Never Letting Go

by Oxford Not Brogues

"I am both yours forever." Those were the words Seras had used. Something she had vowed to them no less than a week ago. "Yours forever." Those words had filled them with such hope, such happiness, but she was a liar. Alucard and Sebastian will do everything in their power to get Seras back after she unexpectedly flees the country.

2. Chapter 2

Good evening,

I hope you guys enjoy the chapter.

Oxford Not Brogues

Chapter Two

Since Alucard and Sebastian were so distracted by whatever it was they were talking about, Seras was able to stealthily slip off of her chair and duck under the table. Her red orbs burned in the shadow of the table while she eyed her master's long legs. Her eyes trailed upwards to his knees and then narrowed her gaze to stare at the tent in his pants where his cock was strained uncomfortably. Oh, her poor master. The Draculina purred with a sexy little smirk on her face. She just couldn't let him sit there with that large, thick aching pain between his legs. Even though neither creature was even aware of her absence and couldn't even see her, Seras sexily crawled across the floor allowing her curvy hips to sway from side to side until she sat at her master's feet like a good little servant. The girl was unable to prop up on her knees all the way because the top of her head was already brushing the table. But she was able to inch herself closer between her Sire's long legs.

Alucard stiffened in his seat when he suddenly felt hands caressing over his thighs and heard a deep purr. Instinctively, his eyes shot to the side to see that his Childe's chair was vacant. As soon as his brain registered that, he looked down to meet his Draculina's hungry filled crimson irises. She sat there so sexily between his legs. Her delicate fingers caressed his thighs intimately, and her dark crimson eyes bored into his while she purred.

"Seras," Alucard breathed, bewildered and beyond aroused to find her there.

"Shhh," Seras softly hushed him as she leaned in more. Her hands slid up towards the tent in his pants. The elder vampire leaned back in his chair and watched her anxiously with bated breath. One of his hands extended under the table to comb his fingers through her hair lovingly. With a small grin and a lecherous look in his eyes, he purred back to her. His eyes followed her every move as she reached in, unhooked his pants, and pulled back the fabric to reveal his hard flesh. His cock, once free, fell towards her. His cock was already leaking with fluids, swelling with arousal, and pulsating. It was fully erected at nearly seven inches with a small patch of black pubic hair at the base. Unlike most women, his little Police Girl didn't seem intimidated by it at all. With that sexy smirk still plastered to her lips, she reached out and curled her fingers around him. Alucard moaned softly under his breath and his grin widened.

"At least pretend that you're not being pleasured under the table. People are going to know." Seras laughed quietly.

"And why shouldn't they? Why would it matter to me if they knew? I'm the one being pleasured." He responded in a low tone.

"Because it's far more exciting when they're oblivious to what's going on just under them. And I want to torture you by keeping you quiet." She purred just before she wrapped those sinful, warm lips around his leaking head. Seras then sucked down so passionately, making a noise that was unbelievably hot and almost made him cum right then and there. Alucard moaned lowly and grasped the arm of his chair so tightly that the wood cracked beneath his hand. Her tongue slipped out to tease his slit, swirl around his head, and then she wrapped her lips back around him to suck again. With her right hand, Seras reached out to grab the leg of Sebastian's chair and used her vampiric strength to pull him closer so his lower body was under the table more.

I think you know what I want you to do. The little vampire whispered into the demon's mind while her hand caressed over the bulge in his pants. Michaelis stared down at her hand while her fingers kneaded his hardness and made his stomach tighten. His hungry red irises flickered to the side to stare at the young, male vampire seated next to him. He wanted to be sure that what was going on was still being done in secret. Fortunately, the man beside him was deep in a conversation, or rather friendly argument, with a woman on his other side. Sebastian, Seras whined his name, wondering what in the hell was taking him so long. The demon glanced back down at her hand. A feral smirk then appeared on his lips and he snickered at her impatience.

I was just checking our surroundings. He responded as he reached down and unhooked his pants for her.

If they see, let them watch. Seras laughed, but didn't truly mean what she said. She was pretty sure she would die of embarrassment if they were caught! Her fingers wrapped securely around Sebastian's throbbing cock and then she tugged on that hot, hard flesh. The little vampire sucked down on her master's head with such an erotic moan that it made both males moan back to her. Seras giggled when hearing the noises they made and blushed fiercely. God, their moans were so sexy! Hearing them made her completely soak. Unexpectedly, something thick pressed into the seam of her pants and stroked over her sensitive sex slowly. Purely started by the sudden contact, the small blonde's eyes flew open wide and she jumped. Unfortunately, when jumping out of fright, she bashed her head on the underside of the table hard. Alucard and Sebastian both jolted when they heard the loud thud. Not a second later, they heard her groan of pain, and they winced in sympathy. Seras was crouched under the table with both hands over her throbbing head. It felt like her skull had just about cracked!

