Hello One and All in Interweb Land!
I. Hate. Writer's. Block.
It blows big fat planet sizes chunks!
I didn't think this chapter would give me such a hassle but boy howdy has it been making go through every hoop, hurdle, tightrope, hole, and everything else just to get this done!
Now to be honest, Writer's Block wasn't the sole reason why this chapter took so long to get out. Other…personal things cropped up on me that I had to deal with. I hope you guys understand and sorry it took freaking forever to get out.
Sooooooooo…the last chapter had many of you dudes and dudettes a bit tweaked with me. I knew the scene with our favorite Demon Gals wouldn't be popular but damn y'all, I'm still digging out the daggers from my back!
And to be honest…ok yeah, I deserve it, no arguments here.
Hopefully this chapter will loosen your death grips around my neck a little…at least enough I can breathe.
But before that I wish to answer some of your questions you have.
The most asked is yes, I'll be bringing in every Kaiju I can think of, Mechagodzilla and Kong included, and they will have the same treatment as the King. A combination of all variations smashed together to be the most powerful versions of themselves. No cherry picking here!
And the other question about the list of who'll be Godzilla's new Queen(s) is still in the works. If you have a suggestion, PM, review or whatever to let me know.
Ok, that's it. Now let's start the Chapter!
Vaggie is having serious doubts in not only herself, but all she did with Charlie…and whether there's anything left to salvage. She questions not only if the one she loves with all her being even loves her at all but what she should do next. Yet she doesn't know what to do? Happening at the same time, the Mighty King is putting a plan together to get Charlie back to her normal self. Though he has no idea if it will work, mainly cause he has no idea what the fuck he's doing…
Yeah this is going to be a problem for him.
So let's see how this will play out and hopefully you guys won't hang me if I mess up…even further I mean.
Read on and enjoy!
THE TURMOIL OF THE DEMONESS, THE STRUGGLE OF LOVE, THE WILL OF THE KING, AND ALL THE BULLSHIT IN BETWEEN!
Some days just suck sweaty donkey balls.
It happens to all of us at least once in our life and Good God Almighty are they a freak'n pain in the neck to deal with. Doesn't matter who you are, where you're from, what you've done, or what you've been doing before it gets you, it will hit you. No ifs, ands, or buts on that. And it's usually when you least expected which makes it worse. What you do after various from person to person. Some go to a person they trust and tell them their woes, just to have a shoulder to lean on and just let it all out. Others just want to blow off steam like a locomotive, mostly a violent way. And there are those that just want to be alone and just stew in their own thoughts with no one around.
Such is the case we see a familiar White Hair Beauty sitting at a table in a dimly lit little brick room with a cup of coffee in hand with a mile long stare.
It's been a couple of hours since Vaggie stormed out of the Hotel after her heated argument with Charlie and as you can imagine she was insanely pissed off, frustrated as all heck, miserable to the bone, and basically heartbroken by the whole event. Once she left the Hotel, Vaggie just walked blindly into the city with no destination in mind and while walking unleashed her emotions, completely unrestrained, ferociously lashing out at anything, everything, and anyone who was unfortunate enough to cross her warpath. Including the few occasional perverted creeps that thought they could get lucky with Vaggie and tried to grab some ass.
A few black eyes, some messing teeth, and crushed family jewels quickly ended that prospect for those who were dumb enough to try their luck with the Moth Demoness.
Bloody Hell, Miss Moth Thang takes the saying don't mess with the bull or you'll get the horns to the extreme!
After an hour or so of walking and causing general upheaval, Vaggie decided she had enough of that and wanted to find a place to be alone with little people around her to try and calm her raging emotions and thoughts. As it so happens, she found just the place. Vaggie noticed she was in an alleyway that was far from the populace view and on the side of one of the buildings was a single door with a little sign that just says 'Coffee Shop' on it. It was simple and unassuming, something that many would pass by without even giving a passing glance. Deciding some coffee might help soothe her torrential emotions and mind, Vaggie enter the shop and saw there was maybe a few customers inside spread out minding their own business.
Perfect.
Vaggie went inside to order a Cup of Joe, find an empty table that was away from everyone, sat down, and let the calm and quite of the place surround her thoughts and person hoping it was ease the havoc that was inside her mind and heart. Vaggie believes that now she was in this place; she can have a chance to rationalize what happened and maybe put back her shatter world. Unfortunately, that will not come easy for her. For trying to find the solution to this mess, Vaggie unavoidably recalls the fight she had with her girlfriend and the pain and bewilderment from it. Even though she tried to steer clear of it, her thoughts returned to the incident and where that led. Thinking about it just cause her pervious mood to return making her feel absolutely miserable to the core. It was no use, no matter how hard she tried, the memoires of the argument played in her mind over and over again. Each time was like she was hit in the gut with a sludge hammer, sending her into a grimmer and darker mood.
The fight has left her physically and mentally drained that you can see it in her poster and face. Vaggie was feeling a maelstrom of emotions and thoughts blazing inside her that it was like if you stood near her, you could actually feel it. So lethal and potent, it was akin to the massive heat of an active industrial smelting furnace running and you stood inches away from it. It was that intense. And the pain was one of the many things she was feeling that was pretty bad right now. The pain she felt in her heart alone was like someone used a freak'n cannon the size of the Schwerer Gustav piercing it.
Talk about pain and love being intertwined cause that fucking sucks.
And that was just the beginning of what she is feeling now. Others such as Anger, frustration, confusement, sadness, fear, hopelessness, and the feeling of being lost plagued her psyche as well. Each gnawing at her like a vicious parasite digging deeper and casing more pain. But it was the feeling of betrayal that shadows them all. It alone was like no pain she has ever felt before, never in her life or afterlife has any came this close to this. Now this wasn't the first time this happened to her; Higher Powers knows she had her fair share. From past lovers, friends, or family members, for one reason or another she has felt the sting of fights and the double-cross for various reason. So she knows the emotions that are associate with the feeling of betrayal and has dealt with it.
But this one…this was far worse…worse than anything she felt before…and it was near insanity how much this is affecting her.
Vaggie closed her eye shut trying to stop fresh tears from escaping. God, she hated these feelings so much. She took deep breaths trying to steady her raging emotions to a more manageable level, but it wasn't easy. These damnable feelings are really fucking with her. It was making it difficult to think properly, it was putting an immense strain on her that she feels like she'll just lose it again. After a few minutes she was able to control them enough for her thoughts to refocus. Vaggie let out a tiring sigh glad she was able to prevent the unstable emotions from getting the best of her.
But again, she loathes this so much right now. She doesn't want to think back to what happened at the Hotel, all she wants to do is forget the whole thing, this whole day and just try to regain some semblance of piece back in her hectic life. But she couldn't. Vaggie can't seem to let it fade away as she wanted, it clings to her thoughts and heart with a tight grip. No matter what she did, it won't go away, yet how can one so easily push aside such things? The argument has left its mark on her, a massive ugly scare that has put a great strain and pain in her mind, heart, and soul.
And Vaggie wonders, how did this happen?
Why was she suffering this anguish and misery? What serious of events transpired to allow this to come to light? Who was the one that started this bullcrap that she's in now? And more importantly, what did she do to deserve this? Now Vaggie understands she's in Hell for a reason, she couldn't kid herself in thinking she was a saint or anything like that while alive. And she also knows that being in Hell you'll face such hardships and challenges in large quantities for pretty much all of eternity, but that still didn't stop her from asking these questions. All these questions but with no clear answer just made Vaggie frustrated to no end but there was one question she knew that could be answer. The question of who was at fault was obvious in Vaggie's anguish and misery shrouded mind, for there was only one to blame.
And that finger was pointed at the King of the Monsters.
Vaggie's face contorted into anger as Godzilla face materialize in her mind's eye. Oh, how she scorns the Kaiju for where she is now, how she wish he'd never entire their lives and caused all this trouble. She believes without a shadow of a doubt that he was to blame for her misfortune, her pain, her anger, her sorrow and her confusion. It was the King that set-in motion all the headaches, drama, tension, bad vibes, and everything else that was present in the Hotel. And of course, she blames him for the fight she had with Charlie. If it wasn't for him and all the things he's done then she wouldn't be here in some crappy Hole-in-the-Wall Coffee Shop moaning about her problems alone having all these shitty thoughts and feelings.
But above all else, she blames him for somehow coercing Charlie to believing his horse shit which in turn led to where Vaggie is now and everything she is experiencing.
For how else could it be explained why Charlie seemingly siding with the Monster Monarch so often? It would baffle Vaggie to near madness seeing Charlie do this almost everytime. She thought the Princess would be aware enough to know doing that as often as she did would lead to complications and problems down the road. Charlie had to see the dangers of giving even a single chance to the King had the possibility of backfiring. She just had to but yet she didn't. And that's what made it so confusing to the Moth Demoness.
It just doesn't make sense? Vaggie knew Charlie was not only smarter than this but has more common sense than your average Demon…or so she once thought. Recent events have place doubt in her mind about Charlie's ability to make sound decisions, the biggest is of course forgiving the King after he thrashed her around. How could she easily just let that go? Yeah the Princess has the biggest heart Vaggie ever seen and was not known to hold grudges of any kind but that still doesn't explain why she was now ok with the Kaiju? Godzilla nearly killed her and drove her to the breaking point, be damn the 'lesson' he was trying to teach the Princess. Anyone else would, at the very least, flip him the bird and leave his scaly ass and never come near him again. But not Charlie which just boggles Vaggie's mind. She herself wouldn't buy in his reason so easily like some dim-witted moron, nor will she forgive Godzilla just like that. And she thought Charlie would be in the same mind as her…and yet she did the exact opposite. But why?
Again, Vaggie first thought Godzilla somehow tricked or manipulated Charlie's decision through some freaky Dino God Power he might have to get her to 'forgive and forget'. But as she really thought about it, the idea was quickly discarded for she now sees that it couldn't be that. Even though she really wanted to place all the blame and all of her problems on him. Now there were a few things Vaggie knows about the King that was absolute, one of them was Godzilla was not deceitful by nature. By his very nature, he is a up front, in your face, no holds barred, no bullshit type of guy. If he wants you to know something or wants to do anything, he'll do it through brute force, sheer unwavering ferocity, destructive power, and sometimes harsh as hell words. It was one of the few things she secretly respects about the King, he didn't use methods such as half-truths, sweet lies, hidden meanings, or anything of the like against you.
Godzilla wasn't a Trickster or a malevolent opportunist like a certain Overlord she knows. He wasn't a Alastor, an Angel Dust, or any of the hundreds of thousands of Demons who acted like them. Godzilla was…well, he's Godzilla. It was not his way, his nature, or his style to do anything like that. Partly for the fact he just doesn't understands the concept of doing shit like that but it still counts. Another key point in why she now begrudgingly sees that he might not be entirely at fault here was his stance and believe in how his way and how he perceives the world around him works. For Godzilla to take action in anything, there must be a reason to do it. There always must be a reason, acting out of the blue just wasn't his style. For Hell's sakes, you need to give him a damn good reason just to grab his attention! Now that might seem like a snobbish attitude to the common outsiders but to someone like Vaggie who has been around the King long enough to know it was not because he was prideful or thinks highly of himself, he honestly just doesn't care. And now that Vaggie was truly thinking about it, what reason was there for him to do anything against her or hoodwink Charlie into siding/agreeing/helping him that would align with his core believe in survival?
Simply put, there wasn't.
Godzilla's whole schtick revolves around survival and moving forward in life, there must be a clear and define obstacle that would either hinder or threatens his survival in some way for him to act upon. Which Vaggie knows she has shown neither, so him pulling this type of manipulative deceit stunt just didn't make sense. Mind you she doesn't always get why he does the things he does even if they were the most basic or simplistic of reason once he explains it to you, not counting of course the whole 'Get Charlie to try and kill him' deal. Combine with his minimalistic lifestyle, no B.S. way of doing things, and wanting to be left alone for most of the time, Vaggie has now concluded that no matter how much she wanted to, she can't blame Godzilla in this…at least the majority of the blame.
Ok so Vaggie ruled out him be a backstabbing jackass and played Charlie like a fiddle, but if that wasn't why everything went down the toilet for her, then what? Another possibility could be the fact she is in Hell after all. Even though this place was nothing like what she thought Hell would be. When Vaggie got here and after having a good old fashion freaking the fuck out session when she learned where she was sent, she picked herself up and really took stock at her situation and surroundings. And instead of a place of endless torture, seas of souls in agonizing fear, Demons everywhere causing mayhem bringing more suffering to the masses, and a horizon of fire and brimstone, all she saw was a large city full of assholes doing asshole things but more unrestrained and out in the open, like a hundred times more.
Definitely not what she was expecting. Hell acts more like a true bona fide Sin City unrestricted than a land of pain and suffering. Vaggie has made jokes about Hell not being all it's cracked up to be, often saying it was just like her life back when she was alive, just shittier. She even poke fun at all the fear tactics and scaring people thinking this place was the worst place ever, when it was farther than any of the text in books say or other sources. Sure it has its fair share of pricks, assholes, dicks, jackass, bastards, bitches, and plain old mean jerks plus the whole 'morality is six feet under' can cause some problems for the individual, not to mention the fucking Mutated Pigeon Freaks that come down to slay every Demon and Sinner in their line of sight was a massive hassle to deal with. But besides that, not all that bad. It was just like any old big city, just meaner and shadier. But now Vaggie was beginning to see that the Hell she once made fun of might had a façade all along to lure people into lowering their guard before showing its true colors.
What if that's the trick Hell does to you? Shows you it ain't all bad, that you could have a semi-decent life here, and even find love like she did. And when you least expect it, rips it all from you in a very painful and traumatizing way leaving you broken, alone, and scarred. Afraid to reach out to try and regain what was lost? A true Hell, personally made for you to suffer. Now that's a punishment she never wants to go through even if that's what happened to her. Vaggie sat there absorbing that avenue and after a while decided that, while that could be a real likelihood, was not what she felt was the explanation for everything that has happened. She feels that there was something else at play yet hasn't found it. So she sat there really racking her brain to see what other answers there could be?
But she couldn't find one or at least one that could realistically be found. Since Vaggie has X'd out both Godzilla and Hell as possible likely causes, she was now beginning to suspect that there was a strong chance that maybe there wasn't a single thing or person that was ultimately responsible for her troubles. That it was actually just bad luck, different little things that added up over time which through a type of Domino Effect it came to its final conclusion. It has happened enough to others that it was within reason. Vaggie though didn't want to believe all the crap she'd faced was just one big fat coincidence after another that just so happened to end with her current situation. In her mind, there had to be more than just 'Shit Happens' as the answer.
Yet she still couldn't find one.
"Goddamn it, why is it so hard to find the freak'n answer to this? It should be an easy thing, follow the trail back to the source through reason and logic. A simple fucking thing even that ego driven Red idiot could do…ok maybe not him but at least the common thinking Demon here. But yet here I am, struggling to even find one stinking clue to give me a starting point! What kind of bullcrap logic is that!?" Vaggie gritted her teeth at how she was having problems with finding her answer.
It was bothering her so much she could hear the table cracking underneath her death grip as she held the edges firmly in her hand. Vaggie growled softly to herself before she quickly stopped herself from going too far in her anger.
"Ok…get a grip girl…you don't need to let your anger get the better of you again. Just…take a few deep breaths…and calm yourself down." She did as she suggest and within a minute, she was able to calm down before resuming her musing.
