Chapter 20
Rock Creek, Nebraska
June 1872
Buck's heart raced as he stood frozen in front of the jeweler's store, his hand instinctively reaching for the handle of his gun. The man he had sworn to kill if he ever saw him again stood before him, dressed in a uniform of authority. A surge of anger coursed through Buck's veins as he watched Lara darting towards the man in blue. It was as if he were witnessing a sinister dance, the Devil himself coaxing an unsuspecting angel into his fold.
Laralie!
The mention of her name on the tongue of this monster ignited a surge of anger and hatred within Buck. He had lost control of it once before, when Ike was killed. He had sought revenge then, but at what cost? Standing on the same street where he had ended Neville's life, memories flooded back with startling clarity. Teaspoon's words from that day etched in his mind, a haunting reminder of the consequences of his actions.
"Buck, you know what you've done," Teaspoon said, looking at him with a mixture of disappointment and understanding. He himself had faced similar choices in the past, but he had hoped to steer Buck away from the burden that now weighed heavily upon him.
"Remember what I said about crossing that line?" The older man sighed. "Well that's what you've done. Now you're gonna have to live with it."
Buck closed his eyes tightly, hoping to drown out the flood of memories that threatened to overpower him. He had sworn that day to keep his anger in check, and for years he had managed to control it. But now, standing in such closeness with the man who had tried to kill him years ago, all his restraint wavered. The desire to put a bullet in his enemy's heart burned fiercely within him.
He clenched his jaw and with a broken and rageful heart, Buck watched from the shadows as Lara approached the man she called 'Father' her words saturated with her sweetness. Every word she uttered twisted the knife deeper into Buck's wounded pride, fueling the flames of his fury.
"I was hoping to find you and convince you to come home with me."
Her words echoed in Buck's mind like a bitter refrain. He had trusted her, believed in her, and now it seemed that everything between them was a lie. She was the daughter of the very man who had nearly taken his life. Here she was, running towards his enemy, embracing him with the same loving arms that she had wrapped around himself just hours before.
Buck shoved the delicate necklace into his pocket and turned away, his heart heavy. He needed to rein in these rageful feelings before they burned him beyond salvation. Mounting his horse, he rode off into the distance, his mind consumed by thoughts of anger, shame, and regret.
The bitterness churning within him as he pushed his horse faster. He had been a fool to let himself care, to let himself believe that he could find solace in the arms of another. Now, as he rode alone through the wilderness, he vowed to never again let himself be swayed by the false promises of love.