand. But there was something called a seizure, shaking, shaking, shaking. There were sirens and blinking lights, there were paramedics and their dad who worried, there was blood- oh my all of that blood.
There was that they didn't know, they never knew.
And then, at last. That night…
…It was that Aubrey was gone, she had had a stroke during a seizure caused by high blood pressure. And baby Declan- as George knew Aubrey's favorite name was, was just too little and undeveloped to be able to breathe on his own.
And just like that those dreams turned into a living nightmare.
Two years down the road George had changed a whole lot, of course his girls grew too and he couldn't exactly chuck them out on the street and leave them be without getting the police and God knows who else after him.
But he didn't want them. He didn't want a single one of them.
And he didn't want that freaking rabbit, maybe if Aubrey hadn't built that freaking cage, maybe if she'd been home that whole day. Maybe she'd still be here. Maybe she'd still be here with two girls and a boy and not just…
George hated the imagined picture of his late wife in a casket, buried in the ground and still with what had ever been of their baby Declan in her arms.
Still it followed him all the time, every day.
It had stalked him like that for two years. That was enough to make the strongest one crazy. And George wasn't the strongest one.
"Dad…" Now eight year old Toni came running with Silver the rabbit in her arms one August evening. "Dad…" With a deep sigh and a moan George laid his head down on the green glass bottle he'd emptied and ignored his daughter calling out for him. "Dad. Can Silver sleep in my and Billie's room tonight? Please?"
"What?" George snorted. "No. Of course not. Now get that furry whatever out of my house."
"But there's a fox." Toni cared for her rabbit and wasn't going to give in so easily. "Foxes eats rabbits. And I don't want any fox to.."
"There's no f*cking fox. Where would there be a fox?"
"In the trees by the garden. I promise you I saw a fox there right a minute ago. I don't want that fox taking my Silver so please can't you let him stay here inside. I'll have him in my bed, he won't be any trouble. I promise."
"I said NO." George finally looked towards his daughter and noticed she was already holding onto her Silver. "And what have I said about bringing that monster into my house?" Toni couldn't help but snivel and looked to the floor to save some time and think of something else to say.
She could only think of one thing.
"He's not a monster."
"Although he IS. Without that bloody cage you were making that day you know who would still be here? My wife and you…" George stopped talking, mentioning at all just hurt too much for him even now, two years down the road. "My Goddamn it. I hate that bloody rabbit. Now you do as I say. Go put that rabbit back in the garden or I will…"
George didn't finish the sentence. He just signed to his daughter what was going to happen to her precious Silver if she didn't do as she was told, Toni went pale and hurriedly lifted her rabbit up and didn't look up on her dad while she held him close to her chest crossing the garden and to the cage George had been sure to put as far from the house as possible.
Right behind it was no more yard, only trees as long as one could see. There was where Toni had earlier seen a fox, the trees were so close to the rabbit cage. The cage with the small house where Toni lifted Silver into and hoped he would stay through the night.
"You stay in there now Silver." Toni said with tears in her voice. "Stay in there and have a good night and I'll be back in the morning." She reached up to close the cage but before she had her father grabbed her shirt from behind and ripped her backwards. "But I need to close the cage or he might get out or the fo…"
"There are no foxes here you stupid girl."
To make sure Toni couldn't disobey he half pulled half carried her across the yard and into the house through the balcony door. Right in the living room Billie sat with her hands in her lap, looking down as if she'd never seen them before.
"Now go to bed. Both of you."
Toni and Billie didn't look at each other, or even up while their dad stomped away. None of them wanted him to turn around, but Billie couldn't help to let hear a sigh and then only one sentence that was about how she had seen George dragging and half lifting Toni into the house, after forcing her to leave her Silver in the garden for the night when there even was a fox out there.
She didn't get how George could still blame Silver and the cage for what happened to Aubrey and Declan. Their mother had been full of life, never been able to sit still and always needed to do something with her hands- she was the one who wanted to build that cage from the start. And just like that decided they needed a rabbit to live in it.
"Mum would never have done such things like that to us."
Unfortunately, George was still close enough to hear his daughter's voice and he froze where he stood, his face turned red. If someone might have watched him they might have seen smoke coming out of his ears when he turned back to the living room, stomped over the floor and lifted Billie up by her shirt and her ear.
"WHAT HAVE I SAID ABOUT TALKING ABOUT THAT B*TCH IN MY HOUSE?"