"Good…that's better…at least for now. Now then, let's try this again and go over everything one more time. Is Hell to blame? It might but I don't have any real proof on that. Ok then…then what about anyone at the Hotel? Could one of them have a hand in this? It's possible…but no, I don't think any of them are to blame for this. Husk is drunk most of the time, Niffty is too preoccupied with being an extreme OCD Clean Freak, Angel is more of a smartass teasing Drama Queen than a backstabbing asshole, the Shitlord could definitely do something like this no doubts yet I haven't really seen him do anything that would suggest that. At least not out in the open. And no matter how I spin it, I can't really pin the blame on that fucking monster since it either doesn't care enough to do it, wouldn't see a reason, gain some advantage, or do it for shit and giggles. Then that leaves me…with fucking nothing."
Vaggie place her head on the table mumbling to herself that she was now getting a headache cause life had to throw that little caviar at her on top of everything else. Why was this so difficult? It should be a snap to find a supposably easy and quick open and shut case, but nope! No matter what, she just can't seem to get a break and was now running out of patients in finding the cause of her troubles.
"Por el amor de Dios, I never thought finding who or what to place the blame on would be such a pain in the ass. I mean really, it shouldn't be this hard to find the answer. Yet I already crossed out Angel, Alastor, Husk, Niffty, the beast, even Hell, so what else-" But Vaggie stopped in mid-rant as a sudden thought popped in her head.
One that she would have never put much stock in…at least, till now. It was a suggestion that Vaggie would have never speculated in a million years, yet with all other clues and the usual suspects looked over and crossed out, her mind was now centering on one last possibility. Extraordinarily slim on the surface but with everything else thrown out, it was all that was left…though Vaggie didn't want to believe it could be.
"What…what if…the reason all this shit has happened to me…all my pain…my doubt…my fears…all the things I'm questioning now…was not caused by that the others, Hell, or the Dino-Jerk…but…it was…really…"
A sudden cold chill ran down her back stopping her train of thought. Vaggie dare not finish what she was about to suggest, for the implication alone could shatter her already fragile mind, heart, and soul into oblivion. She didn't want to believe it was true. That there was no way it was the answer to her shitty predicament. It just can't…and yet she can't help but think…could it be true? But the very thought made Vaggie physically sick to the core. The conclusion that Vaggie came up with was edging her to another harsh breakdown. One that could finally break her. And what was this realization that cause her so much fear? It was the idea that there was only one other person left that could have a hand in her misery, fears, and doubts. One that Vaggie would have never even considered.
The Princess herself.
Vaggie didn't want to even think that Charlie could had any involvement in any of this. Or at least in such a way that would bring her any harm. There was no way in all of Hell she would cause Vaggie's despair, grieve, anger, and feeling of betrayal. Perhaps it was her unstable emotions playing tricks on her. She wanted so badly to find someone to blame that now she was targeting anyone that had but a whiff of having even the tiniest possibility. While it was true she was more than willing to throw the likes of Godzilla under the bus for everything because of her scrambled emotions and thoughts that were basically leading her around blindly, that didn't mean she would go after anyone. And certainly not Charlie. Sure, Vaggie might believe Charlie does have some fault in this but that doesn't mean she actually caused this.
But the more she thinks about it, the more she was beginning to see a rather unsettling pattern.
Was it not Charlie who brought in both Godzilla and Alastor, two very dangerous beings in their own right, into the Hotel knowing full well the ramifications of bringing them in? Is it not the Princess that has consciously let much pass by even though it was more than obvious it would end badly? And more importantly, was it not her that disregarded so many warnings from not only Vaggie but everyone else which led to many conflicts and pitfalls? And those were just a few of the things she did in a long list of questionable decisions and actions.
But the thing that really got Vaggie upset was the possibility as to why not only she did all of this but the reason of Charlie's supposed callous attitude towards herself was for the fact that…maybe…Charlie truly doesn't care for herself and her feelings anymore…because…she doesn't love her anymore.
Fresh tears starting to trickle down her cheek, dripping off her chin with some of them landed in her drink. But Vaggie either didn't care or notice, her mind was now in great turmoil on the horrid idea that now attack her with such cruelty that brought her new pain and confusement. New and dreadful thoughts started popping in her mind consuming her in depression, bringing her closer to the abyss of despair, wrath, and loneliness. And she was powerless to stop them.
"No…no it…it can't be…it just can't! Charlie loves me…I know she loves me! She…does…doesn't she…no…she does…but…than why…why has she pushed aside…all my fears…worries…me? Why has she…does…she…no longer love me? Am…am I…no longer important to her? Have…have I done something…did I push her too hard…tried to be too controlling…did my anger push her away…was I not supportive enough…is that why she no longer…but I didn't mean…I love her…I love her…I…I…she doesn't love me any more…did…I loss her…because of me? I…" Vaggie rambled on her voice cracking, tears streaming down her face, trembling a little, and looking like she was about to have a mental breakdown.
Her mind was now in a tornado of questioning everything to the point she was becoming an incoherent mess. Vaggie was in hysteria thinking that she might have lost Charlie's love for some reason and that's why the Princess has pushed aside, disregarded, and simply ignored her feelings, worries, and most importantly, her. Because she did something to cause it. She now fears that she has lost the most important person in her life, the one person that has been her light in this place, her most beautiful angel that has shown her so much love, care, kindness, and passion that lifted her from what she left in the Living World, forever. But she doesn't know what she did to make that happened. And it was because she doesn't know that her mind was now spiraling down a new level of dread, fear, and anguish.
"Please…don't be it…please tell me I didn't lose her…that I did this…please God…don't let that be…no…it…dammit…dammit…GOD FUCKING DAMMIT!" Vaggie yelled throwing the table to the ground before storming out leaving the those in the Coffee Shop confused and slightly annoyed that she ruined the piece doing that.
Vaggie ran out the door going further into the alleyway taking twist and turns just following the path. After a few minutes of doing this, she finally collapsed on the ground on all fours trying to suppress the tears and the need to cry out her lungs. A few small sobs and tears did get out but through seer willpower and stubbornness was able to hold the majority back. Once she felt she got her emotions in check, Vaggie slowly moved over to a wall where she sat there her back on it with her head down and legs pulled close to her chest.
She was tired, so tired of all she was going through.
She didn't like feeling these damnable emotions, thinking these poisonous thoughts, and acting like an emotional train wreck on the loose. Vaggie was so sick of all of it, she just wants it to end, to go back to what things once were…when she was the happiest…just her and Charlie. But that might not be possible anymore. What happen between the two…the fight has opened a lot of deep wounds that might not be able to heal…a lot of hurtful words have been used…and it caused a lot of pain on both ends. Not to mention Vaggie believing Charlie may no longer love her anymore.
In short, life really sucks for her now.
(AN: Ok, the next part is going to go into slight uncomfortable territory here so please read at your own risk.)
The Moth Demoness sat there looking at the ground wondering what she should do now? She was wondering if she should go back to the Hotel and see if there was anything left to selvage between her and the Princess or if she should cut her loses and move on. Which means leaving the Hotel and Charlie, an idea she doesn't like…but feels it might be the best…and possibly only option she has left. As Vaggie sat there contemplating that dour idea a sudden loud noise made her look up. There about a few yards away was what looked like a slender Hare Demon female that had a midnight blue fur coat and light purple undercoat with small wave-like strips on her arms, cheeks, legs, and back of hand. On top of her head was a pair of red antelope horns. Making her a Jackalope Demoness. Next to her was a metal trash pen, this was the noise she heard Vaggie thought.
She wore a lime green tang top that hug her chest rather snuggly really showing the outline of her small yet perky breast. She also wore a dull brown jacket and a black knee-length skirt. Her outfit looked rough as if she had a fight. Bits of her clothing had small scuffs and Knicks on it. She was leaning on the wall as if to steady herself from collapsing eyes closed. She was breathing hard like she was running from something or someone. Vaggie couldn't help but feel slightly curious at what may have happened for her to be like this.
"What happen to her? Looks like she's having a rough day like me…maybe worse." Vaggie thought to herself wondering if she needed help.
The girl looked up her eyes opened, which were the same color as her underfur, and gasped seeing Vaggie there on the ground.
"P…please…you…you have to run…" The girl said with a soft small voice that was almost hard to hear.
This made Vaggie looked at her confused at what she was talking about. The Jackalope Demoness saw the look of confusion on her face so she tried again with a louder voice.
"I'm…trying to warn you, you have to get out of here. There's…a bunch of men chasing me and I…I don't want you to get caught up with myself…they…are trying to…r-r-rape me…so please…run while you can." She said with tears in her eyes and sounding scared.
Now this caught Vaggie's attention. All her troubles and crappy emotions and thoughts were pushed aside. Despite her current situation, Vaggie will not let something like that happen. She knew such things as rape happen all the time here and it can happen to anyone but she won't let it happen if she can stop it. She has personal experiences with such a horrendous action and knew the damage it can leave on you. And she'll be damned if she just sits on her ass feeling like shit while something like that was going to happen around her. Making up her mind, Vaggie quickly got up and went over to the Jackalope girl with a worried but calm face.
"Shhhh, hey sweetie, don't cry. If these jackasses are trying to force themselves onto you than don't worry, I'll be here to protect you." Vaggie said in a calm and protective tone placing her hands on the girls shaking shoulders.
"What!? Are you crazy?! There's too many of them! I barely got out of there with just one of them, there's more after me! Please don't throw your life away for me, I'm a nobody! You don't need to do this I…I'll be their fuck toy while you escape…please…I'm not worth it…" She cried not understanding why Vaggie wants to help her.
"Not a chance hun, I won't let these guys touch a hair on you while I'm around. Plus, I know how to handle those type of men…sides…it'll be a pleasure." Vaggie responded wiping a tear from the girl's face.
The Demoness was stun to hear that. She couldn't understand why Vaggie would go out of her way, possibly getting rape herself, all for her. It didn't make sense. But she didn't get to ponder on that for long as the sound of many heavy footsteps was heard from behind. The two looked behind them and saw a group of at least 15 guys of all sizes, shape, type, color, and form coming up to them. Each had a creepy smile on their faces giving the girls a slight chill down their spine. But Vaggie wasn't worried, she has dealt with larger numbers than this and she saw none of them had weapons. She got in front of the Jackalope Demoness standing tall with a look of anger on her face. One of them came from the group, a light brown Hyena Demon wearing a black business lounge suit but was unkept and slightly messy, walking up to the girls with a cocky grin on his face.
"Hey there sexy, what's a beautiful gal like you hanging around a place like this? You lost or something?" The Hyena asked Vaggie trying to act coy.
"Drop the act asshole, I know you want to rape this girl so don't try that ploy on me. I'm not going let you guys have your way with her so why don't you save yourself the embarrassment of getting your ass handed to you and piss right the fuck off!" She threatens him.
"Oh really? This little thing told you about our fun? Can't be help I suppose, girl was being rather rude to some of my friends when they asked her so nicely if she could hang out with us so of course she would run to someone to tell her lies. Naughty little thing was making such a hassle making things so difficult for no reason." He said still playing his little twisted game.
"I said I wasn't intersted in hanging with you all and some of you pigs were grabbing my ass and trying to stick your fingers in my pussy! That's sexual assault!" The Jackalope said with a heated voice.
"We're in Hell baby, of course we sexually assaulted you, you were making things unnecessary harder on both us and you. So, we had to show you some manners. Plus no one gives a fuck if we rape you or not, best thing about being here if you ask me." He said with a sick chuckle.
…Ok yeah, fuck him up please, dude is sooooo asking for it.
"That might be true but it's also true I can stop you from doing that and if it means some of you die…well…no one would give a fuck about that either." Vaggie said coldly.
"You really want to play the cliché hero here? Fine by me, more pussy to fuck is always a plus. Pick you favorite guys and let's have some fun." The Hyena said to his friends.
They all hooted in agreement with perverted smiles on their faces as they moved towards the girls.
"I'm warning you, I'm not in a good mood and what happens next is on you fuckers." Vaggie warned them but they didn't take heed and continue to move at them.
Vaggie saw this and shook her head a little. Though she was glad they ignore her warning. It means she can finally let lose all her pent-up frustration and anger. They weren't the one she wanted go hog wild on…
But they will do.
WITH GODZILLA
The Mighty King walked down the busy streets of the city as many Demons and Sinners gave him a wide berth not daring to be near the infamous Angel Slayer, for not-so-subtle obvious reason. Which suited Godzilla, he doesn't have time dealing with these weaklings as he was on a mission. The mission to bring happiness back to the broken-hearted Princess. After the whole shaboogle between Charlie and Vaggie, the Princess went into another dark mood and this one looked like it might be a bad one, worse than when he left. Seeing her like this Godzilla decided he would do something to bring the old happy Charlie back. He didn't like seeing her like that, the tears going down her face, the pain and broken heart in her voice, and the aura of melancholy radiating off her that seemed to affect him more than he thought that he would do anything to stop that and bring a smile back on her beautiful face again.
And he didn't like that at all and it was because of his damn 'Curse'!
The 'Curse' as he was still calling it has grown intolerable that he had to take action to stop it from growing. It was because of it he was doing this, if it wasn't so inflamed as it was, he wouldn't even bother doing this plan. He has no faith in it since he believes in his Nuclear-Powered Heart he will fail miserably. But despite that and his own instinct that were telling him to do this plus the fact his 'Curse' was indeed bugging him is the reason he was doing this. And he thinks he knows how to get rid of it or at least get it to a manageable level. Since Charlie was sad and the 'Curse' was reacting to it, he figured if she was happy than the 'Curse' would go away. And for that to happen he needs to find Vaggie, for she was the possible key that could bring the old Charlie back. So, his plan was this, if Godzilla could find Vaggie and convince her to return to the Hotel to make amends with the Princess than everything could potentially return back to…whatever constitutes as normal. At the very least all the tension and malic will be less so. Which in turn will get the 'Curse' to fuck off for the time being. And that was Godzilla's plan, pretty simple really…buuuut…there was one tiny hitch to the plan.
Godzilla has absolutely unequivocally no fucking clue how he's going to accomplish this…at all.
He knows what he needs to do but not how to do it. Though he begrudgingly sees he has to talk to the Moth Demoness to pull this off but there lies the problem for him. Talking to someone. If it wasn't clear by now, the Kaiju wasn't known for being an 'elegant conversationist' so trying to talk to a person like Vaggie, who pretty much hates his very existence, and getting her to agree with him to return to the Hotel and make up with Charlie will be a sticky wicket for sure. Hell, he isn't even aware when he pisses someone off when he talks to them so using words on any level was not in his wheel house of skills. Not to mention he was a bit antisocial as well, which just adds to his shitty ability to talk to anyone. In short, he's completely useless when using words. Or by his perspective at least.
The other problem he has to face is Vaggie or more precisely, her anger for him. It was no secret at all that she holds great anger towards him for many things, mostly personal. Which Godzilla really doesn't care if she hates him or not, he has like a gazillion of other people that hate him so what's one more to him? Though he is aware that because she is angry at him that will make it difficult for the King to accomplish his mission. Which told him if he wants to succeed, then he has to figure out how to lessen her hatred for him some way, enough for him to convince Vaggie to return to the Hotel and patch things up with Charlie…
Yeaaaaaaaaaah…he's has a better chance in winning the lottery five times in a row than make that happen.
So now this was the conundrum he was in. He knew Vaggie was the linchpin in ending the nonsense thus was a critical assist in his mission but because she hates him it would make it nearly impossible for him to even get her to talk to him let alone convince her to return to the Hotel and patch things up with Charlie. And it must be said once more this was not his idea, it was the tag team of his instincts and 'Curse' that was making him do this. Yup, he's boned to the core. But that inconvenience won't stop him, he wasn't known to give up so easily. He might not know how he'll enact that particular part of his plan but if he wants his 'Curse' to subside, he'll find a way. He has no choice. Perhaps the answer will come to him once he finds her, it was a bit folly to hope for something so slim to happen but at this point that's all he has to go on.
