sabina21: pretty much what was seen. The guy is stunned and lets it go. He'll find another girl to slip into bed with.

kera69love: learning is a lovely curve for lots of people. Romantic settings are fun though…let me see what I can wrap with that.

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Mamoru POV

Please tell me I'm dreaming. Or having a nightmare. Please don't let this be real. I plead with the universe when I see the woman asleep in bed next to me. The night before my roommate helped to throw a party for our floor. They gave me a new one when my old roommate got a grant allowing him to have his own room. My death and rebirth prevented me from getting that grant but to each their own.

I thought this one was a nice guy even if he did press me to have some fun that Usagi wouldn't know about since she was in Japan. I declined of course but still agreed to be a part of the festivities as even I needed a break from the grind of studying. It's important to take the time out and not solely be focused on it. So, I decided to have some fun. We drank a bit though not too much and had some good conversations.

THIS however…was NOT supposed to happen. I look the girl over and don't recognize her from the party all too much. I mean I didn't meet everyone there but still. I see that her tank top and underthings are all that's on. No bottoms. Granted my bottoms are still on too, but even my jeans are off. Panic starts to rise within me. I didn't…no I couldn't have. There has to be a reasonable explanation for this.

That's when my roommate pops in after only one knock as he sees her on my bed. "Dude finally I told you she was good, didn't I?" he smiles, "We didn't…at least I don't think we did…" I mutter trying to remember from the alcohol inducing into my brain. The hangover hitting me hard as I try to remember the girl. She's not much older than me so I have to remember her, "I don't know you two were getting chummy last night."

His words hit hard. I now remember her flirting with me. Her hands trying to do things on my chest that I was trying to nonchalantly push off of me. "Please tell me I didn't…" the rest is still a haze though. "Dude seriously, you need to lighten up." I look to him fire in my eyes, "I may have just cheated on the love of my life and you're telling me I need to lighten up?!" I snap at him, "Dude, chill." He laughs.

"I get you like this Usagi girl but she's not here and that piece of ass is. Enjoy it some more. I know I have a few times." He leaves out before I can blow up at him, but I do manage to shout, "I love Usagi!" before the door shuts. He pokes his head back in, "Yet you're in bed with another woman." That realization sinks in hard. "I have to tell Usagi." The world feels like it's spinning right now as he comes back in.

"Dude don't do that. Why would you confess. She'll never know." I swing my legs over the side of the bed, "She will know because I'll be too riddled with guilt to keep it from her. I love Usagi so much. She's done so much for me. I can't…I need to call her." I grab my phone, "Wow someone willing to throw a golden moment away for the sake of 'love', what an idiot." He leaves as I make the call.

My heart is in my throat as she picks up happy about the surprise call. Tears begin to pool in my eyes as I tell her, "Usagi stop…just stop…I need to tell you something and it's hard and painful…I…" I look over to the girl that's barely shifting on the bed and muster out the words, "I'm sorry there was a party last night…I had some to drink and I…" do I admit to it though if I'm not sure?

"Mamoru…where's your heat?" the girl wakes up and asks, "Get back over on the bed so I can be warm again." I hear Usagi's end go silent for a beat before she asks in a very low, very pissed off voice, "What the actual hell was that?" I tell her, "This girl…I don't know her name she…I'm sorry." It's all I can get out as in begin to tear up. "Are you in your dorm room?" she asks, I answer, "Yeah…"

She ends the call as I wonder if she just broke it off with me or if she's giving herself some time to cool off till she can ask me a question straight. That's when I see her teleport in my room before waiving her fuku away for her normal clothing of a blouse and shorts. She takes a look over at the girl as I get up, "I'm sorry Usagi. I really don't remember what happened, but she was here with me this morning." I confess.

I see the expression of utter devastation cross her features. I go to try to console her on instinct and for a moment she goes in for it before she backs up. Usagi has NEVER shied away from physical contact with me. I see her face and see not fear in them, but appropriate sadness, anger and even disgust. I drop my hands. "I've been waiting for you back in Japan FAITHFULLY I might add…" she takes one step towards me.

Her menacing stature makes me feel small right now as her words make me feel like a total heel, "Not once letting anyone sway me cause of how much I LOVE you." Her words hit me hard as I began to cry again. "I TRUSTED YOU!" She snaps at me. As much as I want to tell her to keep it quiet, I know I deserve this. "I trusted you…" she grounds out through sobs that are beginning to form in her.

"I've only ever loved you and trusted in you…trusted in us…" I can see her world beginning to spin as she tries to find a measure of stability and for once I can't help her to get it. I feel incredibly horrible. Even though I can't remember it doesn't take away what probably happened last night. "Usako I..." she snaps her head up, "NO!" her finger now in my chest, "No! you no longer get to call me that." I feel like my heart's about to rip out of my chest and yet she's the one who looks utterly broken after what I did.

