The weather forecasters were correct after all. When we left the hospital (after a very awkward conversation with the police – thankfully smoothed over by Shingen's fast-talking), the early evening had ushered in a cold front and a thunder snow squall that was probably sending meteorologists into raptures across the country. By the time I returned to the Mikumos' house, it was snowing pretty steadily.
Sasuke suggested I spend the night in his place, guessing accurately that I was upset, and inaccurately that I would want company. But with Aki once again AWOL (this time voluntarily) I had some decisions to make… but only after allowing myself an evening of indulgence that included putting the turquoise streaks back into my hair, eating an entire bag of potato sticks, then for the grand finale:
Solo K-Pop Dance Party.
The Mikumos might be thoroughly enmeshed in the past, but they did at least own a flat screened television (that I imagined was only used to watch serious academic documentaries, TED talks, and historical dramas that would be highly critiqued for inaccuracies). I felt no guilt over polluting it with K-pop videos. The bands had changed in the years I had been gone, and the dance steps had gotten more complicated (far beyond Gangnam style), but I'd spent seven years in the Sengoku honing my martial arts and parkour skills. I could manage a few dance steps, right?
And even if I couldn't, no one would ever know.
Nearly an hour later, I'd taken out my filial angst on a makeshift dance floor, singing as loudly as possible (if I didn't know the lyrics, I made them up), stomping my feet, whipping my newly dyed hair and –
Bang Bang Bang
Could my conception of 'loud' could be trusted after seven years in feudal Japan? As the pounding on the front door continued, I hurried to the entry, prepared to beg the pardon of an irate neighbor. With an apologetic smile already on my face and a concessions speech on my lips, I opened the do –
Mitsuhide stood before me, flakes of snow decorating his kimono, and his hair backlit by the neighbor's Christmas lights.
What? How?
"How did you –"
He stopped my words with one finger pressed against my lips. "Let me go first."
Like I could stop him. Since his finger was still warm on my mouth, I nodded.
"You were already there."
Where? Is that supposed mean something?
He took my hand and placed it on his chest… over his heart. "You thought there was no room for you, but in fact you'd already moved in. You'd filled every chamber with your mouth and your rebellions and your passions until I couldn't turn around without tripping over another thing that I loved about you."
BSOD
I couldn't think of anything to say – which was probably for the best, because he crushed me to his chest in a hug so tight I thought we would fuse together. His fingers tangled in my hair, hair that was still damp from my post-dye shower, then he answered the question that had been in my head for the past month. "I believed I didn't deserve-"
I pulled myself free. "Me? I ought to leave you out here to freeze for such a stupidly clichéd-"
"Deserve to be happy. Hideyoshi already gave me the self-sacrifice lecture, so you can spare your breath." Then, as if he too had run out of words, he folded himself into me, his arms tight, his hands clutching my waist, breathing me in.
We stayed there, motionless, while once again, my brain struggled to compute the concept of a warlord where I had not expected a warlord to be, and my body opted out of the debate altogether and relaxed into his embrace, and heartbeat, and the scent of sandalwood and cinnamon. I was already there. I am already here.
Finally, the December wind that brought the snow and Mitsuhide to my door intruded with a gust that reminded me we were standing out in the open. I tugged him backward, into the shelter of the house, and secured the door behind him. "I have… many many questions." Almost too many to organize my thoughts. And my body was just humming along, that prickly sensation of nerves now buzzing along, just overall basking in his presence.
"I expect you do, but again, Brat… Love, let me go first." He waved his hand toward the back of the house, where the soundtrack of my prior mood played on. "What is that rather painful noise?"
Oh come on, it's K-pop not death metal. "Music."
Because at some point he had grabbed my hands, I let him keep them and led him into the living room.
He surveyed the television with curiosity, while I adjusted the volume to low… and after a moment of thought, changed to a satellite radio station that played Japanese classical music. "Better?"
"It will do. I imagine I shall find the progression of culture… interesting." He took a cell phone out of his kimono, an unusually glittery pink one with a designer pattern on it. The charger cord dangled from the port. "Mai gave me this communication device, with detailed instructions on how to, er, charge and employ it." He patted the front of his clothing and it crackled with the sound of paper. "And amongst your things, I found a note from Kenshin's ninja with his 'cell phone number' on it and the time and location of the nearest wormhole."
That's right. Winter solstice. Honno-ji. Thundersnow.
