Puffgirl1952 the 2nd: oh…yeah didn't see that. Good catch. I'll work on that going forward.
sabina21: will do.
kera69love: some partners do get upset, depending on WHY sex is withheld. For some of it's medically related there's more understanding but it can still make one frustrated and left feeling a certain way after a while.
AshleyL: thank you so much for that. Life has become different in the last few months for me. I have a fiancé now, a dog now…a big 75 lb one that we love to no end, and I'm working on moving in with him and seeing how things go for us as there have been shifting dynamics and other things having happened. He doesn't mind my work for the stories especially one that I plan to write out as an 'apocalyptic type' that will be very dark at times but necessary for the characters growth. Nor does he mind the other SM story I'm doing. He just gets a little iffy on the drabbles. lol Either way work life and personal life have come before this and yes I've had to take a step back. The first one in years from my weekly updates so thank you for being understanding. And yes if one forces it writers block will happen cause to be honest I was getting that with 'The devil within 2' for a moment and definitely with the drabbles. I realized the well of ideas was a bit dried up on it. So thank you again for being such a good fan, for taking the time out to write such a nice review and for the understanding of boundaries cause that was something I've been learning more and more about in the recent years. And no need to worry about the stranger part, were all human and we all have something in common, boundaries, respect and a love of Sailor Moon! So thank you again.
Crazy, stupid…possibly romantic
Drabble 458
Mamoru POV
I rush us over to the temple as fast, without alerting the cops, that the speed limit will allow. I reach the steps with Usagi as we dismount, anchor the motorcycle, and go up the steps. In times like these I use the bike rather than the sports car. It can slip through other cars more easily. I reach the top step with Usagi in tow as Rei greets us and ushers us inside where the other girls are waiting.
I give them the entire story that happened. All of it.
"Are you sure about what happened with her?" Rei asks me.
"Yeah…I've never seen a monster vanish like her before. It was like she turned crazy weird and warped herself to teleport. I don't know what she is but she's definitely formidable," I answered her. Usagi comforts me with a hand to my arm.
"The warping…you said she looked like me?" Rei asks me.
I nod. "Yeah, well like a version of you. Like I said she claimed to be your daughter from the future."
She presses her fingers to her lips and remarks, "Dark eyes…?"
I narrow my eyes at her, "You've seen her before." It was more of a statement than a question.
She sighs, "I thought I was dreaming the past few nights…it's why I did the prayers today. To try to see her."
I see Usagi sit forward towards her.
"What are the dreams of?" she asks her.
Rei turns to her, "The woman you described, only she was changing herself in her form…several times over. She could be anyone she wanted to be…however she never turned herself into you…all of us but not you."
She looked at Usagi. I begin to wonder what it means till I recall the conversation. "She hates Usagi cause Usagi can defeat her," I say without thinking.
The others look at me.
"She wants Usagi dead cause she can defeat her, yet she hates her to the point that she wouldn't even want to wear her face even if it meant furthering her own cause."
"Does that mean that she sees into the future and has seen me defeat her?" she asks. "I don't know…"
We both turn our heads to Rei as she says, "I think that this new enemy can do a lot and I'd rather not wait to find out if she can in fact see the future…it's too much of an advantage for our enemy to have."
I agree with Rei.
"So how do we fight this new enemy?" Makoto asks.
"We have to go after her…it." Rei tells us.
"She doesn't exist in this realm though. It's a different universe. Sort of like what Beryl's minions were doing." Usagi adds on. "Like with the missing bus ride students. She can alter space."
The other nodded.
"Bottom line, how do we get to this new enemy without tipping them off?" Minako asks.
"I don't think we can and frankly I don't care to do so. Yes it would be advantageous to us but at this point, we need to eliminate this threat before they know what hit them and for all we know it's just her." I can see the skepticism on their faces but I push forward. "Rei can stay here to 'throw' this monster off her game by trying to reach out to her using your fire powers to try to see her into her mind."
Rei looks off.
"Makoto and Ami will come with Usagi and myself while Minako will stay here to guard Rei to be safe."
It's Ami who speaks first, "I know you want to figure out who this new enemy is but that's not a solid plan. We need to be strategic about this. We'll go to the library where you were at and see if we can find traces of them so I can analyze it."
I sigh feeling it would be a bit of a waste at this point.
