sabina21: that you may find out in the next one. 😉

Puffgirl1952 the 2nd: lol yeah and the next one might be it to…😊

kera69love: yes this was one of the few selfish things Mamoru has done, that was the intended purpose of it. He's normally always, much like Usagi and the rest 'making sacrifices' and as he's gone down this path before and has seen the outcome he didn't want to have that wasted time again. Besides, in this case he knows the girl he saw claiming to be Rei's future daughter wasn't her. She's a possible threat which is also why he acted as he did, the enemy is known for lying and he wasn't taking any chances in listening to her.

3 reviews, nice, so as you've noticed this drabble was a couple of weeks out, I do apologize for that but as I've come to the conclusion recently that after 500, yes were getting close to that mark, that I want to focus more on the stories and doing both a drabble and a chapter per week isn't as feasible as it once was. Promotions at work, fiancé and dog at home make that a bit more of a challenge especially when one is planning to possibly move in the coming months. Heck I have an outline for a third vampire sequel done but I want to finish off 'The Devil Within 2' before beginning a new story. My point is the drabbles will still be coming till I hit 500 and I'm considering letting them go there and just focus on stories. So as usual, read, review and enjoy!

Usagi in heat

Drabble 457

Usagi POV

Unbelievable. I've been waiting for over two weeks for his anti-viral medication to work enough so he'd feel up to having sex again. The virus took a lot out of him and of course I was there for him, making him eat when it was needed for strength, and even making him hot tea to help him get his fluids in.

Two weeks of NO sex…a LOT harder than it looks. Every night that we slept together he would keep me at least a foot away from him. He didn't want to take any chances and it was already risky sleeping in the same bed together. Yet every night that I went to sleep and saw his naked body in the night time, saw his chest rise up and down all I wanted to do was roll him over and ride him till the sun came up cause even when this man was sleeping off a flu virus he still looked so good. I helped him around and he got so weak on occasion.

So yes I held my own hormones in check because it was his health and it came first. If anything, the first week that he was sick my need for sex was tampered down and I didn't have any real needs at all because my focus was on his health. It was when the second week hit that he was getting better and that the anti-viral meds were kicking fully in. He was eating more solid foods and drinking different teas.

This made us both happy, yet it also reminded me of what we didn't do for those two weeks. It hit my body into overtime on what it wanted, craved so badly from him. He seemed okay with it though and when I even suggested a day to have sex on when he was feeling better he declined to talk about it. I put it to his moodiness from being sick and tried to leave it at that and dropped it.

That is till that night…about mid-morning. I was already hoping he'd be feeling better so we could have sex but didn't put much stock into it…that is till I gave it a shot and began to give him a hand job. I figured if he wasn't in the mood or was still too sick this would be a dead giveaway and he'd make his feelings known as he did before. I never pushed it after the fact but that didn't mean I didn't try.

So when he started to respond last night I was smiling in my sleep till he moaned. I opened my eyes and saw his body responding to it in kind. Fully erect I decided to make sure he knew I was ready by slipping him into my mouth for a few moments, getting him ready to be inside of me since I was yes horny but hadn't played with myself beforehand. I saw his face and how he reacted and with falling features watched as he lasted maybe 20-30 seconds before bam…my hand was fully wet.

Before I could comprehend what had happened he tucked himself away and rolled over away from me. Snoozing less than a minute later while I was left with raging hormones and a feeling of neglect taking over me. He woke up about two hours later and was all smiles about how he woke up and I had to suppress the urge to not be upset as he made it clear he thought I'd do more for him.

So I made sure to offer more later on that evening…bells and whistles and all and here's where I am currently as his response to that was not wanting to talk about it. I forced myself to remain quiet lest I would have started to cry in front of him and I didn't want him to see that. I felt upset, sexually frustrated and since I worked today at the parlor, I had no way of relieving myself nor a desire to do so by myself at work.

So I was just left feeling frustrated, horny and merely hoping I'd get sex tonight since he got his and didn't even bother to give me anything in return. It was once I got home to him that I figured to try again with him. He was on the couch watching some random show so I leaned in and gave him a small kiss.

"Hey…," I began as I had my shoes already knocked off and my coat off. Yeah fine I had my work attire on but who cared?

Yet once I went to deepen the kiss he broke it off, "I'm watching this."

I sit back as he asks, "What?" at seeing the expression on my face.

"I thought maybe we could pick up where we left off last night…"

I went to reach for him in his pants and he stopped me.

"Not right now…don't you have some work to get to?" he asks me as I pull myself physically, mentally and emotionally away from him.

I needed release and if he wasn't going to do it I had a special little toy that would help me out for at least a little bit.

