Into You
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the Twilight characters or anything Twilight related.
So now we have been through the events that have happened at Bella and Nessie's birthday! Our favorite characters have gotten along, minus Renee and her bitchiness. Lol. So what's gonna happen now after this I wonder. Hmm. Guess we're about to see. Enjoy! :)
Chapter 7 – Can't Help Falling In Love
Wise men say
Only fools rush in
But I can't help falling in love with you
Shall I stay?
Would it be a sin?
If I can't help falling in love with you
Like a river flows
Surely to the sea
Darling, so it goes
Some things are meant to be
So take my hand
Take my whole life, too
For I can't help falling in love with you
For I can't help falling in love with you
~ Kina Grannis
Edward's POV
"Bella came to your house last week?!"
"You were at Bella's birthday party?!"
"You got to hang out with America's princess?!"
"First you got to sing with Bella at her concert and now this?!"
"How the hell did you pulled that off?"
"Are you and Bella like friends now?!"
"What were the cast of Rainbow Garden like?!"
"Is Victoria really bisexual?"
"Is Rosalie hot or what?"
"Do you think you could get Alice to help me with some fashion tips?"
"Did Jasper say anything in his Texas accent?"
"Who's really hot, Emmett of Jacob?"
"Did you see Charlie?! Can you get me his autograph next time you see him?"
"Get me to meet Renee! She's my idol!"
One-minute walking into school, and already people are swarming around me, hounding with questions and conversations about my weekend. How does Bella and the others deal with all of this? After making my way out of the crowd that was surrounding me, using my quarterback scrambling ability, I started running until I was in the office and made my way towards his room where I bust in and shut the door behind me.
Jesus fuck! I thought as I was panting so hard while facing Aro who was on his computer staring at me, not at all phased of my sudden entrance.
Aro continues staring at me until, "So how was the party last night?" He asked in amusement, chuckling at my annoyed glare at him as I straighten myself up.
"Aro, I know we're student and principal here on school grounds, but shut up!" I said in annoyance as he laughs.
"Hey, you're the one who met Bella again and invited her to your sister's party and vice versa." Aro pointed out.
"Well it's not like everyone needs to know that first part." I said.
When word got around about the events that involve Bella and how my friends and I got to hang out with her and the stars of Rainbow Garden, people wouldn't stop hounding us with questions about how it all went down. Not wanting to attract more attention than it already has gotten with the kind of information, we just tell people that Bella came to surprise my sister when she heard the news of her birthday, which would makes sense to everyone since Forks is a small city. Everyone hears everything. There's just nothing else here to talk about.
Anyway, people bought that story, but that doesn't help me out when everyone in school was asking me what Bella's like in person and everything. I've been through this kind of thing as a quarterback when we win games, but this is ridiculous! This is why I never mentioned Bella except to my friends at the last second of her arrival and the invite. I'm not trying to be selfish or anything, I'm just being respectful to Bella as if she's like us, not a celebrity. I just hope it's not like that for me when I get into the NFL.
"At least they don't know about how you now started having feelings for Bella." Aro smiled.
"What?!" I cried as I lost my balance and fell, knocking down the flag that was next to me as I scrambled back up and put the flag back in its place before turning to Aro. "W-What are you talking about? W-Who told you? Was it my dad? Was it Alec or Jane? Oh I'm gonna kill those two!" I said in frustration as Aro chuckled. Am I really that obvious to everyone?
"No one told me anything." He said as he got up and went around his desk to the front and lean back against it. "I saw how you and Bella were getting along at your sister's party. Apart from your interaction with her, you were looking at Bella in a way that's not like any other. You even look at Bella when she isn't looking. You see her as if she were the only person on earth. It wasn't just the fact that you two were getting along not as fan and celebrity, but as if Bella is just a normal girl, with a life like ours."
"Except that she's living the life as an actress and singer." I pointed out.
"True, but you two treat each other like equals, that makes you both normal." Aro smiled.