Well at least finding Vaggie will be easy for him. Thanks to a combination of his heighten senses, instincts, and psychic abilities, he can damn near find anyone he wishes. He was basically like the ultimate Blood Hound with super powers. He has quite the knack of tracking down those he needed to find, a gift if you will. Though just because he can track someone that doesn't mean those he was tracking will stay in one place long enough to find them in a quick manner. A slight snag perhaps but the Kaiju wouldn't let something like that stop him.
He'll find her sooner or later, whether she likes it or not and she would defiantly won't like that. Not one bit. But he'll deal with that when that time comes. And he felt he was finally getting close. Vaggie moved around a lot so it was a bit of a pain to locate her. Now he sensed she was finally stationary for him to get close. As he was zeroing on her, he went back to thinking how he'll get her to listen to him and agree to his idea. But his thinking muscle was not working too well today as nothing came to mind, just blankness. Godzilla growled softy getting irritated with all of this. The Monster Monarch just wants this to end already, he was so sick of all this drama horse shit that accumulated within and around the Hotel and its occupants.
And of course, the thing he really doesn't like is his 'Curse' that was making him do this and he was still baffled why his instincts was agreeing with this plan. If it wasn't for that, he wouldn't even bother doing this at all. He has no care or desire to get into anyone's business for any reason cause he found out real quick that if you stick your nose in other's little problems, you're guarantee to get pulled into it. If it was up to him, he would just shut himself in his room, read a few books, and let this play itself out. And whatever happens after will happen, nuff said. And if he really needed to intervene, at the very least, he would try to get Charlie to move on from this episode and cut out finding Vaggie altogether. Save him time and annoyance. But of course that's not the case, his 'Curse' and instincts were forcing him to resolve this with a plan he has no care or knowledge of or if it could work and till he does, they will nag and bug him till who knows how long. And it all stems from seeing Charlie sad he was having these feelings and thoughts that the 'Curse' is placing on himself.
Again, not happy!
…I like to reiterate that the fact he still thinks his feelings for the Peppy Princess is nothing more than a 'Curse' just shows how stubborn he is about admitting he does indeed have feelings for her, but what do you expect from this guy?
However, there was another reason why he was looking for Vaggie, for she was not only instrumental for the plan to make Charlie happy, she was also-
"GAAHHHHHHH!" A loud screamed interrupted his thoughts and a blur of blue dropped in front of him.
Then the sound of a body slamming hard on the ground with a sickening crunch was heard that would make anyone cringe like crazy as if they were feeling it themselves. But not for the Kaiju, all that did just made Godzilla stop in his tracks blinking a few times wondering what just happened. He looked down and saw a light blue Demon male with short green hair, purple freckles, fangs coming from the bottom jaw, a white shirt with a picture of a hand print on it, black shorts, no shoes, and a bloody spot on his face with some of the blood dripping down his cheeks. He was out like a blown bulb. He was lying flat on his back on the ground sprawled out twitching slightly and moaning like he was in great pain. Which looking at him, yeah he must be.
How rude, dude came out of nowhere and interrupted the King's thoughts with no regard for Godzilla at all, some people am I right?
Godzilla turned his head confused yet slightly intrigued seeing this. Not for the fact he cared for the Demon or his pain, cause he doesn't, but more of a morbid curiosity on what caused this. For he felt this held significance to his mission and soon he would be proven right. His hearing picked up more sounds of what appeared to be a fight in progress. Again, he would ignore it cause he went past like ten different fights in his search for Vaggie but felt this time this fight was something that garnered his attention. His instincts were telling him to follow the racket to its source. So, with little incentive, he followed the sound of a beat down.
He went down an alleyway taking twist and turns as the sound of the fight getting louder and with more clarity telling him he was getting closer. Soon he turned a corner and was a bit surprised what he found. Not too far away was the Demoness he's been searching for, the elusive Miss Vagatha. She was surrounded by a bunch of male Demons who looked very mad at the White Hair Beauty with a mace in one hand and a tonfa in the other. Maybe the reason they looked ticked with her has something to do with the dudes that were on the floor that looked like they were beaten pretty badly all out cold and it was more than likely Vaggie who did that, if the King had to guess. Which somehow doesn't shock him that he wasn't surprised by that.
Wait is that a double-negative? Eh, who cares.
It was then he noticed Vaggie wasn't alone, behind her was a female…Jackalope? Those exist here? Godzilla has heard about them but didn't believe they exist, guess they do here. Huh, how about that, learn something new every day. Neat! Moving from that little knowledge nugget, the Monster Monarch was intrigued in what he found or should he say what he sees. It seems that despite being out numbered Vaggie could handle herself rather well, which almost impressed the Kaiju. He had a feeling she was a tough cookie and what he's seen tells him he was right. Not only does it look like she has zero damage on her but she exudes cool level headedness that says she was not threaten by them despite being out numbered. Even her face says she was not at all afraid, all he saw was annoyance and anger. Seeing this has made Godzilla look at Vaggie in a slightly different light. It looked like she was both strong and not easily swayed to let anyone intimidate or push her around.
Traits the King himself holds in high regards. And to see that in Vaggie, that places her higher in his assessment on her in his eyes. Now he wants to see how she handles the rest. Godzilla decided to hang back and let this play out. He will not get involved in this. His stance about fighting other's battles still holds true, even for someone like Vaggie. He wants to see what she can do and how far she'll go to overcome this hurdle. What will she do to survive this is what he wants to know? He was now very interested in what will happen next. So, doing the best he could, he hid himself and continued to watch waiting to see her next move.
(AN: Just to let you all know, like with Charlie, since I have no clue what Vaggie can do in terms of powers, abilities, or skills, I'm going to kinda wing it here. Hope I do justice for her but I could also mess it up. So we'll see.)
"Damn this girl is not an easy meal at all, she already flattened five of us and launched poor Phil in the air to who knows where." One of them said look a bit apprehensive to continue.
"Just cause she got the best of them doesn't mean she'll leave here without a cunt filled with our jizz. We still outnumber her so don't back down now guys!" The hyena guy said trying to rally his friends in not giving up.
"Keeping thinking that cause that's all you're going to get from me, besides more pain. Just beat it already, a third of you are already down and I haven't even broken a sweat. Take the hint, you are not going to get any so fuck off already." Vaggie said sounding she was not impressed.
"You obviously don't know what guys like us will do to get some snatch. Cause if you did, you would know we don't quit till we get it." Another said with a pervy grin.
"Oh I know your type very well. And I'm always disgusted by that fact, it's one of the reasons I prefer women over men. Lot less of those around to deal with it." Vaggie spatted back.
"A lesbian are you? Well that'll just makes even hotter when we break you with our dicks."
"…Seriously…why are you all acting like over blown stereotypical sex crazed guys that you only see in poorly done, overly hyped and overly edgy online stories made by 13 years old? Stop it, it's so cringey that my bones are screaming to end you so they won't suffer any more of your words." Vaggie sneered at them.
…Ehhhhh…nah, a little too easy to poke fun at.
"Call it what you think, won't change the facts that at the end of this, we will get what we want!" The Hyena guy lunge forward at Vaggie claws out and a crazed look on his face.
Vaggie scuffed at the dude on just how on the noes he was playing the 'I'm a guy which means I want sex all the time' card cliché way too hard. People like him exist sure but this was just too much. So she did the only sensible thing she could, she'll beat the ever-loving cliché out of him! Vaggie let him get a little closer to her before she throws her tonfa's at his legs which got tangled making him lose his balance and now was stumbling. Taking this opportunity, she slams her mace in his gut the spikes penetrating throw his skin drawing blood out. The Hyena Demon yelled in pain feeling the mace's spikes dig in his gut but was lucky they were so short or else it would be a whole lot worse. But that did little to ease his pain.
Before the dude could do anything else, Vaggie grabbed the side of his head and throw him to the wall hard making a sickly crack sound. Fracture skull was obvious. The motion knocked the Hyena out cold with blood dripping from his mouth. Vaggie release her grab letting the body slump on the ground like a ragdoll. She turned to the others with a cruel smirk to mock the rest.
"Who's next to take me on?" She did the 'come at me bro' hand gesture egging them on.
Three of them took the bait and ran at her with fist and claws out. Vaggie also ran at them with a staff she summoned in her hand but then she jumped in the air and did a split kick for two of them aiming for their head while using the butt end of the staff to vibe check to the forehead. All three were knocked on the ground at the same time moaning in pain. Vaggie did a few quick hits to the down Demons sending them to night-night land. After that, Vaggie twirled her staff in her hand like a pro before throwing it at another guy straight in the mouth without looking like a badass.
"GAH! My fucking mouth! Bitch knocked out some of my teeth!" He cried holding his hand to his mouth which muffled his words.
Not losing her stride, she went up to four more with her trusted spear out and slashed at them on different parts of their bodies. Face, chest, legs, arms, and anywhere she could get at she did. Like a surgeon, she was precise and surgical with her attacks aiming for points that would do the most damage but not outright kill them. For even now, in the heat of the battle, she was mindful of not killing them. In honor and love for the Princess, she will not end them unless absolutely necessary. It was like second nature in a way for her, despite what happen hours ago and the epiphany she could lose her, she will keep her word to Charlie and not kill them.
For love has a tighter grip on her than she realizes.
The four hit the ground crying in pain and cursing at Vaggie but she didn't care. This was on them, they could have just leave and avoided all this but they had to play the tough guy act fueled by the need to get some nookie that doomed them. And like the rest, the Moth Demoness quickly knocked them out. She turned to the last one, who was a Salamander type Demon as he stood at least two feet taller than her and was all muscle and looking like he was lacking brain power. He was most likely the Enforcer of the group, the type of guy that is responsible in doing the grunt work using his sizes and brawn as his main weapons to deal with problems such as her. But Vaggie was confident she could introduce his ass to the ground in the usual painful manner.
Though at the same time Vaggie was at the ready just in case. She believes in her skills and what she can do yet was aware of the dangers of overconfidence. She has seen and experience her fair share of overestimating others. But that won't stop her from ending this ASAP. So she held her ground wait for him to make the first move. But it seemed the Salamander has the same idea as her for he made no movement at all. It appeared to her that he was waiting for her to make the first move which got her on edge a little. It appears he was not as dumb as he looked. That could make things a little more challenging but she won't back down.
So the two stood at opposite ends of each other like it was an old fashion Mexican Standoff. They gave one another harden stare as if daring the other to make the first move. But neither would take the bait. This went on for three minutes of them just standing there in silence that it was starting to get a little stupid. Even the female Jackalope wanted this to get going for the whole thing just has her on edge worried yet memorized by the whole thing. She was amazed on how well Vaggie dispatch the perverted Demons so well. But now…yeah it was getting a little too much for her.
"…Um…are…you guys going to…well…do something?" She spoke up to the two.
But they didn't respond as they kept their stance which irked her a little bit but wasn't going to let it bother her too much.
"Ok…you guys continue doing…this." She finished going back to being quiet.
Good effort there but these two seemed a bit hardheaded to hear anyone out.
Even Godzilla was getting impatient with all this standing around doing fuck all. He learned about this type of standoff and while he himself has done it more than once in the past it never lasted this long. He was this close just to blast the Salamander Demon to nothing just so this could end. But he steers himself from doing that for he wanted to see how Vaggie will handle this opponent. Unlike the others, this one held an air of being tougher than the rest of the weak chaff. This one could give the Moth Demoness more of a challenge and seeing how she can deal with this one will tell him much. But that can only happen if they fucking do something! Luckily this will end soon.
For Vaggie made the first move as she was also getting impatient and wanted this to end now. She went into a sprint heading straight at the Salamander with her spear in hand. He snorted a little glad this standoff was over; he was getting a cramp. As she got close, he did an overhead arm swing aiming at her head. Vaggie saw this and went into a slide going underneath him messing the attack. But that's exactly what he wanted. As she went past his legs, she was met with his tail that appeared out of nowhere and warped itself around her neck. Vaggie grunted in surprised not expecting this. He lifted her in the air before swinging her to the ground hard. She sneered in pain feeling her side slammed on the hard surface like she was hit with five bats at once but she didn't scream. She didn't want him to know he hurt her.
But he notices the pain on her face and made him smirk knowing she was in pain and he liked that.
"Finally got you! You were a bigger pain than I thought but now I've got you where I want you and believe me, you're going to be in a world of hurt. But don't worry, I make sure I don't break you that much, I still want to see how well you handle my horse size cock." He said licking his lips fantasying all he'd do to her.
But he heard her chuckle which confused and anger him wondering what she was laughing about?
"What are you doing?" He asked her.
"I'm laughing at you assclown." She spoke.
"And why is that? Do you find some form of sick amusement of the thought of me raping you?"
"Nothing like that, I just always laugh when a guy just has to describe how big he is. That tells me he has a really tiny dick and he has to lie just to feel bigger than he actually is. How pathetic." She laughed again with a cruel smirk on her lips.
And of course that pissed him off.
"Laugh all you want bitch cause I wipe that smile off you once I get you in my bed. I'll show you where you belong, underneath me and pleasuring me till I say so, and once I'm done fucking you, I'll slit your pretty little throat and watch you drown in your own blood. That'll show you your nothing but a tool to use and thrown away. when you're broken and useless." He said baring his teeth at her.
"Spoken like a Pimp, how original. Well then, let's see who fucks over who?" Vaggie responded.
As she said that, she summoned a dagger and jammed it in his tail which made him yell in pain. He started swinging her around haphazardly trying to get her to pull the dagger out but couldn't. Vaggie just dig the weapon deeper into his tail causing him more pain. Without thinking, he throws her to the wall to make her stop doing that. Vaggie hit the wall hard back first with the back of her head hitting the wall too. She let out a yelp of pain before sliding to the ground. Vaggie gingerly touch the back of her head but pull back from the pain once she touched the tender area. Looking at her hand, she saw blood on her finger tips.
"Dammit, fucker got me good. Guess stabbing him wasn't a smart move. He's better than I thought, best not mess around with this anymore." Vaggie thought with a frown.
The Salamander ripped the weapon out and throw it to the side before turning his attention to Vaggie looking mad as hell. Without a word, he launched himself in the air with teeth and claws out with his tongue hanging from the side of his mouth ready to tear Vaggie apart. Abandoning all thought of violating her, he now just wanted to feel her flesh between his teeth and her bones break in his hands. Vaggie saw this and knew she had to act fast or be this lizard's meal. Thinking quickly, she placed her back flat against the wall using it to give her extra support and sturdiness. When the dude was close enough, she shot her leg straight out aiming her heel to his lower job.
Her aim was true as her heel made contact with his lower jaw which snapped his mouth shut and stopping him dead in his tracks which caused him a jarring and unsettling pain. And as an added bonus to the pain, since his tongue was out of his mouth and when it was forced shut, his sharp teeth and the stopping force was enough to bite his tongue clean off. It fell to the ground making a wet plopping sound. The dude's eyes widen like dinner plates before he screamed out a gurgle and muffled yell of pain. Blood spew out of his mouth like a really bad leaky faucet blood pooling all over the ground. He held his mouth screaming in his hands and tried to stop the bleeding.
But in doing this left him wide open for Vaggie's next move. Quickly summoning her spear back in her hand, she threw it straight at the Salamander where it went through his neck stopping half way past him. He stumbles back a littlie holding the spear in his hand as if he was going to pull it out. But he was in too much shock and pain to doing anything. Blood now flows out his new wound plus he was leaking like crazy from his mouth. Losing so much blood his vision was slowly started to fade and his head felt light headed. He went on his knees bending forward as he tried to stay conscious for if he closed his eyes, he feared he won't wake back up.
