sabina21: I think the one thing they both have in common is that they don't see what they have themselves. He doesn't see how attractive he is to women nor her to the guys that are around them. It's what makes them work so well together but also what can cause discord for them as the unknown causes of their spats. Yes it leads to them having loads of make ups but still, it's the cause of disruptions to since their both at times oblivious to what or who wants them.
kera69love: true, very true but not all the time have they been caught by cool people. They've also been caught by people who banned them from stores for their 'illicit acts'. Lol trust me I've been with previous partners in certain public places that were definitely NOT for that type of use, and we never truly got caught.
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Summer fun is a blast
Drabble 433
Usagi POV
This was a good evening. Granted it didn't start out that way. The monster being the main reason but now that things were dwindling down it was getting to be a somber evening. It was a warm night but not too warm. As I stood outside on the porch of the cabin we were staying in I was talking with Seiya. He was a good guy, and I knew it deep down inside but sometimes he really did get on my ever loving nerves.
It didn't help that I think he had a thing for me. I felt bad though. My heart was with another and I couldn't reciprocate his feelings. Even if I wasn't with Mamoru as much as I like Seiya, I'm not feeling a connection between us. It's like…what's a good metaphor for oil and gas and mixing? I wonder.
"Hey," Seiya gets my attention again.
"Sorry, was thinking," I admit as I listen to him go on and on again about random matters.
I know he means well but I can't help but think about Mamoru and what he's doing right now over in America. I know he studies so hard and works very well at his studies. He's so proud of being able to become a doctor. I can always tell when he sounds so passionate about it. It fills me up with pride and makes me want to study harder for my teaching degree that I'm now pursuing thanks to his encouragement.
Or as Ami calls it my educational degree for teaching. I still listen to Seiya as he sounds like he's trying to be in the moment with me but my heart is just not in it. I feel bad though as he's really trying. Before I can tell him that I'm thinking of calling it a night, wanting to evade the rest of the evening and chill out, maybe even take a dip in the lake he moves forward. Like very fast forward and knocks me over.
I'm on my back in mere seconds flat with Seiya on top of me. The look of 'sorry embarrassment but oh very nice' is written all over his face. My body reacts though and it's not a good reaction. I know many girls would fawn over the chance to have Seiya on them like this, maybe even try to snag a kiss from him but that's not me. If anything, having Seiya on me like this is making my anxiety go up.
I don't believe he'll do anything but his not immediately getting up and off of me is making me hyper aware of his presence and the position we are in. I'm not even remotely comfortable right now as he tries to give me a goofy grin while not making any major attempts to get up. I want to believe that he's just trying to say something that will undo his embarrassment but he's NOT moving from me.
I give him five seconds…five decent long seconds to correct this even if it is an 'accident'. Yet he doesn't. This man is lying nearly fully on top of me. I'm at a disadvantage here and not at all am I happy about this. Once I hear people inside having noticed this and making comments I see the 'right' light go off in Seiya's head. That along with the slight facial expression of 'oh man' and right away I know.
He was hoping to get something out of this. My temper flares up at this. As good of a man as he is, as much as I want to have faith in him for being decent, my instincts kick in and in a flash, I decide to correct it for him. Grabbing him by the belt on his waist and by his shirt I use my legs beneath him to curl him over my head and into the dirt ground outside. He wails a bit like a girl as he dives head first into the ground.
I can see the others laughing at him but I'm still fuming a bit. I frantically get back up onto my feet and dust myself off as I have dirt on my back. He rolls over and gives me a 'yeah sorry about that' expression as I walk off with the words, "Don't let it happen again."
I managed to get to the lake nearby and as I watch the moon light coming up I can't help but wish Mamoru were here with me.
"Are you okay?" Minako asks, coming up from behind me.
"Yeah…I just need some time," I tell her. Hoping she'll get the hint.
"Seiya seems nice, a bit of a blunder but nice," she comments. I nod not really getting into it. "In fact, I don't think it would be such a bad thing if you two hung out more."
I look over to her. "Are you making a suggestion for me and Seiya?" I ask her, hoping I heard wrong.