I thought about Aro's words. It's true that I see Bella as more than a celebrity. I treated her like I treated everyone I know in my life, even Mike if you get where I'm going with, and Bella treats me like an equal, thus where becoming friends with her all began. But the one thing on my mind, is something I'm worried about.
"But… what if Bella… doesn't feel the same about me?" I asked. "Even though she's never looked down on me, what if I'm not the kind of guy she's interested in, or even good enough for her?"
"Well one, Edward, you don't know what Bella is looking for in a guy. And if Bella does have an idea for a dream man, that doesn't mean that said man will come true for her. With a little faith, she should give you a chance to see the kind of guy you would be to her. Not everyone can have what they want, but can get something better instead. And if it helps, she wouldn't say no to a future NFL QB." Aro added with a smile.
"Okay, since when did you and my dad became the love gurus?" I teased as we both laugh. "Anyway, you really think I have a shot?"
"Love is in the air. Everyone deserves it." Aro said.
"Everyone?" I asked with a raised eyebrow.
"Let me rephrase that, everyone who isn't Mike that is." Aro corrected himself causing us both to laugh. "Now if you don't mind Edward, I have some things to take care of." He said as he went back to his seat and resume working on his computer. "Have a good day."
"You too, sir." I said and made my way out the door. As I shut the door behind me, I turned around facing him. Speaking of whom.
"You need to see Aro? What did you get trouble foe this time?" I teased with a smirk. "School hasn't even started yet."
"I don't get you, Cullen." Mike frowned causing me to be taken by surprise of what he said.
"G-Get what?" I asked trying to stay cool. Does he know about me being in love with Bella? How much has he overheard?
"How could Bella invite you to her party instead of me?!" Mike asked causing me to be relieved about it. The last thing I need is Mike giving me a hard about my feelings for Bella. Or claiming he has a better shot with her than me.
"And why should Bella invite you to her party? What have you done for her? Besides," I cut Mike before he could say it. "Being awesome, which by the way, doesn't count at all to Bella and there hasn't been a damn thing you did that was "awesome.""
"Fine, but I wanted to meet Bella so I can ask her out! That way, it could help me rise to stardom when I get into the NFL." Mike said causing my blood to boil while I resisted the urge to knock every one of Mike's teeth out, not just because he's planning on asking Bella out before me.
"And that's exactly you wouldn't be invited in the first place!" I growled. "You would just use her for your own selfish gain of pleasure without any ounce of regard to how she feels. You don't see her as someone who is just an ordinary person who's living a life just like ours. Only fame and money. She would never be with a guy like you."
"You don't know what Bella wants." Mike snapped.
Okay fair point. Not that I would admit it to him. I don't know what kind of guy Bella's into, but knowing her well enough, Mike is pretty much like Rider and like how Bella keeps turning him down on her show, Bella would never go out with him.
"I know her well enough after getting to know her not as a celebrity, but as a person." I said.
"Oh, and you know the kind of guy Bella's into?" Mike challenged me. I was about to struggle on what to say on who I believed Bella deserves to be with until the door behind me opened and Aro popped his head out.
"I believe school starts in five minutes, so you boys better get to class." He said to us as I saw the look in Aro's eyes telling me that he has saved my ass.
Mike and I left the office and went our separate ways. I arrived in Spanish with a minute to spare as I took my seat. As soon as the bell rang, Mrs. Goff began teaching with another lesson on speaking Spanish. It was just a review, so I hardly paid attention to it. This is gonna be a long ass morning on another Monday.
This here, is how my life is.
Twenty minutes passed in class when Mrs. Goff began a new topic when my phone vibrated in my pocket. Probably thinking its Jessica telling me about the latest gossip she heard (and the fact that she won't leave me alone until she tells me what it is and I respond), I pulled it out and placed it under my desk so my teacher doesn't see me texting. However, it wasn't Jessica that is texting me, it was Bella. Seeing her name made me smile as I opened the text and read it.
Good morning Edward! How are you doing today? :) – Bella
I quickly responded while being on the alert of my teacher.
Morning Bella! I'm alright. Just sitting here in school. :) – Edward
It wasn't long until Bella responded.