"Later on for sure but right now…," he stopped me again. Though to be honest I was actually sitting back up and used him for balance. I gave him a tight smile and walked off. Only when I was four feet away did he ask, "What's wrong?"

I stopped this time and in knowing I needed to be up front on how I felt I told him.

"Mamoru I'm well aware of your having been sick this past two weeks. Trust me I am. I took care of you during this time. I made sure you were fed and hydrated and got your sleep in, but your body should be adjusted by now or else you wouldn't have accepted that hand job I gave you last night, yet you dozed right off after you got yours and I got nothing but being frustrated all day long."

I was trying to be expressive and not whiny. His concern morphs into something else though, anger perhaps or his own frustration.

"Usagi you knew the side effects of the meds were going to be a drop in my need to get it up. Yes you were there for me and yes you gave me a hand job as you so eloquently put it BUT I'm still not out of the woods just yet so just bear with me…give me another 5-7 days…I want to be a 100% for you."

I turned away from him. I didn't want to be unreasonable here, but it just felt like I was the one who was getting shafted and not the shafting I wanted to get. The words come from my mouth, "Well don't be surprised that for the next week I'll be utilizing my toys a LOT more than before."

I go to leave but he responds with, "Seriously?" as if that was something I shouldn't do…at least not without him. "Seriously…"

I look back, "Absolutely."

I go to our shared room, strip down to nothing, shut the door and proceed to give myself a treat as I pull out the device that reminds me of him. As I'm getting myself in the mood, imagining him doing all of this to me, wishing it were him instead of myself, I just get my body worked up in more anger than anything else. My frustration is helping and I want the read deal, not a toy and it doesn't help that the real deal is unwilling to and in the other room. Thankfully biology begins to take over.

My body begins to respond to the phallus shaped device as I am finally pulled enough out of my head to feel pleasure begins to race through my body. Just as I feel completion come to a close Mamoru comes into the room disrupting my focus as I lose my position and the device slips fully out. Still vibrating it falls to the floor by the bed and I have to jump from the bed, still shaking myself just to make sure it doesn't get badly dirty.

Yet as I look at it, I can already see invisible little dirt specs from the floor are on it. It needs to be washed before I put it back inside of me. I shut it off and am ready to snap at Mamoru for robbing me of this when I see the expression on his face. A mix of arousal and anger himself as he seems to be debating on which one to feel more over the other one. Losing my patience and pissed that I got so close to cumming for myself I snapped at him.

"Either fuck me or leave the room so I can finish off but standing there like a stick in the mud isn't going to solve anything."

I leave to go wash the device and come back in as he hasn't moved at all. Knowing I can't make this man leave, despite my current frustrating state making me probably able to do so, I decide to make him regret not walking out and regret not giving me a happy ending last night himself.

Getting back on the bed and closing my eyes I begin again, forcing myself to ignore his presence as I begin to pleasure myself once more. Just as the toy goes in once, twice, then three times it's suddenly ripped from my hand as he's now MUCH closer than before. He turns it off.

"The HELL?" I snap, my orgasm being delayed not helping my mood right now. He looks to me with his own frustration now.

"This is what you're replacing me with cause you can't wait till I'm on my A game?" he accuses as I narrow my eyes.

"You certainly were on your A game when I gave you that hand job," I retort back at him. He looked away briefly.

"I thought you were going to go for a round and I was tired and well…dammit it felt too damned good to stop you," he responds.

My eyes widened, "Mamoru, what about the few times I just tried in the living room?"

He bows his head down a little sheepishly. "I was already so aroused that I didn't want the slightest touch you gave to it to make him release before he was ready."

I narrow my eyes at his reasoning, "Since when does my touch send you over the edge that FAST? You're not an 18 year old kid anymore, give yourself some credit."

He sighs, "You're not getting it, with my being sick these past couple of weeks my lack of control is more evident." He widens his eyes on purpose to emphasize his point.

"Be blunt Mamoru I'm not in the mood for a guessing game." I'm really not.

He sighs, "When I'm sick I have a quicker response time to ejaculate. I can't control it as well. It's also why I let it go when it did and went back to sleep…or feigned sleep…" I look at him confused as he confesses, "I didn't want you to know how embarrassing that was for me to cum so fast."

I don't have anything to say to that.

"So seeing you in here getting your jollies off when it should be me doing it and being a little quick draw about it to do so ticked me off a bit." He explains further.

I sigh now, "Mamoru, did it ever occur to you that once you've cum once that it takes a bit for the next round to build up?"

He thinks on my words as he ponders this. I give it one last ditch effort to try to get him to be an active participant in this.

One more try to not feel rejected in this. I slip my hand into his pants and feel him respond to my touch. He tries to stop me but then at the feeling my hand on his length peers into my eyes as I glance up into his own.

