sabina21: well you'll find out now. lol

kera69love: yeah I do realize that, so I decided for there to be some more resolution that just what I initially did.

smoon4409: oh yeah Mamoru did do some clean up on his butt. lol

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Closure never felt so good

Drabble 416

Usagi POV

I plan to put this crap behind us. After that long evening of anger that resulted in some damned good sex we went over to my parents' place. The guy was taking the video down and no one, or at least no one except for the viewers that did see it will see the video anymore or again. It was still in the back of my mind though. What if those viewers knew my parents? Adult or not they would barbecue us both.

As we walk in we see my parents looking very disheartened. I try to NOT think of the worst case scenario. "

What's wrong?" I ask as my dad looks up. He looks more angry than I can remember seeing him. "Dad?" I question as he asks, "Did you NOT think we would see it?"

I try to not let on that I suspect what he's talking about.

"See what?" I ask, playing dumb.

"We saw the video Usagi," My mother says. "One of our friends saw it and forwarded us the link."

I look at Mamoru who's got an angry expression on his face too.

"They must not have been able to take all the links down yet," He fumed.

It's then my dad comes up to us both but mostly towards Mamoru.

"I said yes to the two of you getting married cause you assured me you'd protect her, is THIS what you call protecting her?!" The rage was building in all of us.

"It's NOT his fault dad. It's that asshole's fault for pulling security video and posting it online."

To this they both look at me in confusion so I give them a quick rundown of what happened…minus the actual sex parts.

"What a dick." My dad says though I'm hoping he's referring to the actual ass and NOT Mamoru. "I should go over there and give him a good kick in the ass."

"I already tried that, two security guards prevented it…but the store manager assured me they'd be taking the video down and the guy was fired over it."

My father seems to relent on him a bit as Mamoru gets a call. He takes it and looks more confused and flustered than before.

"What is it?" I ask as the call ends.

"While they have the external links down they said that they are having trouble with the original one."

I look at him as he explains this.

"I don't like the sound of that," I tell him.

"Me either. I think the original is protected by that guy and he's not giving in but this is conjecture at best and a wild guess," He surmises as I look over to my upset parents then back to him.

"Stay here with my parents, there's something I have to do."

Mamoru balks at this for a moment as he looks over at my still upset parents. "Now?" he asks me as I turn back to him and reply, "Yup."

As I leave I hear my mom say, "What will we tell our families or friends if they see it?" as I take off on my quest. I found myself after about twenty minutes back in front of the store. One that I'm finding myself being at far too many times in one week. As a sales associate comes up to me she seems to recognize me and calls for the manager before I can even utter a word. Not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing.

When the manager comes out he's seemingly happy yet nervous. "Hello, may I take this as you are coming to pick up some furniture pieces?" he asks.

"No, this is regarding the 'indiscretion' and I'd like to speak with the person who's responsible for this problem." I keep myself tightly composed as I really want to snap and yell but he's NOT my target.

"Ahh…yeah well that person is not in today as he was let go." Before I can demand the guy's information an employee calls out, "Hey Parker's here for the rest of his stuff, can I let him into the back – oh never mind the other manager is here."

I zero in on my target. As the manager before me goes to try to stop me I shoot him a glare that makes him back off as he's getting called further onto the floor.

Once I reach the back area the other associate sees me and before he can tell me I can't be back here, I spot this Parker. Now I'm glad that Mamoru gave me the details.

"Parker." I snap as he sees me and rolls his eyes.

"Oh, it's you. The uppity bitch who wouldn'- " before the manager in the back can stop me, I knee him in the balls. He falls over as the manager pulls me back, "Miss you can't be back here assaulting people."

I look at her. "Look, this man assaulted me first verbally, then with a video online that he KNEW would draw responses." I look over to the guy now on the floor as he gets back up. "Seriously what's your problem? Why me? Why go this far? Other than stopping you from trying to blackmail us in the first place we did nothing to you. You started this NOT us."

He snarls back at me, "And if you had just bent over and took it this would be over with."

I shake my head. "No it wouldn't have and you know it."

He backs up still in pain.

"You know damn good and well you'd have hung the video over my head for the foreseeable future so that you could get whatever you wanted out of me whenever you wanted."

He didn't even have it in him to look at me nor talk back.

"You can't even deny it can you? I don't know what's going on in your personal life that made you do this I really don't…," I begin. "And frankly that's your business…however, had you been a decent guy, had you been someone with morals that wanted something real and long lasting I could have set you up on a date with one of my friends. I could have helped. I have several female friends and if I didn't know how ugly your personality was or how much of a despicable person you were, I'd actually say you were a nearly cute looking guy that I could see dating one of them."