Oh crap! I'm sorry. I didn't know you were in class. I shouldn't be bothering you right now. – Bella
I couldn't help but chuckle at her emoji that was added as I typed back.
Bella, it's fine. I'm not at all bothered. My class is pretty boring right now. There's nothing much to learn. :) – Edward
I quickly looked up just in time to see Mrs. Goff have us repeat a sentence. I resume back to my phone and saw Bella's new message.
Still, you shouldn't be texting in class. I don't wanna get you in trouble. – Bella
Please Bella, I hardly get in trouble. And if I were to get in trouble, they would only give me a warning. Perks of being the star quarterback of the school. ;) – Edward
I silently chuckled as Bella responded.
Cocky quarterback I see. ;) – Bella
Hey, it's not being cocky, if I don't back it up. ;) – Edward
Smartass. – Bella
:P – Edward
So what are you doing? – Edward
Alice has dragged us girls into shopping. – Bella
That's where she added the eye roll.
What, you don't enjoy shopping? – Edward
Oh no, I enjoy shopping. I only do it when I feel like I need to. Alice, on the other hand, shops daily as if it's her job. – Bella
Well, I guess that's not surprising with all the money they make from their time on the show, but is it really necessary?
Anyway, we're sightseeing right now in Seattle. After that, I got some script reading for this show I'm guest starring next month. – Bella
That's sounds fun. Well, if you count reading your script. – Edward
Hahaha Yeah. So what's your agenda for this week? – Bella
Apart from school, we got a home game this Friday and I think I'm pretty much gonna hang with my friends this weekend. But I'm not sure yet. – Edward
So no official plans? – Bella
Not that I know of. Why? – Edward
Well, I barely got to see much of Forks. I asked my friends if they want to but, they probably aren't too keen since they state Forks is a small city. So I was wondering if… maybe you could show me around the city? – Bella
I was stunned. Was Bella asking me to hang out with her? Just the two of us?! Seriously?! I recovered myself and texted her.
You're asking to hangout? Just the two of us? – Edward
I swear to god, I must be sweating with nerves, waiting for a response when Bella responded.
Yeah. Unless you're not up to it, that's fine. – Bella
Fuck! I thought seeing the small smile emoji as my mind was panicking. Fix it, dumbass!
No, Bella, of course I'd love to hang out with you and show you around Forks. But as you said, Forks is a small city so there may not be much to show. But I do know a good restaurant where we can have dinner there if you like. – Edward
That's sounds great! I should probably let you get back to learning. So I'll see you say Friday, after your game? You can show me to the restaurant then. – Bella
Sounds like a plan. I'll see you then. :) – Edward
See you then. Have a good day at school. :) – Bella
I smiled as I put my phone away just as Mrs. Goff started passing out a worksheet saying that if it's not done today, it's homework. But I didn't care as I couldn't help myself from being excited. Friday couldn't come any sooner.
"Ready, set hike!" I commanded, causing the center to snap the ball into my hands as every player went into motion.
I quickly looked around until I saw someone open and threw the ball deep down to where Garrett is running with a defender on his tail.
"And Cullen, going for it all, and it is…" Chad waited until the crowd erupted in cheers when he finally announced it. "Somehow at the fifteen-yard line, McGovern holds it in!" He said as Garrett got up when he was down and faced our school, who were cheering loudly, giving out a proud stance for his work while Demetri came up from behind and lifted him into the air.
"Time out!" I called and the refs blew the whistle just as the clock stopped with ten seconds left in the game. As the defense of our opponents were on the field waiting on us, I ran over to coach on the sideline as he told me on what play to make. Once I understood the play, I joined my team in the huddle on the field and relay it to them before we got in formation.
"Ready! Red 27," I called out.
"It's that wheel route, it's that wheel route!" One of the linebackers called out to his teammates.
"You've been watching, huh?" I called out the linebacker with a smirk. "That's cool. Watch this then. Ready, set hike!" The ball came into my hands just as the blitz came in causing the offensive line to break as two pass rushers came at me causing me to scramble and run towards the end zone where it was wide open, just as we planned it.