"Ami's got a point…but so does Mamoru." Usagi looks at us both, "We will go to the site but use whatever we find there to trace this monster back to wherever she is and if she can be reasoned with. If not…if she possesses a threat to earth…we will take care of it like we always do."
I smile, "We need to go then."
The girls get up reluctantly as Rei gets into position herself and waits for Usagi's command.
It's less than an hour later that we arrive and go to where I was in the library. It's dark inside and closed off so we magically shut off the alarm and use our flashlights to find the area so that Ami can use her computer to scan for the proper energy readings to locate where this fault daughter came from. It doesn't take long till we are on the second floor and find the hidden location. I see the way Usagi looks at it and then at me.
"What?" I ask her.
"Nothing…but it figures that even universities would even have a make out spot."
I balk at her words before noticing the level of dust in this particular area of the library. I take a bigger gander around and see the three closest stacks are far removed from that of any stairwell, hallway or camera. For a few brief moments I'm taken away from the seriousness of the situation and pondering taking Usagi here at some point for a new venture when I hear Ami say, "Got it." It snaps me back to attention.
I see the portal begin to open as we all transform and jump in. It takes us about ten minutes to find our way around, but we eventually come to find the woman I ran into. She turns to see us and remarks, "I figured my 'mother' would be with you guys, but I guess not."
Moon responds to her with, "She's not your mom…we know you're not her future daughter."
The dark haired girl stares at Sailor Moon with anger in her eyes.
"Out of all the Senshi here, I'm going to enjoy killing you the most."
She began to attack us all. She was good I'll give her that, but all of us against her were too good odds for us. She was firing at us her powers out of blind anger and rage leaving her vulnerable and without the chance to regroup for herself. Truly I almost felt for her when she screamed her rage at us.
I used my own communicator to reach Rei. "Pyro you there?" I ask.
"Yes, waiting for you guys to give the signal."
That's when I told her, "Look into this girl's heart, she's not fighting for her life nor is she calling on anyone to help her. She's fighting out of anger and rage."
I could hear the confusion and shock as Rei began to chant. The girl screamed so loudly before the next hit came that Jupiter stopped.
The rage that was surrounding her, like an aura of red and black, encircled her and captured her like a monster in itself. The girls stopped as I knew for a fact Rei got into her mind.
"Stop!" she cried out. That's when she fell to her knees for a moment. No one moved as she just screamed her torment and rage. I see Moon step forward ready to purify her. The woman screamed out, "NO!"
Moon stopped, as did we all.
"I refuse to die like another follower to your 'purified cause'," She sneered at Sailor Moon.
"The moon scepter eliminates evil, you'll be free of it," Sailor Moon pleaded with the girl.
"I like my evil," she snaps back. "It's who I am, and you know what, I'd rather die evil than die good…I know where my ending resides and I refuse to let you take away MY ending Moon bitch."
"Listen…," Rei tried.
"You don't know me! None of you do!" she rants.
"No we don't but I've seen enough inside of you to know that you're suffering," Rei explains to her. "It's what caused you to seek out the darkness, it was the only way to drown out the pain you were feeling."
Everyone looked at the young woman.
"You don't know suffering," The girl insisted with a sneer. "None of you do. None of you know what it's like to watch a fire bomb or a lightning strike or a love chain hit this house or that house…"
She turns around on everyone then looks directly at Usagi. "Or to see the Moon Senshi herself, in all her glory, use that moon wand to take out a great evil and for the ripple effects of the powers to decimate the only thing that mattered to me…my mother."
I look to Sailor Moon who looks at this heartbroken woman. The sorrow in her eyes for something she didn't even do yet.
"What happened?" Moon asks her, her voice hollow now as if questioning her own morality in this.
The dark haired woman turned to her, "I wasn't the only one who turned to darkness in my darkest hour. My mother did too when my father fell. You gave her the same speech about purification as you did just now. You see, my father fought in YOUR war against evil. It wasn't HIS war, it wasn't OUR war yet he FOUGHT YOUR war!"
Her screams became harsh and the girls lowered their hands down seeing the pain of this young woman. "Yet he felt it was a worthwhile cause, because Sailor Moon, defender of the innocent, the woman who took over as Queen of earth next to her dear husband, saved his life one time. It wasn't his war to fight and when he lost his life for it what happened? Nothing. People were crowding around YOU. The heroine that saved them all, NOT the fallen soldiers who sacrificed for you to have enough power to defeat the evil. People remembered that day for YOUR efforts and people like him were cannon fodder to the greater good."