"Usa…"

My hand moves over his length as he takes a few seconds to enjoy it.

"I may not be able to…," he looks away as I take my other hand and look into his face.

"We can still try…no harm in that."

I lead him to the bed as I strip him down as well and while he fumbles a little bit from the flu at least he's not nearly as bad as he once was. He really shouldn't have tried to push things for work the second week as that's what's been delaying his getting better sooner. Once we hit the bed he nearly slumps on top of me. As we kiss he nuzzles his head into my neck and rubs himself up against me.

I can barely jerk him off with his body pressed so intimately against my own that when he pushes my hand away I'm fearful that he's going to stop us once more but am thankfully more stunned and happily so when he instead pushes himself inside of me. Me Still being wet and a little receptive due to the toy happily taking him in and wrapping my legs around his waist. He grunts from the sensations as I do.

He reaches down and pulls my rear up towards him as he deepens his strokes. At once I feel my head beginning to hit the head board and feel the banging starting to hurt. He's focused on his pace and not cuming too early. I'm not eager to take that attention away from that so I reach up with one hand and push against the headboard and find him latching onto my shoulders as he pumps himself harder into me.

He buries his head into the crook of my neck on the left side as the other arm is busy angled up to push back. I hold onto him with one hand around his shoulders and try to move it downward to reach his rump but fail as his arms are blocking me. His grunts cover my gasps of pleasure as we both hit those moments of pleasure as we hit our highs. Then right as I can feel my orgasm burning through me again he pulls out.

I cover my cry of protest wondering if he's stopping cause he's already cum but I didn't feel his usual body shaking. I look up at him and see this expression of pure control etched across his face. He's fighting with himself on something.

"Mamoru?" I ask, barely above a whisper as he looks down at me and sits up only long enough to push both my legs over his shoulders making my rear end go up a bit.

He pushes himself back over and nearly turns me into a human shaped V before he presses himself back into me. He's really focusing on not coming too early and I have to admit that perhaps I was being a touch selfish in this. Yet before I can put too much thought into it, he pulls my hair back and begins to suckle at my neck. Not leaving a mark per say but enough to allow me to feel his teeth etching into the skin.

His body seems to get stronger with the impulse to have more of me as I feel his engorged member get bigger within me. I can feel his need growing as mine is.

"Mamoru…," I gasp as he thrusts harder and faster, getting bolder as he gets closer to that end. It's still not as rough as we've gotten before but I'll take what I…what we can get. I just want us to still be able to join together like this.

I can feel my arousal spiking. The need takes over as I call out his name on repeat. That is until he puts a hand over my mouth which confuses me.

"You keep that up…," he breathes out on each impact. "I'm going to cum faster than we both want."

I can't help but grin and enjoy the ride we're both on. He changes his angle once more to try to stave off the orgasm but it's not working and we both know it.

Finally when I can't hold back I buck up and in more time with his thrusts than I was before. I cajole him into coming as he begins to jerk around on me. Before I can scream out though he cries out and jerks himself off into me. It's on the third thrust inside of me that I feel my orgasm hit. Feeling so amazing and like such a relief to be honest. The pace slows down a bit as we enjoy the few moments left of it.

It's not till I feel him pulling out a very soft member that I know I wiped him out. He rolls over and mutters something about 'lasting longer'.

I roll into his side, "Mamoru."

He looks at me for a moment, "Seriously Mamoru, the fact that you lasted long enough for me to have mine too, trust me that's a good thing."

He seems to hear me but whether he's listening has yet to be seen. "I know…but still though…I used some tricks to get you to cum early so I didn't have to worry so much," he admits.

"Well it worked and frankly…," I sit back and get cozy into the crook of his arm. "I'm NOT complaining. In fact I hadn't felt this relieved in weeks," I tell him with a smile on my face.

I'm happy as anything. I had sex with the man I love, which is all I wanted.

"Yeah well I wanted this to go on for longer," he tells me. I sigh as he's not going to let this go.

"Once the meds are out of your system we'll work our way back up to it." I assure him.

He nods but I can tell this bothers him so I say the only thing I can think of, "When you're all better how about I give you that thing you like so much that we rarely do."

He looks over at me, "I thought that was a birthday thing only?"

I can tell his excitement is in full gear, so I can't help but smile, "Birthday, recovering from the flu…why not?"

He grins from ear to ear as if he just got the canary.

"To think all I had to do was hold off on sex for two weeks to get you back in that pleather dominatrix costume."

I smile till his words hit home for me.

"Hold off?" I ask and he goes stiff. I turn my head to look up at him. "Did you say you held off?"

He gulps and suddenly I'm beginning to wonder if he was really as sick for as long as he says he was, "Mamoru what aren't you telling me…"