"And Cullen rushes for a touchdown to tie the game!" Chad announces as Demetri, Alec and Ben came over to me for my style of a touchdown celebration where Demetri was held in the air by Alec and Ben where I got under him doing the limbo. That's how we do it!
We won the game after Colin scored the extra point putting us with five other teams that have gone undefeated so far this season. I tell you, this proved to be a bit of a challenge but hey, every week, every team gets stronger.
After shaking hands with our opponents and meeting up with my family. I was about to head to the locker room to get change when someone called me.
"Edward!" I turned around to see who it was until I was met with a girl with long golden-brown hair with a black jacket and light blue jeans and sunglasses, which is odd considering that it's almost night time. "You were amazing tonight." She said.
"Thanks. Um, do I know you?" I asked. I'm one hundred percent certain I have never met her in my life.
The girl just giggled. "Well, you proved that you're not some cocky quarterback." She smiled.
I gasped and looked around to see everyone around us not noticing at all as I looked back at her. "Bella?"
"How have you been Edward?" Bella smiled as she took off her sunglasses.
"W-W-What are you – how are you – when did you – whe – wha –"
"Will you be completing any of those questions?" Bella teased.
"What are you doing here? I mean, I'm happy you came but what are you doing here and what's with the getup?" I asked pointing out Bella's outfit.
"Oh we came to see you play since you were gonna show me around Forks afterwards, so we thought it was convenient that way." Bella explained.
"Wait, we?" I asked in confusion.
"Yes, we." A voice said as I saw a man come over to us next to Bella wearing a light grey trench coat with a bowler hat and sunglasses. "Great to see you again young man." He smiled.
"Charlie?!"
"The one and only, and damn, Edward, you played spectacular tonight!" Charlie smiled as he took my hand and shook it while patting my shoulder.
"Thanks." I said feeling speechless that Charlie saw me play.
"I hope you don't mind the disguises Edward, but we didn't want to draw attention and take away your spotlight so we decided to go low key." Bella explained
"Oh, no, that's fine. Thanks for coming you guys." I smiled while feeling my insides doing a dance in Bella's presence again.
"Hey, I'm just glad I got to see you live in action. Jake and Em weren't kidding about you when you're on the field." Charlie said.
"So Edward, are you ready to show me around?" Bella asked.
"Yeah, let me just grab my things and take a shower when I get home. You and your father can come over and hang for a bit." I said.
"Sure. We'll meet you there." Bella said and she and Charlie left as I went to grab my things before getting into my car and head home. I pulled over on the driveway just as I saw a car pull up next to me.
"Damn, nice place you got here, Edward." Charlie said when he and Bella, not wearing their wigs and sunglasses, got out of the car and saw the house, looking at it with admiration.
"Thanks Charlie." I said as I opened the front door and welcomed them in.
"BELLA!" My sister cried as she tackled Bella for a hug.
"Hello Nessie." Bella smiled as she hugged my sister back. "Hello Carlisle, hello Esme. It's great to see you again."
"We're happy to see you as well Bella." Carlisle smiled as he walked over to us.
"Oh my gosh!" Esme said in complete shock when she saw who is with us. "Y-Y-You're Charlie Swan!"
"You must be Edward's father, Carlisle and Edward's mother Esme. Bella told me all about you both. It's a pleasure to meet you." Charlie smiled, offering his hand. My mother just stood there as she was totally hyperventilating in a totally freak out way.
"Oh my gosh, I – I – I – I –" That's when my father caught Esme just when she was about to fall. Okay, what is with women and fainting?
"As you can see Charlie, my wife is a huge fan." Carlisle said looking amused.
"Really, what gave that away?" Charlie asked as the two men chuckled.
"What are you doing here Bella?" Nessie asked.
"Well, Edward and I going to hang out where he's gonna show me around the city. Plus, there is someone who wanted to see you again." Bella said and opened her bag where the little fur ball came out.
"Fluff!" Nessie exclaimed when she caught the puppy in her arms as Fluff was licking her face.
