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So…what he should expect today?
Definitely not sex because he wasn't a doll to be used.
Hell no he wasn't going to fill a void for rejection, he doesn't have this type of problems for anyone and isn't interested at all to adopt them
Remember Arthur, you didn't fuck her enough to adopt any problem. But the thing is that your manlet brain makes you attached to a certain woman when you repeat sexual intercourse and its good. That's why it makes you go to Paradise Falls in the first place when she wasn't even contacting you because she clearly was trying to get Danse in her heart shaped bed.
He sighted, repeating himself this time no get fucking attached again. I mean apparently she didn't cheat on him despise not having anything but wasn't fucking him with the heart, have some other man in mind, and that hurts his pride.
Arthur also think they have something growing…
His mind keep asking why the hell he was answering the call, why he was going to this date, of course she was going to try to seduce and convince him that he got all wrong, she didn't explain to him enough, that she didn't feel anything anymore for Danse…and sureeeeeeeeee try to fuck him, again.
Oh my gosh he almost cum inside that day, he avoided a big one.
So whyyyyyyyy was he going today? Why did he dress and arrive a ventibird?
He didn't want sex today, wasn't sure if he wanted her at all but he did want a child with her!
This was confusing.
For some reason the ventibird didn't land in the same area from the last time, but now at the top of the bowling building, now the brotherhood did an improvised helicopter port. When Arthur move down he find some metallic stairs to go down the street but at the same time he cover his eyes with his arm to avoid sand and dirt getting on his face from all the wind and bustle from the ventibird he crashed against something, someone.
A pretty thin woman with a Laundered blue dress, huge skirt flying up moving with the wind.
His heart drop inside his chest at the same time she also cover her face to avoid getting hit by something and her black curled hair flying around, she picked up his hand and moved him down the stairs to stand on the street.
Once the wind was off, Arthur take a look around.
-Well well look at that –he said surprised about the good organization and movement.
There was tents, yes, its true, but they didn't look raggy, or dirty, or unpolished, nono, they were decent sales post with clients, people passing by, brotherhood soldiers walking as security and even paying for the services around the tents
-Elder –Nora call, with her beautiful red lips at his side- are you really dressing like that?
He stop for a moment and then look at his boots. He was in his black suit and coat as usual.
-What do you mean? It is safe here doesn't? –she sighted and quickly place a Wrapped cap on his head, moving it down his neck, right, it was a good idea to camouflage anyway
-You are the elder and we isn't just a brotherhood camp, theres a lot of people –she whisper covering his face to the nose at least- I know most of the people doesn't know how you look but you aren't dress like a normal folk
-But it is safe here or not?
-Give me your coat, lets just cross the street to the cinema shall we? –he rolled his eyes and give her the coat, Nora pick his arm between hers and place the coat in the middle, he blushed at the image of having a kinda prewar wife on a dress hanging on his arm but then reminded himself why he was here…
Wait why is he here again?
She was attentive surely, looking at every side, it was such a simple task, crossing the street, even surrounded by brotherhood security in the towers and post, in every corner there was a brotherhood soldier but still, she obviously watch for him.
Arthur took the little moment to appreciate the good work into making it a transitable steet but full of life and…work…
The merchants, travelers, caravans, sellers, customers, even the braminhs walking by their owners with the rope in hand…She made it, she achieved this peace in this place were before it was an abandoned land full of raiders enslaving innocent people.
He take a breath in, she did, it was her folder, her plan.
The Twiring of lights above the stalls illuminating everything for some reason made it look magical. Like some kind of peace he only see in dreams.
But he can see from the way her shoulders were tense, and how she came prepared with a hat to cover his identity that it wasn't enough, it wasn't enough for her, it was still wastelands trash.
She actually open the hudge and heavy door of the cinema, surprising Arthur, both get inside and she closed, this time, with keys.
-Its only 20:30hs, theres still time, I arrived early –she sighted and lean against a wall- I would like to walk around, I haven't see it finished.
-Maybe in another day when you don't look like so elder, much more casual –what the hell was wrong with him?- tonight its bussy around, I didn't expect that much of people, which means I have to remove some business plazas to maximize the walking distribution, its not good for the security having that much traffic
She was working, always working, her mind was always planning something.
-Doesn't look like, why is it empty? I know its early but I hoped –he didn't know what to hope honestly.
-Its my cinema silly, I booked all the seats just for us
That sounded wrong for Arthur.
-Its not exactly your cinema
-Oh right, I forget, it's the brotherhood cinema, yeah, ill guess youll do such a good work making this place operative and profitable –the man rolled his eyes, tired, what was this all about?- besides I watch by myself all this 100 movie tapes to check which ones were in good state or no so I control the damn schedule
-Why did you call me Nora? –he spit- are we alone this time for real? You can call me Arthur
-Alright –she said walking off the entrance, the man followed her surprised that now there was a lot of fluffly seats organized for multiple people to sit around in direction where the proyector was pointing. Not much seats because the room wasn't as big anyway
-Car seats? –he asked.