But that was the least of his worries as Vaggie wanted to make sure he will be put down for good. She shakily stood up before jumping in the air and landing on his back. He felt her on top of him and tried to shake her off but as of now he was too shellshock and weak from blood loss to do anything meaningful to stop her next move. Taking a hold of her spear one hand on each end, she tensed her muscles a bit before she rotated the weapon in a sudden jerking counterclockwise motion. And in doing so the Salamander's neck was twisted violently to the right as the sound of his neck snapping was heard. All was silent for a few moments before Vaggie pulled her weapon out of his neck and kicked him to the ground.
He lay there not making a sound, a clear sign he was dead.
Holy bitch cakes that was brutal! I like it!
Vaggie stood there looking at the dead body for a bit before returning her weapons back to their place of origin and walked back to the stun female Jackalope.
"…You…you did it…I…I don't know what to say…thank you." She gave her a cute smile which made Vaggie blushed embarrassed by her praise and finding her smile cute.
"It was nothing, just glad I was able stop them from having their way with you." She smiles scratching the back of her head but winced in pain forgetting she has a wound there.
"You're hurt! We need to get you to a doctor or something to get that looked at." She said with a worry tune.
"It stings like hell but I'll be fine. I can already feel it healing up. An hour or so I'll be good." Vaggie reinsured the Jackalope.
"I know it's more than a sting you're feeling, you're just saying you're ok so I won't be worried about you. Well you're doing a lousy job on that." She replied puffing her cheeks a little.
"Ok you got me but I'm telling you I'll be fine. I've been in tougher scrapes than this. So when I say I'll be fine I will."
"…Has anyone told you you're a bit stubborn?" The Jackalope asked trying to sound serious but a small smile crept to her lips.
"A few times." Vaggie chuckled a little which made the Jackalope giggle too.
"Ok, just checking. Well if you say you're going to be ok than I believe you. You are a strong person. Best be off then." She said to Vaggie.
"Want me to walk you home just in case if more of those perverted assholes are around?" Vaggie offered.
"As much as I would like that, I think I'll be ok. I live pretty close around here so it won't take me long. Thanks for the offer though." She explained.
"If you're sure, have a safe trip."
"You too and thanks again!" The female said her goodbye and walked away from her.
Vaggie stood there watching her leave feeling good she was able to help her out of a tight squeeze. Not to mention it felt so good letting her frustration and anger out on those pricks, it was really cathartic. But when she looked at the dead Salamander her smile dropped. Despite how violent and dangerous he was to her; she didn't want to kill him. But he left her with little choice. He was out of control and would have killed her if given the chance. Not to mention he would have hurt the girl as well. Even with all that she still didn't want to end his life mostly cause when Charlie hears what happened here, she-
But she stopped when Charlie entered her mind. The thoughts and feelings from before came back which darken Vaggie's mood again. Looking down she actually forgot all her troubles once she began kicking those jerk's asses around. It was a nice reprieve but once it was over there was nothing from stopping the painful thoughts and feelings from assaulting her once again. She leaned on the wall trying to figure out what to do now? She still doesn't know what she should do next, should she try to return to the Hotel and give Charlie one more chance or accept the possible loss and try to start anew?
Vaggie sighed as she was both scared and too tired to think of that right now, wishing there was something else to get her mind off this difficult question she was facing. And as luck or bad luck would have it, she would get her wish. For she felt she wasn't alone and the sound of heavy footsteps told her she was tight. She spun around to the source of the footsteps and her mood tanked to the sourest of sour. For who she saw coming her way was the last person she ever wanted to see right now.
The King of the Monsters was walking over to her.
"Of all to find me, it has to be the fucking monster…dammit all." Vaggie growled in utter annoyance.
The Kaiju walked close to her till he stopped about six feet away and looked at her with ever present frown. Vaggie looked back with her own frown giving the Monster a hateful glare of utter contempt. But this didn't faze him in the slightest, he already expected this and was ready to get this over it. But he was mindful if he wanted this plan to work, then he must use the right words…what they were he doesn't have the foggiest idea but he was willing to try all the same. The two looked at one another waiting for the other to say or do something. But after a while with neither budging an inch, Vaggie decided to bite the bullet and be the first to speak. She was curious on how and why he found her.
"What the fuck are you doing here?" She asked coldly.
"To find you."
"…And why would you do that?" Vaggie gave him the stink eye getting very suspicious with the King.
"To ask you a question."
"A question? You mean to tell me that you followed me, basically stalking me, out of the Hotel, all to ask me something?"
"I did not stalk you, I tracked you."
"Call it what you want you still followed me when I didn't want that you creep…and how did you even find me?"
"I followed your scent and aura; both are unique for me to track you."
"…Yup, you're a fucking creep alright. And should I even ask why you 'tracked' me?"
"To find and ask you a question, was I not clear?"
"Yeah I got that much idiot but why? What compelled you to do that? In case it wasn't clear to you, I wanted to be left alone. I thought you of all people would understand that?"
"I understand that more than you think, however I still sought you out to see if you were willing to return to the Hotel."
"Wait that's your question? Why would you…did…Charlie ask you to find me?" Vaggie asked her voice went a little soft with a slight gleamer of hope in her eyes at the idea the Princess was looking for her.
"She did not. She is unaware I left the Hotel at all nor do the others know I am here. I came on my own."
Vaggie face fell a little hearing Charlie wasn't even looking for her which just twisted the knife in her heart even more.
So much for the G-Man using the 'right words' huh?
"…Of course she didn't…why would she…she doesn't care for me so why would she bother." Vaggie whispered in sadness.
"What are you talking about?"
"…Just leave me alone asshole. I don't want to go back to the Hotel and you can't make me so don't even try!" She warned him.
"I came to ask if you are willing to return, not force. It is your decision to do either, though I can sense you are not completely set in your decree of never returning. How come?"
"You wouldn't understand and I don't care to explain it to you. Not to mention you wouldn't give a shit either so why bother?"
"You are most likely right about that; I wouldn't understand nor would I truly care. All the same, I can tell you are thinking about going back so what is stopping you?"
"And why should I tell you anything?! You just said you don't give a flying fuck and yet you keep asking? You're doing this just to screw with me aren't you?" She snapped at him taking a step forward.
"And why would I do that?"
Because you-ARGH! Nope! I'm done with this shit! I am NOT wasting anymore of my time on you! I'm out of here!" She spun on her heel and walked away from the Kaiju.
Godzilla blinked at the outburst wondering what he did to piss her off? Though he stowed away that thought for another day as he had to catch up to Vaggie or he might have to track her down all over again. Doing it once was more than enough for him. So he hurried after the Hot-Headed Demoness and followed her out of the alleyway and into the streets. And now we have one of the more unusual sights that anyone would come across. To see something like Godzilla, a creature that is known throughout Hell as one of the most dangerous creatures ever, was following a little petite female Demon, who looked like she was ready to blow her top, down the streets.
Yeah, that is weird…although…you can make a killing in selling tickets for there is a market for this.
Vaggie knew Godzilla was following her and it was no surprise she was angry by this. She has no desire to be near the King and having him do this was the very last thing she wants to deal with. The Moth Demoness so wanted to tell him off but that might not work as it seemed he was determine to do whatever he wanted to do. So she figured, if she just ignores him and just walks with her current brisk pace than eventually, he will give up and leave. It was a solid plan; he has no patience when someone is near him so it won't take long for him to say 'screw this' and leave.
Shouldn't take no more than 15 or so minutes for that to happen.
ONE HOUR LATER
"Oh my FUCKING GOD! Why can't this lizard take a hint and leave me alone!" Vaggie screamed in her mind.
Yeah evidently, the Kaiju was more steadfast than Vaggie thought, which pissed her off of course.
It would seem Godzilla was set in his course to follow Vaggie no matter what, much to the chagrin of said Local Hot Head. No matter what she did, Godzilla wasn't far behind and you better believe she tried every trick in the book. Going faster, using the crowd to break eye-contact, entering buildings, taking sudden turns, she even hid behind a dumpster and yet he still persisted. He just won't quit. Vaggie would be impressed by this if it wasn't for the small fact he was doing this to her and was making her madder by the passing minute.
Eventually the two were in the park of the city…yes, Hell has a park, go figure, where Vaggie was sitting on a bench with her face in her hands hunched over with Godzilla standing a few feet away from her silently letting her have her peace. But peace was far from what Vaggie was feeling right now. She was both frustrated and tired of Godzilla following her everywhere she went like some lost puppy and not in a cute sad way. All she wanted was to be left alone, was that so much to asked? And the great kick in the trousers was the one who wouldn't let her have her alone time was the one who always bitches about being alone. What a cruel sense of humor.
Vaggie sat there letting out a mumble every now and then at her crappy luck, wondering how could this day get any worse? After a while she looked up to Godzilla who was just standing there looking at something with no real interest staying quiet. As if he was waiting for something, most likely for her. What she can't say and that was really bugging her. Why was he doing this? What reason would make him do all of this to the extent he went to? He might have said it was to ask her if she wanted to return to the Hotel but there's got to be more than that? But what could it be?
This was so not like him; he wouldn't care to even listen to you and yet he was going to this far to ask she wants to return. Why would he care if she is there or not, as he said more than once he doesn't care about anyone or what they do, so long it doesn't affect him too much. So seeing this sudden 180 degree change in behavior was more than jarring. She was now suspicious with his true motivation…plus curiosity was kinda a bitch to ignore as well. Weighing the pros and cons of going down this path, Vaggie decided to see what this was about. She understood she might not like what he'll say but figured it wouldn't be the worst thing today.
"Hey Dino-Jackass." She called out to Godzilla who turned his head to her.
"You asked if I wanted to return to the Hotel, right?" She asked.
"I said if you are willing to return, not wanting." He corrected her.
"Same thing jerk!"
"No it isn't. For you have told you don't want to return so that is why I ask if you are willing. Willing means you don't mind or have any problems in doing something while wanting is the desire or wish to do something." He corrected her.
"Ok fine you freaking Grammar Nazi, you ask if I was willing to go back to the Hotel, yes?" She asked again and he nodded.
"Why would you ask me that? Why would you care if I were to go back or not?"
"Do not misjudge my intentions Youngling, for I don't. I do this not for myself, I am doing this because of Charlie."
Now this took Vaggie by surprise. He was asking her if she would return to the Hotel on Charlie's behave? That was not something she expected the King to say. She didn't think he could or do anything for someone else's benefit that doesn't fall under his simple though strict reason and logic. And for that one split second, Vaggie entertained the thought that perhaps Godzilla does have a caring side. But she shook that thought out of her head believing there had to be other reason than that.
"You asking me for Charlie's sake?"
"I'm not doing this for her sake, I said I'm doing this because of her."
"Doesn't matter, you still doing this which involves her. But…that doesn't make sense!? You're a heartless beast who doesn't care for anyone, yet you're going out of your way for Charlie? It's almost like you…now suddenly care…the hell is wrong with this picture!?" Vaggie asked still finding it hard to believe that's why he was doing all of this.
"I don't care for her nor have I said I was doing this because I care for her."
"But you're doing this for Charlie, that's telling me you do!" She argued back.
"Once again, I'm not doing this for her, I'm doing this because of her. That doesn't mean I care for her."
"Yes it does! It's still the same damn thing you dense mother-GRRRR!" Vaggie lost her temper as she pulled her hair in frustration on how difficult the King was being once again.
It was moments like these that reminded Vaggie one of reasons why she doesn't like to deal with the Kaiju. He makes things unnecessarily difficult without even trying. Truly a pain at the highest order. Vaggie was a hair's breath away from ending this but she still wants to understand the what and why he was doing this so she pressed on using a different angle to her questions.
"Alright, let's just say for argument sakes you don't 'care' for her but you're doing this 'because' of her…which is still the same fucking thing as far I'm concern but I digress. If that's the case, why are you going so far for someone you don't care for?"
Now this was the one question Godzilla doesn't know how to answer. How to word it in a way Vaggie would understand and not sound like it was pulled out of his scaly ass will be tricky. And the fact he himself has no clue on the whys and how's of the inner workings of his 'Curse' just adds the trickiness. Saying he is doing this because he has a 'Curse' that he has no idea where it came from that only pops up when Charlie is chasm deep in Bummer Town sounds weird and sus as fuck. And that's being nice. The King gave it a few seconds before deciding he will tell the truth the best he can while only telling her what is needed.
I can already see that blowing up in his face, questions is, if the boom is going to be a Firecracker level or Hypernova level of kaboom.
Let's see!
"For the fact this 'Curse' I have is making me do this."
Vaggie just looked at him with a blank stare, not really understanding where that came from.
"Curse? Ok, now I know your screwing with me. Where did you pull that from? What the hell does a curse have to do with anything?"
"If you truly wish to know, a while back I notice a few oddities that at first I didn't notice anything out of the ordinary…no more than usual. But that soon changed after the day the Smiling Demon brought those three nuisances to the Hotel to fight me that I really saw something was wrong. I started to have strange thoughts and reactions that I have never had before in my life suddenly appearing. I was even doing things I would never do. But I didn't know why? After looking into it further, I came to the possible conclusion that I was infected with some sort of virus or curse without my knowledge on who or what place it there. To this day I still have no clue how I got this whatever it is or where it came from. But it is because of this 'Curse' as I call it has played a huge roll in a plan that came to me this day that I am now executing, which includes why I sought you out." Godzilla explained to her as the words she felt where frustration and confusement.
Vaggie sat there listening to him explain what he was talking about and she kinda understands why he was doing this. Party that is. And what she could picked up gave her mix thoughts and reactions. Godzilla was 'forced' to do whatever plan he has in mind which involves her and Charlie. And the emotions the words held told her he was telling the truth as far as she could tell. So, she has some understanding on what and why he was doing this. Yet at the same time this was telling her the Monster Monarch was only doing this is because he is forced to do it. Which just put a bad taste in her mouth. But she'll hold back in presenting him a new asshole till she learns a few more things.
Then she'll Ultra Punch a new asshole for him, through the mouth if she could.
"Ok, I'm starting to see where you're coming from. But what I still don't understand is what does this 'Curse' have to do with you coming here, asking me if I could return to the Hotel, or doing this for Charlie's sakes?"
"This 'Curse' I have seems to only act up whenever Charlie is expressing certain moods."
"…Certain moods? What kind of vagueness crap is that? And what kind of 'Curse' acts up from someone's mood that isn't your own?"
"I don't know but it does and I despise it so much! The point being is because Charlie is having them that this 'Curse' is forcing me to find a way to correct that so it can leave me alone! And the reason the Youngling is having these emotions is because she and you had that argument. So I see it like this, if I want this 'Curse' to stop bugging me about Charlie current emotion state, I would find you. You would know how to get her to return to her normal ways and thus if I could convince you to return to the Hotel and make peace with Charlie than she could return to her normal self which in turn will make the 'Curse' reseed back and I will have peace once again."
"Ah…now I see. You're not really doing this for Charlie, you're doing this for yourself. God, you're such a condescending asshole but I'm not that surprised." Vaggie chuckled dryly shaking her head.
"How many times must I say this? I don't care for her, I'm not doing this for her, nor for her sakes, I'm doing this because of her being what she is now which is inflaming the 'Curse' to the point I have little choice but to find you, see if you are willing to return to the Hotel, convince you to see if you can get Charlie out of her current mood and in turn will get this 'Curse' to go away, at least for the time being."
