Entry #2
I'm awake for the first time in a long time, I feel completely, and undeniably wide awake. I welcome the day because I know I will see her.
Elena. She's beautiful. Inside and out. I haven't known her long, but I know this about her already. She is warm, loving, kind, and compassionate. She feels deeply about her friends and family and wants them to be happy.
She barely knows anything about me, but already she's accepted me. When I dropped her journal off at her house, she invited me to go with her to meet her friends at the Mystic Grill. Last night, she trusted me enough to invite me into her house so that we could talk.
We spent hours discussing different books and movies and music we both like.
Just being near her makes me feel…happy. I haven't felt this way in a very long time. I find myself wanting to be with her more and more. I have to be careful though. I can't allow myself to lose control around her. I would rather die than do anything to hurt Elena.