"I thought it was unfair for Fluff to miss out on the fun, so I figure she can come spend time with you while Edward and I hangout." Bella explained.
"Thank you, Bella!" Nessie said as Fluff then came over to me, trying to climb on my leg. I chuckled as I scooped her up and let her lick my face before putting her down.
"Alright, I'm gonna shower and get change. Give me a few minutes and we'll be ready to go." I said to Bella.
"No worries. Go ahead. You smell anyway." Bella teased.
"Thanks for pointing it out, Captain Obvious." I said, playfully rolling my eyes and left everyone where I toss my gear in the laundry room and went upstairs to take a shower.
After feeling fresh and clean, I went into my room to figure out what to wear. I was nervous on what outfit to pick. I know I'm just hanging out with Bella but that's it. I'm hanging out with Bella, alone. What do I do? What do we do together besides sightseeing? Where does that stand between us? I don't want her to think what we're doing turns into a date, even though I want to go out with Bella. It's not a date. But I don't want her to think I think it's a date even though I don't. Or I think she thinks I think it's a date even though she doesn't.
Okay I'm really over thinking this. I thought, shaking my head as I decided to wear a long dark blue sleeve shirt with grey jeans and blue jean jacket. Once I tried to attempt my hair, I went downstairs to see the place empty and silent until I heard voices coming from outside. I walk out to see Bella sitting on the lounge chair with my parents and Charlie who all three had glasses of wine as they were chatting along all together while Nessie was on the grass field with Fluff as they play the toys the dog has.
"Hey." I said causing Bella and our parents to turn around.
"Hey." Bella smiled.
"You ready to go?" I asked.
"Sure am." Bella said as she got up. "You sure you're okay staying here while we're gone, dad?" She asked Charlie.
"Ah don't worry about it, Bells." Charlie waved off. "You two kids have fun. I know I will with Carlisle and Esme here. And I know Nessie and Fluff are enjoying themselves." He pointed out where we saw Nessie and Fluff rolling on their sides across the yard together causing us to laugh at their interaction.
"Have fun you two." Carlisle said.
"Do be careful out there." Esme said as she got up and gave both me and Bella a hug.
"We will." I said and soon, Bella and I went to the front door where we met up at my car. "Where's your mom?"
"She's… back at our place." Bella sighed. "She's not… interested in coming over."
"Because of me?" I asked immediately.
Bella was silent until she answered. "Yeah, she said, in her words, not mine, wouldn't be caught dead being seen with people like you and your family. Sorry."
Of course Renee would hold it on me because I was the one invited by Bella and just one look at me and Renee doesn't accept me at all. I'm not surprise about her. She's my least favorite person after all. But I'm not gonna let her ruin the night.
"Don't worry about it Bella. Let's not let your mother's attitude affect the evening. Okay?" I said.
Bella slowly smiled. "Okay.
"Do you mind if I drive?" I asked.
"You're showing around the city, so I'll let you do the honors." Bella smiled as she put on her wig.
"Well then," I smiled as I opened the passenger door for her. "After you." Bella giggled as she got inside as I joined her on the other side. Once I started the engine to my car, I pulled out of the driveway and drove towards the city of Forks.
As we drove in the city, I pointed out all the places that are around the area including this book store to which Bella was intrigued and wanted to see it. Unfortunately, it was closed but I promised that I take her there tomorrow. A few minutes later, we arrived at this restaurant, La Bella Italia.
"I didn't know they had a restaurant named after me." Bella giggled.
"Technically, this restaurant was built around 1980." I chuckled. "Probably around Charlie's time, but it is the best restaurant in town."
"I like it though." Bella said as I offered my hand… and she slowly accepts. That there cause the soft jolt to slither it's way around my arm. Oh god, why does this feel so right? I thought as we walked inside where a young hostess was standing by the entrance.
"Hello, a table for two?" She asked.
"Yes please." I said.
"Follow me." She said and I held Bella's hand as we followed the hostess inside the building to a table that is empty. However, the location didn't suit me due to the surrounding of people nearby. I couldn't risk people walking by Bella and I and possibly overhearing our conversation, and I definitely worried that they might see through Bella's disguise. That wouldn't be good.