Ah… I could figure out the rest. After landing in Honni-ji, he'd probably contacted Sasuke and… hm. I looked around the room, and located my own cell, which had been haphazardly flung into the sofa cushion during my dance party. Yep. Missed a text from Sasuke. It had only one word: Incoming. Followed by an eggplant emoji. "Why?"
"Surely you have worked that part out on your own." He abandoned his examination of the room and pulled me back into his arms. "You are generally more perceptive than that."
"I want to hear you say it." I had not expected to hear an 'I love you' from him, but now that he was in front of me, I found those three words to be important.
His laugh warmed my ear. "If my memory serves me correctly, I have yet to hear an explicit declaration from you as well."
"I didn't think you wanted to hear that." Not from me.
"As it happens, I find I do." He tipped my chin up so that he could stare directly into my eyes, as if willing me to speak.
Are we actually arguing over who was going to say 'I love you' first?
I was about to offer a count of three simultaneous compromise when he laughed again. "You're adorable when you're being stubborn. I'm aware that there's a part of you that would like me to suffer-"
"I didn't say tha-"
"Do you still plan to argue with everything I say?"
I considered. "Possibly."
"Then I'll have to discover ways to keep your mouth better occupied. This should do it." He swooped in for a hard and fast kiss, his behavior revealing the desperation I had never gotten from his spoken words. When I was breathless and holding onto him for balance, he whispered. "I love you. I must, for I've ceded the high ground and said it first." He traced the outline of my lips with his finger.
"I love you." Adding the 'too' seemed like it would cheapen my own response. "There is no high ground. Just…" I swirled my hand in the air. "This."
There was absolutely high ground and we'd likely be jockeying for it for the rest of – "Er, what is next?" Had he come here to live with me in the modern world? Did he come here to take me to Azuchi? This time, I was not against the idea.
He dipped lower, and nibbled the corner of my mouth. "Hm, some of this." I received another bone-melting kiss. "A bit of this as well." His hand skimmed over my hip. "I don't believe I'll ever want to stop touching you."
He hadn't been this urgent, this – almost needy - that night in Sakai. If he had been holding back then, he was not doing so now. I could say that I was more than happy to put my thoughts away for the time being, but the truth of the matter was, they had already fled on their own accord, leaving the rest of me to enjoy the sensation of being sandwiched between Mitsuhide and the wall. "Don't stop touching me."
"Your time seems to require a rather excessive number of layers." He snagged the top of the zipper of my hoodie, and easily figured out how to use it, pulling it down until the hollow of my throat was visible. "Ah, clever this…?"
"Zipper. And no one in this time is require to wear a sixteen layer court kimono." Because he was taking too long with it, I shrugged out of my hoodie. All I had on underneath was a simple t-shirt and pajama pants that I had intended to sleep in.
"I wasn't aware that you'd ever been required to wear an imperial kimono either, so the point is moot. And…" He dipped closer to whisper in my ear. "You are arguing again. I shall have to see if I can-" he bit my earlobe, grazing it with both tongue and teeth, "do something about…" then a hard kiss just under my ear that coaxed a moan from my throat. "That will do nicely."
He was doing it again. Falling into that pattern of controlled teasing. Granted, I was probably inviting it with my words. As much as I enjoyed these debates – this wasn't how I wanted things now, not in this moment. I wanted him to lose control. To lose as much as I did.
So when he paused to breathe, while I still had the willpower to do so, I put my hand across his mouth, then ducked away. "Catch me!"
While he was processing that, I scooted past him, knowing that the surprise, my knowledge of the house's layout, and speed would give me the advantage.
When he reached the bedroom, just a few seconds after me, I tackled him to the bed.
"I was under the impression that I was required to catch you." He didn't otherwise protest when I undid his obi and pushed his kimono aside. His body was no less beautiful for being nicked and scarred by various battles, all lean tight muscle that I'd not had a chance to admire last time.
"I lied." Straddling him, I quickly yanked the shirt over my head, then grabbed his shoulders, hugging him, letting our bodies slide across each other. "Just so you know. This is where the begging starts."
"You must be aware I could …. reverse this… situation in a moment, should I… desire." His voice was huskier than normal, and the breathlessness between the words suggested he was ok with the way things were at the moment.