-Yeah, I wonder why they make this place a car cementery to make walls only.
-Because raiders are stupid
Silence, it was still early, and she wasn't even looking at him
-I wanted to apologize –she said walking around searching for something- and talk
-Can I sit? –he said and leave his coat aside taking also off the cap, sitting in one of the car sears looking in front of him at the white wall were the movie will be displayed. They smell good, and looked clean with the lights off, makes him wonder how much abraxo and brushes take to leave them this verbose- Danse talked to me
For some reason there was noise were she was, but he didn't want to look at her.
-Did you believe what he said?
There was noise like when someone is cooking what the hell
-Which part?
-Everything, I know he badmouths about me
-Is that how you call it? –gosh he was in the middle of a couple fight because his lastname was desired.
-Well I don't think im unbalanced for having standards
-How about the part you were high over heels after his ass for 10 years? –she made a silence even with whatever she was being noisy- you have been his sister for more than a decade and don't know he was my friend since I was an initiate? I knew it even before you came for your proposition to me
-It was noticeable?
-Very, I even ask him once why he didn't approach you –again, silence- responded me like you cook unborn babys in your free time –which makes him wonder with the smell in the air- what are you doing?
-Not unborn babys that's for sure –she came walking in her high heels and in that pretty dress with a pan on her hand, Arthur looked at her grunting in his insides, she really looked like a prewar wife- popcorn
There was corn seeds along with grease and salt.
-What its that?.
-Corn seeds cooked with sugar normally, but I didn't find refined sugar or neither butter, so instead im using Brahmin grease and salt, not everybody is a fan of salty popcorn but I work with what I have.
-Never ate it before.
-Really? I do my investigation and it isn't that weird it's a thing passed on generation by generation to this days in all america
-Only eat corn boiled entirely
-Well, wastelanders cook popcorn as a threat, a candy, and it is, a chip or snack –Nora shut her mouth, maybe it was a poor wastelander snack and he didn't experience it ever, he was protected since childhood- back then when you go to the cinema you can buy this and eat it while the movie plays, it was a thing everybody do
-That's interesting –he said and she came back to prepare the hotpot.
-Im sorry- she said out and loud for him to listen, and then shut, leaving the popcorn cook under the lid of the pan- I should contact you sooner to clarify things.
-That doesn't change your feelings for him-he sounded upset- that's what you should told me sooner
-Does that really…affect you? –now the man step and look back, she was looking at him
Arthur felt annoyed, played. Like it was so easy to not feel anything…
-Are you really asking me that?
-Well I thought you were just…-she ran out of words trying so hard to not say playing with me because it would be uncomfortable- joking around about the pregnancy thing
-Were you joking around!? –he ask raising his voice
-Im not! I really want to get pregnant and continue what I left pending with Nate and my son!
-And how the hell that cant affect me!?
-Well you never did specifically what needs to be done for that, right? –she sounded nervous, and distraught.
Its true, he never took too seriously the part of cumming inside or not to get her pregnant, in any case he pulled out specifically to not get her pregnant NOW.
His fingers pressed on the car seat annoyed–Are you really that much into Danse? Still?
Something started to sound, loud, like shooting, Nora see the change on his panicked face and ran towards him placing a hand on his chest to calm him
-Its okay its okay! It's the popcorn! The seeds explodes and open! Its normal! Its not shooting or anything! Its just a sound! –he look at her nervous little smile stranged, and then look down at the hand on his chest.
And breath out, he missed to be touched there, by her hands, Arthur pick up her wrist and then lean down his head to look into her eyes- answer me, Nora
-Eh? –she asked, feeling her legs tremble at such intense gaze.
-Are you still into that man so much?
Silence, the popcorn sounded in the background but she hesitated to form words in her lips.
-I don't want to –she answers breathing from her nose- I shouldn't right? after being repeatedly rejected over ten years but I still am –at hearing that the grip on her wrist grew tighter-kinda, a little, in the deep down at least, I don't want but I cant run from it, not for now, not yet and I now its stupid from my part
The man let go her wrist and looked away, pressing his lips together defeated trying to hide his disappointment-We should watch the movie –he simply said, coming back to his seat, Nora came where the popcorn was and turn the heat down, taking off the lid to let it cool at room temperature and search for a bowl with paper to dry off the grease.
She turned off the lights and prepare the projector for the movie to start playing, the man wonder where the sound came from but avoided to look at her.
It wasn't going to work. No matter how much he waited it would be useless. He cant give more than what he already has.
He was at the top of this world and she even has more than him. It wasn't intelligent to became attached just because she fucked him good.
