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~Quistis~

I have yet to find a real purpose to life. Sifting through my endless stack of papers I sigh and look up at Xu who looks equally overwhelmed by her paperwork. After having taken administrative jobs for Squall who has been appointed new headmaster of garden. I have never felt so lost. Inspiring kids to learn about magic and junctioning was what used to make me so happy to wake up in the morning. Recently the only thing I have forward to is Friday drinks with Xu in Balamb. The others are mostly spent alone drinking in my dorm... Two years have passed since the sorceress war where Ultimecia was defeated, for the most part garden has become a peacekeeping army for Esthar which is a very pleasant change. Galbadia has since almost disappeared after the events of two years ago.

I take off my glasses and rub my eyes willing my headache away. Looking up at the clock realizing it is only eleven-thirty makes me slump back in my chair.

Xu breaks the silence "Hey Quisty, do you have a copy of that order from Trabia for Monday's shipment of I.T equipment."

"Yea hold on I have it back here" I swivel my chair around to access my filing cabinets bringing her the requested information.

"Trabia should be fun!" She says taking the papers " Well get to see Selphie and Irvine, maybe check out some cool pubs and restaurants in the town nearby" Xu knows I have been a bit of a slump lately, she's constantly on me about hooking up with someone. After Squalls clear disinterest in me a few years ago I just haven't felt the need of putting myself out there. Hell even the Trepies aren't into me anymore.

"Yea that sounds perfect, anywhere but this office sounds perfect" I laugh and return to my desk picking up my phone to see no new messages. Surprise surprise.

"Why don't we leave Friday, borrow the Rag, make a whole weekend of it." She suggests

"Lemme just hit up Selfie, I'm sure she'll be more than welcoming" I say

"She always is" she giggles

—-

The next few days passed pretty much the same, but at least I had a mini vacation to look forward to. I started packing pretty early Thursday evening and was already researching fun things to do in the area. Trabia being in the mountains had some pretty interesting things. Spa's, ice skating also downhill skiing. All things I wanted to try but never took the time to do.

Seize the day I thought to myself as I zipped up my duffel bag and tossed it on my chair.

~Bing~

I look over at my phone, nothing makes my phone blow up more than telling Selfie I'm coming for a visit

"Hiiiiiiii! What time r u getting here tmr? I have a great room here reserved right next to mine in town! I've missed you sooo sooooo much I legit can't wait, Cmere now ktnx." I can basically read this in her exact voice. Right after the sorceress war she and Irvine chose to go back to help rebuild Trabia. They have been such a great help with Irvine's people skills and her organizational one's after a year they we're up and running stronger than ever.

"We took the day off we should arrive at around 13:00hours" I reply

~Bing~

"Squeeeeeee! I made us reservations at a cute new resto in town called zappos! Super yummy!" I smile reading her text

"Looking forward to it, thank you. Did you get Xu's message? She is bringing Nida in the end" I sigh while hitting send. 5th wheel yippie.

I go through my closet and grab the warmest coat I have, a leather trench. Not exactly winter level but I love the cold so I'm actually looking forward to it in contrast to Balambs super humid seaside heat. Lately more and more I think of leaving, but what then! Where would I go, this is the only family I have or have ever known.

Cid took me in here when I was only twelve then I was Seed right around my fifteenth birthday. Even Cid has left, now retired with Matron after having fixed up the old orphanage and turned it into a beautiful home.

Thinking back on those times are the one thing that make me smile without fail. Selfie running around collecting seashells, Irvine then hiding them from her for his attention to try and get him to tell her where. Zell always play fighting with Seifer and Squall. Seifer stealing fireworks for.. hmm what was that for I start thinking about it.

~Bing~

I jump up out of my train of thought, Selfie responded with "yeaaa girl for sure no problem, I got them an extra room and the reservation is for 5 :)"

I text back "perfect" and toss my phone on my bed getting my nightgown on and deciding I need just one more glass of wine before bed.

That night I dreamed of the orphanage remembering days long ago, happier times. My birthday the last birthday I had that someone did something truly spectacular for me. Someone set off really beautiful fireworks to get me to smile.


A/N

So I have decided to take a more modern day approach in this seiftis. Cellphones and stuff.

Also It's my first fic. If you are reading this thank you 3

Seiftis forever and ever

Next chapter we will see what our knight is up to.