Disclaimer for every chapter: Everything belong to Bethesda, I only own my OC and plot.

Laying on my dead bed in the hospital, I smile tiredly at the couple standing beside me.

"Thank you for everything, K, T."

K, The other man stood there, smiling sadly at his friend, his wife, T, sobbing while holding onto the dying man's hand, "We had fun too, no need to thanks us."

I look toward to T, my other best friend beside K and said, "Thank you for accepting my wish to take over the charity's management for the orphanages, K. I just wish I had a bit more time to meet my godson when he arrive...". I look sadly at her pregnant belly.

K smiled with teary eyes, "It's your legacy. It's only right to keep it going and help all other children. I too wish you could've had more time..."

I smiled at her, then said to K, "Remember to tell him all about the stupid things we do, K. Raise him well, or I'll raise from my grave to visit you."

K chuckled, "Don't worry, I'll raise him well and tell him all about his godfather."

"Good good...", I replied, "I think it's time for me guys...", I Whispered, feeling the strength left me. "I wish I could play Skyrim one more time..."

My eyes closed and I take a final breath. As my consciousnesses fading and darkness taken hold, I heard T cried louder and K letting his sob that he held back out.

"Is this death's felt like...?"

I don't know how long it is, but after a while, the darkness starting to brighten up and I saw that I'm in a vast white space with nothing around me. Looking around and find nothing, I tried to move but I can't feel my body. Focusing, I found out that my body is now just a floating light orb.

As I'm wondering what's happening, a white light appear, brighten and blinded me. After the light slowly tuned down a bit, a human silhouette appeared, but all I can see is the shining silhouette and can't see clearly the figure. A woman voice said, "Welcome child."

As I'm still confused and want to ask questions, I found out that I can't speak. The figure then speak again, "Just think what you want to say and I can hear it, child."

Heading the voice, I thought, "Umm...what's happening? Who're you?"

The figure smiled, at least it's seem like that to me as I still can't see the figure's face clearly, and said, "You must be confused right now so allow me to explain. I'm the god that govern your earth. It's one of my duty to manage the reincarnation of people when they're passing away. Now normally, this process is automatically as there's already a system that I created to do that, but sometime, very rarely there's a case that I want to taken to my own hand, and you're one of that rare case."

Feeling more confused and a bit scared, I asked, "Uhh...did I do anything bad to required that? Am I being punished?"

A pearly laughter rang out, "No no my child. It's the opposite actually. Due to you good deeds in your life, I'm here to offer you a choice, or an opportunity if you will."

"A choice...?"

"Yes. But first, let review you life shall we. As an orphan, lived in an orphanage in a bad neighborhood, your life can be said to be bad as the others children with you. But instead of giving in, you tried to do everything you can to make life easier for the other kids without breaking any laws. You do odd jobs around, doing everything you can to make even a little bit more money, which was not a lot consider almost all adults taken advantage of you. Then you donate all the money you made to the orphanage to give other kids a better living without keeping anything to yourself. When opportunity to be adopted arrive, you always push the other kids first and refuse to be adopted by anyone interested in you." The god stopped and smiled at me.

Feeling embarrassed, I said, "It's nothing, I can take care of myself easier than the others so I thought that others should have a chance before me... Also I did cause some problems too with how my violence tendency and short fuse I was back then.". I finished looking down, or at least that's what my expression's like to the god.

The god just kept smiling and said to me, "Yes, but you did that because of the other kids's sake. You don't want them to be abused and taken advantage of by other adults so you stood up for them. As for your violence tendency, yes it's a bit worrying, but you got that under control later in life so it's fine my child. Moving on, later in life, you saved enought money to open a small restaurant with your best friend K and take off from there. Your restaurant did really well, but like in the past, you only take enough for your daily necessity and donated and help people in needed with your share of profit. Many people that've been help by you were at their lowest in their time of need, later come back and want to help you back, but you refused them until they insisted you to a point you open a charity with all that money then give it all to orphanages all around."

I sighed at that. "Yes. I help people because I want to, not because I want anything back. But many of them insist I receive their gratitude so an ideal popup that I'll take it all and help other poor children, wishing no one have to go through what I and other kids back at my orphanage."

The god smiled kindly at that. But then the smile turn sad, "It's a pity that you don't live for yourself back then and just keep working to help people all around that you even contract cancer at your young age and died early."

"It's my choice, and I'd do it all over if I can choose again." I smiled at the god

"And that's why you're here now with a choice from me. Normally I'd just reincarnate you into a good family, have a good life and all that. But on your deadbed you said, 'I wish I could play Skyrim one more time...'. So now I'll give you a choice. first choice is the one that I talked before. second choice is to be reincarnated into the world that you love so much, The Elder Scrolls, specifically Skyrim's world."

If I still has my mouth, I'd gasp at that. "...Really!?"

"Yes my child. Although I must warn you. If you choose the second choice, you'll be out of this world's cycle, out of my influence forever and be subject to that world's cycle. You'll not see you friends ever again when they pass away nor have anything to do with this world anymore, not to mention it's likely impossible to be reincarnated back here."

I looked confused at that. "Wait. you said before that I'll reincarnated again so how can I see my friends when they pass away?"

"I never said the reincarnation is immediately. For people pass away with regret like you, you can take your time to live in the after life with your friends and family for awhile until it's time for the reincarnation to happen."

I silent at that and started thinking about my answer. On one hand I wish I could see my friends again when the time come, ask them how did they do and all that. A memory then pop up in my head.

-Flashback-

"Seriously, I kept telling you to live your life a little you workaholic.". K said exasperated.