She sit by his side with the bowl of one of the most peculiar foods he had ever seen
-Its edible –she said without any energy on her voice.
Arthur picked one, it was soft, melted in his mouth, wet, and salty, can taste it in the salt and the grease.
Thing is that even if she was seriously dejected, the hand traveling from his mouth to the bowl encounter her skin more than once, since she was holding the bowl and it took Nora a few bad looks only to put the bowl at a side on another seat and climb on his legs. Of course despite everything it took Arthur just one second to accept it and place his hands on her hips.
Even with the movie playing on the background, the sounds and the music weren't enough to distract him from the view.
Gosh she looked beautiful.
-What do you want from me then? –he said with a raspy voice, out of breath, remembering the last time they were together in almost this exact situation under more happy circunstances.
-A baby –she said feeling suddenly aroused by that pair of words
-What if I just let you go? –for a moment she stay in silent, with her eyes lost in the background, looking at the projector, the man looked at his back but there was nothing there, she was just zooning out.
-Will you ever want something from me? –she said and he leaned his head against her chest, feeling it warm and cozy, like he needed to be there-something more
-I don't know, will you accept it? –his lips talking against her boobs gives her tickles- why should I bother if I don't know if you are willing for that to happen? Im not going to purposely hurt myself knowing what I know
Her hands cupped the back of his head, caressing slowly, giving him little massages under his skult with the tip of her fingers, relaxing and making the mans head woozy in relaxation.
-Did you hope for anything to happen before all of this?
He stop for a minute, smelling on her chest, taking some air, enjoying like it was the last time he would be able to do it.
-Yes, I was
Goddamit.
This would be a good moment to say I like you. But now it sounds like a terrible idea.
Not to this woman, not to someone with feelings for someone else, no matter the condition of that relationship.
-Then im so so sorry –she said gently moving his head backwards, pushing him and then raising his chin moving her thin hands bellow his jaw, caressing his beard and cheeks while getting lost into his light blue eyes- do you want me now?
Not really.
But yeah, why not.
He nodded and close his eyes, surrending, Nora close her hands around his cheeks and kiss him deeply, the man felt something burning on his mouth but still let her all while her hands moved down on his neck wrapping around his veins, looking for the zipper, making the man felt something deep down when the sound of the zipper cut the air in half going down.
It didn't pass much before they were fucking, Arthur not even touching her ass but just playing with the fabric of the skirt over her hips loving the shape of her curves, that light and extense cloth getting between his fingers, he wasn't even able to see between the darkness, the flashing lights and the skirt but he can feel it all and it was good, so good but…
Nora was gripping the hairs on his pectorals with her fingers as if she really needed that grip, using his chest as support so she could move her hips up and down repeatedly, spreading her legs out to the sides of the car seat, taking him all. Gosh she loved his chest, it was beautiful, well shaped, hard, warm, masculine, had a really really nice essence but…
Why none of them were really turned on!?
He wasn't as hard and she wasn't as wet as any other days, it was becoming uncomfortable with a burning feeling between both parts when moving and trying to make it better took so much more work than she wished for it to became comfortable and it wasn't working.
-Im sorry –he said picking her hips, stopping her in his place- its just isn't the same as the other days –Nora stopped, looking up for a moment, trying to swallow some tears of frustration but…he was right, then she hold on his shoulders and nodded taking a breath out.
-You are right –she said defeated, placing a hand on his chest and getting up, sitting at the side, Arthur quickly stand up to fix his suit up and close it-sorry –she mumble while fixing her dress and underwear, annoyed, her body didn't collaborate but it was true it wasn't comfortable anymore, it wasn't a nice feeling, not even for the pleasure.
-I should go –when he said that she shut her eyes and close her legs, yeah, why not.
-Okay –when it was the last time she felt so collapsed? Humiliated? He was not doing that on purpose at all but the whole set of unfortunate events makes her blood boil
-Thank you for the popcorn, I never tasted it before –said Arthur finishing with the neck of his suit and picking again his coat- im heading back to the Citadel –was she coming back? Its been almost 3 months since she came to Paradise Falls to work…2 months and some weeks surely
-Ill open the door –said the woman getting up from the seat waving the keys around. Yeah, funny time is over- Find some brotherhood soldier around, they are aware of your presence here and will help you with the ventibird, don't worry, they are waiting for you to ask them for anything so I ordered it
She will not accompany him to the ventibird? Fuck not pleasing a woman until the end had severe consequences.
He said goodbye but she didn't respond, just look somewhere else, zooning out, was she offended? Terribly offended?, as soon the door was closed he heard a loud crash and a scream inside. Feminine rage.
That sound make his spine shiver from heads to toes fucking hell he was always dodging bullets with her, but for some reason he didn't want to. He didn't want anymore.
He wanted them both to be well.