"Is there a place more… private?" I asked as I handed her a bill. Her eyes widened in surprise.
"Um… y-yeah… s-s-sure." She said as she slowly accepted the money and led us to a quiet corner of the restaurant where we wouldn't be bothered. "I-Is this better?"
"Perfect." I smiled as I let Bella take a seat first before I took mine.
"Um… your waiter will be right with you." The hostess said as she quickly ducked her head and scurried away. Geez, I just gave her a twenty. It wasn't that big of a tip.
"You really shouldn't have done that to her." Bella said in a disapproving tone.
"Do what? Tip her before we even ordered?" I asked with a confused look on my face.
"I mean you shouldn't have dazzled her like that. You practically had the poor girl hyperventilating." Bella said.
"Huh?"
"Oh come on," Bella chided. "For a quarterback, you should know the effect you have on people."
"I dazzle people?" I asked having an interest on this topic. I knew mom told me how I charm women due to how dad raised me to be a gentleman but dazzling where I render women unable to resist me, that's a surprising twist.
"How could you not noticed that?" Bella asked and I just shrugged.
"Do I dazzle you?" I asked with a raised eyebrow.
Bella didn't say anything. Her face remains in place while her eyes looked away to the side for some reason. Before she could say anything, the waiter showed up ready for us. Bella and I gave him our orders and he left us not before coming back with drinks for Bella and me.
"So how was school?" Bella asked.
"It was alright." I answered with a shrug. "Just books, class and learning. The only fun thing that happened was Demetri trying to prove everyone that the back flip he did at the game last week wasn't a fluke and he ended up landing face flat on the floor."
"Ouch, that must have hurt." Bella said and a pain look on her face.
"Yeah, but it was close." I said. "How has it been for you? How this script thing going?"
"As good as it gets, I guess." Bella shrugged. "I had to read through it and give the producers my feedback on it. It wasn't too bad. Not as big as Rainbow Garden but it's a nice role in the show I'll be guest starring. However, Renee expected more."
"Renee doesn't approve?" I asked.
"There's not much scene I'm involved with and Renee expected something for me to be in like those sorority sisters in Neighbors 2 or Spring Breakers, but as I said, it's not my thing as the roles doesn't fit me." Bella said.
"Isn't it good enough that you're the star of the hit TV show and a successful singer?" I asked.
"Making millions of dollars for every episode I was in and every album I sold, nope. Apparently I have to keep working being in big A-Star films with A-list celebrities and collab with top artist, but as you can see, it's not about working with the best, it's how well you work together, like Jackie Chan and Chris Tucker in Rush Hour." Bella said.
"I love those guys." I chuckled, as did Bella. And then I got serious. "I know you've been on break since after the tour, but do you ever… feel like… stepping away from it all?"
That was the wrong thing to say because Bella's head moved back so fast like she gotten whiplash.
"You don't have to answer that. I shouldn't have ask. I'm sorry." I said. Fuck, I'm such an ass.
Bella shook her head. "No, no, that's not it at all. I just… wasn't expecting that." She said and took a minute. "You mean… do I ever think about… quitting my job?"
I slowly nodded my head. "You could say that. Or just take a break from all of it. Away from the fame and everything." I suggested.
Bella was silent for a moment until she finally spoke. "There are times I think about it. I mean… I love my job, I love the life I live in, I love going to places, the people I meet, my fans. But it also prevents me from doing a lot of things I want to do." She explained.
"Like?" I prodded patiently.
"Like… go to school, go out to the movies, have a walk in the park, hanging out with friends," Bella sighed. "It all seems really insignificant, but I miss knowing what it feels like to go outside and not have my photo taken.
And then there's the issue of education. I really would like to go to college, but it'd be impossible for me to balance that with my career. Plus my mother thinks there's no need to further my education since I make millions of dollars." Bella said.
"You're the first person that I've told any of this to. I never even told Alice and we're close… and I have no idea why that is. I'm sorry for dumping my problems on you, again." She sighed.
