Like White noise in the Borg collective
Seven
I am no stranger to pain.
I experienced it many times.
It became a constant companion.
Silent at day and roaring at night.
Screaming in my head,
whispering in my mind
Telling me to give up,
willing to break me.
To Defeat me.
And sometimes…
Sometimes.
But I am Borg.
Or I am human.
I am neither
But resistance must not be futile.
Stardust
Raffi
Your arrival was so you
spectacular
Your appearance
breathtaking
You seemed so strong
in body and mind
unbreakable
but still broken in million pieces
and I felt it, saw it, in sad eyes,
was drawn to it, into you
an unique soul
beautiful but shattered by anger
filled with guilt
I reached for you
tried to touch
tried to heal
my palm on your heart
my fingertips now covered with stardust
as if you just finished your journey
after millions of years between the stars
following your own path
unimpressed by dying stars and burning suns
bathed in time and kissed by the galaxy
let me take care
let me make you whole
Sun kissed Honey
Seven
Behind veils of green light
I feel your presence as yellow dancing energy
guiding me through the depths of my mind
when I walked too far the path of my guilt
my name called by
your voice like sweet thick honey
surrounding me
embracing all pieces
I am
besides appearing as one
I am broken still
after all those years
but you are the liquid gold
that meant to heal
it is your laughter floating across the time
filling it with your brightness
rich, deep and sensual
divine among mundane
you always felt like sun to me
And I love
the vibration it causes
the feeling of the healing it brings
after decades of taken care of myself
putting myself together piece by piece
it's now your touch that keeps me together
No longer
Raffi
Hot breath crawled under my skin
Your lips burned holes on my spine
Promises made impossible to keep
Question asked, Answers given
You spoke my name
Whispered against my belly
Traced by your tongue
We conversed without words,
Understanding conveyed through heartbeats.
You kissed
Me, we
Kissed
Forever
Not enough,
not ever
"Don't go, Don't leave, not this time
Not this day"
And I begged you to stay
For this kiss
For us
And you lingered for us but no longer
And you lingered for the kiss but no longer
And I stayed for this
But no longer
As you departed,
I shut the door
To the life we no longer share,
Laughter echoing from within the trailer,
A memory of our time,
Of us,
Before,
Now replaced by silence.
You didn't bid farewell,
But to whom, when you say goodbye?
To me,
To us,
This time,
Our future?
Is it all over?
Are we finished?
No answers, for no one.
Where space is no enemy, but time
Seven
I found you in this place
where photons create realities
You choose to be in space
Silent stars no enemies
You can't
You said
Do this anymore
You can't
You meant
Do me anymore
I knew and
I smiled but
I broke once again
I knew for a while and
I cried many nights but
I will let you go for
The love we still share.
So I kiss you goodbye
And I hope in my heart
That this love we still share
Is worth the time spent apart
I will wait
Just to feel
How your heart stopped
For me
Taste the salt of that kiss
As Your farewell On my lips
So I do find myself
in this place
where photons create realities.
Battle of Earth
Seven
night is cut by angry red
burning deep into eternity
in the middle of the fight
your heart reached out to me
and mine stopped between heartbeats
to listen, its whisper, for a second.
just a second, a second too long but not long enough
a hasted breath
a rushed look, you are there, still with me
When our galaxy is going to end until then
just a moment left, filled with memories
you, laughing, we kissing, us crying
so much love unspoken but so deeply felt
I see
you deserve better
we deserved better
and at the end of this
I promise to you my love
beyond all odds
we will be
enough