Scary Girl was crying while on the phone in her room.
Scary Girl: I'm so sorry, Mom... Failed... I've let you and my family down again... I'm so sorry... Maybe this will be the last time I let you down...
Scary Girl hung up. After wiping away her tears, she began to write a note on one of the papers.
She was crying as she wrote this note. No matter how hard she tried to change, no one was going to like her... She knew that even her family hated her. She was constantly thinking about who in the world loved her. At the end of the note, "The world will be better without me..." She then folded the paper and placed it on her desk.
She then closed her normally open curtains and locked the door.
Luckily, she was able to easily hang it up, as she always carried a rope. She then put a chair on the area where the rope was, and after climbing on top of the chair, she put her neck on the rope.
Scary Girl was unresponsive at first, but then she started laughing. These laughs were not normal laughs. As Scary Girl laughed, she thought she didn't deserve it and that others deserved to be there instead.
Afterwards, she remembered the people she had tried to befriend. She had failed with all of them... they had all run away from her. When she was younger, everyone always avoided her. This was something she was used to.
She then looked up and her eyes began to tear up again.
Then she began to say her last words.
Scary Girl: I'm so sorry about everything. I have not been worthy of you. I have embarrassed my family many times and pushed everyone away from me...
Then she started smiling.
Scary Girl: Now you can relax because a jerk is going to leave this world...
She closed her eyes.
Scary Girl: Goodbye cruel world...
Just as Scary Girl was about to move, someone stopped her.
?: NOOOOOOO!
Scary Girl: Huh?
Scary Girl stopped and recognized the voice. This... Raj...
Raj: I don't want you to die! You're a really good girl, and unlike others, you're constantly striving to be better!
Scary Girl was stunned while listening to Raj.
Raj: I know it's not easy for everyone to walk away from you and for everyone to hate you even if you change! That's what I know because... people looked at me like I was a hobbit when I was dating Bowie and I was abused for months! I was all alone like you and I wanted to die like you!
Raj spoke even more tearfully in the last parts.
Then a slight smile awoke.
Raj: But... Thanks to the support of a few friends, I'm here now and I'm not scared anymore. Of course, Bowie and I are separated now... He became one of my close friends.
Raj: What I want to say is this... I will always be by your side...
Scary Girl was getting emotional again.
Raj: You can understand your problems with me. I will never judge you, and together we can look for solutions to your problems...
Raj: Please don't die... Don't leave me here alone...
Scary Girl thought. For once, she had found someone who loved her, and she didn't want to leave him. She then removed the rope from her neck and unlocked the door. She then hugged Raj and started crying.
Raj was both flushed and surprised. Scary Girl had never cried in front of the others. He always seemed happy.
As Scary Girl was heading towards the dark light, the white light stopped her and she was given a second chance to live.
Scary Girl was still crying. She wanted to talk, but she couldn't.
Raj: Shhh, it's okay... Whatever your problems are, we will solve them together... I will always be there for you...
The two continued to hug and Scary Girl felt loved for once.
Note: Well, I wrote something like this because I've given up on it completely. I know I won't be able to regain my former fame and... I tried to commit suicide today, but damn it I couldn't! What does life want of me?! Let me die! As if everything was good... God doesn't even answer me! Damn, my trust issues have increased by a lot! I hate it! It was a story that reflected my state of mind. Maybe that's why I don't criticize your posts. Anyway, I hope to see you in other fanfics.