She sighs. "We know you love Mamoru – san, we're not saying to give up on him, BUT…he is a hot college bound guy in America. Who knows what he's - "
I look over at her with a blunt face, "I get that you're being encouraging but even IF that were the case, I'm not interested. Seiya is nice but…Mamoru and I are committed." I take a look at the ring on my finger. The one he gave me before he left.
"He wouldn't have given me this if he wasn't. Mamoru's a man of his word. He's a man of honor and I know that when he returns we will be engaged and ready for marriage." I feel the confidence within me rising.
"Okay…but Seiya is also a good guy who likes you. I think that while Mamoru is out it's okay to - "
I turn more sharply towards Minako, "I know you're not suggesting what it sounds like you're suggesting."
She gulps a bit.
"Look into my heart Minako and tell me what do you think I feel?" she sighs and closes her eyes.
"I think you feel sadness, loneliness…you want to be with Mamoru…" She opens her eyes. "But he's not here and you can't exactly go to America to be with him, not without tapping into your Senshi powers and we don't use them for personal gain." I sigh at her words as she adds on, "I know that you love Mamoru but it doesn't hurt to allow another person into your heart."
I turn my whole frame to face Minako.
"I love you Minako, I do…you're one of my best friends, but right now, what I need is solitude and NOT one of my besties telling me that it's okay to cheat in some form on the man I love. Even if it is just 'being friends' I know what Seiya feels for me and that's not fair to him."
She nods, "I guess I just feel his feelings for you and Usagi, they're strong."
I then ask her, "And what are my feelings towards him?"
She closes her eyes again before opening them. "Friendship. Building trust. Caring. Respect."
I smile, "And in all of that do you believe that I feel anything romantic towards him?"
Minako shakes her head no.
"Okay then. Have a good night, I'll be back in a little bit. I just need to be with the moon for a bit alone."
She nods and leaves out but not without saying, "Mamoru would understand you know."
I can't help but tell her, "I wouldn't understand it if it were me, so how could he understand it?"
I feel a tear leave my eyes, "I couldn't do that to him. Maybe others could but I couldn't." it's when Minako asks me, "What if he was with another girl though?"
I close my eyes, "I would be crushed and I would really need to be alone for a while. We've been through so much together that IF he were to betray me I would feel a bit dead inside. Hollow. Empty."
She nods, "Good."
Before I can snap at her she has a smirk on her face.
"Were you…?"
She smiles. "Testing your state of mind, maybe," she admits.
"So all that stuff before about Seiya and I?" she sighs.
"He does care for you, but again you know how you feel. I just wanted to see how close to the edge you were. It has been a bit since Mamoru – san left out."
I nod. "I get it but trust me you don't need to do a loyalty test on me."
She nods. "I know, but I have to…it's part of my training."
Before I can ask her, she walks away. It's only when I'm face to face with the lake that I breathe in a sigh of fresh air. I do need this though. I begin to strip down, wanting to get into the lake without anything on me. Just enjoy the waters and the moonlight on my bare skin. I tread water for a bit, the lake not too deep in this area as I feel the ground on my toes. It's soft and it gives me comfort to still feel the ground even in the water.
It's not till I hear a rustling in the wind that I look up. I see nothing though.
"Probably just a raccoon or something," I tell myself as I go back to looking at the moon light and wishing Mamoru were here with me. It's not till I hear the rustling again that I look around. "If someone is out there…" My tone is already threatening as I spin around and spot a figure looking at me in the lake.
If I didn't know that silhouette so well I'd probably have a small heart attack right now. I know that shadow though and as Mamoru comes out from the shadows he smirks that classic shit eating grin that he knows drives me nuts and yet at the same time is something I can't live without now.
"Mamoru?" I can't help but whisper.
He smiles, "My Usako." It's then he sheds his clothing and comes into the water with me.
I don't even ask HOW he's here just that he is and I want to be with him more than I want to breathe air right now. He pulls me up into his arms and kisses me so deeply that I feel like I'm becoming one with him. I enjoy the seconds he takes to wrap my legs around his waist. When he brushes himself up against me. I feel his length pressing into me so needily that I can't stop myself from moaning for him already.