Clearly in her own misery Moon finished off her words, "So you took in the remaining evil that was around."
The girl smiled, "Gold star…as strong as you were the evil was damned strong, and the remnants went into those willing enough to carry the will of the evil to the next phase."
That's when Jupiter asked, "What's that?"
The girl smirked this time, "Sailor Moon's demise. You see, evil hates you more than even we do. When you took over the Earth and the Moon as your strongholds you created an imbalance of sorts. There was too much good in the world and it attracted evil. You're an evil magnet and now I'm going to show you just how bad that is."
She made a full-fledged attack on Moon but my Moon Senshi was stronger than that. However, what happened next will be burned into my retinas for life.
Sailor Moon took her on but managed to get on the same level playing field and even sent a message to the others to let her handle this. Everyone stopped fighting the girl as she tried to hurt Moon, but she was ducking everything the girl threw out at her. Letting her whip out her energy and that's when it hit me. She was purposely NOT fighting her now just to let the girl use up her own energy in this.
When the girl made a flaw, a mistake that could cost her own life. Sailor Moon didn't take the chance to end her. Instead she brought her hand to the girl's heart and in a shocking moment that even the girl didn't see coming called upon her powers to heal her. However it wasn't to turn her good, it was to allow peace to be with her. To let her feel something more than the pain she was consumed by.
I could see that in that peace that consumed her, the rage dissipated against Moon. The bright light went away, and the girl broke down and wept for her fallen family. No one moved and Moon simply asked her, "Do you still want to hurt us…me?"
The girl stared at her with tears in her eyes, "I just wanted to stop feeling…anything..."
The shock in her own voice confused her. "What did you do to me?" she asked Moon.
"Simply allowed for you to feel the grief and peace the way it's meant to be felt. Not with evil, but with your own feelings to help guide what you truly want. Evil manipulates and uses people, that is why I heal them. To give them their own free will back. To let them make their own choices. Not to create some 'good' utopia. Just to be the best versions of themselves. You were feeling only your pain which is what the evil took advantage of. You're free of it now."
The girl stands up, "Where do I go then? I have nothing left."
Moon doesn't give her a smile instead she tells her pointedly with a neutral face, "Make those that fought for life, for the side of good proud in the future. Don't let their deaths be in vain. Live…for them."
The girl nods and seems to vanish before our eyes.
"What kind of time traveling magic is that?" Jupiter asks.
"Good question…cause I thought that only Pluto could work it." Rei says over the communicator.
Moon turns to me, "Time to set up a meeting with Setsuna and figure it out. In the meantime, let's get some rest."
It takes little to no time to leave the area and de-transform into what we were previously wearing. Usagi is now a bit worn out looking but has a pensive expression marring her face.
"What is it?" I ask her once when we were home. She doesn't even glance at me showing just how deeply she feels on the matter.
"That girl…she has such loss, such pain…," she then stares at me. "Do you think I'm a fair ruler in the future? That this fight that we had against the new enemy was as bad as she claims it was?"
I take her hands in mine. "I think that she let her pain cloud her judgment and needed someone to hate, something that was tangible that she could focus on. Someone that was alive that she could physically attack."
It's unfortunate but true.
Usagi, or her future self, I hold no doubt that a massive battle happened…and that we won, but I can also see where in ones all consuming anger and grief that without control over one's emotions they can consume and make rash bad decisions. Evil found this girl and whomever else and decided to take advantage. The evil wanted to live and hated that Usagi won…again.
"She was being used…her anger was misdirected."
Usagi nods to my words.
"Hey…," I pull her chin up to see me. "You were right to pull the evil from her, but to force her to feel the grief and peace still. She needed that and to pull that away would have been to rob her of her own judgment call. She chose to leave and do some good or at least we hope so."
Usagi nods at my words then says, "I guess…however it also reminds me of what happened the last time we had sex."
This confuses me, "How's that?"
She looks at me with a resolute expression plastered on her face, "You didn't use protection the last time we were together."
I feel a cold sweat begin to hit me as I forgot about that. My mind tries to come up with a good excuse but as she sits there waiting for my response I realize that the only accurate thing to do, the only true thing to do is be honest to the woman I love.