"I know." I tugged on his hair, just a little. "So I am asking you to take everything you want, except – control." Though I was still wearing pajama pants, I ground myself against him, and he hardened instantly.
Instead of fighting, or teasing, both of which I had expected him to do, he surprised me by holding me closer, hugging me to his chest. "It seems more apologies are in order." For a long moment he was quiet, stroking me hair. It felt even more intimate than what we had been doing just a few seconds before. "That night in Sakai. I made you feel as if you were indeed the prostitute you were pretending to be. It was not intentional, but intentions don't matter. Only the hurt."
"You didn't." I angled my head to look at him directly. "You treated yourself like you were the prostitute."
His eyes widened and I could see the moment my words registered as truth. He touched his forehead to mine. "I am not comfortable with seeking my own happiness." His cheeks had reddened somewhat – that might have been the only tell that I had finally found an emotional core. "Knowing that I could bring you to pleasure was enough."
"Can you credit that I might feel the same way? Or at least that I want things to be a little bit more," I thought for a moment, trying to find the right word, "balanced."
He took my hand in his, linking our fingers into a basket. "It seems I am still learning, or perhaps, understanding, more about you."
"I'm not asking you to completely stop teasing me." Left unsaid was the fact that I was unlikely to stop fighting with him either. "I can't deny that it's fun. Sometimes."
My comment immediately brought back his smirk. "Hm, yes I did notice that at times you highly appreciate it. I was not aware your voice could reach that pitch."
I let that one go – given that I'd basically thrown him a fast ball up the middle. "As long as you're not using it to hide."
"My automatic response would be to say fair enough." He closed his eyes and was quite for a long moment. "However I have enough self-knowledge to admit it isn't something I can easily stop."
"Take it from someone who has acquired a fair number of physical skills. That, is why we practice." Then I took the initiative to kiss him first again. We could just see where this ended up going.
Where it went was a short kiss that led to another tiny kiss. Kiss after kiss like a swarm of bright fireflies. Each a little slower and longer until they converged and extended into one deep kiss as he half rolled on top of me and fused his mouth to mine. Still, I was the one setting the pace. It was I who opened my mouth to him first, and my tongue that eagerly encouraged his.
Kissing, touching, we had given each other permission to explore our bodies. I wanted to map out every battle scar I found, pressing a light kiss on each one, knowing that the worst of them were invisible.
I traced a long slash that traveled down his hip, taking the opportunity to remove the rest of his clothes. "Katana?"
"Mm, yes. If I recall correctly, Kyubei half-carried me off the battlefield that afternoon." When I made a move to kiss the wound, he stopped me. "Careful. I have no major objection to the direction this is taking, but right now I want your face next to mine. Please."
Ok then. Since he had asked nicely, and since I did want to see his face too, I crawled back up his body. "Hello again."
He rolled fully on top of me and I reveled in his hot weight pushing me down into the mattress as he poured his desire into a kiss. I don't know what exactly was the key that had unlocked his desperation, but I rejoiced in the power of knowing that this, this at last, was for me. I wrapped my leg across his, trying to pull him closer. "I take it you approve, Brat?"
"Yes, please." If that was begging, I didn't care anymore. His need, the sharpness and frantic movements, yes please.
His sweat slick body glided over mine, as he settled between my legs, not to thrust inside, apparently not yet, but his erection sliding across me set those firefly sparks humming along every nerve ending.
"So perfectly formed." His mouth latched onto my breast, sucking just hard enough that I shrieked and tugged his hair again.
Each tiny flick of his tongue had me arching against him. My hands, fingers, dug into his shoulders and he continued to lavish attention on my breasts. Each time I thought I'd hit the point where I couldn't stand it any longer, he would switch to the other breast and the cycle would begin again.
"I could dine on you all day. And night." His words were rough. Short. He'd lost that slightly removed from things smoothness that usually categorized his speech. I could believe that in this, he wasn't trying to please me, he truly wanted to keep the taste of me in his mouth, on his tongue, a tongue that usually noticed no flavor.
If he did that, I'd probably pass out from overstimulation. I poked his forehead lightly and just pointed to my lips.
He laughed. "As you wish." Then his mouth was on mine again.
As the infinite kiss continued, our bodies naturally came closer together, His hand rested on my hip, leisurely drifting to between my legs. I was so close…
"You did claim the high ground." The murmur was soft in my ear, before he flipped onto his back, the movement carrying me over. In no time, he guided me on top of him. I was already so wet that it was easy to take his length inside.