"OH Mamo…," I feel like a cat in heat right now with him here.
"Usa…you feel so good, so amazingly good."
He holds me tight, not letting up as he teases me with the head of himself lodged up against my lower lips. I don't even want to think right now let alone give this a second chance to be changed or taken away. I almost feel like if I don't savor these moments it'll be taken from me.
I can't even fathom breathing right now as I align us both up then plunge downward and force him inside of me as at the same time that he thrusts upwards. His cock now rests happily inside of me as I caress him with my walls. Both of us enjoy our combined joining as I feel him pressing deeply inside of me. His hands on my rear as I wrap my arms around his neck, gently pressing myself down on him with a hard plunge on each stroke.
His hands help to guide me but really, I want to feel him all over me. Once his hands drift about I make sure to guide myself up and down on his length. Pressing him deeply into me as I feel him caressing my inner walls and feeling his member filling me up over and over again. He grunts with his passion and love as I whimper with my own. I am thoroughly enjoying this and mentally pleading for the world to NOT let anyone disturb this right now.
Afterwards fine but not right now. I want this more than I can process right now. So as he fills me up, as I slowly sink us together repeatedly, enjoying the blissful feeling of our bodies becoming one over and over again, I feel his body taking me in. Moving me around till I feel the night air on my skin versus the cool water on my skin. I realize he's taking me out of the water and stepping onto the ground.
I'm not caring though, whether it's in the water or on land, I trust Mamoru to have our private activities as his highest regard. So when I feel more of the air on my skin and the chill becomes a tad more so I hear the sounds of our bodies slapping against each other. Over and over again. It's a wonderful sound right now as I then hear the water dripping from us. Then I hear his feet against the wet sand before he sets us down.
Normally I'd be all about a beach blanket but I'm missing him too much to care about blankets. I just want him. He grabs my clothing instead and puts it under my head as he kisses me more intensely. I pull him into me and feel him pressing his cock into me once more. This time a bit more urgently now that the water waves aren't slowing us down. It was getting a bit hard to have a hard session in the water when movement is more limited.
Instead, as I feel his cock filling me up he begins to press himself more insistently into me. I feel his length beginning to jerk as I grab onto him for dear life and roll on top of him. It feels like we both need a massive release. I see the tension in his eyes. I feel how corded his muscles are and I swear even his member feels longer and bigger within me. Like he's REALLY in need of me. It's probably just due to our time apart so far though.
My hunch is answered when he flips me over so quickly onto my back and spreads my legs out into the splits before jamming himself back into me. I cry out from the lust and passion of the moment. He slaps my ass a few times and as I feel his hand connect to my rear I jerk myself back onto his own length and cry out from the pleasure of it. I can't stop and frankly I don't want to stop. I just want to keep feeling him.
It's when I feel myself on the verge of cuming that I feel the tension rising for him too. He becomes a bit bigger and gets somehow fuller inside of me. I feel the tension about to burst in me, I feel his cock lose its control as he plunges into me heedlessly. His grunts match my whimpers for more. Our pace becomes less controlled and before I can try to breath correctly I feel my orgasm hit.
I jerk onto him as he slams forward, grinding his cock into me as I give out a loud cry of release as so much tension leaves my body. He jerks into me once, twice, three more times before I feel the heat of him spread through me. It's such a comforting and relaxing feeling that I can't help but lay on the ground now, holding him to me without a care in the world to who might see us in these moments.
I then see a look of 'yeah she's mine' on his face with a telltale smirk as I look over in the direction he's looking at and see a stunned Seiya who looks red handed caught before he blushes and turns away, walking away from us. Fearing for a moment that Mamoru might go after him I began to say, "Oh Mamoru that was - " I didn't want him to get jealous or anything as Seiya is just a friend to me.
"I know who that was and now he knows you're mine. For life."
He kisses me passionately and intimately, then more subdued as he pulls out. I'm too happily tired from our love making to question why he's pulling out already.
"Just as I'm yours for life," he remarks and as I drift off, I swear it's as if he's turning ethereal before my eyes. I smile as I brush that off…he's not dead, he's in America and he made a special trip out here just to see me.