"Damn it!" She growled under her breath. Her furious red orbs flickered open and glanced down to see what in the hell even caused her to jump so high. Just under her, having paused once she hit her head, were two black, wispy tendrils. While Seras continued rubbing the sore spot on her head, her eyes followed the tendrils to find that they belonged to Alucard and Sebastian. The elder vampire reached under the table further and pushed her hands away from her head so he could stroke over her hair lovingly.

Did our tendrils scare you? Alucard chuckled while he gently brushed his thumb over the bump on the top of her head.

Are you alright? Sebastian asked who sounded genuinely concerned, unlike her master.

I'm fine, Seras grumbled and leaned more into her Sire's hand. His gentle caresses and rubbing felt very nice and soothed her. Did anyone else hear that? She reluctantly asked. Alucard snickered in her head and his grin widened.

I don't know. Why don't you look behind you? He advised her. Seras furrowed her brows, but obeyed and shifted her head under his hand. The Police Girl was bewildered to see that some people at the table, thankfully not everybody, had heard and went to take a look to see what in the hell happened. The very few that were there were leaned over in their chairs and staring at her with wide shocked eyes. And it didn't help any that Alucard was still petting her hair with his cock out for her to do with as she pleased. Seras' eyes burned darkly and she bared her fangs at the witnesses with a loud, sharp hiss that made the vampires there stiffen. They all knew who she was, who her Sire was, and what she was capable of. Most of the manor already feared her and nobody dared cross her.

"Is there a problem?" Seras growled and her fangs grew in her mouth to show her fury. None of them answered her. They all sat there petrified with white faces. "I advise that the lot of you go back to drinking your blood now before there is a problem!" The low-class vampires didn't dare wait and see if she was bluffing or not. They all sat up right in their chairs and returned to drinking their blood in discomfort. Now that they knew what was going on under the table, some were aroused as hell and others had completely lost their appetites because of the deranged small blonde. Seras turned back around and scooted more between her master's long legs.

The little vampire propped up more on her knees, minding the table this time, and went back to pleasuring her master. She didn't care enough to suppress her moans or the sucking noises. She touched her master freely without worrying about others seeing, and she enjoyed every moan Alucard had to give her, even though he was still trying to keep quiet. Her small fingers traced gracefully up Sebastian's pant leg and moved in to caress over his leaking head once more. She teased him a little by gently brushing her thumb over his sensitive head, causing him to hiss out. Seras smirked naughtily before she gave him what he wanted. Her fingers wrapped around his girth and she returned to stroking him from the tip down to his base.

"Seras," Alucard whispered her name with a sick grin on his face. His fingers combed through her hair and his talons scraped lightly along her scalp. The small blonde's eyes flickered nervously to his. She was terrified and self-conscious making full eye contact with her master while her mouth was on his hard flesh! But she did it beautifully and even gave him a small bashful smile with a light blush on her cheeks. She then took even more of him into her mouth. The elder vampire tensed up in his seat as he watched Seras fit more of his cock into her seemingly small mouth. The deeper he went into that cavern, the more he could feel the wet warmth and the beginning of her tight throat. A purr escaped her master's lips. In an attempt to take some control, his hand curved around the back of his Childe's head and he pushed down until she took all of him into her delicious, little mouth. He saw a bit of panic rise into her eyes, but she remained still and allowed him to continue.

Alucard's swelling erection slipped into her throat and went down as far as it would go until her mouth was tight around his base. Her forehead was pressed against his lower stomach and her chin dug lightly into his balls all the while his pubic hair tickled her flesh. A gasp caught in his throat and he licked over his lips hungrily. Seras' throat was so hot and tight around him. It felt marvelous! His Draculina remained ever so still while she waited patiently for him to make a move. Alucard's hand was still pressing into the back of her head, but not hard enough that he was hurting or even forcing her. She could have moved if she really wanted to, but she knew that he wanted her to remain still for the moment.

Admittedly, Seras was slightly uncomfortable. Deep throating was still so very new to her. And even though Alucard was going at a very slow and cautious pace for her sake, she didn't know how much longer she would be able to last. While trying to keep composed for Alucard, Seras attempted to focus on her other hand as she pleasured Sebastian slowly. Returning the favor, the demon's tendril pressed into the fabric of her pants and grinded against those bundles of nerves that made her bend to his will. Seras whimpered around her master's cock and she fisted his pant leg. Alucard released a breath of air that he had been holding in and shuddered as he carefully fisted her hair and lifted her up a little off of him. Her mouth barely went up an inch before he was shoving her back down so he again went down her throat.