"Usagi…I'm sorry I…" she turns her head away from me, "I could have…" she looks back to me, "I could have said yes to Seiya and yet I told him that I would always love you. Did I even come up with this girl?" she points to the passed-out woman still I, my bed. I don't even bother to look. "In fact, let's ask her, maybe she can tell us how good you were last night." The rage and anger in Usagi is palpable.

"Usagi please she's probably too drunk from last night still. As it is I still have a hangover." Which I do. It's only being slightly numbed out by the breaking of our hearts right now. "You think I give a shit?" I wince knowing Usagi RARELY curses. Not to that degree. It seems however er the fates had decided that the girl needed to be a part of this as well when she rouses from her sleep, "Would you two keep it down."

Usagi's rage turns from me to her, "Did you know he has-HAD a girlfriend in Japan?" I bite back the anger at her already saying HAD. My heart hurts right now so badly but I also feel the pain in hers right now. Our hearts are so in sync that I can feel the anger, the rage, the massive amount of pain and the anger that the love is still there and wishing she didn't love me anymore yet still does so deeply hurts.

I can feel it as if my own soul is being crushed by this happening. I can feel her misery at wanting to run away, leave me, and yet trying to get more information, more truths out of that night hit her hard. I can feel her anxiety and her need to scream, cry out, smash something…I can feel it all. "Please Usa…" I beg her. Wanting to try to fix this if I can. Anything that I can do would at least give me something.

My head fell however at the girl's words, "That was an amazing night Mamoru." I felt like throwing up. My hangover now worse as the girl rose from the bed and began to get her pants that were apparently on the other side of the bed back on. I lean on the dresser I have for stability as Usagi darts into the bathroom and hurls herself over the porcelain goddess and begins to heave up any food she had in her system.

I can hear her breaking down in the bathroom crying her eyes out and even though I want to be there for her, the warning look in her eyes is keeping me out. Yet I stay by the bathroom door, furious with myself for whatever happened last night and wishing I could remember what led to this happening. I'm seriously considering begging Setsuna to let me go back to last night and let me stay so I can undo ALL of this.

I can stay sober and NOT let ANY of it happen. I listen to Usagi break down and sob as she throws up some more. Knowing how sick this situation has made her I can only weep now myself. I beg her, "Give me another chance." Yet I doubt she can hear me over the sounds going into the bowl she's currently holding onto. "I don't know if I can trust you anymore…not like this." I cry even harder now.

That's when the girl, all dressed back up asks in a condescending tone, "What's up with her?" I look up to her, "You need to leave." She merely smiles though and says, "And walk out on this drama, please, I live for this." Then she bends down to my level, "Besides your roommate told me to not leave till you were satisfied." She licks her lips as I about throw up myself. I also feel the urge to KILL my roommate for this.

I hear Usagi cry harder as the girl rolls her eyes, "Especially since you rejected me several times last night then passed out, I haven't done my job yet." It's at that point that my brain works at full force again, "Wait what? I stopped you?" that makes even Usagi stop sobbing. The girl rolls her eyes again and then in a flippant tone says, "Yes unfortunately you did. Then you passed out, I was tired and drunk so I fell asleep next to you thinking maybe this morning we could..." my anger began to dissipate.

I DIDN'T do anything. I didn't betray my truest, my one true love. I stand up, my brain working at full power again. "Wait so you knew the WHOLE time we've been talking about it, and you couldn't tell US?!" I yelled in frustration. She smiled, "Like I said I wasn't leaving while there was drama to be watched and the best dramas are those that I start up. Enjoy." She then leaves out uncaring of the emotional roller coaster she put us through.

Usagi comes out, her eyes drying up a bit, "Did she just say what I think she just said?" I nod myself, "Yeah she just did." I feel the waves of relief crush me. I can feel it pulling the weight of the pain off of me. Off of us both. I look over to Usagi who no longer looks like she's going to be tossing anymore of her cookies and find her coming towards me now. Both of us collapsing against one another.

The sheer amount of pain that encompassed us both from that girl's interference coupled with my new anger towards my roommate is extensive but can't pull me away from my Usako. I need to feel her right now. To know that I'm not wishing this. "Usa..." feeling the same thing I am we tumble into each other's not letting up on the other as we strip each other down of our clothes. I can feel the need we both have to reconnect and be with one another.

When just a few moments ago Usagi was debating on bolting for her emotional and mental well-being or to stay due to our love for each other, now we can't seem to get enough of each other. I don't want to stop and as I pick her up and put her on the bed, stripping it of anything that was on there not wanting any part that was touching the other girl to touch her or me for that matter, we begin to rip our clothes off.

She and I both still crying at different intervals at what happened. I hold her close and pull her in, wanting to savor this for as long as I can. Who knows how long Usagi will be able to slip away to be here. It's not till she touches my package through my pants that I stutter. I need to feel more of her. I jerk myself off in her hand as I reach down and slip a finger then two into her. She stammers her rhythm, but it only serves to encourage me.

I can see it in her eyes now, the need…especially the one to know that we are stronger than even we thought we were. Knowing that I still stopped myself despite my lack of memory from doing something utterly stupid that I questioned myself completely on it and the fact that Usagi had been well with her rights to leave me and yet she still wanted to stick by me and only debated it due to the broken trust that had thought to have been.