He had the guts to look at me as I said this. That's when I saw the dawning realization hit him hard. "You would have?"

I think it was finally sinking in. "Yeah…but you showed me very quickly that you're not to be trusted, that you don't want something real. Which is what my friends would want in a man, and that you'll stoop very low when you don't get your way," I tell him as he looks away from me.

"You know what the worst part of this is? The video that you had up, my parents saw that. Future employers saw that and this will follow both my fiancées future and my own. He's planning to be a doctor and I'm studying for teaching. What school is going to hire me now that THAT video is out there? What medical profession is going to accept him when that's out there online?"

I walked up to him. No one stops me but the two of them do tense up. "Your petty revenge when you were the one in the wrong to begin with has now wrecked our lives before they could begin."

He actually seems to be remorseful now…somewhat. "What do you want me to do about it? Once something's online it stays there."

I look down. "You and I both know that's not true. NOT when the original source is gone and its external links are deleted."

I could see the resignation in his face. "I just wanted you to feel bad for rejecting me," He states as he goes to the computer, well limps over to the computer.

"I'm engaged." What was so hard to understand about that?

He shrugs. "Wouldn't be the first time an engaged woman has slept with me," he comments.

"Was she blackmailed too?" I ask, mostly in sarcasm till he goes silent. I wonder who the unlucky woman was as I'm sure his associates do too. He spends the next thirty minutes online. Hitting many different keystrokes and from what I've seen both Mamoru and Ami do, is actually deleting the video, the backups AND the external file sources. He shuts the laptop down.

"There, that's everything. All of it." If I didn't see the anger in him at having to do it, the absolute hate that he was beaten…metaphorically and a little literally I wouldn't have believed it.

"Your 'future' is saved," He mocks.

I wish it were true though. "If anything this only prevents it from being spread but there are still so many people who saw the video…,"

Even though I did what I set out to do it doesn't feel like I got much accomplished. "It's not that big of a deal to have a sex tape out there," he tries to wash it away.

"Actually it is…my parents saw that. I've never seen my dad so angry…I thought he was going to…"

I can't help but tear up as I think about the REAL reason, I made sure Mamoru stayed with my parents. I didn't want any health-related issues to arise due to this. My dad is healthy but stress and anger when the levels are elevated enough can cause anything to happen. It's then that another man comes into the back. He looks to be a near duplicate older version of the ass who did this all in the first place.

"You must be the young lady."

He knows. I sigh, "Yes." As he states, "Listen I can't begin to understand the pain this has caused you both or your extended family but I do have a solution in mind that far exceeds some free furniture."

I give him a sad smile, "I don't know how that is possible but go ahead." I give him the space to speak. "I'm on several boards. One of which has a prestigious doctor on it… ."

My eyes widen as Mamoru and Ami both have mentioned her before. She's a brilliant diagnostician and has been on several boards herself for nearly a decade. I've only met her once at a ball held by Mamoru's university but still, she leaves an impression of happiness with her wife and their adopted kids.

"I see you know who I'm talking about."

I nod at his words.

"I've made contact with her and she sent me this to give to whichever of the two of you would be coming in next." He hands me over the document. I'm speechless as I read the 'letting of recommendation' for Mamoru. He's been trying to get one from just one of her protégé's alone for months because of how hard it is to get one from working with her. He hands me another letter. I look at him and am stunned to find a similar one only from a professor at my college. I had been working hard to get a 'recommendation' from her but she made it clear she only gives them out when she feels you're ready to become a teacher that she'll put her name to.

"I don't understand how did you know?" I ask him, stunned by the letters.

"Let's just say when your son royally screws himself over and thus puts strain on the family, it puts things into perspective. that and a lot of extensive online digging into records found you both and what you're looking for."

I had to admit they really did help us out for this. These letters will go a long way to making people look past the video and into who WE are as people and professionals in our fields.

I resist looking exceptionally pleased even though I am as I look back over at Parker. He's clearly not happy right now as his father cleans up another mess of his.

"And your son?" I asked his father.

"He has already been released from his job AND until the blowback of this video goes away he's also been cut off financially."

That's when I see Parker go livid and start to yell at his father as I get pulled out by the other manager. The yells can be heard for another fifteen feet till I hear his father shout something and things go quiet. I know that parental yell. Parker is getting chewed out...again. It's a seemingly endless trip back to the house. When I get back in, things are calmer than before. I fill everyone in on what happened as they seemed to be more pleased than before. Dad looks much calmer, though that could be in part due to mom's camomile tea.

