Chapter 6

Y/N's POV

After Jin left Jimin asked me why I stayed in the woods so I went on and proceeded to tell him. Jimin I have always wondered why I'm the only one that can calm you down just like you are the only one that can calm me down. Maybe it's because we are the same age and also have the same birthday, but whatever it is I'm happy that I'm the only one that can calm you down for now that is anyway, because when you find your mate she will be able to calm you down you won't need me anymore because she will take over my spot. Then when I would need someone to calm me down no one will be there because you are the only one that can calm me down, probably when Jin calls you you would either ignore it or answer it and tell him that your busy. When that happens I will just end up killing everyone that I see and I won't be able to stop unless someone kills me. That is a day that I don't happen but I do at the same time because I want you to find your mate and be happy with her. After I said that he looked shocked, so I started to walk away from him without him even realizing that I was leaving. Then as I'm walking away from him I start to talk too myself, why did he come after me oh he probably wanted to tell me that he already found his mate, and that's why he was shocked by what I told him.

Author's POV

Where you even listening to him when he said that he loves you and can't live without you.

Back to Y/N's POV

I then head to my house in the woods that no one but me knows about, when I entered my house I whispered to myself I will miss you Jimin and I love you but I was too scared to tell you because I didn't want to ruin our friendship that means the world to me. I went to my room and fell asleep because I'm never going back to school after what just happened. Jimin's mate won't have to worry about me getting in the way of their relationship because I will stay in this house for the rest of my life. I will never have a love life because the only person I want to be with is Jimin but that can never happen. I knew from the beginning that he was never going to be mine, not in this lifetime or the next I will forever be alone and that's ok as long as he is happy that's all that matters to me. I know that he will eventually forget about me because he has a mate now and she will take my place in Jimin's heart and I can't do anything about it. I will just have to accept that he doesn't need me anymore.