Poor Bella. To see her work her way to where she is now, only that she's not doing it for herself, pains me to see how everything she does isn't enough for Renee. I don't know what it will achieve for Renee but to use her daughter that way is wrong on so many levels. I wonder what Charlie did in situations like this. Does he support Bella choices whatever she chooses? I doubt he sides with Renee after what I witness on Sunday. Or does Charlie stays out of it to avoid confrontation? Maybe he's the reluctant accomplice. One thing I know for sure is that Bella shouldn't be going through all this.
I shook my head. "No, I was the one who asked the question. And you're not dumping anything on me. Really. I get it about the whole pro-con list of your career, especially college. And for what it's worth, if you want to get a degree, you shouldn't allow your career to get in the way, especially your mother. If you ever want to get a degree, that's your choice, not hers."
Bella was surprised at what I said and that's when she slowly agrees with me.
"You've given me a lot to think about, Edward." She said.
"I hope I wasn't too intense." I said.
"No," Bella said shaking her head, "Well, a little. But it was welcomed. Thank you for sharing your opinion."
"Of course." I smiled as our food arrived.
Bella and I enjoyed a delicious meal as we made chit chat while eating. After having dessert, the waiter came with the bill and I quickly handed him my card telling him to put it all on it, much to Bella's displeasure as she wasn't okay for me to pay all the food. Sue me for being a gentleman. After much arguing, I allowed Bella that the next time we go out to eat, she pays for it. While I'm not okay with her paying, there is a plus side I might get to hang out with Bella again.
Bella and I left the restaurant and went for a walk on the boardwalk close by. It was actually quite beautiful. A tourist trap. I was holding Bella's hand and we both had smiles on our faces as we went for a walk. God this feels… perfect. Just holding her hand like a couple even though we're just friends. Though I wish for us to be more than friends, but how can I? How do I even say it? Is it really the right time? Bella just vented out about her struggles juggling her life together and adding a relationship, I don't wanna make it even harder. The only thing I can do now is enjoy this moment and be there for Bella.
We eventually sat down on a bench facing towards the lake where the moonlight was shining beautifully in the reflection. There were barely people around as lights streamed on the tress were on.
"It's so beautiful." Bella said as she sat close to me.
"It is." I said staring at the lake with her until I turned my head to her while she was still looking. A beautiful sight indeed.
"Edward, thank you for hanging out with me today. I really enjoyed it." Bella said.
"Me too." I said.
"I mean it Edward. My life in fame, everywhere I go, it's always Bella this, Bella that, people coming over to me all the time, paparazzi taking pictures of me. I never got time for myself or even the space. Tonight, I feel like I'm just… Bella. As in, just a girl enjoying a normal night."
"Well I'm glad you had a good time." I smiled.
"Yeah." Bella said and sighed. "I don't want this to end. This night, being here… this moment… with you."
"Me?" I said in confusion. Bella didn't say anything. "Bella, what is it? What about me?" I asked.
Bella was silent as she looked down. "Bella?" I was getting worried here. What is it about me Bella's trying to say?
"Are you really going to make me say it?" Bella said quietly.
"Yes." I said and Bella turned to face me as she slowly looked up at me, opening her eyes as she took a deep breath.
"I like you," She said. "And not in a friendly way."
And that there, everything has stopped. I was stunned from what I'm hearing. Did Bella say what I think she said?
Bella didn't say anything after that. But I couldn't let her stop. I need to know.
"What do you like about me?" I slowly asked.
Bella closed her eyes. "Everything." She said and opened them again. "I like how kind and caring you are. I love the way you smile. And.. a lot of other things about your appearance that I probably couldn't say out loud without dying of embarrassment," I had to bite my lip to hold a chuckle. "I like your personality that shapes you to be the kind of person everyone likes. But I also like the way when… I'm with you… I can be… myself. I like that you treat me as not as a celebrity, but someone as an equal. I don't feel the need to be something I'm not. I'm comfortable. And I like how you care about me.
