Buffy sat at her own table with a piece of paper and pen. 'What do I know about Angel?' was written at the top.
1) I met him when I first got to Sunnydale, he warned me about the Master and the Harvest.
2) I go on a date with Owen because he reminds of Angel, Willow clocked him at brooding for forty min? Why was I impressed by that? who I've only met once and then break up with Owen because he likes excitement.
3) Angel helps me with the Three and is hurt. I take him home and bandage his injury. He tells me he's attracted to me and we tell mom he's a tutor. We make out and then he vamps out. I keep telling people I was already in love him. I met him a month and half before this and didn't sense he was a vampire. It was only the third time I'd seen him, I think and we only made out for a few minutes. Not long after Darla attacked mom and I thought it was Angel. I tracked him down and we fight. Then he tells me about the soul and being cursed. I offer him my throat, why? Darla attacks us and Angel stakes her. Xander suggested research. Why do we never research the curse? Why do I think it's a blessing?
4) One and half months pass. Invisible girl Marcie Ross tries to kill Cordelia and me. Locks Xander, Willow and Giles in the boiler room with the gas on. Angel arrives with the Pergamum Codex which he told Giles he knew how to find. How did he know where it was? Saves Xander, Willow and Giles.
5) I overhear Giles tell Angel about the prophecy. Why did Giles talk to Angel about it? I was happy to see Angel and then too upset to think about it by what I heard. I quit because I was sixteen and didn't want to die. Angel said 'its not that simple.' I left, portents, Master's rising and go to meet him. Xander has to convince Angel to help. Why didn't Angel want to help? I die and Xander revives me.
5) Return from summer vacation with dad. Mean to Xander to make Angel jealous. Everyone except Xander kidnapped. We save them and Xander tells Giles to leave me be. I smash the Master's bones and cry. Did Angel hold me? I don't remember.
6) Two weeks later, parent teacher night. Drusilla and Spike come to town. Angel hurts my feelings and then won't tell me about Drusilla. Spike attacks the school. Where was Angel?
7) Month and half, sensing a pattern. About a month and a half between Angel encounters. Where is he in between? Why don't I ask? Mad at Angel and go with Cordelia to frat party. Xander finds out something is wrong and gets Angel and Giles. Why would he get Angel? He hates Angel. Need to ask him.
8) Costumes, Willow and I steal a Chronicle and I dress as a woman from Angel's story in the Chronicle. Afterward Angel tells me he hated the women of his time and wanted a girl more like me. The Chronicles say he was a seducer though. And he doesn't tell me what he likes about me.
9) Angel saves Ms. Calender from Eyghon.
10) We meet Kendra who immediately knows he's a vampire. Angel and I have our first official date.
11) My seventeenth birthday. The Judge. Angel and I make love and the curse is broken. We think it's because I made him happy. Other Xander said the curse was on Angelus and it broke because Angelus got something out of it.
12) I let Angelus go. Jenny, Theresa and how many others die? And we still don't research the curse.
13) We find Jenny's notes on the curse and Willow insists she can do it. I believe Angel is innocent and that the spell can save him. Save him from what? Why didn't we check? All I wanted was Angel back. Xander says Angel was free of pain and the spell put him in Hell. I understand that now. I thought I was in Heaven and then got pulled back into what felt like Hell. I send Angel to Hell to save the world. Angelus had been killing for months at this point. Why did I let it go so far?
14) Angel comes back from Hell and I hide him. Xander sees us and tells the others. Willow is hurt, Xander pissed and Giles nearly Rippers out on me because Angelus tortured him.
15) The First haunts Angel and Angel wants to die. He says it's the man in him that's truly evil. I tell him he's being a coward and I won't mourn for him. It snows and he decides not to kill himself.
16) We go on a date to a movie. Technically our second date.
17) Badness with Faith. Mayor makes prediction about our relationship. Angel's poisoned by Faith and I try to feed Faith to him. She escapes and I feed myself to him. I risk the entire world for him a second time. Angel breaks up with me.
'Should have asked Xander to clarify the Angel tried to kill him twice thing.'
'When and where did we actually have a relationship?!'
"Jean, Emma suggested I get tested to see if I caught anything sexually, I mean, by having sex with vampires."
"I can help you with that, Buffy. I can have answers for you in a couple days. I just need a few different samples from you."
"I appreciate it."