"…No, you're right. I misheard what you said and jump to conclusions that weren't there, that was my fault. I should've known you don't have a heart; I feel stupid now for thinking you might have actually cared but you've proven me wrong. I was right about you; you are nothing but a heartless fucking monster that harms all in your way and cares for no one." Vaggie said coldly to him giving him a dead stare.
"I have never claimed to be anything but a monster, have I not?" The words entering her mind was flat but even.
"True, you never lied about being what you really are…and in some fucked up sense I respect that about you. Not once have I ever seen you lied or deceive anyone…it's refreshing really. But that's all the praise I'm going to give you. Everything else about you I loathe. All the things you've done I come to hate, you harm and ruin everything come into contact with. No matter who or what, you cause so much pain and hatred that I'm somewhat amazed you could do that and you don't even need to try. At bare minimum, all you have to do is stand near anything and in one way or another it goes to shit. Now that's one fucked up achievement. But if there is one thing I truly despise about you, it's how you can bring so much harm to those that don't deserve it. And I think you know who I'm talking about?" She asked the King with venomous tune.
"You're referring to when I ask Charlie to try and kill me, I assume?"
"Good guess you pea brain assclown! Out of anyone that didn't deserve what you pulled; it was Charlie. She didn't deserve all that shit you've done to her. Not once! You didn't need to hurt her, scare her, make her cry, place so much stress on her psyche that it almost broke her, or try to take her life! There was no reason for ANY of that to happen to her! And don't you DARE try to bring that whole 'you wanted to teach her a lesson' horse shit back up cause you could've done any number of other things that would do just as well and wouldn't need to hurt Charlie! But you didn't. You choose to use deadly force on her and she almost lost her life and sanity! And just to top it off, you don't regret it! You show no remorse what you did nor will you say you're sorry for it. And that truly makes you the worst monster in all of Hell." She said with calm icy tune filled anger and distain.
Oof, that's deep space cold right there folks.
The King let her rant on about all that was bottled up in her and quite frankly he was getting a little irritated at the constant rehashing of what he did. Godzilla gets it, he did a crappy thing to Charlie, it was like that one really bad song that you can't get out of your head. This needs to end now cause it overstayed its welcome. The Kaiju decided to once again explain his attention as to why he did it and what his stance is on it. He knew it will most likely not change anything but at this point it was all he can do.
"Much what you've said and accuse me of is true. And I take full responsibility for everything I did and all that happen afterwards. I choose the actions I took to get the Youngling to see that if she hesitates to use methods that are not peaceful could haven potential consequences that she will not like at times. And you are also right I don't regret that I did it nor will I apologies for it. What I did had a purpose, a reason, many of which you don't agree with. And that's in your right. I made the conscious decisions I chose and to say I regret them would be a lie. For that would imply I didn't mean what I've done, that I had no intentions in using them. And that would insult and disrespect both me and Charlie. For me, the notions of regret and apologies suggest I didn't intend to do the things I did and that is untrue. This is why I don't regret or will apologies, the things I've done was within my choice of action. Take it what you will for I said what I wanted and whether you accept them or not is your choice." Godzilla explained to her though he already knew she wouldn't agree with him.
And he was on the money on that.
"At least you admit you did choose to hurt her and that you aren't shrinking away from the fact you are indeed a monstrous prick for it. And yeah, I don't agree or accept your reason why you did it. I see it what it is, you taking advantage on a weaker person for your own sick pleasures. I know you had a kick in harming and nearly breaking Charlie."
"You think all the things I did to her that day was because I like and wanted it?"
"Damn straight you did!"
"Then you are mistaken. I might have chosen the things I did out of my own free will but that doesn't mean I wanted to do it or that I like doing them."
"Oh that's rich, you know you got some real nerve to say that to my face and think I will swallow your bullcrap! To inflicted all that pain and torment and not get some sort of disgusting joy out of it? Give me a fucking break!" Vaggie spat back at the preposterous notion he said.
"Again, I did not. I might have chosen to cause her pain and stress but that doesn't mean I enjoy doing it. I never feel joy, pride, happiness, or anything of the like when I fight and that includes when I inflicted pain on Charlie. I initially never wanted to hurt her but eventually I saw I must so the Youngling can truly see what I was trying to get her to understand. For while I didn't like or wanted to, at times we must do things we don't always want or enjoy doing. Is that not a saying your species use?"
"Well isn't that just a convenient little loophole to justify your twisted barbaric actions! You honestly think I'll believe that load of shit? I can see right through that lie so don't try that on me you bastard! Nothing you can say or do will make me believe all the bullshit you did to Charlie was anything but bullshit so don't even try!"
Ok, now this was just getting old. Godzilla was seeing that anything he say was going to be shot down no matter how well he explains it. Granted how he explains it was really lacking in the proper etiquette department but still, why is it so hard for Vaggie to see that what he did was beneficial to the Princess? Ok yes how he did it was a dick move in more ways than none and she absolutely hates him for that, he can't argue that. But it was never out of malic intent yet she acts like he wanted to do all that horrible shit to Charlie for some twisted fucked up pleasure. Which again, was far from the truth. But he can't seem to get it through to her on that…or maybe he can? He was now thinking that he can use her own words against her in a certain way that she would finally see what he was trying to say. And if he does it just right, then he could also get her to release some of her pent-up hatred on him as well. He understands it could backfire horribly but he was willing to risk it if it means this all end this once and for all.
"So there is nothing I can say for you to understand that my actions had true reasons no matter what? That my decisions had purpose? That it was never my initial intentions to cause her harm till it was needed? And that I felt no sense of pleasure in doing it?"
"I just said that didn't I?!" Vaggie angerly replied.
"You did yet I wonder if your words are clouded by your hatred for me and not from rational thinking? Though it would explain why you took similar actions like the ones I taken with Charlie when you encounter those Males Demons and not see the parallels of either."
And this is where Godzilla just enter 'Oh Fuck No You Didn't!' territory haphazardly like the uncaring madman he his…and I can't tell if it's intentional or not…which is somewhat worrisome…just slightly.
When those words enter her mind, Vaggie's face was a mix of confusement and anger, her eye harden like metal giving him daggers of the hundreds.
"…The fuck did you say?" She asked with venom dripping from her voice.
"To claim my choices had no reason to happen when you taken actions that were not so dissimilar to mine. I believe you would call it being hypocritical." He pressed on.
"…You…God…damn…prick…who the fuck are you calling a hypocrite!? And more importantly, where the hell did you get the retarded idea that I did anything even close to what you did!? I wouldn't never do anything like you did! This might be Hell but that doesn't mean we all are shitty assholes that harm others for no reason like you!" She shot back with a much anger she could muster.
"Is that so? Then answer me this, what reason was there for you to fight those Male Demons that surrounded you and the Female Jackalope? Had you started something that would make them become violent with you? Did you need to attack them? Was killing the Salamander Demon in the way you did necessary? If so, why? There had to be another way for I know you are smart enough to find one."
"What are you getting at?" She narrowed her eyes not liking what he was hinting.
"That despite claiming you wouldn't do what I did to Charlie, you in some form and way did actions not too far from what I did. From attacking with different weapons to killing the Salamander by spearing and twisting his neck; you chose ways that didn't really need to happen yet you did."
"I did not! You're just talking out your ass-wait…how did you know how I killed that lizard prick? You weren't there."
"Not for the whole thing but I came around the point where you talk to what I believe was the alpha of the group before you took his head and slammed it to the wall."
"…You were there for that long? And you just let them attack me, not even once thinking to, oh I don't know, help me!? Isn't it your job to 'guard' us from things like that?"
"Not if it doesn't concern you being at the hotel, which I know it wasn't. What has happened back there is not my concern and to the point I don't fight other's fight, what you started you can finish. And besides, we both know you wouldn't accept any help from me no matter what." Godzilla pointed that last part out.
"…Fuck you still." She replied though she knew he got her there.
"But even if I helped it wouldn't change the fact that the fight was somewhat unnecessary."
"Oh what asinine thing are you talking about now? You're acting like I wanted to deal with those dick heads in the first place. That I wanted to get hurt by them and potentially get raped too. News Flash, nearly every woman in existence would rather avoid that at all cost. Kinda a taboo thing you idiot!"
"I am not well verse in your species' social acceptance or ways so I'll take your word on that. And if not having them mating with you was the reason you still didn't need to harm them. You could have used a different way to end it but you chose to fight. Which I understand and approve. You handle yourself very well against those males, well done on that Youngling." Godzilla praised her which took Vaggie off guard a little but pushed her shock aside so he wouldn't see that.
"I didn't do it for your approval dick head! I did it because it had to be done." She retorted.
"Did it though?"
"What?"
"You said that you did what you did because it was the only way. But that isn't true, now is it?"
"What does that mean?"
"Everything you did, from standing by that Jackalope's side in her time of need to fighting the males to ending in taking one of their live, it didn't need to happen."
"…Are you suggesting I just let them rape her!? You're a fucked-up beast to think I would let that happened! I had to kick their asses to save her from them, there wasn't any other way!"
"Again, that's where you're wrong. You didn't need to help her, you didn't need to get involved in a problem you didn't create, you didn't need to fight those males, and you didn't need to end one of their lives. You chose to do all of that. And because you chose this path it ended the way it did when in reality it didn't need to."
"Of course it didn't need to happen but I wasn't given a choice in the matter! It was either me doing something or get violated! Can't you see that or are you a blind fucker?!"
"I see more clearly than you Youngling, for it is you that is blind to what is in front of you, not I. You seemed to be unable to understand we both chose actions that didn't need to happen yet we did for we felt it was needed to achieve the goal we set out. While the context to how it started is indeed different so was the situation at hand, how it was handle is the same at its basic level. We both chose to engage to interact with those we wish for what we believe it would be beneficial in some way. We both chose to use lethal actions to achieve the purpose we sought. We both had options that could be used yet wouldn't answer the problem at hand. And we both had our own reasons and logic behind our actions and choices. Now tell me, can you still say you can't see our actions have common grounds and that it isn't so far out of reach to think I did have actual reasons for what I did beyond just hurting your mate or has your hated for me made you unable to grasp that?" Godzilla asked after explaining.
Vaggie didn't immediately respond to that as she was trying her damndest not to go apeshit on the King for what he was insinuating. Godzilla has just thrown in her face that she pretty much copied his style of dealing with situations like with those dudes back in the ally at its basic core in a blatantly fashion, in his own flavor of words that is. Vaggie also didn't take to kindle that he was also saying she was too steep in her hatred for him that it was making her unable to understand his reason. Not only that but the fact he called her out on her own choices saying she could have gone a different route just really ticked her off. Now it should surprise no one that Vaggie took all this as the ultimate bitch slap to the face. And now the White Hair Beauty will let him know what she thinks of his thoughts on that in the only way she can at this point.
By having a massive hissy fit with the power of a Shit Storm.
"How dare you say that to me! You know nothing about me and you having the fucking gall to say all that shit to my face like you're some pompous ego driven piss-ant that thinks he knows everything just cause he believes he's above us mere mortals like the god he thinks he is! Well I got the perfect thing to say about that! FUCK! YOU! Who the fuck do you think you're calling a blind hypocrite or saying what I did to those assholes had anything in common with what you?! You're making it sound like were alike and that just pisses me off! You have no right to say I'm anything like you! We are nothing alike! Not! A! God! Damn! Fucking! THING! And you saying my hatred for you is 'blinding' me to why I refuse to accept your fucked up reason why you hurt my girlfriend is not only obvious to a dumbfuck Hillbilly why that is stupid but fucking retarded as well! NOW LEAVE ME ALONE AND GO FUCK YOURSELF WITH A RUSTY POLL!" Vaggie yelled at him with all the hatred and power she could muster.
"So that's how you'll respond? Even when I lay out everything you still deny what is there? How childish you are Youngling. I thought you out of any the live in the Hotel you be the one who was smart enough to see things clearly. How wrong I was. You are just like any other in this wretched place, you are nothing but a small minded, weak-willed, hatred filled pathetic insect that only cares for herself and wants only what she wants. You accused me being a prideful idiot when it is you who is being one. Acting like you are above any here like you are something special. When in truth you are no better than the lowest of Dregs. But you are so full of scorn and hatred for me that it has made you into a self-driven ego brat trying to be right that anything you say is just trying to cover your ineptitude from here on. Perhaps the Princess isn't the only one that can't see and accept things such as they are. Truly a pathetic one you are Demon." Godzilla responded back with the words feeling cold and harsh.
And just like that, all her stored-up hatred, pain, and everything else that was bottled up inside Vaggie was released in an explosion of violence and rage! Vaggie yelled at the top of her lungs and lunges at the Kaiju with spear in hand aiming at his gut. It struck dead on but didn't penetrate his scales and while Vaggie knew her attack wouldn't do jack shit; she didn't care and continue attacking him. She attacked him again and again till she suddenly throws her spear away and pulled out a short sword and went back attacking him again. And this went on for a good while, Vaggie will violently attack the King with her weapon, throw it away, and take out a new one to continue her attack.
After what seem like eternity the area around them was littered with all kinds of weapons. From blades, spears, clubs, and everything else in between was used and failed to hurt the Monster Monarch. And in the middle of the half circle ring of weapons was a heavily breathing Demoness with sweat dripping from her face and the Monster Monarch who stood there looking down at her with nay a tiny scratch on him in any angle. Which aggravated Vaggie a great deal but again she knew she wouldn't have a chance in all of Hell to harm him. Godzilla looked at her with a raised brow as his tail tapped gently behind him as if he was waiting for something.
"Are you quite done?" he asked.
"Not…even…close…you…bastard!" She snarled and went back attacking him with a club.
Striking him over and over to any place she could reach slamming her weapon as hard as she can trying and failing to cause him pain. After another few minutes of this she finally stopped. She breathed deep and long catching her breath all the while looking at Godzilla straight in the eyes with a mean glare in them. Godzilla looked back with his ever-present angry look on his face again waiting for her, what she didn't know and it was not helping alleviate any of her anger towards him. It actually increased making her once again attack him. Godzilla just looked down at the Demoness waiting for her to finally finish. The attacks did nothing to him but they do get annoying after a while. He was about to end this when his hearing picked up her talking to him, ranting really, and decided to listen in.
"You! Piece! Of! God! Damn! Mother! Fucking! Shit! I hate you! I hate you so fucking much! I wish you were gone! I wish you…I want you to just leave me alone…why can't you…why…just…please…just…leave me alone…you've done…you…you…" Vaggie's voice starting cracking and wavering in and out of volume.
While saying that, her attacks became sluggish slowing down to the point it finally stopped when her words finally faded from her voice. Her arms slumped to the side as her grip on her weapon slipped out and landed on the ground. Vaggie lowered her head with her hair falling over her face so you couldn't see the tears that was pooling a little around her eye. Once again she found herself in a pretty low point of her life. It might not be the lowest but it was close and she felt absolutely terrible. Vaggie also felt tired, oh so tired of experiencing these overbearing emotions that just wore her down. The hate, fear, sadness, heartbreak, embarrassment, and others. She was tired of it all. It was just all too much to handle that she was close in tearing down and crying right then and there.
But she held them back through sheer willpower as she didn't want to show this weakness to the King thinking he will either mock or use against her. Vaggie felt if she would let loose these emotions in front of the Kaiju than it was like she lost to him and she would be damned even further before that happens. But it was hard to hold them back as she had barely the strength to keep them in check. Normally she would have the support of her beloved Hell Angel to give her all the strength she needed to face any hardship and trails but believing she now has lost her forever her safety net was gone. Which means she was all alone and was scared by this prospect.
