What if Kim Doosik gave Lee Mihyun a better goodbye than staring at her through her office window before flying to North Korea?
Episode 9 alternate scene.
Lee Mihyun received the call from security about Kim Doosik's arrival hours ago. She'd gone down to get coffee but hadn't seen him. He and Jang Ju-won had gone straight to the shooting range, she had drunk her coffee and listened to them shoot. She listened to his footsteps as he was escorted to Director Min's office and she returned to hers disappointed.
She waited, it was all that she could do. Filling her time with mundane tasks, recategorising her files, clearing her emails. An unexpected side effect of there mission to get to know Kim Doosik wasn't just the love that had grown for him, but her work and desk had never been more organised. It wasn't enough though, work didn't stop her mind wandering, thinking about his eyes and how they shined when they looked at her, the apple of his check pulled up in a smile and his lips, his lovely lips and how she wished to taste them again.
Lee Mihyun was letting her mind travel down dangerous roads, she needed to reign herself in. She had thought of his lips more than enough, too much even. She thought of them at work and at home and in bed. She thought of them last night kissing up and down her body as she came hard on her own fingers.
Dejected and resigned to another lonely night she turned her computer off and made her way to her car. As late as it was the car park wasn't empty, the ANSP was always on and never off the clock.
She drove home but stayed in her car, she didn't want to go up to her apartment and let her mind wander again, she wanted her control back. Since Director Min had assigned her this mission and she'd seen that black and white photo of Kim Doosik only to find him so colourful in real life her grasp on herself had slipped.
'A walk.' She said aloud. 'A walk is what I need.' Leaving her car she walked towards the residential area with the large older houses. Curious by nature, as every ANSP agent should be she looked in the gardens and the windows as she walked by and imagined the lives of those who lived there.
She didn't hear footsteps, he was in the air and he made very little sound but she had tuned into his heartbeat and breathing pattern the first time they had dinner and she slowed her steps to a halt, stopping in the shadows and waited for him to come to her.
He landed in front of her with those beautiful eyes and she thought he looked sad and it hurt her heart. Now she understood why he didn't come to her at headquarters. He had come to say goodbye.
Words got stuck in her throat and all she could do was look at him and drink him in.
Taking a step closer he reached for her hand and then seemingly thought better of it and stopped.
'Hello.' He settle on, hands firmly by his side.
'Hello.' She managed to get out. Neither of them spoke for a moment, 'I'm walking before I head home, needed to clear my head.' She gestured to the way she had just walked.
'Ah, may I accompany you?' He still looked so sad.
Nodding, she reached for his hand and held it tightly as they walked down to road.
Mihyun was comfortable with silence as was Doosik but there was something inside her that needed to speak. She wanted to share things with him before he left, share anything and everything. She spoke about what she thought the family with the blue door and circle windows were doing, what the house with the lights still on in the kitchen were cooking. She spoke and he listened as they left the path and entered a park filled with tall trees.
They found a bench in the middle of the park and sat and only then was Mihyun quiet. She was watching the stars peaking through the clouds when he squeezed her hand and spoke.
'I'm going on a mission. I don't know when I'll be back.' He turned to her, release her hand and place his hands on her shoulders turning her to face him.
'I…I needed to see you before I left.' And with that he drew her in for a kiss.
They wrapped their arms around each other, getting as close as they could, Mihyun found herself on his lap when she felt the first drop of rain. Rain came down fast as they ran under the nearest tree, breathless with laughter and love.
'Thank you for coming to say goodbye.' She said as he leaning against the trunk of the tree. The smile he gave her left her no choice but to reach for his face and bring their lips together again. She poured everything unspoken into her kiss.
The sound of the rain, the protection of the tree and the heat of Kim Doosik made her feel safe and warmed her soul. His kiss stoked the fire in her belly and her hands pulled his shirt from his pants so she could feel the skin of his stomach, touch his chest and stroke his back. His own hands found their way under her shirt to grip her waist, undo her bra and palm her breasts.
He broke away from their kiss and his head fell back going the tree trunk as she kissed and sucked his neck as her hands undid his belt and then Kim Doosik let out a strangled oath as she grasped his length.
He was hot, hard and smooth in her hand and it only increased her need for him. She wanted him desperately. He was going to leave and the missions he went on never guaranteed a return. He could get hurt, get killed and he'd never know how much he meant to her. She wanted to show him, she needed to show him.
Her knees landed on the cold wet grass and she took him in her mouth.
'Mihyun! Mihyun, you don't have to-' She interrupted him.
'I want to, I really want to.' The truth, undeniable.
He groaned and his breathing changed becoming short and sharp under her ministrations and his hands tangled in her hair as she touched and tasted him as she liked. Too soon he pulled her up and in one quick movement had her back pressed against the tree. He gave her a deep dark kiss as his hands found their way under her skirt and touched her between her legs.
It was good, so good. He was heavy against her and his hands made her body burn and heart race. She wanted more.
'I want you inside me, please inside me.' She wasn't above begging.
Dropping his head to her shoulder he hooked his arm under her knee and shifting himself between her legs and then they were together and it was perfect.
He pushed against her, covering her body with his. She grasped his back and let herself feel. She burned so brightly, he made her feel like flying when she was on the ground. She bit his shoulder when she came and when he was about to pull out, she whispered for him to come inside her and the noise he made when he did would stay with her through the lonely nights ahead.
He rested against her for a while, breathing her in, dropping lingering kisses on her mouth before they broke apart, cleaned up and made themselves presentable.
The rain had stopped and they left the park, walking back to Mihyun home but the intimacy they had shared stayed. Soft conversation and Doosik's arm slung over her shoulder pulling her into his side to press another kiss to her lips.
They slowed when they saw her car, it was fruitless to delay the inevitable but that didn't stop them from trying. When they reached it they stopped and turned to one another. Tears prickled her eyes as she spoke.
'Stay Safe.' He was a black ops ANSP agent, safe was not an option.
'And you.' One last kiss shared and he was gone and she was alone.
Alone in her apartment and alone at work but not alone in her memories.
Authors note:
Lee Mihyun is 24 years old when she meets Kim Doosik in the show and she is a trained ANSP agent, she is fully aware and not afraid of sex.
Kim Doosik loves her and would not give up a chance to have sex with her.