Seras, dig your nails into my flesh. Sebastian ordered her in a sexy moan.

What?! The girl exclaimed. Dig my nails in your…OW! Why?! That sounds excoriatingly painful!

Exactly, The demon chuckled. Do it,

You know what, Sebastian. I'm letting you know now that I wasn't very ambitious to do this and…I don't really think it's a good idea. So, if I hurt you, I truly am sorry. The safe word is: crazy. She warned him just before she gently dug her nails into his cock. He jolted slightly in his chair with a soft groan.

Deeper! He demanded her.

Oh, my God. Seras murmured in disbelief. You're insane. I think my nails are deep enough. That just can't feel good to you, Sebastian.

But it does. Sebastian moaned and thrust up into her clawed hand. I know that you like it when I claw your back, legs, and neck. It feels good to you. This pain may seem frightening to you, but it feels so good to me. Please, bite your claws into me. Hesitantly, the little vampire obeyed and bit her nails even deeper into his pulsating cock. She instantly felt the warm blood beads prick up under her fingernails and slide down his aching cock. But the moan that sounded from him was so satisfying to her ears. She watched and felt the way he trembled. It completely baffled her to see that he was so into it. Out of curiosity to see his reaction and how far he could be pushed, Seras used her thumb nail to slice slowly down his shaft, leaving one long claw mark and five prick marks behind. The second she had caused him that new pain, cum spurted from his tip. The sticky substance landed on her hand and his pants. Some of it leaked down his cock to mingle with the blood from her claw marks. Sebastian grasped her wrist in a tight hold and he trembled while his body tried calming from that orgasm.

Sebastian? She whispered in concern, wondering if she had gone too far, even though she had caused him to cum.

You did excellently, my dear. You see? I'm perfectly well and…quite satisfied. He chuckled in her head.

That didn't…bother you? She muttered in uncertainty.

No, He responded with a shake of his head. It felt good, Seras. Stop worrying, I've gone through many things that you would find absolutely horrible and painful, but I find pleasurable. And perhaps one day, Alucard and I will teach you more about the pleasures that pain can bring.

Maybe…Seras whispered, but was cut off. Suddenly, her Sire was fisting her hair so tightly that it actually pained her. Alucard released a growl mixed with a moan and she felt him tremble. A second later, she tasted something salty on her tongue and started to gag when he shot his hot load straight down her throat. And he didn't stop there. Chasing for another orgasm, Alucard roughly started fucking her throat hard. His hips lifted out of his seat by an inch or so and his cock thrust in and out of her mouth fast. His trembling hand had a fistful of her hair to keep her head locked against his lower stomach so he could control the pace. The elder vampire gritted his sharp incisors and he stared down at his Draculina with madness glowing in his dark red orbs. His sensitive head repeatedly brushed over the sides of her throat, driving him absolutely wild. And her walls were slicker from his cum so it was a lot easier going down.

Alucard's clawed hand shot down to cup her hand that was fisting his pant leg. Not meaning to, he dug his talons into the back of her hand as he felt himself swelling in her throat. He was about to cum! He could feel it in the pit of his tightening stomach. Even though he was so close, he pushed back his orgasm because he wanted to be in that tight heat for a little while longer. The elder vampire drove his fangs into his bottom lip and used all the strength he had to hold back his orgasm, but also keep up with that rough pace. Blood tears were welling in his mate's eyes and she whimpered with each thrust.

Seras, Alucard moaned. A part of him was concerned for her comfort, but his inner beast was insatiable and drove him to keep thrusting. He stared down at his girl through lowered lashes and panted out of breath.

Harder! Seras cried out in his head causing his eyes to fly open wide. What?! He thought to himself, wondering if he had heard her correctly. He then noted that she was rocking her lower body. His eyes flickered further down to see that Sebastian's tendril was rubbing frantically along the seam of her pants and driving their little mate absolutely wild. A mad grin appeared on the old King's face and he cackled softly under his breath.

So, you like it when your master fucks your mouth, do you, Seras? Alucard whispered into her mind and his lashes lowered over his heated gaze. He then obliged to her wishes and fucked her mouth harder than before. Seras closed her eyes tightly with another whimper and her hand trembled beneath his. His eyes trailed back down to watch the thick tendril rub along his Draculina's sex through her pants. Wherever were his manners? It wasn't like him to leave a lover unsatisfied. His grin widened further when his tendril moved in to join the other. Seras jumped again from the extra pressure, but this time was cautious not to make the same mistake and bash her head into the table. She cried out and only rocked more to lead the tendrils just the way she liked it. And then she was shaking from a powerful orgasm. Her body arched up with her breasts heaving against the border of his seat.