What can she do? Where can she turn? Who can help her? Was there any hope? All these questions just wore her down even further into this new abyss. It was at this point she was just a hair's breaths away from total collapse of her psyche and she was afraid what will be the thing that will finally destroy her world. But what came next was something she never thought or believe could happen in her afterlife. Vaggie felt something on her head and the motion of it moving from the top of her head down to her neck was felt. The Moth Demoness slowly looked up and silently gasped in utter shock at what she saw.
Godzilla had his claw hand on her head and she was softly stroking her head as if he was trying to comfort her.
Vaggie just stood there with her eye wide as a dinner plate just floored at what she was seeing. Her mind just went blank unable to figure out why Godzilla was doing this. This was so far from what he usually is that it was kinda freaky…though in the back of her war-torn mind it did feel nice…but really weird. Godzilla himself was not going to have another Blubber Fest on his claws. Once he smelled the tears coming from Vaggie knew what that ment and he would be Damned and dipped in scolding Hot Chocolate if he was going let that happened. Since he felt he would have to deal with it and you can bet your ballcock he wants none of that. It was bad enough the Incarnation of Joy, Cheer, and Happiness does this so having her girlfriend doing this as well was just way too much to deal with. He had to do something to prevent that but what really stun and confused him is the method he was using now. He was comforting Vaggie yet he doesn't understand why he was even doing this to someone that he has no care for.
But despite that, he felt he needed to do this, partly since his instincts was taking the reins in his actions but another part…he…wants to do this. And that just perplexed him to no end. He doesn't know why he wants to do this but he believes it was because of his 'Curse' that was propelling him to do this action. But it doesn't matter what the reason was, this whole thing is several levels of crazy and weirdness none the less. Think about it, The motherfucking King of the Monsters was comforting some who hates him and blatantly attack him! That, right there, just makes you question whether the King was crazy or a moron…just…don't ask that in front of him…cause no duh. But since he has come this far, he might as well follow it through…even though he has no idea what to do next. But then an idea popped in his head, one that went against his original desire of not having Vaggie unleash her sorrow and tears and decided that might be the better action to take. So he was going to be there for Vaggie while she bawls her eyes out and him acting as a supporting roll…
Did we just enter some crazy interdimensional alternate reality Twilight Zone bullshit cause who the hell is this fucker!?
"If you desire to get out all that is inside you than do so. Don't hold back the emotions you wish gone, for I have seen that trying to keep back certain emotions tend to be not the best option as they can have undesirable results that can bring more harm than one would want. Which you and I don't want. So if you wish to get rid of whatever emotions you have than do so for your own sakes. And if it means you want to attack me or by other ways than you can. I am here for whatever you need for you to rid yourself of these accursed emotions that plaque and harm you. Do what you must so long as it means you can finally find peace. Go ahead Vaggie, I am here for you if you wish me to be."
Vaggie look upon the King so shocked by what she heard that her brain went numb from pure shock. It was almost unfathomable to conceive that Godzilla can say all that…and mean it. For when those words enter her mind, they felt calm, soft, supportive, and surprisingly truthful. She felt no deceit or hidden agenda in his words, they were actually sincere! And that just blows Vaggie's mind. Never in all her life could she believe something like him was capable of doing that. And it was kinda freaking her out a little. But the thing that really weirded her out is when she looked into his eyes. Normally you saw either a harden gaze that hold raw, unimaginable power that can engulf upon you and possibly could tear you asunder or an old looked filled with irritation or annoyance. But what she saw wasn't that at all. What she saw was something that caught her completely off guard that it shouldn't be possible for him do.
What she saw was a gaze filled with gentle calmness and warm softness.
Now this really thrown her in a vortex of bewilderment and shock. That despite his angry look his eyes told a completely different story that the juxtaposition was somewhat unsettling. How can something like him be able to show this just defies everything Vaggie knows about him. But the more she tried to figure this out the less it became relevant to her. For it was being pushed aside by a strong urge that Vaggie have tried so hard to keep in check that was now slowly gaining traction within her. Something she desperately wants yet denies herself simultaneously for she believes it would make her look weak and pathetic.
But oh how tantalizing it was to her to just let it all out, such sweet release is what she wants more than anything right now. And it was even more alluring that Godzilla was offering that moment to her with his words and eyes. That right there was making it very difficult for her to say no too. And despite hating Godzilla for all he's done and said, his sincere words and shockingly warm gaze was the last straw to tear down her walls. Tears finally ran freely down her cheek; her face showed her pain as a strain frown graced her quivering lips and without even thinking buried her face just underneath his chest.
And let waterworks flow out.
All the pain, sorrow, fear, hatred, and so much more she tried so hard to hold back was out for the world to hear. Vaggie cried, sobbed, and whimpered uncontrollably in almost hysteria that she was basically screaming her very anguish and pain with all her worth not giving a damn about anything at that point. Nor could she care who she was leaning on to rid herself these fucking emotions that caused her so much stress. For she just wants them gone. And if the King was offering her this chance than she would in her rare moment shallow her pride and prejudice for him and take it with all its worth. Godzilla looked down to the crying Demoness, surprised by becoming essentially a living crying pillow, never the less continued to stroke her head and let her do this but he did have some polarizing feelings about this. On one claw he was gratified to see that he was able to pull off what he wanted to do which was to get Vaggie to finally let go some of those negative emotions that were hunting her. Though he didn't expect her to lean on him and cry her eyes out but he didn't put much thought in that. If Vaggie's doing this means she could get rid of the emotions that clouded her mind than he'll ender this for however long she needed…but hoped it wasn't too long.
A crying woman was…not something he likes to see…why he doesn't know but that didn't matter as of now.
On the other claw though he felt rather weird about being a crying pillow to her which was causing new and alien feelings within him that he doesn't understand nor knows how to handle them. Not to mention he didn't like how he had to resort to this. The Kaiju didn't want to do this to Vaggie for he felt it was unwanted and needless to do to her. But Godzilla felt that it was a necessary cruelty to do for it would benefit Vaggie greatly. Plus it also means he was one step closer to ending all this dramatic bullshit once and for all. So despite his reservation and the weird feelings he was getting from this whole thing he concluded that this needs to happen to receive the resolutions that both want or desired.
For which is where we are now with these two, individuals who but moments ago were going back and forth with insults and cruel words trying to get the other to see their point of view are now in this very weird yet oddly touching scene of one being there for the other. It was strange thing to see, a beast of utter power and destruction comforting a small, gorgeous women who was crying out everything she desperately held back for so long, it was in some ways a beautiful thing to witness. The two stood there with Vaggie sobbing uncontrollably hitting on him softly and occasionally cussing him out through her whimpers and hiccups while Godzilla stood there silently letting her do this while he was petting and running his claws on her head.
And this continued for an untold amounts of time, the world around them seemed to just not exist. Sight, sound, even the fabric of Space Time itself just faded into oblivion for them. For them, all they are focus on was the now and what was happening, nothing else matter at the time. And that's what they wanted. This was a vital and delicate moment for the both of them even if they didn't know or care if it was. Slowly but surely, what seemed to be an eternity Vaggie's crying became less hysterical turning into quite whimpers and sniffles till eventually no sound was heard from her. She just leaned into Godzilla uttering nothing but silence and it looked like she wasn't going to do anything for some time.
Godzilla wisely decided to not say or doing anything but continued his current actions and wait for her to make the first move. He will wait for however long till Vaggie was ready to do…well, whatever will come next. Again, he has no clue what he was doing, why he was doing it…er kinda, and where this will go but he'll run with it…for now. And after what was again another lifetime of just standing around quietly Vaggie slowly looked up to the King with red puffy eye, face flustered, and cheeks stain with dried tears and just stared at him with a confused look on her.
"…Have…you rid yourself of what you needed?" Godzilla asked with caution, his words was soft and calm entering her mind.
Vaggie open her mouth to say something but no sound came from her lips as if she didn't really know what to say. And it was just that, she didn't know what to say next. This whole situation was just one massive runaway roller-coaster of emotional high and lows for her. Everything she experienced within hours of this day was just emotionally, physically, and psychologically exhausting to near breaking point. So when Godzilla went from being an asshole to showing a kinder side and even being a body to cry on didn't do her any favors with her turmoil psyche yet at the same time it lifted much of the stress and burden that plagued it.
Calling this a contradicting oxymoron mind fuck was just a small part of her crappy day.
The Moth Demoness slowly walked away from the King with her back to him hugging herself looking more lost than ever before. What can she say after all that? How can she adequately respond to his question when she herself has no clue where or what to say next? But after some time thinking she came up with a simple but very important question
"…Why?" Vaggie finally spoke with a whisper.
Godzilla heard her question no problem but made a noise that sounded like he didn't understand what she ment. Vaggie picked that up and continued.
"Why…did you do…that? What made you say you wanted me to let out everything I tried to hold back…and…say you…be there for me? What would make you think of not only say all that…but also…be a shoulder to cry on? I…just don't get you? One moment you were calling me some narcissistic bitch and the next you try to comfort me…seriously what the fuck is your game dude? I can't seem to understand what you're trying to do? Are you here to piss me off for shit and giggle or are you…I can't even think of another reason that would make sense! So level with me here…why did you do that?" Vaggie looked at him confusement and irritation sketch on her face with a voice filled with the same emotion
The Monster Monarch looked upon her wondering how he was going to answer that? He himself doesn't know why he did it so he couldn't explain in a way that Vaggie would understand or accept. But Godzilla knew he had to say something or go back to bickering with one another with their fighting leading to nowhere but frustration and annoyance. Which was something he did not want to retread, once was one too many. After a moment or two of thinking how to handle this, Godzilla decided to just say what he feels is right and hope it would be enough.
"I did it because I felt you wanted it, to be free from both the anger and other emotions that cause you this inner pain you feel from them. I saw that they had a large control in your actions and words which you don't want. So I figured if you had a way to release them than perhaps you would both find peace of mind and finally see my words with a different view. And thus I needed a way that gave you the chance to do what I believe you desire most, to attack me with everything you have with no restraint. And for you to have that opportunity I needed to give you a reason, which I used my words. For I have been told thanks to you and everyone else that my words have the tendency to anger others, which was exactly what you both needed and wanted at the time. But once you did that, I saw you had other emotions that were in play. And I thought that just as with your anger, these other emotions were something you didn't want. Again, deciding to use words to help you rid of those accursed emotions but this time I decided to copy the style Charlie used with you during that day before she showed me her resolve in taken action with what I ask of her. Though I didn't think it would work for again using words is a skill a sorely lack. But I can see it did, not sure how but satisfied all the same." He explained.
The White Hair Beauty was shocked to hear him say he did all he did was for her sakes, her benefit…her most needed desire. It was both unbelievable and surprising he could do something so…touching yet weird. To do anything that was not about survival, something he hammers home a lot, just seemed impossible for him to do. Which brings skepticism to the for front of her mind even though she was glad he did.
"…You…did all that…for me? But…why? You don't care about anyone so why would you do anything that would help others, especially me?" Vaggie asked very stun by his explanation.
"Why do you continue to think caring or not must be the reason for anything I do? It is starting to get really…hmmm…regardless what you think my true reasons were, know that why I did it was for you to be free from the emotions that caused you inner turmoil and pain, which included your hatred and hostilities towards me. I might not care if you are hostile to me but I see that not only it was something you didn't want to experience but such things can have unintentional and unwanted results, which they did. Not only is it annoying to deal with but I have seen that it can cause other things to occur that can be even more annoying to deal for all that is a part of it. I acted out of necessity of not dealing with that nonsense for both our sakes. It just causes too much headaches and pains which none want. But if you wish to go back to hating me than you can, is that not fair or make sense to you?"
"Yes. No. I guess. I don't know! I mean, I agree with that but I don't want to agree with you on that."
"Do you at least understand want I'm saying?"
"…I do."
"Then that is more than enough. As long as you can acknowledge what I'm saying than you don't need to agree with me."
"But I can't acknowledge what you're saying without agre…has anyone tell you that anytime you try to explain anything its more confusing than when you just say it?" She asked with her eye half closed in an apathetic tone.
"I don't believe so…though now I am slowly seeing that it is so…I am really bad at this." Godzilla snorted shaking his head and chomped his jaws a little.
"You kinda do suck at this…even though it's…somewhat appreciated when you try." She replied with a small smile seeing his reaction a bit funny thinking this was his way of showing being flustered before her eye widen when she realized what she said.
"The hell did I just…did I…complemented him!? Fuck what am I thinking!? I can't do that; I'm still pissed at him…right?" Vaggie thought to herself.
It was then Vaggie realized that her hatred for the King of the Monsters…was not so venomous as it once was. Her very wrath upon him that was so strong and violent mere ten minutes ago seemed to be but a shadow of what it once was. Now that doesn't mean she is ok with Godzilla, not even close to be calling fifty-fifty with him, yet she wasn't feeling the need to skewer him alive right then and there. It was…gone…however unlikely it was, the anger she harbors for him was almost gone. There was still something there…just nothing compared to what she once felt. It was like…once she got out everything she had for him…she not only felt she didn't hate him but she also felt…better…much better than before…just like Charlie and Godzilla suggested…which ment-
"Well fuck me sideways…they were right…I did exactly what they wanted and I feel less shitty now…like they said I would…son of a bitch I hate when that happens!" She huffed a little in a cute way.
"If you say so…does that mean you are ready to hear me out again?"
"On what?"
"Why I did what I did with the Youngling."
"…You already know my answer, why even ask?"
"I ask because now that you are no longer guided by your unbridle hatred for me than perhaps you a ready to at least understand where I am coming from when I said my reason for why I took the actions I did are in some way similar with why you took the actions you did with those Male Demon. And the common thing is we both believe it would benefit them in the actions we took."
"…I still don't see how I handle my situation is anything even close to what you did." Vaggie said crossing her arms underneath her chest.
"Perhaps I should rephrase my wording a little for you to see?"
"Wouldn't even bother there because there is nothing you can say that will change my mind…but go ahead cause you'll just do it whether I want to hear it or not." She sighed.
"Very well then, I would like to ask you a question. You know Charlie rather well do you not?"
"Considering I'm her girl-" But she stopped herself from finishing that sentence as her mood shifted to gloom a little bit.
"…Yeah…I do…" She went with that with a sad tone in her voice.
Godzilla picked that up and was a little curious as to why she stopped herself from saying girlfriend but figure it wasn't his place to ask and went back to his explanation.
"Than it is safe to say you know that she has this rather annoying habit of trying things over and over that doesn't work and only makes things worse."
"Yeah, she does do that…way more than I like…and no matter what I say she seemed to…just do it regardless if I voice my concern on it. But that's not always bad, sometimes it's a good trait to have when its for a good reason. Like with her idea of the Hotel and her dream to make Hell better for everyone and get them into Heaven."
"If you say so, I am not that knowledgeable in that particular area so I am unable to say it is a good thing or not. But that is besides the point, what I wish to get at is that Charlie is a bit stubborn in her staunch believes in certain areas, like to not use actions that are not peaceful. Can you say that it has in some ways not went her way when she pursues this way of thinking and actions?"
"I…you don't…I mean it…that doesn't…don't get any…yeah…it has happened more than once." Vaggie relented when she couldn't rebuttal what he was insinuating.
"And would it not be unfair to say even if someone would to bring this up, it is likely she will not take heed what they are trying to say, whether it is for her benefit or not?"
"…You…could." Now she was really not liking in what he was getting at.
Mainly for the fact it was leading to something she really didn't want to do.
Agreeing with why he did what he did.
"Then perhaps action would succussed where words have failed to do, get her to see her ways has problems? And this was my reason, I use actions where I knew words would not be effective. And it would be truly lost on something like me, one who is really bad with words."