For a moment, I didn't move – I looked down at his face, those sharp cheekbones softened slightly by his blush, and that amber gaze warmed by affection, by love. That snarky knowing grin now replaced by a smile. Oh I knew that the wicked tease was still in there, and I knew there would be many times that I would welcome that man into me as well, just as I knew that there would be many times that he would purposefully bait my internal rebel.
But for the moment, both of those people had stepped aside – our worst impulses had been tamed, as we found a new rhythm, mutual sighs and groans signaling that we had tamed each other.
Later…
I awoke from a semi-daze as something feathery tickled my nose. I opened my eyes to discover it was a lock of my own hair. "Oh. For an instant, I thought you had brought one of those peacock feathers through the wormhole."
"I did not. However if that is something that would be of interest, I'm certain your time has birds, does it not?" From the expression on his face, I understood that to mean that if he could find a feather, he would tease me with it everywhere, and the thought made my nerves zing with a 'sounds fun, let's try that.' He laughed. "I take it that's a yes."
"I could be persuaded." I batted his hand away though when he swooped in with another tickle.
"Interesting shade your hair has become." He held it up to the light, and the turquoise streaks looked brighter in the glow of the hundred watt bulb.
"It's temporary. Should wash out in a couple of weeks." I'd learned my lesson from the last time – even though there would no longer be a Fume ready to chop my hair off. Not everyone appreciates bright blue-green streaks. Which, reminded me… I still needed to clean up the bathroom. I'd left it looking like a slaughter on the Vulcan home world.
"It suits you somehow. Hints at a bit of chaos below the surface." He linked his hand with mine, then lifted our hands up to the light. "Or more accurately, it warns of the chaos."
"That's not fair." I poked him with my free hand. "I always had a reason and a logic behind everything that I did." Even if sometimes that reason was to provoke him. Still counts, right?
"I stand corrected. I might not have always agreed with what that logic was, but I cannot claim you were completely heedless." He was quiet a moment, long enough to pause for me to recognize he was holding something back.
Taking the opportunity to toss his favorite words at him, I asked, "What aren't you telling me?"
"One of those dark moments of self-reflection – acknowledging that your calculated risks allow for a high degree of that risk to your person than I am comfortable with, because I don't like seeing you in danger… which was followed by the knowledge that I have and likely will take greater chances with my own safety."
"We could take them together." Before he could immediate reject that, I added, "Remember, you got two for one with me. Well, now that you've taught me how to pick locks, you get a concubine, a spy and a thief all in one person. Really, I should ask for a raise."
"If you move your hand a bit lower, you'll find one." While I was still deciding whether to react to the pun, he guided my hand to his shaft, and when I lightly stroked him, I received an enthusiastic twitch in response. I should have guessed that he'd have excellent powers of recovery. "In all seriousness am I to understand that you do wish to return the next time the wormhole makes it possible?"
"In about a month, it should be possible, and yes, I had planned to go back with… er, Sasuke." Hm, perhaps not the best idea to mention that Shingen had offered me a job.
Of course Mitsuhide, being Mitsuhide, noticed my hesitation, and immediately rolled on top of me. With one hand, he easily pinned my wrists over my head. "You're hiding something."
"Many things, probably, but-" my words ended on a squeak when he started nibbling on my throat playfully, then tickled inside of my elbow, the one place I am vulnerable. In moments, I was squirming and laughing hopelessly. "Stop. Stop. I swear if this is the secret of your interrogation techniques, then I want to watch the next time you – eek!" He'd swiped the spot with his tongue.
"I seem to recall you telling me that you're not ticklish."
"I lied about that too."
No escape now. Even though I tried to roll away, he had me cornered. "I believe I have not yet received an explanation, Brat."
"Oooh. Downgraded back to brat." I didn't actually mind the nickname, but there was no way I would let him know that.
"I do mean it in the most affectionate of ways. Now. Stop trying to divert my attention. What. Aren't. You. Telling. Me?" Each word was punctuated by a kiss.
"So, um, well, Sasuke is actually here with Takeda Shingen." There was no surprise on his face. Huh. I guess he'd already known that. "And he offered me a job. I was thinking of seeing if I could upgrade that to an apprenticeship, and then, at some point, when I think I am ready, I would take over Aki's network." I mean, he's got a network in every timeline, I suppose, and I would be taking away some of his workload. Besides… technically, I stand to inherit the family business someday anyway.