"I am, K. I love doing what I do right now...". I replied, a bit defensive.

"No you're not. You just a workaholic. If not for me and T, I doubt that you even know what drinking is. It's good that you're helping people all around, but please take time off to enjoy life more will you". K huffed at me.

I just sighed and not reply him.

-End Flashback-

Looking back then, I admit that life here is too boring for me to enjoy it. That's why I loved video games, especially Bethesda's golden day's games. A world where everything is so exciting and adventure await for gamer to dive in. Compare to the normal daily life here it's like heaven and earth.

Taking a deep breath figuratively, I answer the god, "I choose the second choice please. Heading my best friend's advice, I'd love to live in that world."

Smiled at me as if she already knew what choice I made, the god said, "Very well. Is there anything else you want to ask of me? I can't give you anything unreasonable, but a little bit is fine."

If I still have my eyes, it'd shine brightly at that. "Can I ask for that world to be a world like my Requiem's modlist that K made for me? And for me to be reincarnated into my pre-made character?"

"Are you sure? If my understand correctly, that world will be quite difficult and dangerous..." She stated worriedly.

"I'm sure. As you know already, I think, I'm quite gifted in martial arts, and I already playing through that modlist so many times that going back to vanilla's Skyrim is not the same anymore." I replied.

The god nodded at that. "Alright then. I wish you a good life there my child. And remember, live your life to the fullest you can". She then wave her hand and a blinding light flash, then everything faded to darkness once more for me.

"Now, Tolfdir is probably giving the first lesson. You should go in and join the other students. Good luck."

The first thing I realize is that, it's cold as hell. Opened my eyes, I saw a big door before me. Looking around, I saw a woman walking away from me. It's seem that that woman is the one that talked to me just now. I'm standing near a statue that seem to be a mage, holding 2 sphere, one with red color, other with purple color. my surrounding look like an open roof main hall, with an entrance outside behind me and 2 other doors leading somewhere inside.

As I remember correctly, this should be College of Winterhold. I stood there alone and confused, as if I reincarnated into my pre-made character, he should be somewhere in Riverwood.

"What's goin-". I start to question then stop immediately, as the voice coming out of my mouth is not what I expect either. It's a woman voice, a bit deeper compare to other women, but a woman voice nonetheless. Looking down, I saw that my clothes is of the mage kind. Then I saw what I never expect there, two big mountain staring back at me.

"W-what going on!?" I asked again, then panic a little and slowly reach my hand down toward between my legs. I sighed in relief as I find what I was looking for, my little brother's still there. Confused again, I reach up and get a feel at the two mountain that mount on my chest. It's big and soft, definitely women's breasts as I thought.

For a few minutes, I stood there, hand on my chin and thinking. Then realization kicked in and my eyes widened. This's not the pre-made character that I made everytime before I start a new playthrough. As I remembered, the last time I play Skyrim is when I finished my latest playthrough and delete all of my save and pre-made character, as I usually done. This character though, it's made by K to troll me back when he first finish install the modlist for me and ask me to play her.

-Flashback-

K asked me to look at her in 3rd person and took off the clothes of the pre-made character that he made for me. I just looked confused at him back then, but still do what he told me. Then in all the glory, a naked woman, with big booty, big booba, with a big schlong staring back at me. I've never seen K laughing so much that he almost piss himself like that while I just look at my character, my eyes widened with a bit blush.

After a while, I just glared at him and he said, still laughing, "Hahaha, you should've seen your face. Oh men that's so funny."

"What the heck K!?" I shouted at him.

"Hehe sorry 'bout that. Just want to troll you a bit. Also you seem to love this world so much that you don't intend to find any woman to marry irl, so I thought I'll just made a waifu in-game for you." He then start laughing again.

I sighed at him. "Well I'm not gonna play this character anymore. I'll just made another one and play."

K chuckled, "You sure? She's half Breton and half Snow Elf, the one and only race in skyrim. I admit she's a bit op in term of magic, but hey, I like opness and it fit the lore you know. Snow Elf is said to be really powerful with magic."

"Yeah I'm sure. I wanna enjoy a challenge. Don't get me wrong, I like the power fantasy, but too op is boring you know. Also, take out the mod that let me see naked women please. I don't want that, especially if I know you well, you'll make it that men can be naked too, and I don't want to see any men's schlong. And what the heck? Why does she has schlong too?" I huffed

K laughed at that, "It's just a mod that give female schlong, but only for you, NPC not affected. You don't have to uninstall it, I can just turn it off."

I huffed and shook my head at K, but smiled fondly at him. There're things that only friend do for each others, and TO each others.

-End Flashback-

"I remember now. I kept this pre-made character due to sentimental value and not delete her. If there's no other pre-made character in my save and only her, it's no wonder god reincarnated me into her". I mumbled then sighed

Well at least I still had my little brother. It's a fucked up situation, but I can't bring myself to hate K. As infuriated and trolled he is sometime, he still my best friend. Also being reincarnated into her gave me some closure to K, as this character was made by him for me.

With a chuckled, I start heading for the big door, to the Hall of Elemental to start my first lesson in the College of Winterhold and then to start my life here in Skyrim.

Author's note: English is not my first language, my literature's score back when I was a student was just above average, so don't expect much from my works. Also to not saturated the story with useless words, I'll try to replied/authors note as little as I can.

This story is my attempt at a work to my liking when I found non to read anymore/other stories not to my liking. I'm playing Skyrim right now and this story will follow closely to my playthrough/experience with my save. I'll take suggestion into account, but don't expect much.

Thank you.