Vaggie didn't respond to that but Godzilla could see on her face she was finally understanding his dick-ish reason in hurting Charlie. And he also knew she didn't like that one bit.
"…Ok…let's just say that was your actual reason…that you had to take action so Charlie could understand that sometimes you need to be a bit aggressive in certain times…and not cause you are a fucking bastard…why did you went as far as you did? What benefit was there for thrashing her around?" She asked in a slightly somber tone.
"Because I didn't not know any other way that would work."
"Excuse me? What does that me?"
"As I once said before, I prefer to be left alone. For I have no desire or need to be around others. And because of this I have little knowledge at best in how to get someone like Charlie who refuse in using nonpeaceful methods in certain situations that call for that to see this. Were there other ways to get Charlie to understand her method of always being peaceful doesn't always work? There might have but I wouldn't know about them nor would I know if I could use them. And even if I did there was no guarantee those would work better. But that can also be said my method would fail just as well. Even with knowing that I still press on because I believe she would truly benefit it greatly. And when I saw she was hesitant to fully commit to doing what I ask, I pushed her through violence and words to the point where she finally understood the gravity of the situation. And in the end, she was able to see what I was doing and thus she is now wiser in her actions…at least in some ways. She didn't change how she handles situations nor is her goals or dreams any different, she just now understands that she must have other methods at the ready when her usual ways fail. Charlie is still herself, just a little more of a realist…though it's hard to tell at times as you can contest since you know her better than I."
Now that was a lot to digest intellectually and Miss Moth Thang was having a hard time grasping it. But it wasn't for the fact she didn't get; it was because she understood what he was saying. And that didn't set too well with her. Now with her hatred gone and him fully explaining his intentions, his reason and logic made sense…in a fucked-up sense that is. It was like he said, it was a necessary evil to do in order for Charlie to update her go-to methods of talking out of situations. They can work at times but you might want a few backup plans in your pockets just in case things goes south fast. And it was shown she has taken that to heart, not fully but it was noticeable. Vaggie now sees he had the right idea, a messed way to do it but it was for good intentions. Which put her off at the idea that all the hurt, torment, and stress he placed on Charlie had reason. Again, a dick-ish way but it did create a beneficial outcome.
Course one must remembered that the only reason it was seen as a necessity was for the fact it worked, cause we all know we would call it something vastly different if it flopped hard.
And this is were Vaggie was having a problem. While she didn't like how he handle it she also can't help but see why he did it and the result from it. Charlie was more incline to try other ways when her's goes bust. He actually did her a favor which means he once again wasn't just doing things willy nilly, he had purpose, logic, and reason for doing it. And that means Vaggie had to do something she swore she would never do.
She finally came around to the idea of somewhat seeing why he did it.
"Ok fine you win! You actually found a way to get me to see that despite how you did it, which I will never be ok with, you did have reason to why you did it…and…it worked…somehow…jeez that feels wrong to say that…I might have to wash my mouth with soap." Vaggie stuck her tongue out like she ate something nasty.
"I never said you have you to like how I did it nor must you agree with it. All I asked you understand why I did it and that's all. Now that you said you do, you can go back to hating me if you wish, makes no difference to me."
"Then what's that whole part where I needed to stop hating you? You can't say I should stop hating you than say I can go back to it. It's either I can or cannot, pick one motherfucker!"
"Never said you needed to stop hating me, all I said was I felt you didn't like the act of hating me and that once you saw my reason you can return to it. It might cause other problems down the line but I will not force you to stop hating me."
"Again, you say that when you choose to deliberately piss me off to attack you so I can stop hating you. Now who's the hypocrite?" Vaggie said with a snarky tone.
"There is some hypocrisy in my words I agree but then again I never said it wasn't hypocritical to some degree. But in the same way it was not. For I have stated you wanted to release your anger on me to be free from them, was I wrong to think that?"
"…Yeah…that's…true."
"So can you not see that it was also right despite being a bit hypocritical?"
"It's…you know what…I give up, you win again, you're right." Vaggie sighed sitting back on the bench already throwing in the towel.
Give the girl some points for trying, it takes some stone to try to beat the King and she wasn't too bad…it just Godzilla was better.
"You don't sound like you agree with me…or is this another human thing I don't get?"
"Human thing." She responded with a soft huff which he nodded.
Silence fell on the two as both either didn't know what to do next or couldn't find a way to say what they wanted to say next. Vaggie was in the 'doesn't know what to do next' boat mainly just wanting to let everything sink in before do anything else. All that has been said has been a real eye opener for her and it also made her look at Godzilla differently. Since meeting him, she thought she had him down. Someone that might have power of a god but doesn't flaunt it around like many would, wants to be alone for most of the time, has a problem understanding or fitting in, gives mean but wise words every now and then, and doesn't give a shit about anything or anyone.
Now though, everything that she once thought was not so.
More for the fact he can do things that looked like he cared but it was hard to tell if he did. He says he doesn't and has given the reasons why he does the things that were consider caring. But the actions he pulls just doesn't add up…in fact…there was one thing that doesn't make entirely sensible. And Vaggie was curious enough to asked. So she did.
"Quick question, why did you decided you to help Charlie out?" She turned to the King.
Godzilla turned his head to the side not really understanding what she ment.
"You said you wanted Charlie to see her methods or whatever wasn't always going to be the answer to every problem. But you never said why you did it in the first place. You say you don't care what any of us did but the fact you choose to help her see this says otherwise. Care to say?"
"…I…felt like I should."
"You 'felt' you needed to help her…don't sound too sure there."
"…In a way you are right…I don't truly know why I felt I needed to let her know her ways could…cause her grieve…but something in me told me I needed to so she wouldn't…"
"Wouldn't what?"
"…Be…harmed by her actions…intentional or not."
Vaggie just blinked a few times not expecting that as his answer. And the words she felt in her mind told him he was confused by this just as much as she was. Unsure and lost. It was emotions she knew not too long ago but were not her own. Freaky as hell but this makes him more…human isn't the right word but something similar to that. But this raised more questions.
"What…do you mean by that?"
"I…don't know." He said while looking down to the ground.
"You don't know why you said that or you don't know why you did it?"
"Both yet neither."
"Ok stop, can we not do this cryptic wise man crap and just get to the point?"
"I wish that as well but I cannot."
"Can or won't?"
"I am unable to say because I don't know myself."
"What does that even mean?"
"I do not know why I felt the need to help Charlie that time nor do I know the other things the revolve around her. Though I blame this 'Curse' I have for it has no doubt a part in it.
"You mean the same curse that you said that made you find me so I can help Charlie with her…wait you never said what was wrong with Charlie, just that she was having certain emotions. You never said what those emotions are."
"No…I didn't."
"So what was this emotion that acted up your curse?"
"…Sadness." He finally revealed.
"…Come again?"
"…My 'Curse' is forcing me to find a way to stop Charlie feeling sad and back to her normal self. And to do that I sought you out for I believe you know how to do that."
The Demoness didn't reponed right away as her brain was trying to process what he said. Those words he used had cause her brain to shut down a second time for how ludicrous it was for him to say that.
"So…this curse…the one that made you come find me…so I can help Charlie get out of her funk…is acting up…because Charlie…is sad?" She said going it over to make sure she understood that.
"Ridiculous I agree. It has been causing me problems always nagging me to fix it to the point I feel like I could go insane. I wish it gone but I have no idea how to do that so I must appease it so it can leave me alone." He snarled out.
"…And you said this started around the time you were finish shoving those idiots in their vehicle and hurled them across the city?"
"That's when I first notice it though I found it might have been there longer than that but it was only then that I actually saw it. I am unaware where or how I receive it."
"And…what caused it then?"
"When I looked over to Charlie and saw the fear and sadness and how I felt about it."
"Which was?"
"I didn't like it."
"…You…didn't like Charlie showing fear or sadness?"
"Yes, I can't understand why. This has never happened to me before. Never in my life has anyone showing any emotions to me to cause me to think anything but not caring yet hers have affected me in ways I don't understand. Not to mention I am experiencing new thoughts and emotions I have never had till now and I can't fathom how or why I have them."
"…Just to understand it a little better…the reason you did…well everything you did was because Charlie was sad or was doing something that could harm her in some way…because you didn't like the idea or the weird feelings you got from it…and you blame all that…on a curse?" Vaggie summarized it still not understanding his logic.
"That or some sickness I received. This has to happen between when I first arrived here and the first few days I was staying at the hotel. But since I have no idea when or why I go it I can't understand it enough to explain or get rid of it. It has made me do things I would never do before. Anytime the Youngling is anything but her normal self I have this desire to try and get her to be happy again. But it doesn't stop there, no even when she is happy the 'Curse' still acts up but in a different way. Everytime she smiles, sings, laughs and expresses happiness of any kind I feel…glad to see this…as if I enjoy seeing her in that state. So much so I feel I would do anything to make sure she doesn't lose that happiness. That if she loses her smile or is anything but happy, it's like something has a grip in my chest and that I just want to bring her smile back which brings a different tightness in my chest but I don't mind it as much…it is something I find…reason to do things I would never do before…which included me asking her to show me she could have the will to kill me…I didn't want or liked doing the things I did to her…it might had to be done…but I didn't like it…I much rather see her happy and smiling…and I feel like I would do anything…just to see her smile more…to be there for her when she needs it…to protect her when she needs it…all I want…is the best for her…and I loathe it with all my being!"
The White Hair Beauty looked at Godzilla with probably the biggest shock in her system she ever had in her life or afterlife. It seems to be a theme for him today cause holy shit was that a big surprise there! This changes so much, all that she thought she knew about him was blown to High Heaven and dropped straight to Hell in a matter of seconds. And the emotions that came with it…the warmth, gentleness, calm, and softness to them…just wow. Even his eyes were once again showing the same thing he was saying.
Which means he was telling everything from the heart! The implications alone were just unbelievable that Vaggie couldn't probably think clearly on how to respond. But she knew that clarification was needed before she sets on anything. Godzilla notice Vaggie was giving a weird look as if saying she either doesn't believe him or that she doesn't understand what she heard.
"What?"
"…Has it ever accrued to you that…maybe, just maybe…the reason you have these feelings, emotions, thoughts, and all that you are experiencing…why you don't like seeing Charlie sad…and why you feel you need to do things to see her smile or doing anything you never did before…is not because of some curse or whatever…but...it's because you…care and have feelings for her?" She said carefully worded it the best she could.
There, she said it. She placed on the table a massive what if bomb with the power to destroy a small moon in front of Godzilla. And she waited for him to say or do anything. Vaggie was curious as to how he will respond to this allocation and what he will say to it. But after a while he said or did nothing to tell her what he was thinking. Damn that permeant frown on his face, make it impossible to get a feel what he is thinking. The silence went of for what seem like minutes which prompted Vaggie to see if she can get him to say…well anything.
"Uh…Godzilla…you… still in there?" She asked but got no response.
"Hey Dino-Brain, are you going to say anything or act like a bird shitter?" She asked a little more forcefully but still got nothing.
In fact, he wasn't moving an inch, not even his tail was moving. It always moved around but now…it was like he was a statue.
Holy Fuck Shucks on a Rainy Day! She broke him! She actually overloaded his brain and now he's a vegetable! That's both fucking amazing and utterly impossible!
"Godzilla? Are…did I…Holy…Shit…I…I think I broke him!?"
Hey! Don't copy my material Miss Moth Thang! I claim that first!
Vaggie got up from her bench and slowly walked up to the Kaiju who was still unresponsive. Testing the waters here, she tentatively reached out and poked him quickly stepping back just in case. But he didn't react to being poke, like he didn't notice it at all. He was still silent as a Mime.
"Dios mío I actually broke him…wow…didn't think that was possible…kinda amazing really…but…now what?" She tapped her chin thinking of what or if she should do anything to snap him out of this.
"You could start by explaining that nonsense you spurted out would be a good start." Godzilla's words suddenly enter her mind making her screamed in surprise and jumped in the air.
"¡HIJO DE PUTA! ¿¡QUÉ CARAJO!?" Vaggie yelled before turning to Godzilla who was now looking at her.
"Goddamn you! Don't do that! I nearly had a heart attack!" She said angerly at him.
"How else can I communicate with you?"
"You-never mind, I'm not going into that with you now. Now what did you say?"
"I asked you to explain where you got the notion you did."
"You mean when I said you might have feelings for Charlie and that you care?"
"…Yes…that…where did you get such an idea?"
"From you."
"…What?"
"Yeah that whole thing about what the curse was doing to you and all that. It sounded to me that you might care for Charlie and could be showing feelings for her…which I kinda have a problem with that but I'm going to let it slide for now cause I can tell you don't understand you do have feelings for her for it to be too serious. Hell the emotions from your words alone says you're more confused and lost than anything else. You are experiencing something you never felt before and you're in a rut not knowing how to handle it or what to do with them. I've seen it before in others but not as bad as yours cause damn dude you're a mess." She explained.
"…That…has to be the most insane, idiotic, ludicrous, and unbelievable thing I have ever heard in my life, and I've heard a lot over my years."
"Hey I'm just calling it how I see it. Not my problem you can't see it as well…though it's ironic that you called me a blind dolt when you are just as blind as I was when it came to understanding what you were trying to spell out to me not too long ago. Ain't Karma a lovely bitch?" She said giving him smirk.
"How can I be blind to something that isn't true?"
"Because you are. Wow not only are you a blind hypocrite but slow one too, talk about terrible twos."
"It is you that is at fault in your assumption I have feelings in the first place. I have no care for anyone, period!"
"I thought so too but now…not so much…in fact…I think Charlie was right. You are just a big old softy, aren't you?" She teased him finding fun to get him riled up a little.
"What nonsense are you blathering about now? What about me that makes me soft?"
"Mostly the fact you said you like to see Charlie happy and would do anything to see that. Kinda cute in a weird Beauty and the Beast way."
"I only feel like that because of the 'Curse' that pesters me so!"
"But there's already a name for that, wanna hear it?"
"And that is?"
"It's called…you caring and having feelings." She said with a bigger smirk.
"…You're enjoying this aren't you?" He asked with a twitching eye.
"Kinda yeah." She chuckled.
"…Oh I so loathe this 'Curse' very much…" He groaned in annoyance.
"No need to act like it's the end of the world Godzilla, it's not that big of a deal."
"You don't get it; this shouldn't be happening. At All! Never in my entire life has this happened to me before. It shouldn't! I'm a monster, a Kaiju more over! We aren't known for caring or having feelings for anything or anyone! I am incapable of such things!"
"How come?"
"What?"
"You said you can't have these feelings but why not?"
"Because it doesn't make sense! What reason is there for me to have them?"
"Afraid I can't answer that one. Emotions are kinda a mystery to even to those who experience them on a daily business. We don't always know why we experience them and we don't know why certain ones happen to us either. It just how it goes." She shrugged.
"Then how do I get rid of them?"
"Damn if I know when or how they'll go away, you're kinda stuck with them."
Godzilla just stare at Vaggie not liking that answer one bit. He didn't like it so much that his spikes suddenly glowed brightly before shooting his Atomic breath to the side of them destroying a good chunk of the park with one blast. Vaggie jumped back from his sudden attack going into the defense worried he might go apeshit crazy and start rampaging or something. Godzilla let up his attack before bellowing a mighty roar in the air.
SKREEEONK!
"Fuck's sake Godzilla! Cool it! You're over reacting to this way to harshly you Drama King! There's no need to turn this place into a radioactive waste land!"
"I've just been informed that there is nothing I can do to remove this 'Curse' from me, how should I act then?"
"Anything that doesn't involved senseless destruction! Just…take a deep breath."