Mitsuhide stared down at me. "You are a terrifying woman. If I didn't love you so much, I would be thoroughly intimidated." No he wouldn't. But it was nice to hear him say it. "I do hope you have abandoned this idea."
"Make me a better offer." It was a bluff since I hadn't really had a chance to counter-offer Shingen's initial job offer, but I'm certain he would have agreed.
"I offer this…" He kissed me long and slow, powerfully moving his lips over mine, this time demanding a response. When I was gasping and breathless he continued, "And this –"
He brushed his hand down the side of my body, all the way past my hips. For one tantalizing moment, he kept it there, just long enough to warm my inner thigh…
… then he drifted upward, long, lazy strokes … he'd already learned my body so well that he knew just how much pressure and rhythm would have me arching off the bed and pressing up into him.
"But, most importantly, my love," he gazed down at me, amber-gold eyes glistening with something I didn't recognize, something I had never seen from him, "you may have my heart. All of it. To do with as you wish."
I couldn't speak – only nod, and he squeezed me tighter as he slowly pushed inside me again. Less frantic. More wondering… exploring this new world.
We moved together, reveling in each other's touch, in that oh you are here… it's you… it's me… it's us… something different.
Wait, who is crying? Were those tears? His tears were more frightening than his anger, frightening in a 'with great power comes great responsibility' kind of way, but I never planned to run from him again. I hadn't thought it possible, but I loved him more in that moment than ever before.
It's ok. I'm here.
Our extended, intimate embrace finally crested and crashed into the night, then softly drifted into a cozy warmth. We were home.
The sound of snow against the window woke me just before sunrise. Mitsuhide was still asleep – not in that vampiric pose (I knew that had been just to freak me out), but on his side, arm flung over his face… oh, we never had managed to turn off the light. I got up and did so, not that it mattered as a soft glow from outside infused the room.
With a sudden urge for a glass of water, I pulled on my pajamas, then as I turned to leave the room, something crinkled under my foot. I had stepped on Mitsuhide's kimono, which had somehow been flung to this side of the room.
What was crackling though? Sounded like paper. I knelt to see, and found Mai's instructions. Curious to know what she would tell someone who was about to suddenly go into the future, I started to pick it up, then paused. Mitsuhide and I had both read each other's mail before, and I doubted he would care if I read this letter. However, for my own sanity, I needed to stop being afraid of what Mai meant to him. I set it on the edge of the bed for him, then picked up his clothes, folded them, and put them on the bed too.
When I caught sight of the fat snowflakes swirling across the garden. I upgraded my plan for a cup of water to a cup of hot tea, and once it was ready, I settled on the couch to watch it pile up outside.
I could hear Mitsuhide padding around upstairs, but I figured if he needed help finding anything (or how to work them) he would call for me. I wasn't ignoring him, or anything. It was just that I was pleasantly sore all over and at present too comfortable to move.
Indeed, when Mitsuhide did emerge, he was already dressed and holding the turquoise robe. "Yoshimoto gave me the things you'd left at Genba." He smiled as I shrugged myself into it. "It pleases me to see you so happy in something I had made for you."
"Do you want breakfast? Or tea?" There was still plenty of hot water in the kettle. But when I made a move to get up, he shook his head.
"Not at present." He looked over the couch with the curious eye of someone cataloging the future, before scooting in behind me. In one fluid motion, he'd lifted me onto his lap, without spilling a drop of my tea.
We sat there, completely comfortable, watching the snow sweep through the garden. The neighbor's Christmas lights were (of course) still on, glowing softly against the growing drifts. There would be things to figure out later, but for the moment it was to just sit here, and zen out at the sight and sound of snow, in the warmth of each other's presence.
He put his hands on my feet. "You never remember your socks."
"Well, I had meant to come back to bed after I got a cup of water, but- oh, you don't have to do." Too late to protest. He'd taken off his socks and put them on my feet.
"I told you before. I don't feel cold like some people." He gave my toes, now warming up in the soft material, a little tweak.
I wiggled my feet inside the socks. "Probably ought to at some point get you some modern clothing. Or at least a coat and boots."