Seeing his bride moaning, crying out, and trembling, he was unable to hold back any longer. Alucard pinned Seras' head against his lower stomach with his cock buried deeply in her throat and he came hard for her. He bared his fangs and growled out when the warm cum spurted from his overly sensitive head and lubed her throat. He hissed with a low moan and slowly lowered himself back in his seat. As he was settling from that orgasm, the elder vampire petted his little mate's hair. He panted out of breath and watched her with such hunger in his eyes. He wanted more, but he granted her freedom…for now. His hand slipped from her hair so she could pull herself back up.

The male tensed a little when Seras' warm mouth moved up his softening cock only to stop and suck at his head that leaked with white fluid. The little vampire stared up at him lustfully while she allowed him to watch her tongue lap at his head. A soft giggle reached his ears and then he felt her fangs scrape slowly across his sensitive tip, causing him to jump slightly in his chair with another hiss. Once every little stream of cum had been licked away, Seras pulled back with a bright, but bashful smile and a slightly red face. The Draculina took his hand into hers and leaned in to kiss over his knuckles and the back of his hand lovingly.

Only a taste, She whispered teasingly into his head.

Mmmm, Alucard hummed as his dark orbs simmered under his lashes. But I've already cum twice in that delicious little mouth of yours.

Oh? His bride replied to further tease her master. If you already came, well then, I guess you're good for the rest of the night. In that case, I guess I'm free to just go to bed without having to worry about any hungry-stricken males looking to hold me down, strip and lash me, followed by a long, hard fucking. The little vampire's breath caught in her throat when she saw the dark hunger that rose into her master's eyes.

You would be wrong to assume that, Childe. He whispered in her head, sounding so menacing as if he was having a hard time controlling that hunger inside of him. His other hand reached out to brush his fingers along her cheek. We'll do much more than tie and gag you, lash you, and fuck you until you can't even scream anymore. Alucard stared deeply into Seras' eyes. So many different, warm feelings were stirring inside of him. He'd never felt anything, other than lust, for a lover. Why now? Then again, he knew the answer to that. She was just so damn…perfect, after all, she was his mate. Even her flaws he found charming. He always had, even when she had been a fledgling struggling to drink her blood. The elder vampire brushed his thumb over her soft plump lips, wishing to lean down and kiss her deeply.

Alucard had the deep need to do everything to this one beautiful, young, brilliant woman. Every position he knew of, every sadistic fetish that aroused him and her. But he also wanted to do so much more with her. He wanted to hold her in his arms, he wanted to kiss her now and forever, he wanted to get lost in those eyes over and over again, he wanted to always wake up to see those beautiful lips pulled back into a warm smile, and he wanted to sleep peacefully knowing that she was there beside him. He had a deep need to be locked against her in her arms, to feel warmth as he rested his head against her chest and listen to her sweet purrs, to make her laugh and know he's the reason for her happiness, to protect her, to cherish her, and to be her everything.

Oh, Seras, Alucard snickered with a light shake of his head. We'll certainly do much more than tie you up and fuck you until your screams die away. I'll love you. His hand smoothed out over her cheek while a warm smile crossed over his face. Seras was completely lost in his gaze as he whispered those words to her. She was bewildered, but her heart was fluttering in her chest and the butterflies were going ballistic in her stomach. I do love you.

Alucard, The little vampire whispered and then she was suddenly bolting up between his legs. Her body curved around the table and with one knee planted on the chair between her Sire's legs, she leaned in and kissed him hard on the lips. Alucard didn't hesitate to wrap his arms around his female and pull her completely into his lap so he could devour her. One of his arms curved around her lower back and he pressed her body into his. His other hand shot up to grab a handful of her full breast and squeeze hard. His Draculina whimpered into his mouth and she cupped his face to bring him even closer. The two vampires were lost in their fiery kiss, not even aware that the entire room was completely silent and that mostly everyone was gawking at them.

Alucard forced her mouth open wider so he could slide his tongue inside and entangle it with hers. Her taste was so divine that it riled his inner demon and made him kiss her even deeper. His fangs tore at her lips causing blood to spill out into their mouths. They would have kept going, but were unfortunately interrupted.

"Seras, Miles is here." Sebastian informed her. Seras' eyes flew open wide and she quickly pushed against her master's chest to break their lips apart.