I bite the bullet and admit to her, "I almost let one future dream destroy us, when she came along all I could think of was to one prove her or it wrong and secondly, to not let you out of my sight…to make sure you'd be mine…forever. Perhaps that's selfish of me but honestly having you tied to me, is the…you are the future for me, that's it…you and the family we create."
She looks away for a moment.
"When I realized what you did I couldn't help but think to myself 'is he doing this on purpose or does he just know that my cycle is in a few days and knows the odds of getting pregnant is nearly impossible?'" she gives a low chuckle, "But now I know."
I gulp again. "I don't suppose 'pre-emptive avoiding an argument round of sex' is on the table."
I can feel the sweat increasing on my body at this as she gets up from the couch we were sitting on and before I can gather any true thought straddles my lap.
"Sex doesn't solve everything but being honest does. Besides I am on the pill for now so it's not like I wasn't already covered."
She kisses me before I can respond and while I want to get more in depth about it I also don't want to ruin this delicate balance we've slipped into. Without questioning this I wrap my arms around her and slowly remove the shirt from her body and snapping off her bra.
I can feel her body responding to what I'm doing so I continue forward as clothes get stripped off and before I know it I can feel her lips against my length. She doesn't give me much time to think as she angles him just right and pushes down. I gasp and lung forward. Holding onto her as I feel her breasts getting crushed between us. My length consumed by her tight hot heat as I try to hold back, Usagi's eagerness is getting to me.
Her hot, tight heat is making me want to let go inside of her again. Then recalling what she said earlier I do the math and know regardless of my earlier intentions where I can let go and not care. So with that in mind and feeling better after the events that played out, I pulled her in harder towards me. She slams down onto me as I press myself up into her. Pressing every inch of my member into her heated center.
I grind myself up into her. Feeling her muscles clench around me so tightly as I enjoy feeling them wrapped around my heat organ. The skin is so sensitive that I can't help but grunt as I feel the pre-cum leaking from me and going into her.
"Oh Mamo…," she whimpers as I hold her in my arms and press myself into her. Her hands hold onto my shoulders for support as I guide myself into her on repeat.
The warnings from the girl are far away from my mind now and my own focus is on the stunningly wonderful young woman in front of me. I watch her in all of her glory as she rides me like a damned pro. Her nipples poking out begging to be attended to as her little nubbin below I can feel rubbing up against the root of my cock. As she looks down at me, making me feel like I'm the center of her world.
Though it's clear we were the center of each other's worlds. I can feel myself getting harder than before and I enjoy and relish in the pleasure that she's giving me. I feel the urge to come to completion with her hitting me hard and yet I see that she's not there, not yet anyways. I rise up with her in my lap and kneel on the floor so I can perch her bum up on the couch and pull her to the edge as I start to slam back inside of her again.
Her legs get pushed up and over my shoulders as I watch my member slip in and out of her at a much speedier pace than before. I enjoy watching the veins throb as they get coated in her juices on each pull out and how my cock feels on each push in as her tight walls encircle themselves around me. Gripping me with intent as if they don't want to release me. She grips onto me with intent, her hands latched onto my arms before she lowers them to my own butt to push in further as her knee caps meet her shoulders.
The pleasure is getting to me in this new position and I can tell it's doing the same to her. She holds on and yet in the rhythm of our love making I can feel her grip slipping off my bum and her desperate urge to keep her hands in place as if she's afraid I'll pull out too much and be gone from her. I could never let that happen…not willingly. Before I can think on it too hard her grip falters and I feel her walls begin to spasm.
Her voice sounds louder than before. Crying for more of me. I'm unable to stop my hips from plowing into her and frankly, from the sounds of her ecstatic cries she wants it as badly as I a moment of sweet relief I feel her walls clamp down as she comes around me. It's more than enough to tip me over into that sweet oblivion. I pump myself into her with all that I have and more.
After several minutes we finally calm down and I have her laying on my side, curled up against me as we enjoy the aftermath, the bliss of our joining. Both of our bodies feel like jelly and I for one don't want to get up anytime soon. In fact only a pure adrenaline rush could get me to get up…or the need to use the facilities.
"We need to do that more often," Usagi tells me, breathless as she is.
"Agreed." That's when I question whether she means the sex or being WITHOUT a condom and now I don't know.