"I WASN'T TALKING TO THEM CHASE! I WASN'T!" Kevin pleaded as Chase pinned him to the wall.

"WHY WERE THEY STANDING BY YOU?' Chase demanded as he threw Kevin down. Kevin only whimpered. "YOU BETTER HAD NOT LOOKED UP!" Chase yelled straight in to Kevin ear. He then kicked in the back. Kevin let out a yelp as he fought back tears. Chase then picked him up Again and slammed him against the lockers."You know no one wants you!" Chase said as Kevin trembled. "YOU'RE NOTHING!"

"I'm nothing!" Kevin repeated as he finally believed it. He then began to sob. He then heard footsteps as his body was lifted ant thrown into the mirror shattering. He then laid there as Chase stood over him. He tried to breath, but found it hard as his saw chase hovering over him.

"Worthless" Chase said as he turned away. . Hearing the door shut, Kevin sobbed hard and trembled he loss all controlled. He worried about Nazz since she knelt down by him. He then opened his eyes and saw the pieces of mirror around. He felt something trickled down his face. He then grabbed one and pulled it towards with his bloody had. He then saw part of his torn up face. He then cried harder for several minutes.

As he laid there, vision of everything that has happen flashed through his mind. He thought about how he got to where he was. About how he couldn't even look at his friends. About how for the past week or two he hadn't had really talked to any one. About how Chase had attacked him. But most importantly, how he let Janis go.

"I hate… it!" He blurted without thinking. Shock at the statement, he sat up. The thought return along with an old feeling of rage."I HATE IT!" He thought again, "I hate MY LIFE, I hate it, I hate them, I hate…" He then began to regain his energy with the rage. Visions of case passed through his mind He the glared at him self in a mirror over a sink. "I HATE HIM!" He muttered began to breathe harder as he clenched the broken mirror piece in his hand. Leaning over the sink, He concentrated on his new hatred. He then left the locker room still holding the mirror piece.

Before the bell rang, Kevin found a closest to hide in. His rage was still growing ever slowly. He fumbled the mirror piece around as he thought about Chase and the others. A moment of weakness rushed over him and the rage faded as tears fell. "I HATE HIM!" He shouted wanted the rage to return. It slowly grew again. He then curled up and stared at the mirror piece, not knowing the reason of why he took it.

His rage consumed him with in days. He was no longer felt any thing. He carried the mirror piece around. As he hid in closets, He stared at the piece. He wanted the pain he felt to stop. The thought of Janis didn't come to his mind. All there was was hatred. He spent most of his time in dark closet with his mirror piece. He wanted Chase to pay.

One day he decided to go to the bench and sit for awhile. He had given up on eating almost totally, except when he ate at home. He didn't want to feel sick like he had been after he ate. Heading back to the bench, he thought about the weekend that he last saw Janis. Her face was now a distant memory and had been fading. As he turned the corner he heard footsteps. They stopped at the same time he did.

"Kevin," A voice broke the silence, "Is that you?" He gulped the instance he recognized Janis's voice. Kevin stood silence. He fought hard to keep his rage going. "You look different!" Janis's voice sounded worried. "I haven't seen you in while. Are you ok?"

"I'm fine!" Kevin Snapped.

"Are you sure?" Janis said as she stepped closer. "I've been looking for you. …. I miss you"

"You shouldn't be back here!" He grumbled. "You need to go! NOW!"

"WHY? " Janis question, "I can eat where ever I choose."

"You shouldn't be talking to me!" Kevin Grumbled as he started to clinch his fist. "I'm not Kevin!" He breathed.

"What?" Janis asked.

"I'M HAIRS!" Kevin yelled as he started to shake. He wanted to scare her! He wanted to be alone. Yet, he wanted her touch deeply. "JUST GO!" Janis then reached her hand out. "I SAID GO!!" Kevin yelled louder. He then yanked his hood off, revealing his "torn up face". Janis gasp, scared in feared as Kevin glared at her.

"NO! I want to see you!" Janis shouted, "I want to see …"

"I DON'T HAVE ANY FRIENDS!" Kevin shouted louder.

"I'M YOUR FRIEND! …"Janis Yelled

"I KNOW WHAT I AM!" Kevin yelled as he looked at her. "I'M HAIRS!" He began to breathe harder as He glared at her.

"WHAT HAS CHASE DONE TO YOU? ... You've change!" Janis exclaim as she backed away. With out hesitation she left.

"I don't want her around me anymore!" He thought as he took Janis's place on the bench. He then took out the mirror piece. "I WANT TO BE ALONE!" He then felt the over whelming pain as a tear ran down his face. He then regained the rage with the thought of hating Chase! The rage overflowed as he thought of both Janis and Chase at the same time. Tears then filled his eyes. He wanted to stop everything that he was going through. He looked at the mirror piece and thought of Chase. He knew he was nothing. He thought he wouldn't be missed.

He thought about every thing for the next few days. His anger only grew more ramped. His actions and his thoughts weren't clear anymore. He thought of the threats that Chase had made about Rolf and his friends. "He can't get away with this!" He muttered as he stood up in the closet. "I have to…." He then took off and headed towards the cafeteria. He knew it was now or never. He was blinded by the rage. Walking in to the cafeteria, he glared in Chase's direction. "CHASE!" He shouted at the top of his lungs. Chase turned around and spotted him. He then rushed over and shoved Kevin down.

"Why are you in here? You know you don't belong!" Chase said as Kevin struggled to get up. He feared that his rage would fade, but, it only grew, more.

"Fight me!" Kevin said as he started to get up. "FIGHT ME!"

"Fight you?" Chase laughed. Kevin then held the mirror in his pocket as he held back tears.

"I have to do this! He thought as he face chase again. "I WANT TO FIGHT YOU, CHASE!" He yelled! The whole cafeteria stood in silence. Kevin breathed harder as he glared.

"Ok, I'll fight you." Chase laughed." You do know you might not win, Hairs!"

"I DON'T CARE!" Kevin shouted. He then felt the pain in his chest. "I WANT THIS TO BE OVER! FIGHT ME!"

"Fine! Thursday! After school." Chase said as he stepped closer to Kevin. "You might not make it out, after I get done with you." Case spoke softly to Kevin As he shoved him down hard. "NOW! GET LOST!" He yelled. Kevin then left leaving every one in shock.

Once back in the safety of a closet, Kevin realized what happen. He knew he wasn't going to make it. He wanted not make it. He was done! "If he doesn't kill me. I'll do it!" he thought as he collapsed. He then began to fight back tears as he laid there., He wanted the pain to stop. He wanted Janis back. But, He knew he couldn't have her back. It was over. He was going to end his suffering. One way or another he was. He then took the mirror piece out and stared it. Holding it gently as he contemplated everything.