"What?!" Their little mate exclaimed. She then intentionally fell off of Alucard's lap and tumbled back under the table. This caused the elder vampire to cackle, believing that it had only been her being a complete and utter klutz. "Please, tell me that he didn't see me."

"No, he hadn't caught you kissing another man." Michaelis snickered while he watched after Seras' soon-to-be ex-lover carefully. "But I would advise you to break it off with him now because we're not playing this game with you. You're not going to duck away and hide from him every time you're with us. If you're too ashamed to be with us then I don't think this is going to work out, Seras."

"I'm not ashamed to be seen with you guys!" Seras grumbled in frustration and put her head in her hand in disbelief. "I just…don't want him catching me kissing another guy. That's not fair to him. I'll admit to him that I did cheat on him with you guys, but for him to actually catch me in the act would be truly horrible. I just can't imagine how he would feel. I know I would feel like total shit if I caught someone I cared about kissing or fucking another girl."

"Your logic doesn't entirely make sense to me." Sebastian replied honestly. "Either way, he's going to know of you cheating on him so he's still going to feel absolutely horrible."

"Thank you, Sebastian, you're such a big help." The little vampire responded sarcastically and she rolled her eyes at the doofus of the demon.

"Go and tell him now, Seras." Alucard ordered her. "Or are you planning to stay hidden under the table the entire time he's here?" Seras blew hair out of her face and shrugged at the option.

"Well, that's not an entirely bad idea." She murmured under her breath.

"You chose us over him." The elder vampire reminded her in a low growl. "We're your mates and he is nothing. Now, it's time to prove your loyalty and go break his damn heart." He paused for a long several seconds while a thought occurred to him. "Unless, we're the ones you've been playing with this entire time?"

"No!" Seras immediately disagreed. "Of course not!"

"Then go break it off with him!" Alucard and Sebastian both snapped at her. The little vampire winced, but didn't dare cross them.

"Alright!" She grumbled and crawled out from under the table. Once she was out, she shifted her head to glower up at her master. "Bloody fucking hell! I'll go break his heart. Are you happy?"

"No Life Queen? What a joke." Alucard scoffed. "You're hiding under a table and sniveling about breaking some man's heart? You used to break people and not even bat an eyelash."

"This is different, Alucard, and you know that." Seras growled as she rose to her feet. "I didn't date him for the hell of it! I dated him because I liked him! Grant it, those feelings for him have died over time, but still, he's a person I still care about."

"You still care about him?" Sebastian questioned her. The small blonde turned to argue, but was pierced by his look. Saying the demon was pissed was an understatement; the man was seething.

"Sebastian," Seras whispered and then licked over her lips nervously. "You know what I mean." She shook her head and gestured a hand towards Miles who sat at the far end of the table. "I don't love him, I never have. But since I dated him it's just going to be hard for me to hurt him. It's not like killing a complete stranger or an enemy. Hurting someone I don't know is easy. It's easy to turn off all feelings and just tear through them. But…Miles is someone I know. Someone I've shared a lot with. Slept in the same bed with. Shared blood with." A blush appeared on the girl's cheeks then before she turned her gaze away from her mates. "And even slept with. I know him on a personal level. So…hurting him isn't going to be easy for me. Please, understand that, Sebastian. It's going to be hard." Sebastian rose from his seat with a clear look of disappointment glistening in his sinister eyes.

"No, I don't understand it and I don't care to. Just this once, shut out that humanity of yours, Seras, and you do what you have to do." With that said he started walking away. "Just know that Alucard's heart won't be the only one you'll break if you choose your laconic boyfriend, Miles."

"Sebastian," Seras sighed while she watched him walk away. She wanted to chase after him, but she knew that he wouldn't be talking to her until everything was settled with Miles. Her crimson orbs then flickered downwards to stare at her master who was drinking from his goblet. It appeared that he was currently giving her the silent treatment, like the demon, and was going to sulk. His eyes were narrowed down the table, refusing to look at her. Even though he was clearly angry with her, Seras couldn't help, but smile at him. She chuckled softly as she leaned down and kissed the top of his head sweetly. "I'm not going to choose him." She whispered to reassure him. She didn't expect an answer, and most certainly didn't get one. But she didn't let this sour her mood. With that smile still on her face, she turned and walked away to finally confront Miles.

Her soon to be ex-lover sat at the far end of the table, drinking from a wine glass full to the brim with blood. The people around him were talking away, but he didn't seem interested enough to actually join in on any of those conversations. Miles had always been the loner type. For as long as she could remember, he always sat alone somewhere around the table and spoke to no one. Even if somebody tried including him in on their conversation, he would always politely turn them down. She had no idea what pushed him to even date her, but she was happy that he had finally decided to talk to someone and make a friend. That's one of the reasons why she hated that she had to break it off with him. He's just going to go straight back to square one with no friends and will probably never trust anyone ever again with his heart.