I can't stop myself anymore, "Usa…" it's my only warning to her before I slip into her tight sheath. She gasps loudly. It's seemingly tighter than before. Then again as I think about it, it has been a few weeks. I want so badly to just ram into her till there's nothing left but I know my own size. Plus, even as Usagi pulls me in tighter I know that if I give in and pound her into oblivion, I want this to last a bit before she has to leave.

I don't want to waste a second of it. So, I hike both of us to her being in my lap, legs wrapped around me as I sit back on my heels and lift her by her hips up and down on me, repeatedly. I am thoroughly enjoying being back inside of her, and I nearly cry out again emotional agony that I almost lost this. Even IF that girl hadn't been there, even IF my soon to be dead roommate didn't set up what he did, this scared the shit out of both of us.

I don't want to go through that again. promising myself to never have more than two to three beers or one shot at a party again that DOESN'T have a close friend at with me to help me regulate, as I DON'T want to lose another night again, I begin to ram into her harder than usual and propel us forward on the bed. She cries out from the impact and reaches around to pull me in closer towards her.

I can't stop my own throbbing member when it's sheathed in her tight heat as it is. I wrap my arms up and around her shoulders, keeping her locked onto me. Pressing myself into her, against her several times over. Not wanting to let up or let go. My hips ramming into her several times as she cries out louder and louder. The headboard banging against the wall too many times to count as we continue to mark this bed again.

I need more of her. I need to solidify that this is happening and not just in my head. As if thinking the same thing Usagi touches my face with her hands. I can feel her heart repairing itself and knowing that while yes, we are solidified in each other, that the situation we were in, coupled with not seeing each other for nearly a month led to our emotions going sky high for those few intense minutes.

For a few seconds my mind goes back to the obvious signs of how I was wrong to think that I did cheat. We were still both clothed, though as that's been pointed out, you can be clothed and still have sex. Usagi and I are prime examples of that. That coupled with the fact that instead of asking the girl who she was and what was going on I let my roommate get into my head and called Usagi panicking of what I thought I did.

I let my own fear and paranoia of the what if's cloud my judgement instead of looking at the facts I had. Not to mention letting my lack of recall last night make me wonder if I had done it and allowing me to react as such. I hurt both myself and Usagi as a result of my lack of thinking and my own stupidity. Deep down I know I'd never do that, yet in those moments due to the factors at the time I allowed myself to think that I had.

That girl and my roommate didn't help either. Still though, as I pounded into Usagi, as I pressed myself into her, felt her muscles hug me, caress me, to know that she was still willing to work on us, that she still loved me enough to NOT walk away in the few seconds I've seen other men and women do to their significant others, shows me how much she loves me and that even with this hanging over us we could have worked it out.

I hate myself in those moments for putting us through hell as I did from my lack of thinking and my paranoia, so I make sure that the next few moments for her are some of the best she's ever going to have. Pressing into her with newfound determination I begin a new rhythm that makes us both cry out from the sheer mounting pleasure of it. I begin to slam into her, reaching down with one hand to slip between us and tease her clit.

She cries out and tries to pull my hand away, "To sensitive…" she mutters out, yet I know what she can handle. I push her hand away and rub in a deeper motion as she nearly screams out. I can feel her orgasm fast approaching now. I pound harder, faster, then leave her clit as I use the root of my erection to grind her further into orgasm. I lean up and see the pleasure etched into her face, I see the ecstasy.

Then when her eyes focus on me, I see the love. The love that even if I were to make a horrible mistake would still love me. She would hate that she did, that much I know BUT she would still love me. I begin to nearly cry again from this and press our bodies so close together that air doesn't even exist anymore. I growl out a yelp as she yells out period her orgasm, I do with my own…her muscles triggering mine.

I keep pumping into her, prolonging the pleasure as much as I can till, she finally stops jerking against me on the bed. Our bodies are satisfied for now. I rolled us over, just enough to allow for breathing as I held her close to me. Before I can express my thoughts on the matter Usagi tells me, "Thank you." I look down to her, "For what?" she looks up to me, happy tears in her eyes, "For saying no to her." I sigh.

"There never should have been…" she puts a finger to my lips, "Mamo – chan, just take it." I smile then am hit with a wave of recollection. The party, my roommate, the girl. Him telling her to go and give me an all nighter. Me having overheard this and declining the matter to her several times before she snapped a bit during her drunkenness and said, "Just take it." Referring to her body that night and me pushing her away tell her to leave me alone and go fuck my roommate if she really wants sex.

Then rolling over in bed and feeling the darkness take over. "Remind me to kill my roommate when he's back." I tell Usagi as the memory of last night hits me hard but also makes me remember to trust in my heart and that was the one thing I didn't even think to look at when I went into blind panic before I made that call to Usagi. In my heart I knew I wouldn't do that, but I didn't listen…I need to listen to you more…I tell it.