"Hm, that was in fact included on Mai's list. She thought I should go shopping first and appear at your door dressed in a, hm, what did she call it, a nice designer suit." He shifted around, then handed me the letter. "I must admit to some disappointment that you didn't even attempt to read this one. Is the mystery already gone in our relationship?" He punctuated the teasing with a light kiss under my ear.
"Um, technically, I read Aki's mail, not yours, Mr. I-Kept-a-Letter-for-weeks." Did I want to probe his feelings for Mai? Now? When we were feeling so cozy and relaxed?
"Your ability to rationalize matters never ceases to astound me." His arms snaked around my waist as he held the letter open. Even without reading it, I could see that it was indeed a list of how-tos and instructions, complete with very detailed drawings. In her how to recharge the phone, she'd even drawn a map to where the most likely free outlets would be with little tab A/slot B arrows to demonstrate what went where.
There was even a little Sasuke chibi answering his phone, with his familiar expression of blank-face intent, but a thought bubble over his head revealing his inner fanboy was nerding out over a call from Mitsuhide.
Wow. I had known Mai was a good designer, but I had not been aware that translated so well to her drawing skills. "She's very good."
"Indeed. Were she not only the Azuchi chatelaine but also a seamstress, I could use her as a scout." He set his chin on my shoulder.
"No, you wouldn't endanger her like that. She's too precious." Easier to approach the question from the side.
"True. Hideyoshi would very likely dismantle me for the thought."
Agreed, but that wasn't what I meant. "To you."
"My love, you may someday acquire the skills of a very good interrogator, but not yet, and for the purposes of this conversation, you will have better luck simply asking me what you want to know." He softened the statement by pulling me backward until I was resting on his chest. He brought his hand up and began smoothing out my hair.
"Are you in love with her?" It seemed I had the ability to ask that after all.
"Dear me, haven't I just spent the past night proving that it's you I love?" That… didn't exactly answer my question, something he must have immediately realized, for he continued, "Mai is very loveable and she awakened feelings I didn't not know I was still capable of. I also believed that the Iife I led required a sacrifice. But in the end, I discovered that the person I could not sacrifice was you. I'd rather condemn my soul to darkness than give up even one more day with you."
Where to begin to unpack that? I'd wished for reassurance, and gotten an entire monologue. "I don't really agree that you're the dark side, but thank you for being willing to face it." I hoped he knew now that he'd never have to face it alone. It wouldn't just be me helping him face it. It was clear that Hideyoshi and Mai would also be at his side.
Idly I flipped to the next page of Mai's instructions, in which a cartoon labelled 'Grand Romantic Gesture' portrayed chibi Mitsuhide, wearing a modern suit, kneeling in front of a chibi version of myself. He held jewelry sized gift box in his hands. "She has very specific ideas about romance, but I'm more than happy with the lockpick set." And with him. To punctuate that, I gave him a kiss.
"Dear me, that is rather a disappointment, for I do have another gift for you – however, it's waiting in Sakai." I caught a rather unusual amount of repressed emotion in his tone, and wondered at it.
I knew him well enough to know there was no use asking for details, although… "What would you have done if I'd said I planned to stay here?"
"Gone back in time to Sakai, picked up your present, and brought it to you at the next available opportunity." He tapped on his lips with his finger. "Because it is a very good gift, if I do say so myself."
Almost, I asked if it was a pony, but… that had been a private joke between myself and Aki. Which reminded me. "Aki's gone again." While I was safely cocooned in his arms, sheltered from my father's actions, I brought Mitsuhide up to date with what had happened after I disappeared from Genba.
"When you and Iekane went over the edge-" He trailed off, then rested his face on my shoulder. I could feel a tremor go through him, and that told me more than words could. That this man, known for his cool, dispassionate conversation, could be at a loss for words, was humbling. Maybe no words were necessary anyway. I closed my eyes and breathed him for a while.
Eventually he asked me. "Are you upset that he left you here?"
"More angry that he didn't leave a note… but I sort of expected him to leave. It's what he does." And now that I knew there was only one of Aki, and he was trying to keep several Katsus alive, to prevent several Hikos from being murdered, to find several Toshiies and trying to keep an unknown number of timelines from crashing into each other… I understood.
But he still could have left me a damn note.
"I can't promise that I'll never have to leave you behind – temporarily – but I promise I will always come back." His voice was so quiet I could barely hear him.
"You could always take Katsu with you."
"We shall discuss that later."
"Oh, you can be sure of that."