Why, out of all of the girls, did he pick her? Would he ever show interest in another person again? Or was Seras his one and last chance at being social? It was such a shame because she knew a ton of girls who would drop their lovers in a second just to date Miles. She had to wonder when the passion between them faded. When did she start to lose interest in him but just didn't have the guts to end their relationship? She supposed it really started just a few months ago when things became…boring. Miles was a very sweet boy, but most of the time he just sat there, deep in thought, and didn't really talk to her. If she wanted to go out to do something, he would just give her a small encouraging smile and told her to go on without him, that he would be fine alone. If she actually managed to drag him out with her, he would just follow her around like a puppy dog, but be completely lifeless. He wouldn't smile or laugh, he wouldn't participate in any of the conversations, and he showed no interest in the bedroom. Hell, he wouldn't even dance with her at any of the parties or balls.

It was so different from when they had first started dating. At first, he seemed genuinely happy and always gave her small smiles with warm kisses. He would wrap his arms around her, laugh when she said something silly or childish, and hold conversations with her at the table while they had their fill. But those were now only memories and he was back to being mysterious old Miles sitting in the corner while reading some depressing book. She tried to think of the last good memory or a romantic evening they had together, but none really came to mind and that really depressed her. They've been dating for, what, two years now? And the last good memory her brain could conjure up for her took place at least a year ago. They had simply stayed up all morning talking. That was it, and that was probably the best memory she had of them as a couple.

Even though she had just become Alucard and Sebastian's lover, she could think of all kinds of good memories she had with them. The times they made her laugh, took part in seeing a play with her even if they didn't have any interest in seeing it, when Alucard bought her a gorgeous and seemingly very expensive dress for a ball, and when Sebastian comforted her when he found her crying in her room. They would even dance with her when Miles wouldn't. During that time, they weren't her lovers, and yet, they both treated her like…she was dear to them; like they've been lovers for a long time. Perhaps if Miles had been a little more like them, just a little, then things would have worked out for them. It still killed Seras on the inside knowing that she was going to break his heart. She was not looking forward to it at all. And then something occurred to the Draculina. She furrowed her brows as she delved into old memories she had with her old mentors.

Was it possible that Alucard and Sebastian had started loving her, without them even realizing it, a long time ago? Wouldn't that mean that she too has loved them without her even realizing it? Just the thought made her chest tighten and her stomach to do somersaults. But those warm feelings for her old mentors were temporarily forgotten when she finally reached Miles. Her eyes bored into the back of his head while she just stood there stiffly and watched him drink his blood and read from his book. She took in a deep breath of air before she reached out and tapped him lightly on the shoulder. The male's brows drew together and he shifted his head to stare back at her over his shoulder.

"Oh," Was his reply when he first saw her. "You're back." He then turned back around in his seat and continued to read, thinking that she would sit beside him and also grab a glass of blood.

"Yeah," Seras drawled and looked away from him. She still had no idea how she was going to break the news to him, but knew for sure she wanted to take this conversation elsewhere. "Miles, can we talk?"

"Talk?" He asked. Miles furrowed his brows and glanced back at her curiously. The look in his eyes practically pierced her heart and made her stiffen. He looked like a wounded puppy. Could he sense that something was wrong and that she might be breaking things off with him? "What do you want to talk about?" He asked as he cocked his head to the side and finally set his book down to show her that she had his full attention. Seras licked over her lips nervously and took a deep needed breath. She kept repeating in her head that she needed to do this. Alucard and Sebastian were waiting for her. Like a Band-Aid. Just dump him, explain what happened, and comfort him if he needs or wants it. Just get through this, Seras. She encouraged herself.

"Let's just go into the lounge room and talk there." She suggested and then instantly tore her gaze away from his so she wouldn't feel that stabbing pain of guilt for cheating on this man who had done nothing to her. Miles gave her such a strange look, almost looking similar to a confused child.

"Sure?" He murmured in uncertainty. He then grabbed his book and got up to follow her to wherever she wanted to go to have this talk. His brown orbs looked her over several times, wondering if there was something wrong. She was acting so strange. Normally she was bright and childish, a little hyper, and was always wrapping her arms around his to lead him away. But this time she was keeping her distance and she looked kind of…mature. Her eyes were distant and held nothing, but seriousness. Her lips were pulled back into a thin line and she was wringing her hands nervously. Had something gone wrong while she was in heat? Miles shook his head to rid himself of those thoughts. He then stood up from the table and followed after Seras.