Billie was frozen in fear and when George let her go so she fell onto the floor and was then hit across the room when George kicked her right across her face and broke her cheek bone, two millimeters away from her nose.
"OW."
"SHUT IT YOU STUPID GIRL."
Tonight George had finally had enough.
Like he had earlier grabbed Toni, he took Billie and half lifted half dragged her across the floss, out of the house, down the porch and down the driveway where he threw her down on the ground and left her to go back into the house where he passed Toni who worriedly stood in the door.
"Didn't I tell you to go to bed?"
"But she's hurt…"
Toni was afraid of her dad when he was like this, and still he hadn't ever thrown neither herself nor her sister ever before. Still she managed to whimper half croak something.
"I TOLD YOU TO GO TO BED."
"Yes dad."
Without daring to protest anymore, without Billie or Silver Toni went into her room and to the bed that was on the left side of the window.
Her bed had never felt so alone, empty and cold before.
The whole night she was passing in and out of restless sleep full of nightmares of Silver, Billie, Aubrey and Declan getting dragged away from her with George. And even them all at once at one point.
Then she flinched awake at George getting up in the morning, and finally could get out of bed and ran over to the window where she could see Billie sitting on the pavement leaned towards the yard fence heavily.
She was going out there, she just had to check on her rabbit firs.
"SILVER." Toni ran outside and across the yard into the small forest behind their back yard when she found his cage empty. "SILVER. WHERE ARE YOU BOY?"
Then suddenly, a flash of red- brown caught Toni's eye. And realizing what animal usually had that color made her heart almost stop in her chest as she turned around and had confirmed it was a fox.
"Silver?"
Toni both wanted to see her rabbit and not, but she couldn't help to reach for the tiny bit of hope she had that the fox might not have had the chance to bite, that Silver had only gotten out of his cage and was still safe somewhere among the trees.
But when she saw him she fell to her knees. She just didn't know what else to do. Her rabbit was dead, bitten almost in half and what was left of him laid in a pool of his own blood- such as their mum had that day… In a pool of his own blood.
"Not that stupid animal again." Toni gasped when George came outside with his hoarse and broken tone out loud. "Now come on. Do you want breakfast or not." She would have lifted what was left of her beloved Silver but there wasn't much enough left of him to do so.
"Not…" She barely even whispered and then heard George's heavy stomping coming closer while she stood and turned around. "I WANT MY MUM." She couldn't help but shout of a sudden. "I DIDN'T KILL HER, BILLIE DIDN'T AND SILVER DIDN'T. YOU DID YOU DID YOU DID. AND I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU I HATE YOU. THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT. AND I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE."
"Well. I don't want to have you here either."
George's voice was unusually calm when he grabbed her half by her arm almost dislocating her shoulder and half by her hair. And so pulled her through the house and over to the pavement where Billie had fallen asleep.
"Get out of my life b*tches."
And with those last words, as Billie was just waking up where she sat Toni sat up and George stomped back into the house and out of their lives. Toni's eyes filled with tears that started streaming down her cheeks- Billie had finished crying by now.
"It will be okay." Billie laid her arm around her twin sister's shoulders "But it will only be okay if we are still together. And I don't want to live here unless dad lets you live here too." Billie turned and looked up towards the house. "Come on. Let's not just stay here."
Billie stood up and showed Toni to follow her, she still didn't even know what had happened to Silver but she had heard some of the shouting and understood some. Toni did notice her sister was going but couldn't help but think of all they left behind.
"But our things…"
"We need help." Billie said, wise beyond her years. "From an adult… but we don't need things… We don't need anything as long as we're together."
Toni only nodded with tears still streaming down her cheeks and taking each other by the hands they walked towards a still unknown future.
And there. Done! I made up some as you can see. I hope it all makes sense. I think it sort of does…
Random fact
The details about when the twins were born- 32 weeks, their mum going on a checkup and there noticing that her blood pressure was high because of preeclampsia, the nurses telling her to call her husband and him taking her to another hospital where, the next day a C-section was made for the babies to be born. These details are the same as what happened when my mum was pregnant and having me. I'm not a twin. But I thought it could be interesting if I put those details there. As well as the twins being smaller than they should (I think for twins and triplets etc. it's quite common for them to be smaller than they should at the time, I was "only" small because of the preeclampsia) And there it was.