I don't like that you can always get me to do whatever you want by dazzling me, and I don't like the fact that whenever you touch me in any way, I find myself unable to know what to do when I'm around you. I especially don't like the fact that I'm confessing all of this to you, and potentially humiliating myself, without knowing how, or if, you feel anything for me." She finished.
I just sat there, speechless. I just couldn't believe it. Shock is an understatement. Bella Swan likes me? Me?! The girl who played Evelyn Walker on Rainbow Garden, famous singer, America's princess likes me?! I just can't believe that the girl who I've been a fan of later becoming the girl I'm falling for, has feelings for me. This… just… makes me so… happy.
Bella was looking at me and I realized I haven't said a word.
"I'm sorry," I said. "You just took me by surprised. Can I say something?"
Bella slowly nodded her head, biting her lips.
"I like… how effortlessly beautiful you are, and how, despite all of that, you're still so modest. I like when you get passionate about things, and your whole face lights up with emotion. For that split second, everything that you feel is out there in the open. I like looking at you when that happens. I like that you care about everyone you meet. You don't brush past people; you take time with them. I like the way I feel around you. I haven't felt this happy…" I shook my head. "I don't think I've ever felt this happy before." I paused and looked straight into her eyes. "Most of all, I like… that you feel the same way about me, as I do about you." I said taking her hand in mine as my other hand was place on her cheek, my thumb caressing it.
I was leaning towards her, slowly. As if, I was waiting on Bella to push me away or something. Maybe I came on too strong. That's when I felt something tugged me by the shirt pulling me towards Bella, feeling her lips on mine.
My eyes closed as everything just stops when our lips touched. Everything inside me was moving excitedly. Her lips were soft… and perfect. What felt like hours, Bella and I pulled back, breathing. She was flustered. I couldn't help but smile, as she was as well.
I pressed my forehead on hers, both of my hands on either side of her face.
"I've dreamt of a lot of things I wanted to do with you Bella, but none of them compares to this." I said.
"I could say the same." Bella breathed. "You don't know how long I wish to do that.
That's when a grin spread on my face. "I might have an idea." I said causing Bella to giggle as she pressed her lips on mine again as we follow though the flow again – nervous but excited all over again and enjoying it on this beautiful, perfect night.
Hey everyone, I apologize, as always, for the long delay. I hope everyone is staying safe with what is happening out there. I want it to be over so I can go out and travel. But any who, yay! Bella and Edward confessed their feelings to one another! So excited to see where this takes off! Stay tune for more. It will be a challenge for me to write this next one so this time I will apologize in advance if it takes too long to update.
Also, I was late to say it but how excited are we that Stephenie Meyer has finally released Midnight Sun after seeing leaks of the book in the past where we finally get to see the events of the first book in Edward's POV?! And to celebrate fifteen years since Twilight first came out! Wow! And to believe I was late for the party five years ago which brings me to this other topic.
Five years ago on April 23rd marks the anniversary that I published my first story A New Life and started my hobby of writing fanfiction. I can't believe it has been that long and look where it has gotten me today. A quick story, before this, I was going through some times where I felt… lonely and depressed, despite that I have friends, I just felt… excluded. Maybe that's just my insecurities mixed with anxiety but I don't know. I felt hurt how everyone is enjoying their lives and never included me in, leaving me in pain for the hurt of being left out like that. I didn't know how to deal with the pain until fanfiction came along. One thing led to another, writing gave me my own sense of calm and letting out the emotions (but I never write the events in the stories. Ever!) and basically, my life is slowly better as people around me are including me in like I actually belong. You get the idea. But I wouldn't be here if it weren't for you guys so thank you all for your reviews, love and support on my stories. I wanna thank you, by a way of celebrating my work like Stephenie has done with Life and Death for the gender roles or The Story Tellers where I could create short stories from my post Breaking Dawn Saga like all the new voices out there, but I'll figure out somehow since gender role is a challenge for me to rewrite my stories and I basically used all the outtakes for it. But I promise I'll reward you all for it. So again, thank you and much love to you all! Please review.