The little vampire took a deep needed breath, hung her head, and led the way out of the room. The two vampires left the busy dining hall, walked across the deserted foyer, and entered the lounge room. Thankfully, the room was empty so they could sit there and talk in total privacy. Miles walked past her to sit across the room on the light purple loveseat. He hesitantly set his book down on the cushion beside him, deciding he won't be needing it for the next several minutes. He then settled himself into his seat, placed his hands in his lap, and looked back at her curiously.

Seras shut the door behind them for a little more privacy and then faced Miles who was still looking like an injured puppy. She mumbled something under her breath and again forced herself to look away from those wounded dark eyes of his. He wasn't making this any easier on her. And this was the first time ever she was going to break up with someone. Normally, people were breaking up with her to move onto someone 'better'. The small blonde shook her head and continued talking to herself under her breath while she found her way across the room. She sat down in a chair across from him. When she opened her mouth to begin, he immediately interrupted.

"What is going on, Seras?" Miles asked, causing her face to pale. Did he really just want her to get to the point? To her that seemed worse. She wanted it to be quick, but not that quick. Shouldn't she ease into it? Her crimson irises slowly found their way back to his hollow looking gaze. The two stared at each other for a long minute before Seras finally made up her mind. Prolonging this was making it hard for the both of them and wasn't going to help any. She needed to just tell him. Be straightforward, but also let him know that she was truly and deeply sorry.

"Miles, I don't love you and I've never have." Seras stated, but immediately regretted the way she put that. Ouch! That sounded a bit harsh! She quickly proceeded before he could say anything. "And I'm positive that you don't love me and never will." What she said seemed to have no impact on him whatsoever. He continued to just sit there and stare at her. Okay, so maybe this will be easier than she thought? Feeling a little more confident, she kept going and this time didn't dare break her gaze from his. "As you know, I went away this week because I was in heat…but I wasn't alone." This information immediately made him stiffen and for his eyes to go wide. Oh, there was the reaction she was looking for. Seras cowered a little under his gaze and fidgeted.

"What?!" He exclaimed. "You weren't alone?"

"No," She replied softly. The next part she had a very hard time getting out. "Alu-card and…Se-bastian followed me out there." She then quickly tried explaining herself. "They didn't know I was going through heat and…we…Well, you know what it's like. It's hard to…keep in control. We ended up having sex." Seras shook her head with a sigh while her eyes fell to the floor. "This morning, when it was all over and we were in our right minds…Alucard and Sebastian asked me to stay with them…because they're my mates. I want to be with them, Miles." From the corner of her eye she saw Miles stand up and start to pace in front of the loveseat while he let all of this sink in. She had never seen him so…emotional. Usually he was solemn, but he actually looked like he was freaking out. Of course, she was seeing all of this from the corner of her eye because she was just too scared to actually meet his gaze still. "And I'm sorry," She whispered and lowered her head in shame. "I never intended on cheating on you, Miles. I never wanted to hurt you. But this relationship of ours isn't going to…" She was instantly cut off when a hand suddenly swept down and met with the side of her face hard. Her head snapped to the side and she lost her balance in her chair. Like a ragdoll, her body ended up slumped over the arm of the chair. Seras' eyes flew open wide and warm tears welled up. She was stunned that that just happened. Miles…hit her?

"You had sex with them both?! You cheated on me for them?" He asked, sounding like he was about to break into tears. Miles trembled with anger, anger he's never felt before. He felt betrayed and his heart was shattering in his chest. Why did he ever think he could trust anyone? "I don't understand why? They're your mates! Fine! But…you had to cheat on me? And what's all this about…never loving me? You never loved me, Seras?" He muttered mainly to himself. Placing his head in his hand, he choked back tears of anguish and pain. "I loved you. Why would you cheat on me? What did I do?" Looking back at her, all that rage bubbled back up. All he could see was red. He balled his hands into fists and clenched his teeth. He didn't know how to handle the rage that was pounding against his skull. He's never felt so angry, so betrayed in all of his life. What was he supposed to do with all of this anger? Before he really even knew what was happening, Miles' body was acting for him. He slapped her hard across the face again. Seras drove her nails into the palm of her hands and she bared her fangs at the male.