Godzilla gave her a hard stare before closing them and did what she suggested. Taking a few deep breaths before opening his eyes feeling a little better.
"Better?"
"Enough I don't feel the need to level this entire city to the ground."
"Good enough."
"Still…the fact this is happening to me is…just shouldn't be possible…and yet it is. Confound this 'Curse' and all it is doing to me. Making me have these thoughts and feelings for both of you, how irritating this is." He growled out softy.
"It does seem like you got the short end of the…wait…did you just say…both of you?" Vaggie asked thinking she must've misheard that.
The King stiffen a little when he realized he let slip something he didn't want her to know. Now she'll going to ask what he ment and he really doesn't want to get into that.
"I…did." He said deciding not to try and hide it.
No point in that now.
"…So…does that mean…there's another out there that your curse is reacting too?"
"…Yes."
"Holy crap this is just getting more interesting by the minute. You're really are in the shit in this huh? So who's the other lucky person that caught your eye? And should I feel sorry for them?"
"Why would you care?"
"Just curious is all, no harm in knowing."
"…You're not going to like what I'm going to say."
"Oh how bad could it be? If I didn't flip out when you said you have feelings for Charlie then whoever this other person is won't either."
"If you say so, don't say I didn't warn you Youngling…the other the 'Curse' reacts to when they are anything but happy…" Godzilla hesitated on saying the rest to Vaggie.
"Jeez dude just say it, whoever it is I won't judge you I promise…maybe." She smirked a little
"Very well…the other one…is you."
Vaggie blinked a few times her smirk slowly fading into shock. Her eye widen like dinner plates and her mouth was agape a little. She stood silent like when Godzilla became a statue not long ago. It was a few moments before her brain finally registered what he said that she could speak again.
"C…could you…repeat that please?" She asked in a low whisper.
"You heard right, the other one that the 'Curse' is making me have these strange thoughts and feelings…is you Vaggie."
"M…me?"
"Yes, you. Just like with Charlie, I don't know why I'm having them…but I do. And it's just as bad as with Charlie…I…don't like seeing you angry…or sad…just as you were back at the Hotel…to see the hurt and pain on your face…I…I don't know why…but I…just wanted to do something to…bring a smile back to your face…In fact…there was another reason I came looking for you…and that was to try and…return a smile to you…to bring you happiness…because I don't like seeing you angry or sad…didn't like it when you cried on me either…because I asked you too…and even you felt better from it and you needed it…I…still didn't like doing that to you…you don't deserve that…and I want to make sure that never happens again…and I will do the same with you like with Charlie…to be there and protect you when needed…whenever you need it." Godzilla finished with a sigh.
And just like before, all the emotions from his words were at front like when he explains what the 'Curse' was making feel with Charlie. All real and no bullshit, straight from the heart. Even the emotions in his eyes were there too. So Vaggie knew he ment every word, even though he still thinks it's because of a 'Curse' that's making feel this. Vaggie herself was besides herself not sure how to take it. She never thought such words or emotions could be used by something like Godzilla…or to her. It was bizarre, weird, freaky as all hell…yet sweet and surprisingly welcoming to her.
She could help but feel a little touched by his sweet words, again understanding he thinks it because some BS about a 'Curse' is making him say all that but she knew it all came from the heart. Nothing about what he said was fabricated, she felt it was hundred percent genuine. And that really hit Vaggie in a loop. Such words coming from him was…amazing, weird but amazing all the same. And It affected her more than she thought, her heart was pounding a little harder, her face was flushed pink, and there was slight lump in her throat. This combine with everything else he's down up to this point was…a bit overwhelming to say the least.
"So now you know…anything to say?"
"…I say you were right before, it's defiantly a curse or something that's making you have these weird feelings and making you say those…things like that!" Vaggie said with a slight hiccup in her voice.
Vaggie couldn't seem to handle that Godzilla of all people could use such words and actually mean it. Partly cause she likes girls but the big part was…well she was kinda afraid about the prospect he had these feelings for her. Not cause he has them, but rather she felt they were real and that kinda freaked her out. So she decided to do the oh so heathy thing and follow Godzilla's original idea of blaming it on something else and not go back to it.
"You now believe what I say?"
"Yup, totally. Got to be, cause there is no way in Hell you could have these feelings on your own…or for me." She said the last part as if she was disappointed with something.
"Good, glad to know that you finally see logic here. Then we are in agreement that it's a 'Curse' of some kind that is making me have these thoughts and feelings?"
"Sound good to me, let's go with that."
"Then its settle…then does that mean we're…cold now?"
"…I think you mean if we're cool…and…while I can't say I'm totally ok with you or that my anger is completely gone…it's at least a start…and…I might be willing to start over with you…one day…just not now. Ok?"
"I am fine with that."
After agreeing the two went back to the awkward silent thing that seemed be like a bad skit always happening to them that it was somewhat uncomfortable. After a few moments of that Vaggie decided to ask speak just to end the awkwardness she was feeling.
"Soooo…what now?"
"I suppose the only thing left to ask is if you are willing to return to the Hotel and try to bring Charlie out of her gloom?"
"…Oh…yeah…I…don't think I can." She said with sadness growing in her voice.
"Odd, I would have thought you would want to bring her joy more than anyone else, given she is your mate…or girlfriend as you put it?"
"Normally yeah…but I don't think I'm her girlfriend now…not after our fight." She said sounding even sadder than before.
"I don't seem to follow?"
"It's…a bit complicated to explain and it would take too long for you to understand it…but let's just say I'm more than confident that Charlie doesn't want me back."
"So you are saying because of your fight that you are no longer her mate or that she wants you back?"
"Yup…pretty sure I ruined what was the most amazing thing to ever happen to me…and I deserve it."
"Then what if I were to say that isn't true?"
"Huh?"
"What if I can prove to you that Charlie does still indeed want you as a mate and more over was feeling horrible about the fight? Would that change your mind?"
"Godzilla…you don't even understand the feelings you're having so don't go thinking you know things you clearly have no clue about." She scuffed a little.
"Never claimed I do but all the same, what if I can show you that your fears are unfounded?"
"I doubt you can…but screw it, I'll hear you out. Why would you think there is still something between us?" She gave him a skeptical look.
"Close your eyes."
"…I beg your pardon?"
"Close your eyes."
"…Why the hell would I do that?"
"Joke with me."
"…I think you mean humor you…ok whatever, but if you try any funny business, I'll dig your eyes out with a knife!" She warned him.
"I'll keep that in mind, now if you would?"
Vaggie looked at him still not sure about this but went along with it. She closed her eyes and stood there waiting for whatever to happen next.
"Ok, now what?"
"Open them."
She sighed and open them back up and what she saw almost gave her a heart attack. There in front of her was Charlie…and her as well. Vaggie took a few steps back freaking out at this, somehow, she was looking at the moment she had her fight with Charlie but with a different perspective. But nether Charlie or the other her was moving, it was like someone press the pause button. She looked around and saw the other members of the HH Crew there as well, all not moving. She was looking around trying to figure what the fuck was going on all the while having a mini panic attack.
"That fuck is-how can I be there and-this can't be…WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?!" She yelled pulling on her hair trying to rationalizing the freakiness that was in front in front of her.
"Calm yourself youngling, no need to exert yourself unnecessarily." Godzilla's words enter her mind like they were trying to calm her.
"What the-Godzilla? Where are-why are you sitting in a chair and not moving?!" She looked over to the King.
"Look to your side."
She did just so and nearly jump out of her skin when she saw Godzilla standing next to her.
"But how can you be here…and also there!? What the fuck is going on!?"
"I will only answer that if you calm down."
"You honestly expect me to calm down when I'm looking at another one of myself in front of me that isn't a mirror?"
"Very well, if it will help you, what you are seeing now is a memory, my memory."
"Your memory? But how?"
"I brought you into my mind so I can show you this."
"…I'm in your mind? You…how…I didn't know you can do this, when did this become a thing?"
"Many years before your species ever came to existence. And yes, I can do this, though I rarely do for reason I'll say at another time. Did that help?"
"…Not really but I think I can bear with this so long I'm not here too long."
"Believe me, you won't. Doing this isn't something I like doing but felt for this rare time, I would. Now then I want you to look and listen to what happened after you left. After Charlie leaves, I want you to tell me what you heard and felt."
"Not sure what you mean but ok, I'll go along with it."
Godzilla nodded and gesture for her to watch the memory as it become alive in front of her. It was so bizarre yet kinda cool at the same time. To see something you've done but in a different view, freaky but cool. Vaggie stood and watched the memory played seeing everything that happened after she left. From when she left in a huff to Charlie's last conversation with the King before she too left she seen and heard it all. And it was the conversation between the Kaiju and Princess she took particular interest in.
The sound of Charlie's cracked voice, the look of hurt and sorrow on her face, even the words she used told Vaggie so much. Everything she heard and saw says Charlie felt just a crappy as she was when she left the Hotel, possibly even more. The pain, the sorrow, the regret, the self-hatred, everything was there for her to see. But not just see, for she also felt it. Somehow she could feel what Charlie was feeling and she knew it was Charlie's feelings she was picking up and not hers. It was like when Godzilla's words hold an emotion, they knew what that emotion was. But she didn't know how she can feel her Girlfriend's emotions. Godzilla picked this up and let her in on why she was feeling someone else's emotions, he safely ended the memory and brought Vaggie out of his mind and into the waking world.
"I see that you got what I ment when I said what you feel."
"Big time…but how is that even possible? How can I feel her emotions when I wasn't even there?"
"Because you are feeling what I was experiencing when I felt her emotions enter my mind."
"Hold the phone, what do you mean?"
"As you know, when I connect my mind to another in order to communicate with them, they can feel the emotions I place in my words so they can understand clearly what the words true meanings are. You feel what I feel. But that goes both ways."
"You're telling me that you can also feel what emotions we are using at any given time?"
"Only when I make a connection, otherwise I can't. So that means when our minds connect and you feel happy, I sense that in my mind. It goes for every emotion you can have; I feel them all. And I generally don't like that. It's the biggest reason I don't do these connection often, I get bombarded with every and all thoughts and emotions. It gets irritating to say the least."
"That does sound like a pain in the ass…so does that mean you felt everything when I was…well letting out everything that I held back?"
"Every last one of them."
"…Oh…then what I'm feeling now…that's really Charlie's true feelings? The hurt, sadness, regret, hatred for herself, and even…her love for me…that's all real…she still has feelings for me?" Vaggie said with reinvigorated hope swelling in her.
"That's the emotions I sensed but I can't tell if that's actually true or not since I have no understanding of them. I'm just showing what I felt, nothing more…but…does this answer your question?"
"I…yes, this does…it might be wishful thinking on my part but seeing this, feeling this…I can't help believing Charlie still loves me…that I haven't lost her…and…I know this because of you…Godzilla…thank you…thank you so much…you have no idea how much this means to me…I might not understand why you did this…but I'm grateful you did…Thank you from the bottom of my heart Godzilla." Vaggie said showing him a bright beautiful smile.
"…You…are welcome Vaggie, so are you ready to return to the Hotel?"
"Damn straight I am but there is one more thing I want to do before we leave."
"Will this new thing take long?"
"Should only take a few seconds."
"Very well then, what is it you wish to do?"
"Bend your head down to me."
"Why?"
"Come on Big Guy, joke with me." She smirked playfully.
"I thought it was…you're toying with me again, aren't you?"
"A little yes." She snickered softly.
Godzilla just stared at her not finding that humorous.
"Oh fine, being serious here now. Just bend your head down real quick."
Godzilla snorted but did as he was asked and lower his head.
"A little more if you please, like at eye level. Come on, don't be shy, I promise I won't bite. Scouts Honor."
The King was a bit wary of this claim but did it anyway and got to eye level with Vaggie.
"Perfect. Now just stay still for a moment, this won't hurt a bit."
Vaggie slowly went up to him till their faces were almost touching giving Godzilla a good whiff of her scent. It wasn't too bad really, he kinda liked it. The Moth Demoness reached up and softly stroke Godzilla cheek giving him a gorgeous smile. Like the one you give to a lover. Godzilla cocked his brow up not really understanding what she was doing…though he did like her petting his cheek…it felt…nice. Vaggie giggled cutely seeing him raise his brow in confusement so she started to leaning in slowly with their lips just barely touch as if she was going for a-
WHAM!
Godzilla's head suddenly jerked to the side like something hit the side of the head. It didn't hurt but it was a surprise all the same. Godzilla looked at what hit him and saw it was a spike mace being held by none other than Vaggie. She took a swing at him when he wasn't paying attention to her real intensions. Vaggie had a board look on her face as if what she did was nothing special before suddenly her face turned into a happy grin.
"Man I needed that! It felt so good to give you one last hit, very cathartic! Nothing like getting out that last bit of aggression to really end this bad blood between us. Thanks for that G-Man, that was really thoughtful of you." Vaggie spoke joyfully while giving him a few quick pats on his head.
The Monster Monarch was less then pleased to be blind sided by her and he let her know though a loud growl.
"Oh don't be like that, it was just one hit. I know you didn't feel that hit so don't go all sour puss on me…Ok I'm ready to go now." Vaggie started walking to the direction to the Hotel.
Godzilla just held his current position still tweaked she did that, he was debating whether he should pound her head in or not.
"Hey you coming Godzilla? We got a Princess to cheer up and I aim to make that happen. So hurry up slowpoke!" Vaggie called Godzilla out when she realized he wasn't following her.
The King just shook his head thinking that the company he keeps around him was becoming a bigger pain than he wanted but for now he stood up and walked over to a waiting Demoness. Once he was next to her, he gave her a quick shot of the Stink Eye before walking. Vaggie giggle at that finding it kinda funny seeing him acted like that only to feel something hit the back of her still sore head making her yelp in mild pain. She looked around to find what hit her and saw it was a scaly tail belonging to the King. She looked back to him and saw he was looking at her with a raised brow almost like he was saying 'you started it' which was kinda true.
"Fucking asshole." She cursed at him but still had a smile on so she didn't really mind.
Godzilla grunted but motion with his head to follow him at the Hotel, which she does. And the two set of side by side back to the Hotel with no more hostilities between them with one goal in mind.
Bring happiness back into the life of the Princess of Hell once more!
And Cut!
God Freaking Damn y'all that was so much packed in one chapter! This is defiantly the longest chapter I ever made to date. And I'm planning to never make such a long chapter ever again!
Takes too long you know?
But I enjoyed it regardless…despite it taking sooooooooo long to make…and the other things that popped on me that delayed this chapter…life can really suck at times huh?
Oh well!
So it looks like Miss Moth Thang and the Rad Dino have made up and now best of fri-yeah not even close. At best they won't go at each other's throat at a drop of a hat. Which is still a hell of an improvement from where they once were. And we also got some good character building between the two. Not to mention we got to see how Godzilla really thinks about Vaggie along with his feelings for both her and Charlie…even though he still denies it's his feelings and it is caused by a curse…
Baby steps guys, he'll get there eventually.
In the next chapter we get to see the rest of Godzilla's plan come to action. For just finding and getting Vaggie to agree to return to the Hotel was just part of his plan, the most difficult one mind you but only part of it. The next part is to see either can cheer the Princess up. Will they succeed? How will they do it? Will it be only one of them that actually does it or will it be team effort? And did Vaggie remembered to pick up all her weapons back at the park?
Here's a hint for one of them…no she didn't!
Now for the rest of the questions guess you have to see for yourself in the next chapter!
Whelp hope you guys enjoyed this one! Again sorry it took forever to get out but hopefully the next one won't take too long to get out. Finger's cross on that one! Please let me know what you think and I'll see you all in the next chapter! OUT!