Mamoru and I leave as we take the scenic route back to the condo. Once inside I'm still upset and mentally drained but I need my man's physical presence to pull me back into the present and NOT let my interactions today with the guy get the better of me. We start out just holding one another. As I slowly slip into his lap, both my legs in front of me as he holds me close, I feel him pulling at me tighter.

I breathe in and out till I feel myself calming down. Once I can sense that my brain is no longer running on nothing but that dirtbag I look up to Mamoru who's looking down at me.

"Thanks," I say, knowing that while he didn't physically do much his being here, and supporting me mentally and emotionally just by holding me gave me more comfort than trying to give me an elongated speech.

"No Usagi…," he pulls my face in to look at him. Right away I see the anguish behind his own eyes. "Thank you...I..."

I can practically feel the blame that he's putting on himself for this mess but it's NOT his fault. I put my fingers to his lips and shush him further by kissing him. I had only meant for it to be a kiss to make him see that he wasn't in the wrong but the passion in us begins to take over once more.

Like usual it's not only needed to heal the mind, give food to the starving heart, but to quench the thirst of emotional need that built up this evening. We don't even speak at this point. Our clothes just come off as we strip the other of the articles and don't give a damn about anything else going on. I'm straddling him at this point as my skirt gets hiked up. My panties get pulled at so hard that they begin to tear till Mamoru has had enough and rips the one side off allowing him to plunge himself into me full force.

I gasp at the intensity of the intrusion, feeling him filling me up as he gently begins to give me little thrusts that are met with equal yet little push back as I enjoy the feelings our connection evokes. He pulls me down onto him as I enjoy the feeling of him going into me. I begin to ride him slowly, pressing myself down against him as he enjoys the benefits of me surrounding him, his voice carrying out his vocal grunts.

We go slowly at first, much like our silent start as we feel each other up first. Enjoying the relaxing touch were evoking within each other. His hands toying with my breasts, my nipples perking up at his attention right before he begins to suckle first one breast in then the other, letting his saliva leave a wet trail that enjoy feeling afterwards. The cool air hitting my wet skin makes me smile at knowing his touch is on me.

He goes back and forth a few times before playing with his hands on them again. He angles himself to rub his member against me in a way that makes me want more of him. I need to feel all of him. I hold on to his form as I cling to him. Our movements are growing in intensity and speed as he gains more momentum. I begin to speed up faster and begin to buck on and against him with my own motions.

I can feel the buildup turning into a near crescendo. Our movements stir us up even further once we start at a faster pace. I can feel the passion burning within me, the need getting higher and higher. It's not till on the next bounce up that Mamoru holds me in place so that only the tip is inside of me that I look down and see the burning expression in his eyes. I crave to see him like this more often.

His own lust, love and passion swimming in his dark depths as he bores his eyes into my own. If I were a lesser woman, his sheer fire alone for me would be too much to handle. As he holds me up with his corded arms he turns me around, his cock still vibrating on the inside of my lower lips, I tremble with anticipation. He makes sure my legs are to either side of him again, this time facing away from him before he slams me back down on him.

I can't stop the cry of pleasure that hits me. He's so deep inside that as I bend forward his cock keeps me erect. Forcing me to cry out for more. I slowly go up and down, building the rhythm once more but this doesn't take too long as he begins to pull me up and down upon himself with more fervor than before. I can feel him widening up, signalizing his near pending release as I begin to clench down around him.

I want to make this last, to enjoy this longer, but both of us know that the orgasm is near and we want it as much as we want this to keep going on. We both lose control of the rhythm, our bodies getting carried away by the intensity we are feeling. It isn't till I feel mine hit me that I spring my whole body back and arch as I feel my orgasm carry him over to. My cry is matched by his yelp as we keep thrusting against one another.

Enjoying the pleasure as we continue on. It's not till we've exhausted our bodies that we stop, though we don't disconnect. We remain in this position for several more minutes, enjoying the quietness for a few more moments before reality sets in.

"When did you want to go get that furniture?" Mamoru asks me. Reality is back and so is the knowledge of the letters. I grab for my purse which is sitting on the coffee table. Having been forgotten when we got back.

"Here." I give him the letter that's for him and hear the sigh.

"Wow...this is amazing. Usa...you really did it."

I shake my head. "No, we did this. Or really it was the factor that we do work hard for what we want to do in life and what's recently happened will NOT stand in our way," I assure him as he wraps his arms around me in another massive hug that makes me giggle as he kisses me several times over.

"I love you," I tell him as he pulls me in for a kiss that I know is his way of saying 'I love you too'.