He had hoped that hitting her would make him feel better in some way, but it didn't. It only made him feel worse. No! That's not who he was! Miles attempted to grab his own wrist to prevent himself from hitting her again, but someone else did it for him. A pale hand shot out and crushed the bones in Miles' wrist. The boy, however, barely noticed the physical pain on top of his emotional pain. He just stood there, trembling and sobbing while he stared down at Seras. His heart was shattering in his chest. The little vampire's eyes flew open wide when she caught sight of broken bone splitting through skin and blood pouring out onto the white carpet. Seras gasped and shifted her head to find Sebastian. The demon looked beyond furious. His incisors had grown in his mouth, depicting the fury he was currently feeling. His red orbs glowed a dark menacing tone and a dark aura surrounded his entire form, and was it only growing bigger the angrier he got. Blood splattered Seras' face when a clawed hand suddenly burst from Miles' stomach. Her eyes narrowed behind her dying ex-lover to see that Alucard was there also and equally infuriated as Sebastian.

"You say that you love her, but you dare touch her the way you did?" Sebastian hissed venomously. Miles still didn't seem fully aware of their presence. He was too focused on his breaking heart to even be present in reality. Sebastian's grasp only tightened causing the bone to crack and break more. "How dare you touch what is ours?!" The demon then tore the arm straight off leaving nothing, but a severed stub that gushed blood. This released Miles from his trance. A blood curdle scream escaped his lips. When hearing it, a rush of lust ran through Seras and her stomach tightened pleasantly. A small smile graced her lips while she watched on in fascination and satisfaction. Even though it pained her to see this is how it ended for the man who was betrayed, it really got her heart going and her sex trembling when watching them tear through him. Alucard's clawed hand ripped the male open and he pulled his hand free with a handful of Miles' entrails. Her ex-lover's scream was cut off as he gurgled on his own blood and fell into shock. This only infuriated the elder creatures further. The small blonde could see that they were going to keep mutilating him until there was nothing left, but she stopped them.

"Leave him," Seras begged her mates as she reached out to grasp Sebastian's sleeve. The demon swung his head around to stare down at her. The anger slowly drained from his eyes and nothing, but pain shone in his red orbs.

"Seras," He whispered her name and slowly lowered onto his knees in front of her. His eyes took in the large red handprint that was left behind on the side of her face. He cautiously reached up and cupped her face into his hand. His thumb gingerly brushed over the mark as he leaned up to place soft kisses all along it. "Are you alright, darling? I'm sorry we allowed that to happen. We should have been near in case you needed us. We didn't realize we screwed up until we heard him raising his voice to you." Seras just shook her head at him with a warm smile on her face.

"I'm fine," She whispered. "I've had worse done to me." Alucard dropped Miles' dying body and took several steps forward to study her.

"Why didn't you do something? Why did you just sit there and take it?" He asked her.

"Because I deserved it. He was hurt and I was the cause of the pain. He was angry and needed to lash out. You…guys…shouldn't have killed him." She replied while her eyes flickered downwards to watch her ex-lover slowly bleed out and die. A frown appeared on her lips. This isn't the way it was supposed to go. Poor Miles. He made one little mistake and had to pay the price. It was her fault. If she hadn't cheated, Miles wouldn't have lost his temper and struck her.

"He hit you." Alucard growled while his eyes simmered with a deep fury that would have made any man piss himself. "We wouldn't have cared if he was a Saint. Any man who dares lay a hand on you, speaks to you in a way we don't like, or even looks at you in a funny way, is dead." Sebastian leaned up again to press his lips against the mark on her face. His warm lips stayed there, making her flesh tingle and for her to feel safe and loved.

"I'm glad that you're alright." Michaelis spoke in a hush voice. He then pulled back his head to stare deeply into her eyes. "I…love you more than anything, Seras." Such a look of wonderment appeared in Seras' eyes. Her beautiful crimson irises flickered back to meet his gaze, filling both with awe from that single look. Then, a childish, but gorgeous smile graced her lips and she giggled ever so sweetly. Seras didn't hesitate leaning down to press her lips firmly against his. After their lips parted, she rested her forehead against his and stared deep into his warm brown eyes.

"I love you too." She whispered to him. A smile pulled at the demon's lips and he chuckled softly in response.

"Seras," Alucard breathed her name as he knelt in front of her. With one hand on her knee, his other hand moved up to tangle his fingers in her hair. "Do you love me?" He asked, needing assurance that his mate could love him too. His question seemed to have been amusing to his bride. Moving her head away from Sebastian, the girl laughed sweetly, flashing those sharp, white fangs of hers.

"Of course!" She said through giggles before meeting his gaze. "Alucard," Seras whispered his name and she, in return, tangled those delicate fingers of hers into his messy, black hair. "I love you so much." Smiling brightly at her mates, she promised them something that gave them hope. "I am both yours forever."

End of Chapter Two

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